I don't want, I NEED a wedding dlc. Please. I'll give you my life savings. 🙏 JUST LOOK AT THEM <33

some sibling teasing ft my boys :D

Searan Choi

Taylor Swifts unreleased song Need 100% gives me GE Saeran and Ray vibes.

Want is the cigarette smoke on a jacket

You wore to the wrong part of town

Desire is the sound of the whiskey

Telling me you miss me, can you come around?

Passion is a passing thing

It's accidental chemistry

Lust is a liar, a short-lived fire

It ain't what you and I are at all

Oh, it's a need, it's a need

I would go anywhere that you lead

I am hopeless, breathless, burning slow

Touch me, hold me, tell me, "I won't let you go"

I won't leave, it's a need

Danger is a thousand prickles on my neck

That tell me to run or to freeze

Fear is the nightmare I had, you were with someone else

You forgot about me

Passion is a passing thing

It's accidental chemistry

Caught up in a feeling, it can be deceiving

This is like breathing for me

Oh, it's a need, it's a need

I would go anywhere that you lead

I am hopeless, breathless, burning slow

Touch me, hold me, tell me, "I won't let you go"

I won't leave, it's a need

Baby, it's always

A new kiss every time we do this

The truth is

It's essential to me

That you love me more than

Wishing, longing

Oh, it's a need (It's a need), it's a need (Ah-ah, ah-ah)

I would go (I would go) anywhere (Anywhere) that you lead (Oh, oh)

I am hopeless, breathless, burning slow (Burning slow)

Touch me, hold me, tell me, "I won't let you go"

I won't leave (I won't leave), it's a need (Oh)

Hey there! Here is my request for Jihyun x Mc - Mc learns she is unable to have kids of her own through pregnancy due to a medical condition and becomes depressed. In the end they adopt Lucy. - I hope you like the request. I was inspired by the beginning of the movie Up. 🥰

Jihyun x Mc - Adopting Lucy

Trigger Warning, mention of infertility, depression

Hiiii, I hope you like it. Since it was your request, I tried my best to give my very best :)

You looked out the window as you waited for the doctor to enter the warm, yet uncomfortable, room. Jihyun was holding your hand. His fingers were entangled with yours as his skin slowly stroked yours to calm you down. To make you relax a bit. However, no one could take this hardship from you, lift this fear from your shoulders, make your heart feel at ease, no one except that doctor, who was supposed to tell you that you just had to try harder for a child. However, that moment never came. Instead, the first words he said, was ,,I’m sorry’’. As soon as you heard those words from him, your world was crushed. As if darkness was surrounding you, you felt the floor breaking apart and making you fall into a deep hole of solitude and loneliness. Everything you ever wanted, all you wished for, the little family you dreamt of, the feeling of being pregnant, of protecting a human being below your heart with your skin, the feeling of feeling another heartbeat other than yours, feel the movements, everything you ever wanted, nothing was granted with that very sentence. You were unable to get pregnant, have children of your own, or give your husband a child. ,,As a woman, I am worth nothing,’’ you mumbled as you were seated back in the car. Finally, you could let go of the tears you were holding back. The sadness you couldn’t express in the hospital now had a chance to flow. ,,Hey, no, Mc, look at me. What you said isn’t true,’’ Jihyun whispered. His hand was trying to take you by the arm to make you turn towards him. He failed as you rejected him, brushing him off and turning your body to the door of the car before you began to sob loudly. A nightmare of days passed, but for you it seemed as if every day was like a single second. All you wished for was this nightmare to be over. You couldn’t do anything but stay in your room. Everything was dark and you couldn’t hear anything. You didn’t want to hear anything. The laughing children in the garden would only make you furious. The pleading sounds of Jihyun’s voice would only make you feel worse as your own thoughts were haunting you.  But that was the only thing you couldn’t mute. Jihyun was an angel. You knew that with Rika he already had to go through so much and now you were giving him a hard time, but instead of leaving you, your husband stayed by your side. ,,Remember? To share joy and sorrow for as long as both of us live. I promised you this when we married,’’ he whispered. His hand was trying to get some of your warmth and his soft touch made you realize that not only you were in pain, but he was too. This was the day the both of you began to really realize what was happening and you finally started to talk about the topic. He helped you to slowly heal from your hard time, to slowly begin to live again, even though it was hard. The both of you tried to brainstorm which openings and possibilities you still had. ,,I don’t want to adopt,’’ you said honestly when he told you that this was something he would like to do, ,,honestly, I would rather have no kids than to raise other children. I mean, I would love them and all, but would they ever love me the same? In the end, they all go to search for their real parents and my child leaving me would break my heart,’’ you said honestly, and suddenly, you were crying again. You never knew how sensitive of a person you were. ,,I understand, I’m with you, but we can help so many children who aren’t blessed with their parents. Just because your child wants to search for her real mother, it doesn’t mean that they will love you less. Don’t think so low of yourself,’’ Jihyun asked you, holding your hand. For you, adopting still wasn’t an option and since you were still trying to make it work out with yourself, you and Jihyun decided to first do nothing and instead tried to heal. Both of you went to therapy, tried to heal, and enjoyed the time you had until the day you would be really ready to take that big step - adopting a child. ,,She’s so perfect,’’ you whispered. You were emotional and almost forgot how to breathe as you looked down at the little girl in your arms. Her eyes were closed and her little hand was barely touching your finger. ,,She sure is…’’ Jihyun nodded. His hand was holding yours from below as he too observed the little bundle of happiness which would follow you home. ,,Lucy…I promise you that I will always protect and love you… Me and your father will,’’ you promised with no one around you as you enjoyed the little moment you had as a real family…

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31.08.2022 // 15:01 MEST

Ahh, I drew this months ago and forgot about it!

Summary: GE Saeran can't focus on you talking about your day because you are too cute.

Saeran always really loved to hear about what you did in your days, even if nothing particularly happened exactly. He enjoyed hearing about what you did, anything interesting that happened, anything.

Since he didn't have a regular life like you, he tends to listen to every single detail like a little kid being told an amazing fairytale before sleeping to have the wildest dreams.

But there was one little problem.. today he couldn't focus but it wasn't because anything bad had happened or he was drained. It was because of you. Specifically your adorable face.

Now, he always thought you had a cute face but it seemed that today his eyes and thoughts lingered there. How is it that you were just.. so adorable today? It got him all warm and fuzzy on the inside, he couldn't help it!

Saeran always paid attention to every single word that you said but he didn't even realize how much he was observing you until you giggled and asked him if anything was wrong.

"Ah.. it's nothing, haha.." His eyes widened as he sat up better, fully flustered as it showed on his cheeks. It was funny in a way that he didn't even see it himself how much you had an affect on him. The world could be burning and he would focus on you like you were the most beautiful thing in the whole world.

"I guess.. your cuteness got to me well today, my love." He let out a small laugh as he saw you being flustered instead. Moments like these he wanted to cherish forever. Just you and him doing anything together. It didn't matter what, just that you were besides each other.

When the laughing stopped, it was only you two gazing in each other's eyes. Saeran's eyes always held this love for you and his expression was always the softest. And don't forget the warm smile he wore whenever he saw you. All the things on his face were full of love only for you.

"I adore moments like these.. just being with you.. it makes me really happy." And it was always true. Anytime you were near him, he felt like he could do anything. These warm and good feelings you were making him feel will always make him feel weak in the knees for you.

His heart always racing and beating only for you, his one and only love. On cloud nine he would often feel and this amount of great peace and joy was often what he felt like. Just you two being free and being able to do anything.

You got lost in his eyes as well because you didn't even see his hand going under your chin and very gently lifting it up as he got closer to capture your lips on his. It made your heart beating really fast when you realized and it wasn't long before you relaxed and melted.

And how good it felt whenever he wrapped his arms around you only to hold you closer to him. Enough grip to hold you tight but careful enough to also not hurt you. Saeran will always make sure to treat you with respect and love and it always made you melt even more in his arms.

"Wow.. it's impossible, you're more adorable now when I see you like this..." Was all he said and laughed while you were a blushing mess. He reached out to press a kiss on your forehead as he snuggled more into you.

"Now.. could you tell me about your day from the beginning, my love? I'm afraid I was distracted by your beauty." He chuckled a bit as you blushed once again. And this time, he did listen.

But it didn't change something he did occasionally. Leave kisses all over you. How could he not..?

self-shipping stuff with Saer. turns out I had quite a lot of cute doodles left untouched from this year and last year so I went back and colored them 💜💕

© miraya_606 on Twitter

Cherish

Fandom: Mystic Messenger

Pairing: SE Saeran x Reader

Category: Fluff

Warnings: X

Word count: 1000

Summary: “What did you just say?” His eyes glared back in bewilderment, unable to accept what has fallen over your lips. 

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“What did you just say?” His eyes glared back in bewilderment, unable to accept what has fallen over your lips. 

You stared back as the embarrassment kept your body paralyzed, feeling the tips of your ears pulse due to the hammering heartbeat behind your chest. It wasn't your intention to spill like this, nor put the redhead with minty colored eyes on the spot out of the blue. Your eyes went back and forth, seeing the thousand questions that must've raised into his head afterwards. The conflict of believing the thing you said. It's like a contest of whoever broke the intimacy first would lose, the tension in the air only added up to the uncomfortable atmosphere inside the kitchen. 

The last time you've been tense, seeing him that caught off guard was the moment Saeyoung cheered how you'll move in for at least a few months. His reaction had been similar back then. Eyes wide in disbelief as he kept going back and forth between his brother and you. You tried your best to smile, remembering how it came out crooked because of the bland response of shrugging shoulders later. To this day you're unsure what it meant, what his opinion on your company was. Some things never changed, you figured. 

You really, really didn't mean putting it into the room that way. Yet there's no turning back time, if there would be, you'd be the first to use it and get undone what you've been incapable of holding hidden. He stood at the kitchen counter, turned to the side while preparing a drink for himself. The pink color hinted that he used strawberry syrup, your strawberry syrup even, and that to your surprise. The late night kept the bunker silent, the older twin probably deep in the land of dreams already. Not aware of the chaos in both his roommate and brother's minds. 

When stumbling upon his shape inside the kitchen from your way back to the bedroom, you couldn't help but sneak a peek. He'd been absorbed to make the drink taste well, last time he'd used a syrup he mumbled complains about it being too tasteless. Originally you longed to take a quick look, watch his body move fluently without the pressure of other eyes at first, but then he'd turned his head into your direction. And with that barrier down, somehow the words tumbled out of your mouth. Locking your feet with the floor. Staring back as his eyes widened. 

You licked your lips wet, shaking your head unconsciously. Should you truly repeat it? He'd got the hang of the meaning, otherwise he wouldn't gloom over the way he did. There's no point for a second wave of shame crashing down onto you. He still stood stiff, however. As if you'd slapped him across the face in a verbal manner. Letting you know there's no escape, that's why you tore your head away, studying the pattern of the floor instead. Voice wavering harder than before. 

“I said..” You took a deep breath, feeling red color creep over your cheeks. “I cherish you.” 

He narrowed the stare like the expected you to change it up and avoid you both dipping deeper into unbearable tension. Yet you found no strength to lie, you meant what you told him. If he's happy or not's beyond your power to decide on, all you could do's stand there. Wait for him to make a choice and set you both into motion. 

His voice tore slightly at the edges. “Don't say crap like that.” You bit down your lower lip, he almost sounded sad now. 

You pressed your fingers to the palm of the other hand, suddenly feeling a certain calm inside your heart. “But I mean it,” You stated quietly. “I do cherish you a lot.” 

“It's late. You're sentimental.” He sighed, taking his steps towards the door where you stood. Your heart began to race once more as he's close enough to smell his scent. Something about it reminded you of nature, of something true rather than fake smell. He then pushed the glass to your chest, a look swimming inside his eyes you couldn't identify. 

He leaned in an inch, tips of red hair almost touching your forehead. “Go back to bed.” He said and let you catch the glass. Luckily reflexes made you grab it while unidentifiable noises left your mouth. 

Sadly, when you turned, he was back in his room with the door closed softly. You looked down at the drink, cool glass a welcome change against your heated skin. You then sighed. Taking a slip. And who would've thought, it's the right amount of sweetness. With a last stolen gaze towards his private walls, you walked back to your own room. Wondering what exalted he thought of you now, how he interpreted the meaning of your confession. You smiled to yourself after going back to bed. No windows available, you sat down at the edge after turning on the bedside lamp. 

Your attention fell back to the drink. A little bell rang in the back of your head since you're awake before him. Surely, he'd seen the light inside the bathroom. Apart from the fact that he'd never been a big fan of syrup to begin with. It dawned on you then. The smile on your face turning brighter, knowing why exactly he'd prepared a strawberry drink in the first place. Did that mean he felt the same? Hopefully he realized that you cared for him deeply even if his heart couldn't believe it yet. 

You smoothed yourself by taking another, longer sip. Sweet strawberry filled out your mouth and helped you collecting thoughts, thinking the future will settle for you both one day. As much time as needed, you'd allow him to take it all. Perhaps he's slow. But he's a good guy. And you liked him to know how happy he could make you in both the simple and complicated moments of life.

despicsble me

THEY LOOK SO GOOD

the twins don't really look themselves tho lol

i finished saeran’s route and don’t have the hourglasses for his after ending and i’m ready to commit crimes… my sweet angel.

⋆｡°✩EII & IEI + Enneagram Subtypes⋆｡°✩

Names under the cut

EII sp4:

Belle (Beauty and the Beast)

Fyodor Dostoevsky (Writer)

August "Auggie" Pullman (Wonder)

Dr. Kenzo Tenma (Monster)

Taeko Okajima (Omoide Poroporo)

Hayao Miyazaki (Movie Director)

Sufjan Stevens (Singer)

Kanade Yoishaku (Project Sekai Colorful Stage)

EII sp6:

Bruno Madrigal (Encanto)

J.R.R. Tolkien (Writer)

Armin Arlert (Shingeki no Kyojin)

Fear (Inside Out)

Cal Kestis (Star Wars: Jedi Fallen Order)

Chihiro Fujisaki (Danganronpa)

Charlie Brown (Peanuts)

Izuku "Deku" Midoriya (Boku no Hiro Akademia)

EII sx9

Wall-e (Wall-e)

Robbie Daniel Skinner "Cavetown" (Singer)

Legoshi (Beastars)

Mantis (Marvel Cinematic Universe)

Mafuyu Sato (Given)

Eleanor Crain (The Haunting of Hill House)

Suzu Naito "Belle" (Ryu to Sobakasu no Hime)

Shion (no.6)

EII so9:

Fred Rogers (Television Host)

Padmé Amidala (Star Wars Prequels)

Glamrock Freddy (Five Nights at Freddy's: Security Breach)

Frodo Baggins (Lord of the Rings)

Lucy Pevensie (Narnia Chronicles)

Tanjiro Kamado (Kimetsu no Yaiba)

Makoto Naegi (Danganronpa)

Kenshin Himura (Rurouni Kenshin)

IEI sx4:

Lana del Rey (Singer)

Gaara (Naruto)

Davy Jones (Pirates of the Caribbean)

Musa (Winx Club)

Gerard Way (Singer)

Johan Liebert (Monster)

Searan Choi (Mystic Messenger)

Jason "J.D." Dean (Heathers the Musical)

IEI so4:

Diane Nguyen (Bojack Horseman)

Jean-Jacques Rousseau (Writer)

The Little Prince (The Little Prince)

Guillermo del Toro (Movie Director)

Hans Christian Andersen (Writer)

Napstablook (Undertale)

Sadness (Inside Out)

Bingo Heeler (Bluey)

IEI sx5:

Amélie Poulain (Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain)

Aurora Aksnes "AURORA" (Singer)

Lemon (Bullet Train)

Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche (Philosopher)

Korekiyo Shinguji (Danganronpa)

Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club)

Spectra Wondergeist (Monster High)

Elsa Korr (Jojo Rabbit)

IEI sp6:

Mitski Miyawaki (Singer)

Raine Whispers (The Owl House)

Carrie White (Carrie)

Yoon Bum (Killing Stalking)

Yoosung Kim (Mystic Messenger)

Spider Demon Mother (Kimetsu no Yaiba)

Veronica Sawyer (Heathers the Musical)

James Sunderland (Silent Hill 2)

DEAD BY DAYLIGHT AU.

the believer, searan choi.

POWER: THE CLEANSING. a chemical elixir created by mint eye, modified into a thrown weapon. when the bottle smashes, a cloud is released that, when entered, disorients and confuses any survivors who breathe it in. movement is slowed for a few seconds, and, upon exiting the cloud, survivors hallucinate until the effect wears off.

perks:

TRAITOR. while the obsession is in the injured state, gain 3%/4%/5% movement speed, and the obsession does healing actions at a decreased rate. upon sacrificing the obsession, keep this boost for the rest of the trial, and the decreased healing is applied to all survivors for the remainder of the trial.

HEX: SACRIFICIAL BLOOD. the first time a survivor is put into the dying state, a random unlit totem becomes a hex totem. while the totem is lit, all survivors suffer the haemorrhage status when wounded.

SOLITUDE. at the start of the match, five lockers on the map are turned into traps. when a survivor enters a trapped locker, the killer gets a notification and the trap is sprung. the survivor has to pass a difficult skill check to exit the locker. on a failure, the survivor is trapped there for 5/6/7 seconds, while on a success they are able to exit, but their location is revealed by killer instinct for 3/4/5 seconds.