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sugawarassoulmate · 1 year
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pining!kei trying to steal y/n’s panties but his pathetic ass fails
he can't even do that right!!
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words: 427 cw: gn!reader, no pronouns but reader is described as "pretty" and "cute," pervert!kei, implied panty stealing, minors dni
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kei rarely ever finds himself in the laundry room. his mother does the laundry while all he ever does is bring his bag down for her to clean.
but instead of his sweaty shorts and dirty socks, it's your clothes folded neatly on top of the dryer. it's more than that, though. sitting pretty at the top of the pile was a pair of your panties.
the washing machine at your house broke down this week and kei's mother was quick to allow you to wash your clothes at her place instead.
and now kei's hand is hovering over the floral pattern of your underwear, reveling in how soft the cotton fabric feels in his hands. he's seen you in bikinis before, sure, but never anything as intimate as your undergarments.
his somewhat innocent thoughts turn more depraved, wishing he had come across this only a few hours before when it was soiled from your juices. kei thinks about stuffing the clothing in his pocket to save for later—for when his thoughts get the better of him and he needs something to wrap around his cock just to get off.
that would be wrong, an incredible breach of your trust—more than what he's already doing now.
"kei in the laundry room? that's a surprise," his brother's voice booms, disrupting the deafening silence. kei realizes he's been caught red-handed but he's thankful it's akiteru standing at the bottom of the stairs instead of you. "are we doing something that we shouldn't?"
the underwear falls out of kei's hands and back onto the pile of your clean clothes. "i was just looking!" he blurted out, cheeks heating up from the embarrassing situation.
"looking at what exactly?" asked akiteru with a knowing look.
before kei is able to come up with another idiotic response, you're trotting down the stairs, ready to take your clean clothes home. "'scuse meeee!" you sing, squeezing past akiteru's larger frame. blissfully unaware of the tense situation in the room, you grab the basket next to kei and flash him a smile.
"did you need to use the machine, kei? sorry, i've been hogging it all day," you apologized, walking out of the room without another word. kei doesn't miss the sweet smile you give his brother before you leave.
akiteru is quick to follow you out of the room, giving his brother a word of advice once you're out of earshot.
"next time you want to be a pervert, little brother, try to be a bit more subtle." he says with a wink.
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imyourbratzdoll · 9 months
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𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒓𝒖𝒎 𝒄𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒌 𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒆
🍓the strawberry shack masterlist🍓
summary - a drunken pirate named jack stumbles into the strawberry shack, nearly falling in love.
warning - smut, oral sex, gloryhole, alcohol.
18+ only please, the gif and header I use aren't mine.
Warnings and Reminders - Please do not plagiarise, copy, repost/republish, adapt, or translate any of my work on any social media platforms, apps, or third-party sites. The only platforms I post my work on are: Tumblr and Wattpad. I do not own any character of any franchise (Marvel etc.) All my works are fiction and may be dark or triggering content: READ ALL WARNINGS BEFORE PROCEEDING.
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Jack stumbled into The Strawberry Shack, leaning against the counter and smirking at the surprised woman in the front. “Wan’ a good blow, love!” She blinks, letting him know the price, and he chucks down a bag full of golden coins. “This shall do.” He slurs his words slightly, smelling of rum, and as he begins to head to the room, he turns and winks. “See you when I come back, love,” Jack smirks as she blushes.
His eyes widen slightly as he enters the room, whistling at all of the beautiful women on display for him. Jack walks toward a specific hole that is known to be yours and knocks on the wood. “Scuse me, miss. I am here to be blown.” He waves his arms around as he talks, sipping the rum held in his belt. “Would you be willing to blow me, love?” 
You giggle, never having met someone like him before. Especially noticing the strong smell of rum that wafts through the hole in the wall. “Yes, I’d be willing.” Jack’s member twitches, loving the sound of your voice and how you are so willing. “Why don’t you stick your cock through, sugar. Let me have a taste.”
Jack wastes no time, immediately undoing his pants and grasping his thick member, guiding it through the hole, and he lets out a groan when your lips wrap swiftly around his swollen tip. Your tongue swirls around it, sucking it deeper into your mouth. You hum, sending vibrations through his cock. Your hand jerks the part you can’t fit, twisting your wrist. “Oi, love! Best mouth I’ve ever had!” 
You become sloppy, gagging and drooling all over his cock, bobbing your head back and forth, choking on him. Jack thrusts forward, throwing his head back and grunting. “I don’t know how you’ve done it, love. But I’m so close.” He slurs, drinking his rum as you suck harder on his cock, picking up your pace, paying special attention to the spot underneath his tip, and flicking it with your tongue before swirling it around, wanting to taste his cum, wanting to see if it tasted like the rum he’s drinking. “Oh!” Jack cums with a shout, gripping the wall as thick amounts of cum spurt out of his swollen tip, and you greedily drink it up.
You suck him dry and lick him clean, moaning as you swallow the last drop of him. “Taste so good, sugar, thank you.” You watch him pull his cock out and tuck it back in, catching sight of the many rings accompanying his fingers. 
“No, thank you, love.” Jack tilts his hat over his eyes and turns. “Goodbye, sweets.” He chugs his rum as he leaves, winking at the woman behind the counter. 
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muffylya · 9 months
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❝the moon looks beautiful, isn't it?❞
(except the blue lock boys give an answer you didn't predict at all.)
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blue lock charas included ;; itoshi sae & rin, nagi seishiro, eita otoya, zantetsu tsurugi, michael kaiser, ikki niko, shidou ryusei, itoshi rin, kenyu yukimiya, isagi yoichi, bachira meguru, hiori yo, nijiro nanase, reo mikage, alexis ness
synopsis ;; you try to win the boy's heart by asking a simple question, but it's so hard and they give you a response unlike the one you wanted. a simple confession from them or a compliment.
contents ;; gn!reader, no proofreading here
no reposts, translation without permission please!
THE DENSE ONE !!!
you ever think of how obtuse a person can be that they insert themselves into humanity? well yeah, here you have one. once you asked a romantic question to hint at the moon and possibly romance, the boy's gaze swiftly landed on the lit-up, beautiful moon.
"oh yeah, pretty cool huh?" he briefly replies, almost nonchalant.
silence filled the awkward air right after you had an answer you hadn't assumed before.
✴— itoshi sae, nagi seishiro, eita otoya, zantetsu tsurugi
so close, yet so far.
when you shot him with a hinted-romance question, his head turned to face you–then to the moon. maybe he understood; he'll know that you want to be confessed by him!
but he just bobbed his head up and down at your inquiry, "yeah-ha! seems beautiful, actually." he hummed in response, almost happy he's with you.
the boy decided to take a picture with you and the bright moon together...why even bother if you'll be indirect at it?
✴— kenyu yukimiya, isagi yoichi, bachira meguru, hiori yo, nijiro nanase, reo mikage, alexis ness
wha– 'scuse me!?
as soon as you asked that question, he asked himself as he stared up to the moonlit sky in thought; "do i think the moon looks beautiful?" he mumbled lightly under his breath. on the other side, you were holding your breath in anticipation.
he glared at you once again, and he shrugged it off; "i don't know." he murmured nonchalantly.
"how about you figure it out yourself?" the boy scoffed. that..isn't how it's supposed to go, oh well.
✴— michael kaiser, ikki niko, shidou ryusei (no hear me OUT), itoshi rin
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dollwrites · 1 year
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𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 — 𝐨𝐛𝐢 𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐮
𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 ∣ smut ( minors dni ), fem!stripper!reader, lapdance, dry humping ( obi gets away with A LOT more than you’re supposed to ), needy!obi, reader has a stage name but no physical descriptions, praise kink, all characters featured are 18+
𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁 ∣ do not repost or translate. please reblog && leave feedback. not proofread so there’s probably mistakes. thanks for reading <3
𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 ∣ kiss me you animal by burn the ballroom
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“Darling!”
it was hardly audible over the thumping bass from the speakers, but you’d heard someone call out for you. you glance over your shoulder; you had been leaning against the bar, chatting up a regular, and pretending to sip on the cocktail he bought you, when one of the newer girls squeezed through the line at the bar, making a bee line for you. “‘Scuse me.” you flashed a smile at the patron, standing up straighter to meet her as she approached. you lean close with your ear inches from her lips so you can hear her over the music.
“Your fire soldier captain’s here. By the door. See?” as she speaks, she points a sharp, manicured nail towards the entrance. your eyeline follows and you find that she’s absolutely right. Captain Obi had wandered in. even with the Saturday night rush, he stood at least a head over everyone; still clad in a plain black tee that was dusted with ash, and his uniform bottoms, the arms of his suit tied like a belt around his hips. that wasn’t usual— he typically came to the club in his civvies.
you frown, reading his tense expression like a book that was opened just for you. brows knit tightly together, eyes dark and sporting black rings; hell, you could almost see how bloodshot they were from where you were standing. he was looking towards the stage, but when he sees that you’re not the one performing, he shuffled inside and headed for an empty table near the back.
“I need to…” you started, biting on your lip, you look at her and she gives you an affirming nod. “Thanks.” you reply, grateful, and press your hand to her bare back, letting her slip into your spot at the bar. you look to the patron with a flirty smile and lean close to his ear. “This is Angel. She’s brand new, and she’s dying to get to know you. Be good to my girl, okay?”
but, you didn’t exactly wait for an answer. you couldn’t. you gave his shoulder a polite pat, before you turned and weaved through the crowd of people, smiling when they said hello to you, but not bothering to stop and chat. if Obi wasn’t there, you would’ve been much more social, but he took priority. maybe it didn’t make sense to the other girls; there were plenty of bigger, richer fish in the sea, but Obi was special. maybe they’d never understand, and you didn’t mind.
as long as they didn’t get in the way.
and they didn’t.
you noticed that, even though Obi was about to sit by himself at a table, the other girls kept their distance— they knew he would send them away anyways; he only ever came for you. one of the waitresses handed him a drink for the wait, but she smiled when she saw you coming, and you did the same to her, mouthing a “thank you” before you were an arm’s length away from him. you approached from behind, reaching out, with your pinky hooking around his thick, calloused forefinger. he turns, a wave of pure relief on his features. he knew it was you. whether he could smell your sugary perfume in the mix with the others, or he knew the silkiness of your touch by heart, it didn’t matter.
and you didn’t have to say anything. you smiled, soft, and gave his finger a little tug, stepping backwards once, twice, until he was stumbling towards you, and then you led him around the tables. careening around them, you felt his finger twitch, trying to hold on to your pinky tighter as he followed you to the champagne room. you only had to give security time to see you, and the pathetic giant toddling behind you, and he stepped aside so you could draw Obi inside, and the door was closed behind, muffling the music and blocking the rest of the club out— leaving you two alone.
you let go, and step over to the bar, setting your clutch purse down on to it. it’d been a busy night, and the purse’s belly bulged with hundreds of crinkled bills stuffed inside. “You want to hold on to that?” you ask, eyeing the drink that he hadn’t even sipped on. he shook his head, though he was only staring at you, and you smile again, gently plucking it from his hand and setting it down beside your clutch. “Sit down, baby,” you cooed; you could still feel him lingering by you. “Get comfortable.”
he did as instructed, albeit a bit reluctant, plopping down on the velvety couch. he was twice the size meant to fit on such, so he always looked like he was sitting on dollhouse furniture. sometimes, it was funny to watch, especially when he was red faced and squirming, but now he fidgeted, his dark eyes deep, black oceans, and it wasn’t funny anymore.
“I need…” he’d hunched forward, his elbows resting on his massive knees. “I need you.”
you’re already sauntering over to him, placing both hands on the expanse of his broad shoulders and urging him to lean back. “I’m right here.” you assure him, waiting until he’s reclined to step up onto the couch. you’d balanced on it so many times in your heels that it was second nature, now. you start slow, resting a knee against his massive shoulder, you lean forward, rolling your body against him, one of your hands delving into his dark tendrils. they were damp to the touch, probably from sweat, and you cradle the back of his head, combing him to drop it back against your palm. he looks up the length of your scantily clad figure, teeth sinking into his lower lip. “Rough day?” you ask, combing through his hair as you drag yourself against him. you can practically feel the heat from whatever fire he’d just stumbled out of. he nods, but he doesn’t speak. he’s much too entranced, too focused on the way your body moved, fluid and graceful as a swan coasting on a sparkling, midnight lake. his hands ghost over your calf muscle, pulled taut as you balanced. typically, the second a customer reached for you, the dance was over, but you could admit to yourself ( and anyone else for that matter ) that Captain Obi Akitaru had special privileges. he could touch, because he never did so to hurt you. his fingers, though rough and split from countless hours of countless days training, always tried to be as kind and soft as one his size and strength could be.
“You can tell me about it.” you murmured, flipping yourself over so you can slide down his chest on your back. his hand follows up the flare of your hip to hold you close as you wiggled your ass against his groin. “I promise I’m a good listener.”
“No,” he whispers into your neck, perhaps a bit too quick, sitting up to press himself flush to your back, “no I don’t want to. I just want you. I just want to be here with you.”
you were happy to be facing away from him, because the way his voice cracked must’ve embarrassed him, he got quiet after that, simply holding on to your hip as you rubbed into him. even with those thick, uniform pants on, you could feel a firm lump against his thigh, hardening significantly when you targeted and slid over it. you’d be lying to tell yourself that it didn’t turn you on, every time you felt his clothed cock and just how hard it got for you. you’d never once seen it, but you knew every inch by heart, from touch alone. “You are,” you affirmed, “feel me?” you reach back to hook your arm around his neck. “Because I can feel you…”
his breath stuttered as he pushed closer to you, holding on to your hip with one hand, and the other grabbing desperately at the couch cushion underneath him. “I feel you.” it was a moan into your neck where he buried his face. you were hyper aware of his lips pressing against your glitter-coated skin, but you didn’t mind. in fact, he was worshipping the sweetest spots on your neck, and breathing heavy, hot air on to them; it felt so good you wished he’d never stop.
“Good,” you whisper; you’re surprised at just how shaky it is, planting your heels on the floor to lean forward. you had to get away from those addictive kisses, otherwise you might forget that you were only meant to be dancing for him. “Good, baby.” he made a quiet sound of disapproval as you bent over to grab your ankles, shaking your ass back and forth in his face, but both of his hands were holding on to your thighs, thumb pads rubbing firm circles over the skin.
“C’mere, Darling.” he pleaded, leaning back again. he didn’t want to let go, but he had to do so to pat his lap. you felt the heat of a blush on your cheeks and it felt… foreign. you’d been working in the club long enough not to blush like a schoolgirl anymore, but there was something in the baritone of his voice, a need so deep that you could feel it like electricity in the air, and it made you want to swoon. “Please.”
you stand up straight, twirling on your heels to face him, and straddle his gargantuan thighs like he wanted, hips oscillating to the faint baseline of the song booming just outside the door. your fingers are in his hair again, combing it back, but this time, both of his arms hook around your waist and pull you closer to him. “Obi—“ you gasp, surprised. his face nuzzled against your breasts his nose dragging along the sequinned bikini top. you could also feel his hips jutting forward, pressing his hard on against your panties. you stilled for a moment, wide eyed.
“Do you want me to stop?” he asks, voice husky with lust. you knew he didn’t want to, but if you told him to let go, he would.
you thought about it.
you knew you should say yes.
mixing business with pleasure was a terrible idea.
but you were so wet.
but you shook your head, and eased back down against his bulge, listening to the way he sucked in a harsh breath. “Don’t stop.” you replied, grabbing his hair at the root. fuck it, you thought. “Obi, don’t stop.”
he moans, desperate, pulling you down against his needy rutting, one arm snaking up to hold one of your shoulders, and the other keeping a tight vice on your waist. your back arches, rocking your hips to meet his grinding, and you tilt your head back, eyelids fluttering. the wet patch on your panties left your scent on his groin with each, furious buck of his hips. your lingerie was a flimsy shield from the roughness of his uniform, or the hardness of the cock that he used your body to tend to, so each slide over his lap had you mewling and squirming with pleasure.
“Moan for me again,” Obi begs, stifling his own sounds of ecstasy by killing them in his throat. “You sound… so beautiful… let me hear it again.”
you acquiesce with a happy purr when he litters your chest with eager love bites, and you pull on his hair with a tight fist, biting down on your lip to relieve some of the pressure building between your hips. “O—Obi, please… that feels good… you feel good…”
Obi grunts in approval, muscles in his herculean biceps bulging, veins poking out, as they contract. you’d never been locked in a hold this strong, and you didn’t mind it at all. if anything, you’d never felt safer.
“Just like that, baby,” you moaned again, back arching. his rutting was becoming more and more fervent, his mouth more passionate and insatiable as he nudges your top aside to bring your breast into his mouth and clamp his teeth on your nipple. “Fuck!” it’s a harsh whisper, the knots tying over and over in your belly pulling tight. you almost can’t believe it— you’re going to cum from this. “Obi! Cumming, oh god, I’m cumming!”
he holds you tighter when you come undone, bear hugging your much smaller frame so you can’t run away from euphoria, and instead ride out every, last wave of mind blowing pleasure, calling his name over and over, your eyes closing under the rush.
it was after several moments of shuddering and heavy panting that you finally came back, and realized you’d soaked not only your panties, but his uniform as well, and you sheepishly press a hand to it. “Sorry about that.” you mumble, but he shakes his head, letting go of you to cup one hand over yours.
“That’s not only you, sweetheart.” he replied, “I came minutes before you did.”
his massive chest was still heaving, but you were pleased to see his usual smile was tickling the corners of his lips.
your blush deepened in heat and magnitude. why hadn’t he told you? did he think that he owed it to you to make sure you enjoyed yourself, too? you mirror the smile, your own just as genuine, as you consider how lucky you were to have been working the first night he stumbled into the club the year prior.
you clear your throat, shifting on his lap, and tap his chest with both hands, “Well, luckily for you, I think my legs are pretty much jello right now, so we’re going to sit right here like this until I’m confident I won’t break my neck trying to wobble back out onto the floor.”
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kyezone · 22 days
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﹐﹕ first kisses with you
ʚ synopsis : atsumu and kiyoomi kiss for the first time. sort of.
pairings — sakusa kiyoomi & miya atsumu, haikyuu
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author's note — sakuatsu my beloved :[ this is basically just a short drabble of how i think their first kiss went. i like to think they already knew each other since middle school and went to the same summer volleyball class. this is just self-indulgent and based off of this skts piece! (it's my favorite fr). enjoy !
— © kyezone ‘24 ﹕ do not steal, copy, repost.
"This is stupid," Kiyoomi (14) grumbles, shaking his head. Sitting across him on the bed in the same cross-legged position is none other than that cocky setter, Miya Atsumu (15).
Kiyoomi, for the life of him, has no idea how he got swept up into this current predicament. Trust Atsumu to make someone like Sakusa Kiyoomi lose all sense of rationality.
Atsumu pouts at him. " 'S not stupid!" He retorts. "Aren't ya curious, Omi-Omi?" Kiyoomi grimaces at the nickname, ignores how it makes his heart flutter ever so slightly.
"I'd be lying if I said I wasn't" He admits, ever the truthful boy. "But I'd rather give my first kiss to a frog than you," He says flatly. It's true, call Kiyoomi old-fashioned but he wants to save his first kiss for the person he's going to spend the rest of his life with. He wasn't going to give it to just anyone, let alone someone like Miya freaking Atsumu.
Atsumu gasps like dramatic slob he is, a hand clutching at his chest as if to better show his hurt. "Well, 'scuse me I don't fit inta yer standards, Omi!"
Kiyoomi rolls his eyes. "Why don't you find someone else to do this with?" He asks, head tilting to the side. Atsumu remains quiets for a moment and Kiyoomi can see the exact moment a faint blush colors his skin. He suddenly hopes he isn't doing the same.
"I ... I don' wan' it ta be someone else ..." Atsumu's voice is small and shy and not at all what Kiyoomi has come to expect of this arrogant and loud guy. For once, Kiyoomi thinks, Atsumu is acting like boys his age usually would when in the presence of their crush.
Wait.
Kiyoomi shakes away the thought. He shudders. Yeah right. It's quiet between them for a moment. Kiyoomi takes the oppurtunity to sneak glances at Atsumu. Brown hair and chocolate eyes, slightly tanned skin sprinkled with freckles.
Atsumu's fiddling with the volleyball between his legs, tapping on it slightly. It's obvious that he has no idea what to do now so Kiyoomi brings it upon himself to slice through the silence. "Fine," He says, and it's enough for Atsumu who's eyes glow with excitement.
"A'ight!" He exclaims, but he doesn't make a move.
They aren't exactly sure how to go about this. Atsumu studies Kiyoomi like an exam and Kiyoomi can't help but squirm uncomfortablly under his gaze. He watches with batted breath as Atsumu inhales sharply, squeezes his eyes shut, and leans in.
Kiyoomi does the same, eyes screwing closed as he anticipates, lips are pursed awkwardly. He can feel Atsumu invading his personal space and his hand goes flying into Atsumu's arm (Atsumu isn't any better, gripping onto Kiyoomi's shirt and undoubtedly crumpling it in the process), trying to calm himself as Atsumu's lips finally meet his.
Neither of them move, too scared to even do anything to fix the awkward position they're in. They don't open their eyes either and Kiyoomi can feel Atsumu's hand quiver, trying his best to keep himself steady and not fall into Kiyoomi's lap. Comedically, it takes them an entire minute before they finally break apart.
Atsumu is flushed red, but there's a big, toothy grin splayed across his face, perfectly encapsulating his joy and excitement. While he's over the moon, Kiyoomi is mortified. He sits there, completely dumbfounded.
He wipes at his mouth vigorously, suddenly able to think clearly again. He just kissed Miya Atsumu. His first kiss. Was with Miya. Atsumu. He's petrified.
The scariest part of all this? He wants to do it again. He shivers.
Oh god!
"Ya don't gotta be so dramatic 'bout it," Atsumu scoffs, pouting childishly. He leans forward teasingly and Kiyoomi can see his cockiness coming back as he does. He hates how he can feel his cheeks start to warm. "I know ya liked it," He teases, winking cheekily. Kiyoomi is unimpressed by this; leave it to Atsumu to be proud of his kiss with zero technique and zero experience.
Kiyoomi shoves him off the bed and Atsumu yelps when his bottom hits the tiled floors. "What the hell!" He cries.
"Don't flatter yourself," Kiyoomi grumbles, scurrying under his blanket. He tunes out Atsumu's rambling and complaints, instead focusing on trying to will his heart to calm down.
Gah, he can't believe it. He wasted his first kiss on Miya Atsumu. It wasn't like he was going to marry Atsumu, he wasn't going to spend the rest of his life with this snobby idiot. Over his dead body!
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Kiyoomi stirs awake, eyes heavy with sleep. He looks around the room, the sun just now beginning to rise, bathing the room in a purple and dreamy glow. His eyes land on a patch of blonde hair next to him, snorting softly as Atsumu snored.
He yawns, laying back down and pulling the blanket over them. He pulls Atsumu's sleeping form closer to him, enjoying his warmth as he pressed a chaste kiss on the ring on his finger.
His 15-year-old self would go insane if he told him he would indeed marry the person he gave his first kiss to.
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pastanest · 1 year
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if you’re wondering why I’m having to repost this, or why you were perhaps previously following me but no longer are, please refer to this post. I was able to retrieve this thanks to @iamburdened - thanks so much!! ♡
Daryl Dixon x she/her!reader
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Something To Hold On To
Another night is spent in your half empty bed, staring out of the window, unable to sleep. Watching. Waiting. Desperate. The events that led you to this agonising repetition haunt you, ghosts of the past preventing your present from ever seeing a future, because it is unchanging now.
Denise’s death snapped something in Daryl, you knew it from the moment he got back that day, but you had never thought in a million years that anything would have the power to push him away from you. From your perspective, the death of a loved one brings you closer to the rest of the people you love, because it reminds you to cherish every moment with them, but for Daryl...it was different. You followed him all the way to the gate that day, trying to persuade him not to go out there because you knew what he could be risking. Usually, you were the one person guaranteed to get through to him, it had been that way since the farm, when the group found out where Sophia had been all that time. You were the only one that Daryl couldnt snap at, for some reason he had restraint around you. But that day at the gate, he lost it.
“The hell ya think yer doin’? You dont own me, I aint yers, who were we tryin’ to kid thinkin’ any of this was worth it?! Im better off by my damn self, ya don’ get a say in what I do, aint the boss of me. Run back to yer house, yer garden, an’ block out reality like ya usually do! Never should’a let this go on fer so long.”
Daryl was in your face, throwing his arms up in big theatrical gestures, bringing the attention of everyone who happened to be around. You stood there broken in front of him, unable to say a word; what was there to say after hearing that? With a final scoff, he got on his bike, and he was gone.
The next and last time you saw him was at the lineup. Despite everything that he’d said to break your heart, you couldnt keep your eyes off of him, seeing him in such a state and not being able to go to him was the most painful thing you’d ever experienced. After Abraham, you were staring at Daryl for strength, to keep yourself together, to prevent you from looking at what was left of your friend. Obviously, an egotistical prick like Negan didnt take kindly to you refusing to look at him.
“Well, it looks like we’ve got a couple of lovers in our midst! ‘Scuse me darlin’, would you mind paying me a little attention? I did just brutally kill this poor ginger after all, the least you could do is admire my work!” Negan’s voice was almost flirtatious, in the most sadistic way, but when you continued to refuse him, he shoved his barbed-wire-bound bat in your face and yelled. “Take a damn look!”
And you got the surprise of your life. Daryl leapt to his feet, swinging at Negan and landing a hard punch to his jaw before he was held down. You cried out, trembling feverishly, thinking that Negan was going to kill Daryl for that, but instead he took Glenn. That, you couldnt look away from. The devastation in Daryl’s eyes told you that he blamed himself for Glenn’s death, and you would have done anything to reassure him, but then he was taken.
And every night since, you have been like this. Lying awake and staring out the window at the Alexandria gate, waiting for it to magically open and reveal Daryl, safe and sound. Trying to sleep with your paranoia over what was happening to him, whether he was even still alive, was an impossible feat in itself. But that combined with trying to decode Daryl’s actions, from brutally ending your relationship because he didnt want you anymore, to risking his own life just because a very threatening man was talking to you. Of course, you know Daryl is a kind man, he loves deep and cares so much more than he lets on, it isnt out of character for him to defend you after ending things with you. But, over the years Daryl has gotten a lot more level-headed, and in a situation like that, he could usually be trusted to hold it together better than pretty much anyone else; he’s an expert at bottling things up, after all. The fact that he lashed out like that, you’d only have expected a reaction of that ferocity from him being in love with you still, which completely counterbalanced what he’d said earlier that day. If he did still love you, why would he say such horrible things? None of it made sense, all you want to do is talk to him and find out what he meant, you need to see him, and you dont know how far away that day will be, if it’s even possible.
Night’s without Daryl are difficult, but you have some things to make the days a little easier. Rick keeps a close eye on you, knowing that what Daryl said really messed you up and that regardless, being without him is hard on you. He regularly asks you to join him in completing various tasks, or even to just watch Judith because it gives you something to distract yourself from it all. It was when you were distracted that the other things came into play.
Judith is sitting in your lap, listening to you intently as you read her a story. She’s just had her morning feed and is due for a name anytime now, reading to her always helps her drift off without a fuss.
“The prince found the sleeping princess, and he leant down to give her a kiss-“
And then, you are gone.
It was late, and you had promised yourself you were going to stay awake until Daryl had returned from the run. He could be gone until tomorrow morning, you didnt care, you were stubborn enough to stick it out. Or, so you thought. As the sun rose and Daryl crept through the front door, he found you passed out on the stairs. He laughed quietly to himself, but couldnt help feeling guilty at putting you in that position by being home late. As gently as he could, Daryl lifted you up into his arms and carried you up the stairs bridal style. He carefully laid you down in the bed you shared, kicking his shoes off before crawling in beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist and placing a soft kiss on your forehead, causing you to stir awake.
“You’re home!” Your sleepily slurred whispers were joyous, a welcome sound to Daryl’s own tired ears.
“Yeah I am, now get some rest, got the day off tomorrow.” Daryl mumbled.
You gasped and turned over to snuggle into his chest. “A whole day to makeout like teenagers?”
Daryl scoffed, blushing and burying his face in the pillow, making you laugh.
When you come back to yourself, Judith is asleep in your arms, and the tears you hadnt realised were rolling down your cheeks have started falling onto her little head. You’re quick to gently dry her head with the blanket around her, and then you wipe your own eyes with your hand.
Later, when Rick comes to take Judith and you’re jogging down the porch steps of the Grimes house, you happen to glance down the street. For maybe half a second, the perfect vision of Daryl standing in the distance, waving at you, stops you dead in your tracks. Tears fill your eyes, and by the time you’ve cleared them, he’s gone. Rick watches from the window as you wipe your eyes and hurry down the street in the opposite direction to your house, where you’d just told him you were going. You have to walk the long way round to avoid heading towards the place you’d just seen Daryl standing. Wherever he appears, that’s always the way.
Flashbacks and visions of him get you through the day, and as painful as they are, they make you feel something, they give you fleeting moments of joy until reality returns to you. Blocking out reality, that’s what Daryl said you did, but you’d never truly done that until now. At night, no flashbacks or visions ever came, and every night is eerily silent. Numb, empty, cold no matter how many blankets you wrap around yourself.
The one time you decided to distract yourself by leaving Alexandria to go on a supply run, Negan happened to show up, and he brought Daryl with him. Apparently, Negan asked Rick where you were, and Daryl looked up from the ground to watch Rick’s face as he answered.
“She left on a supply run this morning, she probably wont be back for a few days.” Rick said, holding Daryl’s gaze for just a moment so that Daryl knew two things: one, he was telling the truth, and two, you were alive.
“Well that is a shame, I brought Daryl here just for her!” Negan sighed dramatically, and then continued to go about his asshole business.
Ever since, you have stayed within the walls of Alexandria. You know that if you had been there that day, you would’ve lost your mind seeing Daryl, and probably gotten yourself in trouble for not being able to keep it together. But having the knowledge of it happening when you werent here, knowing it could happen again, however unlikely that may be, you have prepared yourself.
It’s been too long, you refused to count the days because with every one that passed it would feel like you were even further away from Daryl. At least now you know that Negan is keeping Daryl alive. Torturing him, yes, but keeping him alive.
When Rick asks you to come with him and a group to the Hilltop, you’re hesitant, wanting to stay at Alexandria just in case Negan comes back. You will gladly bargain your life for Daryl’s safe return home, and Rick knows that, which is exactly why he persuades you to come with him to the Hilltop. It takes a lot of persuasion, mainly bringing up the fact that one of your closest friends, Maggie, would love to see you. Rick will proudly admit to guilt-tripping you if it means he avoided you offering your life up to Negan.
The gates of the Hilltop open before you, and you’re already itching to go back to Alexandria, paranoid that Negan is back there with Daryl. The group follows Rick through the gates, and for a moment you’re occupied by your thoughts, until Rosita nudges you and gestures for you to head inside the walls. Maggie embraces Rick, and when Rick pulls away, he looks to his right and his eyes fill with tears. You follow his gaze. In a fraction of a second, your vision is blurred, and you’ve collapsed to your knees, in silent, sobbing hysterics. Maggie, Rosita and Tara are quick to huddle around you, offering you comforting words that you cant even hear. Your hands cover your face as you sob into them, you cant see or hear anything, but you can feel a pair of familiar eyes burning into you from afar.
Tara lets go of you to join Rick and Michonne in hugging him, welcoming him back.
Rick glances at everyone else, all of them having a good idea of what he’s about to say before he even opens his mouth. “Let’s head inside, they need to catchup.”
You feel the comforting arms leave you, and you lower your shaking hands from your face, wiping your eyes and slowly rising to your feet. It takes all the strength you have left to lift your head, to meet his eyes. Daryl. His name sets you on fire, goosebumps rippling all over your skin, your throat suddenly dry and heart pounding against your ribs.
He looks awkward, uncomfortable, like he’s holding back from something. You know him too well. You cross your arms over your chest and slowly walk over to him.
And despite everything, you manage to smile at him. “You’re really back?” You ask, voice somewhat hoarse from all the crying you’ve just done.
Daryl nods, not saying anything.
“I dont know what happened to you, but I am so, so sorry.” You tell him, your sincerity laced in every syllable, almost bringing yourself back to tears at the thought of what he could have gone through.
Daryl nods again.
You take a deep breath, preparing to say the words you’ve been planning. “And I want you to know that I’ve come to terms with everything, regarding us no longer being, well, us...and I get it, things change and dont always work out-“ You nod to yourself while avoiding his eyes, as though still trying to convince yourself. “-but I want you to know that I can put it all behind me, and I will.” You meet his eyes. “Because more than anything, I want to be here for you, for whatever you need.”
Daryl shakes his head, finally finding the courage to speak. “Stupidest thing I ever did.”
For a brief moment, the sound of his voice leaves you breathless, but you quickly regain control of yourself.
“What was?” You ask.
“Everythin’ I said to ya that day, I was fuckin’ stupid, an’ wrong.” Daryl admits, shaking his head again, angry at himself.
“Y-You were?” You stammer out, unable to believe what you’re hearing and in desperate need of an explanation.
Daryl stares into your eyes for a few seconds, and you can almost see him taking in the sight of you to beat himself over the head with, to relive this guilt and torture himself further.
He glances down at his shoes. “Thought I had the strength t’ push ya away, t’ try and protect you, but I realised that there aint nobody that’d try as hard as me to keep ya safe.” Daryl looks back up at you, holding your gaze, not shy about admitting his last sentiment. “I’d die fer you.”
Your eyes start filling with fresh tears of an entirely different meaning. “Daryl...”
Daryl shrugs you off, avoiding your eyes because he knows you can see right through him; you know how hard it is for him to talk about his feelings, but he’ll do it for you. “I know i’s too late, I took too damn long realisin’ what was good fer me. For all I know ya could’ve moved on already, but I wouldnt be able to live with myself if I didnt tell ya the truth.”
Then, you smile, and Daryl cant avoid looking at you any longer. The sight of your genuine smile has been his favourite memory to cling to in that cell, the one view he couldnt wait to see again, even if it was never directed at him after what he’d done. You take the single step necessary to stand toe to toe with him, and you ever so slowly lift your hands to cup his face. Daryl breathes a sigh of relief, his eyes immediately closing as he relaxes into your touch, instinctively, even after all this time.
“How could I ever move on from the man I’d die for?”
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dollwritesarchive · 2 years
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𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑒𝒻𝒻𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒𝓈𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓊𝒸𝒽 ⎹ 𝓞.𝓐.
❝ ғᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ⤻ fire force / kinktober 2022 / @dollsanime-library
❝ ғᴇᴀᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs ⤻ obi akitaru x stripper!reader ( f ; stage name: darling )
❝ ʀᴀᴛɪɴɢ ⤻ nsfw! none of my writings are meant for anyone under the age of 18, and any minors interacting will be blocked on site.
❝ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs ⤻ lapdance, dry humping ( obi gets away with A LOT more than you’re supposed to ), needy!obi, reader has a stage name but no physical descriptions, praise kink
❝ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ⤻ 2.4k / mini musing
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“Darling!”
it was hardly audible over the thumping bass from the speakers, but you’d heard someone call out for you. you glance over your shoulder; you had been leaning against the bar, chatting up a regular, and pretending to sip on the cocktail he bought you, when one of the newer girls squeezed through the line at the bar, making a bee line for you. “‘Scuse me.” you flashed a smile at the patron, standing up straighter to meet her as she approached. you lean close with your ear inches from her lips so you can hear her over the music.
“Your fire soldier captain’s here. By the door. See?” as she speaks, she points a sharp, manicured nail towards the entrance. your eyeline follows and you find that she’s absolutely right. Captain Obi had wandered in. even with the Saturday night rush, he stood at least a head over everyone; still clad in a plain black tee that was dusted with ash, and his uniform bottoms, the arms of his suit tied like a belt around his hips. that wasn’t usual— he typically came to the club in his civvies.
you frown, reading his tense expression like a book that was opened just for you. brows knit tightly together, eyes dark and sporting black rings; hell, you could almost see how bloodshot they were from where you were standing. he was looking towards the stage, but when he sees that you’re not the one performing, he shuffled inside and headed for an empty table near the back.
“I need to…” you started, biting on your lip, you look at her and she gives you an affirming nod. “Thanks.” you reply, grateful, and press your hand to her bare back, letting her slip into your spot at the bar. you look to the patron with a flirty smile and lean close to his ear. “This is Angel. She’s brand new, and she’s dying to get to know you. Be good to my girl, okay?”
but, you didn’t exactly wait for an answer. you couldn’t. you gave his shoulder a polite pat, before you turned and weaved through the crowd of people, smiling when they said hello to you, but not bothering to stop and chat. if Obi wasn’t there, you would’ve been much more social, but he took priority. maybe it didn’t make sense to the other girls; there were plenty of bigger, richer fish in the sea, but Obi was special. maybe they’d never understand, and you didn’t mind.
as long as they didn’t get in the way.
and they didn’t.
you noticed that, even though Obi was about to sit by himself at a table, the other girls kept their distance— they knew he would send them away anyways; he only ever came for you. one of the waitresses handed him a drink for the wait, but she smiled when she saw you coming, and you did the same to her, mouthing a “thank you” before you were an arm’s length away from him. you approached from behind, reaching out, with your pinky hooking around his thick, calloused forefinger. he turns, a wave of pure relief on his features. he knew it was you. whether he could smell your sugary perfume in the mix with the others, or he knew the silkiness of your touch by heart, it didn’t matter.
and you didn’t have to say anything. you smiled, soft, and gave his finger a little tug, stepping backwards once, twice, until he was stumbling towards you, and then you led him around the tables. careening around them, you felt his finger twitch, trying to hold on to your pinky tighter as he followed you to the champagne room. you only had to give security time to see you, and the pathetic giant toddling behind you, and he stepped aside so you could draw Obi inside, and the door was closed behind, muffling the music and blocking the rest of the club out— leaving you two alone.
you let go, and step over to the bar, setting your clutch purse down on to it. it’d been a busy night, and the purse’s belly bulged with hundreds of crinkled bills stuffed inside. “You want to hold on to that?” you ask, eyeing the drink that he hadn’t even sipped on. he shook his head, though he was only staring at you, and you smile again, gently plucking it from his hand and setting it down beside your clutch. “Sit down, baby,” you cooed; you could still feel him lingering by you. “Get comfortable.”
he did as instructed, albeit a bit reluctant, plopping down on the velvety couch. he was twice the size meant to fit on such, so he always looked like he was sitting on dollhouse furniture. sometimes, it was funny to watch, especially when he was red faced and squirming, but now he fidgeted, his dark eyes deep, black oceans, and it wasn’t funny anymore.
“I need…” he’d hunched forward, his elbows resting on his massive knees. “I need you.”
you’re already sauntering over to him, placing both hands on the expanse of his broad shoulders and urging him to lean back. “I’m right here.” you assure him, waiting until he’s reclined to step up onto the couch. you’d balanced on it so many times in your heels that it was second nature, now. you start slow, resting a knee against his massive shoulder, you lean forward, rolling your body against him, one of your hands delving into his dark tendrils. they were damp to the touch, probably from sweat, and you cradle the back of his head, combing him to drop it back against your palm. he looks up the length of your scantily clad figure, teeth sinking into his lower lip. “Rough day?” you ask, combing through his hair as you drag yourself against him. you can practically feel the heat from whatever fire he’d just stumbled out of. he nods, but he doesn’t speak. he’s much too entranced, too focused on the way your body moved, fluid and graceful as a swan coasting on a sparkling, midnight lake. his hands ghost over your calf muscle, pulled taut as you balanced. typically, the second a customer reached for you, the dance was over, but you could admit to yourself ( and anyone else for that matter ) that Captain Obi Akitaru had special privileges. he could touch, because he never did so to hurt you. his fingers, though rough and split from countless hours of countless days training, always tried to be as kind and soft as one his size and strength could be.
“You can tell me about it.” you murmured, flipping yourself over so you can slide down his chest on your back. his hand follows up the flare of your hip to hold you close as you wiggled your ass against his groin. “I promise I’m a good listener.”
“No,” he whispers into your neck, perhaps a bit too quick, sitting up to press himself flush to your back, “no I don’t want to. I just want you. I just want to be here with you.”
you were happy to be facing away from him, because the way his voice cracked must’ve embarrassed him, he got quiet after that, simply holding on to your hip as you rubbed into him. even with those thick, uniform pants on, you could feel a firm lump against his thigh, hardening significantly when you targeted and slid over it. you’d be lying to tell yourself that it didn’t turn you on, every time you felt his clothed cock and just how hard it got for you. you’d never once seen it, but you knew every inch by heart, from touch alone. “You are,” you affirmed, “feel me?” you reach back to hook your arm around his neck. “Because I can feel you…”
his breath stuttered as he pushed closer to you, holding on to your hip with one hand, and the other grabbing desperately at the couch cushion underneath him. “I feel you.” it was a moan into your neck where he buried his face. you were hyper aware of his lips pressing against your glitter-coated skin, but you didn’t mind. in fact, he was worshipping the sweetest spots on your neck, and breathing heavy, hot air on to them; it felt so good you wished he’d never stop.
“Good,” you whisper; you’re surprised at just how shaky it is, planting your heels on the floor to lean forward. you had to get away from those addictive kisses, otherwise you might forget that you were only meant to be dancing for him. “Good, baby.” he made a quiet sound of disapproval as you bent over to grab your ankles, shaking your ass back and forth in his face, but both of his hands were holding on to your thighs, thumb pads rubbing firm circles over the skin.
“C’mere, Darling.” he pleaded, leaning back again. he didn’t want to let go, but he had to do so to pat his lap. you felt the heat of a blush on your cheeks and it felt… foreign. you��d been working in the club long enough not to blush like a schoolgirl anymore, but there was something in the baritone of his voice, a need so deep that you could feel it like electricity in the air, and it made you want to swoon. “Please.”
you stand up straight, twirling on your heels to face him, and straddle his gargantuan thighs like he wanted, hips oscillating to the faint baseline of the song booming just outside the door. your fingers are in his hair again, combing it back, but this time, both of his arms hook around your waist and pull you closer to him. “Obi—“ you gasp, surprised. his face nuzzled against your breasts his nose dragging along the sequinned bikini top. you could also feel his hips jutting forward, pressing his hard on against your panties. you stilled for a moment, wide eyed.
“Do you want me to stop?” he asks, voice husky with lust. you knew he didn’t want to, but if you told him to let go, he would.
you thought about it.
you knew you should say yes.
mixing business with pleasure was a terrible idea.
but you were so wet.
but you shook your head, and eased back down against his bulge, listening to the way he sucked in a harsh breath. “Don’t stop.” you replied, grabbing his hair at the root. fuck it, you thought. “Obi, don’t stop.”
he moans, desperate, pulling you down against his needy rutting, one arm snaking up to hold one of your shoulders, and the other keeping a tight vice on your waist. your back arches, rocking your hips to meet his grinding, and you tilt your head back, eyelids fluttering. the wet patch on your panties left your scent on his groin with each, furious buck of his hips. your lingerie was a flimsy shield from the roughness of his uniform, or the hardness of the cock that he used your body to tend to, so each slide over his lap had you mewling and squirming with pleasure.
“Moan for me again,” Obi begs, stifling his own sounds of ecstasy by killing them in his throat. “You sound… so beautiful… let me hear it again.”
you acquiesce with a happy purr when he litters your chest with eager love bites, and you pull on his hair with a tight fist, biting down on your lip to relieve some of the pressure building between your hips. “O—Obi, please… that feels good… you feel good…”
Obi grunts in approval, muscles in his herculean biceps bulging, veins poking out, as they contract. you’d never been locked in a hold this strong, and you didn’t mind it at all. if anything, you’d never felt safer.
“Just like that, baby,” you moaned again, back arching. his rutting was becoming more and more fervent, his mouth more passionate and insatiable as he nudges your top aside to bring your breast into his mouth and clamp his teeth on your nipple. “Fuck!” it’s a harsh whisper, the knots tying over and over in your belly pulling tight. you almost can’t believe it— you’re going to cum from this. “Obi! Cumming, oh god, I’m cumming!”
he holds you tighter when you come undone, bear hugging your much smaller frame so you can’t run away from euphoria, and instead ride out every, last wave of mind blowing pleasure, calling his name over and over, your eyes closing under the rush.
it was after several moments of shuddering and heavy panting that you finally came back, and realized you’d soaked not only your panties, but his uniform as well, and you sheepishly press a hand to it. “Sorry about that.” you mumble, but he shakes his head, letting go of you to cup one hand over yours.
“That’s not only you, sweetheart.” he replied, “I came minutes before you did.”
his massive chest was still heaving, but you were pleased to see his usual smile was tickling the corners of his lips.
your blush deepened in heat and magnitude. why hadn’t he told you? did he think that he owed it to you to make sure you enjoyed yourself, too? you mirror the smile, your own just as genuine, as you consider how lucky you were to have been working the first night he stumbled into the club the year prior.
you clear your throat, shifting on his lap, and tap his chest with both hands, “Well, luckily for you, I think my legs are pretty much jello right now, so we’re going to sit right here like this until I’m confident I won’t break my neck trying to wobble back out onto the floor.”
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bexleyfix · 11 months
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Wild Child
(an Eddie Munson One Shot)
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WARNINGS AND TRIGGERS: 18+ ONLY (NO MINORS) NSFW: Mature sexual content, Smut [oral sex, OFC losing virginity, unprotected sex (wrap it up, fools!)], teen mom, pining, angst, lots of super duper cutesy feel-good fluff, swearing, smoking, drinking, mentions of substance abuse, controlling parents
RELATIONSHIPS: Dad!Eddie Munson x Mom!OFC ♡ unknowing dad Eddie, previous relationship; old flames; rekindled romance; brief appearances by Dustin and Wayne; mentions of Robin
SUMMARY: [AU: no Vecna] Julie Duncan's controlling parents despised her boyfriend. Forcing her to leave Hawkins in the summer of 1984, Julie returns four years later intending to reconcile with her long-lost love, Eddie, and a life-changing secret.
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🤘
"Come on, Eddie, just accept that when it comes to Pacman, I'm better than you."
"'Scuse me."
"No way, Henderson. Best two outta three. Let's go."
"'Scuse me."
"You're such a sore loser. Ya know that?"
"'Scuse me. M-Mistew Metalhead?"
Eddie felt a tug on his jacket. "Henderson, what are you---?" He did a double take, spotting a tearful little boy yanking on his vest. The kid couldn't have been more than three or four years old. Giving Dustin a bewildered look, Eddie knelt, eminently concerned. "Um, hey there, little man. What's wrong?"
"I-I can't find my Mommy. And you'we a metalhead. Mommy said, if I evew get lost, find a scawy metalhead, and dey'll help me."
Eddie and Dustin both chuckled. "Alright, I don't know if I should be offended or flattered. What's your name, little man?"
"M-my name's Gage."
"Well, Gage, my name's Eddie," Eddie held out his hand and the little boy shook it, "and this is my friend, Dustin." Dustin gave the boy a toothy smile and waved.
"Nice to meet you."
Eddie laughed. The kid was so fucking cute. "Same here, little man." He looked up at Dustin and then back to Gage. "Um... let's go find your Mommy." He stood up and took the boy's hand. "Two outta three, Henderson. I'll be back."
Gage waved goodbye to Dustin before following Eddie around the arcade.
"So, what's your mommy look like?"
"Um, she's pwetty. She has long bwown haiw, and she's dis tall." Gage brought his hand to Eddie's shoulder to demonstrate. "She's weawing a jacket, l-like you and me."
Eddie noticed the boy's little battle vest. "Hmm, let's see what we got here." He knelt again to check out all the buttons and patches. "You listen to all this stuff?"
"Oh yeah! Mommy and I do."
"Really? Which one's your favorite?" Gage turned around and pointed to his back patch. "W.A.S.P.? Your Mommy lets you listen to W.A.S.P.?"
"Yeah, yeah! Well, some songs she covews my eaws duwing pawts, but I like da fast guitaws, and the bwood and guts. It's soooo cool. Mommy calls me hew little wild child. Dat's my favowite song, 'Wild Child'. Mommy also says my daddy looks like Bwackie, and he pways guitaw. Hey! You like 'em too!" Gage pointed excitedly to the W.A.S.P. pin on Eddie's vest.
Eddie looked down and chuckled. "That I do, little man. I also play fast guitars."
"You do?! Wow! Can you teach me?"
Eddie couldn't control his laughter. "Well, um... why doesn't your Daddy teach you?"
"I nevew met my Daddy. It's just me and Mommy."
Ok? Definitely more to this story than meets the eye. "Ah, well, we'll see, little man. Let's find your Mommy first, ok? If she's dressed like us, she shouldn't be hard to spot." As they circled the arcade, Eddie glanced around looking for any clash of character in the proverbial sea of conformity.
"Thewe she is. Mommy!"
Gage let go of Eddie's hand and ran to the waiting arms of the distressed woman crouched down on the floor. The kid wasn't exaggerating. His mom is pretty. She had long, flowing, dark hair, and she was wearing skin-tight, black, ripped jeans and a black tank top, with combat boots, and a jean battle jacket. Eddie smiled, letting out a sigh of relief as she scooped up the boy and trapped him in a huge hug. But then... recognition set in, and his smile faded into a look of disbelief.
"Oh my God, Gage! I was so worried. Are you alright? Jesus, I was looking all over for you. You scared me half to death. What did I tell you about running off? You could've been kidnapped." I looked him over worriedly, making sure he was in one piece.
"I'm sowwy, Mommy. I didn't mean to scawe you. I saw da Twon game and wanted to pway."
"It's-it's ok, baby, just... say something next time, ok? Don't run off by yourself... ever!" I squeezed him again.
"Ok, Mommy. But I did what you said. I found a scawy metalhead, and he helped me."
"Oh, you did, huh? At least you retained something I've told you. Where is this scary metalhead, so I can..." When I spotted the 'scary metalhead' my heart practically stopped. "Eddie..."
"Hi, Pippin. It's been a long time." God, you looked more beautiful than ever.
I felt the sudden urge to cry as Eddie and I stared at each other in complete shock. Pippin... I hadn't heard that name in years. That's been his nickname for me since sophomore year art class. Eddie would tell me I reminded him of Pippin from Lord of the Rings 'cause I was constantly eating, loved mushrooms, and I'm short. I nodded, trying to control the beating of my racing heart as I was immediately transported back to the spring of '84. A momentary flash of our naked, sweaty bodies in the heat of passion. "Um, yeah... yeah, it has."
"Mommy, you know Eddie?"
"Uh, yeah... yeah, baby, I do. We're uh... we're old friends." I still couldn't believe he was standing in front of me.
"Cool! Mommy, Eddie likes W.A.S.P. He's gonna teach me how to pway fast guitaws."
"Oh, is that so?" I smirked at Eddie. He shrugged and smiled softly.
"Yeah, yeah! Pwease, Mommy, pweeaase!"
"Um, we'll see, Gage." I stared at Eddie. I wanted to run to him, trap him in my arms, kiss his perfect, pouty lips, bury my head in his neck, inhale his musky scent, and never let him go... but I was frozen in place. "Uh... thank you... Eddie. So, uh, w-what're you... what're you doing here? I thought you'd be in California."
"Naw, that didn't work out."
"I'm... I'm sorry. I know that was important to you."
"Yeah, well... some things are more important."
I nodded, feeling sheepish, knowing full well what he meant.
"It, um... it was for the best though. I got a job at the plant, and Wayne and I, we bought the old body shop, and business is good, so..."
"Well, that's... that's great, Eddie. Really great."
"So... a kid, huh?"
His expression hardened, and seeing it felt like a punch to the gut. I knew what he was thinking. "Um... yeah. This is Gage."
Eddie nodded. "Yeah, we've uh... we've met." He stared at the ground, poking at the carpet with the toe of his sneaker. "So, um... what're you doing here? Last I heard your family moved to Massachusetts."
"Um, yeah, well, my parents are still there. I uh... I just moved back a couple of months ago. Cheaper, ya know? And surprisingly, I, um... I kinda missed the place. Small-town life it's... it's not so hectic."
"Yeah, I get it." There was a brief moment of uncomfortable silence. "Well, you should come by the shop later. We can catch up. I know Wayne would love to see you. Bring little man here. He can give Wayne the run-around."
"Um, yeah... yeah, maybe I will."
"Good. Well, uh, bye, little man." Eddie knelt and looked at Gage. "It was nice meeting you. I hope to see you again soon."
"Yeah, yeah! Me too, Eddie!"
Eddie held up his hand. Right on cue, the little guy slapped him a high-five. Eddie shook it off, playfully feigning pain. "OUCH! That was a good one." He stood up and faced you. "I'll, um... I'll see you around?"
"Yeah... see ya around."
Eddie nodded and strolled away, struggling to breathe. His heart felt like it would jump out of his chest. Julie Duncan... the love of his life. The one who got away. No other girl ever compared to you... and no girl ever will. Ever since the day you left, he's been restless. Yearning for a chance to see you again... but here you were, and he desperately hoped this wouldn't be the last.
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Eddie? Eddie Munson? In the flesh. I couldn't control my tears as I drove home.
"Mommy, what's Wong? Why you sad?"
I tried to hide my emotions, but Gage was too perceptive. "Um, it's... it's nothing, baby. I'm just... happy, is all." I sniffed and forced a smile. "Tears of joy, wild child."
"Because of Eddie?"
"Um... yeah, baby. Mommy hasn't seen him in a long time, and... well, we uh, we were really good friends."
"Well, I like him. He's cool. Can we see him latew? Pwease, Mommy?"
God, those eyes. Just like his dad, Gage has those vast, chocolate brown eyes that were impossible to deny. "Um, yeah... yeah, sure. Let's uh... let's go home and have lunch. You take your nap, and... and we'll go."
"Yay!!!"
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I carried a sleeping Gage to his bed. His little face, every time I looked at it I saw Eddie. I brushed Gage's curly locks from his cheek, kissed him, and walked downstairs to my shop.
Sitting in a fog, I was consumed by anxiety, unable to concentrate on work. I knew Eddie wasn't in California, and I knew about the body shop, but I also knew he took our breakup hard and was in no state for a reunion... not until recently, anyway. What if I tell Eddie the truth about everything, and he hates me? What if... what if he never wants to speak to me again? I knew that wasn't likely, but I feared his reaction. Either way, I owed Eddie an explanation, owed him the truth... him and Gage. I had so many things running through my mind I was mentally exhausted. Resting my head on my desk, I allowed myself a daydream...
~~~~~
(March, 1984)
"Here we are, Pip!"
Eddie opened the back of his van and lifted me inside effortlessly. Taking a seat next to me, he retrieved a six-pack, handed me a beer, and then pulled my head to his shoulder. We sat in a comfortable silence staring at the mirky, yet peaceful, waters of Lover's Lake.
"Mmm, this is nice. I missed you, Munson."
"Yeah, me too." He kissed you sweetly. "I wish your parents didn't hate me. This sneakin' around shit sucks."
"I know. But it doesn't matter what I say, they won't listen to me. They think you're a bad influence. It's fucking frustrating."
"Hmm... maybe they're right."
"Well, of course they are. You're the big, bad, Satanic hooligan who's gonna corrupt their sweet little girl," I joked. "Really, though. You know I don't believe that. My parents are so overbearing. They've always hated my music, and any bad habits I hide from them are definitely no fault of yours."
Eddie chuckled, then became somber. "Where do they think you are today?"
"At Robin's. She's got my back."
"I really am sorry. I know you hate lying to them."
"Don't be sorry, Eddie. They're not giving me a choice. I mean, yes, I hate it. I wish I could just... snuff out my conscience 'cause I'm constantly paranoid they're gonna find out about us... but you're worth the risk."
"Hmm... you're too good to me, Pippin. Gimme those lips. Mhhhhh. So I guess we just stick to the plan then?"
"Yeah. We just need to hang in there a little longer. I mean, we're about to graduate. Well, I am, at least," I joked, nudging him playfully. "We can save up, and when you graduate, we can go to California, and we won't have to sneak around anymore."
"I know. I just miss you so much, but I'll do anything for you, even suffer in silence, and I'll always wait for you." He pulled you in front of him and wrapped his arms around your shoulders as you stared into the oncoming darkness. "I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you."
Our eyes met. He was smiling brightly. I turned to face him, my legs at his sides, and I inched closer, resting my hands on his chest. He stared at me longingly, leaned in, and gently kissed my lips, but the kiss became hungry and eager, and it was warranted. His hands began to roam, and he pulled off my shirt. When I went to remove Eddie's his head got stuck in the collar, and we both started laughing. He grabbed my face and ravaged my lips, reaching his hands behind my back to unclasp my bra. "Mmm, Eddie... Eddie, wait."
He broke away, breathing heavily. "What? What is it?"
"Will, um... will you be my first?"
He paused, released a breathy laugh, and stared at me in astonishment. Nodding he crashed his lips to mine and gently eased me onto my back, hovering over me as he searched my face. I smiled bashfully, starting to shake.
"Hey, hey, hey... are you sure you want this? I mean, I'm down... but we don't need to rush if you're not ready."
"No, I um... I'm ready, just nervous." I stared into Eddie's deep brown eyes. "I love you, Eddie. I want this with you."
"Ohhh..." He whined, leaning down to claim your lips. "Mhhh, Jesus... mhhh. I love you too, Pip. Since the moment I saw you walk into art class, I've been mad for you."
He cupped my cheek. I closed my eyes the instant his lips met my neck. He removed my bra, running his tongue between my tits as he cupped them in his talented, ringed hands. He trailed wet kisses down my belly, flicking my skin lightly with his tongue. Sitting back on his heels, he carefully undid the button of my jeans, pulled them off, and ran his palms up my pale, quivering thighs, studying my body with every touch.
"Oh, fuck... you're so wet for me."
His hand glided gently over my soaked panties and I whined.
"Pippin... can... can I taste you?"
I gave him a shy nod. He let out a breathy laugh and hovered over me again, placing a chaste kiss on my lips.
"Don't be nervous. It's just me. It's your Eddie. I'm gonna make you feel good, yeah?"
"Yeah."
"Good. Um... let me know if anything bothers you. I'll stop."
I nodded. "I trust you, Munson."
He smiled blissfully. "Ok. Just relax. I've got you."
I watched on as Eddie trailed his lips down my body, stopping to take my hard nipples gently into his mouth, and teasing them with his tongue. My breathing hitched, and my back arched.
"Ooo... you're so sensitive."
He continued to tease me, trailing his tongue down my stomach until he reached my soaked panties. Easing my legs from them, he cupped his hands under my knees, and spread my legs, gently rubbing my inner thighs.
Eddie was transfixed. Staring at your glistening slit, he settled between your legs and ran two fingers through your wet heat. "Jesus, you're so fucking beautiful. Mhhh, God, you smell so good." He whimpered once more and gave in to desire, running the flat of his tongue from your ass to your sensitive clit. "Mggghh, fuck, that's so good. Mmmm..." He dove right back in, lapping and teasing until you were squirming. "Mhhh, you like that, Pip?" You smiled and nodded. "Good. I'm gonna stick my fingers inside you and stretch you out, ok? Get you nice and ready for me."
I sucked in a breath as I felt his fingers enter me.
"Awww, fuck... you're so tight." He returned his mouth to your aching clit, sucking gently as he fucked you with his fingers.
I bucked my hips and whined at the pleasure from his every touch. Grabbing my tits, I teased my nipples as he worked his magic. "Mmm, hmm... Eddie. Feels so... hhhhhh... so fucking good."
"That's my good girl. Jesus, you're-you're so fucking hot. Mhhh... I-I want you to cum for me. Cum on my tongue. Hhhhhmmm."
The moment he curled his fingers, my back arched, and my body tensed.
"Hmmmm... oh... oh fuck... MMM! That's it. Cum for me, baby girl. Cum for me."
The instant his lips resumed contact with my clit, I lost it. "Ohhhhhfffffffuck... hmmmyGOD!... Eddie! EDDIE! Oh... yeeeeeeeees!"
"Mmgggg! That's my girl. Mhh, mhhFuck! You taste so goddamn good. Hhhmm."
He took one last taste and wiped his face with his shirt. We stared at each other, smiling as he undid his belt and removed his jeans. Once they were off, he leaned down and stared into my eyes.
"You're on the pill, right?"
"Yeah."
"Ok, good. I'm gonna ease into you, ok? You'll feel some pain, but I need you to push through it. Can you do that for me?"
"Yes."
"Good girl... wrap your arms around my shoulders. Yeah, just like that. Eyes on me, ok? I'm just gonna get between you... ok, you feel me pressing against you?" You nodded. "Alright. I'm just gonna... ease the tip in... OhhhhhFUCK!"
I hissed sharply at the searing pain and clung to him.
"I know, I know, baby girl. Just... just relax, ok? Relax. Fuck! You're squeezing me so tight. You've-mrrrr... you've gotta relax, Julie. Focus on my face. I've got you. Eddie's got you. I'm gonna push some more, ok? Just breathe."
He pushed further inside me, smoothing my hair back as I tried to concentrate on breathing. I shut my eyes tight.
"No, no, no. Look at me... focus on me. I'm-I'm almost in." You nodded fervently. "That's my girl. Just gonna... ohhhhhhhhhhh... god... DAMMIT! uhhhhhhhahahahahaha! That's it, Pip. I'm inside you. Oh, fuck! I'm actually inside you. Shit! You feel so good."
My breathing started to even out, and I began to relax.
"Ok, I'm... I'm gonna start moving. I'll go slow, ok? Let you... mmm... let you get used to me. Here we go. Holy shit! We're really doing this."
We both laughed bashfully. Eddie wrapped his arms around my back and started moving in and out of me slowly and gently. His whimpers were music to my ears.
"Oh, oh Jesus. I-I love you so much, Julie. I've wanted this for so... so long. Don't ever leave me, please. Please ... stay with me forever. I'm begging you. Hmmm..."
"Eddie, I won't. I promise I won't. I love you too much."
He leaned down and kissed you passionately as his pace started to quicken. "That's my good girl. Just... just feel me. Hmgghh... goddammit, this... this is heaven. You're my angel, Pip. Oh, come 'ere."
He pulled me upright as he sat back on his heels.
"There we go. Wrap your legs around me, and hold tight, ok? This is gonna hurt, but I need you to trust me. I'm gonna grab onto your ass, and thrust into you, yeah?"
I nodded. The moment I felt him thrust into me, I saw stars. "Ow, ow, Eddie... Eddie, it hurts!"
"Ok, ok... sh, sh, sh, sh, shhhhh, it's ok. Look."
I looked down and started freaking out. "Oh my god, there's so much blood!" He immediately pulled me to him, holding me tight.
"It's ok. It's ok. That-that's normal. I popped your cherry, doll. I had to get that outta the way. It's all downhill from here, ok? It won't hurt as much now." He pulled back and grabbed your face. "Hey... that was the hard part, but you did it. You gave yourself to me. We belong to each other now. I'm gonna make you feel good, yeah? Just be with me now, Pip. Be with me."
He returned his hands to my ass and started his slow thrusts, and the pain began to subside.
"That's my girl. Feels... mhhhh, feels so good."
I released my grip on his shoulders and grabbed his face, leaning my forehead on his. I started to meet his thrusts, getting used to the feel of him. "Oh, God... hhhhhh, Eddie... this, this feels amazing."
"Yeah?"
He smiled happily, and our lips locked.
"Mmm... you-you wanna try being on top?" You nodded happily. "Ok, let me just... get my legs... there we go. I'm gonna lie back. You-you just... move your hips. Do what feels good, yeah?"
"Yeah."
"O-ok... just... ooooooooooFUG!"
"Is-is that good?"
He nodded, half dazed, and breathing heavily. "M-mm-mh... uhhhhhhhhhhh... fuck, that feels so fucking good. Ohhh, you're perfect... ha!" He let out a breathy laugh and grabbed your hips, coaxing you to grind harder. "Mmmfuckfuckfuckyess... MMMM!" He ran his palm over your tits, down to your swollen clit, and started rubbing circles with his thumb.
I spread my knees wider, trying to increase the friction. My mouth was hanging open as I ground myself onto him. His dick felt so fucking good, so full inside me, and I could feel the tingling sensation start to increase. "O-oh fuck... Eddie! I-I think I'm gonna cum."
"Yes! Cum for me, baby girl. I want your beautiful pussy to make a mess all over my cock."
He started rubbing my clit faster, and I about cried. "Oh, God! Oh, God, Eddie... Fuck! Uhhhhhh!" High-pitched squeals escaped my lips as my walls clenched around him.
"OhhhhhhfuckYES! Hmmm, hmm... That's my girl! Mhhh! Come 'ere, come to me."
He pulled me down to his chest, wrapped his arms tightly around my back, and started pumping into me at a rigorous pace.
"Ohhhhhhfuckfuckfuck... I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna cum... I'm gonna... fucking cum inside you. Oh, my beautiful giiiiiirlFUCK! YES! OHHHHH... ohhhhhhhhhhJESUS! Hmmhmmhmmmm."
I could feel his movements start to cease, his glorious laughter reverberating through his chest. I lifted my head and looked at him.
"You ok? You feel good?"
I nodded and we beamed at each other. My face hurt from smiling so hard, and then I started to cry.
"Awww, noooo... don't cry." He grabbed your face and kissed you tenderly. "Hey? This is a happy moment."
I nodded again as he wiped the tears from my face. "I-I know. And I am... so fucking happy." I leaned down and hugged him so tight I was practically crushing him. He continued to laugh as he stroked my hair. "I love you so much, Eddie. My God, I love you so much."
"Hey, I'm here, Pippin, I'm here. And I'm never letting you go."
~~~~~
"Mommy?"
"Huh? What?" I was roused from my thoughts by Gage's sweet, little voice. "What is it, baby? Can't sleep?"
"No. And I peed."
I laughed. "Um, did you at least try and make it to the potty?"
"Yeah, but I didn't make it."
"Well, that's ok, wild child, as long as you tried. Come on. Let's get you cleaned up."
"Then can we go see Eddie?"
I tried to hide my oncoming tears by forcing a smile. "Um, a bit later, baby. Mommy needs to finish this order, and um... then we'll go."
"Ok."
He looked so disappointed. "Hey, um... after we get you cleaned up, why don't you grab your crayons and sit with me while I work? You can draw Eddie a picture."
"Yeah! I'll dwaw him a guitaw."
"That's perfect, baby. You know, he has a Warlock."
"Ooo! Like Bwackie?"
"Yeah, like Blackie, but Eddie's is a red animal print, not black."
"Wooooow, cooool! I hope I get to pway it."
"I do too, baby. I do too."
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We sat in the parking lot for what felt like an eternity. I was so fucking nervous. Things ended so badly between me and Eddie, I'm surprised he wanted to see me at all.
"Mommy, awe we going in?"
"Yeah, we are, baby. Come on."
I turned off the car and ushered Gage across the parking lot. The building's huge sign read 'WAYNE'S AUTO BODY'. When I reached the door, I stopped, took a deep breath, and pushed it open. At the sound of the door's bell, the man behind the counter lifted his head and stared at me as if he'd seen a ghost. I gave him a shy wave. "Hi, Wayne."
"Heh, heh, heyyyy! Julie!"
Wayne rounded the counter and strolled over to us, wrapping me in a huge hug. It was so good to see him again. He pulled back and looked me over.
"Good Lord, girl, it's good to see ya. Eddie said he ran into you. I almost didn't believe him. How've you been, kiddo?"
"I've, I've been good. Much better now. Um... I wanted to thank you, Wayne... for always being supportive. You've been my lifeline."
"Yeah, well... you're welcome, kiddo. You kids were dealt a bad hand, but you're both in a better place now." He leaned toward you and whispered, "I gotta warn ya though, he's still in a lotta pain, but seeing you... with the boy... it made things a bit worse. I'm sure he's thinkin' that..."
"That Gage is someone else's kid? That I lied about my feelings for him... moved on immediately without any regard for his feelings?" Wayne nodded solemnly. "Yeah... I kinda got that impression too."
"Julie, this ain't gonna be easy. When he finds out what we did he's gonna be angry, he's also gonna feel guilty as hell, but I promise ya... he will understand. Just go easy on 'im. Everything'll be alright. Just stay strong, kiddo."
He clapped his hand on my shoulder, and I smiled.
"And this must be Gage." He bent down to get a better look at the little boy. "Good Lord, would ya look at that? He's a spitting image." Wayne looked at you and smiled.
"Yeah, I... I know." I started to cry. Wayne hugged me again and kissed my cheek. I wiped my tears away and turned my attention to Gage. "Um, Gage, this is Wayne. He's Eddie's uncle."
"Hi, Wayne." Gage held out his hand, and Wayne laughed as he shook it.
"Well, aren't you a proper little gentleman? Nice ta meetcha, kiddo."
"Whewe's Eddie? I made dis fo him." Gage held up his drawing to Wayne.
"Well, would ya look at that? You drew this yourself?" Gage nodded proudly. "Well, lemme tell ya somethin', Gage." Wayne knelt. "This looks just like Eddie's guitar. He's gonna love this picture. Why don't you hang onto that, and I'll go get him."
"Ok!"
Wayne ruffled Gage's little curls, and I looked on as he disappeared into the garage. I felt nauseous, and I almost died when I saw Eddie walk in. He was wearing coveralls with rolled-up sleeves, his favorite bandana, a cigarette hung from his lips, and he was covered in grease. He beamed when he saw us.
"Hey, you came."
Almost... holy shit, does he look fuckable!
"Eddie!" Gage ran to Eddie and hugged his leg.
"No, Gage, he's... covered in grease." I trailed off.
"Aww, a little dirt won't hurt him, huh, little man? Gimme five." Gage slapped Eddie's hand.
"Hewe!"
"What's this?" Eddie grabbed the drawing and started laughing. "Did you draw this?"
Gage nodded happily. "Yeah! I made it fo you! Mommy said you have a guitaw like Bwackie."
Eddie chuckled and knelt. "Aww. This is rad. It looks just like my sweetheart. I love it! Thanks, little man." Gage reached up and hugged Eddie. Eddie chuckled, wrapped his arms around Gage, and smiled at me.
"Ha! Um... you guys hungry? I was gonna order a pizza."
"Ooo, yeah, yeah. I wuv pizza!"
"Great, um... come on upstairs."
We followed Eddie up a flight of stairs into a two-bedroom apartment.
"Um, sorry about the mess. Make yourselves at home. I'm gonna take a quick shower."
"Ok."
"Hey, little man. You like He-man?"
"Yeah, yeah!"
"Have you seen 'Masters of the Universe'?" Gage nodded excitedly. "Well, I'm gonna pop this on for you, and I'll be back in a few, yeah?"
"Yeah!" He gave Eddie another high five, and Eddie popped the movie into the VCR.
"I'll be back."
When he squeezed my shoulder and smiled, I felt like I would pass out. I haven't felt his touch in four years. About fifteen minutes later, Eddie walked into the living room wearing the old Corroded Coffin t-shirt I made for him and his black jeans. His shirt was so tattered and wet from his hair, and it did nothing to hide his dark happy trail. Eddie noticed me staring and winked. That always drove me crazy. I looked away, exhaling heavily.
"You want a beer?"
"Uh. Yeah, sure."
"And for Gage?"
"Um, he has his sippy cup."
"Alright. The pizza should be here soon. You still like mushrooms, Pip?"
"That I do."
"Good." Eddie shut the fridge, walked over, and handed you a beer.
"Thanks." He smiled at me, sat down on the couch next to Gage, and propped his feet up on the coffee table.
"Look at him. Not even a blink." Gage's attention was fixed on the TV.
"Yeah. This movie's one of his favorites."
The doorbell rang. "Oh, there's the pizza." He hopped up and returned within a minute setting the pizza on the coffee table. "All right, guys. Eat up."
I was so nervous, I barely managed to force down a piece, but as anxious as I was, I did my best to be patient, blissfully watching as Eddie and Gage interacted during the movie. They've already been robbed of so much time together. I wasn't gonna deny them this.
When the movie ended, Gage was almost out cold. He kept nodding in and out, so he climbed onto Eddie's lap, settled against his chest, stuck his thumb in his mouth, and closed his eyes. Eddie looked stunned. Not knowing what to do, he carefully put his arm around Gage and patted his back.
"He, um... he's taken a liking to you."
"Yeah, no shit. He could give Dustin a run for his money."
"Who's Dustin?"
"That's a long story."
I noticed him staring at his smokes, then back at Gage.
"You need a cigarette?"
"Yes, please. Is-is it ok if I smoke near him?"
I nodded pulling two smokes from his pack. I lit them and handed one to Eddie.
"Thanks, Pip."
With one arm still draped around Gage, Eddie took a drag from his cigarette and exhaled, his eyes never leaving my face.
"So... you look good. A lot different from the shy, sheltered girl I knew. It suits you."
"Thanks. You uh... you look exactly the same." I smiled bashfully and averted my gaze.
"So... where you stayin'."
"I um... I bought the little building on the corner of Main and 7th and turned it into my shop. I'm like... a glorified seamstress. I do screen printing, embroidery, make and repair clothing and costumes, and shit. The building's a lot like this place. Gage and I... we live upstairs."
"You always were great at all that. I still have all my shirts."
"Including this one, I see."
He chuckled. "Yeah. It's always been my favorite." He dipped his chin to his chest and picked at the shirt. "Things got so many holes in it, but I can't bring myself to get rid of it. It um... it reminds me of you."
Jesus, you could cut the tension with a knife, but I nodded and smiled.
Eddie puffed out a breath. "So um... enough with the small talk. Let's address the elephant in the room, shall we?"
My heart jumped into my throat.
"Don't take this the wrong way. I really am glad to see you... but what the hell are you doing here?"
"What? Like here, here... or in Hawkins?"
"Both. Four years, Julie. I mean... I understand why you had to leave, but what I don't understand... is why you never tried to contact me. Not a phone call or-or a letter. Nothing. I never understood how you could just... discard me like that."
My resolve was fading. The pain in his eyes was too much to bear, and I could feel the onset of tears.
"I loved you, Julie. I would've done anything for you. We-we shared something... so special, and you just... well, you ripped my fucking heart out." Eddie looked down at Gage, and tears started welling in his eyes. "I guess, now I know why. I mean, he's gotta be what, three?"
I nodded, picking nervously at my fingers.
"That's... that's quick work, Julie."
"Eddie..."
"No... you promised me, Julie. You promised... that you wouldn't give up on us."
"Eddie... I know you're angry, but..."
"Angry? I'm fucking furious, Julie..."
With his ability to express his anger hindered by the precious cargo on his chest, Eddie clenched his fist, and spit those words at me through gritted teeth. A fire burned in his eyes, the likes of which I've never witnessed, and I cowered, not for fear of retaliation, but from the crippling guilt. I knew Eddie would never lay a hand on me.
"And I hate to say it... I do, but I'm... I'm jealous. The fucking jealousy, Julie. It's consuming me. I mean, I know it's not Gage's fault. He's a cute kid, and I feel this... strange connection to him. M-maybe it's because he's yours... but that's what's killing me. He's yours. Yours... and not ours. After everything you promised me... how could you?"
That one stung, and I became defensive. "Eddie, I know you're hurting, but I am too... so don't you dare fucking do that to me." With our stubbornness at odds, we stared daggers at each other, but Eddie broke first, exhaling heavily.
"Why, Julie?"
"Eddie, I know you feel betrayed, and you have every right to feel that way... but not for the reason that you think."
Eddie's anger morphed into a mask of confusion. "W-what does that mean?"
"Eddie, I never gave up on us. I loved you... so much, and I never wanted to leave you... but the night I got home from Lover's Lake, my dad was beyond pissed. Not only was I out past curfew, but he knew I lied about who I was with. Jesus, I'd never seen him so angry. After that, I was practically under house arrest, only allowed to go to school. That was the only opportunity I had to see you. I wasn't even allowed to see Robin unless she came to see me. I was miserable, physically ill, and when I found out we were moving..." I choked back tears, "I wanted to run to you right then and there, but it would've been pointless. M-my car was in my dad's name. If I even tried to go anywhere other than school, my dad would've been on my ass in a heartbeat. I couldn't do that to you and Wayne. And to make things worse, when we got to Massachusetts, I found out..." I trailed off, having trouble finding my words, "I found out that I was... pregnant."
Had Eddie looked away he would've missed it, the split second glance you shot him before your eyes fell to Gage, still sleeping peacefully on his chest, and you started balling. No, no, he couldn't be... could he? Eddie smoothed back Gage's curls, studying every feature on his little face, and started choking back tears. When he met your sad gaze he just... stared. "Julie... is... is he..."
I nodded, unable to look him in the eyes. "Eddie... you wanna know why I'm here?" Mouth agape, he nodded slowly. "I'm here for you... for Gage... for us." I swallowed hard, clearing my throat. "Gage Flynn Munson... that's his full name. He IS ours, Eddie. You're his father." My words were barely a whisper.
Eddie was speechless, unable to control his tears, and utterly ashamed of himself for doubting you. "He um... he's mine?"
I nodded and buried my face in my hands.
"L-Lovers Lake?"
"Yes."
"How... how is that even possible?"
"I, um... I had that... terrible sinus infection right before spring break, and um..." I laughed nervously, "Well, I didn't know that taking antibiotics negates the effectiveness of birth control, so, uh..." I pursed my lips, motioning to Gage, my leg bobbing up and down nervously.
Eddie looked down again, tightening his grip around Gage. "Does, um... does he know about me?"
"Um, yeah... yeah, he does. I mean... I only have that one picture of you. The blurry one Gareth took where you're kissing my head. He hasn't put two and two together, 'cause um... well, when I show Gage the picture, I... I don't say that's Eddie, I say... that's Daddy."
"Daddy looks like Blackie," Eddie mumbled to himself.
"What? H-how did you..."
"Gage said that to me... at the arcade. We were talking about W.A.S.P., and he said... 'Mommy says my daddy looks like Blackie'. You... you always used to tell me that, but it didn't even register."
I managed to crack a small smile.
Eddie rested his head upon Gage's, hugged him tight, and started rocking him back and forth, and then... he burst into full-on tears. "Jesus, Julie... why the hell didn't you tell me? Look at him. He... he's beautiful. Christ, he looks just like me."
"I know. Believe me... I know. Every time he looks at me with those chocolate brown eyes, I see you... staring back at me, and each time... I die a little inside. I just... I love him so much, but his little face... it's a permanent reminder of that horrible day."
Eddie remembers that day like it was yesterday.
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Immediately after your graduation ceremony, Eddie found himself standing on your doorstep, finally having mustered the courage to come to your house in the hopes of reasoning with your dad. His heart was palpitating as he reached up to knock on the door. When it flew open, he became tense. "Um, Hi... Mr. Duncan. I... I was hoping we could... talk."
"You got some balls showing your face here."
"Sir, Please... I'm just asking for a chance. Your daughter and I love each other."
"Oh, you do, huh?"
Eddie nodded, looking nervously at the ground. "Yes, Sir, we do."
"Ok, you love each other. What now? Are you gonna get married? Have a couple of kids? Have a happy, white picket fence life together?"
Eddie was struggling to choke back tears.
"And how do you plan on doing that, huh? Look at you. You're useless. Trailer trash. You smell like the Marlboro man. You've been in and out of County for dealing drugs. You can't even graduate high school, for Christ's sake! Oh, but I forgot, that doesn't matter, 'cause you're gonna be a big rock star. Gonna make all kinds of money. Is that it?"
"Sir... please. Please listen."
"No, you listen! You're never gonna amount to anything. You can barely take care of yourself, let alone my daughter. She doesn't love you. You just filled her head with a bunch of bullshit so you could sleaze your way into her pants. You took advantage of her, corrupted her, defiled her! You're goddamn lucky I don't beat your ass within an inch of your life, you good-for-nothing piece of shit! And there is no way in hell I'll let you and your devil-worshipping ways ruin my daughter's life."
You were right. This was pointless. Your old man sees what he wants, and he's not gonna change his mind. But he did have a point. Unless Eddie got his head out of his ass and turned his life around, he would never be good enough for you.
"Sir, please. I do love her. I would do anything for her. I'll do whatever I must to ensure she has everything she needs."
"You have no idea what my daughter needs. I know your kind. You've got one thing on your mind, and you'll say or do anything to get it, and I'll be damned if I'm gonna let that happen."
Eddie knew he shouldn't, but he wouldn't let your dad treat him like this or disrespect you. "You're wrong!"
"What?"
"You're wrong, Mr. Duncan. And I look forward to proving that to you. I won't give up on her. She's an intelligent girl, and she can make her own decisions."
Your dad looked like he wanted to hit me. "Get the hell outta here. Get in that busted piece of crap and never come back. And if I EVER... see you again, I'll have you thrown in jail for harassment and trespassing."
Eddie nodded in defeat, tears streaming down his face. He turned to walk away, and that's when he heard your pained cry for him.
"Eddie!"
He turned and saw you standing in the doorway, crying.
"Get your ass in the house, NOW!"
Your dad grabbed your arm, but you wrenched free and ran to me. I trapped you in my arms and kissed you with all my love.
"It's ok, Julie. We'll be ok. I promise. I promise!" Eddie reached for you as you were yanked from his arms.
"Eddie, please. I love you."
"INSIDE!"
"I love you too, Pippin. We'll find a way. I won't give up! Please don't give up on me!"
Eddie watched you shake your head in agreement as you were forced into your house. Feeling helpless, hollow, and broken, he stood there, unable to find the strength to move his legs, even when your dad came barreling down the sidewalk and shoved him.
"Get off my property. GO! And don't you EVER try to pull this kinda shit again!"
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"After my parents hauled me off to Massachusetts, they forbid me to speak to anyone from Hawkins, especially you. I was ten weeks pregnant when we moved. I thought it was all the stress making me ill... but it was morning sickness. I wanted to tell you the moment I found out, wanted to run away and come back to Hawkins. But then I thought about how it would affect us. Teen parents, no jobs. You were still in school, and you and Wayne had enough on your plates without having to take me in."
"That wasn't for you to decide on your own. Jesus Christ, Julie, I would've done anything for you. Yeah, it would've been hard, but we would've been ok... and we would've been together."
"Eddie, I know that now. And I kick myself daily for all the time I've robbed us of. But back then... I was afraid, and I wanted Gage to have the best life, so I had to be smart. After I had Gage I started trade school. It was the first opportunity I had to contact anyone, and as much as wanted to call you, something told me that I should call Robin first. I didn't tell her about Gage, 'cause no matter how much I love her, she's got a big mouth, but she told me that you'd hit rock bottom, that you were failing school again, so the next day when I knew you were at school, I called Wayne between my classes. He told me what a mess you were. That you blamed yourself for everything that happened. That you were drowning your sorrows in drugs and alcohol. I was devastated. Wayne was trying so hard to help you get past everything, so um... I-I told him about Gage... hoping it might give you an extra push, but he said telling you anything would only make things worse. That if you knew anything you'd come after us... and in your condition that would have been explosive. He made me swear not to contact you until he could set you straight, so... we made a plan. I would finish school and get my associate's degree. I saved up all my cash from my seamstress jobs, and did any odd job I could think of to save as much money as I could, and in the meantime, he would make sure you got your shit together. I checked in with them periodically to check on your progress. They told me you finally graduated and got a job at the plant. Robin even told me that you went through with your plan, and flipped off principal Higgins when you got your diploma." That coaxed a smile from him. "I was so proud of you, and it meant I was that much closer to being able to come home, and that couldn't happen soon enough. I hated the way my parents treated Gage. They weren't mean to him... but they resented him, which somehow seemed worse. They also saw you when they looked at him, and they hated that, so when I spoke with Wayne on my last day of school, I couldn't have been more ecstatic. He told me you guys bought the body shop, that you were back to your old self, and to let him know when he would see us. I didn't waste a single second, packed up all of our shit, withdrew my nest egg from the bank, reveled in the moment I told my parents I was leaving... and I never looked back."
"So... Wayne told you not to contact me?"
"Eddie, please don't be angry with Wayne. You know damn well it was for the best. It couldn't have been done any other way. And I made Wayne promise not to tell you we were coming back to Hawkins. You deserved to hear everything from me."
"No, I know. I mean, it hurts like a son of a bitch, but I get why you guys did it. I was a mess, inconsolable, and there would've been no getting through to me, especially if I knew. Jesus, Julie... I'm-I'm so fuckin' sorry."
"Eddie, don't."
"No, I should've tried harder, turned my life around sooner. Instead, I plunged into a self-induced downward spiral of booze and drugs, and... and girls. I was so... empty without you. I did anything... anything to try and find comfort... to escape the pain of losing you, but nothing worked. Then one night, when I was spending the night in the drunk tank, Wayne came to talk to me. He helped me remember what was important. That if I really loved you, wanted to be deserving of you, and wanted to get you back, I needed to clean up my act. He basically told me to man the fuck up, stop feeling sorry for myself, and get my shit together. It was a slow process. I didn't know if I'd ever see you again, but I told you I'd wait for you, and I wanted to keep my promise. Then I saw you this morning... with a kid, and... well, all my insecurities came flooding back, and the little green monster materialized. I turned into a hypocritical, jealous fuck. I thought, m-maybe your dad finally got through to you, and you moved on, but I never, never should've doubted you. I was the weak one, not you. Please, please forgive me."
"Eddie, we all have our way of dealing, and I don't blame you for anything. I'm just glad you didn't succumb. I wasn't a saint, either. In order to get my parents off my case and lull them into a false reality, I had to play the good daughter and pretend to give in to their wishes, so I dated a couple of guys to appease them, and I was so lonely I gave in to temptation a few times, but it did absolutely nothing to fill the void. I knew it never would, 'cause my heart belonged to you. It still belongs to you."
Eddie nodded and looked at me through tear-soaked eyes. Still holding on to Gage, he held out an arm and motioned for me to come to him. Without hesitation, I accepted, and we cried like babies as we held each other in a vice grip. Eddie clumsily found my lips and shoved his tongue down my throat. I tangled my fingers in his hair and basked in the moment—his taste, his scent... his touch.
"Mmm, Pip... I missed you, craved you... so fucking much, but no matter what I did... I loved you, I've always loved you, will always... love you... with every ounce of my being."
I leaned in and kissed him with all the love in the world. "Mmm, Eddie, don't beat yourself up. We were both in a bad place... and sure, our time apart was agony, but it made us stronger, and smarter, and I'm sorry I didn't contact you as soon as I got here, but I chickened out. I've been so worried and scared about your reaction, but when I saw you this morning... my God, for the first time in four years, I felt hope, felt complete. Of all the people Gage could've found... he found you. It was like... a twist of fate, bringing us all back together. Eddie... I love you... I never stopped loving you. And Gage, he's only known you for a few hours... but he already loves you. He deserves to know his father, and you... you deserve to know your son. We all deserve a chance, and if you'll have us... have me... we never need to be apart again."
He scoffed. "If... what kind of shit is that? I told you, I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you, and that's never gonna change. Come 'ere."
I leaned in and he kissed me so tenderly. When he opened his eyes he flashed me the most genuine smile and looked down at Gage.
"I can't believe it. We have a son. A son, Julie."
Eddie's expression was priceless.
"Ha! He's perfect... so perfect." Eddie hugged Gage close, tears still falling. "Hmmm... Jesus, I don't wanna let him go."
"You don't have to. But at some point, we will need to put him to bed."
He nodded. "Yeah, ok, um... I'll-I'll put him in my room." Eddie stood up carefully, cradling Gage to his chest, and walked him to the bedroom. He laid him down, stuffed his hands in his pockets, and stared at him.
I walked up behind Eddie and wrapped my arms around his chest. He clasped a hand around mine and nodded, letting out a huge sigh. Then he turned and wrapped his arms around me, and backed me into the wall. Reaching up to gently cup my face, he brushed his thumbs across my cheeks and crashed his lips to mine. Our kisses were wet and sloppy. We fumbled our way out of his room toward the couch, leaving a trail of clothing in our wake. Embracing, we devoured each other feverishly. He clumsily undid his jeans, wasting no time undoing mine, and plopping me onto the couch. He tore them off in one swift motion and stopped dead.
"Wha-what are those? Are those... Corroded Coffin panties?"
I nodded slowly, biting my bottom lip. He growled and lifted me up, pivoting his body to sit with me straddling his lap. We couldn't keep our lips off each other. He palmed my ass and squeezed as I latched my lips to his neck and savored his salty skin. Reaching up to remove my bra, he pressed his palms firmly against my back and took my tits into his waiting mouth.
"Mmm... fuck, I missed your tits. Mhhhh. So fucking perfect... hhhhhhmmm. I missed you so fucking much."
With me still in his lap, he lifted himself just enough to push his jeans past his hips allowing his thick cock to spring free. Without breaking the kiss he hooked a ringed finger inside my panties, pulled them to the side, and lined himself up with my entrance. I slid my soaked pussy down the length of his shaft and started riding him slowly.
"Ohhhhfuck, uhhhhhh, hnghh. You-You're still so... so fucking tight. Oh, Jesus, you-you belong with me. I love you so fucking much, Mgghh! Are-are you still on the pill?"
"Mhhh, no. Hhhhhh, but please don't stop fucking me."
"Mggghhhh, Jesus, you... you don't have to ask me twice."
He grabbed my waist and started meeting my gyrations, his pained, broken moans egging me on. I put my hands on his shoulders and arched back, using him as leverage so he could penetrate me deeper.
"OhhhJesusFUCK! Wha-what the hell are you doing to me? H-holy SHIT, you-you're gonna make me bust. Huh, mhh, mhh... oh, shit. SHIT! G-gonna cum. I'm gonna cum. FUCK!" He pulled you close and cupped your face so you were mere inches apart. "Can I cum inside you? For the love of Christ, please let me cum inside you."
"Hyou-you damn well better, Munson. Don't... don't you dare fucking stop until you empty every last drop inside me."
"Mmm, MmgghhYES! That's my girl. I wanna knock you up again. Let's-let's give Gage a little brother or sister, yeah?" Your quick nod and ear-to-ear grin were all the confirmation he needed, and you sealed the deal with a kiss. "Mmm, cum with me, baby girl. Cum with me. Oh, fuck, I need you. I need you, I fucking need you! Take my fucking cum! Hohhh... take it. Take my cumFUCK!"
"E-Eddie, oh... oh... GOD!" I started to whimper as the tingling sensation, and Eddie's seed, spread through my body.
We pressed our foreheads together and locked lips passionately as we whined into each other's mouths, trying to stifle our moans as we shared in our united release.
"Mhhh, mhhh, mhhhhhhhahahahahaha!"
He was laughing blissfully as he smoothed back my hair. Neither one of us could stop smiling, hugging each other so tight, breathing heavily as the years of pain and anguish melted away.
"Mmmm... this... this is so surreal. Ha! Am-am I dreaming? Ha! Pinch me."
I pinched him hard.
"Oww! Hahahaha. I-I love you so much, Pip. I'm so happy we found each other."
"Ugg, I missed hearing you call me that. I love you too, Eddie, so very much."
"Hahaha! Oh, Pip. You mean the world to me."
We kissed passionately.
"Hmmmm... w-we can clean up in a bit, but you're not going anywhere. I-I have clothes you can borrow, but right now, I just... just wanna hold you, feel you. Then I wanna hold you in bed and stare at my boy."
I nodded happily and started crying again.
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"This is so unbelievable. Not having to worry ever again about being caught... I never thought I'd see the day. It's a weight off fucking my shoulders."
Eddie's arms tightened around me as we spooned, and stared at Gage. "I know, but all that bullshit was worth it just to be here at this moment. I wouldn't trade it for the world."
Eddie smiled and kissed your neck. "So... Gage Flynn, huh? Pet Sematary and Tron?"
"Of course."
He chuckled. "Those always were your favorites. It's cute, but I can't believe you gave him my last name. That means so much to me."
"Yeah... my parents were furious, but I insisted. I made sure I filled out that fucking certificate myself. He's yours, and I'm proud of that. And no one is ever gonna take that away from you... or Gage. I'd die first."
"Julie, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you two... that you had to go through all that without me."
"Eddie, it doesn't matter now. What does matter is that we're together. And tomorrow we can resume our lives... together."
"Well... then I guess there's only one thing left to do."
"What's that?"
"Give you my name."
I looked up at him and was met with that adorable smile. He hopped up, walked over to a wooden box on his dresser, and removed a small item.
"I've been holding on to this for four years. I was gonna give it to you after graduation, but I never got the chance. So... I held onto it, in the hopes that one day... I'd find you again. And now that you're here... it belongs in its rightful place."
I sat up and stared at him. He got down on one knee and held up a ring. When I looked at it, my eyes went wide. It was a black, skull, diamond engagement ring.
"Julie Duncan, you're the love of my life... the mother of my child, and I never wanna be without you... either of you. Will you marry me?"
I was in tears. I looked up to the heavens and exhaled heavily before returning my eyes to Eddie's, nodding happily. "You bet your sweet ass I will."
He smiled and crashed his lips to mine, trapping me in a bear hug.
"Mmm, Jesus, this is the best fucking day of my life."
We made out passionately for several minutes, lost in the moment. "Mmm... we um... we better stop before we wake Gage."
"Um, ok... one more?" When you nodded, he cupped your cheek and gave you one more sweet kiss. "Let's um... let's get some sleep."
We climbed into bed, and Eddie carefully pulled Gage between us. He was in awe, unable to take his eyes off of him as he played with Gage's little curls.
"He's so incredible. You're incredible. Good job, Mommy."
Eddie's smile was so bright he could put the sun to shame.
"Jesus, I can't stop staring at him. I love you so much, little man."
Eddie leaned down, gently kissed Gage's cheek, and brushed it with his fingers before lacing them with mine just above Gage's head. "Did um... did you mean it? About knocking me up again... or were you just in the moment?"
His smile was wicked. "No, I meant it. We're gonna fuck so much we'll have a litter."
We both gushed at each other, laughing happily.
"Goodnight, my love."
"Goodnight, Daddy. I love you."
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When I woke the following day, I opened my eyes to the most gorgeous sight in the world. A shirtless Eddie was lying on his back, his wild hair cascading over his shoulders, with Gage resting on his chest. They were both out cold, sleeping peacefully. Gage with his little thumb in his mouth and Eddie's ringed hands resting on Gage's back. I crossed my legs and took in the sight, committing it to memory. When Gage turned his head, Eddie stirred. Momentarily startled, he looked down and smiled, wrapped both arms around Gage, and looked over at me. "Morning, Pip."
"Morning, you sexy bitch."
Eddie started laughing. The vibrations causing Gage to stir. "Oops."
Gage lifted his sleepy, little head, pushed himself up on Eddie's chest, and looked over at me. "Morning, wild child."
Gage was so dazed. He crawled off Eddie, over to my lap, and sat down rubbing his sleepy eyes. He looked around the room.
"Dis isn't my woom."
"No, baby. We're still at Eddie's."
When he looked over, his face lit up. "Eddie!"
Eddie sat up. "Come 'ere, little man." Gage crawled over to Eddie's outstretched arms, climbed into his lap, and was engulfed by his father's loving embrace.
"Um... Gage? Mommy and Eddie need to talk to you."
"Ok."
"So... you know how I said that one day, we would go to Mommy's hometown, and you'd finally be able to meet Daddy?" He nodded. "Well, Eddie isn't just Mommy's friend. Eddie's just his nickname. His real name is Edward Munson."
"Hey, dat's my name!"
"That's right, baby. You're Gage Munson. Here." I pulled from my purse the picture of me and Eddie and handed it to Gage.
"That's Daddy."
"That's right, baby. Look." I took the picture, crawled next to Eddie, and held the photo before us. Eddie leaned over and kissed the top of my head, just like in the picture. It took a moment for Gage to make a connection.
"Eddie looks like Daddy."
Eddie and I both laughed at his innocence.
"Alright. Listen up, little man." Eddie reached for the photo, and with Gage in his lap, he showed him again. "This is your Mommy, and that guy right there... that's me."
"You'we... you'we my Daddy?"
Eddie chuckled, about to burst into tears when he saw the elation on his son's face. "Yeah, little man. I'm your Daddy."
Gage looked at the picture and then put his hand on Eddie's face, and I thought Eddie and I would die. Getting onto his knees, Gage reached up and hugged Eddie. Eddie wrapped his arms tightly around Gage, and we both started crying.
"You love me, and Mommy. She said so."
"She's right, little man. I love you both... so much." He pulled Gage back so he could look at him. "Um, I'm sorry I haven't been around. I wanted so badly to be with you and your Mommy... but we had to be apart for a little while. The good thing is, that's all over now. We can all be together, and we don't ever have to be apart again, yeah?"
"Yeah!"
"High five, little man." They clapped hands and smiled brightly.
"Mommy, how come you'we name's, not Munson?"
"It will be, wild child. Very soon. Mommy's gonna marry Daddy."
"That's right. Mommy's gonna be my wife, you're our little man, and we'll all be Munsons. And with any luck, you'll have some brothers and sisters."
"Really?! Wooooow!"
I leaned over, grabbed Eddie's face, and planted one on him.
"Ooooo, Mommy kissed Daddy."
Eddie and I laughed. He mussed Gage's hair, and I kissed him on the cheek. Still sleepy, Gage leaned into Eddie's chest.
"This has gotta be the best feeling in the fucking world. Oh! Sorry." Eddie screwed up his face and covered Gage's ears.
I chuckled. "Don't worry about it, Eddie. He's my kid. He's heard worse."
Eddie laughed and cradled Gage to his chest, kissing his head. "Daddy loves you, little man."
"I wuv you too, Daddy." He noticed Eddie's necklace and started playing with the guitar pick.
"Can we pway guitaw now?" Eddie laughed heartily.
"You bet, wild child. And I'll teach you all about the fantastic world of Dungeons and Dragons too."
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matsunoart · 2 months
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8/8 How you met Velvette 📱
I made a quiz on Qouetv about who would take you under their wing in hazbin hotel!
If you want to see who you got check it out here!
Alongside each character I wrote a mini fic explaining how you met! So here's Velvette’s!! Btw these can be seen as romantic or platonic whatever fits more!
Fic below ⬇️
🪡 Reposts & Notes are appreciated!
Wandering, despite not helping much, seems to be the only thing going for you. So despite the pain, you kept walking around. You were stopped mid-step by someone getting thrown out the window of a nearby business. 
"MELISSA WHAT THE FUCK!? "
You feel yourself flinch. A feminine demon sticks her head out of the window and meets eyes with you. 
"You." She points at you.
You point to yourself and take a step towards her. She waves in a rushed motion.
"Yeah, you! Move quicker than a snail why don't you?"
You enter the business, and taking a second to look around it seems to be a Fashion boutique. The models and stylists around seem to be rushing around with scared expressions on their faces. One even sends you an empathetic expression before dipping into another room. 
She pushes you onto the small stage and starts to put outfits on you. You stand there confused for a moment before speaking out.
"Uh...excuse me?"
"...no not that..."
"Hello?"
"Not that one either..."
"Uh, fucking hello?!"
Her white eyes look up at you, slightly irritated. 
"You can't just go and grab me off the street and make me start marketing for you!"
"Nobody else is gonna do it, the last model was fuckin' hideous and now you're here to replace her."
You feel yourself become angry, you aren't just gonna let some random bitch force you onto shit.
"Yeah, no. I'm not doing this."
"'Scuse me?"
"Look. I just fuckin got here, and I have better things to do than waste my time being some random ass model." 
All of the employees look at you like you are crazy while the woman looks ready to rip you a new one.
"Besides the colors on this outfit clash too much. It would look better to add it with a blue on the end and another type of fabric to make it have a more segue transition. "
The woman stands for a moment before snapping her fingers. Looking down you see the outfit change to what you said. 
"Look at that fuckin' surprise." Her lips curl up in a smirk before looking up at you.
"You're a fuckin bitch, but your fashion sense ain't a damn train wreck."
"Uh, okay?"
"You said you don't have a place to go yeah? Shut your mouth, wear the fuckin' clothes and I'll let you work here or whatever."
You purse your lips.
"I agree to work here."
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I'm sorry if anything seems 0OC, I haven't written Velvette before, but I hope you enjoyed!
We love our queen honestly. I dunno I feel like she would lowkey respect & hate someone who talks back to her like
This is also my favorite one other than Lucifer! They’re just so funny.
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downwiththeficness · 11 months
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Shadow and Veil-Chapter Three
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Summary: Eva Moore’s life was a carefully constructed fiction. Every day, she did exactly what her mother in law, her husband, and his best friend expected of her. No mistakes. And, that was going pretty well for Eva right up until a huge complication literally tried to run her over. Now, she’s faced with trying to keep the pieces of her life from falling apart while attempting (and failing) to keep her feelings for her husband’s new business partner at bay.
A/N: This fic is a sister-fic to A Need So Great and A Need Unleashed. You do not need to have read ANSG or ANU to read this fic, but there are Easter eggs from those fics in Shadow and Veil for readers with keen eyes.  This fic is explicit for canon-compliant blood, gore, violence, and sex. As such, it is intended for an adult audience, only. A/B/O dynamics come with their own warning. Anyone under the age of 18 should not interact with this work. I do not consent to reposting this work to other platforms. Reblog only to Tumblr.  
Word Count: ~3000
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“You’re sure the appetizers will be out exactly fifteen minutes after start time?”
The chef, to his credit, just barely kept from rolling his eyes. For the last half hour, Eva had been grilling him over the menu, the wine pairings, the timing for each dish and cocktail. It all had to be perfect, right down to the shape of the little cheese puffs.
“Ma’am,” said the cook, his accent thick and Southern, “This ain’t the first dinner I’ve made for you. My staff know your expectations and we will meet them.”
Chastened by the soft censure, Eva gave a firm nod, “Thank you. I should never have doubted you.”
He huffed, as if he didn’t quite believe her, “Okay. ‘Scuse me, ma’am. I have a dinner to make.”
“Yes,” she replied, turning from him, “Of course.”
With nothing left to do, no more final details to work out, Eva climbed the stairs again and made her way to her room. The dress she picked out for the occasion was laid on her bed. Black with a bit of slink to be interesting but still demure enough to not make waves with their guests.
Like the food, Eva had to be perfect. Not a single hair could be out of place. Josh was counting on the goodwill of several very important people tonight and Eva would not be the reason he didn’t receive that goodwill.
She dressed meticulously. Parted and curled her hair. Applied a soft, smokey shadow to her eyes and a neutral lipstick to her mouth. Around her neck, she wore the string of pearls Josh’s mother gave her as a wedding gift.
When she was finished, Eva stared at her reflection in the full length mirror by the door. She didn’t look like herself. Black was too severe a color for Eva, and the column of the dress made her look more tall than she already was. Maybe she shouldn’t wear the heels.
Eva was going to wear the heels.
Stepping into them, she ran her hands down the material of her dress to smooth away any wrinkles. On her way back out into the hall, she spritzed a little perfume on her neck and wrists.
Downstairs, Eva double checked that the candles were lit in The Lounge and that the liquor decanters on the bar were full. She smiled with pride as she carefully centered the gin Josh’s senator friend liked among them. Next to the liquor, several glasses twinkled in the candlelight. She looked at each one in turn to make sure they were spotless.
The doorbell rang.
Show time.
Forty-five minutes later, all of their guests were sitting at the dining room table. The soup course was just being served in Josh’s best china. Silverware embossed with a large, ornate ‘m’ was clinking against it in syncopated rhythms. From around the rooms came compliments on the food and the table setting.
Josh sat at the head of the table, Eva to his right. Across from her, his mother was speaking with a district attorney. Eva listened absently, nodding at all the right moments and making little noises of confirmation whenever the woman made a point.
Myra Moore came of age during The Great Depression, but no one would ever know it if they looked at her. Though tasteful, her clothing and jewelry screamed money. From the designer dress and blazer combo to the diamonds glinting her her ears, Myra looked every bit the rich, suburban housewife that she was.
Josh’s dad died before he and Eva met, but she imagined living with Myra was the primary reason Mr. Everett Moore kicked the bucket early, lucky man. It was possible that Eva hated Myra more than she hated Josh. The woman was always picking at her, criticizing her hair, her nails, her hemlines, her shoes. There was no detail that Myra missed.
Every holiday, Eva was presented with a gift she didn’t want and couldn’t get rid of without risking offending Josh’s second favorite person. It was how they ended up with that absolutely hideous coat rack decorated in some kind of rodent (weasels?) near the front door.
“Of course,” Myra said with a pretentious lilt in her tone, “there’s no sense in reasoning with the little delinquents. I say throw them in jail and let them rot.”
Eva took a sip of wine to keep herself from noting aloud that Myra’s own son could be considered a ‘delinquent.’ She’d long since given up on Myra ever figuring out how much of a hypocrite she was. Over the years, watching her go on and on at dinners and luncheons became a kind of entertainment for Eva. It made the tedium of making small talk with people she barely liked easier.
The only other balm to her boredom was sitting to Eva’s left. Bobbi Lynn, the senator’s wife, glanced sidelong at Eva with a smile. They couldn’t risk being too friendly at these events, but Eva always felt better with Bobbi Lynn there.
Myra, like always, caught Eva looking at Bobbi Lynn. She leaned away from the table so one of the staff could take away her bowl and set down the main course, “I heard there was a new tenant in your building, Senator.”
Eva found her attention focusing on Bobbi Lynn’s husband as he talked about someone renting out the entire top floor of their building. Her brows lifted in surprise. They lived in an expensive neighborhood and that apartment had been vacant for several months due to the landlord raising the rent after the last tenant left.
Bobbi Lynn leaned forward, as if sharing a secret, “I saw some of the furniture being moved in—very modern, very high end.”
Her husband harrumphed, “New money, I hear.”
New money.
Only people who never knew what it was like to grow up poor talked about others like that. Eva was surrounded by people with trust funds already set up for their children, preparing the next generation to inherit wealth. She was only like them in the way her life was a superficial act of showing the world that she was rich without being so gauche as to announce it aloud.
Technically, she wasn’t rich. Josh was. And, it wasn’t due to his very successful medical practice. Not that it would matter one little bit to their guests. Every single one of them had some kind of skeleton in the closet. The senator, himself, had a gambling habit that left him with enough debt that his wife took it upon herself to pick up a side business. These skeletons were what made partnering with them so beneficial—mutually assured destruction. If Josh went down, they went down with him.
“I don’t care who they are,” Bobbi Lynn said, “I’m just glad they’re quiet. Not a peep out of them, day or night.”
Eva smirked, “Are you sure someone actually lives there?”
“Oh, absolutely,” Bobbi Lynn replied, touching Eva’s arm, “I saw him myself.”
“Him?”
Smiling widely, Bobbi Lynn spoke lowly to Eva, close enough that the others might struggle to hear, “Yes, saw him coming in from a run two days ago. Very handsome.”
Eva’s mouth opened, the girlish ‘oh’ dying on her lips as she made a connection that almost stopped her heart. The new tenant in their building was Di—Mr. Jimenez. Which meant that Josh’s under the table dealings would be further connected to their senator-friend who kept them out of hot water with the Feds.
“I’m sure he is,” Eva said, when she found her words again.
Bobbi Lynn winked at her and returned to her meal. The conversation turned, directed expertly by Myra—to a local charity auction taking place in a few weeks. Josh had donated a vacation package to California, which he spent a solid five minutes bragging about. Good price. Excellent service.
After dinner, the group retired to The Lounge and Eva fluttered around the room to keep glasses full. She barely spoke more than a few words to anyone, which was okay with her. There were a limited number of topics that she was well versed enough to talk about with this crowd and most of them bored her to death. She’d rather stand behind the bar and mix cocktails while the other mingled.
It was during this activity that Myra approached the bar and set her empty glass down. Eva took it wordlessly and began to make Myra’s preferred drink—a martini with three olives and just a splash of olive juice.
“I see you went with Chef Leroux again.”
Glancing up, Eva replied with a low sound of confirmation.
“He really outdid himself this time. Those cream puffs were very light.”
Eva poured a measure of vodka into a shaker, “Yes, they were. I thought the circuit judge was going to be here and I’ve been told they are his favorite.”
Myra leaned on the bar, her eyes casting about the room, “Well, he gave his regrets this afternoon. Some kind of clerical error he needed to take care of. It was far too late to change the seating arrangements, but I don’t think anyone noticed the empty chair.”
If they had, most of them would be far too polite to say so.
Taking a large ice cube, Eva cracked it into a shaker full of vodka, vermouth, and olive juice, “I don’t think anyone would hold his absence against us. As he is so fond of saying, the hand of justice waits for no one.”
Cutting her an unhappy look, Myra changed the subject, “I see you’re wearing the dress I got for you.”
Eva nodded as she shook the cocktail to chill it.
“It looks a little too tight,” she continued, “Have you gained weight?”
She hadn’t, but Eva new better than to argue, “I suppose its the cut of the dress.”
Myra lifted a brows and her mouth pursed, but she didn’t say anything. After pouring the cocktail into Myra’s glass, Eva handed it over to Myra with a small, polite smile. Her mother in law picked it up, gave Eva another dissatisfied look, and walked away. She didn’t approach again for the rest of the night.
As the guests were leaving, Eva stood on the front porch and made sure they all got safely into a car. Not a single one was driving—five chauffeurs lined up in shiny black vehicles in their driveway. Bobbi Lynn was the last to say goodbye, kissing Eva’s cheek and shrugging her fur up onto her shoulders.
“I’ll see you at lunch at the end of the month?”
Eva nodded, “I’ll be there.”
With a final smile, Bobbi Lynn sauntered away. Eva watched her wobble a little bit in her heels until she almost fell into the backseat of the car. She could hear Bobbi Lynn’s laugh from the porch. Could hear how the senator joined her.
Theirs was a happy marriage. Bobbi Lynn got all the freedom of being a woman married to a man who was married to his work. The relationship flourished with the length of their routine separation. Eva envied them.
With no one else to see safely off into the night, Eva turned and went back inside the house, catching the switch for the porch light on her way. Josh was just coming from the The Lounge, his suit jacket folded over one arm and a drink in his hand.
His sandy blond hair was flopping over his forehead from where he’d run his hands over it throughout the night. Blue eyes that turned grey when it rained were dancing with glee. His strong jawline and high cheekbones made looking at him all to easy. Handsome. Rich. Outwardly amiable. It was all of these things that made marrying him a choice Eva was happy to make despite the fact that she was too young to make that kind of decision.
Everyone was kind of stupid at fourteen. Eva had been especially stupid, as it turned out.
“Good party?” she asked as Josh approached.
He stalled at the stairs, “Yes. I think we made headway with the distributor. Shouldn’t have a problem getting out next batch out quickly.”
Eva nodded and folded her hands in front of her, “That’s good. I’ll make sure the invoice is expedited.”
He smiled, “Excellent.” Then, “Well, I’m heading to bed.”
She nodded again, “Okay.”
All pleasantry fell from her face as she watched him climb the stairs. He was going to bed and she would spend the next two hours cleaning up after him and his guests. She’d done the best she could while pouring drinks, cleaning as she went, but The Lounge was still a mess of ashtrays and cocktail napkins.
At least Chef Leroux would make sure the kitchen was spotless. She could hear him ordering his staff about, calling for the leftovers to be wrapped and put in the fridge.
Kicking off her heels, Eva went to the linen closet and pulled out the vacuum. Heavy and unwieldy, she dragged the thing down that hall and into The Lounge. Setting it aside for later, Eva picked up the trash can she kept behind the bar and began to pick up the clutter.
Having finished that, she went back to the closet and grabbed a roll of paper towels and cleaner so that she could wipe down the tables and bar. The routine was meditative, something that she did after each party—either directly after the guests left (if she was invited) or early the next morning (if she wasn’t).
When every surface was clean and every piece of trash was picked up, Eva vacuumed the room from the sliding glass door at the far end to the entryway of the hall. Then, she put away her supplied and tied off the trash bag. Carrying it out to the garage, Eva tossed it into the large trash bin sitting near the door.
On the way back, she stopped in the kitchen.
Leroux looked up from where he was sliding his knives into a carrying case, “Mrs. Moore. We have just finished.”
Eva smiled at him, “Thank you. It was a lovely dinner.”
He returned the smile, lips spreading beneath his mustache, “Any time. You call if you have another party.”
“I always do.”
Leroux and his staff left the house in an orderly line, exiting the back way past the pool. Eva made sure they got into the company van before she closed the fence and walked back into the house. Then, because she wouldn’t be able to sleep if she didn’t, Eva went to the kitchen and double checked Chef Leroux’s work.
The dishwasher was running, but there were still dishes in the sink waiting. Eva turned on the water and methodically washed each one, placing them on a towel to dry. Having completed that task, she wiped down the sink and counters, then dried her hands on a fresh towel that she hung over the handle of the oven.
Turning, she let out a strangled yelp as she caught sight of Alexei standing on the other side of the kitchen island.
He laughed, “Guess I missed the party.”
Hand to her heart, Eva caught her breath, “You did.”
Alexei put his hands in his pockets as he said, “Can’t say that I regret it.”
She didn’t have anything to say to that. And, likewise, couldn’t think of any words that might extricate her from this conversation so that she could get to bed.
He tilted his head to the side, “That’s not a commentary on your skills as a hostess, Birdie.”
Ah, the old nickname.
It started after her wedding day, not long after that first beating. Josh would move and she would startle. It was a reflex that she couldn’t control. Eva startled so often that Josh began to call her a little bird, which had turned into ‘Birdie’. Alexei picked it up from him and that had been that.
“I didn’t take offense.”
It was true. She hadn’t. Most of the planning for the event was the work of Myra. Eva got to choose little details like the table cloth (as long as it was a neutral color) and the food (as long as it wasn’t too spicy).
Alexei’s smile held, “Of course not.” Then, “Looks like it ended a while ago. Why are you still up?”
The question was said in a soft, even tone. If there was anything behind it, Eva couldn’t tell.
“I had some cleaning up to do.”
“Ah,” he breathed, “I never understood why Josh wouldn’t hire a maid.”
Why would he spare the expense when he has a wife at home to clean up after him?
“You know him better than I do,” she replied. “If you don’t understand it, I certainly wouldn’t be able to.”
Alexei nodded and it was then that she noticed that there was blood on the collar of his shirt. Little flecks of red. As she looked further, she saw that they splashed from the sleeve of his left arm up and over his right shoulder. As if someone had spit at him. Someone who no longer had all their teeth.
“I should really get to bed,” Eva announced, her voice tight.
Again, he nodded, “I’ll help myself to the guest room, if you don’t mind.”
“I don’t mind,” she murmured, “I’m sure Josh won’t, either.”
She had to walk past him to get to the hall. Eva kept her eyes on her feet, her hands picking up the hem of her dress so that she didn’t trip. Clearing the door, Eva scurried to the stairs.
From behind her, Alexei called out, “Sleep tight, Birdie.”
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a-little-artsy · 1 year
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(repost cuz i FUCKING messed up wooly's outlines) uh scuse me gonna drop this off here
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bluanice · 2 years
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«Hey ci vediamo per un drink stasera?» «Mi piacerebbe tantissimo ma purtroppo ho il corso di Sesso Occasionale» «Ah...allora facciamo domani?» «Maledizione domani ho il corso di Scuse di Merda» (tratto da "Il trono di scuse" di S. Gilligan) #repost #ilnegoziodeiconcetti https://www.instagram.com/p/Cf2GXIlMgQh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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🚨📢🚨📢🚨 via @callmecozza ‘Scuse me babes if this banger of a pic wasn’t enough to stop you scrolling, ahem… may I have your attention please!!! The Festival Babes are presenting the very first Festival Fashion Show Pool Party @imaginemusicfestival!!!🐬🎉 I am so bloody proud to be directing this event with @katkorri @gabriella_goumas supported by our baddie team of babes. Life has been so full circle lately, this moment being one of them!! Just four years ago I was directing a itty bitty fashion show as Editor @swatchmagazine. Now this, wowza🥹 SWIPE TO SEE THE DEETS🗓 Saturday, 09/17 @ 3pm after Kaskade. You can add the event literally to your schedule on the Imagine Music Festival app so no excuses pls and THANK QQQ🤌 I will somehow be directing/shooting/walking so if you want to witness me ✨potentially✨ pull this off or come laugh at me running around like a loose chook come through!!! I most excited HOWEVER to see so many of you BEAUTIFUL BABES under the seaaa💦 Drop a comment if imma see you there LET’S GET SEXY!!! Finally shoutout @ravebaecouture for this stunning fit and @ty.gunner for my literal fave photo EVA🥹 . . . #imaginemusicfestival #ravebae #festivalbabes #fashionshow #runwayshow #edmmodels #jvalentinefamily #jvfireflies #edmgirls #ravegirls #ravestyle #raveoutfit #musicfestival #outfitinspiration #festivalgirls #liveevents #poolparty #imf22 #imagine #repost (at Imagine Music Festival) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiipskOvdkg/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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repost • @awangggggg Only 🖐 (5) more days til you know what…😏 Allison Lu Wang splash, drip, drip, woo, splash Opening Reception: Saturday, July 23, 6-9pm ***Please note the address in Silver Lake: 3118 Sunset Blvd., Los Angeles, CA 90026 Pictured: Allison Lu Wang slippery [’scuse me] 2022 Archival ink on linen 48h x 36w in (121.92h x 91.44w cm) #allisonluwang #lowellryanprojects (at Lowell Ryan Projects) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgKaz89piIq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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harukaprism · 2 years
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Gonna repost it all went wrong cause it is not showing up in the tags. Scuse me
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lazunight · 4 years
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Rendezvous
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