I love you, I don't know.
I love you...
You love me...
We are one big family
With a great big hug
And a weight in my chest
And a tear in my eye
I love you
You love me
Then wait for me
With a great big hug
Let me be...
And a kiss from me to you
Tell me the truth
Won't you say, you love me too
This is only the beginning
Let me be...
Let love lead
I give you love, you give me love.
How do I live if you go?
I love you, I mean it...
How do I know if you mean yours?
I love you... I don't want you.
How do you expect me to move on when you die?
I've always loved you, always will, but my heart doesn't.
It won't be able to understand the fact that you don't exist anymore and with time it would stop pumping... There's no reason to pump anyway.
I... Love you?
I get to have you all to myself?
I get to have you... All to myself.
Yes!
But the world moves on.
They don't understand our lives, they don't understand what you did to me, they don't know you like I do.
I love you, I'll always love you.
Won't you say you love me too?
Won't you show me you do?
Won't you give me a sign?
I love you, I don't know.
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[[UPDATE: I am going on hiatus until I can resolve whatever health issues I am currently having. Went to a specialist and they're working on helping me. I hate the idea of doing this but half the time I'm left bed ridden or with brain fog so...I need to go on a break. the "h" word is a scary one but it's time.
thanks for being patient with me.
I'll be back soon, I hope.
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modern got au in which asha is a "teen parent"
or more accurately, asha and theon have a much larger age gap, 10/15-ish years, type of age gap (she's at least 18/19 and theon's only like 4/5), and in a series of freak events, their lives are turned on its head.
their brothers were dead. their mother and father were ruled incompetent, the former left a shell of herself after the loss of her sons, no longer able to care for her remaining children, the latter was never a father to begin with and he didn't seem to have any wish to become one now.
she was an adult by law, meaning she was free from the hell that was the system. her kid brother - the one who smiled at her for seemingly no reason, the one who crawled into her bed when thunder rattled the house, the brother who held her hand on their rare family outings - was not.
she couldn't leave him there, even if she wanted to, even if it would make her life so much easier. she wouldn't abandon him like the rest of their shitty family. he was blood for fucks sake, she'd die before she let's him get taken away from her and given away to strangers to be used and exploited or treated like a shelter puppy to be pitied and fawned over.
cue asha fighting for custody of her baby brother, doing whatever it takes to be deemed a suitable guardian, and the two of them taking on the world together.
more thoughts:
they have to find an apartment cause they can't afford to keep their family home. moving into the cheapest place they can find with only the stuff they can fit in asha's truck, sharing an air matress and eating off of a coffee table while watching movies they rented from the library.
asha cleaning her brother up before his first day at his new school, trying to get him to look suitable, but not really knowing what suitable means for a kid going into kindergarten/first grade
theon comforting his sister when she gets overwhelmed with it all, doing his best to ease her tears. the night ending with them both curled around each other, just two scared little kids trying their best.
asha fighting anyone she has to to keep custody of theon, whether it be the social worker, the judge, people who called cps to report her. she doesn't care, no one will take away her baby brother.
asha taking theon to work with her (she works in a boat shop cause she already knows what she's doing) and having to keep him entertained while she works so they don't get sent home.
their first christmas/birthdays by themselves. theon putting together gifts at school (finger paintings or paper mache or something of the like) and asha cherishing it forever. asha spending all the money left to her name each time to get him something nice so eh can feel like a normal kid.
theon doing sports in school (little league or something) and asha making sure she goes to every damn game, being the loudest in the stands.
asha getting more and more used to being physically affectionate with her brother at time goes on. before everything she'd tense up when he'd hug her legs or hold her hand, but now she scoops him up like a rag doll, ruffles his hair, kisses his forehead, without a second thought.
{I'm so normal about them I swear}
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I am loving LOVING your grandpa Madara. His chaos has aged like fine wine. And I love seeing everyone pick on Sasuke since he is the baby of the group. We see how Madara is to children and young teens, what do you think he’s like with babies?
Depends on the baby.
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