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kalcium-yippee · 3 days
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Ben Angst go brrr
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When he woke up he was nowhere. 
Or somewhere? Had to be somewhere.
Everything was confusing; he felt dizzy, like his brain was going to leak out of his ears at any second. He had to center himself, just for a moment. The drained walls of the facility pierced into his skull; he couldn’t see right. His breathing couldn’t keep up with his body, but he managed to set himself straight, if just for a moment. ‘Where am I?! Where the hell am I?!’ Ben’s thoughts continued to race with the same words over and over and over and over. He gripped the sheets of the bed below him, ‘am I back in the hospital?’ Ben felt sick to the pit of his stomach. ‘I can’t be back there. I can’t be back. I can’t be back…’ Logically, Ben knew that he wasn’t back in the hospital, last he remembered, he was back at the school. At the school. At the…school. He was drugged. Some men plowed in and drugged him; they got Logan and Taylor, and then all memories since then faded away. ‘I didn’t do anything... I was out immediately... Why did it happen?... I should have done something. What if I- I could have… I- maybe, if…but..’ He couldn’t get his thoughts straight; the moment of clarity delved into rage.
‘I’m not an angry person anymore, I’m not an angry person anymore, I’m not an angry person anymore, I’m not an angry person anymore, I’m not an angry person anymore, I’m not an angry person anymore, I’m not an angry person anymore, I’m not an angry person, I’m not an angry person, I’m not an angry person, I’m not an angry person, I’m not angry I’m not angry I’m not angry I’m not angry I’m not angry I’m not ANGRY.’ His fist hit smack against the tiled wall. Nothing happened. His knuckles hurt. Nothing happened. Something needs to happen. 
A sense of what felt like acid bubbling in his stomach started creeping its way up his throat. His thoughts were everywhere but where they needed to be. He immediately stood up and kicked his bare foot into the bed frame. Nothing Happened. His foot hurt. Nothing happened. ‘Something needs to happen’. He was swiftly blind with rage. The shaking feeling in his fist wouldn’t cease. He looked around and stomped towards the wood table, keeping tears back.. ‘I can’t do this, I need to sit down.’ he tried to remind himself but it was hopeless. He grabbed the table and threw it. He didn’t know in what direction. He just heard it hit the wall and a rush shivered up his spine. He reached for anything in his blurred view. Anything at all. He didn't even know what he was grabbing; he was just throwing and throwing. Ripping out dresser drawers, tearing up a sheet, kicking pillows. He grabbed the frame of the bed and lifted it. He tried to scream but nothing happened. 
It seems he forgot how. 
He slammed his head into the still held up bed frame, ‘why am I still like this.’ A tear worked down his face, he hastily wiped it off with one arm and with all the strength he could muster, he flipped the entire bed over, the icing on his disaster of a cake. “why” He barely said in a whisper. The sound of his own twisted, disgusting voice sent him a step back, he practically fell to his knees, he saw his reflection in the tiled floor and just started punching the ground. ‘whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy’ his thoughts kept repeating over and over again. Why did he have to be bullied? Why did he have to be beat? Why did he have to say goodbye to his passion? Why did he have to get stuck fighting Phantoms every night? Why did he get taken out? Why did he not manage to fight back? Why was he here? Why…..’why am I angry’.
He looked at his reflection on the floor. There was a bit of blood on his knuckles and dripping over his miserable reflection. Ben stood up and took a few steps back. He looked at the masterpiece the monster inside him made. The shaking feeling in his fist was gone. He sighed. Back against the wall, he slid down to the floor and sat in guilt and shame. ‘why’.
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Absolute yap fest, hope you enjoyed😭🙏
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vonyo · 3 days
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ANOTHA ONE
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niredsw · 2 days
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The only reason Ashlynn accepted to interact with the infected was because she felt guilty. She thought it was all her fault, Tyler and Aiden dying, Logan getting hurt, the gang starting to turn into phantoms… She thought it was all her fault. They ended up in this terrible nightmare only because of her. She never showed but ever since Tyler said it was her fault that they ended up there, she believed it. Every. Single. Word.
When she got hurt by that phantom on the ceiling, she felt guilty and selfish for getting hurt, that meant she would be a problem, a burden to them until they got to the graveyard again. She felt terrible when Tyler flew out of the car and died, just because she didn't turn back to save him. She should have heard the ceiling collapse before everyone, she was the one with the super-hearing afterall, but no. She didn't hear it on time and Aiden died. All because of her…
So there she is, sacrificing herself so her friends would be safe, getting almost killed just because she feel like she deserved it..
No. She didnt deserve to die yet, not when the others are still in danger. It was her fault, and she couldn't die before they find a way to escape. She didn't deserve to die, she needed to get them ot of this mess just like she dragged them in. That was when she felt the phantoms get control of her, that was when she opened a rift for the secod time, that was when she realised how she could get them out of this world, she needed to sacifice herself and close the rift from inside after they get out. There was no escape for her, and she was glad there wasn't. She didnt deserve it anyways..
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yaay its finished, maybe i did a little vent in this, maybe i did not, you could neve know..
anygays i officially joined the war!
@moonbiine @womp-womp-waa i learned from the best
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gvmhgs · 7 hours
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GUYS WHAT HAPPENED 😭😭😭
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UMMM... WHAT 😭😭😭 WHY DOES IT SAY 32 DAYS HELLO JEJXBSKSN
LITERALLY CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP RIGHT NOW 🖐🥹
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starpunkssgalaxy · 2 days
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you already know, a little short but its wtv
- Ben has a bunch of weird shirts, yk those ones that are like “I got my lobotomy done at Claire’s!” Aiden bought him one as a joke but Ben thought it was hilarious and got more
- if the group even makes it to adulthood i see aiden as a drag racer or something, he’d get a kick out of the thrill of it
- can you even imagine when they all have to get jobs? ash’s first job would be some kind of customer service and on rough shifts she just goes in the back to scream then come back out like “☺️ what can i do for you?” she quit that job and got a quieter one
- i could definitely see ash working at a library or something though, she gets to listen to music and stock shelves with books and barely interact with anyone? dream come true
- taylor and tyler are lifeguard material for sure, they would love working at the pool/waterpark
- logan once ripped a mannequins arm off in a store after jokingly shaking it and got so scared he hid it in the men’s bathroom
- ash loves old animated movies. the last unicorn, secrets of nimh, the black cauldron, arthur and the invisibles, she just has a collection of these kinds of dvds that are borderline nightmare fuel
- taylor is such an art girly idc, especially with coloring and i dont mean little kid coloring books but those adult insanely detailed ones and she can color and shade them beautifully
- in summertime taylor loves drawing on the sidewalk with chalk she just has such an eye for color
- aiden on the other hand is a doodler at heart, he and taylor will sometimes draw/color in class together
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Sometimes, I wonder what SBG would be like if it were set when the six were in college?
Taylor and Ashlyn meeting because they're roommates, and Taylor being excited to meet a new friend whilst Ashlyn is keeping to herself and listening to music all the time.
Aiden coming to meet Ben after a lecture and meeting Logan (and freaking him out).
The Sorrell Weed House trip being for a history credit they need and it being the easiest and quickest way to get it.
The Crane people (I forgot their name) being a mix of students and teachers like some sort of college cult.
Tyler already having a scholarship and finding it harder and harder to keep it with the lack of sleep he's getting.
Aiden not actually going to school but having to find excuses to stay around the campus so he and the group can plan and strategize.
Ben spending hours searching in the library or scouring the internet for answers as to what's going on.
Ben's bullies haze him and him having to watch logan and so many other new students go through it before he flips his shit.
The crew being so done with the phantoms in the middle of finals week they spend the whole night studying whilst in the phantom realm.
Rumours going around that they're drug addicts and that's why they all look tired.
I'm glad Red set it in high-school years but sometimes I wonder how it would change the plot
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urb0 · 2 hours
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Ahslyn banner portrait 🥕
Obssesed with her design and also with this scene. If we reach 500 ❤ i'll draw Aiden's panel too.
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Original image from @redlilbeanie
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luzisahomosexual · 4 months
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Was re-reading SBG and noticed this…
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Wtf are they doing😭
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ghostlytableteehee · 1 month
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More sillies (there's gonna be more)
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Cone heads
T a p e
N o m
Dead Lily 😔
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urfavlarry · 1 month
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i love your sbg content!!!! if you’d like, could i request some ben and tyler hcs (separate) of the reader helping them calm down when they’re pissed at something? im a sucker when angry characters are soft for only certain people. bonus points for gentle hugs and kisses
Tyler & Ben (seperate) x gn!reader
summary: reader helps them calm down after they got pissed off because someone talked shit about reader behind readers back
warnings: swearing, bad grammar, violence, mentions of bl00d
A/N: hope this makes sense i wrote this at 1am so sorry if its shitty😭
Tyler Hernández
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School fights. Typical American high school movie type of shit, but today just had to be one of those days where it happened. You were walking to the front gate of the school when a crowd started to form and a series of ‘oohs’ and cheers were heard. It wouldn’t have interested you if you hadn’t caught your boyfriends name in that crowd. You run over and push through the people and see your boyfriend fighting your friend. You and some other person pull them away from each other, both of them beat up, well the other person a bit more. You pull Tyler by the arm and you hear curses aimed at you and Tyler; “Pussy!” “Booo!” You ignore them and hold Tylers hand, rubbing soothing circles on the back of it. You walk in silence, only Tylers huffing and heavy breathing being heard. He was looking anywhere but you, too angry to even speak.
You unlock your house and drag him to the bathroom upstairs. You sit him down on the edge of the bath tub and you crouch and open the cabinet, taking out the first aid kit. You glance over at him, his leg bouncing like it was running on electricity. “So, are you going to tell me what happened?” You ask softly as you start your clean the blood from his nose and lip, making him hiss in pain. He stays silent for a while as if he was thinking or trying to find the right words to explain the situation.
You wait patiently for him to sort it out in his head and play with his hair while sitting in his lap, softly kissing the spots that were bruised. He pulls you closer and hugs you, his face buried in your chest, mumbling swears and incoherent sentences. You rub his back and hum, knowing that mostly calms him down. He looks up at you, his gaze softening. “You ready to tell me what happened baby?” He nods and you smile, kissing his forehead. He looks away and speaks in a hushed tone; “They were.. spreading shitty things about you, so I defended you.” He says and frowns, looking guilty. “But they fucking deserved it fucking hijo de puta—” You kiss his lips to stop his rambling and his shoulders relax, kissing you back. You smile into the kiss as his hands wander down to your waist, squeezing it gently. You pull away, putting your forehead against his; “Ty, I’m glad you protected me but you don’t need to beat people up for it.” He huffs, quickly snapping back; “But—” You place your finger on his soft lips, shushing him; “No buts, you shouldn’t fight people, I don’t like seeing you hurt.” He cups your cheek and smirks up at you.
“I’d kill for you princesa.” He looks at you lovingly and pulls you into another passionate kiss.
Ben Clark
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You and the group were aware of Bens “anger issues” ever since the day you saw Logan getting bullies by Barron. You were well aware of how things like bullying triggered him so you tried to keep him away from things like that along with Aiden, who was always there to calm him down. Today Aiden wasn’t there, leaving you to deal with an angry Ben. Not that you minded but you never really calmed him down. You pull him away quickly from the fight, making him thrash around and he hits you right in the nose. You hiss in pain but drag him to the schools ‘abandoned’ bathroom. You take out some bandages and tampons, wrapping his bleeding knuckles with the bandages and clean off the blood from his lip with the tampon. He huffs, breathing heavily and his legs tremble. You finish cleaning him and gently pull him into a hug, playing with his hair. He breathes in your scent and seemingly relaxes wrapping his arms around your stomach, pulling you into his lap.
You sat there for a bit, humming the tune of his favorite song and pull away, kissing his cheek, forehead and finally his soft lips. You intended it to be a quick peck on the lips but he pulled you right back, kissing you with a bit more force. You pull away for breath and he hides his face in the crook of your neck. The bells rings but you guys stay seated on the floor of the bathroom. “Can you tell me what happened my love?” You say softly and kiss his cheek. He carefully take put his phone his head still rested against your chest, typing something on his phone.He hands you the phone after he finishes and you read it, making sure to not leave out even a single detail. “Your new friend the one you met in your volleyball class, she was saying some mean shit about you and I just snapped.”
You nod and lift his head up to look at you; “I’m really glad you stood up for me but you know you shouldn’t beat people up. I know it’s harder for you and I promise to help you through it okay?” You say with a smile and kiss his nose. You rub his back soothingly and he just fiddles with his fingers, obviously nervous. You grab his hands and kiss his knuckles, making him smile and you notice just the slightest hint of blush on his cheeks. You guys talk for the rest of the class you skipped in the bathroom and after the last bell rang you went home. You board the bus and sit down next to him and let him sleep for the rest of the bus ride. You both shared headphones and listened to your shared playlist that slowly lulled you to sleep.
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salamivx · 1 month
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LOVE YA
MASTERLIST >
Tyler Hernandez x F! Reader
warning. hcs.
(Not proofread)
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- He will fight anyone for you literally if people are spreading rumours about you he’s fighting them if anyone makes you cry he’s fighting them.
- He’s so protective of you especially when you guys go into the other world, he’s so worried for you and Taylor, he wants you guys to stay close with him so he knows both you and Taylor are still with him.
- Tyler is literally so scared of you and Taylor dying, he doesn’t wanna lose the people he loves anymore, any injury you get even if it’s just a paper cut he’s gonna definitely gonna fuss over it, but if it’s a big injury he’s gonna start crying thinking he’ll lose you to, you have to comfort him and reassure him that you not gonna leave him.
- I feel like he’s not a big fan of pda but he’ll hold your hands and hug you but that’s it, behind closed doors though, he’ll want to cuddle with you he’d be wanting kisses from you and everything he loves when you sleep over at his house even if your mostly over there for Taylor.
- Taylor most definitely has pictures of you and Tyler cuddling each other on the couch or on his bed and she definitely teased both you and Tyler about it as Tyler is trying to fight her for her phone to select the pictures and your just there recording it while laughing but still embarrassed that she has those pictures
- But overall he’s a 10/10 boyfriend, love you every much and his family also loves you every much seeing as he’s much happy when he’s with you
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kalcium-yippee · 3 days
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Ben's story means so much to me. I have had bad anger issues since I was a kid. I'd get angry and tear everything in the room apart. I didn't care in the moment that I was hurting other people and myself. I just needed it out. I've destroyed my room, my mom's work office, the living room. I've pushed and hit and hurt people, thrown insults and empty threats. Afterwords I felt empty. I got the shaking feeling in my fists to go away, but all the other feelings stayed. All that was really left was guilt. And every time I find myself going back into those fits of anger I, I guess the best way to describe it is scare myself. I always think that I had moved past that phase in my life but then it comes catching back up. Any who sorry for venting on main also Ben has been added to the kin list.
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rayne---artzz · 15 days
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THEM THEM THEM !!
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niredsw · 20 days
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i was re-reading sbg and noticed THIS
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so we all know that this one panel is Aiden's pov, BUT it is not the first time we saw things in his pov
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in the previous episode of it we can see that 'glow' around them, which means this is how Aiden saw the situation, but there is one more:
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THIS, LADIES AND GENTELMAN THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THEY ACTUALLY HOLD EACHOTHERS HANDS WILLINGLY AND ITS IN HIS POV!
also, do you realize how he holds her hand like he doesn't want to let go while she holds his more like a real handshake? my boy is doomed
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f0rtunes-fool · 24 days
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I am not over this panel of Ben
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angry lil creature.
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b3achysurfur · 4 months
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isnt funny how Aiden and Tyler are stretched out and both ended up ‘dying’ and Ben and Taylor who were more in a sitting position were left to grieve ,,
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