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xiaoluclair · 1 year
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me, an intellect: maybe you only think his characterization is more likeable in fiction bc it’s the only time you’re not able to project a monologue of unnecessary hatred onto every minisculic movement he makes. MAYBE it’s bc you’re reading about him from the perspective of someone who can actually look past their own goddamn Hate Ego to see the good parts of his character. MAYBE it’s simply bc the person who wrote him did it with love, and you just do not understand.
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fairydares · 1 month
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loook i get why the idea of riding the "anti/pro" fandom disk horse makes people gag a little in their mouth and try to opt out entirely, but here's why i went from feeling exactly the same way to taking a firm profiction stance. I've been meaning to make this post for a while.
~10 years ago, I posted a fic for the first time and it got its own harassment campaign. The fic wasn't even sexual, and wasn't going to be (it remains incomplete). It was accurately rated T on fanfiction.net. Anyone in the Fairy Tail fandom will understand this: I literally got harassed for writing a "Lucy leaves the guild" fic💀.
After many nice comments, someone left a pretty nasty one. Hurt, I messaged them back. They acted super attacked that I'd responded (lmao) and after we argued, threatened to "rip my shitty story apart in the comments section" if I responded again. I told them "go ahead lol."
They went ahead.
Now know that it was a relatively small harassment campaign, but at the time, it was devastating. Right around then, I wound up in the hospital. After I got out, I went to excitedly check my fic, and found several reviews saying things I wouldn't repeat to my worst enemy. I was suicide-baited more than once, told "thank fuck you finally abandoned this shitty story, dumb cunt," stuff like that.
There were several accounts involved, and I can't say for sure, but I suspect at least a couple different people were involved, though probably at least half of it was one person.
All the other comments were screeching about how I hadn't updated, mostly. "NO UPDAAATEE WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS TO MEEEE??!!!" was one that stood out after I'd been miserable in a hospital for an extended period of time.
Idk what people think is going on when FT fic authors write this trope, and frankly I don't give a fuck. Because while I was partly writing the story out of some young, cringe feminist rage, I also did genuinely have a real story I was compelled to tell. I was inspired by another, popular fic I loved which used the trope to talk about how trying to shoulder our burdens alone really just hurts both ourselves and everyone who cares about us.
My own story was ultimately going to have similar themes, with more focus on strength, what it means, and in what contexts earning and having it actually matters. In retrospect, no wonder I wound up in hot water, because at the time "Lucy vs. Strength vs. Misogyny" was the FT fandom's Designated Nonsensically Activist Debate™. But that's partly why i wanted to write about it; engaging with the fandom had gotten me thinking about it 🤷‍♂️
Not too long after that, FFNet oh-so-benevolently granted us the ability to delete comments from our own stories (they never took my reports seriously at all, afaik). I deleted all or most of the harassers' comments (may still be a one or two up, and i'm fairly sure there's a couple comments defending my fic from the harassment) without saving screenshots, which I really regret now. I was just so mortified and full of self-loathing about the whole thing that i wanted to forget it completely. Something that had brought me joy at a very lonely, vulnerable period of my life had turned so negative, and i couldn't even tell the people closest to me about it without being made fun of for writing anime fan fiction.
I didn't understand why this happened at the time, but--after a period of trying to forget/bid out of it all with a slight anti lean (a common approach I see people use, and one which I'm not proud of adopting)--I just had to figure out What the Fuck Even Happened There. And I'm telling you, after years of reflecting, wrestling with both sides, and educating myself, that this "status quo of harassment" culture which pervades fandom goes way deeper than you think and comes out of a way darker well than you probably realize. An astonishing amount of this is, quite literally, TERF shit and evangelical shit.
Trying to be in fandom and take a stance of, "Anti/Pro shit? Ew, I'm Not Touching that," is like swimming in a heavily polluted river and being like, "Poison? Cringe. Not me lol."
You might be lucky enough to be in a less-polluted part of the river (AKA a relatively non-toxic fandom, in which case good for you!)...but tbh this rhetoric and peer-signalling will still seep in.
I can't stress enough that pro-fiction, AKA "proship", is the normal, leftist-about-art-and-sex opinion. Pro-ship is against all the horrible things you're against; in fact, pro-ship isn't trivializing real trauma by equating it with fictional trauma, or trying to apply literal evangelical/radfem solutions--which are proven not to prevent or help. Profiction/proship is literally just saying, "Fiction is fiction, reality is reality, and the two don't have a 1:1 relationship. And historically, trying to censor just things we've decided are bad has done nothing but get LGBTQ+ and POCs censored. Therefore, depictions of illegal things shouldn't be censored." That's it. "Proshippers all ship problematic ships," is a brazen lie. Many of them share other fans' disgust for those ships, they just don't believe in censoring fic authors over it.
It is also taking a stand against harassment because--and I hope my own story has helped drive this home--as with all groups who adopt ingroup/outgroup thinking, antis are defined by their tactics, not actual stances on real, serious issues. What happened to me was absolutely a result of anti, "it's okay to 'bully out' anything I just don't like" mindset pervading fandom. In a way, this was the mindset's final form. They didn't even feel the need to cite a reason the trope was "bad" or "wrong"; it annoyed them, and they viewed their own feelings as a valid enough pathway for policing to go right ahead and do so.
In the interest of offering solutions instead of just bitching about problems, I might make a "how to know if you've bought into these types of views"-type post sometime. Also might come back to this and provide some sources/citation.
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limeinaltime · 2 years
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Some doodles for the hyopthetical Nope sequel/side story because I won't be talking about it a lot. I do not kill my cringe, I kill the part of me that cringes.
Kind of reworked Black Spade and renamed her Blackjack, because that's a more fitting name (and way more fun to say). She's the scariest thing in the skies of Southern Cali, but there is one singular person who has gone unscathed so far just because she knows how to not set Blackjack off, and everyone else who does kind of has it coming.
Media also seeks out the families of the victims or instigators of tragedies without any real sympathy or respect for what they're going through, and the Star Lasso Experience is one hell of a tragedy. Jupe definitely has family and is a pretty well-known child star thanks to the Gordy incident, so I'm sure he and the rest of the Park family have been harassed over the years for more about the story and their relationship with the child star himself.
Maya is Jupe's distant hypothetical cousin, a recluse who lives out in the country, running a small farm business and generally living a simple life compared to the attention and fame her cousin chased. She doesn't understand why Jupe suddenly starts contacting her about selling her horses (Maya also works with a few and learned to ride as a kid) until after the new of what went down in Agua Dulce reaches the mainstream news and the media starts asking her about her relationship with her cousin. Which is awkward, since the two were never close to begin with and Maya hasn't seen him ever since Jupe made it big as a kid. She only knows about him, and eventually his wife and kids, through the TV. While frustrated upon piecing together what Jupe was attempting to do, she is still upset, mostly at the fact that she'll never get to know her famous cousin for real and that she took any chance of doing that for granted. It's not a big void in her chest, but it still exists anyway.
Blackjack isn't a newcomer to the farmland; she's been there for a while and figured out that the presence of these humans brings more food so she leaves the farm itself alone. While Maya's parents got to ambitious with business and tried to make Blackjack into an attraction, Maya just does her job and doesn't look at the sky when there's a weird cloud hovering overhead, which is what's ultimately saving her from suffering the same fate as her parents. The two have a symbiotic relationship, in a way, and while Maya thinks about how cool it would be from time to time, she's always known that Blackjack can't be tamed or controlled. The news of the Star Lasso Experience only hammers that in further.
Being an older UAP, Blackjack's not as afraid of humans, especially Maya, so she'll sometimes lose her cloud disguise and come down to observe whatever's happening at the ranch or eat whatever network is stupid enough to ignore the warnings Maya's set up to keep Blackjack from eating people. Maya doesn't look at her, but has gotten used to having a giant black disk big enough to eat her house hovering over her from time to time. The isolation Maya lives in can get a bit lonely, so it's nice to have company every once in a while, even if that company could easily make her suffer the same fate as her cousin and parents.
There really isn't much to say about this AU. There could also be some commentary on how far media will go to get the story, on things like true crime podcasts being disrespectful towards families trying to move on from the tragedies... there's no real story, but I think it fits with the themes this movie's set up. I'm also going to slap in that Maya is the provider of the horse feed Haywood Ranch uses and no one ever finds out that she's related to Jupe until later just because I think it's funny.
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arthotsglasses · 3 years
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Ikevam bois as Minecraft players
in result of my braincells being active at 2am. not a writer. Idk if many people will get the Minecraft jokes but if you do, have fun reading lol (also plz play with me)
Napoleon
Generally good at everything, very good at PvP as well.
Sometimes speedruns. Can one cycle the dragon if he wants too
Always rides his horse.
Very good at bedwars cuz you know he really likes them beds.
Sometimes duels Jean.
Always says gg after game ends.
Mozart
Noteblocks, jukebox, owns all the disks. (the real one who created pigstep lmao jkjk)
His Minecraft house be very clean. Chests and inventory are very well organized.
Probably the one who lives in the End so it's quiet and peaceful.
Or maybe in the icy mountains.
Has minecraft default music playing in the background.
Leonardo
Probably is on his 100 year hardcore mode world.
Has a massive and beautiful structures built in them
Also knows how to make all kinds of mob farms.
Redstone engineer.
Maybe some potions brewing going on too
Knows all the commands and uses them in smart ways.
Knows how to code
Arthur
Very good at murder mystery game. Maybe cops and crimes too.
He is the one who does the troll videos. He will dig and make traps for his friends to fall into.
Decent at classic survival, has good game sense. maybe some speed running too~
He has all the Minecraft girlfriends.
All the hoes will know when he logs on to his multiplayer server.
Ok at PvP
“Oh it appears that my ender pearl landed in your dms ;)” cheesy ass minecraft pickup lines that always gets rejected.
Theo
Builds a huge gallery to insert his bro's paintings.
Owns a gallery Minecraft server where people can join to view and submit Minecraft arts and builds.
Probably lives and loves the nether this boi is crazy.
He be baking cakes, that’s his only food source.
Has dog as pets.
Vincent
PAINTINGS
Professional builder. Gets commissioned to build stuff for other people’s servers.
He is good at building beautiful stuff too
Probably Comte got him to build stuff for his server.
Has a sunflower field in his backyard
has many artworks hung up in his house.
probably has an axolotl pet
Can destroy you in PvP if he needs to tho.
Works on his crops farm on his spare time.
Isaac
Another Redstone engineer, more like genius
Makes those Redstone graphic calculators, computers, solving Rubik's cube and stuff lmaoooo
very bad at PvP save this boi plz
Also bad at survival... he dies on the first night all the time..
Knows how to use the debug menu tho. Calculates distance, e-ray and all the math stuff.
Dazai
He is just in here for the chaos lol
He is one of those players who will do like "100 skeletons vs 100 zombies who will win?"
Mostly just doing random ass experiments in creative mode.
Another troller guy. Will make stupid traps for Isaac to fall into. (May collab with Arthur to make those)
Spawns in withers in places just to watch some shit go down lol
He also loves the nether cuz it's chaotic and dangerous. Gotta make friends with those ghasts
All birds follow him cuz why not
Surprisingly knows how to breezily bridge.
Jean
PvP god, knows how to god bridge.
The quiet one that everyone fears. If you are in his skywars game, there’s no hope for you.
Friends with Enderman
Lives in the End as well with Mozart. It's nice and quiet there.
Will not kill animals for food source. Only eats like cooked kelp lmao
Comte
Probably owns a massive multiplayer server ngl.
Also the real owner of the Woodland Mansion.
Will build a huge fancy mansion for his residents to live in.
He will spawn an army of iron golems if you are his enemy.
The operator of pretty much all servers. Will not hesitate to ban you if you cheat or bad manners.
Shakespeare
The ImPoStEr
He is one of those that will Lava bucket your wooden house.
Massacre the entire village. No more villagers, place is burnt down.
Purposely gets bad omen, then walk into a village.
He will put creepers in your house.
Bad murder in murder mystery, he will always get caught.
But he got his bunny crew as usual
Also lives in the nether. Probably the fortress cuz he be like that.
He writes some poetic shit in game lobby chat.
Likes snooping on other’s smp on spectator mode to watch shit go down.
Sebas
Helps Comte run and maintain the massive server.
Admin, mod, and watchdog at the same time.
If there's a bug in the server, either he will fix it or he gets Leo's help to fix it.
He is the guy to go to when the bois run out of food.
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chao-writes-stuff · 3 years
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DELTARUNE SPOILERS
Heyyy! I wrote a thing involving Jevil and the Chapter 2 Superboss! I'm going to put it under the cut, but at the end, there will also be an Ao3 link if you wanna support me there!
Thank you! Remember to Reblog if you wanna
The Lightner Trio walked down the stairs in the Queen's massive manor, their hurried footsteps echoing like a rough pitter-patter in the technological nightmare. The massive lair confused and bamboozled them, but they definitely wanted to figure out the mystery behind what the Fountains were about, what Queen's true intentions were… and what was in the basement?
"Uhh… Kris?" Ralsei asked, his soft voice echoing out. "Why are we even here? Aren't Queen, Noelle, and Berdly upstairs? And not here…?"
Susie quickly interrupted him, punching his arm lightly to get his attention. "Of COURSE they aren't here. But whatever is here is probably important. Right, Kris?"
"I guess!" The currently blue human replied. "I've been asked by some… guy, about doing these weird favors for him. He really wants me to be alone."
"We sure he ain't a p-" Before Susie could finish her thought, Ralsei muffled her mouth with his scarf. "Who is he? And why does he want you to be alone?"
"His name is Spamton, I think. I don't know much about him, but he gave me this Loaded Disk earlier, and--"
Suddenly, a strange, chaotic voice rang out. Everyone recognized it. The tail attached to Ralsei's cloak popped off, diamonds and hearts flying out with it. The tail spun and took form, and the chaotic Jester they quite literally put to rest yesterday was reawakened.
"Spamton? SPAMTON? The same Spamton who wished for me to go, to go, and be free, free?" Jevil laughed chaotically, with Ralsei caught quite off guard. "You know him?"
"That dorito chip was part of the reason why I was set free, he was! He used to rule this world, before the Queen I've been hearing oh so much about took over. Oh, I MUST know more of how you met that ridiculous lunatic! And that's coming from ME, ME! Spamton, oh Spamton, I'd like to have a word with him~!" Jevil looked quite pissed off, his normally jovial expression looking slightly stern.
"I didn't wanna go down there anyway. Just come back, okay? You're kind of carrying us with your defense boost." Kris, with a neutral expression, gave the clown the disk they were gifted by the malignant salesman, and watched as Jevil immediately sprinted off into the basement. They could hear an echoed "Buh bye~! I'll be back in a few hundred words!" As the jester descended into the decrepit basement below...
Jevil entered the musty, rotting cellar. Despite him rarely stepping on the ground, each step he did take left a haunting impact on his feet. It was silent, save for the occasional rustling of his clothes. He didn't have long to do this. His physical form only had a few hours to be out and about before he solidified, just like the young boy and the puzzle freak. Thankfully, that's all he needed. He was getting excited, almost giddy, to interact once more with his old acquaintance. Oh, what a wonderful conversation they'd have!
He didn't walk for too much longer before he found the train station that was buried deep below. Or was it a roller coaster? Whoever had this built clearly had some elaborate roundabout in mind… too bad they were still imprisoned, haha! Jevil walked and floated across the tracks, reaching a room with a decaying robot inside.
He knew this was a bad idea. But when did he ever have good ideas?
Without hesitating, the joker put the disk into the robot. At first, nothing happened, and he was getting impatient VERY quick. He gave the robot a swift kick in the lower area, before stepping back out of the room.
Step…
Step…
SLAM! The clown was admittedly caught off guard with how fast the silhouette from above came and pushed him onto his knees. With a small gasp for air, Jevil looked up slowly at the encroaching menace. The jagged movements, the glitchy, unsolidified form… this was him alright.
"KRIS… MY LOYAL [Sponge!] THANK… YOU. THE [Clown Around Town!] I REMEMBER YOUR [Disgusting] FACE. EVERYONE WAS SO [Thrilled] TO SEE YOUR [Calcified] FACE." The massive robotic behemoth loomed over Jevil, rage in his glasses. Spamton NEO.
The clown got up, a smug, shitfaced expression on his mug. He knew damn well that the dorito in front of him was pissed off, so he leaned back in the air to retort. "At least I drink plenty of milk, uee hee hee! As for you, you haven't changed one bit since we last spoke~! Or would it be a byte, a byte? Regardless, I do hope you've given up on the illusion of freedom, freedom~! The only one who can be free is MEEE!"
The robotic menace swung around to the other side of Jevil, making it very clear who was in charge of the conversation. A small concentrated blast of Pipis was fired at the jester, pushing him back with a surprising amount of force. "YOU ACT SMUG, BUT YOU [Crashed our stocks!] AND THEN YOU [Spoiled relations with our Esteemed Partners!] I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU… GOT IN HERE, YOU… [Tuna Fish,] BUT I'M NOT FALLING FOR YOUR [Roundabout!] AGAIN!"
Jevil laughed maniacally at this thought. This guy was mad! Over something that happened how long ago? Why even bother holding a grudge still? Petty, petty! He knew why, and it's why he came back too. "You influenced him. That pretty little kitty. You gave him enough funds to release me into that carousel of bliss and innocence! But I wasn't done, not one bit! And all those years, spent being free… they made me realize something, my dearest Spamton."
The oddly calm tone coming from the jester put Spamton NEO at an incredible amount of unease. "WHAT? WHAT COULD YOUR [Calcified Lump] THINK OF THAT WOULD MEAN ANY GODDAMN THING TO ME?"
"I CAN DO ANYTHING!"
The joker used his latent power to pelt the giant mecha with small white hearts. Spamton was caught off-guard, stumbling back a fair amount. Of course, you have to fight fire with fire, so the robot used his abilities to send out a Big Shot of blue Spamton Head Pipis.
"YOU [Saturated Marketshare!] YOU CAN'T SIMPLY ATTACK ME AND EXPECT IT TO WORK [As seen on TV!] I'M A [BIG SHOT!] [BIG SHOT!!!]"
Jevil hopped up onto the ceiling, clearing the first few Pipis on the lower row heading his way. Unfortunately, the higher row caught him clean in the face as he bounced between the two, making a small Jack-in-the-box melody as he pinged around.
"SPAMTON, MY BELOATHED! I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND, UNDERSTAND, WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE TRAPPED IN A CAGE WITH A SHARK, A SHARK! YOU GET BITTEN AND CHEWED UP!"
The fool retaliated by running circles around Spamton, turning into a carousel of horse bullets! The robot, in a surprising feat of puppeteering, dodged the attack almost perfectly… until a stray horsie cut a string, sending the mech's right arm into the horse race. One thing about arms with cannons on them? They fire.
As soon as it happened, Jevil was face to face with a swarm of Pipis all around him. He was stuck. All of them exploded brilliantly, sending the clown flying clean across the rotting tracks and into the wall. Tauntingly, mockingly even, Spamton NEO retorted.
"I'M THE SHARK NOW, JEVIL! I'VE CHEWED UP SO MANY [Failed Buisness Partners] THAT I COULD MAKE A WHOLE [Presentation] OUT OF THEM! STAY OUT OF MY GODDAMN WAY, OR [Sparkle like new!] YOU BRAT."
The buisnessman charged at Jevil, his hands becoming phones. "IT'S FOR YOU." Suddenly, before either of them could react, loud blasts of garbage noise manifest expelled from the phones, attacking the court jester with white blasts of energy. There was nothing he could do to stop this robot's onslaught, it looked like.
"OH SPAMTON, IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK? THAT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S SO POWERFUL RIGHT NOW, NOW? I'D SUGGEST YOU LOOK UP, UP! YOU'RE NOTHING WITHOUT THOSE STRINGS IMPRISONING YOU, UEE HEE HEE! YOU'RE NOT A BIG SHOT, YOU'RE JUST A LAZY FRAUD WHO CAN'T STOP HANGING ON TO HIM! I GUESS SLEEPING FOR 100 YEARS DOESN'T MAKE LITTLE OLD ME MISS MUCH, RIGHT?"
Without warning, Jevil was myseriously gone from his corner. The spamware looked frantically for his target, before being struck in the arm, the leg, and the chest by scythes. Devilsknives. The last knive cut a few strings clean off the puppet, who briefly hit the ground before rising back up.
"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! [Hyperlink Blocked.] I'M STILL HIS LOYAL ASSOCIATE! HE MAY NOT HAVE TALKED TO ME IN [Employee of The Month for 144 months!] BUT HE'S STILL THERE…"
Jevil interrupted him cleanly and concisely. "FACE IT. YOU'RE NO BIG SHOT ANYMORE, SPAMTON G. SPAMTON. ALL YOU ARE IS A FAILED INVESTMENT, UEE HEE HEE!"
With those words, a purple blast came from behind the clown, striking the robot right in the noggin. He flew back a bit, giving the joker enough time to turn around to meet his esteemed guests.
"Ah, my imprisoners~! Didn't you guys have a Queen to rock-em sock-em?"
Susie immediately cut him off, as she punched him in the arm (causing his head to spring up, naturally.) "Well, Kris over here couldn't shake the feeling things were off. So they forced us down here, and now they're right. Somehow?"
"I know I'm right.. Jevil, who the hell is Spamton?" Kris replied, their worry about the situation starting to rise.
"It's of no concern to you~! His screws were almost as loose as mine, and I don't think it's my job to tighten them~! Uee hee hee! Thank you for the help, but I can do anything~! Even tell you guys that 3 coasters are about to come down and force you guys along for the ride~!"
Ralsei immediately stuttered something out. "Three… what?"
And just like that, with a loud rumbling, the heroes were swept up into 3 old, rusty carts, barrelling down the track. Jevil laughed to himself, proud of what he got to do. "Ah well, it's a shame I can't finish him personally…"
"But oh well! Are you proud, proud? They took care of him…"
"Doctor."
Ao3 Link!
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kelyon · 3 years
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Golden Rings 19: A Friend
The Storybrooke sequel to Golden Cuffs
Rumpelstiltskin receives a visitor
Read on AO3
A family stands before him, more terrified than they want to show. The man holds a top hat in both hands. The woman keeps her arms over their daughter.
“Is it true?” the man asks. “What Regina is threatening, can she do it?”
Slowly, Rumpelstiltskin steps toward the huddled family. It is unlike Jefferson to be so serious, unlike Leona to show anything less than brazen self-confidence. The girl may be too young to know what is happening, but she knows that her parents are afraid and that is enough to make her terrified. 
Belle comes up behind him, her hand extended to the child. “Grace,” she says gently, “would you like to visit my horse? Perhaps we could go for a ride.”
The girl looks to her parents. “May I, Mama? Papa?”
“Of course, luv.” Leona releases her grip on her daughter. “Make sure you mind Belle, and don’t get yourself into any trouble you can’t get out of.”
Nodding obediently, the child takes his wife’s hand. Belle gives him an encouraging smile before they go out to the stables. She trusts him to handle the situation on his own. She knows he can assuage their fears. 
Once his daughter is gone, Jefferson leaves his wife and comes up to Rumpelstiltskin. He puts his hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.  “I’m serious,” he says.
“I know you are, my boy.” Delicately, he extracts himself from the other man’s grip. “This is a serious matter.”
“This queen lady told everyone she’s going to destroy the world.” Leona says what they all know but cannot utter. “Does she really have that much power?”
He cannot face them. He turns away, takes long, slow steps around his dining room before he answers. 
“Yes.”  
Jefferson crushes the brim of his hat in one hand. After a moment, he gathers himself. “We’ve seen worlds destroyed before, Dark One. It is a terrible thing.”
“Yes,” he agrees. “Yes, you were with me when proud Atlantis sank beneath the waves. A million lives lost in fire and water and lightning. But Regina’s curse is… different. Her purpose is not to destroy the world, but to destroy happiness.”
Leona’s mouth drops open. “And how is killing everyone not the same as all that? Who would be left to be happy, when it’s all over?”
Rumpelstiltskin shakes his head. “No, she wants us alive. Everyone in this world, everyone she considers her enemy. She wants us alive and miserable and trapped in our misery for the rest of time.”
“Gods.” Jefferson collapses into a chair and hangs his head. Leona stands by him and takes his hand into her own. 
“Regina will end this world, and take us all to a new one--a land without happy endings. We will all be severed from the people we love, or even if we are near them, we won’t be able to love them.”
“But why everyone?” Leona asks. “Why us? I never did anything to this woman! What’s she got against me?” 
Walking over to the couple, he places his hand over where theirs are joined. “You are happy,” he says simply. “The two of you have a love that she will never know--and the love of your child besides that. Regina believes that she will never have happiness as long as anyone else does.”
Leona nods, understanding. “So she’s mad, is she?”
“Yes,” Jefferson answers. His blue eyes look out at nothing as he speaks. “I’ve worked with Regina, before I met you, Leo. Once, she commissioned me to take her and a servant girl to Wonderland. Didn’t tell me that this was going to be a rescue mission to save some old man. You know the rules of the hat, only the number of people that go in can come out again. That was why Regina brought the servant girl. She killed her. Ripped her heart out of her chest and crushed it. As easily as blowing her nose. We left the girl’s body there, in the forest of giant mushrooms. So yeah. As they say in Wonderland, Regina is mad as the March Hare.”
Leona holds her husband in both hands, standing over him as she had stood over her daughter earlier. Wincing at the memory, he rests against her bosom 
“What do we do?” For all her comforting posture, Leona looks at Rumpelstiltskin with steely determination. “Can you stop her?”
He raises his hands in a show of helplessness. “Regina is a powerful magic-user and she is on a war-path.”
Hands balled into fists, Leona breaks away from Jefferson and begins to pace. “If my mother were here, she’d hit that woman upside the head with a cauldron, queen or no!”
“Yeah, well Nanny Ogg is from a different world than this one.” Jefferson stays seated in the chair. His hat hangs loosely in his grip.
“It is not hopeless,” Rumpelstiltskin says. “All curses can be broken.”
“Broken after they’ve been cast!” Leona marches up to him, wielding an accusatory finger. “I want to know if you can stop her, stop this curse from ever happening!”
“Leo,” Jefferson stands behind his wife. Gently, he puts his hands on her ample hips and pulls her close to him. “The Dark One is our friend. I’m sure he’s doing everything he can.”
He says nothing. He lets Jefferson’s faith do the talking for him. Jefferson is a clever man, but less shrewd than his wife. The poor boy wants to believe in him, but Leona Ogg has no such sentimentality. She is wise enough to know that if he wanted to stop this curse, it would never have been able to start. 
“You should leave,” he tells them quietly. “The three of you should go in the hat, find some world far from here where you can live out the rest of your days together.”
“If Regina can destroy one world, she’ll find a way to destroy others,” Jefferson points out. 
He shakes his head. “After the curse is cast, Regina will be stopped. A Savior will come, a force of goodness who will destroy her evil forever.”
“But only after we’ve been cursed?” Leona crosses her arms. 
He nods. “Yes. The only way to avoid it is to flee. Leave this world before it leaves you.”
Slowly, Jefferson turns his hat over in his hands. “That makes sense.” He looks to Leona. “Where do you want to go?”
“Lancre, of course. If we can’t live in the home we made for ourselves, we might as well go to Mum’s.”
Jefferson nods. “What do you say, Dark One? Can I offer you and Belle a trip to Discworld?”
He shakes his head. “I can’t know what form my magic will take on a world like that. There is a risk I’ll transform into something horrible and the good people of the Disk World will have to try to slay me.”
Leona snorts. “And it’ll take a few weeks at least to find any ‘good people’ around. We’re not as black and white with the ‘heroes’ and ‘villains’ as this place.”
“All the more reason for me to stay here and face this curse as it comes.”
“And Belle will stay with you?”
He gives his friend a rueful grin. “I couldn’t make her leave me if I tried.”
Jefferson looks down at his hat and then looks up again. “Do you really think if we go to Discworld the curse will pass us by?”
He puts his hands over Jefferson’s around the brim. “The best I can promise is that you will be safer.”
Leona’s dark eyes narrow. “‘Safer’ isn’t ‘safe,’ Mister Dark One.”
“No.” Jefferson steps back, away from Rumpelstiltskin and toward his wife. In a motion born from years of practice, he twirls the hat to put it on his head. “But sometimes safer is the best you can hope for.”
“I hope you do get away from the curse,” he tells them honestly. “For it will be a very long time before any good can come out of all this. ”
****
It was strange, to wake up in a bed without Belle. Without even Mrs. Gold’s body, warm and soft beside him. In the month since they had started sleeping in separate bedrooms, Rumpelstiltskin still hadn’t gotten used to waking up alone. It had been a bittersweet torture to spend that much time in bed with a woman who wasn’t Belle. Being without was a milder ache, but an ache nonetheless.  
That morning, he met her going up the stairs as he was coming down. Mrs. Gold was still in her pajamas--a new pair he hadn’t seen before. She had a plate of toast in one hand and a mug of coffee in the other. So she would eat in her room before she got dressed. That was the opposite of his routine. Ever since their new arrangement, Mrs. Gold had been going out of her way to avoid him.   
He wanted to speak to her. He wanted to say something innocuous, even just “Good morning.” Something to make her turn and look at him, say anything in response. He just wanted to see Belle’s face, hear Belle’s voice.
But Mrs. Gold turned away, pressed herself against the banister, and brushed past him as quickly as she could.
Rumpelstiltskin sighed. How strange that he would miss that woman, that he would feel their estrangement so keenly. Before, he had taken for granted that Mrs. Gold wanted to please him, that she sought him out and tried to talk with him. But now she would only speak when he asked her a question. Now she kept to her room when he was in the house. She stayed away from the shop during the day. Wherever he was, his wife made a point to be somewhere else.
Considering how he had treated her, it was no less than he deserved. 
After making his breakfast, he sat alone at the far end of a long table. In silence, Rumpelstiltskin read the newspaper and tried to push from his mind how familiar a situation this was. Not with Belle. Once he had her in his castle, she had never avoided him, even when it would have been in her best interest. But before Belle. During those long centuries of isolation, when he had been an enemy of love. When his life was nothing but magic and deals and endless searching for a way to find Bae. When people were nothing but tools to be used, locks to be picked, pieces to be arranged upon a chessboard that stretched out for decades. 
Then, he had spent many mealtimes at the head of a table set for one.
When it was time to leave for the day, Mrs. Gold came down to join him. Every morning he gave her a ride into town. She usually kept her face to the window and didn’t make a sound for the whole trip. 
She wore charcoal today, a sweater-dress that wrapped snugly around her body. Gold would have sent her out in that with nothing underneath, but she had put on layers of camisoles and blouses. Most of her clothes were flimsy and skimpy, so she wore the pieces on top of each other in a haphazard effort to cover herself.
 At least she looked warm.
The clashing dark colors washed out her face, made her look even paler and sadder. She wasn’t wearing cosmetics, or any jewelry besides her wedding ring. Her thick, curly hair hung limply over her shoulders, like a shroud. 
Again, Rumpelstiltskin wanted to speak to her. But what could he say? Any comment on her appearance would seem like an attack, any inquiry to her wellbeing would be an invasion. What do you say to someone you’re no longer even pretending to love?
“What do you think you’ll do today?” he tried once they were in the car. 
She shrugged and sank further back into the seat, her arms folded over her chest. 
“Do you need money?” It seemed a heartless, mercenary solution, but it was all he could safely offer her.
And it worked. Straightening up, Mrs. Gold spoke: “Sure.”
At Storybrooke’s only stoplight, he pulled out his wallet and handed her a wad of bills.
She put them in her purse. “Since you’re paying me, I guess that means you’re satisfied with what you’re getting out of this new deal.”
Rumpelstiltskin gripped the steering wheel. No, he wasn’t satisfied at all. But he wouldn’t be satisfied until Belle was sitting next to him, talking to him. Lonely as he was, he couldn’t ask for Mrs. Gold’s time or attention. It would be too cruel to demand any devotion, when he knew he had no intention of doing the same. He couldn’t love Mrs. Gold. It would be too unfair to ask her to love him again. 
He parked the car next to the shop.“You’re doing everything I expected you would, Mrs. Gold.” 
“Great.” She zipped up her purse. “That must be why we’re both so fucking happy.”
By the time he turned to look at her, she had already unbuckled her safety belt and slammed the door. 
Rumpelstiltskin watched Mrs. Gold walk away. He could go after her, even on his cane. He could shout to get her attention. He could drive up to her and insist she get back in the car. He could make an effort to talk to her, to get her to talk to him. He could try to understand this woman, this curse-creature who occupied Belle’s body, but who seemed to have a mind of her own. He could try to get inside that mind. He could try to see who she was, now that she wasn’t pretending to be what she thought her husband wanted. 
But he did nothing. Rumpelstiltskin was a coward down to his bones. No good would come of getting to know Mrs. Gold. He couldn’t risk finding out what she thought of him, what she wanted out of this relationship. They didn’t have a relationship, they didn’t relate to each other.
He had made sure of that. 
So Rumpelstiltskin did what he had been doing every day since he’d been let out of the jail cell: He opened the pawn shop, and conducted his business, and waited for the Savior to break the curse. 
****
 It was dark outside, when the bell rang over the shop door. A spring storm was picking up. Wind sent leaves and debris skittering over the road and sidewalks. Thunder rumbled and heavy clouds pressed down upon the town. 
Rumpelstiltskin was polishing the collection of silver on the side counter. At the sound of the bell, he looked up. 
And froze. 
Jefferson.
It was Jefferson. The tall, broad-shouldered young man who had transported him from world to world for a handsome fee, who had accompanied him on dozens of adventures, who had reminded him that physical pleasure could come with personal affection. The boy who had paved the way for Belle to enter his heart.
How was he here? Hadn’t he taken his family and escaped to the Disk World? Wouldn’t they have been safe there? Gold had no memories of the man who stood before him. He had no idea what Jefferson’s life had been like under the curse. Where was Leona? Where was Grace?
The longer Rumpelstiltskin looked at Jefferson, the more he saw the changes in him. He wasn’t smiling. The boyish good humor was gone. There was no dancing light in his slate blue eyes. He used to stand with his head jauntily cocked to one side, but now he looked straight ahead, level and deadly serious. The man before him looked burdened, weathered and hollowed out.
He was dressed like himself, as much as Storybrooke fashions would allow. He wore a scarf at his throat, as he used to wear a cravat over the leather collar that matched his wife’s. The clothes were well-tailored, expensive. His gray, rain-soaked overcoat had gunmetal leather lapels, very much like a coat Rumpelstiltskin had given him as a gift back in the old world. Jefferson’s scarf, shirt, and waistcoat were all different patterns, all in gray and black.   
He wasn’t wearing a hat.
The first time Rumpelstiltskin had met Jefferson, he had entrusted him with a magical hat. The boy had been running away from a woman he didn’t want to marry, a life he didn’t want to live. In his hopelessness, he had sliced a line across his throat with a knife. His dying wish had been to find a world where he could be happy. 
That was when the Dark One had made himself known. He had healed the boy’s wounds and given him a hat that would take him to every world with magic. Surely somewhere there would be happiness for a young man who had never fit the mold he had been made for. 
And ever since then, Jefferson had been at his service.
Brow lowered, gait heavy, the man approached the counter. He set both hands upon the glass top. A few of his fingers wore wide, silver rings. But no wedding ring. Was he not married in this world? What had happened to Leona Ogg? 
“Are you Mr. Gold?”
Quickly recovering from the shock of seeing Jefferson--and seeing him so changed--Rumpelstiltskin returned to his work. “That is the name on the front of the building.”
“But is it who you are?” Jefferson’s voice was different too. His tone was pointed, accusatory.  
If he was Mr. Gold, he wouldn’t put up with being spoken to that way. Rumpelstiltskin braced against his side of the counter, arming himself in businesslike courtesy. “And who might you be?”
Jefferson’s face changed as though someone had flipped a switch. He put on the mask of a wide, toothy smile that didn’t meet his eyes. Pushing back from the glass case, Jefferson took exaggerated steps around the shop. 
“They call me Dodgson around here.” His voice was too bright. “Chaz Dodgson. I’m a pilot. Normally I fly out of Boston, and I go all over the world. But lately--almost for as long as I can remember--I haven’t been able to leave this tiny town in Maine. Do you think that’s strange, Mr. Gold?”
He made his introduction with rapid-fire delivery. A machine gun, that was what they had in this world. That was the image that came to mind. Wild shooting that blasted forth in short bursts of dazzling, horrible, light. 
Then you waited for the smoke to clear, to see what would happen next. 
Rumpelstiltskin kept his composure. He made a show of looking down at the silver platter he had been polishing. He saw Jefferson’s reflection in it, warped and distorted. 
“I suppose you could say that Storybrooke is rather a strange place, Mr. Dodgson.”
A laugh then. No, a cackle. Rumpelstiltskin had done enough cackling in his time to know the difference. Jefferson let out an agitated, throaty sound that had nothing to do with humor. 
“You’re very right, Mr. Gold!” He pointed at him with a manic grin. “Maybe righter than you know!” Then his expression darkened and he turned serious. “Or maybe you’re exactly as right as you know.”
Putting down the polishing rag, Rumpelstiltskin looked up at Jefferson. “Can I help you with something, Mr. Dodgson? Is there something you’re looking for?”
“I’m looking for a lot of things,” he whispered. “And if you can’t help me, I don’t know who can.” 
What kind of game was being played here? What did “Dodgson” want with Gold? Obviously, Jefferson was speaking in a cipher. But was it his code? Or was it the curse’s? How should he respond?
He held the man’s gaze and didn’t look away. “What are you looking for?” he said softly. 
Jefferson took a step closer. He didn’t look away either. “I hope to every god it’s here, but I just don’t know.”
Finally breaking the gaze, Rumpelstiltskin began to put the polished silver away. “Do you need a gift for someone? Your wife perhaps?” 
With a smirk, Jefferson shook his head. “No, this is something I need for myself. What made you think I was married?”
“Oh, aren’t you? I apologize for the assumption.”
“No, I am.” He brought his hand to his throat. “But my wife is, uh, out of town, for now.”
“Traveling?”
“Living with her mother,” Jefferson said. “At least, I hope she’s still there. It’s been a while since I’ve seen her.”
Leona Ogg hadn’t been born in the old world. Jefferson had met her on an absurd flat planet called the Disk World, where her mother was a powerful hedge witch. Rumpelstiltskin had told them to go to that world, he had thought they would be safe there. If he could believe what Dodgson was telling him, he had only been half-right. 
Or maybe two-thirds. One of Gold’s memories flashed into his mind: A little girl, plump and blonde, with merry dark eyes. The very image of her mother. Grace. But in this world she was Paige Lewis, the adopted and cherished daughter of Tim and Mia Lewis. 
Why did he have no memories of Dodgson? Where had Jefferson been all this time, while his daughter was being raised by someone else?
“So is this an item for your children, perhaps?” He asked carefully. 
Jefferson looked at him, his blue eyes steel and stone. “No,” he said. “I told you before, this is something I need for myself, Mr. Gold.”
Shrugging, Rumpelstiltskin locked the silver behind the case and limped to the other end of the store by the cash register. “Tell me again what it was?”
 With a heavy tread, Jefferson moved to the middle of the store. “Tell me what you have.”
Rumpelstiltskin raised his hands and grinned like Gold would. “The shop’s inventory is rather extensive,” he said. “If I were to go through an itemized list, we’d be here for quite some time.”
“Alright then,” Jefferson said grimly. “Tell me what you think I need.”
He looked him over again, more than willing to play this game. “An umbrella, perhaps? The rain looks quite nasty.”
“Oh, it’s mad as a March hare, as they say. But I don’t need an umbrella.” He took a step forward. “I need something quite personal. Long-lasting, durable.”
“Maybe a set of luggage then. Didn’t you say you were a traveler?”
“I haven’t gone traveling in a long time.” Jaw clenched, Jefferson took another step closer to Rumpelstiltskin. “For a long time, I wasn’t even able to leave my house.”
Not able? For how long?
“Were you ill, Mr. Dodgson?”
“Yeah.” He grinned without humor. “I was sick in the head. An absolute nutter. I suffered from delusions. Memories that weren’t mine, a life that I had never lived. Can you imagine that, Mr. Gold? Can you imagine?”
“No,” Rumpelstiltskin lied. “Though it looks like you’re doing well now.”
“You trust your eyes?” Jefferson let out a short, stuttering laugh that sounded like he did actually find something funny. “I thought you were smarter than that!”
He straightened up. “What are you looking for, sir?” After a moment’s hesitation, he added, “I can’t help you if you aren’t honest.”
The last few steps to the counter were a stagger. Jefferson almost fell against the display case and stayed bent over. “Don’t you want to know how long I was trapped in my house?” He looked up at him. His eyes were soft now, teary. “How long I was trapped in my own double-mind?”
Rumpelstiltskin’s mouth opened. It couldn’t be. Surely Jefferson couldn’t have suffered like that. Surely even this curse was not that cruel.
He set his hand next to Jefferson’s, not quite close enough to touch. “My boy,” he whispered. “Tell me what you need.”
“Not a spouse, I have one of those.” He seemed exhausted, breathless. “Not a child either. Not a lover or an employer or a benefactor.” Desperate eyes poured into him. “I don’t need a loan shark or a pawnbroker or a landlord.” Still staring, Jefferson took Rumpelstiltskin’s hand and gripped it with all his strength. “I don’t need a genius or a wizard or the fucking Dark One!” That last phrase was said in a gritted whisper. It seemed to take everything out of him. “So you tell me,” he panted. “What do I need?”
For a moment, Rumpelstiltskin said nothing. For the second time in just a few minutes, he felt the shock of seeing Jefferson again. And this man was Jefferson, inside and out. He was awake. He was suffering. He needed…
“A friend,” he answered the question at last. “Is that what you came in here to find?”
Slowly straightening up, Jefferson nodded. “Is there one here?”
“Yes.” If it weren’t for his cane and the glass case between them, he would have embraced the boy like he used to. “Yes, Jefferson. I’m here.”  
He covered his face with his hands and broke down sobbing. For a moment, Rumpelstiltskin couldn’t move. How should he respond to this? What could he do?
He could do what he couldn’t do with Mrs. Gold. He could comfort this man. His friend.
Ankle throbbing, he walked to the other side of the counter. Jefferson looked up, his blue eyes brimming with tears. This was the Jefferson that Rumpelstiltskin had known. The boy he had rescued on that fateful day in the forest. One of the rare souls whose desperation filled his dark heart with pity, and not contempt.  
“My boy,” he whispered. He opened his arms and Jefferson embraced him. 
Though Jefferson was taller than Rumpelstiltskin, the Dark One had always wielded the power in their relationship. It was the only way he had felt safe. Their physical dimensions hadn’t changed, but marrying Belle had rearranged Rumpelstiltskin’s perspective on safety and power. He let the bigger man hug him, envelop him in his need. He drew strength from Jefferson’s strength. Even though Jefferson was younger and bigger and fitter than Gold, he had come to him for help.
And Rumpelstiltskin would do everything he could to help him. 
When they parted, he held Jefferson’s face in his hands. Coarse stubble prickled against his palms. Full lips parted slightly. Rumpelstiltskin wiped away his tears with his thumbs. 
“How did this happen?” he asked softly. “Why didn’t you go to the Disk World?”
“We did.” Jefferson sniffed. Rumpelstiltskin took the silk pocket square out of his suit coat to give him. “We left as soon as we could. We lived there for months. But one night, I went to sleep next to Leo in Nanny Ogg’s cottage, and the next morning I woke up alone in a massive house I couldn’t leave.”
“You said that before. You couldn’t leave?”
He shook his head. “For twenty-eight years!” His face twisted and he pulled away. Rumpelstiltskin didn’t lower his hands. “You were locked in the curse, but I was locked in that house. I knew who I was, I remembered everything, I remembered too much!”
He rested his hand on his damp coat. “So that’s where Dodgson came from?”
Jefferson nodded, took a breath. “I had two lives in my head,” he whispered. “They both seemed impossible to the other. There were… months where I didn’t know what was real. In Discworld there was a poet who dreamed that he was a butterfly, and when he woke up, he didn’t know if he was a man who dreamed he was a butterfly, or a butterfly who was dreaming he was a man. That was my life. For a very long time.”
“Jefferson.” He squeezed his arm. “I’m so sorry.”
He looked at him, his expression drained. “No one else in this town was like that. Believe me, I had a lot of time to look around. Any theories as to why I was so lucky?”
He shook his head. “It’s Regina’s curse, maybe she--”
“It’s your curse,” he interrupted. “I’ve had some time to think about that. Regina is powerful, but she couldn’t have made something like this. That had to be you.”
He took a step back, resting both hands on his cane. Twenty-eight years of isolation, of knowing that time wasn’t moving, but being aware of every moment. Twenty-eight years in a world he didn’t understand, separated from the people who mattered most to him. 
Utterly alone.
No wonder Jefferson had changed. 
He couldn’t fool him anymore. He didn’t want to. The poor boy deserved better than that. He deserved the truth.
“It was my curse,” he admitted. “Regina cast it, but I created it. That doesn’t mean I have any control over it.”
“How is that possible?” Jefferson growled. “How can you, of all people, not have control  over everything?”
“Because, my boy, all magic comes at a price. The curse that destroyed our world and created this town is the most powerful piece of spellmaking I’ve ever touched. Part of casting it was sacrificing the heart of the thing you love most--and there are more prices yet to pay. I’m not willing to lose everything, but Regina was. So it is her curse. She rules this land until it breaks.”
Jefferson’s jaw clenched. “You said something like that before, back home. You said something about a Savior. It’s that Sheriff, isn’t it? The woman with the yellow bug?”
Rumpelstiltskin blinked. “How did you know that?”
“She came to town in October. That’s when things started changing around here. The clock on the library started moving, people started doing things they haven’t done before--not in twenty-eight years of living the same lives. Now there are people in town now I’ve never seen before.” 
“Who?” Rumpelstiltskin asked. “The only new person I’ve seen is Emma.”
Jefferson shrugged. “There’s the guy carrying on with the schoolteacher, I don’t know who he is.”
“That’s Prince Charming,” he explained. “He was in the hospital until just after Emma came to town, in a coma.” 
“Weren’t you all?” Jefferson said dryly. “Okay, I’ve got another one for you. Around New Year’s, a guy rode in on a motorcycle, definitely an out-of-towner. He stuck around too. Do you know who he is?”
Rumpelstiltskin’s lips parted, but he said nothing. A stranger came into Storybrooke? That shouldn’t have happened. This place was supposed to be isolated from the rest of the Land Without Magic. The only people who could enter were people who were already connected to the old world, people who were born there. 
But if there was a young man who could enter the town freely, who had willingly stayed in this cursed place...
Before he could ask Jefferson more questions, the bell over the shop door rang again. 
“My God, it is cats and dogs out there!” Mrs. Gold stood on the front carpet. Water dripped off the plastic shopping bags in her hands. The rain had plastered all her thin layers against her skin. She looked bedraggled and cold, and Rumpelstiltskin’s first desire was to get her out of those wet things and into a bath, to give her hot chocolate and wrap her in a blanket.
It was only when Jefferson took a step back that Rumpelstiltskin realized how close they had been. Too close for any two men to be standing together in this world, and far too close for Gold to allow anyone who wasn’t wearing handcuffs. 
Mrs. Gold’s crystalline eyes took in the sight of them. Jefferson clutched Gold’s pocket square in his fist. Rumpelstiltskin’s hands still held out in mid-air, reaching for the younger man’s body. In an endless instant, he saw the shock on her face, the realization, the anger.
Then he saw her close herself off. It was like the turn of a lock, or the extinguishing of a flame. She went dead behind the eyes. When she spoke, her voice was thin.
“Sorry to interrupt your business, Mr. Gold. I just needed to come in out of the rain.”
“Of course,” he said automatically. He was too stunned to move. “But you weren’t interrupting anything, Mrs. Gold.”
Her lips pressed together at that. She said nothing, but looked up and down the length of Jefferson’s body. Then she moved past them both to get to the back of the shop. 
Once she was behind the curtain, Rumpelstiltskin allowed himself to sigh. Closing his eyes, he shook his head. Though that was not the worst way this situation could have gone, it was still far from optimal. 
Jefferson let out a low whistle. With a meaningful glance to the back office, he said: “So can I expect your call about the merchandise I requested?”
Limping back to the cash register, Rumpelstiltskin pulled out a notepad and a pen. He passed them over the counter to Jefferson.  “Certainly, Mr. Dodgson. If you’ll give me your address, I can have it delivered to your house.”
He wrote down a series of numbers and an address: 316 Angus Drive. “Just let me know when it’s ready.” His voice lowered. “I’ll be waiting.”
Rumpelstiltskin nodded. “As soon as I can, my boy.”   
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“Unshaken” Chapter I
Originally posted: March 9, 2020
Arthur Morgan x Reader, Slow-Burn Romance
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Summary: You save a mysterious man who is dying on a mountain. Finding out he has Tuberculosis, you use your knowledge and skills with herbs and natural remedies to save him from death and help nurse him back to health. As he slowly starts to recover, you can’t help but wonder: Who is this man? Why had you found him the way that you did, beaten and ill? Only time, patience … and perhaps love … will tell.
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Gunshots.
You could hear gunshots ring out in the sky. You looked up at your older brother Austin who had been leaning against a tree reading a book as you were picking herbs.
Your brother looked up, having heard them as well.
“We need to get outta here,” he said, closing his book and rushing over to the wagon. He hopped into the driver’s seat as he motioned you towards him. “Let’s go, Y/N!”
Standing up from where you were kneeling you stuffed the plants you had picked into your satchel and quickly climbed onto the wagon next to him. Austin grabbed the reins of the white Shire and started steering the horse away.
As you made your way past O’Creagh’s Run, you suddenly heard men shouting from the same direction the gunshots had come from. One voice sounded angry, but then you heard a second voice sounding out in pain.
You put your hand on Austin’s arm, “Wait!”
He pulled back on the reins, giving you a puzzled look. “For what?”
You bit your lip in hesitation, unsure whether or not you wanted to find out what was going on, what if something had gone horribly wrong for an unfortunate stranger? You eyed the carbine repeater lying on the foot rest.
“We need to leave ’fore we’re caught up in whatever mess is going on over there,” Austin said harshly though gritted teeth, interrupting your thoughts.
Another pained cry rang out through the night sky, and curiosity instantly got the better of you. You snatched the reins from your brother and before he realized what you were up to, you immediately began steering the wagon in the direction the sounds were coming from, straight toward the mountain east of the lake.
“What in the hell are you doin’, Y/N!?” Austin shouted over the whipping wind as you sped the wagon around the lake towards the mountain. Austin lifted a hand to keep his hat in place as he used the other to try and regain control of the reins.
You completely ignored him however, slapping his hand away as you snapped the reins again, getting the horse to go even faster. You had no idea what came over you, but there was no changing your mind. You’d heard someone in pain, and every instinct you had wanted to try and help. Whether it be real or a trap, you had a rifle for a reason, didn’t you?
As you drew closer to the sounds, you could’ve sworn you saw a man with dirty blonde hair disappearing into the forest. He was swearing and snarling to himself, his voice similar to the angry shouts you’d heard, but he was alone. The other voice, the one that had sounded so distressed … were they still up there?
With a bad feeling in your gut you snapped the reins again.
Finally, you reached the foot of the small mountain, and as soon as you got to a rocky area where the wagon couldn’t travel any further, you leapt off, grabbing Austin’s rifle before he could say a word. Following the sounds, you began to climb the large rock. You had no idea what was going through your mind, forgetting about anything and everything around you except for the noises. You followed them up a steep hill until you reached a lone tree.
All you could hear were pained grunts as you got closer, but they seemed to be getting weaker and weaker.
Walking around the corner of the rocks … you stopped right in your tracks when you saw a large man lying on the hard ground as the sun was just starting to peak over the horizon. You let out a soft breath, approaching cautiously.
His head was turned toward the coming dawn, so he didn’t see you as you came over.
The man was badly injured, covered in blood. Cuts and bruises stuck out on his pale skin all over his body. The man’s breathing was weak, the rising and falling of his chest slowing down more and more until it stopped … he didn’t seem to be moving …
You ran over and fell to your knees, placing the rifle on the ground next to you.
His eyes were closed, his face a pale mask of death. Bending over him you put your ear to his chest. He was no longer breathing, and his heartbeat was slowing down.
Instinct immediately set in, and the doctor in you took over.
With no time to lose you opened your satchel and rummaged through several of the small glass jars until you found the right ones, two small vials filled with several mixed herbs. With precious seconds you poured out the contents into your palm, rubbed the herbs between your hands vigorously and grabbed the water flask hanging from your belt.
Reaching over you placed a gentle hand to his cheek, turning his head so he was facing you. His skin was so cold against your touch, and you couldn’t help but notice the blood that stained your fingers. You shook the thought of fear aside and opened his mouth, placing the now crushed herbs on his tongue. Holding up his head, you held up the flask’s lid to his lips and poured the water into his mouth, making sure that the herbs were swallowed.
The man put up no fight whatsoever. He didn’t even open his eyes. You had no clue if you were already too late. But whatever hope there was left, the herbs you had given him would give him a chance. The crushed herbs would let out a chemical that, when the types of plants were mixed and consumed, acted as a drug to speed up the heart’s beating and make it easier to breathe to keep one alive no matter how weak they were.
But only for a little while.
“Y/N, what the hell do you think you’re doin’!” Austin shouted as he ran over to you. “That man might be dangerous!” He snatched the rifle off the ground and pointed it right at the man’s chest.
That made you angry. Grabbing the barrel of the rifle you snatched it out of your brother’s hold, throwing the gun’s strap over your shoulder. “Shut the hell up and help me take him to the wagon, Austin!” You snapped.
Austin’s face went passive. Once you began cursing he knew you were not a woman to be messed with. He shot a glare at you and without saying another word he came over and helped you lift the man up. It was a struggle, but the two of you managed to rush him back down to the wagon. As soon as you reached it, you climbed into the back, making room by moving over several of the crates that had been stacked together. When there was finally enough room Austin helped you lift the man up into the back and you laid him down gently, making sure he was as comfortable as possible.
“Take the reins, Austin. Get us back to the cabin, and be quick about it!” You said firmly.
By the expression on your brother’s face you knew he wanted to argue with you, but thankfully he didn’t. Minutes were precious, and every second felt like a stab to the gut as you looked down at the man lying at your feet.  Austin climbed into the driver’s seat as you lowered yourself to your knees and looked after the stranger. The snap of reins was heard and the wagon lurched forward, gaining high speed once again as it reached the trail.
The wind was whipping your hair around but you paid no mind as you looked down at the mysterious man lying next to you.
Everything around you seemed to disappear in that moment as you took him in.
In your rush to help him, you hadn’t paid any attention to the man’s features.
His chestnut-brown hair and short rough beard were completely disheveled, his dark thick eyebrows drawn down in pain. His eyes and cheeks were incredibly sunken to the point that he almost looked skeletal. His pale skin looked extremely rough and weathered, mottled in several areas that you could see. There were several cuts along his face and neck as well as his arms, and you were almost afraid to see what other wounds he might have beneath his bloodied clothes.
You reached out and laid a gentle hand on his forehead, the skin there was starting to heat up very quickly, was it a fever? You leaned over until your ear was over his cracked lips. He was breathing again, but it was so weak that it frightened you.
Opening your satchel, you pulled out your stethoscope. Putting it on, you laid the metal disk over his heart — it was beating relatively better and more frequently than it had earlier. You moved the disk around his chest to listen to his breathing. It was still weak, the airways sounding as if they were struggling.
Something wasn’t right.
Reaching into your satchel again, you took out a wooden tongue depressor. The sun was just starting to come up, and the light from the lantern hanging from the wagon also helped you to see as you opened his mouth with the small wooden tool and pressed down on his tongue.
Your heart dropped.
Tuberculosis.
There was blood and sores in the back of his throat; there was no mistaking what it was. Quickly you grabbed another herb from your satchel and placed it on his tongue. You held the flask up to his mouth, pouring water into it to get him to swallow.
He didn’t.
Was he losing the fight?
Again you lifted his head, angling it so that the water could travel down freely. The man suddenly coughed, water sputtering out over his dry lips. He swallowed, and you checked to see if the herb had been consumed. After seeing that there was nothing in his mouth, you let out a sigh of relief. You laid his head back down to let him rest, monitoring him the rest of the way to the cabin to make sure he stayed alive.
After what felt like an eternity, Austin pulled the wagon up to your cabin. Normally the trip would’ve taken much longer, but your brother knew how to ride a wagon at high speeds better than anyone else you knew.
Austin got off the driver’s seat and walked around to the back of the wagon. “This shit is crazy,” you heard him say underneath his breath.
“Excuse me?” You snapped.
He shot a glare at you. “You just hear gunshots and you suddenly decide it’s a good idea t’go find out what it was? You could’ve been hurt, Y/N!”
You didn’t have time for this. “This man is dying, Austin! Please save your petty quarrels for later and help me get him inside!”
He grunted but thankfully didn’t argue any further as he helped you carry him off the back of the wagon, him carrying the man by the torso and you by his ankles. The two of you walked through the front door and carried him into the sitting room.
“Lay him down on the couch,” you said, and Austin led you both over to the long red couch in front of the fireplace.
You laid him out across the thick cushions on his back, placing him down as gently as you could, making sure the man was as comfortable as he could possibly be. “Please get a fire going, Austin?” You asked your brother as you tucked a fluffed pillow underneath the man’s head.
Austin muttered under his breath but he went to do as you asked. You were grateful to have such a loving brother. Even though he could be a pain in the ass, he was still a gentle soul deep down, even if he wouldn’t admit it.
Shaking that thought away, you wasted no time. After you were sure that the man was settled, you ran over to your desk and rummaged through all the the vials in one of the top drawers. You finally found the one you were looking for, and then you grabbed your surgical tray, snatching up all the tools that you needed and placing them on the metal surface. A syringe, a pump attached to a tube, cotton, alcohol, fresh cloths, a large jug of medicinal liquid, and bandages.
Rushing back over, you set the tray on the small table next to the couch, placing the spare cloths on the side table. You grabbed the syringe from the tray, and with precious seconds to spare you pierced the rubber of the lid, drawing the liquid from the vial into the small barrel as you pulled back on the plunger. Next, you leaned over and prodded his inner arm with your index finger until you found a large vein. Once you did, you cleaned the skin with some alcohol and you stuck the needle in, pushing down on the plunger.
The large man let out a deep grunt, and you looked over to see his dark brows drawn down tight, his lips peeled back over his teeth in discomfort. You felt terrible for causing him more pain, but this procedure needed to be done.
After the syringe was empty, you placed it back on the tray. Grabbing some cotton, you pressed it to the injection you had made to keep any more blood from escaping.
Austin came back in with a few logs and walked across the room to set them up in the fireplace. As he got the fire going, you wrapped a bandage around the man’s arm to keep the cotton in place.
You placed your stethoscope back on and listened to his heart and lungs once more, the man was breathing, but every inhale sounded like a battle to get the oxygen his body so desperately needed.
You turned toward your brother as he was finishing up with building the fire. “Austin, I need your help with this next task.”
He stood up and faced you. Even though he looked a bit upset, he asked “What is it?”
“I have to flush his lungs out.”
He looked confused then. “What’s he got?”
You sighed. “He has Tuberculosis.”
Austin’s eyes widened, “Are you sure you need to be treatin’ that?”
“I’ve done it before.”
“On animals!” He snapped.
You narrowed your eyes at him.
He let out a long and exasperated sigh. “Fine, what’ya need me t’do?”
“I need you to get him on his side and hold him still. I’m going to set up the equipment I need and get the pump ready.”
Austin nodded as he walked over to the man and adjusted his position as you got all the necessities ready to prepare the pump. This part was indeed scary since you had never performed this procedure on a human, though you would never admit that fear to your brother. “Is he ready?”
“Ready as he’s ever gon’ be.” Austin replied.
Closing your eyes, you took a deep breath. You knelt at the foot of the couch, the pump ready in your hand. “Just make sure he doesn’t struggle.” You said. Austin had helped you hold animals still during your procedures several times so you knew he would be a big help with this.
Austin gave a small nod, and walked behind the couch to lean over and grip the top of the man’s head in one hand and wrap the other arm around the man’s chest. You weren’t sure how this was going to go or end up, but it was more than worth a try to save a life, if you could.
Your heartbeat was racing with what you were about to do, and you knew you had to be quick. Taking another deep breath, you stuck the long narrow tube down his throat. The man immediately began choking, his limbs kicking from the sudden lack of what little oxygen it had been trying to get. But his struggles were weak due to his state. You began pumping the liquid through the tube as fast as you could, all the while Austin helped keep him still as he held him down.
As soon as the medicine hit his lungs, the man immediately coughed it back up — but that was a good sign. You knew the medicine had washed out his airways, coating the inside and getting to work right away on killing off the bacteria. Now all you had to do was wait; the properties would start going to work on fighting the disease that had built in his lungs. There would need to be several more treatments done, as well as on the rest of his body, but this was a good start.
You pulled the tube from his mouth and placed it back on the tray, and the man coughed and sputtered. As soon as the fit was finished, Austin let go of the man and readjusted him to his previous position. Straightening back up, he walked back to the fireplace to tend to the flames.
Grabbing a fresh cloth from the metal tray, you reached over and cleaned the man’s face, wiping away the mess that had been made, then you leaned down and wiped away the liquid that had been coughed out and spilled onto the floor. When that task was finally complete, you stood to your feet and discarded the wet cloth back onto the tray, taking the supplies into the washroom to clean them and wash your hands.
Once you were finished, you made your way back into the sitting room and knelt down on the floor so you could study the man’s face. His expression was relaxed, his brows and lips no longer tightened in pain. Placing your ear on his chest, you listened closely to the man’s breathing … it was steady. Still rough, but it was already much better than it had been before.
You let out a sigh of relief, then looked over your shoulder to see Austin stoking the flames with a metal poker. You smiled at your brother, “Thank you, Austin,” you said, your breath almost catching. No matter how tough he tried to act, what he just did to help you save this man truly meant a lot.
He looked back at you, his eyes cold. He parted his lips, but he didn’t say a word. Suddenly, he stood, tossing the poker to the floor before walking out of the room.
His mood hurt, but you couldn’t let yourself be bothered. Austin might not like it, but at the moment all you cared about was making this stranger well.
You turned back to face the man, but when you looked down at his face, you noticed that his eyes were open again.
They were looking right at you.
Your heart nearly skipped a beat, being this close … his eyes — his eyes were the most beautiful color you had ever seen in your life …
“Um — I — Hi, mister,” you said, unable to hold back the crack in your voice. You decided it was because of all the action from earlier, and not those eyes. Definitely not.
The man groaned, opening his mouth, but no sound came out as his lips moved. Was he trying to speak?
“Please, mister,” you said softly, trying to soothe him as you placed a gentle hand on his shoulder, “don’t say anything. I need you to rest for me, alright?”
He didn’t listen, however, and he let out a grunt as he tried to speak again. “H-h- … h-how-,” he seemed to try and swallow, “Wh-where—,” his voice suddenly cracked as another coughing fit similar to the one from earlier came over him.
You quickly grabbed one of the spare cloths from the side table and held it to his mouth as he struggled through the coughing fit. You felt terrible as you watched his body curl into a fetal position through the violent shaking, but you did your best to try and comfort him through it, pushing his hair away from his face and stroking his shoulder.
After what felt like an eternity, his body finally settled, and you cleaned off his face again. Once you were done, you grabbed the thick wool blanket off the back of the couch and laid it over him, tucking it beneath the cushions to make sure he felt as safe and secure as possible. His body had gone limp, and he looked completely exhausted.
You let out a soft sigh as you stood to your feet, taking the dirty cloth back into the washroom to discard it and wash your hands once more. When you came back into the sitting room, the man was looking at you again.
You stilled as he stared at you with those brilliant blue eyes of his. “Wh-where … am …. I?” He said, his deep voice extremely rasped and gravelly as he spoke one word with each breath.
You rushed back over to the couch and knelt by his side, “Don’t worry, mister, you’re safe here,” you said softly, giving him a small smile as you reached out to stroke his shoulder, continuing in your efforts to soothe him.
He grimaced as he grunted in pain again, “Who … are … you?”
You wished he wouldn’t speak so he could rest, but you figured he wasn’t going to relax until he had some answers. “I found you up on a mountain near O’Creagh’s Run. You were dying, and we brought you back here.” You pushed a stray hair away from his brow. “Please don’t speak anymore. You need to rest, you’re safe here.”
He blinked, those blue-green eyes of his gazing straight up at you. “Your … name?”
You looked at him, a little bewildered that he would ask that when he was so weak. You gave another gentle smile, “My name is Y/N.”
Those eyes squinted as he took you in, seeming to study you further.
Finally, he gave a small smile then, opening his mouth once more.
“Arthur.”
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— To Be Continued
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Unshaken Chapter I
Arthur Morgan x Reader (18+) Slow Burn Romance
“Unshaken” Masterlist  “Unshaken” AO3
Posted: March 9, 2020
A/N: Today is my birthday, and I decided to make my very first Arthur Morgan x Reader story. This will be a long one with more to come! I hope you enjoy!
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You save a mysterious man who is dying on a mountain. Finding out he has Tuberculosis, you use your knowledge and skills with herbs and natural remedies to save him from death and help nurse him back to health. As he slowly starts to recover, you can’t help but wonder: Who is this man? Why had you found him the way that you did, beaten and ill? Only time, patience … and perhaps love … will tell.
Gunshots.
You could hear gunshots ring out in the sky. You looked up at your older brother Austin who had been leaning against a tree reading a book as you were picking herbs.
Your brother looked up, having heard them as well.
“We need to get outta here,” he said, closing his book and rushing over to the wagon. He hopped into the driver’s seat as he motioned you towards him. “Let’s go, Y/N!”
Standing up from where you were kneeling you stuffed the plants you had picked into your satchel and quickly climbed onto the wagon next to him. Austin grabbed the reins of the white Shire and started steering the horse away.
As you made your way past O’Creagh’s Run, you suddenly heard men shouting from the same direction the gunshots had come from. One voice sounded angry, but then you heard a second voice sounding out in pain.
You put your hand on Austin’s arm, “Wait!”
He pulled back on the reins, giving you a puzzled look. “For what?”
You bit your lip in hesitation, unsure whether or not you wanted to find out what was going on, what if something had gone horribly wrong for an unfortunate stranger? You eyed the carbine repeater lying on the foot rest.
“We need to leave ’fore we’re caught up in whatever mess is going on over there,” Austin said harshly though gritted teeth, interrupting your thoughts.
Another pained cry rang out through the night sky, and curiosity instantly got the better of you. You snatched the reins from your brother and before he realized what you were up to, you immediately began steering the wagon in the direction the sounds were coming from, straight toward the mountain east of the lake.
“What in the hell are you doin’, Y/N!?” Austin shouted over the whipping wind as you sped the wagon around the lake towards the mountain. Austin lifted a hand to keep his hat in place as he used the other to try and regain control of the reins.
You completely ignored him however, slapping his hand away as you snapped the reins again, getting the horse to go even faster. You had no idea what came over you, but there was no changing your mind. You’d heard someone in pain, and every instinct you had wanted to try and help. Whether it be real or a trap, you had a rifle for a reason, didn’t you?
As you drew closer to the sounds, you could’ve sworn you saw a man with dirty blonde hair disappearing into the forest. He was swearing and snarling to himself, his voice similar to the angry shouts you’d heard, but he was alone. The other voice, the one that had sounded so distressed ... were they still up there?
With a bad feeling in your gut you snapped the reins again.
Finally, you reached the foot of the small mountain, and as soon as you got to a rocky area where the wagon couldn’t travel any further, you leapt off, grabbing Austin's rifle before he could say a word. Following the sounds, you began to climb the large rock. You had no idea what was going through your mind, forgetting about anything and everything around you except for the noises. You followed them up a steep hill until you reached a lone tree.
All you could hear were pained grunts as you got closer, but they seemed to be getting weaker and weaker.
Walking around the corner of the rocks ... you stopped right in your tracks when you saw a large man lying on the hard ground as the sun was just starting to peak over the horizon. You let out a soft breath, approaching cautiously.
His head was turned toward the coming dawn, so he didn’t see you as you came over.
The man was badly injured, covered in blood. Cuts and bruises stuck out on his pale skin all over his body. The man's breathing was weak, the rising and falling of his chest slowing down more and more until it stopped … he didn’t seem to be moving ...
You ran over and fell to your knees, placing the rifle on the ground next to you.
His eyes were closed, his face a pale mask of death. Bending over him you put your ear to his chest. He was no longer breathing, and his heartbeat was slowing down.
Instinct immediately set in, and the doctor in you took over.
With no time to lose you opened your satchel and rummaged through several of the small glass jars until you found the right ones, two small vials filled with several mixed herbs. With precious seconds you poured out the contents into your palm, rubbed the herbs between your hands vigorously and grabbed the water flask hanging from your belt.
Reaching over you placed a gentle hand to his cheek, turning his head so he was facing you. His skin was so cold against your touch, and you couldn’t help but notice the blood that stained your fingers. You shook the thought of fear aside and opened his mouth, placing the now crushed herbs on his tongue. Holding up his head, you held up the flask’s lid to his lips and poured the water into his mouth, making sure that the herbs were swallowed.
The man put up no fight whatsoever. He didn’t even open his eyes. You had no clue if you were already too late. But whatever hope there was left, the herbs you had given him would give him a chance. The crushed herbs would let out a chemical that, when the types of plants were mixed and consumed, acted as a drug to speed up the heart’s beating and make it easier to breathe to keep one alive no matter how weak they were.
But only for a little while.
“Y/N, what the hell do you think you’re doin’!” Austin shouted as he ran over to you. “That man might be dangerous!” He snatched the rifle off the ground and pointed it right at the man’s chest.
That made you angry. Grabbing the barrel of the rifle you snatched it out of your brother’s hold, throwing the gun’s strap over your shoulder. “Shut the hell up and help me take him to the wagon, Austin!” You snapped.
Austin’s face went passive. Once you began cursing he knew you were not a woman to be messed with. He shot a glare at you and without saying another word he came over and helped you lift the man up. It was a struggle, but the two of you managed to rush him back down to the wagon. As soon as you reached it, you climbed into the back, making room by moving over several of the crates that had been stacked together. When there was finally enough room Austin helped you lift the man up into the back and you laid him down gently, making sure he was as comfortable as possible.
“Take the reins, Austin. Get us back to the cabin, and be quick about it!” You said firmly.
By the expression on your brother’s face you knew he wanted to argue with you, but thankfully he didn’t. Minutes were precious, and every second felt like a stab to the gut as you looked down at the man lying at your feet.  Austin climbed into the driver’s seat as you lowered yourself to your knees and looked after the stranger. The snap of reins was heard and the wagon lurched forward, gaining high speed once again as it reached the trail.
The wind was whipping your hair around but you paid no mind as you looked down at the mysterious man lying next to you.
Everything around you seemed to disappear in that moment as you took him in.
In your rush to help him, you hadn’t paid any attention to the man’s features.
His chestnut-brown hair and short rough beard were completely disheveled, his dark thick eyebrows drawn down in pain. His eyes and cheeks were incredibly sunken to the point that he almost looked skeletal. His pale skin looked extremely rough and weathered, mottled in several areas that you could see. There were several cuts along his face and neck as well as his arms, and you were almost afraid to see what other wounds he might have beneath his bloodied clothes.
You reached out and laid a gentle hand on his forehead, the skin there was starting to heat up very quickly, was it a fever? You leaned over until your ear was over his cracked lips. He was breathing again, but it was so weak that it frightened you.
Opening your satchel, you pulled out your stethoscope. Putting it on, you laid the metal disk over his heart — it was beating relatively better and more frequently than it had earlier. You moved the disk around his chest to listen to his breathing. It was still weak, the airways sounding as if they were struggling.
Something wasn’t right.
Reaching into your satchel again, you took out a wooden tongue depressor. The sun was just starting to come up, and the light from the lantern hanging from the wagon also helped you to see as you opened his mouth with the small wooden tool and pressed down on his tongue.
Your heart dropped.
Tuberculosis.
There was blood and sores in the back of his throat; there was no mistaking what it was. Quickly you grabbed another herb from your satchel and placed it on his tongue. You held the flask up to his mouth, pouring water into it to get him to swallow.
He didn’t.
Was he losing the fight?
Again you lifted his head, angling it so that the water could travel down freely. The man suddenly coughed, water sputtering out over his dry lips. He swallowed, and you checked to see if the herb had been consumed. After seeing that there was nothing in his mouth, you let out a sigh of relief. You laid his head back down to let him rest, monitoring him the rest of the way to the cabin to make sure he stayed alive.
After what felt like an eternity, Austin pulled the wagon up to your cabin. Normally the trip would’ve taken much longer, but your brother knew how to ride a wagon at high speeds better than anyone else you knew.
Austin got off the driver’s seat and walked around to the back of the wagon. “This shit is crazy,” you heard him say underneath his breath.
“Excuse me?” You snapped.
He shot a glare at you. “You just hear gunshots and you suddenly decide it’s a good idea t’go find out what it was? You could’ve been hurt, Y/N!”
You didn’t have time for this. “This man is dying, Austin! Please save your petty quarrels for later and help me get him inside!”
He grunted but thankfully didn’t argue any further as he helped you carry him off the back of the wagon, him carrying the man by the torso and you by his ankles. The two of you walked through the front door and carried him into the sitting room.
“Lay him down on the couch,” you said, and Austin led you both over to the long red couch in front of the fireplace.
You laid him out across the thick cushions on his back, placing him down as gently as you could, making sure the man was as comfortable as he could possibly be. “Please get a fire going, Austin?” You asked your brother as you tucked a fluffed pillow underneath the man’s head.
Austin muttered under his breath but he went to do as you asked. You were grateful to have such a loving brother. Even though he could be a pain in the ass, he was still a gentle soul deep down, even if he wouldn’t admit it.
Shaking that thought away, you wasted no time. After you were sure that the man was settled, you ran over to your desk and rummaged through all the the vials in one of the top drawers. You finally found the one you were looking for, and then you grabbed your surgical tray, snatching up all the tools that you needed and placing them on the metal surface. A syringe, a pump attached to a tube, cotton, alcohol, fresh cloths, a large jug of medicinal liquid, and bandages.
Rushing back over, you set the tray on the small table next to the couch, placing the spare cloths on the side table. You grabbed the syringe from the tray, and with precious seconds to spare you pierced the rubber of the lid, drawing the liquid from the vial into the small barrel as you pulled back on the plunger. Next, you leaned over and prodded his inner arm with your index finger until you found a large vein. Once you did, you cleaned the skin with some alcohol and you stuck the needle in, pushing down on the plunger.
The large man let out a deep grunt, and you looked over to see his dark brows drawn down tight, his lips peeled back over his teeth in discomfort. You felt terrible for causing him more pain, but this procedure needed to be done.
After the syringe was empty, you placed it back on the tray. Grabbing some cotton, you pressed it to the injection you had made to keep any more blood from escaping.
Austin came back in with a few logs and walked across the room to set them up in the fireplace. As he got the fire going, you wrapped a bandage around the man’s arm to keep the cotton in place.
You placed your stethoscope back on and listened to his heart and lungs once more, the man was breathing, but every inhale sounded like a battle to get the oxygen his body so desperately needed.
You turned toward your brother as he was finishing up with building the fire. “Austin, I need your help with this next task.”
He stood up and faced you. Even though he looked a bit upset, he asked “What is it?”
“I have to flush his lungs out.”
He looked confused then. “What’s he got?”
You sighed. “He has Tuberculosis.”
Austin’s eyes widened, “Are you sure you need to be treatin’ that?”
“I’ve done it before.”
“On animals!” He snapped.
You narrowed your eyes at him.
He let out a long and exasperated sigh. “Fine, what’ya need me t’do?”
“I need you to get him on his side and hold him still. I’m going to set up the equipment I need and get the pump ready.”
Austin nodded as he walked over to the man and adjusted his position as you got all the necessities ready to prepare the pump. This part was indeed scary since you had never performed this procedure on a human, though you would never admit that fear to your brother. “Is he ready?”
“Ready as he’s ever gon’ be.” Austin replied.
Closing your eyes, you took a deep breath. You knelt at the foot of the couch, the pump ready in your hand. “Just make sure he doesn’t struggle.” You said. Austin had helped you hold animals still during your procedures several times so you knew he would be a big help with this.
Austin gave a small nod, and walked behind the couch to lean over and grip the top of the man’s head in one hand and wrap the other arm around the man’s chest. You weren’t sure how this was going to go or end up, but it was more than worth a try to save a life, if you could.
Your heartbeat was racing with what you were about to do, and you knew you had to be quick. Taking another deep breath, you stuck the long narrow tube down his throat. The man immediately began choking, his limbs kicking from the sudden lack of what little oxygen it had been trying to get. But his struggles were weak due to his state. You began pumping the liquid through the tube as fast as you could, all the while Austin helped keep him still as he held him down.
As soon as the medicine hit his lungs, the man immediately coughed it back up — but that was a good sign. You knew the medicine had washed out his airways, coating the inside and getting to work right away on killing off the bacteria. Now all you had to do was wait; the properties would start going to work on fighting the disease that had built in his lungs. There would need to be several more treatments done, as well as on the rest of his body, but this was a good start.
You pulled the tube from his mouth and placed it back on the tray, and the man coughed and sputtered. As soon as the fit was finished, Austin let go of the man and readjusted him to his previous position. Straightening back up, he walked back to the fireplace to tend to the flames.
Grabbing a fresh cloth from the metal tray, you reached over and cleaned the man’s face, wiping away the mess that had been made, then you leaned down and wiped away the liquid that had been coughed out and spilled onto the floor. When that task was finally complete, you stood to your feet and discarded the wet cloth back onto the tray, taking the supplies into the washroom to clean them and wash your hands.
Once you were finished, you made your way back into the sitting room and knelt down on the floor so you could study the man’s face. His expression was relaxed, his brows and lips no longer tightened in pain. Placing your ear on his chest, you listened closely to the man’s breathing … it was steady. Still rough, but it was already much better than it had been before.
You let out a sigh of relief, then looked over your shoulder to see Austin stoking the flames with a metal poker. You smiled at your brother, “Thank you, Austin,” you said, your breath almost catching. No matter how tough he tried to act, what he just did to help you save this man truly meant a lot.
He looked back at you, his eyes cold. He parted his lips, but he didn’t say a word. Suddenly, he stood, tossing the poker to the floor before walking out of the room.
His mood hurt, but you couldn’t let yourself be bothered. Austin might not like it, but at the moment all you cared about was making this stranger well.
You turned back to face the man, but when you looked down at his face, you noticed that his eyes were open again.
They were looking right at you.
Your heart nearly skipped a beat, being this close … his eyes — his eyes were the most beautiful color you had ever seen in your life …
“Um — I — Hi, mister,” you said, unable to hold back the crack in your voice. You decided it was because of all the action from earlier, and not those eyes. Definitely not.
The man groaned, opening his mouth, but no sound came out as his lips moved. Was he trying to speak?
“Please, mister,” you said softly, trying to soothe him as you placed a gentle hand on his shoulder, “don’t say anything. I need you to rest for me, alright?”
He didn’t listen, however, and he let out a grunt as he tried to speak again. “H-h- … h-how-,” he seemed to try and swallow, “Wh-where—,” his voice suddenly cracked as another coughing fit similar to the one from earlier came over him.
You quickly grabbed one of the spare cloths from the side table and held it to his mouth as he struggled through the coughing fit. You felt terrible as you watched his body curl into a fetal position through the violent shaking, but you did your best to try and comfort him through it, pushing his hair away from his face and stroking his shoulder.
After what felt like an eternity, his body finally settled, and you cleaned off his face again. Once you were done, you grabbed the thick wool blanket off the back of the couch and laid it over him, tucking it beneath the cushions to make sure he felt as safe and secure as possible. His body had gone limp, and he looked completely exhausted.
You let out a soft sigh as you stood to your feet, taking the dirty cloth back into the washroom to discard it and wash your hands once more. When you came back into the sitting room, the man was looking at you again.
You stilled as he stared at you with those brilliant blue eyes of his. “Wh-where … am …. I?” He said, his deep voice extremely rasped and gravelly as he spoke one word with each breath.
You rushed back over to the couch and knelt by his side, “Don’t worry, mister, you’re safe here,” you said softly, giving him a small smile as you reached out to stroke his shoulder, continuing in your efforts to soothe him.
He grimaced as he grunted in pain again, “Who … are … you?”
You wished he wouldn’t speak so he could rest, but you figured he wasn’t going to relax until he had some answers. “I found you up on a mountain near O’Creagh’s Run. You were dying, and we brought you back here.” You pushed a stray hair away from his brow. “Please don’t speak anymore. You need to rest, you’re safe here.”
He blinked, those blue-green eyes of his gazing straight up at you. “Your … name?”
You looked at him, a little bewildered that he would ask that when he was so weak. You gave another gentle smile, “My name is Y/N.”
Those eyes squinted as he took you in, seeming to study you further.
Finally, he gave a small smile then, opening his mouth once more.
“Arthur.”
— To Be Continued
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steve0discusses · 4 years
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Yugioh S4 Ep10 pt2: Yugi’s Never Ceasing Commute Continues
Last we left off, it was time to eat. Thank you. Thank you, Yugioh. You get me.
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Not one of their better spreads, TBH.
No cheese wheels, too. They are truly living in hard times.
(read more under the cut)
Rex and Weevil decided to look for rare cards in the rubble of Arthur Hawkin’s house.
I don’t know why they bothered with this, everything was very clearly exploded and on fire, but youknow, these two just seem to be very hellbent on being bad at life. Just two jokes that are here just to be jokes, wearing these duel disks that they’re not going to use until it’s finally time for them to betray us. Checkov’s jokes.
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And I hate to say this but they really are this season’s Bakura.
I know I just said that.
But this show really likes having at least one character that might turn at any moment and stab our protagonist in the back. They like to have at least one at all times there, hovering over Yugi’s oblivious shoulders, with that figurative knife (or literal, in the case of that time when Bakura stabbed himself without nearly any provocation).
In the past, when Bakura was out to lunch, we would have betraying friends like Kaiba, who would go solo in the middle of his own card game and end up throwing everyone in danger, and also Tristan who got full on possessed by the Big 5 and tried to murder everyone, but I guess after 4 seasons they were like “Youknow...I think Kaiba got over it.” and like...you can’t have Rebecca stab us in the back so lets bring Rex and Weevil.
At least their showtime is minimal, because unlike Bakura, who is pretty likeable even when he’s being an asshole, Rex and Weevil never turn off the asshole and are mostly just visual gags stumbling over eachother. Bakura was quite clever and had a bit of depth and mystery, while I don’t think Rex and Weevil are smart enough to even know how to spell mystery.
And if Rex and Weevil end up being good guys and the saviors of the whole show then my sincere apologies, but they are still kind of grating.
Now Rebecca gets a duel monster’s card that has a death threat on it, which is probably the normal way to sign your duel monsters cards in this universe. I imagine every card in Yugi’s deck has a couple death threats on each of them by now. Probably makes them more lucky.
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Ya so...
I can forgive this. The people who made this looked at a map of California, forgot that California is roughly the same size as Japan, and were like “I mean, there’s like 50 states, it can’t be that big.”
But here’s the thing about Death Valley. I am a Californian, but I have never been there. This is why.
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Death Valley is ASS to get to. Barely anyone lives there. Nothing goes there. You can’t just take a train, you have to drive there by going south past it and then turning around. It’s real round about and just in the middle of nowhere. May as well get there by flying into Las Vegas, and if you are flying into Las Vegas, chances are slim that you will leave that Vacation Town USA to vacation in a literal desert.
Clearly they saw the name “Death Valley” and got super excited but y’all...there’s a reason why we call it that, and everyone who knows about geography or is a Californian is kind of like “um...is Yugi...going to Death Valley???? That city slicker?”
Cuz this is not a normal desert. Normally, a human can survive 3 days without water, in Death Valley you apparently can only survive for 14 hours. It is the lowest point in the US and also the hottest point in the US and the place where the highest temperature was ever recorded on the Earth. And while that heat is only for 5 months of the year...it’s not winter in the show, is it? It’s fairly warm. San Fransisco wasn’t even foggy?
Like even the Death Valley website is like “please don’t leave the main roads and hike during the hot months” because y’all, this park is damn serious. Like this is one of the only National Parks that has not just one, but multiple ghost towns in it.
Don’t get me wrong, Death Valley’s very pretty and very fun I’ve heard, and it has like a very fancy dayspa in it, and if you like geography and like to rough it, then you will absolutely love how freakin weird Death Valley is. So, if you’re safe and know how to pack your gear, you’ll have no problem, but...Y’all, Yugi Muto, who barely survived Pegasus’ island (and only because Mai fed him) is going to just casually go into Death Valley.
In that outfit.
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Then, in some barn somewhere (I have NO IDEA where this exchange takes place) Rafael is grilling Arthur only to realize that this is a very pointless conversation.
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And in case you forgot Darts exist, he’s still out there, murdering people off for kicks. we’ll just add 20 more to the death count, the internet told me that’s the average amount of people on a fish boat of average size (although sometimes this boat seemed like the size of a shipping container barge but youknow...)
And in case you missed it, I have been doing the death counter wrong so I was 2 people behind--it’s correct now. With the rate this show goes I feel like we might see death 666 eventually. But, yes we did pass 269 so we’ll have to wait another 100, I guess, because it went to some rando on this boat. Nice.
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(The highest surface temperature of Death Valley ((not the air, but the ground)) ever recorded, was 201° F.)
(That’s 94° C for those in the back.)
I mean Yugi is part Pharaoh so I guess he just has a strong attraction to really terrible deserts. He’s also half a dead guy so maybe he also just has a strong attraction to being dead.
But I dunno, maybe this is the months of the year where Death Valley is manageable? Maybe? Possibly? We’ll just assume that it is.
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Now you can go horseback riding in Death Valley, as you can in any National Park, but it isn’t real normal to ride your horse all the way from San Fransisco. And like you can’t even let your dog off a leash in Death Valley. This is such a bad park for pets!
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Also, I found out some fun facts about horse travel, for anyone interested in writing fantasy and wants to know the average speed of a horse.
So a horse can go about 100 miles in a day, but only for one day. If you do 250 miles, the time has to be more spread out since you must recharge your horse. According to some horse-specialist on the internet who does horse marathons from coast to coast, if you have to do 500 miles, then you average about 24 miles a day, accounting for horse-recovery time and assuming it’s a horse that wasn’t bred for super long distances. (this is about a 500 mi horse ride, ps)
The pony express of old, the iconic Wells Fargo, would actually have horse stations along the prairie, where you would trade in your tired horse for a new horse, so that way you would never have to stop going 100 miles in a day. Since Yugi never changed his horse, this ride would have been absolutely ridiculous, and Copernicus the horse, would have stopped somewhere in Gilroy.
But this is a kid’s show so wtv, we’re gonna ignore that.
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(reminder that Yugi decided not to unhitch the perfectly serviceable truck and drive away with air conditioning.)
And Yugi really did make Rebecca promise not to tell these much older teens that he took off (something about how he doesn’t want to put more people in danger yada yada, normal Yugi stuff), but the show kind of blames this on Rebecca...but like...she’s 12. This one is on Yugi.
But, if Rebecca were older, maybe she would have done the same thing. Rebecca seems like maybe the type that realizes that when you like an idiot boy, you gotta let them do idiot things, and make idiot mistakes. You can’t just control what your friends do all the time, unlike this crew, which is controlling because that is the only way they keep eachother alive.
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So Joey decides to ignore both of the cars right next to him, and just book it to save his stupid ass friend. On foot. To Death Valley. From what the show insisted was just outside San Fransisco.
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And I guess that Rafael decided to just let Hawkins go?
Probably because Yugi got on a horse and Rafael was like “of course I know Yugi is chasing me on horseback off the main roads. Of course I know that.” and then he just...let Hawkins walk all the way back...
Hawkins should be dead, but not yet.
So lets check out Death Valley.
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So like...again I just think they probably boarded everything and had a rough idea of “America has a bunch of natural canyons, right?” and didn’t realize that the Grand Canyon was soooo far from California.
There are actually canyons in Death Valley but like...I dunno if the art matches that so much? They aren’t nearly as massive as the canyon situation farther East.
Again this was their art choice that they made and it’s...a choice. And they committed to it.
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And this bike thing happened?
This tandem bicycle for children lost among the wreckage of Rebecca Hawkin’s home is like a whole “baby shoes, never worn” short story in itself. Rebecca has nooo siblings or parents, right? She has a really old grandpa who is like 80 and doesn’t bike? Just uh...bringing that up...was this tandem bike for her to hang out with Yugi? Does Rebecca even have friends her own age? She already graduated college.
So much inferred by the bike that I know is just here because it’s a funny joke to see Rex and Weevil on a stupid tandem bike.
So I’ve heard about the bike/car/horse paradox before in regards to this season, (it’s one of the few things I knew about this season before going in) so I’m happy to see I’ve recapped enough Yugioh to see it play out.
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The paradox being, if Yugi is on horseback, and Rex and Weevil are on a bike, and the rest are in a car, who arrives first?
Apparently the show itself isn’t even sure because Rex and Weevil can keep up with a horse???
Anyway, the correct answer to the paradox is that everyone not in a car is dead for not bringing any water.
Everyone except for Raphael, who probably put a camel pack into each of his shoulder pads.
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OH NOW IT’S AN ANIME.
I don’t get why this is happening. But it’s a thing now. Rafael has either literal or metaphoric wings. Bear in mind I thought Pharaoh was Metaphoric for like 14 episodes. These Icarus wings might just be real. Rafael might have been a card this entire time, and I wouldn’t even blink.
Anyway, if this is your first post of mine you’ve seen of this, my apologies, we’re in S4 and this is very confusing. You can read from S1 ep 1 in chrono order by clicking this very handy link here!
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duamuteffe · 4 years
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So @rzrcrst​ tagged me to post five facts about myself, and then tag others. I’m going to skip the tagging others part because at this point I’ve either known you all for ten years, we’re new acquaintances but she’s already tagged you, or we’re getting to know each other in Discord :)
1) I have been writing fan fiction since I was 14, although at the time the term hadn’t been coined so far as I am aware of. I fell extremely hard for a character in what’s now known as the Old World of Darkness (previously just the World of Darkness, an RPG setting) and that plus a very difficult time in high school meant my self-insert fics were one of the major things that kept me aboveground and sane. I still have all the originals, which have changed formats several times (I originally started writing on a Tandy 1000 with no internal hard drive that required three disk changes to save- thank the gods for rtf) and man, if there’s an illustration of how writing more means you get better it’s those fics. I can see where my style came from, but lord did I not get pacing, plotting, or basic setting design :) Anyway, a couple of years after that I fell hard again for a character from a show, integrated that into the WoD, and started to get serious. I kept writing and never stopped. Now I mostly post things on Ao3 for other people (I’m Hanako_Cinnamon over there, by the way- when I started you couldn’t transition to mainstream publishing contracts if you’d done fan fiction, though now no one gives a fuck) and keep my self-indulgent stuff for myself, and interested friends. I still write it, though, and you should too. There is nothing wrong with giving yourself a fictional escape.
2) Horses are one of the reasons I’m still aboveground. I wanted them my entire life, but my family didn’t have the money for it, so I made due with magazines (Horse Illustrated and Practical Horseman and Hunter And Sporthorse FTW) and Breyers until I was 19, when I managed to get a job apprenticing myself to a family-owned eventing barn with a thirtyish year history when I got there (in 1998. So they’re hitting that fifty year mark soon, gods love them.) They ran Pony Club, taught me everything about the business of barn management, handling, riding, first-aid, teaching, training, et all from the ground up. I did chores and tacked and groomed six days a week, lived in the house with the family, rode every day, and busted my ass working the hardest I have ever worked. It was glorious. I often wish I’d stayed longer than the few years I did, but I think my then-undiagnosed depression finally managed to talk me out of it :/ But I have a set of skills I can use anywhere in the world, and a hobby/art/spiritual practice that gives me great joy and peace. And I have a mare who I love more than nearly anything. (Incidentally, you don’t have to be rich to own a horse, you just have to accept never having any money :)
3) I’m in an RPG. No, really:
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This is honestly the coolest thing about me so far as I’m concerned, lol. I have a character in the tabletop RPG Trouble For Hire, which is very cool and very inexpensive, considering, and available on DriveThruRPG if you and your gaming group are in the mood to basically cooperatively make a post-Western action movie starring a lone courier with a cool car and morals he tries to keep hidden in his coat. (And if you do, tell me if Alex is involved. I am so curious as to what people are doing with my character :)
4) My ideal life would involve living in the middle of nowhere (particularly the middle of nowhere I grew up in, Forest County PA) living that solar punk life and farming, hunting, and fishing. And playing boardgames. Lots of boardgames. I like cities as a place to visit- they seem to keep all the museums, libraries, conservatories, aviaries, zoos, big cemetaries, and whatnot in them- but when it comes down to it I want to go to sleep at night knowing my neighbors are more than a mile away and the Milky Way is shining overhead. We’ll still need broadband, though. I have to keep up with what you guys are up to ^_^
5) I am very in favor of body mods, but don’t have the money to pursue the tattoos I want. Yet. Ask me about my eventual designs, though! I would like some more holes in my ears, as I’ve found through a reputable and amazing piercer that I’m not actually allergic to earrings, I just never healed right after having my lobes done at a mall kiosk with a piercing gun that causes crush damage. Go figure. I also favor distinctive outfits, when I can find what I want and also afford it. It’s a relatively new thing for me to embrace my inner clothes-horse; I struggled with my self-image for a long time (remember I mentioned high school being shitty? Yeah. Struggled with self image = thought I was hideous. Seriously.) but in the last few years, and especially getting on medication for that aforementioned depression (and anxiety) I’m starting to look in the mirror and like what I see. Not every time, not every day, and some weeks not at all. But it happens. And I wear plaid miniskirts in public, waiscoats and ties, knee-high boots with buckles and straps (sometimes all in the same outfit) and fuckin’ love it, something that would have made my younger self just *recoil* in astonishment. I regret all the time I hid in shapeless jeans and beat up t-shirts, too afraid to express myself, but I’m making up for it now. And if I can do it, anyone can. Let me know if you need a pep talk on it.
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whentommymetalfie · 5 years
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The Right Track 
A/N: Well here’s my first installment of an omegaverse AU, which at the moment is mainly focused on ‘what to expect when you’re expecting’. If you’d like a tiny bit of background for the AU before reading, check out this HC 
Summary: Tommy has some news for Alfie, but struggles to tell him. And it doesn't help that Alfie is terribly distracted and doesn't seem to have time for him right now. But Tommy tries, still. 
Pairing: Alfie x Tommy 
Notes/warnings: a/b/o dynamics, mpreg, brief discussion about abortion 
Wordcount: 4700
The Garrison is empty. And even though Tommy quite enjoys the bustle of a Friday evening when it’s full to the brim, this is a welcome respite. Especially considering the circumstances. One of the perks with working at the pub (besides the obvious fact that it’s the only real job related to the family business anyone will let him come within a ten mile radius of) is that there’s at least one place in the world that he’s got some kind of control over.
Today he’s exerted that control by flipping the sign to ‘closed’ and locking the door.
”You have to tell him at some point, you know.” Ada looks up from her whiskey. The second one she’s poured herself since he told her the news.
Tommy stirs his tea with a straw that he’s fished out from a box behind the bar, just to have something to occupy his hands with.
“I know. I’m just… trying to find the right moment.”
“He’ll notice on his own sooner or later, otherwise,” Ada points out. “He’s not the clueless kind of alpha.”
“I know.”
“And how are you going to explain it when you spend every morning hunched over the toilet when the morning sickness hits? There’s only so many times he’ll buy a hangover excuse-“
“Ada.”
She throws her hands up in defeat, but the wrinkle between her eyebrows remain as she gives him a thoughtful look.
“Are you thinking of getting rid of it?”
“No!” Tommy exclaims and his hand shoots up to cover his belly before he can even understand what is happening. He quickly drops it back onto his lap and tries to will down the heat rising to his cheeks.
“It’s your body, Tommy, and if you feel that you’re not ready, no one can tell you what to do with it,”  Ada says, sounding like a politician who’s about to give a well- practiced speech “There’s nothing wrong-“
“Ada, please, not now,” Tommy says and rubs the bridge of his nose. “Save it for those fucking rallies.”
Ada harrumphs loudly.
“It wouldn’t hurt you to participate in those fucking rallies, it’s about your rights.
Tommy snorts. “Well then it’s also my right not to go and watch you ramble about shit you have no actual experience with. Stick to riling up the other alphas down in the factories.”
“Gender and class is linked. And me being an alpha doesn’t mean that I can’t-“
Tommy waves his hand dismissively, humming around the edge of his teacup in an attempt to stop this before it becomes a lecture. Any other day Ada would’ve been hurt, but he seems to get a free pass today due to the circumstances, so she just pushes herself off the bar disk to pace in front of it while Tommy buys himself some time and finishes his tea.
Once the cup is empty, he stares down at the tealeaves.
“I do want the baby,” he says after a long silence. “And I’m going to tell Alfie. It’s just that I-“
He cuts himself off because he can’t bring himself to say that last part –‘I want it to be special’. Because it sounds so stupid. Like he’s some wide eyed little thing who’s at home hanging fucking lacy curtains in the kitchen window, baking and waiting for their spouse to come home. But truth is he wants it to be special. He wanted to tell Alfie the second he suspected he might be pregnant. But then he waited, just to make sure. And once he was utterly sure -after a long conversation with Grace on the matter that he’d rather forget- it felt strange to simply… go home and tell Alfie. And the longer he’s waited, the more doubts have begun appearing, sinking their claws into his head and refusing to let go. What if Alfie doesn’t want a baby, when it really comes down to it? It’s so easy to just talk: Paint a pretty picture of what it’d be like, having a baby, start a family all of their own. ‘Maybe they’d have your eyes love? Imagine that!’
It's easy to talk. Now it’s suddenly reality.
Then he feels guilty.
This is Alfie. His Alfie. Tommy should have more faith in him. And Alfie was the one who brought up the idea of children in the first place, so why on earth wouldn’t he be thrilled about it? Logically, Tommy knows all this. He only needs to get all the anxious thoughts to listen.
“I’ll tell him,” he says to Ada, realising he’s been quiet for far too long. He fidgets with the edge of the straw. “Tonight.”  
Ada’s scent, sage and leather-bound books, surrounds him. Then there’s a hand on his shoulder.
“I’m so happy for you, Tom. For both of you.”
She’s smiling. He can tell, even though he’s staring down at the bark disk. And he feels right then, that he’s happy too. A bubbling, sparkling kind of happiness that manages to drown out all the worry.
….
Turns out that once he’s made up his mind, he can’t possibly wait until tonight. So he goes to the brewery down by the docks to search out Alfie in his office, with renewed courage and a new lightness in his chest. Alfie will be happy. Thrilled, even.
“Afternoon, Thomas,” Eli greets him by the entrance with a smile and a polite nod. “The boss is in his office. Can you find the way yourself or do you want someone to accompany you?”
Tommy only rewards the question with a raised eyebrow, so Eli shrugs, continuing to smile politely and gestures for him to enter.
He ignores the curious stares from the various alphas milling about in the brewery, and quickly makes is way on towards the center of the building. He opens the door without knocking.
Alfie is sitting by his desk, hunched over a pile of papers and his heart, as always, skips a beat. He glances up when Tommy enters.
“You know I don’t like it when you wander around here on your own,” he grunts. “We’ve been over that. Not safe enough, these parts. Not yet, at least.”
Any other day, Tommy would simply roll his eyes at this. But now his stomach just clenches with worry. Alfie flips through a pile of papers. And Tommy finds himself just standing there, full of a strange new uncertainty. But then Alfie glances up and smiles a little.
“Sorry, sweetheart, that’s no way to greet the love of one’s life now, is it?” He gets up from his chair with some difficulty and beckons Tommy closer with a wave. “As well as husband and cherished mate. Go on, come here and give us a kiss.”
Tommy walks up to him, calmed by his mate’s scent the second it envelops him and allows Alfie to pull him in for a chaste kiss. Tea, pine needles and freshly baked bread. Home. Alfie lets go quicker than he would’ve liked and seats himself behind the desk again.
“So, any particular reason I’m blessed with your fair visage, or did you just miss me?” he asks, turning his attention back to the documents.  
Tommy tries to gather back his resolve. But something just feels… wrong now.
“I just wanted to see you,” he says, feeling stupid the second he utters the words. Alfie only hums in acknowledgement, forehead creased and eyes fastened on the numbers in front of him. Tommy decides that it’s better to just have it over and done with, to hell with the consequences, takes a deep breath and-
And that’s when Alfie’s phone rings.
He answers and gestures for Tommy to sit in the leather armchair by the bookshelf, his usual spot when spending time in Alfie’s office. Tommy doesn’t sit, instead he walks over to the window and looks out at the docks, trying to focus all his attention on what is happening outside. One of the barges have just docked, and large crates are being hauled from the deck, up onto land. A woman on a black horse rides past, and the horse shies away when a crate lands heavily on the cobbled street. Tommy watches the animal with undivided interest and tires to focus on that instead of his thundering heart.
Behind him, Alfie is speaking rapidly to someone in Yiddish. The horse and the woman disappears around a corner.
“Sorry, love, but I have some work to get to,” Alfie says and it takes a moment for Tommy to realise he’s speaking to him. He turns to watch Alfie rise from the desk and walk over to the hangers by the door, shrugging into his coat. He perches his hat on top of his head and grips his cane. “Shit that can’t wait, apparently. And the quicker I get to it, the quicker I can pay undivided attention to you.”
“Alright,” Tommy says, and hates how small his voice sounds. And he fucking hates the way his throat feels all tight.
Gently ushering him out the door, Alfie starts barking orders to someone at the opposite side of the brewery as he leads Tommy towards the exit.
“So, where should we drop you off, love?” He asks as they step out onto the street and waves for the driver to pull up.
Tommy shakes his head. “I’ll walk.”
Alfie furrows his brow, looking less than pleased. He scans the docks. Squints up at the sun, still quite a bit above the horizon. “Fine. But don’t let your aunt know. She thinks I’m being sloppy with your safety already. Fuckin’ell as if you’re not a grown, fully capable adult. And on top of that, I think that I’m in fact very thorough with everything where your well-being is concerned. Offensive, is what it is-“  
The car rolls up beside them. Alfie’s two employees wait for him to get in and he gives Tommy a final, questioning look. Tommy shakes his head again.  
“Fine. I’ll see you tonight, pet,” Alfie says and kisses his cheek, but his eyes are drifting. “I should be home in time for dinner. I’ll make you something nice, alright? To make up for this.”
Then he climbs into the front seat of the car, the two men get in the back, and soon, Tommy is alone on the street outside the brewery. All the bubbling happiness from before has died down to a small pitiful lump at the pit of his stomach.
He doesn’t go to the stables. Or the Garrison. Being around other people feels like an unbearable thought, and Grace is already covering for him. So instead he just goes home. The walk helps a little to clear his head. Alfie is just busy: things are always hectic right before a shipment, and Tommy’s got no fucking right to sulk about it. Still, it’s hard to completely rid himself of the unease. And he decides that he still needs to tell Alfie today, because the longer he’s alone with this, the louder all the anxious thoughts become.
Once he gets home, he decides that he’ll take care of the cooking, for once.
Tommy fucking hates to cook. It’s the principle of the thing: the utter unfairness that he was the only one of his siblings expected to spend time in the kitchen. Because it’s not an alphas job to cook, so why would any of them have to learn it? But that doesn’t mean that he can’t cook. And since Alfie never expects him to, and gladly takes care of both that and the dishes as if it was the most natural thing in the world, Tommy doesn’t mind it so much anymore. So he cooks.
He picks carefully among Alfie’s recipes and chooses one of his favorites.
The unease does simmer down as he stands there carefully slicing carrots into even pieces. Alfie is more appreciative of the rare instances when he cooks than Tommy deserves, and the thought of making him happy loosens the knot in his stomach.
He sets the table, takes care of the dishes and wipes down all the surfaces in the kitchen until it’s spotless. Glances at the clock. Alfie should be home soon. A bit of the earlier excitement is back; He can imagine what he’ll look like when he tells him, how happy he’ll be, how his eyes will light up. Maybe he’ll give Tommy one of those adoring looks, as if he’s the most precious thing in the world. When Alfie looks at him like that, Tommy can almost believe him.
He has time to wash up before dinner, so he does that too. Wants to smell nice for Alfie, wants to look good for him- While he does he practices quietly to say those words, to make sure he’s prepared. I’m pregnant. It feels strange and frightening but somehow wonderful all at the same time in an overwhelming cocktail. He looks at his reflection in the mirror. Runs a hand over his stomach, which is still completely flat. Tries to imagine how it’ll look, how it’ll feel once the baby is a bit bigger, but it’s difficult because it’s so utterly surreal. Still, there’s an ounce of excitement at the idea. Not that he cares looking into where the excitement comes from, but it’s definitely there.
Back in the kitchen, he tastes the soup and decides that it’s alright. Good, even. He’ll never be quite as good as Alfie at cooking, simply because he doesn’t care enough, but it’s easy, following a recipe. And he wants it to be good. To make Alfie happy. He glances at the clock on the wall.
Alfie is a little late.
Tommy wipes down the counter again, even though it’s already clean. After some thought he lights a candle on the table.
He stirs the soup and lowers the heat on the stove a little.
Then he sits down by the table and waits. Tries to not imagine all the things that could be keeping Alfie from coming home…
It’s dark outside when the worry becomes too much to handle and he calls the office. Ollie picks up. But no, nothing has happened. He’d be the first to know if the meeting had gone wrong.
“Fucking Italians, always drag these things out. But that’s nothing to worry about. He’ll be home any minute now.”
Tommy hangs up and returns to the table.
He fidgets with a napkin, pulling at the threads. Tries to avoid looking at the clock.
When the darkness outside has turned from dusky gray to pitch black  and Alfie still hasn’t come home, he quietly blows out what is left of the candle, puts the dishes back in their cupboards and goes upstairs.
He undresses, carefully putting all the garments on the appropriate hangers. Puts on his nightshirt, one of Alfie’s old flannel shirts. Then he crawls into bed and curls up on his side, staring at the opposite wall, arms wrapped tightly around his middle.
This is what it’ll be like. This is what you signed up for. You’ll be here, all alone with the baby, pacing back and forth and waiting for Alfie to come home. Is this the life you wanted?
For a long moment that seems to stretch into an eternity he thinks about how it’s not too late yet -he hasn’t told Alfie. He could still-
Keys rattle in the multiple locks on the front door.
Then, Alfie’s steps come up the stairs, and the bedroom door creaks open. Tommy squeezes his eyes shut. The mattress dips behind him.
“Tommy?” Alfie’s voice is soft and his scent makes Tommy’s throat close up.
He swallows. It’s a lost battle, pretending to be asleep. Alfie always knows.
So he makes a noise, a quiet sort of hum.
“You’d made dinner.”
The tears are burning behind his closed eyelids now, and he tries to force down that lump in his throat before making another hum. Tries to sound at ease.
“I’m so sorry I was late, the meeting dragged on. I should’ve called you.”
“It’s fine.” Tommy whispers. He bites his tongue and wishes he hadn’t said anything at all. Fuck this is pathetic. There’s something so deeply humiliating about the whole thing; about putting fucking effort in, about falling into some old stereotype he swore he’d never become-
“No, no it’s not fine. Fucking unacceptable is what it is.” Alfie’s fingers scratch gently in the nape of his neck. “You’d made everything so nice. And I know you hate cooking-“ Tommy can hear the little smile in his voice. He wants to say that he doesn’t hate cooking, he’ll do it for Alfie, he’ll do anything as long as he promises not to leave. And he fucking hates that instinct.
The distress is rolling off him in waves now, seeping out of his pores and wilting the floral scent that he’s loathed all his life. Up until the very moment he met Alfie.  
Tommy curls further into his protective ball when Alfie lies down behind him and pulls him close.
“I’m sorry,” Alfie repeats and presses a kiss in the nape of his neck.
But he can’t answer, because if he focuses on anything other than gritting his teeth together, he’ll begin to cry. As if this whole thing hasn’t been humiliating enough already.
Alfie is patient. He’s always been, when it comes to this. So he’s quiet for a long while.
“Well, the meeting couldn’t have gone worse,” he sighs, suddenly. Tommy keeps biting his tongue. “Fucking… Sabini. Absolutely impossible to have anything to do with. I’ll have a fucking Italian uproar on the rise back in London after this.”
It piques Tommy’s interest. Always does. It’s just the way his brain works -give it a few pieces and it’ll instantly begin laying a puzzle with them, whether he likes it or not. It distracts him enough for the lump to sink down a little.
“Thought Sabini refused to go to Birmingham for meetings?” he asks and manages to keep the tremble out of his voice.
“He does. Arrogant piece of shit. Sent some of his goons. The slightly less idiotic ones. Mostly to let me know that with his man in New York wanting a bigger cut, he’ll only pay me fuckin half of his usual prize for the product. Un-fucking-believable. That's what I get for delivering him high quality rum...”
“You could start exporting it yourself. Cut the middle man.” He pauses, waits for an interruption that never comes, and then adds: “Vincent Changretta’s got a son in New York who imports liquor.”
“He does?”
Tommy hums. “Luca Changretta. His father likes me. I could probably get you in contact with him.”
He pictures Vicente Changretta, seated by the café table down by Highbury Park, cigar in hand and a glass of wine in the other, beckoning him over with a wave. Sweetheart, why don’t you come and sit here for a bit? Keep an old man company? Tommy does sometimes, because having a good relationship with the Italians could be useful, even though aunt Pol would definitely disapprove if she knew he was meddling in the business. And Vicente is nice enough for an aging alpha; always offers him a drink in the most polite way, and when Tommy listens to his many stories of ‘the old country’, he occasionally pats his hand gently in a grandfatherly manner that Tommy finds strangely endearing and only mildly annoying for some reason.
“And then I tell Sabini that unless he decides to pay up, he’ll be out of the whole operation?”
“Mhm.”
Alfie is quiet. Then he leans over Tommy’s shoulder and kisses him square on the mouth, resting all his weight on his elbow as he grins at him.
“You’re fucking brilliant. You and your mind. Always working a hundred miles an hour, innit?”  
A jolt of happiness flips at the pit of his stomach. It’s not like this is a particularly brilliant plan or even a hard situation to solve, but still, he’s not used to this kind of approval of his ideas.
“Not very hard to figure out,” he says and allows himself a faint smile. Alfie raises both eyebrows.
“You calling me stupid, love?”
“Maybe a little.”
Snorting with indignation, Alfie settles back onto the mattress and pulls him closer to his chest. He is quiet for a little bit, running a hand up and down his side, fingers featherlight over the fabric of his nightshirt.
“Sabini’s gonna be fuckin pissed,” he says. “Could end in with all sorts of violence if we’re not careful, that.”
“Depends on how you put it. Set up the meeting in London. Be polite about it, and bring a gift. Sabini likes that. Gestures and so on. ”
Alfie hums and says with genuine confusion, “Fuck, why didn’t I think of… any of this?”
“Because your solution is often to just tell people to go fuck themselves in the most obnoxious way possible.”
Alfie sits up and rolls him over onto his back, pinning him down with what is probably supposed to be a stern look but which most of all comes off as very fond. “Oh, you take that back right now.”
Tommy feels a smirk tug at his lips. “It’s true.”
Alfie huffs. Then, he runs a finger thoughtfully down the side of his face, adding: “Well, to be fair I’ve never claimed to be the more intelligent out of the two of us. So your help is very much appreciated. Maybe you can talk me through what to say beforehand?
“Sure,” Tommy promises. “I’ll write you a list of things to say.”
Alfie smiles down at him. “What have I done to deserve you, eh? All my sins must’ve been overlooked, right, for me to end up with an omega who is not only so beautiful that my fucking lifespan increases with ten years every time I look at him, but who is also the most intelligent-
“Stop-” Heat rises to Tommy’s cheeks and he tries to look away but Alfie grabs his chin.
“The most intelligent, witty,not to mention most beautifulomega in England.” His’s smile seems to widen with every shade of red Tommy’s cheeks darkens. “Sometimes I just think to myself, alright, I sit, and I think and ponder over how lucky I am-“ He needs to tell him. Tommy feels it in his gut right then. If he doesn’t tell him now, he’ll never muster up the courage- “And it’s a true blessing, innit, that your aunt decided to drag you along to my bakery.” Just open your mouth and say it. It’s not that fucking hard.He tries to phrase it: there’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you.
No, not like that-
“Alfie-“
“And I really should thank her more often,” Alfie goes on. “Because what would my life even be without you in it-“
“Alfie-“ No matter how he tries he can’t seem to find the right words, and Alfie just keeps talking.
“It would be miserable, I tell you, miserable. And I really need to be more appreciative of you-“
Just tell him-
“I’m pregnant.” The words come out too quickly, not wrapped up all neatly like they were supposed to and the silence that hits the room feels like a fucking punch to the gut. Alfie stares down at him, mouth still half open, caught in the middle of a word.
“What?”
Tommy sits up. Tries to breathe and swallow down the panic.
“I’m pregnant,” he repeats. And suddenly the lump in his throat is back, because Alfie just stares at him. “I-I wanted to tell you earlier but I didn’t know how to and- and then you were busy-“
Alfie grabs him by the shoulders. Hard. “Are you sure? Completely, absolutely fucking sure?”
Tommy only manages to nod, overwhelmed by a sudden and unfamiliar urge to cry. Curl up into a ball and hide because Alfie doesn’t want the baby. Maybe it’s him? Maybe Alfie just doesn’t want a baby with Tommy of all people-
Alfie only stares at him for another excruciatingly long moment. But then his eyes well with tears and he blinks. And he smiles, a wide, toothy grin that just lights up his entire face.
“I’m gonna be a dad?”
Happy. Alfie is happy. Finally the realization sinks in, and the relief is so overwhelming that all strength seems to drain from his limbs.
He nods. And suddenly he finds himself being dragged into a tight hug. Alfie pulls him into his lap and crushes him against his chest, burying his face in the crook of his neck. His breathing comes in erratic little bursts, and he holds Tommy so tightly that breathing soon will become an issue. Tommy doesn’t mind in the least. He wraps his arms around Alfie’s neck.
“You’re happy?”  
Alfie pulls away a little and cradles his face between his hands. “Course I’m fucking happy! Fuckin’ell I couldn’t be happier, silly boy.”
“Don’t cry,” Tommy mumbles and wipes at the tears trickling down his cheeks. He lets out a shaky laugh: “You’re gonna make me cry too.”
But it’s a lost cause because he’s already fucking crying. It’s the hormones. He blames this whole thing on those.
“No I’m going to fucking cry, alright, it’s my God given right to cry when I find out that the man I love is carrying my child,” Alfie exclaims and beams at him. He moves back a little, creating space between them so that he can place a hand on Tommy’s belly. “Right here, love. Isn’t that just fucking amazing?”
Tommy leans forward and kisses his nose.
Alfie just keeps smiling down at his belly with this dreamy, almost goofy smile and Tommy savors the moment. Then he suddenly looks up at Tommy with wide eyes. “You haven’t eaten anything!”
Tommy is tempted to ask how he knows that, but Alfie has probably put two and two together so there’s no use denying it.
“Now, you just stay right there, don’t move a fucking inch.” Alfie is already gathering up all the pillows, settling Tommy with his back against them. “I’ll be right up with something to eat. And maybe some… blankets? Yeah we definitely need more of those. Blankets and-”
Still listing things to himself under his breath, Alfie disappears out the door.  
Tommy is tempted to call after him that he’s barely two months along, and if Alfie’s going to be like this for the rest of the pregnancy it’s going to become unbearable. But he doesn’t. Instead he just sits there and waits. And occupies himself with arranging and then rearranging the pillows. Tries different options before settling for having them behind his back and by his sides in a comfortable little half circle that somehow just feels… right.
Alfie soon returns with two bowls of the soup he cooked earlier precariously balanced on a tray and with several blankets under his arms. When Tommy moves to take the tray before an accident occurs Alfie protests so loudly that he’s got no choice but to stay put for fear of actually causing the soup to end up spilled all over the bed. Once the tray has been safely set down on the nightstand, Alfie takes the blankets and spreads them out over him, and Tommy lets him fuss with them until they’re all in acceptable positions, because Alfie looks so incredibly pleased once he’s tucked him in.  
“Remember that you’re eating for two,” he says when he hands him the bowl.
“Can’t wait to hear that for the next seven months,” Tommy mutters but begins to eat, still, as Alfie settles next to him on the bed.
“Oh you’ll hear a whole lot more than that, love. Like… don’t lift that heavy box. Maybe you should sit down for a while? Do you want me to rub your ankles?“ Alfie grins. “I can’t wait to dote on you.”
Tommy huffs.
“You already do.”
“But it’ll be on a whole other level now,” Alfie says. Runs his thumb down Tommy’s cheek. “Gonna treat you and this baby like royalty. Anything you want, you’ll have.”
“I already have everything I want.” The words come to mind easily. And it’s not until he sees the look on Alfie’s face that he realises he said them out loud. But he doesn’t mind so much. It’s true. Especially when Alfie leans in and kisses him.
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the next person to say FP sessions are 'too boring' 🔫
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queenmina37 · 5 years
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#13: Present
Apprehensively, Yusaku pushed open the doors that led to the garage. Stepping inside, he looked around. Jack and Crow didn’t seem to be around, and their D-Wheels were gone, too. Though… something seemed off. “Yusei?”
 Yusei came down from the apartment, smiling down at him. “Yusaku!”
 Yusaku shifted his weight onto one leg. “You wanted to see me? Before I go.”
 “Yeah.” Though he nodded and smiled, Yusaku noted that Yusei looked… concerned and almost sad. No doubt because he had hoped Yusaku wouldn’t make the choice he had. That he’d be able to let things go, but… it wasn’t that easy. He had to do this, if he wanted to live a normal life. He had to find out what happened and make the culprits pay for what they had done to him.
 Wasn’t that the Satellite way, too?
 “I actually have something for you.” Yusei walked down the stairs, coming to stand in the center of the garage. He gestured for him to come closer, so Yusaku did.
 “Something for me? Like, a present?” Yusaku had trouble believing that Yusei had enough money to get him something, a farewell gift or something. He had a marker, after all, and despite the fact that he saved Neo Domino, people were still wary of him…
 “Yeah.” Yusei smiled. Then, to Yusaku’s surprise, he took a hold of the white sheet used to cover a D-Wheel. With one move of his arm, the sheet came off… revealing a black and green D-Wheel.
 “This is…!” Yusaku gaped, his eyes widening.
 “A D-Wheel, for you”, Yusei grinned. “Makes for a quick getaway, if you ever need to run.”
 “But… I…” Yusaku was grateful, of course. But there was a problem with this all. Riding Duels.
 “Don’t worry”, Yusei chuckled a little. “Though I had to do quite a bit of tinkering to accomplish it, it’s not actually possible to have a Riding Duel on this baby.”
 Yusaku gaped. “How?”
 “Speed World nor Speed World 2 is installed. Though you can use your Duel Disk as an identification method, like Crow uses with Blackbird”, Yusei pointed at the Duel Disk on Yusaku’s arm, “it’s not necessary. Only you can ride this one, and, well, since having a duel with this one isn’t possible, you can’t be forced into a duel with anyone, even Security.”
 “How did you make this?” Was this thing even legal?
 “Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth”, Yusei suggested, still smiling. “It wasn’t that much trouble, anyways.”
 Bullshit. Yusaku had never heard of a D-Wheel that couldn’t be used for duels. Of course it was a lot of trouble, even for someone like Yusei. And he had done it, all for him.
 Without even realizing it, Yusaku found himself hugging Yusei tightly. “Thank you.”
 Yusei smiled and hugged him just as tightly. “Anything for you.”
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Shadows of Hyrule | Chapter 48
“Tell me again why you’re dragging me out here in the middle of fucking Faron?” Link hissed at his sister.
“Because,” Aryll started excitedly. “We’re gonna meet Camilla and get our money!”
“There won’t be any money,” Link said dryly. He winced as Aryll hit a pothole. “Watch it!”
“Hey, I’m driving,” she barked.
“Do you even know where you’re going?”
“Yes,” Aryll said. “That’s why I’m driving.”
Link settled back against the seat and sighed. “What if she’s crazy? What if this is all a trap?”
Aryll gave her brother a skeptical look. “A trap? To what? Give us warm cookies and milk? That’s what old ladies do.”
“Maybe Telma was on team Yiga,” Link said. “And Cremia is the last remaining one, and she’s going to kidnap us, take the Triforce from me, and -”
“Dude,” Aryll cut him off. “Fucking chill. For the love of Hylia!” She checked the GPS on her phone, then slowed in front of an old, Victorian styled house. She perked up, grinning, and pulled into the drive. “This is it.” She cut the engine, then bounced out of the car excitedly and up the stairs, not waiting for her brother to follow. She knocked three times on the door, then glanced at Link over her shoulder as he begrudgingly followed behind her.
“This is -”
But the door opened, cutting him off. An older, dark skinned woman stood before them, her dark, salt and pepper hair pulled back in a large bun. Camilla put a hand on her hip and smiled. “Well, if you ain’t a sight,” she said. “You look just like ‘im.” She gestured for them to enter, stepping aside as they cautiously crossed the threshold. “I’m glad you both came by,” she started. “Your father made me promise to give you some stuff.”
“What kinda stuff?” Aryll asked curiously.
“I honestly don’t know,” she said. She walked through the old house, gesturing for them to follow her. She spoke as she lead them through. “But, a promise is a promise, hm?” She laughed lightly. “You know, your father was always my mother’s favorite,” she said. “I was so sorry to hear what happened to him.” She stopped at a door and pushed it open. The walls of the room were lined with boxes stacked on top of one another. They were all clearly labeled with various names and dates.
“Telma was so attached to the kids that came to her,” she continued. She started to sift through the boxes casually, selecting a few of the photos that were contained inside and smiling at them. “She shared in all their joys and triumphs, and all their failures and pain.” She laughed lightly. “Sometimes, it seemed she liked them more than me, her own daughter.” She frowned. “We lost too many too young. She always felt like she had failed them when that happened.” She moved across the room and looked through a few more boxes before selecting one to place in the middle of the room. On it, the name ‘Rusl’ was scribbled on the side.
Aryll opened it and looked through the photos, smiling down at them. Some of them were of when their father was much younger, playing with some of the other boys in the barn, or chasing after chickens. There were many of him riding bareback on various horses, or playing with them in their paddocks.
“He really took a liking to the horses,” she explained. “So much so, that Telma promised to let him ride and give him lessons if he worked hard enough. And he did. And whenever he got his free time, he would jump right on and take off.” She laughed. “I always told Mum that one day, he’d never come back. But he always did. He took care of those horses like they were his kids. He made sure they were nice and cooled off, fed and happy before he went right back to do his chores.”
“He never really talked about Telma,” Aryll said with a frown. She held a picture in her hand of some young kids gathered around a woman who she assumed to be Telma. “Why was he in foster care?”
“Both his parents spent a lot of time in and out of jail,” she said. “Drugs and the like. He was a troublemaker himself when he came to Telma. At that point, he had been bounced around to a few different places. He was a rotten kid when he was younger.” She laughed. “Goddesses, how he would torment me. I was in high school when he came around, and he just loved to scare off my boyfriends.”
“That seems so unlike him,” Aryll said.
“I guess he didn’t turn out to be so bad,” Camilla said. “Mum always hoped for that.” She reached into a box and pulled out a disc, then smiled. “She was obsessed with documenting everything.” She slipped the disk into a player, then turned on a small tv screen in the room. “She tried to take some videos before he joined the army. Before he left, she gave ‘em all a day off. A little send-off party, I s’pose.” She played the video. A young boy’s face appeared, his brows knit together angrily.
“Say somethin’ nice, Karsen,” Telma’s voice said.
Karsen grinned. “Hey, Rusl. Kill all those fuckers dead! Kill ‘em all, man!” He made a head sawing motion with his hand.
“That’s that same guy?” Aryll muttered. “Yikes.”
“Lovely,” Telma said dryly. “Where did I go wrong with you, you twisted little child?”
Karsen’s grin widened. “And come back soon and get me outta here, man! Telma’s gonna make me go crazy!”
The video darkened for a moment, then a younger Rusl came into view. He looked at the camera with an annoyed and exasperated expression.
“Can you please stop with that thing?”
“Never,” Telma said. “I’m gonna need something to show those kids of yours someday.”
Rusl rolled his eyes and moved his hand to block the camera’s view. “Right,” he muttered.
The camera lowered, giving them a view of the ground.
“Hey,” Telma started. “Don’t you keep running away.  I know you’re scared, ‘unnie. But you are not just a pawn in a war that waits on our horizon. You are so much more, Rusl. And that boy - he’s gonna be the greatest thing in your life, hero or not. His future - his destiny - none of it will matter, because he will be your son, and I know you will do everything for him. But don’t think you’re doing him any favors by running from him. Don’t try to stop him from coming into your life. You need him. And he needs you. Understand? And when he comes around, you better let me meet him. You hear me?”
Rusl was hesitant. “Yeah, Telma. I will.”
The camera shifted, then the screen turned dark.
Aryll frowned. “I wish we could have met her.”
“Me too,” Camilla said. “She would have loved on you more than me.” She grinned at them, then removed the disk from the player.
Aryll continued to sift through the box until she came across a small bag. “What’s this?” She held up the bag, inspecting it. Inside was a small card that she recognized.
Camilla peered at it curiously. “Dunno,” she said with a shrug. “Nothing I’ve seen before.”
“It goes in a phone,” Aryll said, already taking it out and inserting it into her own phone. She tapped on the screen and opened the file. A twenty year-old Rusl’s face appeared, his brows furrowed.
“Hey, Kid,” his voice started. “You’re not around yet. Who knows when you’ll come around.” He grinned. “I don’t even have a girlfriend. So, you know, that’s going well.” His face turned serious. “Unless you’re like, really young when you’re watching this, then use protection and shit.” His face softened. “But hopefully you’re not young. Because you shouldn’t be seeing this until after I’m gone.” He hesitated, then cleared his throat. “Look, this is where I grew up.”
The camera moved around as he stepped outside, giving them a view of Telma’s farm. “I promised Telma I’d let her meet you. I guess this is as close as it gets.” The camera turned back to face him. “Anyway. Going through all her shit made me realize she wasn’t as crazy as she seemed, sometimes. And, I dunno. I felt like I should leave you with something. Because one thing’s for sure; there’s a lot you’re not gonna know. About me, about you. About this fucked up destiny that’s been thrust upon us.” He sighed. “I’m not telling you any of it. You don’t need to know. You have enough shit to deal with then to know the truth about me.” He shrugged. “But I guess I can’t leave you with nothing, either. Unanswered questions and shit. I know that would drive me crazy. But you need to understand that there’s a reason I couldn’t tell you this before, when I’m… was… alive. Because if you’re anything like me, you’ll try to stop it. You’ll try to save me. And that can’t happen.” He paused for a moment before continuing.
“See… we all serve a purpose in this life, I guess. And mine is to bring you into this world… and leave. As long as I’m alive, you will never be able to access the full power of the Triforce.” He shook his head. “For reasons D tried to explain to me. Hylia’s power is weakening, blah blah blah. I’m sure you’ll learn some of this. I’ll tell you as much as I can, when I can. I won’t leave you in the dark about everything. But the point is, if you’re going to be able to save the world, I will need to die. I’ve known this for a while. Well, I’ve had my suspicions, anyway. I’ve accepted it. Because even though you don’t even exist yet, and I don’t even know when you will.” He hesitated. “I love the crap outta ya. I will do anything and everything for you, especially to give you a normal a life as possible. I never got that. Not that I was born a hero destined to save the world or anything. But you deserve better than the crap I went through. You know, a father who’s actually around. I’ll give you everything that I can. I just want you to understand why things will happen - or, happened - the way that they will, or did, or something. I’ll give my life for you, kid, hero or not. It doesn’t matter to me who you are. That’s why I can accept this, I guess. Because I’d do it in a heartbeat. Again and again and again. Anything to give you the life you deserve. Hopefully, a life of peace and happiness. And I know you won’t accept it. That’s why I can’t - couldn’t - tell you. I’m sorry that this is the way it has to be, but I know you’ll be fine. If I can survive this shit, you can, too. You’ve got a lot more going for you than I do, anyway.” His gaze moved beyond the camera as he looked over the farm.
“I guess she was right. I need you. I just hope everything I do will be enough.” His gaze moved back to the camera, and he shrugged. “Alright, well, I guess that’s it, then. You know the truth. Don’t be mad at me. I did what I had to do. Just know that. Everything I’ll ever do in this life is for you.” He smiled. “And that’s all I’ve ever wanted, really, so it’s okay. Okay?” He paused. “I love you, kid. I’ll see you soon.”
The video ended.
Aryll stared at her phone until the screen darkened. She jumped when her brother got to his feet, and he abruptly left the room.
Link stormed outside angrily. Leave it to his father to bring secrets to his damn grave. He was furious at him for not telling him the truth. Of course he wouldn’t have let his father make such a sacrifice. If he had just been honest with him, they could have found another way. His father could have still been alive.
But he was right. As Link looked back at the battle that had taken place only a week ago, his father was right. Link didn’t stand a damn chance against the Yiga. Not without the Master Sword. And certainly not without the full power of the Triforce. Surely, if there was anything he could have done to bring that power forth sooner, Impa would have trained him for that. She would have beat the power out of him. Despite it all, Impa knew of their destinies. She knew how to prepare them for the approaching war. Which meant that she knew Link would not be able to use his power like Zelda could, so she had to compensate in other ways.
There was nothing he could have done. As long as his father remained alive, he would not have been able to access that power that allowed him to stop Kohga once and for all, and he would have failed to protect Hyrule. To protect Aryll. To protect his friends. Which was all he really wanted to do. Just as his father only wanted to protect him.
He cursed loudly and kicked at the tire of the car. It didn’t matter how much he justified in, or how logically he looked at the situation; he was still furious. He never wanted anyone to have to sacrifice their lives for him, his father most of all. But he wasn’t angry with his father. He was angry that he was the one to be thrust into such a destiny. That his father had to pay the price, regardless of whether he wanted to or not. Why in the hell did it have to be him? And who else would have to die so that Hyrule could stay safe? He couldn’t do it anymore; he couldn’t fight another war. For the love of Hylia, let it all be over with…
He turned to the house as Aryll stepped outside. Her eyes were wet, but she regarded Link fiercely, her phone in her hand.
“There’s something else on here,” she said. Her brows furrowed. “It looks like info to a bank account. There’s a phone number on it, too.”
Link moved to her side and peered at the information on her screen. Curiously, he dialed the number and gave the account number to the woman on the line.
“Ah, yes, here we are,” she said, her voice light and cheery. “This account is fully mature. It looks like it opened up for you just a couple of weeks ago, and will remain open until you wish to close it. Would you like the money wired over to you now, Link?”
“Money?” Link echoed. “What money? How much is in there?”
“Your account balance is one million, two hundred -”
The phone dropped from Link’s hand. He stared at it, his mouth gaping.
“Link? What’s wrong?” When her brother did not respond, Aryll picked up the phone. “What’s wrong? What happened?”
“Oh, I’m sorry,” the voice said. “I can only speak to the holder of the account.”
“Of course,” she sneered. She glanced at her brother, still seemingly in shock, though he met her gaze. “Link’s gonna have to call you back.” She ended the call and handed him the phone, her brows knit together. “What is it?”
“There’s… over a million…”
“A million?” Aryll shrieked. “I knew it! An inheritance!” She jumped up and down excitedly. “Oh my Goddesses. I can go to college?”
“He fucking robbed a bank,” Link muttered. He turned to his sister. “Where the fuck would he have gotten that kind of money?”
Aryll frowned. “I can’t go to college using dirty money.” She hesitated. “Do you really think he stole it?”
“Well,” Link started slowly. “Either that, or he was a drug lord.” He shrugged. “Maybe he was a serial killer who harvested and sold organs on the black market. Or sold secrets to the Yiga Clan. Or -”
“Yeah, alright,” Aryll snapped. “He wouldn’t have done any of those things.” Her gaze softened. “What are you going to do?”
Link met her gaze. “I don’t know,” he said slowly. “What would you do with that much money?”
“Send me to college! Buy me a car! Pay the damn electric bill!”
A small smile tugged at the corner of his lips. “You have to graduate high school, first.”
“Alright,” Aryll pressed. “I’m gonna graduate, okay? Jeez, Link! Give me my money!”
“Right,” he said. “When you graduate and figure out what the hell you want to do, then we can talk.”
Camilla appeared in the doorway, her gaze hesitant. “So, I love my mother and all, but I can’t keep holdin’ on to this shit. You want it?”
Aryll took the steps two at a time as she bounded to Camilla’s side. “Yes,” she said quickly. “Give me.” She grinned up at Camilla. “Thanks for tracking us down.”
“Ah, well,” Camilla started. “It’s the least I could have done for Rusl’s kids.”
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little-scintilla · 5 years
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Jack Sparrow-Nick Wilde (friend campaign)
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Today, I have one very interesting friendship. Not just because of who is in this friendship. Other friend campaigns (that’s like one adventure that establishes a friendship) usually look like this: a pair of heroes goes somewhere, say something, creeps attack. Then they say again something, they do something and they fight creeps five more times in between. But here we got one grand mystery/crime episode in which we see Nick and Jack talk to many other heroes and go to various places, and investigate... Won’t spoil, here’s the thing.
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Episode 1: “SCENE OF THE CRIME”
Nick heads to the Port to investigate. While a disruptive pirate is nothing new, Nick is surprised to find out that the culprit is none other than Jack Sparrow. Jack is accused of destruction of property, recklessly riding a horse, and taking candy from a baby. Nick takes Jack downtown with surprisingly little fuss. In fact, Jack helps battle creeps on the way. When questioned, Jack claims he has no memory of what happened the previous night.
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Episode 2: “MEMORY LANE”
Nick is suspicious that this whole thing is some sort of con, but decides to follow up. He and Jack head down to the Port to see if they can find Mr. Gibbs to corroborate Jack’s story. As they arrive, they face an onslaught of creeps. Between Jack’s pistol and Nick’s pawpsicle darts, they dispatch the creeps quickly. The only problem is, when they get to the Port, the Black Pearl isn’t there.
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Episode 3: “WITHOUT A PADDLE”
Jack tries using his compass to find the Black Pearl, but it just points out to sea. Since they don’t have a ship, Nick and Jack attempt to charter one. Unfortunately, Barbarossa has a monopoly on the ship chartering business. Jack informs Nick of Barbossa’s past and he becomes a key suspect. They approach Barbossa and ask to charter a ship. 
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Episode 4: “THE SILVER BUTTON”
Nick examines the trinket that Barbossa gives him. It looks an awfully lot like Ralph’s button. They head to Ralph’s stump to question him. On the way, they see creeps assaulting a kid. The heroes step in to intervene. Nick is injured in battle Jack loans him a healing draught, and the two continue towards Ralph stump. They find Ralph and return his button. He immediately gives Jack a big hug.
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Episode 5: “ON THE BULLSEYE”
Nick thinks they should interview Jessie next. Jack thinks that they definitely should not. Nick convinces him that there’s no way to clear his name unless they find out what REALLY happened. Jack reluctantly agrees, and they head to Jessie’s place. They encounter more creeps on the way. During the battle, Jack bravely risks himself to save Nick. Nick begins to trust Jack a tiny bit more. On the way again to Jessie’s, Nick begins to wonder if Jack’s behavior in battle is genuine or if it’s all an elaborate con.
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Episode 6: ”ON PARR”
As they head to the Parr residence, even Jack has to admit that the evidence does not look good. However, Nick still wants to uncover Jack’s motivation before jumping to conclusions.  There seems to be a full-on creep infestation in the Parr’s neighborhood. Jack and Nick take care of it. Jack is thoroughly amused when Nick calls on the lemmings for help. Finally, they arrive at the Parr’s.
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Episode 7: ”MAGIC AND MADNESS”
The mystic woman Elastigirl mentioned is none other than Tia Dalma. Nick begins to formulate a theory. They head to the Covered Market and are attacked by creeps yet again. Nick claws his way through to Tia Dalma’s while Jack blasts the creeps with his pistol. The creeps fall, and Nick knocks on the door. Suddenly, the door cracks and the mystic woman herself appears. 
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Episode 8: ”THE FINAL PIECE”
Now, Nick and Jack know how Jack lost his memories. But what happened to the Black Pearl? Nick has a theory and it involves Barbossa. Both Barbossa and Tia Dalma claim Jack was looking for a lost treasure. But Barbossa mentioned that Jack accused him of tricking him out of the treasure. They return to the Port to question Barbossa.
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... That’s it. Friend disk that is earned in this campaign is called “One wild night”. Few more things I’d like to point out. Notice that in the top left corner in the last picture, you can see a store with the title above Hopp’s farm. That means that Judy’s family has a shop in the imaginary in-game town where all Disney heroes are living, and possibly Zootopia. Also, regarding this campaign.
“Handsome fox”
Nick doing cop stuff
Irritated Elastigirl
“Nick thinks they should, Jack thinks they should not”
Nick doing cop stuff once again
One could see me squeaking during doing this campaign for reasons above.
Copyright statement: I do not own any of content above, they are all property of Disney and Disney/Pixar and are for sole purpose of personal entertainment. Absolutely no copyright infringement intended. Although if I must be sued I would like to be given a chance to take this down first.
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Know what would be awesome? A rude and brutish knight getting cursed and becomes a sultry and curvy tavern wench complete with the erotic tavern clothes outfit in Skyrim.
   Rolfgar Rock-Beard brought down his two-handed steel blade and cleaved the orc woman’s head clean off, she was the last of the bandits he was being paid to kill and she must’ve been a recent recruit. After the bandit chief’s blood was spilt she collapsed and begged for her life but Rolfgar was paid to kill all of them and he never took prisoners, shame though she might’ve been pretty enough to whore out and make him a bit of coin. He ingested a few potions to restore himself and walked out of the cave to his horse and made the ride back to the Jarl of Whiterun for his bounty. The wenches all ducked away from him as he exited Dragonsreach, his reputation preceded him it seems. He didn’t care what women thought though, he had a sack full of coin and a thirst that a river couldn’t sate and he headed straight for the nearest keg.
   He had tried to drink with some fellow warriors as Jorrvaskr but the foolish companions refused to allow anyone who didn’t cow their simple ways to drink there. That left the common inn for him to visit, a den of fools and listless storytellers, he’d fit right in. He walked in and was greeted with the usual stares, he ignored them and dropped twenty gold pieces on the bar top and ordered their finest swill. He didn’t wait for his drink before he confronted a woman wearing full steel plate armor sitting at a table in the corner, he wanted that corner. He confronted her and she challenged him to a fistfight, her armor wasn’t enough to save her from Rolfgar’s furious fist and he easily beat her and gained a little more coin for this evening. The stupid woman even pledged her sword to him if he needed it, Rolfgar laughed heartily and told her that her cunt was the only thing he’d have need of that evening. She gripped her sword tightly but simply left, sating his ego.
   The barmaid finally brought his drink and Rolfgar helped himself to a handful of her ass and received a firm slap across his bearded face. He smiled, confident he’d get one of the women here into his bed before the night was over. Just then a short Breton sat at his table and extended a hand to him. “Hello there, the man said, “the name’s Sam, Sam Guevenne. I was wondering if you might be interested in a little contest with me?” Rolfgar looked the man up and down while topping off his stein, “What kind of contest?” he said. “Why the best kind. One of spirits and ale, a drinking contest my friend!” Rolfgar smiled, another fool with too much money. He agreed immediately and the called the barmaid over and the contest began in earnest.
   Over an hour had passed and neither contestant showed signs of slowing down. Rolfgar was impressed with this man but he was known for two things, killing and drinking and he was far from his limit. Another hour later Rolfgar was feeling the spirits hard and his vision was extremely blurred but as far as he could tell Sam was feeling nothing. Rolfgar thought his body felt much stranger than it usually did when he was drunk but did his best to carry on he thought he could feel his chest brush against the table which didn’t make sense since he was around a foot away. He grabbed the stein with his shaky hand and lifted, spilling about a third of its contents on the table. He had drunk half of it when he finally passed out and his head hit on the table.
   The morning light was warm on Rolfgar’s naked skin. He smiled and reasoned that he must’ve won that drinking contest and bedded one of the serving wenches. He smiled and stretched his arms out but noticed that instead of clearing the bed frame his hands only felt the hard cotton sheet. He opened his eyes but they were shrouded in something like fabric strands. He pushed them aside, looked down and felt his blood run cold. The first thing he saw was two enormous fleshy orbs attached to his chest that he immediately recognized as breasts. He grabbed them with slender hands and supple skin and shrieked like a virgin feeling pleasure for the first time.
   He sprang from the bed and looked down at himself, he had to pull his breasts apart and saw that all his muscle had left him and he had a soft smooth tummy and leg into a bare crotch with a tuft of blond hair. He looked at his thick thighs that, on anyone else, would’ve made his mouth water but instead brought tears to his eyes. He turned around and saw a perfectly plump and round bottom poking out behind him. A rage filled him and he looked for any clue as to what happened. He saw his iron armor in a corner and walked over to don it and find whatever wizard that dared do this to him. He tried to lift his shield off the top but found it to be too heavy. Before he could throw it like a disk a hundred yards but his new scrawny arms could hardly move it an inch.
   He couldn’t even lift his gauntlets and a further search of the room revealed that all his money had been stolen. All he found was a note and a dress under his pillow. It was from Sam, apparently, he had learned a good trick from his brother and he had to try it out on someone. It said there was no changing back and that the barmaid downstairs might give him a job if he asked nicely enough. He stumbled backward and plopped his fat bottom onto the bed, stared at the note for over an hour and for the first time since his childhood Rolfgar Rock-Beard cried. He had no way of stopping the overpowering emotions inside him and just let them pour out. After a while, he just sat there and thought, a rare activity for him. He really had no choice, he took the dress and put it on, practically feeling the betrayal of his masculinity. He never saw a barmaid were this kind of dress, it had the standard corset that pushed his already large breasts up making them appear even bigger. The skirt that came with it was so short that it was more suggestive than wearing nothing. Over half of his breasts were exposed with this top and he tired his long blond hair into a simple ponytail.
Seven months later
   “Risika! Mead to the gentleman now!” Hulda said from behind the bar. “Yes, Ma’am! Right away.” Risika minced over to the bar-top to grab the drinks making a point to shake her bottom as much as she could, it always brought her better tips. It was no easy task to adjust to her new life but she went at it with a warriors determination. After about an hour of tears and begging Hulda gave her a job. It was hard not to smack the men who fondled her bottom when she walked by but after a while, she decided to take it as a compliment, then after a little longer, she started enjoying their touchings. It wasn’t long after that she started taking a few gentlemen up to her room. She had just set down the drinks when an armored man grabbed a handful of her ass and squeezed. She had a feeling she would get lucky tonight.
The end. Hope Y’all like it!
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