#real talk i have like 3 crushes at once rn and it’s ruining my life
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#real talk i have like 3 crushes at once rn and it’s ruining my life#like pls does one of u even give me the time of day by even thinking abt me or am i just delusional#if i don’t have my first kiss by the time i turn 21 in november i might just kms#anyway. sorry for the rant#have gay codel#abi’s p.
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Get to know me tag
Thanks for tagging me, @iminthisstanshit 💛
Gonna put a cut here, bc it’s longgg...
When is your birthday: October 23rd
What is your favourite colour: Blueeeee
What is your lucky number: I don't have one and I've always wondered how people choose theirs 👀
Do you have any pets: Not rn, but I used to have a fish
How tall are you: 1.65 m
How many pairs of shoes do you have: I have... a lot. I’m pretty sure I’m over 20. Ik I don’t need so many of them, but. Yes.
Favourite song: I can’t choose just one! I’m just gonna go with some kind of top 3 favorites I’d never get tired of, which would be, “Baby I’m Yours” by Arctic Monkeys, “Read My Mind” by The Killers, and “Ode To The Mets” by The Strokes.
Favourite movie: Again, top 3, “How to lose a guy in 10 days”, “Interestellar”, and “Hercules” (the Disney one!)
What would be your ideal partner: There’s no ideal for me, tbh. Like, I don’t have a list of specific things I’d like that person to have. But if they have a pretty smile, like to read, and smell good, that’d be cool hahah
Do you want children: Not something I’ve reeeeeally been dreaming about since kid, but I’m not opposed to it. It’s like, if it happens, it happens, and if it doesn’t, then it doesn’t. I’d be okay with both, I think (or at least think as of now). :)
Have you ever gotten in trouble with law: Nope, I’m quite the pacifist lmao
What colour socks are you wearing: They’re neon green omg
Bath or shower: Shower, always. I don’t really get the point of having baths asjkjs
Favourite type of music: I’m not sure if I’ve got one, bc my all playlists go super random. I’d classified it as varied.
How many pillows do you sleep with: I only use one, but I’ve three
Which position do you sleep in: If it’s not face-down, then it’s sideways, mainly to the left bc I’ve got reflux since I was a baby, sAD
What don't you like when you are sleeping: When I wake up in the middle of the night bc my bladder doesn’t know how to wait until the morninG, C’MON!
What do you have for breakfast: It depends on the day and how many time I’ve got for it, but I never go without coffee or tea.
Have you ever tried archery: Never, but that’d be cool
Favourite fruit: Strawberries<3.
Favourite swear word: I don’t swear that often, if ever hahah so I don’t have one, sorry kajsksj
Do you have any scars: Who doesn’t? I don’t have many that really stand out, but one of the biggest ones is on my hand from when I got burned with the clothes iron as a kid. 🤪
Are you a good liar: I’ve got away with so many of them in my life, I’m actually ashamed of saying yes...
What is your personality type: I’m always bad at describing it, but I guess I’d go with... easy going, super talkative, a good listener, random at times... Is it okay if label myself as kind and nice, too? Idk hahah
What is your favourite type of girl: Is this romatic-related? Friendship-related? Fiction-related? Too vague, guys. Too vague...
Left or right handed: Rightttt
Favourite food: BBQ RIBS WITH FRIES, MY BELOVEDSSS
Are you clean or messy: If you pay enough attention, you’ll notice there’s a cleanliness to my mess lmao
Favourite foreign food: I loooove pizza, sushi, and there are these two Korean meals called jjajangmyeon and tteokbokki that I just 🥰
How long does take for you to get ready: Tbh, it depends on the day. Sometimes I can get ready in half an hour, other’s it’ll take me two. What’s time, anyway?
Most used phrase: I tend to use the “STOP” and “PLEASE” a lot, but without context they’ve got no real meaning. Not that they’re a phrase, but..............
Are you a good singer: I can only wish
Do you sing to yourself: Yes! Not always, but it does happen.
Biggest fear: Not knowing what’s gonna happen to my loved ones once I pass away... Wait. Was it too dark? It was, wasn’t it? I guess I’d say fire, then. Prefer not to be close to it, thanks.
Do you like long or short hair: For myself, long. Tried to deal with short hair once and, nO. A BIG MESS. For the rest of the world, suit yourselves, guys!
Are you into gossip: I mean, aren’t you?
Extrovert or introvert: Actually I’m neither! I’m an ambivert, which is... interesting, I guess. Story time! Since I was a kid, I was always stuck in the middle, bc I fit in both depending on the situation, the people, the context, conditions, etc. I got my confirmation in high school. We were having this personality test kind of class in vocal orientation to see whether we were introverts or extroverts, and in what kind of profession we'd fit more. I came 50/50. The professor, who was also a psychiatrist, made me take a lot of tests, even those in online-completely-not-professional sites, and the results were always the same. So the conclusion was, "Hey, Nic, you're an ambivert. Congrats!" And that was that! 😂
Favourite school subject: Anything that was language-related. I love languages!
What makes you nervous: Er... many things. One of those could be when I was in school and the teachers started asking questions at random, bc what if they ask me and I don’t know the answer? A nightmare.
Who was your first real crush: There was this boy that went to kindergarten with me who was my very first little boyfriend lmaooo and technically, we never broke up! I just remember that we were A Thing, then summer came, and when we went back, he was gone. I just find it sad that his parents changed him schools and I never got to say goodbye. Anyway, shout out to Paulo Cesar! Hope you’re okay, wherever you are! 🤪
How many piercings do you have: Three!
How fast can you run: I avoid ruining. At all costs.
What makes you angry: Whenever people are rude for no reason. Like, it doesn’t cost a cent to be polite??? I’m sorry if you’re having a bad day, but it’s not my fault, you know?
Do you like your own name: I didn’t at first, and I used to change it. Now I’m okay with it.
What are your weaknesses: Why does this feel like a job interview? Akajskjas anyway, I tend to procrastinate a lot. Also, I’m a perfectionist to a point where I get frustrated pretty often if things don’t go as I would’ve liked to. Not my best moments, I’d dare say. 🙃
What are your strengths: Saw last point? Well. I do procrastinate, but once I get to work, I don’t stop until I finish. We could say I’m quite dedicated. And I learn fast, too! (Really, is this a job interiew?)
What is the colour of your bedspreads: Gray
What is the colour of your rooms walls: Lilac
DONE!! If you actually read all this, you’ve got my entire respect and you own my heart. Thank you so much for dealing with my stuff hahaha 🥺
I’m gonna tag @larrysballetslippers, @holyshit, @skyfulloflarry, @riddleandpottersittinginatree, @chaleshezza, @jostens-pitchtwo, and whoever else wants to do this. BYE. 💛
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✈️ — ⌜park jimin, cismale, cis male⌟ ↝ have you heard ? it seems like the heir of the HAE was very close to Liam Yu too. they go by ISAAC and they were Liam's MUSE. their network is of 87M and they’re only TWENTY FOUR … what a burden it must be. i heard they can be very ENERGETIC and LIGHT-HEARTED but these last few months, their RESTLESS and EMOTIONAL personality has been showing more. the media is sure having a filled day with them! i hope this road trip with friends will help them. did you know that LATE NIGHTS AT THE DANCE STUDIO, NEW TATTOOS THAT HIS PARENTS CAN’T SEE, A GRILLED CHEESE WITH TRUFFLE OIL AND HANGING OUT WITH THE FAMILY DOG DURING DINNER PARTIES really show their true persona ? maybe Liam was the only one who knew that.
hello my darlings!! i’m lis and this is my cinnamon roll isaac. he’s a old muse of mine that i’ve decided to repurpose so there’s still some random holes in his backstory i still have to figure out so pls excuse me. i’m kind of a hot mess all the time honestly but ily all already and im v excited to start writing with you! you can find me on discord ( *𝙡𝙞𝙨.#2158 ) or we can just chat on tumblr <3
oh also you can find isaac’s pinterest here! its not totally finished but u know.
basics.
name: isaac hae
gender: cis male.
age: twenty-four ( 24 )
sexuality: homosexual.
birthday: december 14th.
zodiac: sagittarius
hometown: new york, ny.
physical.
faceclaim: park jimin.
hair: naturally black, currently dyed and styled like this.
eyes: brown.
build: despite his small stature he has an athletic build with strong legs from dancing.
tattoos: [he has a few artsy ones mostly on his back and ribs where his parents can’t see them but i'm too lazy to list them rn, i’ll get to it eventually jfkjsbjk]
height: 5′7″
languages: english, korean
+ traits: energetic, light-hearted
- traits: restless, emotional
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bio.
↳ isaac hae was born and raised in new york ctiy as the only child to two real estate developers turned luxury hotel owners in december 1996.
↳ his parents weren’t around much when he was growing up so he was raised mostly by the families butler Simon; as a result, isaac isn’t really all that close to his parents. to this day, despite having lived on his own for the past 6 years he still makes it a point to go to the family estate to see Simon when he can.
↳ isaac was around five when his parents began enrolling him in various afterschool activities; soccer, piano, tennis, archery, but he knew he had no interest in doing any of those things. he wanted to dance. after a few months of begging his mother gave in and enrolled him in a contemporary dance school. while his father was never silent about his dislike for his only son being interested in dance isaac never really cared, he barely saw his dad anyways.
↳ it didn’t take long after he started dancing for his teacher to notice his natural talent and isaac quickly became the most skilled dancer in his year, the competition trophies and metals quickly filling up the bookshelf in his bedroom.
↳ when isaac was around twelve his mom was diagnosed with stage four lung cancer almost out of the blue. this dropped a bomb on his relatively normal life up until that point. the next nine months were spent in and out of hospitals as his mom got treatment from the best doctors in the world. despite the fact that he was never all that close to her the fact that she was sick and not getting better made him rethink their relationship, she was his mom after all.
↳ after his mom passed isaac spent the next few years throwing himself into dance more than usual while the relationship with his father quickly deteriorated. the only time his father made it a point to talk to his son was to ask about school and how the college search was going, only interested in the future reputation of the company his son would take over.
↳ isaac eventually graduated high school and ran off to college, wanting to escape being under his father's thumb as quickly as possible. this was where he met liam. the older boy had wandered into the dance studio one day while isaac practiced for an upcoming showcase asking if he could watch and while he was confused at first he eventually agreed.
↳ the first few times all liam did was sit in the corner and watch isaac while he practiced, only asking a few questions but not really speaking much beyond a greeting and saying goodbye. by the third or fourth time liam showed up at the studio he didn’t come empty-handed like normal, instead he had a sketchbook which he had immediately opened once isaac started dancing.
↳ it wasn’t until a few weeks had passed that isaac learned what liam had been doing, why he had continued coming to the studio even after that first time and was now sketching him. he had been painting isaac... and not just once either. after some coaxing liam eventually showed isaac the paintings.
↳ it was from that point on that liam and isaac developed an interesting relationship, anytime the older boy was feeling particularly uninspired he would come watch the younger one dance. isaac wasn’t totally sure what it was about his dancing that inspired liam but he didn’t ask, genuinely enjoying the company as he was usually alone in the studio at night. eventually the two became actual friends, keeping in touch even after liam had graduated.
↳ the next few years isaac spent dancing and working towards his business degree (to appease his father and the board of directors) before eventually graduating and moving into one of the penthouse apartments owned by his father's company in downtown new york city.
↳ despite being in the same city as liam (most of the time), with their crazy schedules it was difficult to see each other as often as either one of them would have liked. but liam still made a point to come to the studio to watch him dance when he had time.
↳ currently isaac works for his dad and dances at a nearby studio whenever he’s not at work.
tldr; isaac is just a dancing cinnamon with some parental issues spurring from his moms death and father just not being around.
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personality.
isaac can be a sassy little shit when he wants to be, typically always joking around and always in a good mood. it’s very rare to see this boy have an off day. despite this isaac has the most insane worth ethic which is why he is either practicing at the studio or working, rarely letting himself have any sort of off time (he prefers it this way tbh). at the end of the day isaac is really just a giant ball of sunshine wrapped up in a cinnamon roll. all he wants is to be your friend and make sure you feel loved. (he doesn’t always save a lot of that love for himself though asfjhg)
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headcanons.
↳ third generation korean-american, his grandparents moved to the states in the early 1960′s.
↳ despite being comfortable with his sexuality he hasn’t totally come out of the closet to his family and doesn’t see that happening anytime soon. outside of his friends, he tries to keep his sexual preferences on the down-low, not wanting the media to get wind of it.
↳ is NOT a morning person, never was and probably never will be. the only time isaac doesn’t have his sunshine personality on full display is in the first couple hours after he wakes up so he makes it a point to avoid everyone until he feels more like himself.
↳ isaac is absolutely terrible about his phone. it’s always dead or broken (despite being able to buy a brand new one) and he almost prefers it that way. this boy always has at least 17 unread texts and 9 missed calls at all times. if you are trying to get in contact with him it’s best to just give up.
↳ while in college he did his best to keep his family's wealth a secret, not wanting people to look at him differently just because he had a large trust fund waiting for him.
↳ it wasn’t until a couple years ago that isaac realized he had a crush on liam and it scared the crap out of him. almost immediately after he came to the realization he knew liam could never find out and shoved the feelings deep down. isaac valued their friendship too much to ruin it but now kind of regrets not saying anything now.
↳ the duality this boy possesses is almost comical. day to day he is just isaac, the ball of sunshine and happiness most people know him to be but the moment he steps into that dance studio he turns into a different person. he becomes the type of person you probably wouldn’t want to bring home to your parents. isaac can turn this side of him on and off like a switch though most of the time he doesn’t realize that he is even doing it in the first place.
#mytime; intro#* ♡ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ⧼ 𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚊𝚌 𝚑𝚊𝚎 ⧽ ⋰ * ✧ intro.#this is almost obnoxiously long#and honestly kinda terrible#so if u make it through i'm v proud
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everyday i wake up and you still havent posted your evermore rant </3
there u go boo 👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩
GDBDNSKDJHHDDNDS GIRL................ ok so i very cleverly avoided ranking folklore because every song REALLY HIT and the whole album was just SO.. SO.. yeah. i can however rank miss evermore. i dont want to compare the two album i do not get the point in that. both give off really different vibes. now what i will say is with folklore, AS AN ALBUM, it is just a master masterpiece. The songs flowed amazingly with each other and really held you close the entire first listen. at least thats what I felt like <3 with evermore however, the individual songs are OMG!!! THERE IS LITERALLY NO SONG I DONT LIKE FROM ANY OF THE TWO ALBUMS. but as an album on the first listen i did feel a bit disconnected from evermore which didnt happen to me with folklore. why i think that might’ve happened is BECAUSE taylor is just so brilliant m8.... the MASSIVE contrasting emotions between the songs was too much for my little brain to handle.
Ok so now that’s out of the way dhsjsk time for rankings :) i have no idea where im going to put each song im just going to make it up as we go <3 ill ALSO give you my fave lyrics from each if I remember it <333 (oh and also you’ll notice marjorie isnt here. im sorry but i never listened to it after the first listen because it hits a little too close to home and i dont want to unpack all of that now im sorry! it is a beautiful song)
14. Closure: she popped off <3 she really said dont treat me like a situation that needs to be handled 💃🤙💯 a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics HOWEVER its the first song i couldnt connect with thus it’s down here BUT I STILL WOULD LISTEN TO IT ON REPEAT THO... the last in my ranking but still fucks 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️ thats taylor swift 👩❤️💋👩
13. long story short: i have never been in a relationship ever BUT GODDAMN ‘pushed from the precipice, clung to the nearest lips’ hdjsksksjjddjnBbdns jddd ubebs!:!?:?:$3&39383$hzjs WOAH.... and this bitch really summarized the full 2016 drama with long story short it was a bad time. HILARITY. yeah not much to say here tho this is just the ‘at least one mandatory song to shake your tits to on each ts album’ song of evermore <3 and always remember that if the shoe fits walk in it TILL YOUR HIGH HEELS BREAK WOOH ANDIFELLDOWNTHEPEDESTALRIGHTDOWNTHERA—
12: dorothea: making a lark of misery :D RENt free. i had to listen to ‘if youre tired of being known for who you know you know youll always know me’ 113 times to finally understand it tho 😐 some of us are stupid and illiterate have you ever thought about that miss swift???? anyways TINGTINGTINGINGINGING THE STARS IN YOUR EYES SHINED BRIGHTER IN TUPELO <33333 such an innocent feel good song I LOVE!!!!!
11. ivy: the goddamn here and the hush of mirrorball ARE THE REASON IM STILL ALIVE 😽 another lyrical masterclass <3 ‘id live and die for moments that we stole on begged and borrowed time’ IS2G!!!!!!!!!!! anyways what if you cheated on your husband with me and i cheated on my husband with you and my pain fit in the palm of your freezing hands 😳 JK JK 😅 unless...... 🤪😏 hdjsks yeah this song is magnificently cursed and i am in love with it 🧎♀️
10. tis the damn season: this song is august but the other side of the coin. august but four months later. AUGUST SLIPPED AWAY LIKE A BOTTLE OF WINE- THE HOLIDAYS LINGER LIKE A BAD PERFUMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... she sounds so pretty goshhh! ‘time flies messy as the mud on your truck tires NOW IM MISSING YOUR SMILE hear me out we could just ride around and the road not taken looks real good now’ is on repeat in my mind. and as always the bridge ::::::::::::::.............:::::::::::::: how does she do this everytime. ‘and wonder about the only soul who can tell which smiles im faking’ 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️ after every ts song i listen my expectations about true love grows exponentially and my chances of finding true love falls exponentially simultaneously ADIEU.
9. willow: she really took the invisible string quartet and put it in huh..................... FUCKED IN THE HEADDDDDDDDDDDDDD. what can i say <3 its just such a pretty song <3 hashtag gorgeous hashtag i cant say anything to its face. WRECK MY PLANS!!!!!! WRECK IT BITCH!!! ‘wait for the signal and ill meet you after dark’ LOVE STORY WHIPLASH. also mate i cant even focus on the song she looks SO GOOD in the music video i—
8. happiness: !!!! what can i say.... one of the best songs of the album hands down. lyrical masterpiece AND musically rich. she really logged into tumblr dot com and typed out ‘THERE’LL BE HAPPINESS AFTER YOU’ AND ‘THERE WAS HAPPINESS BECAUSE OF YOU’ ARE IDEAS THAT CAN COEXIST and logged off...... h8 her and her insanity. the one word i have to describe this song is: picturesque. tis a picturesque song <3 oh and dfbhhffcbhDDVHHTRSDVJK when i heard ‘i hope she’ll be a beautiful fool who takes my spot next to you’ i audibly GASPED and then she says ‘no i didnt mean that sorry i cant see facts through all of my fury’................. i fell out of my chair. IT FELT LIKE AS IF SHE HEARD MY GASP AND TOLD ME SPECIFICALLY THAT NO SHE DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT... anyways yeah. ill write an article one day named THE SWIFT DECEPTION OF TAYLOR about how she keeps writing songs with deceptive titles and this will be the opening case 😈🤙 also the fact that this is one of my faves and i put it in number 8 says a lot......
7. evermore: i havent recovered from ‘motion capture. put me in a bad light’. i mean come on the whole goddamn song is a lyrical masterpiece. ‘writing letters addressed to the fire’. IS SHE OK!????????????? i think tf not. beautiful song beautiful arrangement. iver sounded really good too. and lol lol rofl WOOFWOOFbarkbark ‘HEY DECEMBER GUESS IM FEELING UNMOORED’ unmoored definition from google dot com: no longer attached. she doesn’t go back to december anymore. about2 faint oml. long story short: i did not survive. THIS PAIN WOULD BE FOR EVERMORE........ what i felt with this song is that she took the quarantine sadness we all felt at least once this year and made it into a masterpiece of a song. couldve been easily the top song on any album except this. no i will not elaborate <3
6. no body no crime: i cannot believe. she teased us with a musical number. this woman teased us with. a musical number. I THINK SHE IS WRITING A MUSICAL BUT I JUST CANT PROVE IT! when she wins that tony 16 years later call me prophetic xoxo. anyways yeah she literally wrote this to flex her storytelling abilities. send tweet 🐥
5. cowboy like me: YEEEHAWWW I’LL BE HONEST WITH YOU I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FULL SONG SOUNDS LIKE I JUST HAVE THE BRIDGE ON REPEAT!!!! OMFG!!! the skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up. AAAA!! ??? STFU. IM NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT THE LYRICS MATE THE WAY ITS SUNG!!!!!!! GUT WRENCHING! the best bridge she has ever written musically. i cant stop listening to it. REALLYYY DID BELIEEEVE I WAS THE ONEEE. STORIESSS ABOUT WHEEEN YOU PASSSEDDD THROUGHH TOWN. y e l l. and then she hits me with ‘now you hang from my lips like the gardens of babylon.’ L ???? M !!!!! A $$$$$ O “”””” i had to pause it and sit there for 10 minutes to take in what i had just heard. case closed critical hit sustained yeedhawd.
4. tolerate it: i cried. the only reason it’s not 1 is because it hurt me too much. WHAT THE FUCK YOU MF YOU ASSUME IM FINE BUT WYD IF I BREAK FREE AND LEAVE US IN THE RUINS???? TOOK THIS DAGGER IN ME AND REMOV— m8 this physically hurts me everytime. if its all in my head TELL ME RN. aghhh aRghhhhhhh. pain. and lol she broke down sleep to its bare essentials ‘breathing with your eyes closed’.
3. ??? coney island: i know it’s a bit of a controversial top three but WHO CARES 🕴this is solely here for ‘AND IM SITTING ON A BENCH IN CONEY ISLAND wondering where did my BABYy GO’ im shaking. my bed is shaking. my body is shaking. my pupils are shaking. THE WAY SHE SINGS IT OH MY GOODNESS ME i have to lie down gimme a sec. ‘and if this is the long haul howd we get here so soon 😟’ SCREAM. and when i was hearing it for the first time and she said ‘sorry for not making you my centerfold’ i was like yeah and?? so what?? and then she hits me with ‘over and over’...... so she didnt make him/her/them her centerfold over and over !!!!!!! she is sorry she didnt do it over and over!!!!!! mannn.... the chorus.. i shall not speak. i am held at gunpoint i CANNOT SPEAK. the bridge tho dhdnsksksjsb I CAN SPEAK AND I SHALL SPEAK. BITCH WENT OFFFFFFFF. <3 this is the apology she deserved from her exes which she never got so she wrote it herself. podium. grey skies. birthday cake. ACCIDENT. im laughingggggggggggg <///3 and yeah so overall it is a really yummy song with yummy vocals and yummy arrangement 9/10 would recommend. also!! life lessons kids life lessons. disappointments? SIMPLY CLOSE YOUR EYES AND PRETEND YOU DO NOT SEE IT YAAAAAAAAAS
2. gold rush: ETHEREAL!!!!!! The last time i felt like this™️ whilst listening to a song was with mirrorball <3 the production of this song omg omg omg LOVE 💃 but what propelled it to number two status was the ‘i dont like slow motion double vision in ROSE BLUSH/ i dont like that falling feels like flying till the BONE CRUSH’ imagine how fucked in the head a person needs to be to rhyme rose blush with bone crush. yeah i have nothing more to say really this song is extremely gorgeous and ‘eyes like sinking ships on water so inviting i almost jumped in’ / ‘walk past quick brush’ ?:!:!&:8483 F A V E <33333 and the transition transmission transfusion from ‘... gray old tea cuz itll never be ᵍˡᵉᵃᵃᵃᵃᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʷⁱⁿᵏˡⁱⁿᵍᵍᵍᵍ’ MADAME
1. champagne problems: are we surprised? ARE WE REALLY SURPRISED? when listening to new albums i normally listen to it at one go in order. i stick to that rule. HOWEVER after many years of my solid album listening self made rule tm i finally broke and immediately replayed this mf song after listening to it once. ‘you had a speech, youre speechless/ love slipped beyond your reaches’???? stfu???? VILE. PUNISHABLE. DEROGATORY. and welp the entire bridge ...... .... ........... what can i say. And the parallels to miss all too well??? WHAT WAS THE REASON???? your SISTER splashed out on the bottle- left my scarf there at your SISTER’s house 😐 she’ll patch up your tapestry that i SHRED- maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you TORE it all up 😐 your MOM’s ring in your pocket- your MOTHER’s telling stories bout you on the tee ball team 😐 November flush and your FLANNEL cure- PLAID shirt days and nights when you made me your own 😐 wHAT A SHAME SHE IS FUCKED IN THE HEAD IS2G........... and also why would she not rhyme POCKET with LOCKET?????? why with wallet???????????? slant rhyme why????????????? AND THE NOTE THIS MF SONG ENDS ON..... FUCKED IN THE HEAD
THATS IT. i really sat here and did this for the past 2 hours huh...... hhdjsms anyways LONG STORY SHORT: I HATE ONE INSANE WOMAN AND HER NAME IS TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT. GODSPEEED 🏃♀️
#obviously i have not listened to the two delux songs yet so yeah <3#im sorry about this i have neither proofread this nor do i think this makes any sense </3#also i just realized i swore alot in this.... its that kind of a year huh ;D#anyways tysm anon for your eagerness for MY rant on evermore <3 truly honored#have a great day ilyy#answered 🗣#evermore era
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What star sign is the last person you text messaged?
Aries
How did you feel when you woke up today?
not well
Do you know what the person you're dating is doing at this moment?
napping
Who was the last person to make you cry with laughter?
my gf
Who was the last person you talked about sex/love with?
either her or my father
Who introduced you to the person you're in a relationshop with?
my high school classmate K.K.
How many brothers does your father have?
two
When was the last time you did something which you knew was wrong?
I don’t know what’s wrong and what not, ugh...
Do you still speak to your first crush?
nope
If you could get your own house with one friend, who would you pick?
dad but I’d prefer to live alone
Which is worse, too-tight clothes or much too-loose clothes?
too tight are worse
What is something that you are willing to fight for?
hmm...
If you jump, can you touch the ceiling of the room you’re in?
noooo
Which do you think is worse: ear aches or tooth aches?
tooth aches
How many different colors are you wearing right now?
3 (4 counting panties)
You can only listen to one band for the rest of your life, who do you pick?
omg I can’t choose :o
Do you like big or small cars better?
big
What store do you get the majority of your shoes from?
*shrug*
What place, in your mind, is heaven on earth? How about hell on earth?
there’s no such thing as heaven on Earth to me as I would bring myself there and ruin everything but almost whole planet is hell mostly because of people
Do you think there is anything scary about midnight?
midnight is the time of ghosts but no longer minute before and/or after :P
Can you snap with both of your hands?
yep
In your opinion what is the absolute worst house chore?
laundry?
How young do you think is too young to get married?
definitely under 20 but I think it’s best to get married 30+
Who do you think is the dumbest superhero?
I can’t believe Green lantern is an actual superhero...
Would you rather be a hair stylist or a clothes designer?
clothes designer
Would you rather be 3 inches taller or shorter than you are now?
taller
Are there any foods that you think smell good, but taste bad?
possibly
Would you ever stay overnight at any of your neighbors houses?
why would I?
Do you think it would be cooler to play a hero or the villain in a movie?
hero
If you had the last name of your favorite actor, what would your name be?
I like many actors so...
how many syllables does your first name consist of?:
3
do you know someone who is allergic to chocolate?:
used to know
have you worn a dress [casual, formal, etc] within the past week?:
not within the past week
when was the last time you saw the last person you kissed?:
days ago
is that person your significant other?:
yup
last person you talked to on the phone and what was it about?:
mom, I informed her she probably didn’t take out the matches from my pocket and now she’s washing my shorts with ‘em inside the machine and my instinct was right so she turned it off in the last moment, minutes or even seconds later water would soak the package and that could ruin the clothes, I wish she checked or asked while taking my stuff away
got any plans today?:
been to laboratory, done shopping but am too tired to help my parents in carrying wood
were you born in an odd or even numbered year?:
even
did you drive anywhere at all today?:
took the bus
which of your parents did you see last?:
both at once
describe your current shirt:
black tee Nie każdy musi mnie lubić w końcu nie każdy ma dobry gust with Lil My
are you currently listening to music?:
I’m very picky about songs today
do you fill out your own surveys or do you think it’s just weird?:
I do
where did you buy the shoes you last wore?:
Biedronka (Tom & Rose)
last disappointment?:
health issues
do you still talk to the person you first kissed?:
yeah
did you seriously believe that the opposite sex had cooties in elementary?:
I didn’t think about that
did you take a nap today?:
I barely ever take naps in general
name something random in your car:
I don’t own a car
would/did you cheat on someone for revenge or if they wouldn’t find out?
neither
would you rather be remembered for something bad or forgotten?
forgotten
would you date someone twice your age for money?
only if I really had to survive and there was no other way but not forever?
rate your self-confidence, 1 being insecure, and 10 being cocky.
I’m insecure but not sure how much
are you content?
I wish
would you knowingly be who someone cheats on someone else with?
cheats with me on someone they pretend to love? hell no
would you sleep with a teacher to pass a class you were failing?
ewww, yuk
have you ever contemplated physically hurting yourself or another?
mhm
are you prejudice against any groups of people?
I am
is there anything you chose to be ignorant about? (war, animal rights, etc)
maybe
would you replace any family members if possible (& who)?
oh well...
do you lie when asked how you’re doing?
what for? to blame then for not noticing? to be an ass who’s lying?...
do you have any plans for tomorrow?
meeting with M.
are you able to get a tan?
not much
the next time you are on an airplane, where will you be traveling to?
umm... no thx
are you satisfied with the picture on your id card?
could be worse but also could be better
what are your chances of getting with your crush?
I'm taken
what color is your car?
no car!
is the song you’re currently listening to being sung by a male or female?
two women
where did you get the shirt that you’re wearing?
it was a gift
how tall is the last person you kissed?
taller than me
is anybody in the room with you right now?
not rn
how long have you been with your significant other, if you have one?
3 months
do you enjoy dried fruit?
meh
How’s your day going?
blergh
What does your umbrella look like?
I borrow my parents’ umbrella, I hate umbrellas
Do you share a room with anyone?
there are furniture with stuff inside that don’t belong to me
Do you have socks on? Describe them.
grey
Are you one of those people who has like a hundred apps on their phone?
I have spotify, choices, tumblr, tik tok, fb and messenger
Do you have good reflexes?
I guess
Picture you think is cute.
Do you like blowing bubbles?
sometimes
Are you better at posing good questions or coming up with outrageous dares?
depends
Has there been a celebrity death that really affected you?
I cried after some celebs but that’s all
If you’re out of high school, have you stayed in touch with your high school friends?
I haven’t :(
Do you think, if it came down to it, that you’d be able to kill someone?
I believe I might
Are you good at rating things?
am not
Do you get into a lot of arguments?
:x
Can you pass for older than you are?
can’t even pass for my real age lmfao
Do you talk a lot?
at times
Are you capable of finishing a game of Monopoly?
it’s not that hard
Do you own any tie-dye clothing?
I hate tie-dye
How much soda do you drink in a week?
-
Do you like being asked questions?
love
Are you nosy?
slightly
How well can you pay attention to someone talking?
depends
What is the closest yellow thing to you?
rosary
Would you mind living on a farm?
I’d try
Are you a patient person?
wouldn’t say so
What annoys you the most about people?
what doesn’t...
Does your computer freeze a lot?
my browser freezes right after turning on the computer and my internet dies often
Have you ever ate glue?
wtf
When is the last time you took a picture?
this day
If you could know one thing about the future, what would it be?
when will I die for example
Do you like Ellen Degeneres?
she’s awful
Are you comfortable dancing in public?
whatever
Would you like to live to be 110 years old?
I wanna die already
Do you like getting your picture taken?
I’m ugly
Do you like being the X or the O when you play tic tac toe?
X
What do you think is the most popular name for a girl?
I checked:
Zofia
Hanna
Julia
Zuzanna
Alicja
Maja
Helena
Maria
Oliwia
Pola
What about a boy?
Jan
Franciszek
Antoni
Aleksander
Stanisław
Jakub
Adam
Leon
Mikołaj
Szymon
*do ya like any?
How many people are around you right now?
my family’s in the kitchen eating so I’m alone
Do spicy foods give you heartburn or make you make you gassy?
both and more
Is body hair attractive or unattractive to you?
it’s normal/natural?
Do you prefer bare feet or socks?
socks
Hard wood floor or carpet?
hardwood
Would you ever want to work in a toy store?
yasss
Do you like asking questions better or answering?
answering
Do you follow your head or heart more?
head
Would you rather give up your hand or your foot?
foot
Have you ever tried crowd surfing?
too risky and no fun
If you could have 16 wishes, tell me just one you wish:
I don’t need 16, 3 are enough
Do you like the movie Bambi? If so, who is your favorite on there?
I don’t remember Bambi
Would you rather be on the computer all day or watch TV?
computer
Would you rather be a police man or a firefighter?
police
Do you like jokes or riddles better?
jokes
Do you like onion rings?
disgusting
Do you like odd or even numbers better?
even are easier to count
Last song you heard?
Marroon 5 - Animals
Ocean or lake?
lake
Do you know a lot of people with the middle name Marie?
weird but no, Anna is more popular
Do you like loud or quiet people better?
smth in between unless in public - quiet strangers are better
Taking pictures or getting your picture taken?
taking
Do you like chocolate?
meh
Favorite day of the year?
New year’s eve?
Favorite holiday?
same
Crayons or markers?
markers
Snookie or Vinny?
Snookie
have you ever been to an animal shelter?
that would break my heart
are you tired right now?
who is the worst actor or actress in your opinion?
there are plenty
have you ever bought someone else lingerie?
nope
where are your parents right now?
run around the house like crazy
if you have a dog, does it bark a lot?
luckily not, he howls rarely too
have you ever seen a magic show?
sure
can you juggle?
I tried to learn but failed
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So this is in response to an ask me thing I reblogged. Thanks @kylorenpunk for once again making me do them all 😂 but I ain’t no quitter so let’s begin shall we.
1. Selfie; as seen above
2. What would you name your future kids?; If I could have sole control of naming my kids, I’d go with Zephyr for a girl and Red Nalloh for a boy. I always liked the word zephyr and I like the palindrome name that would come from naming my son that.
3. Do I miss anyone?; I recently moved to the west coast and left a lot of close friends behind so I miss each of them every day.
4. What am I looking forward to?; I recently interviewed for a job I’m pretty excited about so I’m really looking forward to hearing new news from them!
5. Is there anyone who can make me smile?; Legit anyone who ever says or does a kind thing to me I will think about from time to time with a little grin.
6. Is it hard for me to get over someone?; I don’t have too much experience needing to do so but I feel like it takes me a normal amount of time to get back on the level after being with someone 😂😅
7. What was my life like last year?; I was a senior in college man...life was a ball of stress and sleep deprevation for months.
8. Have I ever cried from annoyance?; Not really. It honestly takes a lot to make me cry usually. BUT! Show me something with heartwarming feels and a tear or two will always come.
9. Who did I last see in person?; My aunt while we were watching a movie.
10. Am I good at hiding my feelings?; Maybe? I feel like I am but I also know my poker face is garbage so I could be suckish at hiding my feelings too haha.
11. Am I listening to music right now?; Yes! The new Greatest Showman Reimagined album and it’s utterly amazing!
12. What is something I want right now?; I want more than anything rn to hear back from some job somewhere because I’m so in need of a post-college job 😂😅
13. How to I feel right now?; Bit of a headache and fairly tired but overall pretty happy! Listening to the rain outside helps.
14. When was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged me?; About 20min ago when I said goodnight to my aunt lol.
15. Personality description; I feel the best way to describe my personality is a hyperactive ball of music and useless facts who usually does anything to help my friends, usually at the expense of my sanity at times 😂
16. Have I ever wanted to tell someone something but I didn’t?; There was a time where I desperately wanted to take a risk of telling one of my closest friends just how I truly felt about her but didn’t because I didn’t want to risk ruining the friendship that meant too much to me.
17. Opinion on insecurities; They are a thing everyone experiences and should never be judged on, but I do feel like the only way to truly become better as a person is to actively work to identify and try to work on overcoming or coming to terms with them.
18. Do I miss how things were a year ago?; The constant stress, absolutely not. The friends I got to see daily and never get to see and rarely talk to anymore, all the goddamn time.
19. Have I ever been to New York?; State, yes. City, also yes. Went this past summer to see Hamilton live and my god it was one of the best shows I’ve ever experienced! ☺️
20. Favorite song at the moment?; Hardest question in the world to ask me since I listen to and love so many so songs at once. The one currently stuck in my head is Zac Brown Bands version of From Now On from the Greatest Showman Reimagined soundtrack.
21. Age and birthday; 22 and August 28th
22. Description of crush; No crushes at the current moment but I usually like women a tad shorter than me, with amazing eyes, and a personality that is fun and nerdy so we can make stupid puns and jokes to each other.
23. Fears; Only one real one and it’ll always be snakes. Fuck those venomous and scaly bastards.
24. Height; Like 5’9”-5’10”ish I think?
25. Role model; My dad for sure. He is one of the most loving and caring people I know who can be outright terrifying if he needs to be.
26. Idols; I’m not really the type to idolize anyone tbh 😅 I feel like idolization can be a tad unhealthy.
27. Things I hate; The thing I hate most in the world (apart from snakes, fuck snakes) would have to be the sound of silence (not the song I love the song). Silence weirds me the hell out and I’m not about it.
28. I’ll love you if...; I’ll basically love you if you just show you genuinely care for me and have my best interest at heart. If you do that I’ll basically fight for you til the very end.
29. Favorite films; Star Wars for a series, Airplane! for a individual movie.
30. Favorite tv shows; Brooklynn 99 is my current binge. Others tend to be Star Trek: Next Generation, Cosmos (think this is considered tv), Friends, Avatar, The Last Airbender, etc lol.
31. 3 random facts; About me I’m guessing? I can solve a Rubik’s cube in about 30sec. I can sing the lyrics to literally each and every track from the Hamilton soundtrack. And I can bake recipe for cookies I’ve had friends literally fight over blindfolded if I have the ingredients all lined out first.
32. Are my friends mainly girls or guys?; Girls mostly. Guys tend to annoy the hell out of me most of the time. Even my best friend in the world can annoy the shit out of me fairly easily 😂😅
33. Something I want to learn; How to play literally any instrument. At all. I have wanted to learn for ages but I am just not good with instruments at all.
34. Most embarrassing moment; I tend to repress my embarrassing moments a lot so the first one that comes to mind is when I was talking shit about a professors godawful and stupid teaching method after being given a test he taught us like 30% of and turning around to see him 10ft away and definitely hearing what I said 😐
35. Favorite subject; Any math or chemistry really. #chemicalengineeringlife
36. 3 dreams I want to fulfill; Fairly easy I think. Find success in an area near my family so I can stay close with them after years of being unable to. Find a partner who I can be happy with the rest of my life. And be financially stable to never need to stress about living day to day.
37. Favorite actor/actress; Actor I think Chris Pratt. Actress Anna Kendrick.
38. Favorite comedian; John Mulaney without hesitation.
39. Favorite sport; Tennis. Can’t play it for years and not love it.
40. Favorite memory; Ooh hard one. I think it would have to be the time my family went camping to a place in the middle of Nowhere, Nevada when I was younger and I was able to see each and every star in the sky like I had never been able to before. It made me start to love space and science as a whole looking into that beautiful endless abyss.
41. Favorite book; Hate this because I love reading so so much and it’s like having to choose a favorite child. I think the one I most often reread would have to be The Hobbit though.
42. Favorite song ever; Bohemian Rhapsody I would guess counts the most since it’s the one I will always go back to and enjoy. (Also if you haven’t seen Bohemian Rhapsody the movie yet it’s insanely entertaining and I recommend it hard)
43. Age I get mistaken for; With the beard grown out some age definitely mid-20s, without the beard I’ve been called 18 or younger multiple occasions.
44. How I found out about my idol; See idol question above.
45. What my last text message says; “Goodnight”, sent to a friend I was talking to as they were very close to passing out.
46. Turn ons; If you’re able to engage with me on an intellectual level and be able to just be fun and goofy with me.
47. Turn offs; Trump supporters, Naxi sympathizers, and people who refuse to accept scientific evidence for things like vaccines and climate change.
48. Where I want to be right now; In bed, which luckily I am! 😝
49. Favorite picture of my idol; See idol question above.
50. Starsign; Virgo I believe.
51. Something I’m talented at; Random useless fact storage to be used at bar trivia nights.
52. 5 things that make me happy; Being with family, listening to good music, reading a good book, baking something delicious, and long drives with deep talks with friends.
53. Something worrying me at the moment; Not getting the nice job I interviewed for after the interview going as awesome as it did.
54. Tumblr friends; I have a few friends who have tumblrs like @kylorenpunk, @thepunmaster3000, and @be-inspirational-to-others. Though any mutuals I have I would love to become more friendly with so please feel free to send me a message sometime 😂😋
55. Favorite food; Probably chicken Alfredo I think.
56. Favorite animasl; Dolphins and tortoises 🐬🐢
57. Description of best friend; Tall dude with a short trimmed beard. Musically talented in basically any instrument I can think of. Movie lover to the point of almost insanity. Funny dude who also calls me out on my extremely dumb jokes and puns all the goddamn time.
58. Why I joined tumblr; I was told about it by a friend when I needed to vent a lot and she had me make one. Vented very rarely but enjoyed the weirdness of the site.
59. Ask me anything you want (I’m guessing for who asked me this); @kylorenpunk, why the hell do you make me always do all of these? 😂😅 I don’t mind but lord does it take forever to type all this junk out.
#ask post#lots of answers#selfie#for the first time on this site I think#mutuals#feel free to message me sometime#just not these questions again#😅
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prompt: shane finding out that ryan is a seer who can see ghosts, but shane doesn't believe him at first but he eventually does? you can change it up if you like if this is too much! love your writing
Thank you for your kind words I hope you like this! I’m on mobile rn so sorry if anything is a lil wonky I’ll try to fix it when I get off vacation!
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It starts out small.
Having worked with Ryan as long as Shane had, he’s pretty confident in his arsenal of Useless Ryan Trivia. He knows Ryan likes to work out when he’s stressed, knows his favorite brand of popcorn is the fancy one that had to be made on a stove instead of in the microwave and knows that he has the tendency to talk to himself. Like a lot. So when he wakes up in the middle of the night to Ryan softly mumbling he thinks nothing of it at first.
They’d just gotten back from a location, a small house out in the middle of West Bumblefuck, Missouri where a man had snapped one day and killed his wife and children as they slept. A sad case but not Satanic as Ryan had been so quick to claim.
The investigation had been relatively uneventful aside from the usual nonsense EVPs they had captured on the Screeching Hell Box but Ryan had still returned to their shared hotel room keyed up and twitchy.
He kept casting furtive glances to dark corners of their room and looking over his shoulder, probably thinking himself inconspicuous but which Shane picked up on right away. He tried not to tease Ryan too much, knowing how affected he could get after their investigations, yet the pull was too strong to resist entirely.
“You okay, man? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Shane said, giving him what could only be described as a shiteating grin.
“Fuck off, squatch. That place just gave me some bad vibes, y’know?”
“Again with the vibes? What are you, psychic now or something?”
Shane scoffed and Ryan laughed along mechanically.
“Oh come on, Ryan. We’re fine. If the ghouls were really that upset they would’ve squared up to me ages ago. Given me the ol’ one two.” He nudged Ryan slightly and smiled when he seemed to loosen up a bit.
“You’re right, who could pass up the chance to knock your limp noodle body around. I can barely suppress the urge.”
“Aw, Ryan. I’m touched. If you wanted to get your hands on me you could’ve just asked.”
Ryan snorted.
“You wish.”
Mood lightened, Ryan seemed fine to go to sleep. Seemed being the keyword as Ryan was once again awake and probably telling his camera all about the spooky sound of footsteps in a well inhabited place. Ooooo.
Shane listened closely, too exhausted to get up just yet if Ryan was at a manageable level of fear and would be able to calm himself down without Shanes’ help.
“You’ll be okay. Everything’s alright.”
There. Ryan was talking himself down and didn’t actually sound at all upset. Shane let himself relax and almost immediately felt himself falling back asleep.
“Hey, no buddy. Please don’t cry. You’re alright. Go back home, your mom’s probably looking for you right now.”
What? Shanes brows furrowed and he was fully awake once more.
“It’s okay. He won’t be there. He’s gone, I promise. Please, buddy? For me? You don’t want your mom to be sad do you?”
Ryan paused as if waiting for a response and Shane strained his ears, too. Maybe he was on the phone? Or talking in his sleep? But there was no light piercing through the dark of their room and for as long as Shane had known him Ryan had never once talked in his sleep. So what was going on?
Across the room from him, Ryan laughed, light and airy.
“That’s what I thought. Now go on. You’ll be alright. Goodbye, little guy!”
Shane laid quietly in his bed, waiting for the other shoe to drop, for Ryan to yell “sike!” and spin his camera around for his reaction. All he heard, however, was Ryan heaving a deep sigh before shifting around to get more comfortable.
When nothing more happened, Shane finally allowed his confusion to succumb to his exhaustion and drifted off, promising himself to confront Ryan about it in the morning.
——“Hey, little guy how’d you sleep last night. You look, quite frankly, like shit.”
“Damn, Madej. You really know how to sweet talk a guy. Should I strip now or later?” Ryan deadpanned.
“Any excuse to lose the shirt, huh? But really, you look tired. Are you alright?” Shane asked, subtly trying to get closure for last night’s events.
“It was alright. Had a little trouble sleeping, though. Kept thinking about the case. You really have to be a shitty person to do that to your family, huh?”
“Oh for sure. You gotta hop right onto the train to Sucksville for that. No transfers, nothin’. Just straight on to Sucksville, population: That Guy.”
“‘Population: That Guy’ Jesus. You really don’t even remember his name? We just talked about it yesterday!”
“Ryan, if I could remember the name of every shitty murderer to ever exist then I wouldn’t working be at Buzzfeed.”
“Oh yeah? Then where would you be?”
“Killin’ it on some super niche game show about killers from the middle of nowhere, obviously Ryan. Keep up!”
Ryan laughs, bright and loud and Shane feels his own face morph into a smile of its own.
In the end they get too distracted thinking up disturbing names for Shane’s imaginary game show for him to bring up Ryan’s night once more.
——Eventually, Shane pushes that night to the back of his mind, rationalizing it as sleep talking and leaving it at that. There’s not much else to explain it away with and Shane’s pretty content with his answer.
Shane, however, doesn’t completely forget about the incident. He finds himself paying closer attention to Ryan than before, something he previously thought impossible.
He drags his eyes over him at every possible opportunity, strains his ears to scan for his voice and spends way to much time thinking over their interactions.
If Shane didn’t know any better he’d say he’d developed a crush on Ryan. But that was dumb because he was a grown man and that was his best friend. He was simply… researching, compiling notes like he would for an episode of Ruining History. Delving in deep to get all the right facts and throw out the bullshit would take an attentive eye, of course.
And through his observations Shane had made several slightly worrying discoveries.
Ryan was talking to himself more, forome. Normally, Shane could blame it on the stress from the pressure of planning out a new season but Ryan’s research was going off without a hitch. Plus, it was almost never at work or at his desk.
Sometimes, Shane and Ryan would be scouting out a location and the second Ryan believed Shane was out of earshot he would start muttering under his breath, gesturing and looking over his shoulder as if afraid to get caught.
Ryan, he noticed, also refused to stare at one place for too long. He would either focus all his attention on Shane or his eyes would dart around whatever room they were in, never settling, as if avoiding eye contact. At first Shane had written it off as a result of Ryan’s nervous energy and inability to hold still and then after coming to terms with his feelings for Ryan he had hoped it meant that maybe Ryan felt the same way. But Shane decided that, no, something about it felt off.
Maybe it was the way Ryan would almost seem fearful about taking his eyes away from someone else’s face. Or maybe it was the times that his gaze would catch on something, eyes sparking with something akin to recognition and sadness before they would quickly scurry to the next spot. Shane wasn’t quite sure but it worried him.
The final straw was after yet another shoot at a haunted location. This time a young girl, Ciara Fisher, had died in a house fire and was said to haunt the place, crying at night and clawing at the doors in an attempt to escape the fire she still experienced each night.
Shane had woken in the middle of the night to use the bathroom only to experience fear gripping his chest as he saw Ryan’s empty sleeping bag beside him.
He got up in a hurry, switching on his flashlight and creeping across the house quietly in search for his partner.
“Ryan?” He called out in a hushed, panicked voice. “Where are you?” No response.
Worried, Shane continued his search. Faintly, he thought he heard whispering coming from down the hall, the site where Ryan had said the little girl had been trapped. When he turned the corner he saw her bedroom door wide open with a faint light emitting from it.
Quietly, Shane approached the room, keeping his footsteps light in case it wasn’t Ryan and instead some intruder who wanted to hurt them.
As he got closer, however, Shane was able to easily make out Ryan’s voice in the silent room.
“Wow, you tied that bow all by yourself? I’m impressed!” A pause. “Of course I’ll miss you, sweetie, but don’t you think your parents miss you more?”
Shane peeked in and saw Ryan seated on the ground, body turned slightly to face a corner of the room. He could just barely make out Ryan’s soft smile in the dim moonlight streaming through the grimy window.
“I won’t forget you, I promise. How could I ever forget meeting a real life princess! Oh, a fairy princess? My bad, your majesty! Oh, no no come on sweetie. No more crying. No need to be sad, I’ll see you again one day. That’s more like it. Goodbye Princess Ciara.”—-
Oh. Oh shit. Ryan thought. That he was talking. To ghosts. Oh shit.
That was not good. At all. On no planet was this okay. He had to talk to him, had to get him some help. He couldn’t- wouldn’t - let some show on Youtube irreversibly fuck with his best friends’ psyche like that.
Shane backed out of the room and all but ran for his sleeping bag. When they got back from this trip they were gonna have a nice, loooong talk.
—-“Ryan, we need to talk.”
“Uh oh, are you breaking up with me, Shane?” Shane remained straight faced even as his stomach fluttered stupidly at the implication that he and Ryan were dating.
“I’m serious Ryan. I- I think you need to stop doing Unsolved.”
“Very funny, Shane. Let me just grow another 2 feet in my sleep while I’m at it.” Ryan rolled his eyes, before turning back to the tv, popcorn in hand.
Shane grabbed the remote and muted the movie, determined to have this talk despite Ryan’s complaints.
“Ryan, I really think you need to take a break from Unsolved. I know its your baby but seriously, mental health comes first.”
“Mental health- what does that even mean? Sure, I get scared sometimes but so what? It’s not like I’m about to suffer from a psychic break or something…” Ryan trailed off, eyes narrowing, “holy shit do you think I’ve finally, like, snapped or something? What the fuck, man!”
“Ryan, it’s just that…”
“No, fuck you, man. I don’t think, like, the Devil’s been whispering in my ear, telling me to clickbait articles to get extra ad revenue or whatever. I’m fi-“
“I heard you talking to the little girl, Ryan! And the boy in Missouri. And you’ve been acting weird and skittish and I just- I just want you to get better. I need you to be okay.”
Shane’s voice was breaking now, trailing off as the thought of Ryan not getting the help he needed hit him full force. Ryan lost the anger he initially felt, softening at the sight of Shane wilting in front of him.
“Shane I’m not- I can’t,” He took a deep breath before composing himself, wincing at the thought of what he was about to say, “I appreciate your concern but I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“What?” Shane’s head shot up in surprise, “what do you mean?”
“I mean, I have no clue what you’re talking about Shane. You know I would never talk to a ghost or some shit like that. Maybe… maybe you’re the one who needs help right now. Or maybe you dreamt it?”
“Really? Are you really doing this to me, Ryan?”
“Doing what, Shane. I’m just saying you don’t seem to have been sleeping well either-“
“That’s because I’ve been up all night worrying about you! Because you’re talking to people who aren’t there! And I’m worried about you but if you’re gonna stand there and- and fucken gaslight me then fine! I’ll quit Unsolved and you won’t have to worry about lying to me anymore.”
Shane turned to leave, anger and disbelief clouding his judgement. He was halfway to the door of Ryan’s apartment when he felt a strong hand on his forearm.
“Wait, please don’t go. I’m sorry that I lied to you like that. I’m just…scared. I don’t know how to talk about this.”
“Ryan. I’m your best friend. You should never be ashamed to talk about your mental health.”
“That’s just the problem, Shane,” he whispered, “it has nothing to do with my mental health. I’m a Seer. I can see ghosts.”
Shane’s heart broke.
“No, stop it, Shane. Stop making that face. I’m not, I don’t know, schizophrenic or something. Trust me I’ve been to my fair share of doctors to make sure I’m not making this up to know.”
“Ryan, you can’t- I mean. That’s not- ghosts aren’t real. You have to understand that. Maybe it’s something you didn’t have checked, like-“
“I knew it. You don’t believe me. God, I’m so stupid.” He started cleaning the room, sweeping stray popcorn into the bowls and shutting off the tv.
“I think it’s best if you go home.”
“Ryan, that’s not fair. I’m just trying to help you.”
“Well, if your idea of help is trying to get me committed then I don’t want it!”
“How do you think I feel? The person I’m in love with is losing his goddamn mind and he won’t even consider getting help.”
Pause.
“You’re in love with me?”
“That’s not- I didn’t. Fuck.”
Ryan smiled softly, heart soaring.
“You’re in love with me!” Ryan was beaming before he took a deep breath, trying to compose himself.
“Okay, let me try something. Let me prove it to you.”
“What? How? How could you possibly prove it to me? It’s not real.”
“You’re grandma loves you a lot, y’know?” Ryan started, apropos of nothing, “She thinks you’re real funny, Lord knows why.”
“Don’t.”
“She’s really sweet. She likes to hang around the set and watch you do your thing sometimes. Says she’s waiting for you to get your head out your ass. Never knew what she meant by that but I think I can guess now.”
“Ryan, this isn’t funny. This is fucked up, man.”
“Shane, please. I’m not trying to hurt you,” he was more solemn now, less light hearted and more serious, handling it with the respect he felt they both deserved.
“She always wanted me to tell you she’s so sorry for missing your school concerts but she loved when you would come to her hospital room and show her videos of you playing and tell her funny stories. I kept telling her I couldn’t, that you wouldn’t believe me, but she wanted you to know so badly how much she loves you.”
Shane’s crying now, shoulders shaking in silent sobs and Ryan wants to move closer, to comfort him, but he isn’t sure he’s allowed.
“She loves you so much, Shane. Her mała gwiazda.”
Shane launches himself into Ryan’s arms and then they’re both crying, intertwining themselves so closely they’re almost one being.
“What the fuck, Ryan? I mean, what the fuck?”
“I know, it’s a lot to take in. I’m sorry.”
Eventually, they calm down, exhausted from the crying and the revelations. They move to lie more comfortably on the couch, Ryan lying on his side and Shane wrapped around him like a particularly clingy octopus.
“Mała gwiazda,” Shane says, breaking the silence, “it means little star in Polish. She used to call me that during the visits. It’s the only Polish I really remember now.”
Ryan just smiles at him softly, burrowing closer to his chest.
“So,” Shane says, “any other earth shattering secrets you wanna come clean with. You got abducted by a UFO recently? Getting frisky with our boy, the Mothman?”
Ryan laughs but gets quiet, turning to face Shane head on.
“Actually, yeah. Just one more.”
“Oh?” Shane hums, lifting a brow. “Hit me, baby!”
Ryan rolls his eyes fondly but keeps looking Shane in the eyes as he wraps his arms around him, resting his hands behind his neck to play with the short strands of hair there. Shane’s heart stutters and nothing, he thinks, could ever top this moment.
“I’m in love with you, too.”
Shane smiles widely, eyes crinkling with it. As he swoops down to capture Ryan’s lips with his own he thinks he could stand to be wrong more often if the outcomes were always this breathtaking.
Who needed to be skeptic when he had all he needed to believe in right here, anyways?
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Someone tagged me in a “get to know me” tag thingy, and it’s long af but I’m gonna do it so now you’re all gonna know like 100 things you didn’t think you needed to know about me
What is your full name? Darian Storm Rehder
Are you named after anyone? Not that I know of
What does your name mean? I think it means queenly or wealthy or something and god I wish that were true about my life
Where are you from? I consider myself from Wellington, New Zealand or Missoula, Montana
Where do you live? Missoula
Where were you born? Missoula
Which of your parents are you closest to? I was closest with my dad
Which of your parents are you more like? I am more like my dad
What is your favorite drink? Vodka if we’re talking alcohol, if not, then milk or sprite
What is your favorite food? Steak or fries or salad
What is your favorite holiday destination? The ocean
What is your favorite childhood memory? I don’t honestly know, I barely remember my childhood. Probably just living in NZ
What is your favorite way to pass time? Listen to music or sing
What is your favorite snack? Chips or veggies or fruit
What is your favorite sport? Ice skating? Is that a sport?
What is your biggest regret? Letting myself be with people who continuously destroyed me
Are you a fan of any sports team? Nope
Are you a dog person or cat person? A both person
Are you scared of heights? Yes very scared of them. One time I went on a bridge high up over a canyon thingy and I couldn’t move so I just laid down in a ball in the middle of it until someone dragged me back to solid ground
At what age did you go on your first date? I think my first real date was when I was 15
What is an ideal first date for you? It was weird as fuck okay, I’ve talked about it a lot on here. There’s just a lot to say. Like how at one point I started crying into my steak during it
What is at the top of your bucket list? Uhhhhhhhh loving myself
What is something you are gifted at? Creative stuff, mostly writing
What is something you look for in a partner? Someone who is patient, understanding, and obsessed with me (not in like a weird way but enough in that I’m not the only person caring all the time)
What is something you wish you were gifted at doing? I wish I was better at singing, because I love it.
What is the one item you can’t leave home without? My butt (if I’m being serious though, probably my phone or my keys)
What is the best compliment you have ever received? I don’t honestly know. Like there’s been a lot of good ones, but I’m shit at remembering things.
What is the first book you remember reading? Warriors series!
What is the first movie you remember seeing? The first movie I saw in theaters was Nemo!
What is the last book you read? I’m reading a book rn that my girlfriend lent to me.
Do you like pets? I love pets
Do you have any pets? Ye I have a dog named Ayla
What is the name of your first pet? Buddy the cat (His full name was Sebastian)
What is your best physical feature? I’m not sure, a lot of ppl say I have a nice figure, like nice hips and a nice butt and stuff
What is your biggest accomplishment? Graduating high school and getting myself into college while simultaneously being homeless and losing all my friends
What is your eye color? Luxurious dirt
What is your favorite color? I like green, pink, and cosmic latte
What is your favorite fairytale? Idfk I wish there was a gay one
What is your favorite ice-cream flavor? Vanilla
What is your favorite music genre? Pop punk or alternative stuff
What is your favorite nickname? Megan calls me cow poo and I like it cuz there’s an inside joke behind it
What is your favorite quote? I can’t remember enough words to have one
What is your favorite type of clothing? I like stylish stuff, flowery printed stuff, and black clothes
What is your most commonly used swear word? Probably fuck
What is your star sign? Scorpio sun, libra rising, sagittarius moon
Do you have a best friend, if so, then who? Yeah her name is Harmony and she’s the besssttt
Do you have a tattoo? I have 3!!!
Do you have any allergies? Yeah I’m allergic to grass, nature, flowers, pollen, cotton, bees, cats, some soaps, and sometimes bright light makes me sneeze?/
Do you have any birthmarks? If so, where? I used to have one on my tum but I don’t think it’s there now. I also used to have one on my back but idk if that’s there still
Do you hold any convictions that you would be willing to die for? I don’t know. I think I’d die more for others than myself
Do you prefer kissing or cuddling? Tbh both are great, but I prefer making out bc I LOOOOOOVE how soft kissing is and like how you kinda just forget everything for a moment and it’s just you and another person
What piece of technology can you not live without? My phone
What was the first concert you ever attended? The Fray lmao
What was your favorite subject in High School? Writing
What was your first job? I was a courtesy clerk at a grocery store
What was your least favorite subject in High School? Math
What is the furthest you’ve ever been from home? I don’t know, like I visited America while I was in NZ and that was pretty fa r
What is your biggest fear? Loss. I have PTSD surrounding losing people so I have a very big fear of any kind of loss and sometimes convince myself that people I love are going to die.
When did you suffer your first heartbreak? I was like 14 and my girlfriend of 3 days said she didn’t love me lmao
When was the first time you were on a plane? When I was 2
When was the last time you cried? I cried tonight bc I was stressed about being an adult
When was the last time you got in a fist fight? I have never and I never will unless this one bitch I hate says something to me that’s mean in person
Who has left the most impact on your life? Myself
Who is the best teacher you ever had? I don’t know how to answer that, probably my 5th grade teacher cuz she really helped me improve in my writing
Who is the first person you call when something exciting happens? My best friend
Who is the first person you call when something horrible happens? My best friend
Who is your favorite musician? Rn I’m really diggin Janelle Monae but my favorite band of all time is Neck Deep
Who is your role model? I don’t think I have one tbh
Who was your first Boyfriend/Girlfriend? Her name was Bonnie
Who was your first Celebrity crush? Marina Diamandis
Who is your favorite actor? Idk names
Who is your favorite actress? Idk
Describe yourself in a single sentence? A bitch who has no clue what the fuck she is doing ever
Have you ever dated two people at the same time? Yes, but it was a poly relationship
Have you ever suffered a fracture? Ya I broke my elbow once
Have you ever visited a country outside your continent? Yes
How many Boyfriends/Girlfriends have you had? Like 20 I ain’t gonna count bc I did a while ago and I think it was around 20, if I was counting my current gf
How many relationships have you been in? Literally the above thing
If you could give your younger self any advice what would it be? Work on loving yourself sooner love
Last time you swam in a pool? Idk in the summer probably
What is your most embarrassing moment? Probably yesterday, idk my whole life is embarrassing and I don’t ever want to be looked at ever
On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, rate your fashion sense? 10 af
On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, rate your driving skills? hahah ask anyone who is not me and they’d probably be like 4 or 5 but I think it’s like a 8
On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, rate your cooking skills? 8
On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, how good a kisser are you? I haven’t kissed myself lmao, but most pppl I’ve kissed said I’m really good at it so 10?
One thing you know now that you wish you had known as a kid? People die and people change and people go away
The first app you check when you wake up in the morning? Messenger
What app do you use most? Messenger
What are some of your bad habits? Overthinking, not eating, not sleeping, and biting my nails
What are your favorite things about yourself? I’m creative, I’m thoughtful, I care about people a lot, and I have a big heart
What are your hobbies? Singing, playing piano, writing music, writing poetry, writing fiction, spending time w/ ppl I like, annnnnnd sleeping
What countries have you visited? US, New Zealand, Australia, Fiji
What countries would you like to visit? Any tbh
What do you consider unforgivable? Umm depends on my relationship with the person, but in like a romantic relationship I think that having an affair is mostly unforgivable and like obvious things like if they were a murderer or if they tried to ruin my life or something
What do you do for a living? Cry
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long-ass general life update for you nosy bitches // tw: men, my bad legs
so boring to say i’m settling in but i am, i just wish there was something better to call it
there was somebody camped out in the back of the park across from our house down by the railroad tracks, on what we think is technically railroad property, and the parks department came today and tried to haul their shit away without a police order cuz “it’s just trash” no dude it’s a tent that’s someone’s home you leave it the fuck alone so Agatha screamed at them until they went away but then the cops came by & tagged it so now they have 3 days to move or the parks department’s allowed to come back & take their shit away
when we were trying to figure out whose site it so so we could reach out to them thru the drop-in center we noticed the tent was locked but had been cut open and the rain fly was ripped off and Agatha says it’s probably fine but it looked like somebody rolled their shit hella bad & i’m just worried about whoever it is, it looked like multiple people (or at least a guy and a girl) and i hope they’re okay like. physically
thanksgiving weekend launched me into the flare of the century i’m still not recovered from. i dared unpack my boxes of books yesterday (which were all small!! 6 free USPS boxes!!) and my knees had just. Had It. from that 20 minutes of activity. my wrists and elbows are flaring rly bad rn too & i had to buy ankle braces cuz my Achilles was already super fucked up from moving & like. whole body hurts.
i was limping around super bad at work--like unable to actually walk, just kinda toddling around in slow-mo if they needed me to move somewhere--and my manager made fun of me to my face IMITATING MY LIMP ON BLACK FRIDAY when i requested a break then my ASM and tenured keyholder ALSO made fun of me on Hell Saturday and i’m going to burn the entire store down
marina says report them to HR but that’s not very anarchist of me and i just don’t care enough to ruin their lives cuz it’s a temp job anyway and i can make it thru the holiday surely but it’s also like. i am the most able-bodied disabled person i know. i get more shit done in a day with 2 nonfunctional legs and fucked up arms and guts that are trying to escape my body and The Brain Fog TM than most people in full health do. if you’re being this awful to ME to my fkn FACE, ON THE CLOCK, how awful are you to “““actually disabled”““ ppl like out in the world on your free time
i just hate that there are no buses on sundays, no buses after 7, and i keep getting put on these dumb fucking late closes that mean either paying $15 for an Uber or walking the 3 miles home in the dark and the cold and some days i just physically Cannot with my Body and have to pay for the Uber which sucks ass cuz i’m making barely above federal minimum wage again
but i’ve been walking dogs and stuff with Kara. she’s got a hot friend who saw the picture of my halloween costume she threw in the groupchat and apparently thinks i’m cute and has been inquiring about my existence ever since so she asked me if she could give him my number and like sure bro i’ve met this dude exactly once AND I DIDN’T HAVE EYEBROWS ON AND WAS STANDING THERE RUBBING MY EYEBROW STUBBLE IN MY OVERSIZED SLIPKNOT HOODIE AND PAJAMA PANTS but i would like him to throw me thru a brick wall so sure but then he tEXTED ME and we set up a hangout which was supposed to just be coffee but turned into a whole-ass actual lunch date which like. worm. and made out in my living room cuz why not.
yesterday we hung out again (the coffee i was promised) and walked dogs with Kara in the cemetery and went to Kinko’s and the sketchy Halloween store that’s still open in fkn December and also made out, and then he was like “we should have an Actual Date For Real People” and i was like mfkr what?!?????? is that not???? no??????????????
so that occurred t o d a y cuz you can’t call me anything but efficient and spoiler alert, it was NOT a Real People Date, it was a fkn punk shitbag date, we definitely smashed then cuddled and tried to get Parsnip to interact with the other cat in a peaceful fashion and listened to Ministry and helped Agatha with the camp/park service situation and dealt with the cops when they showed up and had the aUDAciTY to park in front of our house to pull that shit then ran errands and cuddled and went to a Food Not Bombs meeting like. mfkr. that aint a date. that’s hanging out. how. is the prior 2 things with designated start times and wearing Nice Shirts and Going In Public Together Solo and shit not dates but tODaY was a date. fkn. WHAT
anyway he’s simple and sweet and hilarious and pro-SW anarcho communist and insanely hot and self-deprecating and i want to climb him like a tree but he too is divorced once over and we’ve Talked about it & it’s made me feel Better about my own shit & like. i want him to throw me through a brick wall and buy me food and leave me alone, and he’s in a non-monogamous relationship with one of Kara’s friends and his partner’s like “bro u need to date other ppl so i don’t feel bad” and y’know, that’s fuckin stellar imo. for me.
like what this whole fkn Ordeal has made me realize is i actually hate being in capital-R-Relationships. i do NOT want the pressure of being somebody’s whole world, i do not want the EXPECTATION of being solely responsible for somebody’s emotional happiness and well-being, i just wanna be friends with people and hang out and make art and occasionally make out and otherwise be left alone to do my own thing so this is like. rad as fuck. that this just sorta fell into my lap fully-formed and i didn’t have to do a bunch of screening and dealing with fuckboys and everything i was dreading abt y’know. finding someone to make out with in the midwest
and it was all because of my dumbass pun-based nu-metal halloween costume, which is the best thing that’s happened to me in decades, so. thank u jonathan davis
but i’m making friends--mostly thru Kara, but the other fellow new KH at work is the oldest person in the store (older than me by a couple years) and ALSO super into all things manson-adjacent and ALSO super queer and everything and has given me a ride home a couple times and i love her so maybe we’ll end up being friends in the long run too--and like living with Kara’s been good cuz there are always people around and she doesn’t mind me inviting myself on stuff sometimes so
there’s some sort of Krampus parade thing this Saturday in which for $2 you can actually be beaten with sticks and the squad’s going to that and we’re all doing FNB on Sunday and i know aforementioned dude is gonna be there but also so is his partner so like. that’ll be Inch Resting. but. we’ll survive. ‘we’ meaning me.
idk if it’s some sort of fucked up coping mechanism from coming dead last in my own monogamous relationships for uhhhhhhhhhhhh my entire fucking life but y’know. i kinda just feel whatever abt it!! like cool!! there is the dude i am fast friends with and def have a mutual crush on and am also currently fucking! and there’s the person he’s been dating for 3.5 years and owns a house with, and they’re a Thing!! and idk where i fit and what the vibe’ll be idk if the partner’s other ppl are gonna be there too so it’ll be weird fr all of us or it’s just me and like honestly how do y’all NAVIGATE i just don’t wanna make fkn heart eyes at the wrong time or NOT make heart eyes at the wrong time U FEEL ME
but also y’know what, whatever, fine. i’m like the least possessive person in the universe. like. i like that it’s all out in the open and people aren’t running around on me or anybody else. can’t believe this is my life, honestly. idk if the squad was conspiring on this or what cuz kara has terminal Nice Person disease but. good job fam.
i was in a real dark place this time last week and it only got worse over Hell Weekend, like. feeling directionless / unmotivated / isolated / lonely / traumatized / failure. it’s really been hitting me hard that i’m [redacted] years old & getting d*vorced & back in a punk house in a city i’d never set foot in before & working the shittiest shit job in the history of shit jobs and i’m never gonna see this person that was my best friend for so long again (cuz, y’know, i know i don’t talk abt the Private Life on here very often/in very concrete terms ~~this post being the exception~~ but. we were Best Friends. for a very long time) & i’m officially losing this friendship that meant so much to me and does mean so much to me, because i do care about him as a friend. like. fuck him as a spouse, he’s terrible at that, but as a friend i don’t want to see him struggling. which is bullshit. cuz he was abusing me and my life was a living goddamn hell in VA. but it’s hard to let go of the basis of the whole goddamn Ordeal to start with, and it’s hard to reconcile My Friend Whomst I Adore with My Ex-Husband Who Triggers Me On Purpose & Reads My Instagram Messages & Has Been Blackout Drunk For Months & Won’t Let Me Have Space Even In My Own Office, and it’s hard cuz the only people i know who’ve gone through something like this are dead. and all of that’s hitting at once. and i can put up with a lot of shit but i cannot put up with feeling like a failure within myself. and shit was truly fucking bleak.
so the whole social life thing just came at a good time y’know & even if things otherwise aren’t going the way i want there’s at least one good spot in my life. i got friends, i’m getting out of the house, i figured out where the good cemetery is, people are buying me food & talking me through all of this & rubbing the shaved part of my head & i’m happy
kara’s got a dr’s appt tmrw AM & the dude is apparently our designated Responsible Adult With Car so he’s picking her up from that & will be in my house once again tmrw morning & i fully plan on hiding in my room and pretending to be asleep cuz fuck that lmao don’t make me socialize i was not emotionally prepared for that
hayden sent me a 1995 Marilyn Manson gig poster and an enamel pin of a jackalope wearing a cone of shame & honestly??? i do not deserve him, talk about great friends
we need to get a frame for the poster but then me & kara are starting a MM wall in one of our living rooms & it’s gonna be great. the dude’s gonna come over with a drill & help me hang shelves in my room some time soon so i can finish getting unpacked cuz i’m just down to the boxes of art and getting all my shelf crap squared away & then i can finally finish Unpacking For Good
me & kara cried on the kitchen floor together last night from laughter bc i still have not learned my lesson in How Much Soup A Bowl Can Hold and my lizard brain was convinced if i got the beans under the liquid it would all fit, which, spoiler--it did not, and all my makeup ran off my face. it was that good. i love her so much
anyway thanks for listening
check out the distro so i can buy groceries until my food stamp paperwork clears which will probably not be for almost another goddamn month i’m so pissed
xo
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GET TO KNOW THE BLOGGER
@Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged.
I was tagged by @little-ms-witch-of-the-east (:O I was actually tagged in a thing)
LAST:
Last drink: Red’s Apple Ale
Last phone call: My Dad
Last text message: "oh my fucking god fuck”
Last song you listened to: Coffee by Sylvan Esso
Last time I cried: Yesterday thanks to bipolar
HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice: Nope
Been cheated on: I mean not really
Kissed someone and regretted it: I regretted it for a while but in the end, I don’t care.
Lost someone special: Not really. I tend to loose them when they loose importance to me, and death hasn’t been too striking outside of the realm of pets.
Been depressed: I have depression... I’m bipolar. I was depressed yesterday.
Been drunk and thrown up: Yes.
IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
Made a new friend: Yus
Fallen out of love: Nada. I got married!
Laughed until you cried: I try to at least once every other month.
Met someone who changed you: Yus
Found out who your true friends were: My husband counts. But yes, in the end I have.
Found out someone was talking about you: People always talkin.
GENERAL:
How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: I formed a relationship with @spiritvexer after we met in Tumblr so I guess we know each other pretty well.
Do you have any pets?: 3 dogs, 2 guinea pigs, and a tank of fishes. <3
Do you want to change your name?: Yuppp. I’ve been calling myself my chosen name for years and all I have to do at this point is make it legal.
What time did you wake up this morning?: 8 am because I had work at 9.
What were you doing last night?: I had a bonfire because we have too much leftover food and booze from the wedding two days ago.
Name something you cannot wait for: To get a career.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My high school band teacher was named Tom. Tom Thomas. We called him T or Mr. T.
What’s getting on your nerves rn?: My dog Chuck is burying a hole under the house and ruining the siding.
Blood type: O+
Nickname: Call me Clove or Hawk
Relationship status: Polyamorous and married to my lovely husband. <3 And dating @spiritvexer
Zodiac sign: Pisces Sun
Pronouns: They/Them are my favorite.
Favorite tv show: Probably Rick and Morty. I don’t have a TV or any subscriptions and it’s the only thing I really have time for.
College: Yup! Senior year of my Advertising major.
Hair color: Brown and natural. (That’s been hard for me lol)
Do you have a crush on someone: My husband.
What do you like about yourself: My ability to learn and adapt fast.
FIRSTS:
First surgery: Very first was when I was an infant. Had a tumor removed from above my belly button.
First piercing: Ears when I was in 3rd grade.
First sport you joined: That was probably soccer. I was alright at defense because I didn’t like running the whole field.
First vacation: Jellystone Park in Kentucky when I was very young. Like, 6?
First pair of sneakers: I have no idea. They were probably pink and velcro.
Eating: I need food. Probably going to grab some green beans. I just had a cupcake.
Drinking: Just finished my Red’s
I’m about to: Go to class
Listening to: Cancer by Twenty One Pilots
Want kids: I’m going to be a terrible parent. My hubs wants some but for now my fur babies do the trick.
Get married: I got married two days ago.
Career: Something in advertising. Probably either media or project manager.
WHICH IS BETTER:
Lips or eyes: Eyes. Though my lips are rather lippy...
Hugs or kisses: Hugs. I get anxiety with kisses(???)
Shorter or taller: I’m always taller
Older or younger: Older.
Romantic or spontaneous: Yes. Be romantic with me and make spontaneous acts of giving me attention and love. <3
Sensitive or loud: I like them sensitive but opinionated.
Hook up or relationship: Relationship.
Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant in the streets, Troublemaker in the sheets ;)
HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger: Yeah.
Drank hard liquor: Oh yeah
Lost glasses/contacts: Sunglasses
Sex on the first date: Never
Broken someone’s heart: Definitely
Been arrested: No
Turned someone down: Yee
Fallen for a friend: The best partners are your friends. :3
DO YOU BELIEVE:
In yourself: 85% of the time
Miracles: Oh ye
Love at first sight: What form of love?
Heaven: I believe in letting whatever happens to happen
Santa Claus: ... Sometimes
I tag... @spiritvexer, @hecaatia, @vulture-kitty, @thevampireniko, @crystalwitch-in-the-tardis, @wolf-of-tyr, @heretic-thinking, @loganites, @nythembra, @strawberrylogan, @cethlien, @ieatsandpaper, @peacock-witch
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I was tagged by @spideysosterfield to do this, thank love x
rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.
I tag: @cndyhearts @hollandstcm @cmonspidey @hosterfields @cringyholland @blankspaec @demigocls @infinityparker @starryparker @thefvlcon @peterspiders @spideypooly @spidermansgirl @hcllland @sqiderling @marvelstom @sixtiesholland @parkery @thomashclland @tomllholland
the last
1. drink: water.
2. phone call: my dad.
3. text message: my best friend, haley ( yes you’re my best friend bc ik you’ll see this)
4. song you listened to: I Don’t Wanna Dance - COIN
5. time you cried: yesterday morning at like 5 am because I couldn’t sleep
6. dated someone twice: never dated
7. kissed someone and regretted it: during spin the bottle yeah
8. been cheated on: no
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: yes
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: I have never thrown up when drunk and I’ve only gotten drunk once
3 favourite colours
12. Baby Pink
13. Lilac
14. Baby Blue
in the last year have you
15. made new friends: yes
16. fallen out of love: yes
17. laughed until you cried: yes
18. found out someone was talking about you: a bunch of times yeah
19. met someone who changed you: yes
20. found out who your friends are: tried to
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: I think so?
general
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All
23. do you have any pets: 2 cats and 1 dog
24. do you want to change your name: no I like caprice
25. what did you do for your last birthday: had a bunch of friends over and just played a bunch of games
26. what time did you wake up: 12 pm
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: probably on here
28. name something you can’t wait for: To finish my last year of high school
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: last thursday
31. what are you listening to right now: my friend prank calling people while we’re on facetime
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: my dad has had friends name tom probably so yeah
33. something that is getting on your nerves: people who walk over me and talk down to me
34. most visited website: Tumblr rn
35. hair colour: dark dark brown
36. long or short hair: medium long
37. do you have a crush on someone: no
38. what do you like about yourself: my humor and ability to make friends easily
39. piercings: used to have nose and lip pierced but they are both gone
40. blood type: I have no clue
41. nickname: my friends at school call me camprice referring to camp rock thats all
42. relationship status: single for the past 17 years
43. zodiac: Taurus
44. pronouns: she/her.
45. favourite tv show: Riverdale, Shameless, and RuPaul’s Drag Race
46. tattoos: no I was supposed to get one on my birthday and never did
47. right or left handed: right handed
48. surgery: only surgery I’ve had is getting my tonsils out
50. sport: soccer
51. vacation: Los Angeles
52. pair of trainers: some run down ones
MORE GENERAL
53. eating: nothing rn
54. drinking: water
55. I’m about to: don’t know tbh
56. waiting for: my friend haley to get home so I can ft
57. want: I want to go to build-a-bear with my friend because I’m a child
58. get married: I want but not sure if I’ll get
59. career: Film and Tv production or Acting for Film and Tv
WHICH IS BETTER
60. hugs or kisses: hugs
61. lips or eyes: eyes
62. shorter or taller: taller
63. older or younger: older
64. nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms
65. hookup or relationship: relationship
66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. kissed a stranger: no
68. drank hard liquor: once
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: lost sunglasses
70. turned someone down: Yes.
71. sex on the first date: no probably not
73. had your heart broken: yes
74. been arrested: nooope
75. cried when someone died: yes
76. fallen for a friend: happened a few times and ruined friendships
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. yourself: yes
78. miracles: yes
79. love at first sight: no
80. santa claus: no
81. kiss on the first date: depends on how its going
82. angels: yes
OTHER:
84. eye colour: brown
85. favourite movie: What’s your number
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RULES: ANSWER THESE 92 STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE.
thank you so much @jebsplayshss and @pbophelia for tagging me, that’s so nice. 😘 😘
THE LAST:
1. Drink: water.
2. Phone call: my mum.
3. Text message: “bah moi ouais ça me va, mais donc à 14h30 on mange toutes ensembles ou tu auras déjà mangé ? 😇 “ to a friend.
4. Song you listened to: new rules by dua lipa. 😍
5. Time you cried: i have no idea.
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: never dated, it’s easier.
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope.
8. Been cheated on: nope.
9. Lost someone special: yes.
10. Been depressed: probably.
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope.
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12. apple green.
13. old rose.
14. dark aubergine.
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: yes.
16. Fallen out of love: no.
17. Laughed until you cried: yes.
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yep.
19. Met someone who changed you: probably. everyone change you in a certain way.
20. Found out who your friends are: no.
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: like my facebook friends ? probably yes, but in a playing-spin-the-bottle years ago kinda kiss.
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i don’t know, i don’t use facebook for years. but probably most of them since i deleted all the others that i didn’t cared about.
23. Do you have any pets: right now i’ve got 5 cats.
24. Do you want to change your name: not anymore.
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: tbh ? i worked all day but then i spent it with family.
26. What time did you wake up: around 10am, i was sooooo tired.
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: probably on tumblr or already sleeping for once.
28. Name something you can’t wait for: the trip in japan that we’re planning with two friends for may. i’m scared and so excited at the same time, it’s something i never thought i will do in my life.
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: i can hear her talk next room but like, probably saw her 10 minutes ago.
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: the thing that is ruining my life for years.
31. What are you listening right now: too close for comfort by mcfly. 💚
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: thomas probably, tom... i don’t think so ?
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: too impulsive people.
34. Most visited Website: tumblr or youtube.
35. Mole/s: i’ve got some little ones on my arms and body yep.
36. Mark/s: not rn.
37. Childhood dream: hmmm... i wanted to either be a private detective, or a ninja... 🙈
38. Hair color: dark brown.
39. Long or short hair: long.
40. Do you have a crush on someone: fictive characters essentially.
41. What do you like about yourself: not much. don’t even know what to answer tbh.
42. Piercings: ear piercings that absolutely wanted when i was like 5 or 6.
43. Blood type: i don’t know omg. probably A+ or something ? 🙈🙈🙈
44. Nickname: Cel, Cece ?
45. Relationship status: forever singleeeee.
46. Zodiac: virgo.
47. Pronouns: she/her.
48. Favorite TV Show/s: 3%, veronica mars, sense8, friends, teen wolf when it wasn’t shit, people of earth, ...
49. Tattoos: none but too many projects in my head.
50. Right or left hand: right.
51. Surgery: none.
52. Hair dyed in different color: i really wanted when i was younger, but never did.
53. Sport: i hate sports. 🙈 i did karate for 3 years and i kinda like badminton and ping-pong but i’m not good at it ?
55. Vacation: i love vacation, i would love to travel more even if that scares me at the same time.
56. Pair of trainers: i’ve got probably 2 of them.
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: the last thing i ate was coffee ice cream.
58. Drinking: water.
59. I’m about to: prepare myself to go to revise my code to have my driving licence one day.
61. Waiting for: motivation. always.
62. Want: finding things to do one photoshop.
63. Get married: one day, if i trust the person.
64. Career: i will probably work at mcdonald’s all my life.
65. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
66. Lips or eyes: eyes.
67. Shorter or taller: taller even if i’m the shortest ever.
68. Older or younger: idk.
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach.
71. Sensitive or loud: loud.
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship ?
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant.
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: not yet.
75. Drank hard liquor: maybe i tries it once.
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i’m always losing my glasses. 😂
77. Turned someone down: yep.
78. Sex in the first date: well not yet too.
79. Broken someone’s heart: i think i did.
80. Had your heart broken: always.
81. Been arrested: nope.
82. Cried when someone died: yep.
83. Fallen for a friend: more crushes than really been in love.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: no. problem of my life.
85. Miracles: idk.
86. Love at first sight: yes.
87. Santa Claus: not anymore.
88. Kiss on the first date: why not.
89. Angels: idk.
OTHER:
90. Current best friend’s name: i don’t really have this best friends anymore.
91. Eyecolor: boring brown.
92. Favorite movie: omg i don’t know. i’m not difficult for movies, and i never remember the names tbh. the last one that i liked was guardians of the galaxy 2.
TAGGING: @diamondsaregold @ohmysnarkydrake @tevandrammir @heart-drake @princeleolicious @diamondlessoption @karapowell @mariathecoices @whitlockandfriends @everythingchoices @rnaxwellbeaumont @rebelbooks102 @shinyjustwannahavefun @migzund @choicesbyou @heart-jake @rr-roe-es @craighsiao @lookatmychoices @ladyofacat I DON’T KNOW WHO ALREADY DID IT OR NOT, SORRY 💚💕
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a load of tags! ✨🌟☀️
lmao i was busy doing uni stuff but now i finally got round to these so Enjoy !
obviously u don’t have to do all of them just do whatever u feel u kno? anyway
i’m tagging u all up here lmao so i’m tagging @namsieur @wingscomeback @sugaegyc @sugasideup @sheloveskook @cryptidhobi @gaycypher @namjooniewifey @iluwonho @jiminsarroz @stigmz @dreamjimn @mochiminii let me know if u don’t want to be tagged in stuff like this !!
get to know me tag
answer the 20 questions and tag 20 followers that you would like to know better.
i was tagged by @monnyoongi thank u zuza!
name: alice
nickname: i don’t really like any of my nicknames? lmao
zodiac sign: cancer
height: 5′8″
orientation: A Whole Bi
nationality: british
favourite fruit: mangos!
favourite season: either summer or autumn
favourite flower: either roses or tulips
favourite scent: like just a fresh summer evening lmao
favourite colour: pink, red + orange
favourite animal: sharks !
average hours of sleep: i think 9?
favourite fictional character: clarice bean
number of blankets you sleep with: always just the one
dream trip: either dubrovnik, mykonos or the amalfi coast
blog created: last april
get to know me again
rules: answer 30 questions & tag 20 blogs you would like to know better
tagged by @yoongicrew thank u rena !!
1. nicknames: still none lol
2. gender: female
3. star sign: cancer
4. height: 5′8″
5. time: 4:24 pm
6. birthdate: july 21st
7. fave band(s): bts, blackpink, red velvet, lany
8. fave solo artist: gallant, Queen CRJ, kehlani
9. song currently stuck in my head: saw you in a dream - the japanese house
10. last movie watched: spiderman homecoming and i Loved it
11. last show watched: first dates
12. when I created this blog: last april
13. what I post: 95% kpop, 5% aesthetic
14. last thing I googled: “that flute song” still don’t know what the song is. its not mask off tho
15. any other blogs?: my aesthetic blog dadcrisis that i’ve had since like 2012... christ
16. do you get asks?: not very often but its all good
17. why I chose my url: i love mister rap monster
18. following: 919
19. followers: 809
20. fave colours: pink, red, orange
21. average hours of sleep: 9
22. lucky number: 8
23. play any instruments?: drums
24. currently wearing: my pyjamas xoxo
25. how many blankets I sleep with: just one
26. dream job: oh idk. charming radio host probably
27. dream trip: just v scenic places across europe
28. fave food: any cured ham... Hell Yes
29. nationality: british
30. fave song currently: you better know - red velvet
kpop q’s
tagged by @teambusan thank u sabes xoxo
1. who was your first female bias?
i think it was jennie i was very late to girl groups lmao
2. who was your first male bias?
namjoon.... what a guy
3. who are your current biases? other than the above:
johnny, jinjin, rosé, jiwoo, wonpil, dahyun, luna, jooheon, shownu + dean
4. in the entire kpop industry, who is the closest to your ideal type?
probably shownu... like he’s a sweet n humble dad who is just also fine as hell... thats what i’m about ! also jennie like she’s just Gorgeous™ like i would lay down my life for her in a heartbeat tbh
5. have you ever attended any kpop concert / fanmeeting / fan sign?
How Dare You
6. if yes, which group / artist? how was the experience?
i cannot believe this disrespect
7. which group /artist would you like to see live?
bts, blackpink, monsta x. day6 !
8. how did you get into kpop?
my friend showed me fantastic baby (lmao) when we were like 15 and then i dropped it for a bit but then i saw a dance practice for no more dream like last year so now i am Here
9. who are your otps?
whom????
10. when did you start to ship them?
🤔🤔🤔
11. what is your favorite fanfic genre?
honestly i’ll read whatever turns up on my dash as long as it’s not involving furries or anything Truly Nasty
12. what is your favorite music genre?
pop has and always will be my fave but i like other stuff too ofc xoxo
five things tag
Rules: you’ll have to tag 15 people at the end of this challenge
tagged by @cypherpart420 thank u linsey ily!
five things you’ll find in my bag:
purse
hand sanitiser
keys
vaseline
water
five things you’ll find in my bedroom:
Trash Mountain
nik naks
fan
approx. seven 1d posters
radio
five things i’ve always wanted to do:
go to glasto !
go on a trip just to look at palaces across europe lmao
see bts !
adopt 2 dogs and live my best life
go somewhere with a really clear view of the stars and just Cry
five things that make me happy:
family
dogs
my pals xoxo
listening to music
baking
five things i’m currently into:
fake nails
crafting my Brand lmao
big brother
hydration
arrested development
five things on my to do list:
embark on my Fitness Journey
get my professional blog going
plan what i’m doing for my bday
get a skincare routine
get money
once again, get to know me
i was tagged by @parkmochibean thanks natasha!
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
THE LAST:
1. drink: water
2. phone call: my sister
3. text message: my friend explaining exo sub-units to me lmao
4. song you listened to: young & free - xiumin and mark
5. time you cried: probably looking through val from bake off’s insta she’s just the cutest
6. dated someone twice: no
7. kissed someone and regretted it: yep !
8. been cheated on: no
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: only my whole uni career
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: only twice i know my limits now lmao
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12-14. pink, red and orange
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yes
16. fallen out of love: no
17. laughed until you cried: ofc!
18. found out someone was talking about you: yes lmao
19. met someone who changed you: yes
20 found out who your friends are: yes
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no
GENERAL:
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them
23. do you have any pets: no :’(
24. do you want to change your name: no i enjoy her
25. what did you do for your last birthday: went for afternoon tea w my family
26. what time did you wake up: 11am its summer now i do what i want
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: idk chilling i guess
28. name something you can’t wait for: my birthday !!
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like an hour ago
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: idk if i’d been confident Forever i think that would be pretty good?
31. what are you listening to right now: faking it - kehlani, lil yachty, calvin harris
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes
33. something that is getting on your nerves: my older sister she’s just so Loud
34. most visited website: this or youtube
35-37. lost questions??
38. hair colour: brown
39. long or short hair: i want long but i’ve got medium rn lmao
40. do you have a crush on someone: no
41. what do you like about yourself: i’m good 2 my family and i think i’m quite nice? tbh?
42. piercings: ears + nose
43. bloodtype: idk yikes
44. nickname: none lmao
45. relationship status: Single™
46. zodiac: cancer
47. pronous: she/her
48. favourite tv show: bojack horseman, rpdr
49. tattoos: just one (1)
50. right or left handed: right
51. surgery: on my hand and i was awake for it but they played me some 1d so it was chill
52. piercing: ok i literally just answered this
53. sport: thats cute
55. vacation: just various fancy places across europe before brexit ruins that free movement
56. pair of trainers: i only wear my adidas but they’re on the verge of death now rip
MORE GENERAL
57. eating: werthers originals i’m a nan
58. drinking: water
59. i’m about to: go tf to sleep
61. waiting for: my birthday lmao
62. want: money and ideally a job that looks promising
63. get married: Who Can Never Be Sure?
64. career: either radio or social media
WHICH IS BETTER
65. hugs or kisses: hugs
66. lips or eyes: eyes
67. shorter or taller: don’t really mind
68. older or younger: older
70. nice arms or nice stomach: also don’t mind lmao
71. sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. hook up or relationship: relationship
73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. kissed a stranger: yes
75. drank hard liquor: yes
76. lost glasses/contact lenses: my first pair of glasses... rip
77. turned someone down: yes
78. sex on the first date: no
79. broken someone’s heart: probs not? i hope not
80. had your heart broken: no
81. been arrested: no
82. cried when someone died: yes
83. fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. yourself: Always !
85. miracles: sure why not
86. love at first sight: no
87. santa claus: he’s doing his best
88. kiss on the first date: sure
89. angels: idk?
OTHER:
90. current best friend’s name: robin
91. eye colour: green/blue
92. favourite movie: i’m basic it’s love actually
shuffle tag
tagged by @kpopeyton thank you !
rules: you can tell a lot about a person based on the type of music they listen to. put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people. no skipping!
wake up alone / amy winehouse
first love / bts
pyramids / frank ocean
i didn’t just come here to dance / carly rae jepsen
girl girl girl / triple h
21st century girl / bts
you better know / red velvet
wolves / one direction
coffee / miguel
view / shinee
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Thank you very much for tagging me Allie @alipiee! <3 <3
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
Tagging: @totheverybestoftimesjohn, @morgendaemmerung89, @bakerstreet-irregular, @missmuffin221, @mademoiselle-lani, @the-moon-loves-the-sea, @lost-in-fandom and @ila-221b (Only if you want to of course! <3)
So I’ll put a cut before the actual questions because this really is quite long. :’D Here goes loads of way too specific and personal information you probably didn’t want to know. ;)
LAST…
Drink: Coke.
Phone call: My mum.
Text message: A friend of mine.
Song you listened to: Je veux (ZAZ)
Time you cried: Properly? About two weeks ago.
HAVE YOU…
Dated someone twice: No.
Kissed someone and regretted it: No.
Been cheated on: Nope.
Lost someone special: Depends on what is meant by "lost", but yes.
Been depressed: As in sad, yes obviously. As in mental illness, no. (I hope I'm phrasing this right.)
Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope, I don't drink (I just don't like the taste). Lots of fun at parties back in school let me tell you, I used to be the only sober one and watched everyone else get drunk and throw up.
Made new friends: Yes, of course. Back when I started Uni and also here on Tumblr.
Fallen out of love: I guess? I don't know if I ever really was in love with that person though.
Laughed until you cried: Yes. It's rare but it happens.
Found out someone was talking about you: Yeeeeah... Back in school. Like, a lot.
Met someone who changed you: Yes, quite recently. Like not huge changes, but it’s there.
Found out who your friends are: From time to time I'm reminded of it, yes.
Kissed someone from your facebook list: My ex?
Kissed a stranger: Nope.
Drank hard liquor: Well not so much drank as forced it down? #NeverAgain
Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nooo I take good care of them.
Turned someone down: Sort of? Kinda? A little? Probably? I have a terrible tendency to get scared and stupid and indecisive when things threaten to get serious and managed to chase someone away with that, so that’s something.
Sex on the first date: I've never been in a position where that was an option, but I guess I would not not.
Broken someone’s heart: I... don't know? I don't think so.
Had your heart broken: Not really, at least not by someone else's fault.
Been arrested: God no. :’)
Cried when someone died: Yes.
Fallen for a friend: Kind of, yes.
Kissed on the first date: I have never really been on a "first date" as such, but yes I probably would.
GENERAL
List three favourite colours: Orange, Green, Turquoise
How many facebook friends do you know in real life: Well what is "knowing" even? I've met/seen all of them except for maybe two or three.
Do you have any pets: Not anymore (used to have a budgie).
Do you want to change your name: Nah I'm good.
What time did you wake up: 6 am
What were you watching at midnight last night: I was asleep? :'D
Name something you cant wait for: I don't have anything I'm waiting for rn.
When was the last time you saw your mum: Sunday.
What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Right now? I sort of wish I could take back/change some things I said and did recently? But other than that nothing specific.
What are you listening to right now: Cars driving by and birds singing.
Have you ever talked to a person called Tom: (This is so delightfully random omg. :'D) Yes, I used to know several Toms actually.
Something that is getting on your nerves right now: My inability to concentrate/lack of focus?
Most visited site: Tumblr I guess?
Mole: Yeah lots, for example next to my left ear.
Mark/s: I have some scars from stupid stuff I used to do as a child (mostly in the face/head area).
Childhood dream: I wanted to be a doctor actually. Little Me did not yet know that I can barely stand the sight of blood, let alone handle needles or knives. :’D
Do you have a crush on someone: Well yes sort of.
What do you like about yourself: Not much really? Physically probably my eyes? Character wise, maybe that I always try to be kind and helpful? And when I say try I mean it doesn’t always work.
Piercings: Nope.
Blood type: I honestly don’t know? I need to find out?
Nickname: Don’t have one. (Apart from maybe @missmuffin221 calling me her Hobbit. :’D)
Relationship status: Forever Single (Because I’m an idiot and a coward and prone to ruining all the good things in my life. Gosh, someone’s bitter.)
Zodiac: Libra
Pronouns: She/Her
Favourite tv show(s): Used to be BBC Sherlock, but that turned out to be shit, so. Dr Who, Shadowhunters, Lucifer, HTGAWM, Glee, Star Trek TOS, Granada Holmes, ...
Tattoo: Nope. I’d love one but I’m afraid of needles.
Right or left handed: Right
Surgery: I got my wisdom teeth removed (and some other spare teeth that were just chillin’ in my jaw).
Hair dyed a different colour: Nope. I tried to get it a bit lighter once or twice but it didn’t really work. Also I’m a coward and scared it wouldn’t suit me. (I'd love dark brown or red.)
Sport: I used to do ballett and fencing, also I love swimming but I haven’t been in ages.
Vacation: Paris? London? Frankly I'm fine rn.
Current and all-time best friend name: I don’t have one?
Eye colour: Dark brown.
Favourite movie: A few weeks ago I would have said Beauty and The Beast (2017) without hesitating, I guess it's still true though. I love almost all Disney and Marvel movies, also The Hobbit Trilogy and Harry Potter.
WHICH IS BETTER?
Hugs or kisses: Both? Both is good? But hugs I guess if I have to choose.
Lips or eyes: Eyes omg eyes, eyes are beautiful.
Shorter or taller: Taller (since I’m tiny myself).
Nice arms or stomach: Stomach?
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
Hook up or relationship: Depends on who it is with really?
Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
Yourself: Haa I wish... :’)
Miracles: I’d like to but no, not really.
Love at first sight: No. Attraction at first sight yes, love no.
Santa Claus: Nope, never did actually.
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Another Round
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (Thanks @augmentedampharos ! And yay for body positivity. Your “tmi” answer to that question made me smile haha.)
LAST
Drink: milk with some concentrated coffee Mio. Also water cos I have a slight headache
Phone call: Trying! To! Make! A! Damn! Gynecologist! Appointment!!! I need a new health care clinic. :( For this one you can only make appts one day in advance and they always run out.. Gonna try again at 9:00.
Text message: My friend at work texted me “Kanchan wants to know if you can get her some mustard” lol
Song you listened to: Some random song on the radio.
Time you cried: Watching “War for the Planet of the Apes” last Sunday! haha
HAVE YOU
Dated someone twice: um.. not sure how to answer this. I’ve only been in one relationship and there were no official breaks.
Kissed someone and regretted it: yes! not my boyfriend though
Been cheated on: ehm.. sorta? but no? some weird stuff happened in middle school and also last year but at the same time, we had agreed to some open relationship type stuff.. it just came out of nowhere and i didn’t find out about it til later.
Lost someone special: Yes :( Johnny (DJ Nackt) in the Oakland fire last November, and my piano teacher from cancer last January. But no one in my family or anyone I have been extremely close with yet.
Been depressed: Yes but never longer for a day.
Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope!! this one I’m proud of. Never threw up from drugs or alcohol, only food poisoning and the flu...
Made new friends: yes :) (s/o to @augmentedampharos for rekindling our friendship)
Fallen out of love: from time to time but it never lasted.
Laughed until you cried: yes!
Found out someone was talking about you: probably? i try not to remember ;)
Met someone who changed you: hell yeah
Found out who your friends are: sure ?
Kissed someone from your Facebook list: my boyfriend! also a few people from when we played Spin the Bottle during Vice haha. And a couple others..
Kissed a stranger: only if you count Vice, but even then, they weren’t a total stranger. I just didn’t know them that well.
Drank hard liquor: sure ?
Lost glasses/contact lenses: if i did, it was ages ago.
Turned someone down: yeah but only a couple of times ?
Sex on the first date: no!!! I was 12 on our first date. NOT READY
Broken someone’s heart: um I’m sure my bf has said this at one point. but he also broke my heart once or twice. we have since recovered (i think)
Had your heart broken: yep but I got over it
Been arrested: no lol
Cried when someone died: yes.. even with friends of friends. it’s too much.
Fallen for a friend: yes! but i got over it (for now..)
Kissed on the first date: haha sure. It was the first time Andrew and I saw each other since we met! Not a date and my dad was there because I was 12 but it was a sweet little smooch when I came down from climbing a tree.
GENERAL
List 3 favorite colors: blue, orange, pink ? (how did that happen??)
How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: probably 80% of them? Maybe 90%? No idea, I’ve never counted!
Do you have any pets: no I don’t unless you count Andrew!! lmao
Do you want to change your name: meh
What time did you wake up: 7:00 but I was sooooo tired. not a good day to wake up at 7. :(
What were you watching at midnight last night: my own dreams
Name something you can’t wait for: swimming before the summer ends!! GO AWAY IUD SPOTTING
When was the last time you saw your mom: In June, when my cousin graduated high school
What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: lose that belly of mine. But I wish I didn’t want it so much. :( I wish I could be happy with myself.
What are you listening to right now: the sound of my own typing cos no one else is in the office yet...
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Most Likely
Something that is getting on your nerves right now: This little headache I woke up with. probably was from the heat last night.
Most visited website: facebook T_T
Mole/s: there’s a huge one right by my nether-regions.. i should get it looked at soon.
Mark/s: tons of little dots on my arms and chest that aren’t qualified to be birthmarks or moles. also one on my head.. i should get it looked at.
Childhood dream: being a rockstar B-) i’ve always wanted to sing
Do you have a crush on someone: only my significant other right now!
What do you like about yourself: I like the shape of my arms + hands + feet! although my boyfriend refused to call my feet sexy. I think they would be sexy feet if you were into that sort of thing. lmao
if we’re talking non-physical stuff i also like my compassion and tendency to emote my feelings. I like feeling feelings.
Piercings: only one ear for now, my other ear ate the piercing.. it was a weird day. I need to get it done again. THIS IS WHY I DIDNT BOTHER UNTIL I WAS 22.
Blood type: I think when I donated I found out I was A+! like my high school grades ;) lmao
Nickname: Nikki or H2O.. my bestie also called me Cole-Man.. I liked that one.
Relationship status: practically married
Zodiac: taurus
Pronouns: she/her/hers
Favorite TV show: X-Files right now but also I am loving GLOW and Orange is the New Black. And Community. And Girls has a special place in my heart.. love that show to death. You can’t make me choose!!
Tattoos: i kind of want one but also.. i don’t like pain.
Right or left hand: right
Surgery: only for a tooth implant
Hair dyed in different color: i used blue dye on part of my hair a couple times in college.. i want to do something like that again but also idk what my work would think. i guess i should ask. it’s not like we have the most formal environment
Sport: tennis (rn). also Lindy Hop Dancing! I’m on a roll.
Vacation: Iceland PLZ
Pair of trainers: I’m guessing they mean sneakers? So.. Vans for now. But also Docs and Converse
Current and all-time best friend: Andrew and Woky are kind of tied. But Woky understands me more so sometimes she wins. But Andrew has my life devotion haha.
Eye color: blue but sometimes they look grey
Favorite movie: blah Idk! I really love Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. and Amelie and some Wes Anderson movies..
WHICH IS BETTER?
Hugs or kisses: idk why but i love our hugs more! i feel like he MEANS IT. i guess i got worn down by kisses.
Lips or eyes: eyes
Shorter or taller: I used to wish I was short so I could hide in more places when playing Hide-and-Seek. And also I wish my partner could pick me up all romantic-like. But now I’m grateful I can reach things on shelves.
Nice arms or stomach: I’m a sucker for arms and hands
Sensitive or loud: sensitive
Hook up or relationship: relationship
Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
Yourself: usually but I need to more.. I don’t went it comes to work (Mudd RUINED ME)
Miracles: maybe?
Love at first sight: lust at first sight yes, love no. (stole that from Wendy)
Santa Claus: it’s a lie!! But I loved the idea growing up. yay presents
Thanks again Wendy for giving me something fun to do before I get real work done. xDD
I tag.. @minikvelp @unfuckthereallife @ursaladarling @lumbercop @darkfire454 @brainshock-alpha @lightning-babe @eternal-flame-babby @mabonqueen And anyone else who likes these kinds of things!!
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