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watsittoyah · 11 months
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Prayers From A Sinner- Dick Grayson x Blk Fem Reader
Warnings-Sexual content, and adult content. Toxic behavior, enemies to lovers? Oral sex, slight rough sex, drug use, violent behavior.
I do want to let everyone know that this story will have dark themes. It’ll be erratic at times and the main characters morals will be tested. There will be foul language and lots of descriptions of acts of violence and other uncomfortable subjects. If those themes aren’t for you, I won’t feel any way about it and you don’t have to continue. But for those who decides to stay and read, thank you, I’ll do my best making this story…interesting and entertaining.
Chapter 1 - Thou Shall Not Kill…
“Dear God, I know we haven’t spoken in ten years, but…I know you listen. Even to sinners like me. I know I won’t make it to those pearly gates but you please please save her. My mothers faith has never wavered, she always speak so highly of you. Just…don’t take away the one person who loves me.” You pray as you knees at the alter.
The sentiments were soon gone when you felt a shadow beside you. You open your eyes and turn to face him. “You shouldn’t be here.” The reverend says glaring at you. You kiss your fingertips and proceed to tell the good lord amen and then you look back at the Reverend.
“What? Can’t sinners come to church and pray too?” You ask in an innocent tone. “You know God won’t be listening to your prayers, you little demon.” He hisses at you which only gets a rise out of you. You rise from off of your knees and lean in.
“Tell me, reverend…do you still get those urges?” His glaring shakes a bit as he knows what you’re asking. “You need to leave, now Miss Price.” He tells you ignoring your question. “Oh but Rev, I was just asking do you still get those urges? Especially when you do communion? Do you get a stiff one when you have the men open their mouths when they eat that cracker?”
“I said get out!” He snaps causing you to laugh in his face. You wipe the tear from your eye and pat his arm. “Don’t worry, Reverend Jones. I was only teasing. But if you ever want to settle those urges you know where to come. I got the best boys that’ll satisfy you better than the misses. Just remember I won’t tell if you don’t.” You wink at him and motion for your three body guards to follow you outside of the church.
“Church people are so judgement.” You tell Nathan, your best guy. “That’s why I’m atheist.” You laugh and he helps you down the stairs while Marc gets the truck ready and Jake holds your umbrella.
You stop mid step and sigh. “Hold on, boys. I’ve got company.” You turn and right in the shadows you see him. “I’ll be back.” You pluck the umbrella from Marc and continue down the steps.
“But Miss Price-” You turn to Nathan and give him a look that makes him back down. “I’ll be fine, now don’t hover you know I hate when you do that.” You walk away from him and you walk down the alleyway, and stand in the slight moon light.
“You know you’re not your daddy, Richie Rich. Come out so I can see you.” You say with a slight smirk on your lips. Dick Grayson had stepped out of the shadows but he wasn’t wearing his stupid getup.
No he was dressed differently. Hell he stood differently, and he was more filled out than the last time you saw him. But things change in six years. “What are you doing here, Victoria? I thought it was clear that you were never to come back here in Gotham.”
You cock your head to the side at him. Clearly his attitude hasn’t changed.
“That’s rude, normally when you greet an old friend you ask them how they’ve been and what they’ve been up to.”
“We’d have to be friends for me to ask that.” He steps up close to you and you smile. “Awe, Richie Rich that hurt my feelings. Now kiss my lips and make the pain go away.” You say as you lean in.
But he moves back from you and leans against the wall. “Why are you here?” He asks again. “I have business to take care of here, since you’re so concerned. Now where is Batman? Is he still around?” You ask looking past him.
Dick looks at you and you see the sadness in his masked face. “I heard about your mother. I’m sorry-” You raise your hand and stop him. “Don’t be sorry, people die all the time. It just happens to be my moms name on the reapers list.” You say in a cold tone.
“You know that I can talk to some people. See if she can get better treatment.” You laugh in his face. “What you don’t think I haven’t done that? You don’t think I haven’t tried to buy more time for her? I have thrown enough money at these so called doctors, and all they’ve told me was she has no time! She is dying! And I can’t do a fucking thing for her! You and I both know she doesn’t deserve this, she’s one of the good ones in this dump of a city. And I have to watch her leave me!”
Dick walks over to you and he hugs you as you feel your shoulders shake. “I’m here for you, you know that right, Victoria?” Dick makes you look at him and you give a nod. “I know. I just-I hate crying. God damnit.” You wipe the tears and Dick kisses your head.
“You…you can’t stay here in Gotham. You have too many warrants and you’re a target.” You shake off his embrace and glare at him. “You think I give a fuck about that right now? You insensitive bastard!” You go to slap him but he catches your wrist and he sighs.
“Don’t take your anger out on me. I know you’re hurt. I know you want to lash out just to make yourself feel better. But I just want you to be safe. You know I care about you.” He tells you as you oddly become calm.
“If you want me to feel better then, make me feel better. This suit looks good on you. Makes your shoulders look more broad. And you smell good. I bet you still taste good.” You start to press up against him and you cup the front of him making him flustered a bit. “Victoria, I can’t. We can’t.”
“Are you scared of me, Dick? I promise I’ll be a good girl for you. I won’t leave bruises like last time. I’ll even let you leave some down my throat.” You press him against the wall and as you go to kiss him he stops you and he holds you still.
“No, I said no and I mean that.” Your eyes get low and you step off. “Fine, I won’t press my luck. I apologize.” You say in a monotoned voice. “I just want you to know that I’m here for you if you want to talk. Maybe we can-” You turn on your heel ignoring him and you feel him follow you. As he reaches out to you, you snatch your arm back and point to the siren noises.
“Superman ain’t here so get to it Robin.” You spit at him as you walk towards your truck. You don’t even look back as you step inside. You just toss the umbrella and glare out the window.
“Marc, take me to Spades. Miss Molly is getting a bit dull and I want to show her off.” You tell him as Nathan and Jake both sit quietly. “Sure thing boss.”
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“Watch the doors fellas.” You tell Marc and Nathan as you step into the strip club. You see ass and bare breasts all around. You see a great amount of men, all salivating at the women dancing for them and you yawn. You take off your fur and Jake takes it for you while you walk towards the vip section. You feel eyes on you and but no one catches your attention like he does.
There was something about Dick Grayson that made you get into this mood. You never let your emotions go like this, you were a pro at bottling them up, but old Richie Rich just knew how to break that bottle and make you pour.
You knew he could bring out the best side of you, he could help you with your attitude and you’d be an upright citizen. But why would you want that? You’ve left far too many dead bodies in your wake. And you didn’t want to scrape for pennies ever again.
You’ve made a name for yourself and you liked the fear it invoked in others.
So that is why you needed a distraction, you didn’t want to think about him anymore. So you eyed the male dancers. One had a very large bulge as he moved his hips to the slow yet low base beat song. You two made eye contact and you take a crisp one hundred dollar bill out.
“You’re cute, what’s your name?” He gets on his knees and he crawls over to you. “Nicholas, but you can call me yours, pretty lady.” He accepts the money from you and you smile, looking at his pretty tan skin and his pretty white teeth.
“I think I’ll keep you. You wanna come home with me, Nicky?” His deep brown eyes seems to look a bit panicked and you gently place your well manicured nail under his chin. “Don’t be scared. Trust me, I’m all bark.” You flirt as you stare into his eyes.
His pupils dilate which causes you to smirk. But suddenly you feel someone behind you. “Now this looks like a party.” You smell cheap scotch and you turn, seeing Jake grab the strangers shoulder but you shake your head and he backs off.
“Nicky, go get us a room and wait there for me.” You pass him another one hundred and he gladly takes it and nods. “I’ll be waiting pretty lady.” He leaves off the stage and walks away, you look at his ass and you sigh.
“Come on, baby can’t I watch?” The cheap scotch drinker asks. With a swift move you take out your rose gold beretta that was secured to your thigh under your dress. You placed it under his chin and as soon as he heard the click, he sobered up quite quickly.
“Wa-” You shake your head at him. “I thought you said you wanted to watch? Well I don’t think you’ll want to watch that pretty boy eat my pussy out. I bet you’ll want to watch some girl on girl action? Well let me introduce you to miss Molly. Ain’t she pretty? She packs a mighty blow and I’m sure you’d want to watch that right?”
“N…no. Please don’t kill me.” You raise a brow at him. “I’m really a nice lady, now if I recall I asked you a question. Answer it. Isn’t Molly pretty?” The man stutters out a yes and you smile.
You pat his cheek and rub the barrel against his lips. “I think, everyone should meet Miss Molly. Now stand there and be quiet while I introduce her.” You move the gun from his lips and you shoot three shots in the air, scaring the hell out of all the patrons in the club.
The music comes to a holt and you blow the smoke from your gun. “Good evening ladies and gentlemen, I want to introduce my little friend named Molly, and I wanted to reintroduce myself. I am Vic Price. You may have heard of me, and if not then let me remind you who I am. First things first, I am not someone to fuck with. Okay? I will shoot you and then go out for ice cream because I feel like it. Secondly, I know a lot of you in here are my enemies main men, let your bosses know I don’t give a fuck about the targets. I’m out for blood and I’m ready to spill it. And lastly, does anyone know this guy?” You point to the scotch drinker and just about everyone in the place shakes their heads.
“Good, this is a lot easier for me.” Without hesitation you shoot the man in his face and his blood as well as brain matter splatters against the stage. You step up closer to his fallen body and you shoot him in his mouth as well. A few girls scream and a few people scramble to the door but they stop as they see Nathan and Marc.
“Here you go boss.” Jake hands you a handkerchief and you wipe your gun clean and place it back on your person. “Jake you’re the best, and because you are the best please explain to the lovely folks in the room, why I shot that man in his face and his jaw.”
“Miss Price here shot that sack of shit in the face, because she doesn’t want him to be recognized by the Gotham police. And she also shot him in his jaw just so he can’t be identified by his dental records. Ladies and gentlemen, Miss Price simply shot him because she was in the middle of a conversation with someone. I don’t know about you lot but I wouldn’t want to fuck with this lady.”
You clap as you laugh. “I love this guy! Now where is the owner of this fine establishment?” You scan the room and Jake points to the chubby man trying to run back stage. “Grab him.” You order.
He moves quickly and grabs the man. “Hey le…let me go!” Jake tosses him at your feet and the man looks up at you scared.
“I don’t want any problems. I respect your father and-” You bend down close to his ear and whisper something only he could hear.
“You know my old man? Please let him know his baby girl is back in town and she’s coming for what she’s owed. And if you don’t tell him, I will shoot your little pecker off and make you eat the rest. Do you understand?”
He nods quickly and you smile. “Good boy. You know what, I’m going to stay in Gotham for a while and I think I’m going to take this place off of your hands. You don’t mind right?”
“I can’t do that-” You stomp your stiletto down on his hand and he gives out a cry. “What was that?” You ask. “It’s yours! It’s yours Miss Price.” You remove your pointed heel and you look back at the crowd.
“Spades is under new management! Ladies and gentlemen all the tips tonight belongs to you. As for the rest of you that have came in to pay? Tip my people well, I’ll be making more change’s tomorrow! Jake, you make sure you keep these people from bothering me. I have a new pet to break in. Oh and one more thing, cut that cheap scotch drinking bastards hands off and drop them somewhere no one can find them.” He smiles wide and nods. “You got it boss.”
You walk down to the vip room and you lean against the door frame as you knock. Nicholas opens the door and he looks spooked. “Were those a gun shots?” He asks as he looks past you.
You place your hand on his toned chest and you move him back into the room. “Don’t worry about those loud noises, Nicky. I took care of that. Now come dance for me.” You say as you look into his brown eyes.
He gives a slight smile and he leads you to a chair. You sit down and he moves close to you and he places your hands on his abs, as well as his thighs.
“You wanna be my special friend, Nicky?” You ask as you move your hands from him and place them on the hem of your dress. “All depends…what are the benefits of being your special friend?” He asks as he eyes your body.
“You get access to me, you get spoiled. And I do love spoiling my friends. And most of all you get to have the best sex in your life. I’ll fuck you so good, you’ll see God and the devil at the same time. How’s that sound?” You ask as you raise your heel and he takes it, letting his soft hands rub down your calf. “That sounds amazing, but why me?” He asks as he unclasps your heel and he rubs your pretty black painted toes.
You let out a giggle. “Because I like that bulge you have in those skimpy little shorts, and because your eyes remind me of someone. They look…kind.” Nicholas smiles at that and he brings your foot to his lips.
“Can I?” He asks as he kisses the pads of your toes. “Go ahead, let me see you enjoy yourself Nicky.” He sucks your toes and he lets out a soft moan as he licks and suck’s your foot. You rest your head on your chin and you can visibly see he’s getting rock hard.
“That’s enough, Nicky.” You tell him. He gently places your foot down and you hike your dress up past your belly button. “I want to see what else you like sucking on.”
He kneels down and looks up at you. “I..I won’t get in trouble will I?” He asks as he looks down at your freshly waxed brown pussy. “Nah, the new manager here said she’ll let this slide. Come closer, I’m sure you’re hungry after dancing all night.” He leans in and as he grips your thighs he freezes and moves his hand back.
That movement makes you giggle. “Awe, what’s the matter? You don’t like guns?” You ask as you pat Molly. “I..um, I don’t have great experiences with them.”
You cup his chin and move in close as if you’re about to kiss him but you stop. “Well I won’t ever raise Molly to you as long as you don’t make me upset, if you do oh you won’t like that. Now Molly is staying right on my thigh. But you don’t need to be concerned about that. Just pay attention to what’s between my thighs. Now I have two things to tell you. After you give the correct answer we can have fun. Number one…I want you to know I have two main rules. One, you only get to fuck me. If you fuck someone else I’ll leave and you’ll never see me again. And two, I want you to treat me like I am your god. When I enter your presence, worship me. When I walk past you, hunger for me to come to you. Do you understand?” He nods but you grip his chin. “Answer me.”
“Y…yes pretty lady.” You let go and you place your hand on top of his head and move his face between your legs. “Now answer this for me as well. Do you have full understanding on how to eat pussy?” You hear him inhale the scent of your sex and he lets out a moan. “Yes, yes I do pretty lady.”
“Call me Vic, and I’m so happy to hear that. Now take that delicious looking clit of mine, move the hood back and lick it with just the tip of your tongue.” He does what he’s told and you lean your head back as you feel him lick circles around your clit.
“Such a good boy you are. You’re going to be my favorite. Now go ahead and suck.” You push his head deeper between your legs and you let out a soft moan as he sucks your clit hungrily.
Even though you know it’s Nicholas between your legs, your mind still wonders to Dick. In your mind he was the one licking you out and making you wet on the seat.
“It’s so good to be home…”
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schumiatspa · 11 days
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Imagine being Jannik Sinner, forced to treat your injured hip at one of your rival football teams' medical centre and to see the wrong Carlos Alcaraz there, while the right Carlos, your beloved boyfriend, posts videos of himself training shirtless 1500 km away from you
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"Who wore it better?"
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Sannyo Komakusa and Watatsuki no Yorihime.
[All art Alphes style art by Dairi ]
Some might be tempted to think this is the result of Zun accidentally repeating his earlier design, but it's actually a subtle piece of visual storytelling.
You see during the event of Touhou 15, Sannyo actually went to the lunar capital, where the Lunarians were so awestruck by her flawless balance of cute and cool that they were able to ignore her impurity, dubbing Sannyo to be "Pure Awesome" to such an amazing degree that it overcame all other impurities. She then walked up to Yorihime who said: "Sannyo, I'm your biggest fan, I even copied your hairstyle" They then fist bumped. After which time Yorihime gave Sannyo her hair bow.
Soon after Meira from Touhou 2 showed up and said: "wow, Yorihime, you are a fan of Sannyo too? I'm also a huge fan and copied her hairstyle as well.
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Meira then said a few things that can't be stated here because they will get her canceled, but they decided to forgive her because she has good fashion sense.
Immediately after that Kotohime from Touhou 3 showed up and said: "Sannyo, put down the pipe, you are under arrest for being too cool and adorable "
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And followed up by saying: "just kidding, I'm a big fan as well, I also copied you"
And then Konngara from Touhou Highly Responsive To Prayers showed up.
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But she didn't say anything because she's from Touhou 1. Instead she just floated there, at which point everyone understood each other's mutual love of Sannyo and became closer because of it.
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leheckajiri · 1 month
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Ok i changed my mind if i could ask jannik one question it would be can you stop the drop shots please please please please ple
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honeyfolklore · 2 years
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Lady Gaga inspired wallpapers 💞⚔️ xxx
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She could be promised. Her ring finger, claimed as property with a band of metal as proof of purchase. She might have his arms around her in the night, feeling safe and protected from harm. He promises her a future. She promises him a life. Together they are eternity, unfolding in real time before the many eyes of the angels.
This is what I consider when she comes to my place of refuge. Any other night, I would be gone. But this is the eve of his coming, the birth of our savior. To leave would be disgraceful and repugnant. So I am left bound to my cause and that due diligence was repaid by the way of a sacrificial lamb naively entering his domain like a gift, wrapped neatly and tied off with a bow. How fitting.
How he is mysterious in his ways and somehow quite cruel in his dangling of the forbidden fruit is not lost on me. Of all nights, this night. This is the night she is bestowed upon me, through an act of divine intervention. She has come to pray. Not to stray. Not to cut her teeth on proverbial apples in this manufactured building, this modern day barn taking in the lost and weary.
I watch her from afar. So humble and lacking that aura that sinners carry like a badge. She is different. I am fascinated. How long has it been since such innocence graced this place? I cannot remember, long enough though to make me nervous. Make my hands shake. Make my heart race in my chest. Long enough that even the notion of it brings an aching need between my legs to life. Oh, if only. If I could have her. I move to sit beside her. To offer my guidance and support.
"Please, pray with me."
Who am I to refute such dulcet words? I am nobody, that is who. I nod and we bow our heads, speaking softly. I can smell the lilac on her skin. Feel her dedication from afar. I want to touch something this beautiful and feel it in my hands. I want to know what it is like to lay myself at the manger of her body.
Before I can stop myself, I am on my knees. She is a miracle manifest and I must praise her. I sense her confusion, her hesitation. But I also hear her breath quicken and become shallow in her chest.
"An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified."
"...but the angel said to them, 'Do not be afraid. I b--"
I never give her the chance to finish. I am parting her legs. I am between them, on my knees, weakened to the core by this ethereal being. I throw myself upon her altar, praying for her good graces to deign me worthy of such a holy ground. Her answer comes as a timid lift of her hips and I rush to meet her.
Her thighs cradle my face in their embrace as I pull the thin layer of cloth that separates me from direct contact to the side. She is frankincense and myrrh. My fingertips run over smooth petals and I am lost. So transfixed by this earthly goddess, so consumed by her presence that I am not worthy of her blessing.
She can sense it and soon, her loving touch is felt as she strokes my hair. As she guides me forward, presses my mouth flush against her with the sweetest of sighs. To kiss her here, where all life begins. To bring my tongue over every part of her and taste that precious nectar. I want to be smothered in her adoration, I want to know her love.
My worship is doting, slow and methodical at first. I want to explore this territory completely. But I am lost once her legs come over my shoulders. I am shackled by hands at the back of my head. I am so greedy, so greedy. Oh, as she rocks against my mouth, I want to make her know the depths of my devotion. To wrap my lips around the one place she cannot control me, to suckle that nub of flesh desperately as she grinds into me.
Moans. Her moans are hymns. Her moans are declarations that rebirth is coming, that the holy spirit itself will be reborn this night. Two fingers push into her as I deliver my wordless sermon to this attentive congregation. Faster and faster I race to close that distance as she embraces me from within.
Suckling my little lamb as her hips scream prayers to my face. Mouth. Lips. Tongue. Fingers. Everything for her. Then it comes, like the star rising in the sky to announce the arrival of our Lord. Fluttering muscles and throbbing release, unintelligible outcries and whimpering. She is mine. She is mine.
My divine goddess. This holy mother. Already red stains her cheeks. But she does not realize this night is young and my worship, incomplete. But she will. Oh, she will. Then unlike the other, she will know exactly what holy spirit will fill the aching holes of her soul with his presence.
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itscrystql · 25 days
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make me see god
make me feel him
to be saved by a love so powerful and present
to be known
and for all of the darkness to be touched by light
make me.
make me again.
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tinyshe · 8 months
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... going through the tumblr archives again and i am always so sad to see the growing number of people that perpetual sin; purposely misguide people; the slander, violence and hate directed at Christ and His Holy Church; the glee that is taken in desecrating Catholic sacraments and symbols of The Church .
... forgive them Father because I don't think they truly really understand the depths and consequences of their sins (please pray with me guys! these people aren't even going to have a chance at purgatory the way they are jumping into satan's handbasket, demanding and clamoring for direct flight to Hell).
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theridgebeyond · 7 months
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guys, uh, i think i might like being lutheran
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TW: Self harm and suicide
I have often struggled with thoughts of self harm and suicidal ideation. It’s been a reoccurring experience for over ten years of my life and it feels like it’s the battleground I’m always gearing up to tackle. I also apologise if in this moment I didn’t really understand how to hide posts on the Tumblr mobile app, I just need to get this off my chest.
The thoughts of doing something harmful keep on coming and trying to wear me down. I cling to the cross and Jesus, He is my Saviour and my strength. I am so thankful for Christ. Even with my thankfulness, I get these feelings of temptation and intrusive thoughts. I know it is not sin that causes them, it is an illness and, even though I haven’t self harmed in a long time, the self harm thoughts are really part of an addictive behaviour. These thoughts have been bombarding me recently. I feel like my grip on faith and the cross is weakening and I don’t want that. Christ is my hope. Grace is my salvation.
I ask for prayers for me but also for others who face the battle of depression. Lift us up in your prayers 🙏🏻 God loves us, I know even in my pit of despair, so pleas help struggling folk feel that love.
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jameslmartellojr · 3 months
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music-catalogue · 3 months
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oasisr · 1 year
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William Holman Hunt's The Light of the World is an allegory of Jesus knocking on the door of the sinner's heart.
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dramoor · 2 years
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“I  believe, Lord, and I confess that you are truly the Christ, the Son of  the living God, who came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am  the first, but as the Robber I confess to you: Remember me Lord, in your kingdom.”
~Orthodox Christian prayer
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It's weird how one day, you're just going about your business, bot bothering anyone at all. Then... BAM. You're hit with that wall of realizing you'd love to be in a confessional getting railed for the Gods. Well, there's no going back after that awakening.
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sinnerruud · 1 year
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will i finally have my jannik-andrey final plsss <3
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