just found ur blog and im kind of obsessed. especially with machete,, i relate to him so much. i know youve said he has anemia, does he have chronic pain? because i would love to project my own onto him. he is so!!!!

Thank you! I'm glad you like him!

I think a lot of the time he's in varying levels of vaguely uncomfortable. He gets headaches and migraines, often from some extremely fixable bad habits like not resting or eating enough, and from stress and work related neck and shoulder tension. His eyes are very sensitive to bright lights and he doesn't see that well, so he ends up squinting more than he should, which leads to chronic eyestrain and more headaches.

A Fine Chain

UPDATE: Chapter 9/?

Fandom: Jupiter Ascending

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Beta: @gallifreyburning

Relationships: Jupiter Jones/Caine Wise

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Light Dom/sub, Power Imbalance, Royalty, Slavery, Collars, Leashes, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Don’t copy to another site, Dark

Summary: Caine Wise, disgraced ex-Skyjacker and convicted criminal, is suddenly inducted into the service of the enigmatic Queen Nea-Seraphi, mysterious new Recurrence and puzzle to the Entitled social circle. While figuring out the boundaries of his new station, worrying about his old commander, and nursing old wounds from his court martial, Caine finds himself slowly being drawn into the confidence of his royal employer. What could Her Majesty possibly want with a defective splice?

In which a new face is introduced, space translation software struggles with proper names, and Caine gets the zoomies - again, not necessarily in that order.

once i’m not super mega ultra depressed it’s so over for everyone

23 is literally the worst age to ever exist, I'm praying to GOD that 24 is at least more forgiving.

Really wacky how my symptoms have worsened over time but my coping and masking abilities have improved concurrently and so to anyone else it looks like I’ve just been at a stable level of Meh for my whole existence when in reality everything is gradually getting worse but I’m getting better at living with it

Okay, now that it's finally 2024...time to say my New Years Resolution!

Draw 366 Kayanos and explode. ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

It's so funny looking on my patient portal for my doctors and seeing "patient looks well nourished" on all my visit summaries when it is documented by my blood work that I am, in fact, very much NOT well nourished and have been prescribed multiple high dose supplements now to make up for how malnourished I actually am.

hands and knees begging myself to be responsible tonight bc i have so much to do but i can feel in my heart irresponsible brain is going to win and im gonna end up drawing and making myself more behind and stressed but like i spent 8 hours researching and writing art history texts at my internship do i fucking want to research for my history class tonight even tho i should so i can let the professor know if my topic is viable? no i want to draw. and like even research aside i need to do dishes and laundry and pack

using my autism superpowers to determine that the reason why my grocery bill is so high is economic inflation, just like anyone could have instantly guessed by asking for my location and the date

Apparently the bug collector song is big on ticktock, I was looking at something and they used it as a sound. Category five emotions event

man

15. Angst or fluff?

Ooo, as a writer or a reader, haha? I do like writing and reading both, but angst generally wins out. I like conflict in stories because I think conflict makes stories generally more revealing and compelling, and the payoff more satisfying, and it can be harder to make that work with fluff. Not that I don't try myself - I'd say half of C&C is fluff with conflict really, which was a fun balance to figure out as a writer, but overall, angst just scratches an itch for me in a way a lot of fluff doesn't.

Writer asks

I’m exhausted by lazy fucking doctors who wanna get away with doing the bare minimum or less. Y’all are literally killing me. But when I die you’ll blame me for it. I hope when I die, at least some of these people have to face it. I know there’ll never be legal or financial consequences for them. But I hope at least a couple realize they’ve caused absolute misery and death and that it haunts them for the rest of their lives. If I could have a death curse, that would be it. That the people who had a hand in my very untimely death have to turn inward and see their own souls and see that they are black as tar. And then they have to keep living with that forever.

I'm trying to fucking SLEEEP but my nose keeps BLEEDING and then I have DIARRHEA existing in a physical body is filled with ailments and limitations and struggles