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He makes everything so easy...

My life has taken an amazing turn over the past years but I haven't really had an outlet to share mainly due to privacy concerns (and no friends lolololol). But today it got me thinking about all the diary blogs I used to read as a teen that inspired me and were outlets for the writers themselves... Blogs like that have mostly died out these days though because of the Googlfication of the internet. These days no small blogs or forums appear in search and it sucks soooo much. But anyway, I remembered tumblr was still around so here's me trying it out. I'm actually nervous. Now, to get to the main point of this post (lol). I've been seeing this new guy (going on dates, nothing more) since November 2023 and it's been so amazing. We first met on the first week of November and on the day I wanted to cancel because I wasn't feeling good (personal life challenges). In the end I decided to go and I can't express enough how glad I am I did because ever since then this guy has been making such an effort to make life easier for me. It's interesting because even the other guys I'm currently dating or have dated before have tried to do that in some way for me too but this one just does it on a different level. It's the way he does things and the things that he does, without hesitation.

On the night of our date I ended up getting really tired and was yawning a lot. Tell me why the next day he just sent me $1000? with the message "take yourself to the spa and get some waffles". The waffle part really got me because I'd only mentioned briefly that I hadn't eaten waffles in a long time. It was such a minor detail in our conversation the night before. It might not sound like a big deal but it really made me feel cared for especially with everything that's been going on in my personal life. I've also never had someone be so expressive after the first date but I love it and want more of it lol!! For our next date we had dinner at a French restaurant. The food sucked but I love how intimate the restaurant was, I liked the feeling of being "alone" with him. We were there for hours until they closed and then he found a little bar for us to go to and they had a rooftop which was empty!! At this point things started to get really heated. I don't usually kiss my dates until like the third or fourth date (or never) but I honestly wanted to kiss him the moment I saw him (help me). So when he went in for the kiss I didn't hold back lol. Of course I made sure to go home before anything went too far but then I didn't see him for weeks and it was so gruesome haha.

So I didn't get to see him for a while because I was dealing with a lot of personal things and then ended up having a bit of a financial challenge. I wasn't going to say anything but he told me I can't keep postponing on him and if I don't like him I should just tell him. Uh OMG NO, if only he knew how into him I am... But because of this I just sort of let him know what was going on and he responded so quickly asking how much I needed??? Not only that but then he sent double 😩 This is the life I was born for I swear hahaha. Naturally I let him see me that week and we played tennis then had lunch but I cut it short because I had to go fix my life. Things are much better in my personal life now and I haven't gotten to see him yet this year. He went to visit his family for the holidays and is away on business this week but he said when he gets back it's go time!!! I seriously can't wait to see what we get up to

Some of the things I’ve learned over the years

1. You can’t have everything under control, it doesn’t work that way. Life consists of many random factors intersecting with each other; 2. It’s not cool to be late; 3. Don't be ashamed of your clothes or your family's financial state; 4. You can’t help a person if s/he doesn’t want to be helped; 5. “No” is a complete sentence; 6. Try to do your school tasks on time and prepare for it in advance; 7. The hardest thing is to start. The further, the easier it is; 8. Stop trying to make everyone like you; 9. Everything has a beginning and an end. We have much less time than we think; 10. No one has the right answers how to live this life, we're all just trying.

[no date]

It was a beautiful morning when we celebrated my boy’s 6th Birthday. He was so happy and so was I.

Welcome to my page!

Oh, hi! This is a page for me to voice my thoughts so don't take anything I post here too seriously! My name is Amber, I am indeed a minor so please keep it pg-13. Let me know if I anything I write sounds ignorant or if there's any grammar mistakes that I should change!

I am a huge Swiftie, Livie, Carpenter, and fangirl overall! I mainly am interested in Taylor + Olivia + Sabrina but I've made my rounds through a decent amount of fandoms so feel free to ask me anything!

As I previously stated, I am a minor. Please do not post anything explicit on my page! I also want to apologize in advance if I have irregular posts! -- Even though this is mostly a page for myself, I still appreciate you if you've read even one of my posts!

And on that note, I think this introduction has been way too long! I love you no matter what you do and your feelings always matter!

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I just wish I didn't waste my time hating myself or looking for validation in other people.

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Feeling like I’m giving and giving & that I’m just not taking as much as I should be. 

Dating Diaries #2 ~ keeping my roster active

As much as I like Z, a girl's gotta keep her roster active! But quite frankly, I'm just having fun with it. I sort of have a love for meeting new people and having different experiences, it's interesting.

So I went on a date yesterday with a new guy, P, and he was straight to the point. I loved it. His sense of clarity and forwardness is really attractive. He's not in my social circle but I've bumped into him a couple of times at events and the attraction between us kept getting more and more intense each time. But attraction is just attraction without action and exploration, so I didn't really bother to think much of our interactions. He somehow found me on instagram on Monday and Dmed me. He greeted and got straight to the point that he'd love to take me out for dinner and I gladly agreed. He took me to a Japanese fine dining place and I had so much sushi loool. If a woman eating a lot is turnoff to him, I am so sorry 😂 (not). It was nice actually getting to know him in a quiet environment since we are always seeing each other in noisy places and having brief conversations. He totally gets my humor which is a major green flag. I found myself opening up wayyy too much which is something I don't usually do. I don't know why it was happening. But looking back, there was just a specific kind of comfort I've never felt before. I love it when I experience new, exciting and intense feelings on a first date. Makes it so much fun, even though I like to take things sloooooow.

After dinner he got straight to the point that he was instantly intrigued by me but had to slowly build up the courage to ask me out – then he saw me on insta and decided that was his shot. That annoyed me a bit but whatever. He says he hasn't been in a relationship in a long time but at this point he's just ready to settle down, so if things develop between us that will be his approach. I'm rather neutral about it. I'm open but that's to whoever makes a notable impact in my life.

And omg! of course he's super successful! I just love who I keep on attracting. He's a business guy but what caught my interest is that he's actually doing something on the creative side, it's refreshing.

In regards to my roster, there are two others that I haven't mentioned yet but that's because there isn't anything that exciting to say about them. There's short T and tall T. I'm not feeling it at all with tall T, we haven't spoken for a few days but when he does message I'll just let him know. Short T on the other hand is super fun but that's all I'm getting. I enjoy my time with him but idk if it will lead to anywhere. I'll probably give it another two dates and if nothing comes out of it I'd love to remain friends. I need some guy friends who are only friends lol.

Do you get déjà vu when she's with you?

Biscuit day today. Baking treats for my boy.

When you have an allergic dog you do anything to help him. These are gluten free and vegan. Based on what he can and can’t eat. I make these slightly thinner now as I can’t fool my boy by giving him half a biscuit. Hopefully I can fool him by giving him whole biscuit but thinner one. He eats them by the tonne, so it’s good to keep him in shape.

When I bake these I try to relax but it’s hard sometiemes. Especially that it takes few hours to bake them all and you have to keep checking constantly as the oven is rubbish and also different trays were put at different times.

Today my anxiety went through the roof as I had a family visit in the afternoon. I finished baking then I had to clean the house. It was nice though when they came. It’s just so hard when you have depression and anxiety, cleaning, home visits, seeing people in general is a nightmare.

I managed to draw a bit when everything was done and guests left. It was quite a relaxing time.

Having an attitude of gratitude 😌. . . . . . . . #instapost #ootd #grateful #instagram #personaldiary #explorepage #likesforlike #posesforpictures #blacklove #blackoutfit #portrait #blurredphoto (at Chennai, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkVpfPYBcSB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=