Can I get a matchup? On first impressions I come off as quiet and spacy. If other people actually talk to me You hear can hear wisdom from me from my life experience. I can have long interesting conversations with people. I’m quite silly, sarcastic and sassy.I always clean up after myself at other peoples places.I’m honest. I compliment. I tell people their fuck ups. Best way to make me depressed is chaining down my soul.I think swords, animals, weird topic books, action movies and dinosaurs 1/2

“The rare times I do get angry I’m frightening.I find everyday life confusing. But in a crisis I’m handy and calm. I have ptsd. I squirm whenever I see doctors equipment. For romance: I’m very gentle with physical affection. I don’t like restricting my lovers freedom or choices . I’m turned off by flirting from someone I barely know. I become attracted to people based on loyalty and showing their vulnerability to me so we can help each other. 2/2”

I’ll start by saying I’m so sorry I took so long to do your match up :( I hope you are still into tmnt!

Since you didn’t specify which tmnt (2003-2007-2012-2016 or rottmnt) I’ll do a generalized one!

I match you with…

Usagi!

*Dramatic music* didn’t expect that coming huh?

I know usually on tmnt matchups you expect to matched with well. One of the turtles, but I hope you don’t mind this, Usagi is levelheaded, quick-witted and a highly skilled samurai, so you at first being a bit quiet (on a place so chaotic as the lair) he felt a bit drawn to you just like he was to Leonardo, would def be surprised if he ever spiked up a conversation with you and as you said- dropped some wisdom, he didn’t want to say he didn’t expect it, but it’s something that’s it’s hardly given for free, he enjoys deep conversations and once again, you def sparkled more of his interest when he noticed how quick you could deliver a comeback, honesty and loyalty are a BIG thing for Usagi, so he appreciate all of your inputs, in no time; you were as close as he is to Leo. He never really saw himself falling for someone, let alone two people and you being open towards the freedom of your partners made him somehow.. relieved. It’s def something that you, him and Leo might have to discuss in future if Usagi and Leo both decide to act up on their feelings, and also if you are up for a poly relationship, he would never cross any boundaries between any of you two, and as we know, Leo is our honor boy,so he would def respect both parties before doing anything / pulling any moves. Going back to Usagi- He adores your gentleness and affection, the way you demonstrate it feels like your time together is heavily appreciated, would def meet you also with gentleness and kindness. Usagi shows the most utter respect to you, and gives all of his attention towards you if you decide to share anything that has been troubling you or past experiences, if ever comes a case you need medical assistance by Donnie, he will be there to ground you and help you with it, being very firm with don and your own time regarding being touched by medical equipment

Hope you liked it! Match ups are closed

Authors note: who’s also excited for the Netflix spinoff ???

The animation looks so cool in some shoots I’m so EXICTED AND

LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FEET I ALREADY LOVE HIM NENFFJKDOSKE

shout out to the fellas who can’t help but assume everyone is mad at them if they even sound slightly upset (it’s me i’m the fellas)

Ok sooo, I can’t stop thinking about the line from this post [here] by @swordfright , “Sam is a builder and dream is the ultimate engineering project: challenging (psychologically taxing to guard), important (to the stability of the server), rewarding (on those sporadic occasions when dream obeys him without question), and ceaseless (because the ideal prisoner always needs a warden to keep them in line.)” Because the idea that Dream is Sam’s “ultimate engineering project” really got me thinking about the definition of the duties of an engineer as per the Code of Ethics, which I studied in college.

As an engineer it is basically our responsibility to maintain sustainable development, which The National Society of Professional Engineers (NSPE) defines [here] in the Code of Ethics as, “meeting human needs for natural resources, industrial products, energy, food, transportation, shelter, and effective waste management while conserving and protecting environmental quality and the natural resource base essential for future development.” Even further, as a civil engineer (which I am and Sam is as a primary builder) it is our job to help provide the infrastructure and necessities to life, (shelter, water and by extension food +) with civil engineering encompassing the engineering fields of Structural (bridges, buildings, dams… etc), Utilities (power, gas, water, waste water… etc), Geotechnical (analyze and maintain that the ground can support projects), Environmental (protecting the stability of the environment like for example protecting the habitat of an endangered species), Transportation (roads for cars, train tracks, airplane runways… etc). Pretty much the necessities of civilization (lol hence civil). And I found this interesting because it is Sam’s job as the warden to provide the fundamental and basic necessities of Dream’s life in every way. So, in this way Dream would actually be the society Sam’s engineering is meant to benefit from and depends on (which he obviously denies and uses to abuse.)

But on the other side, interestingly a 2004 definition, [found here] of civil engineering based on Thomas Tredgold’s 1828 original is, “the art of working with the great sources of power in nature for the use and benefit of society”. And oh, the use of power here could very well be a good representation of Dream, making him actually the engineering project. Further, The NSPE Code of Ethics states, “Engineering has a direct and vital impact on the quality of life for all people. Accordingly, the services provided by engineers require honesty, impartiality, fairness, and equity, and must be dedicated to the protection of the public health, safety, and welfare.” In this sense, Sam’s position as the warden was dedicated to the protection of the public health, safety, and welfare, which by keeping Dream locked up, weakening him physically and mentally he was in essence trying to protect the server as well as working to strip the sources of power Dream had over everyone. And when his methods didn’t work, he let Quackity in, which funnily enough goes along with one of the The Institute of Industrial and Systems Engineers (IISS)’s summarizing stated [here] fundamental canons, “Engineers shall perform services only in the areas of their competence.” And clearly Sam was not competent in getting the book from Dream, so he teams up with Quackity, his contractor, to finish the project as is typical in the engineering industry.

All this to say, that Sam as an engineer, while not sworn to follow a defined of code ethics still followed the general defined duties of engineering and strived to work for the betterment of the server. A personality and behavior, that Dream saw in him as they grew as friends and worked to build the prison - Sam’s passion for helping, to provide for and develop the necessities of society. His passion for wanting to use his skills to improve the world and help people. His strong principles of dependability, efficiency, justice, work ethic. If Sam was given a job to help people he was going to see it through to the best of his ability. He would not abandon his post, he would protect and serve the common good. - His strong engineering attitude made him a good choice in Dream’s mind for the warden, because of these qualities, which makes sense. What Dream did not realize is that he was not included in the society and all people Sam felt obligated to serve and provide for.

Instead, Dream was but a resource of power - the revival book - needing to be made efficient and accessible, so that everyone could benefit and share that power. Dream thought he’d be provided for and taken care of, but he was the project instead. Sam’s “ultimate engineering project” he deemed too damaged like a bumpy road or crumbling building that wasn’t worthy of patching and filling in the cracks or reinforcing, that’s too eroded to be fixed and preserved. So, Sam strived to tear him down to the bedrock so he could remake, remold, and reengineer Dream according to his design for the common safety, public health and well-fair. He was such a good engineer just like Dream knew he would be, he just forgot the whole teeny weeny ethics part of being an engineer that kind of comes with the job description… Oh well. ;)

there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin

the hollow nonviolence but nevertheless heavily palpable longing and empty vastness of daisuke's heart. post

Okay cool so this is was me all of this and last week fretting years off my life about the episode and I guess it's gonna be me next week fretting years off my life about next episode coolcoolcoolcool

@waxgentleman asked: Hawkins x Killer HAWWKINS X IKKKAKUUUUU Send me a ship and I'll fill out this bingo card (Still Accepting!)

Hawkins x Killer

Answered here

HAWWKINS X IKKKAKUUUUU

Hoooooooo boy this one is my beautiful, toxic, self-indulgent for the sake of drama and angst ship that came out of nowhere. What started as me wanting Ikkaku to have a personal nemesis turned into something so fucking toxic and deliciously complex that it's become a borderline obsession (to the point where I have a Hawkins sideblog of all things). It's just so interesting because if it weren't for all of the bad intentions and subterfuge on both sides this would be one of the better relationships for Ikkaku because it's a man who, while powerful, is interested in her and not just seeing her as a way to get to her captain. But because Hawkins is an unhinged madman who sees Ikkaku as his way to escape his fate of being killed and fail in his dream to become Pirate King, it's never meant to be and things become so very, very bad for Ikkaku when he gets his hands on her on Wano. This shit definitely earned the "only I understand how it works" square on the bingo card because it's so full of bad times I feel awful inflicting my thoughts on anyone else lol.

opla final thoughts: i want each and every one of them to ride my face

heart cake !!! i have a little pink heart cake :DD

Mmmmmmm ok so im very sorry folks, I meant to make some TCM content today but I got really busy and ended up not being at home so i didnt get a chance to make anything post worthy. rip... I will post some tho!! I'll make up for this i swear!! I'll finish stuff up so I can post it!!!! forgive me!

but uhhhh even tho today was busy, i did have a little bit of tequila when i was out in this evening after everything,,,, so when i did come home i actually just decided to rewatch Phantom of the Paradise instead of doing anything else like productive? (sorry again)

ive sobered up a little more now and i need to sleep but God damn man. it was so good to see the movie again. my husband was in disbelief the entire time. he both loved and hated it. he says it isnt a movie. I love the movie so much. the scene with The Phantom SPRINTING down the hall always kills me. it's such a raw shaky cam shot of him BOOKING IT i laugh so hard

and oh yeah,,, Winslow Leach. i love that tall nerd with the big blue eyes and thick-ass glasses and turtleneck sweater and fluffy hair!!! hes so fucking awkward and overly passionate and ugh! but also when he is the world's dorkiest goth bird man in the bodysuit with the black makeup im???? in love. im IN. love. i pretty much screamed in joy every time Winslow Leach was on screen bc I love that FUCKING DORK I LOVE HIM!!!! like why am I like this? why lmao

im gonna post all the fanart I've saved of this movie too bc it's all beautiful and amazing and I cant get enough. and yeah also the art and stuff I have too and some more tcm bc im still also obsessed with that too heehee

i'm a horror writer at heart but i like shoujo and big feelings which is why i'm here in gothic vkei central with daisuke

The Duolingo owl tries to convince you that your ranking and league matter. They don’t. Duolingo is about beating the owl by keeping ridiculously long streaks even if you have to take classes half asleep before bed. If the Duolingo owl was real they wouldn’t be the one with a gun. Sure, it reminds me to take the lessons, but it also tells me I didn’t take a lesson if I make one too many mistakes. No. I took the lesson. The owl is lucky it’s in my phone and not my room

honest to god looking at people talk about the ganondorf fight im surprised i did so well as someone who could not Flurry Rush or Perfect Parry for shit

I don't rin. Welcome to the club 🤝🫶👍

kewjhkfs MY PROBLEM IS HE'S TOO SOFT AND SWEET like he gives me toothache. he said smth like 'i love you atiny' and i straight up squealed and had to pause the dvd for ten minutes just to recover from him saying that in the most gentle sweet little voice and then his LITTLE WAVE with both hands ugh. and then he immediately became a stage demon when the music started playing and i was able to recover from my struggles (until he opened his mouth to speak again. it is a vicious cycle. i cannot escape.)

tldr: the break the wall dvd is the bane of my existence right now.

GUYS !!! THEY RELEASED THE STORYBOARDS AND THIS WAS SUCH A PROCESS BECAUSE MY WRIST DIED FOR TWO DAYS !!

Anyways I have SO SO many headcanons about this scrapped opening if you guys are interested seriously

That one about that boy

You were the warmth I craved in the winter

You were the comfort I craved in a storm

You were the stability and security I could rely on

You were a crisp breath of air

You were a high that I needed

You were a rogue that made me feel rebellious

You were the ideal of freedom

You were the staccato of the song

You were the trophy and the prize

You were the object of my affections

You were the pinnacle of my existence

You were the hero on my story

You were the ever constant

You were the right one to ruin me

But I couldn’t chose you

Because you weren’t ready

And you didn’t understand

How you could be so much

In someone’s eyes

When you thought so little of yourself