hi um. can I add my two cents about 11ponds. to me they are geocentric. 11 is the sun, Amy is earth and Rory is moon but they are inverted. the earth is the centre of the universe that the moon and sun both orbit. it's not ment to be like that, its supposed to be the earth and moon are just a pair orbiting the sun that has many other celestial bodies orbiting it. but. for them it's the other way round. Amy is the centre of Rory's universe, he is married to her, the closest anyone can get. but just past him, orbiting them both is a hunge firey ball of power so incomprehensible he looks small, the same size as them, from the earth's perspective. he orbits around the earth and therefore also the moon, but cannot truly get closer to them because he will burn them up. he can only shine his light and warmth on them, for better or worse. and the whole time, the sun and moon follow the earth across the universe all bound together, untill the sun gets so big and old it swallow them both up, and he has nothing but his memories of them. um.anyway sorry for being so insane I hope this makes sense<3

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1. I would also like to graciously point out that this is Melinoe from ages 0 to 8, so really fun and cool for Hades to goad one extremely fragile and isolated daughter who quite literally had just come out from being tortured for the prev 4 years & was looking for literally anyone to support her, into bullying his other infant (step)daughter with him for no other reason than to set up both of their lives to ???fail??? cool! fun! awesome! of course Maci was so grateful and eager that her dad finally liked her for the first time since she’d been a kid !! until Melinoe turned into a supervillain because of her and Maci realized what Hades had set her up to take the blame for that entire time— COOL FUN COOL—

2. It is my sincerest hope that every beat of everything that Maci’s ever been involved with in her past evokes the specific emotion of

its impossible for you all to understand how much of my thoughts r in sweeney references. like there is one person on this earth who understand and its my sibling who is similarly inclined...

HI LOVE WHY ARE YOU AWAKE AT *checks watch* FUCKING EARLY AS SHIT IN THE MORNING???

IM ON HOLIDAY!!! TIMEZONEYS :D its 10am for me rn ^_^

rereading A Separate Peace again

Thought of transfem Lottie fucking herself in front of r i almost died. Her legs shaking while she rides a dildo for r’s viewing pleasure and oh my god her legs are so long and she’s just SO FINE i could pass out from the blood rushing straight to my dick she’s so gorgeous and her grinding her hips down with every thrust and the tip is nuzzled right against her prostate and you see cum dribbling from her cock OH MY GOD it’s over

she'd tease you and say smth like "do you wish i was bouncing on your cock like this instead?" with her breathy little moans <3

it started as a whole bet because she was like "you can't keep your hands off me" and you got defensive which lead to her fucking herself in front of you to see how long you could last. 5 mins in you regret betting $20 on this...

OHHHG using your stroker/fleshlight to masturbate and laughing at how hard you grip the chair as she cums in it :( her whimpering for you as she jerks off and grinds against the dildo, scooting your chair closer so she can cum all over your lap... ☹️

When I Was Done Dying (Dan Deacon)

And I said all my prayers because surely I'll die/As I crashed down and smashed into Earth, into dirt/How my skin did explode leaving only my shirt/But from shirt grew a tree and then tree grew a fruit/And I became the seed and that seed was a brute/And I clawed through the ground with my roots and my leaves/And I tore up the shirt and I ate up the sleeves/And they laughed out at me and said "what is your plan?"/But their question was foreign I could not understand/When then suddenly I'm ripped up and placed into a mouth/And it swallowed me down at which time I head south, so I said

"This song is about persistence and continuing on even after you feel like you have died. This encapsulates the feelings of a manic episode after a depressive one really fuckign well, oh my god. It's about hope and understanding and trying to make sense of a world that goes too fast and hurts too much, full of people who don't understand you but then finding others who DO, and god it's making me cry just trying to articulate what it is about this that I love and cherish so much. It's so inspiring."

Achilles Come Down (Gang of Youths)

The self is not so weightless, nor whole and unbroken/Remember the pact of our youth/Where you go, I’m going, so jump and I’m jumping/Since there is no me without you

How, the most dangerous thing is to love/How, you will heal and you'll rise above/Crowned by an overture bold and beyond/Ah, it's more courageous to overcome.

You may feel no purpose/Nor a point for existing/It's all just conjecture and gloom/And there may not be meaning/So find one and seize it/Do not waste your self on this roof

Soldier on, Achilles, Achilles, come down/Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?

"I'm sure you'll get other submissions for this one. I have no idea who this band even are outside of this song but it fucks me up like it does everyone else. It's the tragic love of it all. The desperation of trying to save your loved one from themselves. Or are the narrators of the song Achilles' own conscience representing his indecision on whether to kill himself or not? It can mean so many things and SO many parts of the lyrics are very poetic and powerful. (also again for me this makes me cry over a Specific Blorbo in this case Dimitri Blaiddyd but that doesnt matter)"

"The cellos in the background, the lyrics, telling the story of Achilles, the fact that it's fucking 7min long, it's beautiful, it breaks me to then pull me back together, it gave me hope in a moment where I wasn't in the best mental space, it's like getting undressed to your very soul only to be cover up with a weighted blanket afterwards and be told "it'll be alright." It's like that image with the guy that's like "this is cinema" but with a song, god I love this song so much"

"Ohhhg my god. It’s so. It’s a fucking heartbreaking song but it gives hope (^^see abovw lyrics. there may not be meaning so find one and seize it gets me the most). I can’t say anymore about it but yeah"

"Achilles is about to jump off the roof, his lover is trying to convince him not to. the vibe of this song itself is so unique, the violin and the segments of French reading really grip at your soul. Towards the end there are two voices seemingly arguing. One voice is Achilles’s inner monologue and the other is his lover trying to yell over it. This part is my favorite, especially if you’re envisioning your blorbo. Tbh in my darkest times I would fall asleep to the ten hour loop every night. It felt like laying on a rooftop and looking out at the stars and the street lights. I think maybe it kept me from doing things I would regret."

ougi's naked back... ohhhg my god wait what if ougi did perfect seiza like their whole politeness shtick what if ougi did perfect seiza while totally naked oh my god oh my GOD what if

(puts on my best suit) new midnight series update i'm ready

mumbo's backstory:( my poor boy, he's already lost so much. at least he has grian now and he can feel loved again<3 (there's also another idiot who loves him but he doesn't know that yet) and vampire lore!! everytime you introduce some new fantasy lore stuff it just scratches my brain bc it all makes so much sense and is so interesting to read

OH MY GOD TUBBO IS SCAR'S APPRENTICE. AND SON APPARENTLY??? MY BOYYY HEUSYSEY ive only had midnight!tubbo for a day but i will do evil things if something bad ever happens to him . his relationship with scar is so cute god i couldn't stop smiling when i was reading the first chapter<3 of course scar saw a scared and lonely kid and said "is anyone gonna become his father figure" and didn't wait for an answer. he probably saw himself in tubbo and it's obvious he cares a lot about him :(

tubbo calling mumbo scar's favorite customer, i just know scar is giggling and twirling his hair everytime he talks about mumbo or visits him LMAO and tubbo has heard enough 

poor grian, he worries about scar so much</3 tbh i don't think you can react normally to an information like this help it would be eating anyone alive and he would tell mumbo sooner or later. it was scar's thing to tell, obviously, but also scar would literally never tell it to mumbo knowing him sooo…. oh and also. i wonder if mumbo put two and two together and realized that that's the reason scar purposefully pushed him away

scar really is too forgiving, he's such a good person i love him so much<3 i think he deserves to yell sometimes. and be feral and insane and hiss at people. as a treat<3

they went on another totally-not-date!! scar's reaction to mumbo and grian dating was exactly what i expected lmaoo and grian can’t understand why scar isn't upset about this but knowing scar, he probably accepted the fact that he will never have mumbo in this way years ago . or so he thinks . and all he wants is the best for him, and for grian too of course

AND OHHHG SCAR IS ROYALTY!! AN ELVEN PRINCE it just keeps getting more interesting. every new scar lore just makes me love him more ahhh my silly guy <3 also loved the paragraph about scar being pretty, sooo true! grian is just having more Gay Thoughts every update, i need to tell him that polyamory would fix 99 of his problems right now .

they invited scar to a sleepover at the manor awww they're so sweet i'm sorry i love them so much. i'm totally normal about them yeah . your characterization is just so good<3

i hope you will enjoy yet another essay from me in your inbox . do i need a signoff, i can't think of anything cool lmaoo

Got home to my computer, now I'm ready-

Mumbo has lost so much </3 He has terrible coping mechanisms and has never told anyone before so opening up about it to Grian is such a huge step and also super important to their relationship as a whole considering this is The Topic he snapped at Grian about jhgfdjk </3 but he's gonna heal and be so loved, it'll be amazing <3 I love fantasy lore so much and building my own lore overtop the common tropes and tossing tropes I don't like/that make zero sense even with magic is so fun to me <3 Next update will contain some magic lore again I am hype it might also have some foreshadowing hehehee-

YASSSSSS CCTubbo's "Scar is one of my favorite content creators and I'm too nervous to talk to him" and CCScar's "[DSMP] is the next gen of MCYT and they're good people"/"I'd love to talk to Tubbo we can be nervous together" (all paraphrased ofc lmao) kicked down my bedroom door and demanded Midnight!Tubbo be Midnight!Scar's kid/apprentice <3 Hahaa don't worry nothing bad will ever happen to Midnight!Tubbo :) <3 :) Oh Scar absolutely saw himself in Tubbo, a scared and lonely kid with abandonment issues and friends that don't stay and felt unwanted....... :) He rly said "I am gonna make sure that kid has everything" hjgfhdj (I am so excited to get to the part where they're physically in the same room and Grian and Mumbo get to hear Scar's Dad Voice(TM) <3)

Scar thinks he hides it well but Tubbo Knows(TM). He knows his dad and is, as most children are, lowkey disturbed that dad has a crush lmao-

Yeah there was no way Grian could be like "oh okay that's fine" cuz Grian literally wrote a letter along the lines of "Greetings Apprentice! Scar is injured and almost died but he is recovering now and will be back in a few weeks" like super impersonal, barely informative, and like- if Scar had died he would have written that impersonal "dear apprentice I regret to inform you that your teacher has passed" AND IT'S ACTUALLY HIS SON- and then of course there's also the part where Scar just. Didn't tell him about such a huge part of his life like- But yeah, Scar would never have willingly told Mumbo and Grian needed to talk to someone who isn't Scar so </3 Mumbo is a very intelligent man, thankfully he catches on quick, so between "it's for the best" and "of course I care" and "he's dying" he's probably connected the dots in some form or fashion <3

Scar deserves to let loose but he has so much self-control (well, when it actually matters-) and really he forgives way too easily (though there is... one person he can never forgive......) but to him life's too short and precious to spend it angry and hanging on to a grudge <3 (contrast with Mumbo, who holds onto a grudge so well that he still sends Cleo a tacky tie once a year for them insulting his tie Once) Scar gets to hiss more don't worry >:3 He has more feral moments, and some VERY feral moments that really cement the fact he is, definitely and without a doubt, Fae- hahaa >:3

Totally-not-a-dates are the best bonding experiences really <3 Scar is so chill, he has not a jealous bone in his body and like you said, no matter how much he loves Mumbo he gave up on that the same moment he realized it </3 One day... one day... He thinks they're so good together, he knows they bring out the best in each other and have helped each other heal and move on, to him it's only natural it's the two of them <3

YEEPPP which I did for both story/plot purpose and irony purposes hahaa I love when the person with the highest status/most power is the one who is definitely not in control *cough* sorry not sorry- Grian really be like "ahh Mumbo's so pretty" *dates Mumbo* "holy crap Scar is pretty too wtf" but he can't say anything bc he has no frikkin clue how Mumbo would react or how Scar would react and he's a Gay Disaster with bad communication skills really <3 Can we blame him tho <3

yessss sleepover <3 Just casual hanging out <3 you know as the average ~30y/o does <3 They live in my head rent-free all I could think about at work today was Them and I have spent each break I had writing <3 hhhh thank you so muchhh <3

I absolutely enjoyed every second of it and I hope you enjoy my essay in response <3 Haha if you need a signoff it would totally be Essay Anon (/pos ofc I love it <3) but I don't think you need a signoff, I know you when I see you Anon <3

ohhhg my god oh gosh oh goodness i'm the richie to ur eddie ok. ok i'm normal about this (lie) - 🥩

DJSJFKKW ur so cute !! cute cute cute !! im giggling and kicking my feet rn

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OH MY GOD OHHHG DJGMY FUCKIGNEJGOD

oh my god i love lance mcclain. ohhhg my god oh my god oh my god oh my goddd

ohhhg oh my god fuck oh .mg god. this music this vibes im yearning bro wjat ta fuck

okay klance nsfw headcanon that Kieth is /noisy/ and lance did not Know This when he wanted to have some naughty time in the bathroom in the back of a nightclub and turns out, he’s not nearly as quiet as he thinks either

OH MY GOD I LOVE THISSSSSSSSS Trying to be quiet but ohhhg man everyone walks in and walks right back out hahaha Oh my god I love this so much