Isn't it fun how everyone saw what terrified them most, but Nya's was so "unbelievable" that she broke out instantly? She was shown the one thing that was supposed to terrify her, make her spiral. But of course it wasn't real. It's Jay. If there's one thing she never once doubted, its that Jay is absolutely smitten, so of course he'd never forget her. What a silly thing to think, to be afraid of. She went through so damn much for this boy, and him for her, and we know how she is. Wouldn't it be petrifying if all that work, all that emotional turmoil, that clawing for love, could be forgotten just like that? Its quite a feat, really, that she can finally be confident in knowing such a fear is irrational.

It was easy to break free from such a place. It was only ever meant to scare her, and she has nothing to be afraid of. Right?

you ever have a conversation with someone and it's like... the sun peeking out from behind the clouds?

My lockprowl kid Stalk with @sug4r-melon s kid Shrike :33 as usual for my ocs, theyre hanging out on top of a building and being annoying together

heard the fattest p2 spoiler but as always with me and spoilers it makes me want to experience the game even more. but man i promised myself not to start it until like september... 

i know it’s not the main takeaway from this episode but i am so in love with aelwyn abernant

can you please tag your self reblogs?

so you could block them? no

My entire uni process since I applied three years ago has just been accompanied by a series of my parents getting pissed at me about information they made up, like how are you mad at me about stories you created

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I am emotionally destroyed by Stormbringer light novel

continuation from @neverendingparable

The poor unfortunate man was even more distraught now, his heart pounding in his chest as his eyes gazed up at toward where the voice was coming from. It was a towering intimidating presence and Stanley was literally just some guy.    Shaky hands quickly sign up to the voice, if he was able to understand what he said before then it was okay to continue pleading in the only way he could.      “I swear to you I have no malicious intent when being here, this is usual my office, this is where I work! I simply just came in on me scheduled shift. I’m sorry if I am trespassing at all but I genuinely cannot think of a way in which I am in the wrong here.” His mind racing with thoughts, stern words, grave threats continuously ringing in his ears bringing forth more questions than answers.      “When you call me an imposter and say i’m not ‘your Stanley’, you make it sound like there’s more of me than I know of, which by the way, is a horrifying thought to even begin to comprehend. Once again though I have don’t wish to cause harm I don’t know what you’re capable of, but I would really rather not end up in the serious room for a trillion years.”

I think the huge chunk in the middle of my wip notebook that is just manic notes, outlines, time lines, entire chapters complete with edits from the last (almost) year that I abandoned should idk... have the decency to tear themselves out and set themselves on fire

@heartborrow​  ,         “  i  wasn’t  trying  to  hurt  you.   it  just  got  out  of  control.  ”

“  you could’a fooled me !  ”    pale features are flushed with light pink,   the streak expanding over the bridge of his nose to his cheeks.    he’d never been a fan of the cold,   weighed down by layers and layers of warm clothing at the insistence of his mother before he could even step foot out the door.    gloved hands reach up to wipe away the packs of snow that’d been slowly melting over the surface of his face,   comically spluttering the rest off his lips with effort.         “  i said a little game would be fun,   a snowball fight and whatnot but this just turned into a war - zone.  ”    despite the attempt to present himself as anything but amused,   the twitching from curved brims betrays him,   even more so as he clumsily bends down to scrape up a pile of snow in the meantime,   subtly packing into a tighter ball.         “  lucky for me i got an army on my side,  ”         and so he raises his free arm,   flexing exaggeratedly         —         though he knows none of his assets could be seen through the layers of sleeves.         “  it’s cool,   though.   i’m,   like,   chill.    so don’t worry about me,   i won’t do anyth   —  ”         he chucks the snow in ben’s direction with haste.

BEN + CHAD.

i just heard "jen what the FUCK are you reading" from the other room and well my brother knows what madk is now

nowadays i really don't have any patience

Yeah Fuka definitely needs Therapy- I do think Fukase has nightmares, and it's a kinda old hc! for a specific idea they probably include lots of more physical sensations (like bleeding, feeling bones snap and contort but it not being painful, etc.) and kinda fucked visuals/sounds (think Cotton Candy by Kikuo). Fuka isn't a sleepwalker to any extent but he still gets extremely disoriented when he wakes up because he can't process information properly for a while after having one -🌟

please get him some 🙏

and oh yikes poor dude... thats terrifying :'( YEAH I DONT BLAME HIM if my dreams/nightmares had visuals/audio like THAT PAIRED WITH BAD PHYSICAL SENSATIONS? bro idk id be screaming crying for the sweet release of death right there and then idk if id be able to take it. poor poor fuka 😔

HONESTLY I FEEL LIKE SLEEPWALKING WOULD NOT BE GREAT FOR HIM ESP? SO GOOD AT LEAST HE'S NOT DOING THAT... but so fair on waking up disoriented