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jazzyblusnowflake · 3 days

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I've got one for ya. What were the first kisses in the N/V/Uzi relationship like. Uzi and N first, Uzi and V's first, and V and N's first.

(Bonus points for V and N's first kiss at the manner for some bittersweet angst)

Also, good golly gumdrops, love your stuff, even if you don't answer this one, still gonna keep enjoying

oh oh i love these kinds of ideas :"D tho it takes a bit of brain power to think of a good scene uhm.... lessee....

Ok so first up, although im still waiting for a canon first kiss for NUzi- since they are a thing now, i still like to think of something separate for my own version- [since obviously the main show isn't going towards a poly dynamic lmao]

See, we all know that the show is fast paced and its hard to find any empty spaces between each event, hell it almost feels like earth was blown apart and the DDs were on copper 9 the next day, Liam we need a fucking timeline order. 🙄 soooooo i personally like to imagine that there's a lot more time between events than is shown in the actual show. like- lets maybe put a few days between Uzi administrating N and V and the arrival of J and Cynessa- like.... maybe lets put a few NIGHTS between that??? what's the freaking rush 😭

But anyway yeah- i would put the first NUzi kiss somewhere around betwenn the camp and the flashback eps probably :p my idea would be that since the camp incidents, Uzi would be having a lot of bodily changes to deal with, one of which being her inability to tolerate the sun much anymore. other things would probably be the growth of literal flesh and blood and bones inside of her and lets make this morbid by adding her throwing up blood but keeping it a secret from everyone :p she may sneak back to the other two at night and stay with them- clearly shaken up- [V probably also being shaken up because on one hand she's terrified of seeing this transformation take place- but at the same time, she clearly cares enough about Uzi AND Ns happiness...] asking for help and advice- and the 3 grow closer during this. They practice with her for flying or controlling her tail- maybe some stuff on her control on oil hunger too. she probably also gets some fighting, sneaking and sparring practice with V-

//insert one of those cheesy moments where V riles up Uzi enough to tag her on the snowy ground but then realizes its the same position she got V in her solver!mode and starts panicking and pushing herself back- V getting back up and asking what the heck was that and Uzi just saying she doesn't want to hurt her and V is an insensitive jerk for making her spar with her in the first place and tries to fly away to calm down-..... which probably just ended with her falling face first in the snow and a lecture from both N and V.

overall they all started subconsciously getting even closer. tbh there's so many things i could add here but i gotta keep it a few NIGHTS not a few MONTHS until the next event 😭

either way during this i guess N and Uzi could have maybe ended up alone at some point- maybe after a flying lesson having gone right and they were a little too happy on top of a building or upturned bus or something lol- i imagine after a hug maybe Uzi asks if she could kiss N but quickly backtracks saying nvm it was stupid or something but N softly says its okay- //probably picks her up too, adding to her embarrassment- cuz she's short lmaooooo// and Uzi just decides to give a small unsure smooch- but decided to make it not too long. they decided to just hug after that to not let the other see them blushing like hell 😭 [also they didn't really decide anything after this cuz they are idiots????😭😭😭]

but anyway for the Vuzi first kiss i have no idea if or when V would return if she's been set to remain alive in the canon- but for me its probably when she appears again in her normal form, as herself. not a clone. Alice isn't alive to take the cores and make them sluggish with heat and the sentinels wouldn't have a chance against the solvers centipede lookin ass form.

Anyway if we consider that one way or another Uzi, N and V will meet up again, [and N and Uzi preferably get to share a better kiss this time-] the first thing Uzi is doing is landing a swift punch in Vs face and then kissing the daylights out of her- //confusing herself and everyone in the area in the process including V herself...// overall she would scold V on the whole "i trust you" shtick and leaving them alone- but yeah :p [ keep in mind that im also considering a few nights between when J and Cynessa show up and when they decide to actually go and find and search the labs, because PLOT REASONS :D ]

as for the first Envee kiss- ill do you one better and make it more angsty and say that N and V used to always spend time with each other and do silly things like hold hands in secret or send internal chat messages to eachother, draw and read books together- maybe N used to put flowers for her sometimes. But at some point a certain little corrupted drone started feeling possessive of her favorite "big brother" figure not spending time with her anymore...

one time, N had asked V if he could kiss her and at that they were both blushing messes but before V could respond they get interrupted- maybe by someone giving them orders or maybe by Cyn. either way, V quickly whispers to him "later, i promise" with a smile, making N happy and giddy. but the later never comes... V becomes comatose soon after... N sadly reading books to her and sometimes whispering to her to wake up and that she still has to keep her promise...

anyway after all things are said and done in the future and the solver is defeated- whether they are still living on copper 9 or any other planet idk- N, V and Uzi are all close, but since both N and V are close to Uzi, they also start spending more time with each other too. maybe one time on a walk or going out and about N was able to catch up with V and they reminisce about old memories they can now remember; and when V was finally able to open up a bit to N, he mentions that he still remembers the promise and asks her if he could kiss her again and she lets him.

and thaaaats all the brain power i have for tonight... i think... hope it made yall smile or cry or idk something lmao. :")

#snowballflo #snow rambles #murder drones #nuzi #vuzi #nuziv #envuzi #biscuitbites #violetviolence #violentbitingbiscuits #uzi doorman #serial designation n #serial designation v #envy #envee #goldenmemories

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the-kr8tor · 4 months

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Im thinking of the fae hobie series and specifically one of the endings. I need hobie to get revenge like so bad, i cant stop thinking about what could happen if he kills that stupid thing. Even if its a little to late since the cycle is already broken and he wont ever see you again. It gets me trying to think of more positive endings begause like what if hobie cant exist without that thing? Like what if the horrible monster thing and hobies lives are like together. Like both of them have to be alive or neither are, and what if hobie doesnt know that. So when hobies going to get revenge and when he kills the thing, it kills him. (I dont know my minds going to a weird place its like 7am in the morning for me almost 8)

I dont know that series kills me (i need more of fae!hobie, i love him so much if it isn’t obvious) it kills me because no matter what just eating the bread just pushes off the nightshade until later, and hobie feels guilty for letting you live but you cant seem to leave him. Even when you do leave him and break the cycle you never truly leave him. You are his heart and it has basically been torn out of his chest. Im trying to like think of more happy endings even if both are bittersweet because reader will always eventually die. (even though their is none, im just tryna cope with the pain that series gives me)

Man that series kills me and i dont even read it on a daily basis (i think about it on a daily basis it doesnt leave my mind)

I could go on a rant about fae hobie. It’s probably gonna be the exact same with the pirate hobie series, cause i just inow that shits gonna be angsty.

Im gonna like have to request for you to just like calm down with the angst and making me cry ao badly/j

The the ttn series is also upsetong but it still ends on a good note, then theirs just the fae!hobie series that says ‘no’

Fae hobie takes up my thoughts and im not scared to admit that (he has made me cry multiple times, whenever im sad now and dont have a reason im gonna blame it on fae hobie)

I love your writing so much, it needs to stop living in my head rent free. I really do love your writing so so much though, even if it makes me sad.

Oh my love, every version of Hobie stays in my mind forever like i really want to make tf a comic or something bc i just love how I plotted that especially my notes were so messy and I still can't believe I didn't fumble the story through my writing.

That's a really great theory! Either way he's already dead inside whether or not he kills it because you're not with him anymore 😞

I specifically made tf the angstiest thing I've written bc i needed to get all the sadness out on paper or I'll burst. And im really glad you still loved it even though it's very sad. (Tf needs more love tbh or angst for that matter) (also writing angst is my specialty before I started writing fluff. Oh if only my og story would see the light one day ☹️)

"you are his heart and it has basically been torn out of his chest" you're so right for that 😭 imagine that but a hundred times over the centuries he's been alive (that line goes hard tho)

I'm really happy that my work has made you feel things bc I've always been insecure in my writing, so thank you so much for showing your love in tf and my other works! This warms my heart ❤️

#ask answered #hobie thoughts #ttn thoughts #tf thoughts #🫶🫶🫶#i love your asks!#they really make my day better ❤️#ly ❤️#chatting with lovelies

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unohanabbygirl · 7 months

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FMN!Au with Cregan?? He’s such a pretty boy I know JaceBaela have room for him in their new life 🥹🥹. Cregan does like to bring up he technically married Jace first so Baela is actually the other woman (neither for them agree). I just picture them all being so sickeningly wrapped up in eachother omg. And if Jace discovers Cregan later in life?? Oh it’s Luke level plotting to make sure he’s part of his life (Cregan remembers and they’re all gonna have a spring wedding(polygamy is still illegal in Westeros)

Yes, yes to all of this!

But let me just say, thank you for bringing up that polygamy is still illegal in Westeros because even though I feel i’ve implied it due to only Rhaenyra and Daemon being married instead of Nyra, Daemon, Laena and Harwin being openly together in the public eye. It’s one of numerous ways in which Westeros is still behind when it comes to progressiveness and why the fam would be better off in one of the free cities, but I digress.

Jacebaela will always have room for Cregan in their relationship as one of their first real adult loves outside of one another. Though Jace’s kiddy love with Aegon as kids still meant a lot deep down, this is different. Its mature and open without fear. On Jaces’s side of things Cregan started out as the older brother he never had which allowed him to fall back and allow himself to be led rather than doing the leading for once. Learning for the first time as he no longer has to be the teacher. Cregan represents guidance, maturity and discipline. A man who’s strong and commanding with an iron fist yet so sweet when they’re in their own little bubble away from the pressures of steadily brewing war. The man who understood Jace’s loss and allowed him to grieve as he saw fit until stepping in when he could see how Jace was digging himself into an early grave as he searched for a body that had long been lost to the sea.

For Baela things were a bit different. Though at first she did feel a bit out of place seeing as it had always been her and Jace, as she got to know him through letters and secret meetings she slowly began to see what Jace saw. In a way, Cregan became a second partner that she could voice her unfiltered opinions and thoughts to whenever Jace was in too fragile of a state. Cregan was one of few men other than Jace who’s never attempted to change or strip her of her more masculine traits. He loves that she’s opinionated and fierce rather than meek and willing to go along with his plans simply because. Baela has a fire in her that never ceases and Cregan loves it just as much as he loves the way Jace represents the tranquil waves of the ocean.

Their first wedding may have been in secret, but it was no less valid than any other union. And seeing one another again after two thousand years brings all these emotions to the forefront in a minute flat. Its almost too much to handle yet so amazing to experience as all three of them were so sure they’d never reunite. Ugh, their so in love it’s sickening 😭

Wait, would they still take part in their Valyrian traditions just as they did for their first wedding? It would be beautiful but so bittersweet because they no longer have their dragons for the consummation ceremony on dragon back.

Now Luke kinda wants to add a third to his and Aemond’s relationship but only if it’s Rhaena and those two can barely have a civil conversation let alone be in a relationship. Though watching them hate fuck would be great.

#asks

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hermanunworthy · 10 months

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!DNDADS S2 EP38 SPOILERS!

i cant believe its already time for another episode. so scared about this one i have no idea whats gonna happen. lets go!

- WHY IS BETH BRITISH

- LITTLE CAESARS I WORK THERE omg me reference in dndads

- THE JOKES IN THE INTRO ARE SO GOOD

- TAYLOR SWIFT A KILLER AT HEART.

- taylor considers scary his close friend awww

- MATT STOP IT W THE BITTERSWEET LINC FACTS ABOUT HIS RELATIONSHIP W HIS DADS!!! IM SAD

- NORMAL IS A HEELYS KID love that. oh my god just imagine the school mascot just rolling through the halls thats kinda terrifying actually

- I BETTER ACTUALLY SEE BETH IN HEELYS AND FREDDIE IN HIGH HEELS AT THE LIVE SHOW

- im sorry. i just went to the discord to talk about this^ but then saw SUCH A CRAZY SPOILER

- NOOO THE SCARY FACT

- ITS STARTING. MY STOMACH HURTS IM NERVY

- TEAM LOVE WE CAN DO THIS. WE CAN DO THIS (im biting my nails nervously)

- WHY IS MATT ASKING ABOUT THE MARRIAGE RN

- OH FUCK SCARY DOESNT KNOW ABOUT THE MARRIAGE HELPP

- NAT 20??? MY JAW FUCKING DROPPED

- TEAM LOVE LETS FUCKING GOOOOO (im miserable about lincoln and grant)

- oh god sparrow what could u possibly say rn to try to make this better.

- LARK COULDVE KILLED LINC???

- will mentioning batman is making me wonder where hermie is. im insane

- "i dont want a dad!" WAAAAAA 😭

- i KNEW this whole start of the episode would be awkward as hell lmao

- gothcleats....

- HEMRIE AND NICKY!!!! HERMIE AND NICKY!!!!! i actually screamed my bad

- NICKY AS THE LEADER LETS FUCKING GOOOO

- scary applogizing???

- going back to the church of the doodler oh god this is happening

- THE CATBUS!!! THE PUSSYWAGON!!!! YESSS

- anthony w the cat facts so cute

- i cant BELIEVE how far along in the season we are. this is insane. oh my god

- GRANT BROUGHT THE BABY MONITERS :[

- oh the mayor finally has a name now!

- WILLYS IN THERE GODDD

- im so nervous WHATS GONNA HAPPEN

- CAN SOMEONE PLZ DO FANART OF THE STAINED GLASS WINDOW

- STFU WILLY!!!!

- ME WHEN BLUE AND RED SYMBOLISM -deranged yttd fan

- YES FUCKING KILL HIM!!!!

- FOR ONCE. FOR ONCE. NORMAL IS CHOOSING VIOLENCE AND HATE OVER LOVE AND FORGIVENESS. DESERVED.

- CAN WILLY FUCKING PROJECT DAMAGE TO HIM TO OTHER PEOPLE??? THATS FUUUUUCKED MAN

- NO. NO. WILLY DID NOT...... WILLY IS TAYLORS STEPDAD NOW. WTF.

- WILLY IS A STEPDAD NOW. I AM GOING TO THROW UP.

- NOOOOOO I HATE THIS SO BAD THIS IS THE WORSTTTT I HATE WILLY STAMPLER

- im still biting my nails im SO SCARED

- SCARY TRYING TO SCARE WILLY RON STYLE YESSSS

- *HERMIE*S GONNA TRY TO GRAPPLE WILLY????

- NICKY COMPLETELY FUCKING UP THE PLAN LMAOOO

- 10 MINUTES LEFT.... HOW ARE THEY GONNA PULL THROUGH

- 11:11 the teens are gonna pull through!!

- SCARYS IN THE CHAIR OH GOD OH GOD

- THE DOODLER IS FREE. ITS THERE. OH MY LORDY LORD

- THIS IS GONNA BE THE MOST IMPORTANT DICE ROLL OF THE WHOLE SEASON. FUUUUCK

- i have it paused. i swear. to FUCKING god. if its a 1.

- THE DOODLERS GONNA SPEAK OH MY LORD

- YESSSSSSSSS LOVE WINS!!!!!!!

#dndads #dndads spoilers #dndads s2 spoilers #siren says

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phoenix-is-the-hottest-thing · 1 year

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dont mind me just ranting a little. i really hate the fact that honkai players in youtube comments always acts like they know the lore when their statement and argument is baseless speculation with no source whatsoever "we dont have enough information" "i think" when said info is available and straight up told in main story available on global. not to mention how the community LOVES to exaggerate how "depressing" honkai is like they have never seen an actually tragic and depressing death. constantly going "oh noooo character A is going to die 😭😭😭" when it will literally ruin their whole character arc. no seriously honkai story is wholesome compared to many stories with heavy themes. all deaths have meaning or are painted in a thick rose colored glass, the theme of the story is heartwarming (fight for all that is beautiful in the world) and they arent even in a post apocalyptic world setting. the honkai community seriously lacks people who openly critique the story writting with most overglorifying its writting.

:’)

I think it’s because Honkai got dark and then got lighter, but people didn’t really update their mental image to fit the lighter part of the story?

and now people have said it’s dark so much but it outright REFUSES to be dark anymore.

Aponia was nothing but simpery and good intentions, Kevin refuses to even consider killing Hua, Theresa is safe and sound and asleep away from the plot, the sims died and left Mei “fulfilled” rather than sad, nobody is mad at her for colluding with the enemy either…

I’m not mad that good things happen, but I like it when I think things might turn bad, too. I loved the darkness of the deaths in EE— it’s just that the ending basically makes them pointless, erasing the darkness with the rose tinted glasses. Honestly if they’d been just a little less intense on the Mary Sue Elysia they would’ve had me with a favorite chapter. It was dark and then it had a lighter twist and a kinder ending— much like Shattered Samsara, but it just doesn’t work at all for me.

Weird isn’t it? Shattered Samsara’s my favorite animation, too. What did they get wrong?

I think, in great part, Shattered Samsara was great because we were used to horrible outcomes and we were surprised by a good one. There’s pleading and emotional tension and the kinder ending is earned by Kiana struggling through pain and acknowledging all of it, all the darkness, and she’ll help Hua carry that burden. It’s cathartic, it’s awesome, and heartwarming, and until she decides that NO she won’t accept the sacrifice you don’t quite know Hua will survive this. (midway through).

Everlasting Flames and Because of You both have a fakeout loss that don’t hold up two seconds— there’s no tension because we know they win. Narratively there’s no doubt that they’re gonna win. If they lost, it would’ve subverted our expectations, but Mihoyo refuses to let them lose anything, especially Everlasting Flames. For Kiana this still works because it’s her apogee, her triumphant moment; a surprise would have meant the story has another twist coming, so it’s… fine. Good, just not as emotionally intense due to predictability. It’s good.

For Elysia… the exact outcome was more uncertain, but the surprise would have been that someone survives. They announced the deaths and then they died. Either no tension or disappointment. It’s the third animation in a row I was getting bored by, and it’s a treat for the eyes but not narratively significant in any way.

Everlasting Flames is a triumph; its narrative consequence is showcasing Kiana’s final push of growth into a realized individual.

Thus Spoke Apocalypse is a bittersweet epitaph for a man who announced that he’d die to accomplish his goal, and did. It isn’t necessarily all that interesting (it wasn’t to me, I skipped through) but it’s got the narrative significance of giving him the ending he has strived for all this time. It’s a reward for Otto just as much as it’s his funeral.

Because of You…

You get exactly what you were told you would get and you can skip the animation entirely without missing anything. Elysia tells Mei she’s going to fight, take back the other sims, then destroy ER, and she does exactly that in that order. It has no narrative value beyond giving a band-aid of a conclusion to an arc that skidded and refused to acknowledge death is tragic in its last moment, too focused on trying to state over and over and over again what we already knew: that there’s beauty and goodness in the world. (Not despite the bad. The bad gets such little consequence that it might as well not exist. The Show not Tell rule is crying.)

People have called out Because of You claiming it copies Everlasting Flames but that’s not quite right; it’s that they share the same story beats (main character gets beaten by Herrscher then rises again in very shiny glory thanks to the power of friendship).

Except for Everlasting Flames, you could forgive that because it was a peak, a triumph— glory is predictable, but you can get fucked over in an infinite amount of ways.

There’s just no tension. Thus Spoke Apocalypse I got bored halfway but at least it had angsty flashbacks and a bittersweet end— if I’d actually cared for Otto’s fate I would’ve probably enjoyed it very much. I like nuance.

Everlasting Flames didn’t need nuance because it was about glory and growth and Kiana coming into her own.

Because of You needed nuance so bad, and it didn’t get it. Closest we get is HoC saying she did think Elysia is beautiful which is… honestly kind of laughable.

And ever since that part of the story, nothing really dark has been allowed to happen? Earth people are gone but literally not ONE person we know has been affected so far. Schicksal HQ and Salt Lake Base are fine. The robot guy is cool with his new body his bestie Jackal made for him. Stigma will end in dreams rather than blood even if the villains get their way. Bronya basically greets Mei with “hi”, feeling no negative emotion whatsoever despite being one of those to pick up the pieces after Mei left Kiana for World Serpent, we’re not even allowed to play their spar. I haven’t caught up with the update from yesterday but I don’t think there’s a lot of tragedy— couldn’t they have at least made a flame-chaser one of the living dead for some real pain? It’s just MEI being like whelp we’re gonna die anyway and Prometheus going :/ so far.

I don’t think spoiler culture makes any sense, and this isn’t that. It’s about tension. It’s about taking me along on the roller coaster ride and making me fear the speed and the height even when I know I’m safe. This is turning into a merry go round in a bad way. :T

#honkai impact #hi3 #asks #elysium ever ranting #honkai spoilers

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m1ckeyb3rry · 3 months

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i just finished the chapter AND OH MY GOD. it was so cute and sweet but absolutely heartbreaking at the same time. toge and panda broke me☹️☹️☹️ i love hana sm and i love the way you portray her bc she seems like such a sweet person and i really love how y/n tries to befriend her and not make her feel unwelcome

yuta just continues to raise my standards, that man is the greenest flag to exist and the way he loves y/n so much makes me bang my head against a wall. they’re everything to me and they’re literally the definition of what love is

maki is my baby, her and y/ns relationship is so pure and you can see how much they care for each other. i feel like their love for one another doesnt have an explanation, its more than just platonic love, they’re literally soulmates

TULLIA UGHHHHHHH everytime shes mentioned my heart drops to the ground and i miss her so so so so much. it shatters my heart the way she never got to confess to toge herself, they deserved so much better ☹️☹️

and gojo omg. y/n and gojos relationship may be my favourite in the entire series. i love how much they care for each other and the way they’re literally siblings. the photo album ABSOLUTELY killed me, it was so thoughtful and so sweet and fr the best gift you can ever give someone. it makes me really sad that its probably the last thing she’ll ever get from gojo (if the story goes there (PLS DONT IM GONNA SOB AND SCREAM))

all in all, i absolutely loved this chapter but it felt like the calm (if you can call it that really) before the storm and im so not ready for the next chapter. it kills me that pi is ending so soon, i’ll miss it so much and i’ll miss all the characters and inside jokes of the book, but im still really excited to know what happens and see everything get revealed (im gonna be screaming crying shaking and dying on the floor)

toge and panda the forgotten favs 😫 i’m like 99% sure that’s the last time we’re going to see those two and they’ve been there since the BEGINNING so it was so bittersweet writing that chapter 😔 but HANAAA i love her sm she deserved sm better from the fandom and from gege as a whole i will always defend her. the whole trend of female characters obsessed with the male main characters that dgaf abt them is so annoying and disappointing to me tbh especially because hana had so much potential to be such an interesting character given her powers and dynamic with angel. so i tried to expand on her just a little bit!! maybe in another fic i’ll focus on her more because she really is so cool.

YUTA IS SO SWEET he is THE boyfriend of all time like the biggest gentleman ever i love him sm 😢 he’s just so kind and loving and ugh i can’t

maki and y/n really do escape definition tbh. like i couldn’t tell you WHAT they are but whatever it is it’s a very very pure form of love and they are so dear and important to me. their relationship (along w y/n and yuta’s ofc) definitely exemplifies the core of pi and idt the story would be the same without it at ALL

the tullia mentions are so sad for me too because i’ve actually never killed her off before so it’s weird to write something without her there in some way shape or form. her and toge deserved sm more than they got fr.

GOJO AND Y/N. that’s it that’s the sentence…as much as the romance in pi is central to it i think the bond between gojo and y/n is just as important. they kill me every time because they didn’t get as much time as they deserved together (#l/nclanslander) but they still love each other more than anything. the photo album had me sobbing especially describing all of the pictures from the first half of the story 😭 it felt so end credit scene if that makes sense?? and just reminded me that this entire ridiculous journey is almost over ☹️ no spoilers for what will happen to everyone hehehe you will have to wait and see

THIS CHAPTER TRULY IS IT. the calm before the storm the last time we see everyone…it truly will be the end of an era once pi is over (which is so so soon) i’m going to feel so empty for a bit and it’s going to be so odd to not be able to write more adventures of the pi crew (but at least that means asftd and h/h can get back to being updated regularly again!!)

#answered asks #pomegranate ink

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mondaymelon · 6 months

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melon alive?? Since 🥹 when 🥹 how have you been???

That aside I'm 👁👁 @ vampire xiao

-lost children anon

omg ikr?? absolutely unheard of i promise i wont leave again (this is a lie i most certainly will)

ive been good?! my sports season is gonna be over tomorrow so that means the end of ✨f I n G ER PA I n✨

the sport i do absolutely ruins my hands but im still bittersweet about it ending since its like something im not bad at 😭 ill be back during spring season tho just watch ahheheehoehofdjehehehehheheheheheh

OMG. YES. VAMPIRE XIAO. IS SO MMMM. i actually came up with the entire halloween event before i left if i hadn't id probably just stay dead for another. like. week. yk that one post i made saying that id post soon. yeah. that was a lie. its still in my drafts and i have like 7 more parts to write because suffering is my specialty <333 !!! super fun to talk to mooties and anons again though eheheheheh

that aside how have you been?? have you finally found out where you were or stolen a map

(OH YEAH AND YOU WERE A STRAY KIDSD FAN RIGHT. HAVE YOU SEEN THE TEASERS. OMGMGMGMGMG GOING FERALLLL OVER THE TEaSER IMAGES BUT LIKE PLEASE WHY ARE ALL OF THEM BITING STUFF. IS THAT A SPIDER ANT LOLIPOP JINNIE WhAT)

#★ ˎˊ˗ melonrambles!#★ ˎˊ˗ inbox.#★ ˎˊ˗ lost children anon!!

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sjhanny2000 · 2 years

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STOP THE CLIFFHANGER FOR F&ST NOOOO

AND THE FACT THAT Y/N IS PREGNANT OMFG

This chapter was beautiful!!! It really showed that y/n was trying to move on but can't really since there is constant reminders of her past (the kid she saved eye color, how welcoming the family that took her in is, ect). Even her job at the sewing shop is really just her doing what she did back home but for other people now, along with the medical part time job, since she did patch up the wives and tengen(and sone other not so savory moments) . And the fact that they show up at the end definitely tells that there will be some conflict between the trust her S/O's had for her and the trust of the villagers (cause she lied about who she was so some might take it the wrong way and she did leave without much warning and being a bit hasty but hey tengen spat back so💀💀)

And if the three wives are there who's to say tengen isn't far behind. And if y/n decides to stay instead of going back I know damn well tengen might go there himself to drag her back😭😭

As always thank you for writing this the chapter it was amazing as always♡♡ and I really liked the idea of seeing where y/n went and how far she went/how long she was away. Thank you♡

Oh cliffhangers, are always bittersweet, huh @milkyanon?

I really wanted to push for reader to learn some self-confidence in herself, especially after the fallout with Tengen, and it turned into her trying to pick up the pieces in Oshika. Btw, it's a real place!

Conflict between y/n and the S/Os is definitely going to be present, even more so with Y/N being pregnant (which? big oof!) Villagers tho, I don't think it's gonna be as prevalent, ya know? They already kinda know that Y/N left her husband, and Hana-san and Riku-san definitely know about the Wives, so its just more of a shock that they found Y/N.

The real question is: will Tengen have told the Wives the actual truth or just his perspective?

Keep that toiling in your head a bit.

I can't go further into detail without spoiling things for part 4 but man I gotta say, seeing Tengen drag Y/N back home after a big confrontation (one full of tears maybe?) is honestly a dream of mine.

Thanks for all the love and support as always homie!

#uzui tengen x reader #kimetsu no yaiba #uzui tengen #kny #hinatsuru #makio #hashira #tengen #kimetsu uzui #uzui family #kimetsu no yaiba uzui #suma #suma x reader #hinatsuru x reader #makio x reader

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xamaxenta · 2 years

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Coworker gave me a beer and I go down thought rabbit holes when I’m buzzed and now I’m about to draw Ace with a shitton of flowers around him because you mentioned hibiscus Literally One Time and it has grown fungus on my brain (in a good way)

Anyways did you know in some places amaranths stand for hopelessness and heartbreak because. it does. also marigolds mean despair and grief alongside their happier association with determination and soul. I know that. and I’m about to go sicko mode on this mf >:3ccc

Probably gonna do something similar with Marco n Sabo as well but I’m not sure yet lmao

Please go sicko mode please go sicko mode oh my god

I actually changed my phone background recently to a bittersweet sabo and ace art and its got rosemary symbolism (remembrance)

I go :( every time i look but its so goddamn pretty i cant not not look at it its gorgeous i love flower symbolism

I too have an overgrowth of that brain fungus but mostly for Ace as you know 😭😂

#fungus is such a disgusting word LMAO #same level as moist to me #i have the cranial cancer over Ace #like Sabos holding Ace who is half cut off from the frame #and hes crying and like its the kind of hug thats like im never letting you go #but Ace has already passed #WAH ITS SO SAD BUT ITS SO BESUTIFUAUGH SABOACE IS SO TRAGIC MAN #i mean marcoace is tragic too #W WHHHHH

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nacaharachuya · 1 year

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OKAY but imagine dazai, shortly after oda’s death, taking over winter during his hiatus without anybody knowing. and as the previous anon said, he watches chuuya sleep. chuuya sometimes wakes up, but is still very much half asleep and he sleepily mumbles something and dazai just shushes him, tucks his hair in his ear, and plants a lil kiss on his forehead. chuuya curses his mind for haunting him with remnances of dazai.

dazai only stops taking over winter when he sees a newcomer slicing down ice floes (hmmm… i’m thinking atsushi might take this role! but its up to you! he volunteered as winter watch in my mind bcs he realizes that his inclusions arent particularly picky on which type of light they feed on! i think hed be a moonstone! because “beast beneath the moonlight” plus there’s a moonstone type called a cat’s eye! i also feel like ryuu and gin are both gonna be onyxes, sskk will both have a hardness of 6.5 and have. a weird rivalry… also dazai gets a whiplash when he sees a flash of someone wearing a white uniform suddenly roaming around the land except he hasnt seen this person before)

OH MY GOD. You doing the world building for me I love you for this.I was worried about making the characters fit, but YOU GOT IT DOWN. The Chuuya loving…Dazai would do this any universe, but this one is so bittersweet. Chuuya sleeping in his own secluded corner ever since Dazai left since they hibernated together and still being haunted by Dazai😭 he would hate sleeping then even more then being awake cause Dazai is physically touching him so the feeling is real, but painfully too far away for chuuya to recognize. I like to think dazai would spend days wasting away watching Chuuya spread out in his sleeping attire and tracing his figure with his eyes….ive got ammunition for you all now.

Atsushi would be the best bet too tbh. Dazai would look at him like he’s this strange kid at first because he’s sorta fucking old and atsushi is a little clumsy and not sure of himself. He would also swear atsushi to secrecy over the entire ordeal too when he finds it out. Dazai’s like “no one knows” and atsushi keeps it quiet for like as little time as possible cause he can’t, but chuuya would take it as him trying to start shit probably and get really pissed. moonstone is so real though YOU ARE SO SMART. Ssk rivalry 🤓 beating each others heads in and getting in serious trouble

#asks #bsd #soukoku #hnk au #IM KEJSNEBE #YALL HELPING ME FR #INLOVEEE THESE #y’all gonna see shit from all these asks when I write it

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neonacity · 2 years

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It’s so bittersweet that the next Arcane chapter is the last one but at the same time I’m extremely happy that you created this phenomenal story in the first place because I swear I’m gonna read it 100 times and never get bored or tired of it 😭❤️ I’m in love with your writing style and your creative ideas, I honestly can’t wait to see what you have in store next! (I’m also hoping that the final chapter has all the boys using their power to its full potential like Jisung summon a whole Sun and smack people with it LOL)

Oh sweetie, this is so nice of you to say, thank you! 🥲 yes, i also can't believe that this is almost over. It felt like just a month ago when i started writing it and look where we are now. I really appreciate the support, not just for Arcane but for my other stories too! 💕 lmao, that comment about Jisung though is taking me out, i'm just imagining him slapping everyone with his balls of light, i can't 😂😂😂

#anon!asks #fic: arcane #go off i guess jisungie 😂

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sorcerous-caress · 4 months

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Oh dear, I deleted that mess when I made this my main. I cannot share the cringe 😭 but I can assure you that it involved alot of Infamous x Lis crossover fanart/Fanfic where I mashed Fetch and Max together like mutilated G.I Joe action figures. 15 year old me was on something else😭

The phase "little doe" was said. Way Too Much

PFJWOCSI oh my god dude literally same. I found a single phrase I liked and thought it was the hottest thing in the universe and the phrase was "my dear" I am throwing up rn.

I made the blog when I was 17 even tho I never posted smut until 18, I was afraid I'd get a callout post that's like "um actually the op LIED they said they were 18 but they are 17.5 MINOR ALERT"

Fine then it's just me and my cringe. Gonna still link it.

Sure my writing skills were worse back then but you can tell I genuinely had more fun with it, yk? In aot there was a bunch of little kids that the fandom hated on. So out of spite I made a short series that are like a cartoon but told in stories about the 4 little kids and their cringy adventures, you the reader as their babysitter with your husband their 30y old cousin.

I had so much fun and I used emojis in the titles. I've put so much effort into presenting each and every story. Now I barely put effort in those things because I focus on the writing more and I want to appeal to a more mature audience rather than the teen demographic my 17y old self wanted.

It is bittersweet. Feel free to browse through the blog if you want. It's @aphrodite-would-be-proud it also has its evil twin for my "dark content" stories but that one is staying buried for now.

#♡githzerai anon

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forgive me as i KEEP GOING IA FROM THIS APP WHICH IS ABSOLUTELY VILE BC I HAVENT READ THIS MASTERPIECE YET WHEN I SAID I WOULD.. anyways i’m going to write feedback as i go.. itll be messy. BUT FIRST THE WAY I BACKTRACKED I WAS LIKE LAST MOMENTS WHATATATA AND THEN I REALIZE THE MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH NOOOK MAE ARE WE ADDINF SEUNGMIN TO THE BITTERSWEET ENDINGS ALONG WITH HYUNJIN AND LINO IN THE VIOLIXS UNIVERSE !! okay but the way your writing conveys how he feels about his last moments is absolutely chefs kiss WHAT THE SKZUSIJS Oh mu god i’m turning into a pile of snappiness with seung wanting to spend his last moments with the reader happy UNIVERSE WHY MUST U DO MU SEUNGMIN LIKE THIS GR AHHHHHHH (wolfgang ! OK HAJSJSJSJS BAXK TO READING) HELLOOOOOAOISJSKSSUUSUS THE LINE “He can’t ruin his last moments with you, because they’re all he has left” mae you’re absolutely gonna be the death of me YOUR BEAUTIFUL WRITING YOUR CHOICE OF WORDS I SWEAAAR even tho my heart is in my stomach for this bittersweet moment WAHH NOOOOO WHAT THE HE DOEDNT HAVE THE HEAR TO RESPOND TO THE READER NOOO OH MY GOD THIS ANGST THE THINGS ITS FOING YO MU HEART OH MY GODOSUSJJWJW CURSE U DEATH DATE NO SEUNGMIN WHY ARE U HOMDING THIS PAIM IN OH MY GOD someone punch me in the gut there’s a hole in my heart that CANNOT BE FILLED SEUNGMIN OH MU GOD. SELFISH TO LOVE THE READER ESRLIERWAHHH NO WAYY NOOOO THE I LOVE U NOOOOO NOOOOO NOOO NOOO NOOO WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY CANT SEUNGMIM HAVE MORE TIME TO LUV THE READER HACKCCK WHY DOES TIME HAVE TO BE UP FOR HIM WHAATATAT WHYY WORLD WHY NO NOT THE KISS ON THE HEAD MY HEART IS GONNA BURST . mae that last line ??? u absolutely shatter me IM SO MOVED ? AND DISTRAUGHT BY THIS STORY OH MY GOD i want to curl up into a ball and punch whatever decided seungmin would have limited time. i’m still dwelling on this last paragraph. YOUR WAY WITH WORDS IS ABSOLUTELY I DUNNO HOW TK EXPLAIN IT ITS MAGICAL ?? ITSJUST SO ??? LIKE LIKE LIKE THE BEST OF THR BEST mu words will not me do justice on how much i adore this piece or you or like everything about your writing AND THIS WHOLE THING WAS SLOPPY ( cough my thought process while reading is a little all over the place but i’ve never wrote feedback while reading before so !! here it is LSISJSJ lmk which feedback u prefer.. nats every single thought or my overall feedback!! ) and the line “But of course, that is a mere thought, a second reality where the weight is bearable and the consequences are not frightening.” mae you absolutely break me ily these words EEK THEY MEAN SM

i don’t even know what to say u are so. ajdhjs r enshhehfjej NAT MY HEART This IS SO CUTE IVE NEVER HAD FREDBACK LIKE THIS BUT AHHH IM SO HAPPY YOU ENJOYED IT AND THAT YOU LIKE MY WRITING AND ABT JUST EVRTUTHING YOU AHHH but. seungmin joining heartbreakracha i like the idea HSHDH i’m evil but it’s fun to write… BUT THE WHOLE IN YOUR HEART TYAT CANT BE FILLRD 😭😭😭 i promise i will give you fluff and fill it. eventually. I PROMISE </3 but the evil side of me is also so happy u r distraught… IDK JUST I AM GLSD I COULD BRING EMOTIONOUY OF YOU WITH MY WORDS AND THAT YPU LIKE MY WORSS i just. adore u u r perfect i will write forever if y can enjoy it MWAH

#my heart.#I AM DOING SMTH RN AND THEN ILL REPLY TO UR OTHER ASK !!!!#.asks #.nat (＾∇＾)

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alicanta77 · 2 years

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It has been a very, very long time coming, but I finally did it. I finally sat down and read through Tomorrow Never Dies. And, because I love you, I took the time to make live notes while reading. So, please enjoy seeing my thought process while reading the entirety of what has to be the best fic I've ever read.

Chapter 1

• "Sweet as sugar but just as artificial..." THIS LINE. Lines like this are the kinds that make a story - it's so simple, yet allows you to see the character so well. Bonus points for fitting this line so seamlessly into the rest of your writing style. 1000/10 WRITTEN SO FUCKING WELL!!!!

• AWWWW STRONG MAN JISUNG!!! I LOVE IT!!!

• All of these powers... man oh man am I curious as to where this is going to lead.

• Pffft Chenle turning into a bear - HE WOULD.

• "You had no thought process, no questions running around your mind, you weren’t thinking of anything. You just did what you were told." OH THIS IS TERRIFYING. Just the idea of mindlessly following orders makes my blood boil ‐ this is such a suffocating idea.

• Everything about this chapter has given me the creeps.

• Oh... there goes Doyoung and Ten 😶

Chapter 2

• Dead children. Lovely.

• Oh it's kinda bittersweet that they ended up in Donghyucks childhood home - leaning further towards the bitter though.

• WHY THE FLIP FLOPPITY FLYING FUCK WOULD YOU KILL DONGHYUCK. AND YOU HAD TO MAKE IT WORSE WITH THE WHOLE "Then it finally dawned on you as to why he couldn't see the future this morning. It was because Donghyuck didn't have a future to see." WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK FELIX.

• CHENLE TOO?!?!?!?!?

• I don't trust Jimin. I think nothing good can come out of this.

• And YES it would be fucking insulting if they ended up back at the lab.

• "Don't worry. Everything's going to change." I THINK IT'S A LITTLE LATE FOR THAT SENTIMENT. *donghyucks ghost is glaring at you*

Chapter 3

• "This power managed to somehow be everything you had, whilst also being the reason that you had nothing." THIS TYPE OF LINE AGAIN!!! I don't know what it is about it, but lines like this always seem to bring about a feeling of uncanniness even if the subject itself doesn't necessarily bring about that feeling. YOU ARE A MASTER AT WRITING LINES LIKE THESE!!!!

• "'We really hoped we'd be able to save you all...and... I'm so sorry we couldn't." SORRY DOESN’T FIX EVERYTHING JIMIN. SHUT UP. LET ME MOURN HYUCK AND CHENLE IN PEACE 🤧🤧

• No Mark, bby, don't blame yourself *sobs* it wasn't your fault *sobs more* no one could've known they'd die *glares at Felix*

• Yeah. Wtf. How did they know Ten was dead??? Uh.... sus.

• NO THE FUCK YOU DON'T. YOU WILL NOT KILL JAEMIN. IF JAEMIN DIES, I'M GONNA BE BIG MAD.

• It's too quiet. I'm getting nervous.

• THEY KISSED! FUCK YEAH!!!

• "'I think I love you'" 💀 What do you mean you think?! You've been stuck with eachother for literally forever and you STILL aren't sure???

• Jaemin isn't feeling safe and I'm gonna throw a fit.

• JUST FUCKING LISTEN TO JAEMIN YOU DUMB TWAT - GET THE FUCK OUT OF THERE.

• Rule #1 never trust anything with 'orb' in its name. Wattpad has ruined that word for me.

• "'Because they didn't need to. We never left.'" 💀💀💀

• "‘I need you to promise me something. No matter what happens, remember I love you. No matter where we go, or what happens to any of us. I love you. Thank you for being my friend.’" My heart dropped to my ass while reading this. JAEMIN 😭😭😭

• JAEMIN 😱😱😱😱

Chapter 4

• The lab people are playing fucking mind games and I'm not here for it.

• If anyone else dies, Felix, I'm gonna go bat shit crazy in your inbox.

• No. No no no no no no no no no. Those boys better not fucking be GASLIGHTING my girl Y/N. IF SHE SAYS THAT SHE SAW JAEMIN DEAD YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BELIVE HER. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE BELIEVING HER, NOT FUCKING MAKING HER FEEL CRAZY. WHEN ANOTHER ONE OF YOU DIES, DON'T SAY SHE DIDN'T TELL YOU SO 🤬

• How was something as absolutely sinister as this series born from your sweet, angelic mind... it's BEAUTIFUL!!

• RENJUN TOO WTF FELIX?!?!? I may have some choice words for you once I finish this 😑

• CHENLE'S ALIVE?!?!?!?!? 😥

• Oh jaemin 🤧🤧🤧

• Just so you know, Chenle being alive does not make me feel any better about any of the events that have happened so far.

Finale

• The lab using Renjun's abilities to cover up Jaemins death is so fucking insulting. To both Jaemin and Renjun's deaths.

• "'I thought there were no heroes left in this world'.... 'There aren't.... They're just kids trying to survive.'" THIS IS FUCKING BRILLIANT. The two paragraphs that these lines were written in, summed up the Entire. Fucking. Story.

• Oh no... I forgot that Jeno still thinks Y/N is dead 😥 poor angel 🤧

• THEY FOUND JISUNG 😭😭😭😭

• YOU TIED IT BACK INTO THE TITLE AND NOW I'M FUCKING SOBBING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

• Lowkey thought that "Tomorrow never dies" was gonna be the last line though.

• WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF

• FUCKING LEAVE JENO THE FUCK ALONE YOU FUCKING PSYCHOTIC FUCKING BITCHES 😭🤬

• "“It’s okay.” You managed to choke out a whisper. “It’s okay, I love you.”" I'm mad. And I'm sad. I'm smad. And I'm hungry but that's beside the point. AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.

• WHY DID SPOTIFY HAVE TO PLAY DON'T NEED YOUR LOVE WHEN I'M READING ABOUT SAD STUFF 😭😭😭

• "“Well thank god somebody finally did that.”" I cackled.

• "It was officially tomorrow. And, finally, after all you’d been through, you had something that you believed in. Tomorrow never dies." I WAS FUCKING RIGHT, IT WAS THE LAST LINE!!!

• Omg I'm literally sobbing; I did not realize how unprepared I was for this to end. I genuinely want more.

• I'm gonna start a petition for a oneshot about how they move on. I need it. I'm sure the rest of your readers need it.

General Notes

Felix, my love, my darling, my angel ‐ why have you done this to me??? I'm screaming, crying, sobbing, throwing up.

But, on a serious note, this has to be one of the most well written stories (fanfic and non-fanfic) I've ever read. The plot was amazing. The plot devices you used were amazing. The dialogue and characterization - everything was just absolutely perfect. And I can genuinely say that I wouldn't want to change anything about this fic. It felt like everything that had happened in this fic, was supposed to happen like that. This fic would not work if anything changed.

In particular, I was quite thrilled that the romance between jeno and the reader was very subtle, because that's not the story that this fic was trying to tell. It was much less about romance and instead focused very heavily on the power of friendship and not giving up, which is very refreshing to read.

Thank you for sharing this absolute masterpiece with your audience, my love. Your writing is so, so beautiful - I don't think I'll ever be able to get enough of it.

And I wasn't joking about that oneshot.

this reply has been a very very long time coming but i kept rereading this because it is quite possibly the best review i've ever had 🥺

the fact that you took live notes is just incredible to me and i can't express how much i loved hearing about your thought process

chapter 1

yessss this line was one of my FAVOURITE lines honestly - i feel like i could have played on that idea a bit more but jaemin wasn’t a focus of the early chapters so idm too much but i was so happy when i came up with that

chenle would 100% mess with people if he could shape shift and i stand by that

YES the way they were turned into mindless sheep was so important to me i really wanted to convey how unaware they were of their actions

we love and miss doyoung and ten (i’m still sorry brooke)

chapter 2

the way i SNORTED with laughter when reading that first bullet point ari you make me laugh so much

originally it was just gonna be a random home but i thought that would hurt more to make it donghyuck’s 😇

...yeah... sorry but really not sorry cause i do kind of love that line and the thought that he can only see into his own future and that’s why it stops

again...sorry...

you have fantastic instincts my dear

YES it would be insulting so they can’t let that happen no matter what

chapter 3

YOURE PICKING UP ON MY FAVOURITE LINES - these are honestly the kind of lines that i adore as well and i just love that you love them too

YES YOU TELL JIMIN THAT ARI

it’s all getting very sus ngl

noooooo... i’m sure jaemins gonna be fine - yeah i felt bad when you said that

quiet is never a good sign

FUCK YEAH THEY KISSED

yep if unsure ari you should trust your instincts

the “we never left” i was obsessed with - i knew i wanted that as a line in this chapter from very early on

y/n trust jaemin to save all your asses challenge failed

jaemin’s real cute but also i wanted a sad last line so there you go

chapter 4

ari: “if anyone else dies i’m gonna go batshit in your inbox” me: ...

IM SORRY BUT I HAD TO SPLIT THEM UP AND THIS WAY HURT THE MOST SO I CHOSE IT

somehow i think i do better with sinister and twisted stuff

YESSSS CHENLE’S ALIVE

sorry chenle being alive is kind of all i have to offer you at this point

chapter 5

it honestly is so insulting but also... pain so i that’s why i chose it

a majority of me writing TND was thinking “what causes the most pain” and going with that option

YES THOSE TWO LINES ARE THE ENTIRE STORY - like they’re not heroes they don’t want to be they don’t want any of this, they just want to live

again... jeno think yn is dead... pain

i was gonna kill jisung but i changed my mind (andy youre welcome) but fun fact if i hadn’t changed my mind they would have found him crushed by the falling bricks :))

I HAD TO TIE IT BACK INTO THE TITLE I ALWAYS KNEW I WANTED TO DO THAT

not sure what the 16 WTFs are about but they sound about right

im sorry your smad but im also not cause pain is the point of this story

DONT NEED YOUR LOVE NOOOOO 🤣

yeah jimin needed a good bash on the head

I HAD TO MAKE IT THE LAST LINE

im sorry i left you in such a state :(( but also really over the moon you enjoyed it

oh my - honey you are way too nice to me thank you so much i mean TND took a year of my life to write and well over that to plan so to have it all together and hear the things you’re saying about it just means so much 🤍

yeah i really didn’t want the romance to be the main focus cause it wasn’t and i didn’t want it to overshadow the hell that these kids have gone through - ahhh i’ve always been nervous about that so hearing it was good is such a relief

thank you for enjoying my little mind game of a story and for calling it a masterpiece i- thank you for being os supportive my love

also you will have to start a petition cause i don’t have plans for a one shot without people wanting it

#fic: tomorrow never dies #asks #moots #my wife 🤍#ari :))#🤍 words

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