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Broken hearts can heal - Choi Minho SHINee Fanfic - Chapter III - In the blink of an eye
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Chapter II / Chapter IV
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Chapter III - In the blink of an eye
word count: 1.9k words
Three months later, you and Kibum decided to get it over with and go to the City Hall and sign your marriage papers. It was easier to sign the birth certificate as a married couple without worrying about any custody issues, and you were still going to stick to the plan of having the actual wedding party after the baby was born.
You were very nervous the morning of, and kind of bummed out as well, because you wouldn't even go with Kibum there. He went to pick up his parents on his mom's command, and your relationship with her was already rocky, so you let it slide and accepted Minho's gracious offer of having him drive you instead.
You got in the car, and Taemin and Jinki were already inside, but they let you sit in the front to help with the impending nausea.
"So, nervous?!" Taemin asked.
"Why would she be? It's not like signing a death sentence! Unless..." Jinki started, and you turned around throwing him a nasty look before all of you started laughing.
"White fits you, Da-Eun!" Taemin complimented you.
"Really? I feel like I'm so huge, I'm really insecure right now..." You frowned.
"No, you're really beautiful, don't worry." Minho smiled at you, and the other boys agreed with an eager nod of the head.
"Thanks. Okay... should we go, then?"
Minho started driving. You and Key decided to go to a city hall in the next city, where all of his other family lived, for a bit more peace and quiet. Even if you wouldn't actually have a wedding yet, you still were going to party and meet the rest of his cousins, uncles and aunts. Having to go to another city meant taking the highway and having a car trip, which you weren't super eager about, but the three boys riding with you made everything better, as you sang along to popular tunes on the radio and joked around.
After a while, you noticed a car in front of you that was really similar to Key's, which would mean you had extremely good timing to make both of you end up on the highway at the same time. However, you couldn't see the plates, the car still far away from yours, so you just asked the boys instead.
"Is that Kibum's car?" You pointed out.
"Hmm, I'm not sure, it's pretty far away." Minho tilted his head and pressed the gas pedal so you could go a bit faster and reach the car to check.
"It looks like it." Taemin popped his head between the two chairs in the front.
"Taemin, please stay put. What if something happens? You're going to fly right through the windshield! Put your seatbelt as well! You too, Jinki!" You scolded.
"Woah, look at her, a mom already and the baby isn't even here." Jinki joked.
"Well, you both act like little kids, so..." Minho added, making you laugh.
"I'm gonna call Key!" Taemin shouted and pulled out his phone. "Where are you?" He spoke, putting it on speaker.
"Oh, hey. On the highway."
"Did you just pass by a SK Gas Station?"
"Yea, how did you know?"
"We are right behind you!"
"So it was him..." You whispered.
"Good eyes." Minho told you, chuckling.
"Right? The baby's gonna have amazing vision."
"Really? That's crazy. Woah, how did we manage this?" Key laughed.
"Hahah. We are quick, that's how! Anyway, I'm gonna hang up now, drive safe!" Taemin mimicked a kiss and put his phone back in his jeans.
"You get points for not making your mother-in-law wait for you, Da-Eun." Jinki joked.
"Thanks God. She hates me already."
"I doubt she does." Minho frowned.
"No, it's for real. She thinks I'm stealing her son away from her..." You chuckled.
"Oh, come on. He's thirty. Does she want him single forever?!" Jinki whined.
"Don't worry Da-Eun, she'll love you when the baby comes." Taemin petted your shoulder.
"Taemin, I appreciate the gesture, but sit normally, please. And put on your seatbelt already." You scolded him again, making Minho laugh.
Your scolding proved effective as both Taemin and Jinki seemed to listen this second time around, fastening their seatbelts without complaints.
You were so glad for today, and despite having to endure a party with people you didn't know, you were glad the boys will be there as well, and that by the end of the day you were going to be married to Kibum, who you loved so dearly, despite not knowing him for long.
Today was too perfect, though.
And perfect things don't last.
And your happiness didn't, either.
Kibum was driving safely. He didn't make any mistakes. But on the road, you can be the most perfect driver, and still have everything taken away from you in a split second by someone who isn't as careful as you.
Everything that happened was a blur. One second you were smiling, and the other all of you screamed in horror as a car from the opposite lane drove through the median barrier with God knows what speed and crashed directly into Kibum's car, right in front of your eyes, taking him completely off the road.
You remember seeing his car roll around a couple of times in the wheat field next to the highway, and you remember feeling Minho slamming hard on the breaks, one hand on the wheel and the other protectively on you, holding your body firmly against the chair.
You remember screaming. A lot. You remember hyperventilating as Minho stopped on the emergency lane.
You remember getting out of the car and throwing up while Taemin held you. You remember him not letting you go, refusing to allow you to see the carnage.
You remember seeing Minho and Jinki running as fast as they could and approaching your soon-to-be husband's car, and Minho falling on his knees screaming.
You don't remember much else, though.
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You woke up in the hospital a few hours later, and you hoped everything was just a big nightmare.
The nightmare was your reality, though. You could tell from the stains on your dress. It just rained earlier that morning, and you laid down in a field. That much you knew.
Taemin was fidgeting in a chair next to the window, and he was absent-mindedly looking outside, his eyes red.
"Hey..." you whispered, your voice hesitant.
"Da-Eun! You're awake!" He got up from the chair and ran to you, holding your hand.
"Where's Key?" You asked, watching as Taemin's eyes widened out in horror.
"Uhm..." He choked on his saliva and started trembling.
"Taemin... where is Kibum?" You wanted to stand up, feeling your heart rate go up. However, your arm stung, and you noticed you were being administered something through an infusion.
"Please... just... I'm going to bring Minho and Jinki, okay...?" He turned away from you and left you in the room speechless.
No.
You didn't want to think of the worst.
Everything was going so well.
Kibum is alright.
He just had an accident.
A bad one.
But he's alright.
He's alive.
You truly wanted to believe it.
You did.
You had faith.
But then a doctor came in the room, followed closely by Minho and Jinki.
Both of them had red eyes, just as Taemin.
None of them looked at you, except for the doctor.
"Mrs. Kim?" The doctor spoke, and the words choked inside your throat. You wanted to say yes, but you didn't get to marry Kibum, so you didn't get the chance to get the surname "Kim". You were supposed to party now, not lay in a hospital bed.
Still, you just nodded.
"You passed out due to shock. However, both you and your baby boy are alright and healthy, so you may get discharged once the infusion is over."
You nodded again.
"About your husband..." He hesitated.
Why?
Your eyes flew over to Minho, who was still avoiding your gaze at all costs. He was squeezing his eyes shut tightly, a few tears marking their way down on his cheeks.
Why?
"I am terribly sorry... there is no easy way to say this... it's an awful tragedy..."
"I'm not sure I understand..." You smiled fakely.
No.
No.
No.
"He..." The doctor cleared his throat. "He didn't make it. There was nothing we could do. He and everyone else in the car were pronounced dead at the scene... I am deeply sorry for your loss."
No.
You shook your head.
Surely it was not real.
But if it's not real, why are Taemin, Jinki and Minho crying again?
No.
"The hospital has some great resources, and I could refer you to a grief counsellor."
No.
You didn't want any grief counsellor. You wanted Kibum.
You wanted to be married to him.
To give birth to his son with him holding your hand.
To have him raise your son with you.
Surely the doctor was wrong.
Kibum couldn't be dead.
The doctor is lying.
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Of course, the doctor was very much telling the truth.
Your life changed in the blink of an eye. Everything around you shattered. Your world was glass, and only sharp shards that were cutting you up with each movement remained.
All the days that followed became yet another blur, an empty space within your brain you couldn't fill with any memories.
You couldn't remember his funeral. At this point, you weren't even sure if you attended it, or if you dreamt of it.
The bed felt empty.
You didn't really get out of it for the first week.
You just wish the world stopped for a moment.
You didn't know what you were supposed to do when every corner of this house reminded you of him, of what you've lost.
It hurt going to the bathroom and seeing his toothbrush, or his half empty shower gel; all the face creams he used to apply so religiously in his meticulous morning and night routine.
You knew them all by heart. You knew the brand of the toner he used, you knew the order of all the serums, you knew that he was running out of eye cream, and you wanted to order him a new one. But now, he's not going to come back to finish the tube. You no longer had a reason to order one anymore.
You avoided the kitchen altogether, because everything in it was so Key-coded. You remember how intensely he looked when picking out a new pan a few weeks ago, and you couldn't stand seeing that pan right now. You remember how happy he was to gift you the two glasses he bought because you liked the small and cute strawberries on them. You remember his laugh when he handed them to you, and how excited he was because he bought matching glass straws. Where did he even find them, you wondered?
All these memories that used to bring you so much joy and love for Kibum only brought you pain now.
Jinki, Minho and Taemin were camping at your house, it seemed, as you heard their voices through the door. Only distant sounds, though. You couldn't focus on what they were saying.
They came in and checked on you a few times per day, and they talked to you, but you didn't really hear them.
They brought you food.
Key was a great cook, and he used to cook meals for you all the time. This food you were getting now was not tasting as good as his, but you appreciated it, nonetheless. Probably nothing would taste like what he'd cook, because everything was just... flavourless to you now. Bland, and grey.
Just like the weather outside.
Late autumn. A symbol of decay.
How ironic that the season outside and your heart matched.
Autumn used to have many colours to you, but ever since Key died, your life turned grey.
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Chapter II / Chapter IV
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#happykeyday ❤️
#i love you key i hope you have nothing but happiness and health and success always.#shinee#onew#lee jinki#jinki#key#kim kibum#kibum#happy key day#happy kibum day#happy birthday key#kpop#they are so breathtaking oh my god it really just.. makes your heart stop.#they make my eyes twinkle and my heart race#also i’m so sorry this is so late :(
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There is no one I love more than I love you.
#shinee#onew#jinki#my precious sunshine#i really love him so much#my baby pie#i'm gonna cry oh my god#i miss him so much#i just wish he's healthy and happy
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shinee are seriously the most genuine people ive seen
#i finally got to watch taem and jinki w the kimbap family w eng subs and oh my god this opened my eyes#we all know jinki says repeatedly that he's not a good socializer but him in this vid 😭💖💖#the parents said at the end that jinki made them all feel rly comfortable and carried on most conversations#and idk its just the genuine interest and engagement in ontae when they were talking???#like when they were learning some indonesian language or trying some food#heck im not even indonesian but it still filled me up with a sense of pride kjkdj#they were genuinely interested and attentive to what was being said and that made me so happy ..#especially seeing jinki talk so much 😭😭😭😭💘 he's so lovely#and speaking of lovely taem is too 💔 they are soso good with kids#they really do seem like big brothers or uncles jgjfjdj#.txt#also is it just me or have we seen them around kids alot lately#shinee unclessss ;-----;
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KIM JONGHYUN, A KING 💖💗💫⚘
screaming jjong forever at the top of my lungs because his music and memories will live on forever and ever....take it easy king we love you here
#shinee#shawol#jonghyun#kim jonghyun#staystrongshawols#taemin#kibum#lee jinki#choi minho#i cannot believe#i really didnt even wanna talk about this anymore but jonghyun deserves the world and im just a small small portion#i love him#oh god why#rest easy king#jjong
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Hey I know you are really busy with all the request and job and all that but can you do shinee's reaction to s/o stealing their t-shirts and hoodies?? You can make them one shots of you want too😁
shinee reacts: their s/o wearing their clothes
heyyy~ i really liked this request because i personally love to do this. for this request, i want to try something new since you gave me an idea with the one-shots part. so instead of describing their reactions, i'll convey it in a form of a short story. it will still be per member! i hope you will like this one (heads up though, the posts is a bit longer than my usual shinee reacts) <3
p.s. if you guys can, kindly let me know if you like this kind of format for shinee reacts. thank you!
send in your requests here!
onew / jinki:
you sighed for the nth time within just 10 short minutes. you were staring and pouting in front of your closet for you can't find the perfect clothes for your brunch date with onew. it was a hot day today and you just wanted to wear something cute but comfortable. however, it seems like your wardrobe doesn't offer that kind of outfit.
your eyes slowly traveled toward onew's part of the closet. his side was full of quirky graphic tees which you always find adorable. you don't usually borrow his clothes but you can't help but to take a peek at them and take the one that caught your eyes.
it was a white oversized shirt with a cute box cartoon drawn in front of it. you tried it on and it stopped perfectly on your thighs, making it look like a cute dress. surprisingly, it even matches the pair of sneakers you were wearing.
before you can even decide whether you were keeping it on or not, onew walked into your room. his hair a bit damp and he was only wearing a towel considering that he just took a shower.
"oh, is that my shirt?" he pointed at you.
"uh... yeah. do you mind? i just wanted to wear something that is yours." you sheepishly replied.
"no problem!" he beamed his big bright smile before proceeding to get his own outfit.
you muttered a thank you then went to your vanity to finish touching up your makeup. afterward, you grabbed your phone and wallet and placed them inside your shoulder bag.
"alright, I'm ready to go..." you trailed off as you saw what he looked like. "what the hell are you wearing, lee jinki?"
"your shirt?" he raised an eyebrow, clearly feigning ignorance.
he was wearing your favorite grey t-shirt and it looked pitiful on him, it was as if it can tear at any moment. it barely covered his abdomen and was stretched to its limit.
"no shit, sherlock." you facepalmed at his usual weirdness. "what i want to know is why... why are you wearing it?"
"i thought we were doing a thing wherein we wear each other's clothes." he shrugged as if his response should be expected.
"what? no! please have mercy on my shirt and put on your own clothes." you can't help but laugh at him as you pushed him back to the dresser.
"alright, alright! i just wanted to make you laugh and look, it worked perfectly." he playfully pinched the tip of your nose before taking off the top he borrowed. "also, you should keep that shirt since it looks a hundred--no, million--times better on you."
"thanks, love," you whispered as you wrapped your arms around his waist and pulled him into a warm hug.
key / kibum:
after the long busy months, you were finally having a girl's night with your best friends. you stood in front of the full-length mirror in your room to give yourself a final check. your hair was styled into textured waves and your lips were colored with the boldest red lipstick you can find. your nude heels matched the little black dress you were wearing. your outfit looked almost perfect and you just knew what you were missing. you quickly snatched key's gold leather jacket and put it on. ah, perfection.
this was the norm for you. your boyfriend's wardrobe was beyond incredible especially his outerwear collection and you just had to wear them every chance you can get. to be honest, key was very stubborn in letting you borrow his clothes... at first. after all the compromising, begging, and crying you made, he eventually budged and gave up. of course, it does not come for free. he practically made you sign a contract that once you stained his clothes, you have to shoulder the bill of the laundry and the shop will be chosen by him. however, if you damaged or god forbid, lost his clothes, you have to replace them. you immediately said yes to all of the conditions in a heartbeat. so far you only paid for 2 incredulously expensive laundry bills.
now, you were finally ready to leave. you walked out of the bedroom and made your way down the living room. there, key was sitting on the couch watching one of his favorite tv series.
"I'll be going out now," you announced as you grab your car keys near the front door.
"hey, hey, hey!" key clicked his tongue upon seeing your clothes. he was now looking behind his shoulder and giving you a stink eye. "is that my jacket?"
"um... maybe?" you gave him an awkward smile.
"of course, it's mine." he shook his head disapprovingly. "only i can pull that off, by the way." he sassily added.
"wow, i didn't know the fashion police was here. you should have given me a head's up, babe ." you bit back with a scoff. the last time you checked, you looked damn fine in it.
"just stating facts, baby," he replied in english.
"alright, then why don't you take me shopping then? so you can buy me a new set of clothes that will satisfy your standards." you challenged and if he said yes, you were clearly the winner.
"excuse me, i do call you 'baby' but i am not your sugar daddy. go now, you'll be late." he shooed you off.
"okay bye," a playful smirk appeared on your face. "daddy."
this made key rolled his eyes before turning his back on you. he would very much rather ignore you if you keep on acting that way.
"it's bye now, for real." you giggled as you open the door. "love you!" you called out before stepping out.
"love you too, brat." key mumbled with a small smile.
minho:
winter was approaching and the air was slowly becoming colder than usual. it was the best time to stay in the comfort of your warm home and enjoy hot cocoa with your loved ones. a perfect time to wear your sweaters and hoodies indoors. however, this was not the case for minho for his favorite hoodie was missing.
"hey, babe?" he called out from the bedroom. "have you seen my black hoodie? the one with the white writings on it."
"what's that, i didn't hear you?" you went inside a few seconds later.
and there it was, his favorite hoodie being worn by his favorite person. you looked smaller while wearing it since it was way too big for you. the hem almost touched your knees and your whole arms were lost inside the sleeves. he can't help but smile at the sight.
"nothing, i was just looking for my hoodie but it looks like i found it." he gestured at the clothes you were wearing.
"oh, shoot. sorry, i didn't tell you that i borrowed it." you hit your forehead with your palm.
"it's okay. you're free to use them anytime, anyway." he patted the top of your head.
within the last few weeks, minho noticed that you sometimes wear his clothes. it was not a daily thing though and you even asked for his permission. slowly, it became every day and he would just be surprised to see you walking around the house parading his jackets and sweaters. he didn't mind it though, he was just curious about what you do to your own clothing. also, he hoped that he still had some remaining tops for himself during the cold season.
well, guess luck was not on his side.
his eyes were staring at his closet wherein there was only one jacket left, one. you followed his gaze and you promptly felt the warmth raised to your cheeks. you were surely red from embarrassment now. you were happily wearing his clothes that you didn't have the time to count how much was left.
"oh my god, i'm sorry! i didn't--" you cut yourself off as you watched him put on the lone jacket from his dresser. "i'm sorry, i didn't notice it. i just... can't help myself. your jackets are so comfortable and warm compare to mine." you tried to explain yourself. also not to mention that they all smelled just like him.
"don't worry about it." he reassured you as he placed his arm around your shoulder. "just be mindful next time. i might end up half-naked someday, you know."
"how can you be so sure that's not my goal?" you teased before sticking your tongue out.
he laughed at your silliness and then pressed a soft kiss on your warm forehead. you decided to make a cup of hot cocoa for him as a peace offering.
taemin:
it was past midnight and it was raining cats and dogs outside. you visited taemin in his apartment for a stay-at-home dinner date but a storm came before you can even go back home. taemin then convinced you to spend the night there instead. it was not a big deal anyway since you stayed over a lot of times already. you just didn't bring your sleepover bag with you and the dress you were wearing was definitely not comfortable to sleep on.
your caring boyfriend of course promised to ease your worries. the two of you shared a warm bath after dinner and he lent you his clothes for you to change to. so that was how you ended up on his couch, fighting off sleep because the show you both were watching always had a cliffhanger ending per episode. you two needed some answers before you can drift off to sleep peacefully. it was the weekend tomorrow anyway so staying up late won't hurt that much.
your head was laying on his lap while his right hand was playing on the locks of your hair and his left one was comfortably resting on the top of your hip. his hand would occasionally rub circles on the exposed skin. as much as you hate to move from your cozy spot, you had to or else you might end up dozing off right there and then. not to mention, him playing on your hair does not help at all.
you slowly got up from the sofa as you tried to stifled a yawn. "i'll just go get some cold drink." you pushed yourself up from your seat.
you then raised your arms and stretched with a satisfied groan. your shoulders and back were sore after laying down for more or less 3 hours. you can even hear your joints cracking from stretching out. also, you felt the shirt you were wearing raised up.
taemin's shirts were not overly huge for you whenever you wore them. the hem barely covered your behind and right now you were sure that a tiny portion of your buttcheeks was peeking through the white tee. you weren't conscious about it, taemin saw much more than that anyway.
suddenly, you felt a slap across your behind which made you freeze on your spot. you looked behind and saw your boyfriend confidently leaning on the couch with his legs crossed.
"did you just slap my butt?" you inquired.
"uh-huh," he nodded with a cocky grin. "want me to spank you again?"
you frowned a little as you processed the sudden change of mood. taemin won't deny it though, seeing you in his shirts always made his heart skip a bit and his breathing ragged. you always looked effortlessly sexy in them.
"sure, why not?" you replied wickedly after a few seconds of silence.
taemin processed your answer in a split second and he hastily grabbed you by the waist and threw you on his broad shoulders. he did not forget you give you another smack on the ass when he made his way toward the bedroom, the television was completely forgotten.
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Office au
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"Happy anniversary."
That statement made you freeze before turning to look at the man next to you. Kim Kibum was settling down. He never looked at you, but he continued on with his regular schedule.
"Huh?" That was all you could manage to say. You were all used to his rants and occasional office gossip, but not whatever this was.
Once he finally finished, he turned to face you. He was a bit confused as well, before glancing at the date on his phone. "It's your one-year anniversary." He stated it as a matter of fact. That's when it dawned on you that he was referring to the date you started working there. I can't believe you already forgot. I thought this was like your dream job. " His tone was dripping with sarcasm, but you could see he was fighting back a small smile.
Leaning back in your chair, you were a bit bewildered. It really hadn't seemed like a year had passed. It really wasn't your dream job to be stuck in an office all day, but you couldn't complain. The pay was decent, the boss was fair and kind, and the co-workers were an added bonus.
"I can't believe it." You muttered something before logging onto your computer. It seems just like yesterday when I started here and how you had to show me the ropes. Now you're stuck with me. " You smirked at the last part.
Kibum was about to say something, but he stopped himself. Instead, his full attention was somewhere else.
"What you don't have a sarcastic comment?" You asked. When you didn't get a response, you looked away from the computer and over to him, only to find him staring off at something... or should you say someone. You followed his gaze to find Lee Jinki. The man was fiddling around with a small box and you could see a smile forming on his face as he saw the contents inside, but you quickly looked away.
Acting like you were working, you heard Jinki call out a thank you to whoever gave him the package. You swore you could feel butterflies in your stomach and it took everything in you not to smile.
Even though you were trying to act like everything was all good, the man next to you was making it hard. You could feel his eyes on you as they burned a hole in you.
"Will you stop staring?" You muttered under your breath.
"When will you tell him the truth?"
This made you snap your head and give him a panicked look. Quickly, you reached over and smacked his arm, "be quiet." You hissed at him.
Kibum rolled his eyes, "or what? He'll finally know the truth that you're the one making him those lunches. "
You loved Kibum, and you wouldn't consider yourself a violent person, but in that moment, you wanted to fight him. Thankfully, before you could start swinging, he was saved by Choi Minho's arrival.
That's when the conversation died, you and Kibum went to work, and you knew Minho was setting everything up on the other side of you. You just wanted today to be over, and you were hoping no one would bother you again. But you could tell someone was looking at you. At first, you thought it might have been Kibum, but once you snuck a glance at him, you could tell it wasn't. He had his full attention on his work, so you checked to see if it was Minho, but it wasn't him either.
That's when it hits you. Carefully and sneakily, you glance over your shoulder to find Jinki looking in your direction. Once your eyes met, he gave you a smile and a quick wave. Though the interaction didn't last long, he went back to work and you could feel your heart beating faster.
"Oh my God." You whispered to yourself. Even though you regretted it once you realized it gained the attention of both the men on either side of you.
Minho placed a hand on your shoulder and said, "Are you okay?" He looked concerned. All you could do was mutter "yes" and "thank you" before trying to focus on your assignments. Thankfully, he wasn't going to push the conversation anymore, but he shared a look with Kibum. The only answer he got from him was a head nod in the direction of Jinki. That's when he understood the situation completely
For the rest of the day, it went by fairly normally. Though you were sure Taemin accidentally spilled the surprise, a company dinner to celebrate your anniversary with the company Besides that, nothing else has happened.
So, packing up for the day, you expected to get a ride home from Kibum. He started doing that after he found out you walked home. During that first drive, you got fussed at by him, and since then he's always taken you home.
"I'm ready." You said as you stood up.
"Remember, we're going out to eat." He said. "But I just remembered that I'm giving Taemin and Minho a ride as well. Unfortunately, there wouldn't be enough room. "
His explanation baffled you. It took a moment to process what he had just said to you. "But you have a car that seats five people."
Kibum let out a sigh before leaning over to only where you could hear. "Just go along, and you could consider this your present from me." He said, before standing straight. "Jinki?" He called out to the older man. "Do you mind if Y/n rides with you? We wouldn't have enough room, and I wouldn't want them to be cramped in the car. "
Jinki nodded his head "yes" before looking at you. "Is this okay with you?" he asked. "
"Yeah, it's cool."
You mentally smacked yourself. You wanted to do literally anything to get out of this situation, but it was already too late. Before you knew it, you were sitting in the passenger seat of your crush's car.
You felt the nerves bubble up again, but you tried to remain calm. This wasn't your first time alone with him, but the difference was that you were stuck there until you arrived. The other times you could politely excuse yourself, but not now.
Neither of you spoke at the beginning of the car ride; instead, the music from the radio played softly in the background. It was kind of nice if you didn't think too much about it.
"How was your day?" Jinki asked. He muted the music. It was almost as if he had read your mind.
Adjust yourself in the seat. You glanced over at him. Seeing him so relaxed and calm after a long day with the setting sun shining on him was surreal. He looked so handsome. "It was good." You said it breathlessly.
With that, it was silent again. You could tell he was thinking about something, but he never shared his thoughts. Of course you were curious, but you weren't sure if you should pry.
Looking out the window, you watched as the cars sped by and the city life continued on. It made you think about when you first moved there right after college. It was a big decision on your part. This was the first time you were going to be off somewhere new completely alone. It surprised everyone you knew, but they supported your decision. You remember that day some of your old friends drove out with you to help move into your apartment. It was a little nerve-racking, but having them with you made it easier; however, when they drove away, you realized the harsh reality.
Thankfully, you had secured this job before moving out there. Within your first week, you have already made a couple of friends, one of them being Kibum. After some time, the lonely apartment became a home, and the silence became unbearable.
Fortunately, your coworkers were all very friendly. You would consider them some of your closest friends. The only one you weren't close to was Jinki. You wanted to be, but you got nervous around him. In the limited moments you shared with him, you learned more and more about him.
The day you realized you had a crush on him was when you saw him comforting the others after a rough day. Afterwards, it became apparent how selfless he was. He always made sure everyone was comfortable and taken care of. But sometimes it showed that he was taking care of himself, and you realized he never brought lunch. You immediately went into action and tried to discreetly find out his favorite foods, and you thought it went well, but Taemin caught you. He promised to keep the secret once you explained everything.
Kibum and Minho finally connected the dots and figured out it was you. At first, they wanted you to go and tell Jinki it was you, but you squashed that. You explained that you weren't doing it to confess to him, but instead you wanted to show him in a way that someone was looking out for him. After that, they laid off a bit, but both still believed that you should tell him how you felt, but you always ignored them.
"We're here."
You looked over at Jinki, who was already looking at you. He gave you a small smile. As you went to unbunkle, he stopped you. Confused, you gave him a worried look. "Everything okay?" You asked.
He hesitated for a moment. I'm sorry, but before we go in, I need to ask a question. He said, "He waited for you to confirm that he could continue." He took in a deep breath, "Why do you make me lunch? Trust me, I appreciate it, but I've just got to know. "
It was like someone threw ice water on you. He knew. You tried to think back on all the times you brought him lunch. You always tried to be extra stealthy, especially after Taemin caught you. So you weren't sure?
"Um, I-" you began, but it seemed like your brain and mouth had decided to stop working. Jinki gave you an encouraging smile. "I just wanted to do something nice for you, especially since you're always helping everyone out." You finally answered.
Jinki nodded, but you could tell there was a small look of disappointment. Well, thank you. I really appreciate it. I should pay you back, so tonight dinner is on me. " He said.
He went to unbunkle himself. There was something off now, and you could tell. You could tell he was truly thankful.
"We better get inside before the others come looking for us." He said.
"Jinki wait." You said when he went to open his door. He turned to face you. I actually have something else to tell you. I really like you as well. I wasn't sure how to tell you, and deep down I was afraid because I didn't want to make things awkward. " You end up blurting it out.
It was eerily silent in the car after your confession. At that moment, you wanted to disappear. Did you really mess this up?
"I like you too."
You looked up at him. You could tell he was genuinely serious. "You do?" was all you could say, and a smile broke out on his face. "I can't believe it." You muttered under your breath.
"I really do, and I've had feelings for you for quite some time now. When I realized that it was you, leaving me those lunches, I guess I was secretly hoping that you were doing that to confess. " He explained.
You feel humiliated. He knew it was you for awhile now, and you didn't even realize it.
That's when you thought of something. But if you knew it was me, then why didn't you say anything before? "
"I wanted to let you make the first move, but Minho gave me a pep talk and told me I should come to you first." He explained.
A laugh came from you, only to startle him a bit. He waited until you were done.
"What's funny?" He asked.
Composing yourself, you cleared your throat. I was just thinking about how I was waiting for you to confess to me, and then you were waiting for me. While Kibum, Minho, and Taemin were waiting for us to just say something,
This caused him to laugh as well.
"Let's not waste anymore time."
"I agree."
Before anything could be said, a knock on your window startled the both of you. That's when you saw Taemin standing there. He pointed to his watch and then, over his shoulder, to the restaurant.
"We better get going then."
Looking at Jinki, you nodded in agreement. As you got out of the car, you ended up walking hand in hand with Jinki. You were excited to see where this new relationship would lead you.
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PAIRING || Key x reader (X-SHINee??)
GENRES || Horror, x-exo type Key, romance
SUMMARY || Paranoid as he maybe he knew there was someone playing Jekyll and Hyde with him.
WC || 1124
WARNINGS || horror, character deaths
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Everyone had a facade.
But for Kibum, he was sure it was a completely different human.
When he was young, people brushed him off thinking it was just a young boy's obsession over Robert Louis Stevenson, but he always had this inkling feeling there was another him.
And when he grew up, he was even more certain about it.
Maybe it was through the rare comments people dropped to him about seeing him in places he hasn't been to.
Or maybe it was because he felt that he was always being watched.
To the point people called him paranoid.
But he could swear someone was watching him, studying his each and every step.
The only time this paranoia wasn't on his mind was when you were with him.
There was something about you that kept him in ease, something that helped him calm down and gave him something else to think of.
He didn't know when this crush had begun, but he was sure of it by now.
"Kibum."
He blinked, as you waved your hand in front of his face.
He blinked rapidly as you smirked at him, causing him to clear his throat in embarrassment.
"You were uh, saying?"
"Distracted much?" You asked, neatly folding the papers and placing them in the folder.
He really didn't know how trustworthy fate was, but he sure could thank his stars, and his boss, for giving him this new project with you.
"Yeah...uh you know...football season?" He lied.
You gave him a quizzical look.
"I thought you didn't like sports?"
Kibum cursed himself mentally for lying so obviously.
"I was talking about how our stats have improved so much this month. I think we did a great job!"
"Really?" He was surprised.
Because no matter how hard he worked, his boss always seemed to say it wasn't enough.
"I would love a break." He kyrrered to himself.
But you heard it and let out a loud gasp.
"That's it! We can celebrate tonight because knowing Mr. Lee, we will never get a break."
"Oh." He scratched his neck awkwardly. "So what are you going to do to celebrate?"
You blinked at him, frowning at his obliviousness. Clearly, he hasn't understood what you meant.
"I meant us. We should celebrate. Together."
Kibum felt his cheeks heat up.
Oh god. Where was his sass? Why was he such a mess in front of you?
"Sure. You, uh, want to hang out with me? We could go to that restaurant that opened last month."
You smiled at him, causing his heart to flutter.
"I would love that. Formals?"
"Whatever you are comfortable in."
Now you grinned at him even more brightly.
"You really know how to win my heart, Kibum. "
"You are a monster!" You gasped, covering your mouth so that you didn't cough out your food because of the amount you were laughing.
"He's the monster!" Kibum said, eyes growing wide at her in fake disappointment. "I asked him to take care of my house for a day. Not enter my house, steal my clothes and take my food!"
You laughed more, imagining Taemin's expression when he sent these pictures to Kibum.
"Oh my god you both love each other. Just admit it."
He shook his head rapidly, eyes wide in horror.
"No way! I only hang out with him because he's Jinki's half brother-"
This time your eyes opened wide at horror.
"J-Jinki? Did you just call Mr. Lee by his name?"
"He's my close friend, okay?"
"This is getting spicier. Should I tell him about all the things you've spoken behind his back?"
Kibum groaned.
"Please don't."
You laughed.
"Don't worry, I won't tattle to the boss."
You edged closer to him, giving him a soft smile.
He felt his heart flutter, feeling bold enough to wrap his arm around you. You obliged willingly, snuggling closer to him.
"I know this sounds creepy," he began, the alcohol kicking in his system, "but I have a crush on you."
"Funny." You said, your words slightly slurred too. "Because so do I."
Kibum blinked at her, before deciding he had to kiss you. So he leaned in slowly, not breaking eye contact in case you didn't want this but closed his eyes when you met his lips halfway through.
The kiss was a small one, but it was enough to set his heart on fire.
"I really like you." You confessed, as he pressed his forehead against yours.
He smiled at you.
"Do you want to come home with me?"
"Hello babe."
Kibum jumped at those words, and had a bigger heart attack when you worked and sat down beside him.
"Hey?" He said uncertainly, wondering how the new nickname had been assigned to him.
Not that he minded it, he was just surprised.
He hadn't even confessed to you yet, so he wondered if you were using this term of endearment as a joke.
But things got serious, when you wrapped your arms around him.
"I missed you. You were away for two whole days and I missed you so much."
Kibum froze.
"Excuse me?" He asked slowly.
The smile from your face dropped.
"What do you mean excuse me?"
"You said I've been away for two days?"
"Er, yes?"
"I, uh, have been away for the whole week though?"
The colours from your face drained out.
"Kibum." You said a bit more sternly. "This isn't funny."
"N-no. I'm not joking! I was with my mother she's sick-"
You could see the fear in his eyes too.
"But I went home with you…" you muttered, feeling dizzy.
"I, uh, I'll be back." Kibum said, getting up unsteadily.
You nodded weakly at him as he walked out of the room.
Pressing your hand to your template, you tried to wrap your mind around what had happened.
The Kibum you had spent time with felt real, he had acted just the way Kibum would.
But so did this one…
Which was the real one then?
Just as that moment you heard a scream come from the bathroom, and you froze, unable to get up from your seat to help the person.
After a few minutes, the door of the room opened and Kim Kibum walked in.
But you could see the change in his attitude, and his appearance.
There was blood splattered over his face as he smirked at you, fear rooting you to your spot.
He took a step closer and you noticed the bloody knife in his hand, fear coursing through your veins.
"Whi-which one are you?" You whispered, throat dry with fear.
He took another step close, now right beside you before smiling cruelly at you.
"Whichever you want me to be, darling."
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Um?356 with Onew and female reader?
I hope this idea sounds good to you. I really like the PHD smut of Onew and your onew contents are too good tbh so I decided lets ask for him (idk if others will ask for him :3but he deserves some attention here!) he just killed me with his recent marie claire photoshoot,oh my god🔥
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Hey! Thank you so so much! It seems my followers love Jinki so much, but I do too so it’s totally fine with me! And ahhhh the Marie Claire photoshoot was so good!! I hope you enjoy this!
Your kisses had grown hot and heavy, your clothes were long discarded, and now you are positioned on top of the man who had taken you home from the bar you had been at with your friends. His body is immaculate, and he gazed up at you on top of him with longing in his stare, before roughly pulling you down to kiss him again.
“You are so fucking sexy, sweet girl,” Jinki purrs, “God, I can feel just how fucking wet you are.”
You whimper at his words, only turning you on further, and you decide then and there to fully submit to your needs, grinding against his cock, breathlessly moaning at the friction, almost overwhelming as you feel his hardness against your clit.
Jinki breaks your kiss apart for only a moment, reaching across to the nightstand to pull a condom out of the top drawer. You watch him as he tears the wrapper open with his teeth, biting your lip as he extracts the rubber. He keeps his eyes on you as he takes his hand to his cock, positioning the condom over the tip.
“Help me put on the condom. I want to feel your hands over me.” He tells you.
You move back a little, sitting on his thighs as you do exactly that, both hands working to roll the condom down his shaft. You try to contain your intimidation, his cock is so much bigger than any you have ever seen. Jinki’s eyes flutter shut, moaning at your touch, at the way you stroke him slowly while you move to position yourself over him again.
“Ride me,” He orders, bucking his hips up into you, moaning in sync with you as you drop down onto him.
You hiss at the sudden stretch, though the pain is good, shit, his cock is so fucking good. You hold yourself up with your hands on his chest, lifting your hips to lower them again, harder this time, crying out as you take him in all the way. You close your eyes, throwing your head back as you continue to bounce on him, knowing that you definitely won’t be sleeping tonight, not when you have him to stay awake for.
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I HAVENT REALLY WROTE SMUT OR JUST A NSFW STORY IN AWHILE AND I JUST WANTED TO EXPERIMENT IT WITH MY OTP <3 I was definitely cringing while writing this 😹
“Home” (Onho oneshot) Onew failed once and he wasn’t going to make the same mistake twice.
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Minho was trapped in Onew’s arms as the older held him tight, not letting him go. Not this time. The two hadn’t talked in years as the torture that was conflicted on them had now brought them to where they are now. Minho trashed in his hold, tears threatening to fall.
“Stop this isn’t right..” He whispered. “You’re supposed to be with her. Go back to her, she’s waiting for you. Please.”
“Minho. Please.” Onew cracked out, his voice on the verge of breaking down. Minho shook his head, staring down at the ground. “Minho…baby please..I can’t loose you again.”
“And you won’t.” Minho mumbled. “We have to move on…”
Right now everything was being lit out like a light. Right now the eyes that Onew fell in love with were now a hopeless spark of one last time to try again. Onew had failed him once. And he wasn’t going to let that happen again.
“You know I don’t love her like you. I never did. Min. I only want you. I would never trade any second of you for anything else in the whole world.” Onew confessed, holding onto Minho’s hands.
The two stared at each other’s eyes as a linger of hope was slowly pulling them back into each other’s arms. They never let go of eye contact as Onew reached in and connected lips with the other, his hand pushing Minho’s head closer to his, their forehead touching. His cheeks were warm against his as a single tear drop fell from his eye.
“Will you love me in spite of everything?” Minho asked, falling into the other’s deep sincere eyes.
“Forever and ever no matter how the universe wants to rip us apart.” Onew pulled Minho by his hips and his lips traveled from his lips to his neck. Minho grunted as he wrapped his arms around the other’s neck, putting his trust all onto him.
Minho let out a soft moan, Onew dragging both of them onto his bed, it was now Onew towering over him. His arms like towers keeping him safe. Onew had pulled away and a tear from his eyes fell on Minho’s cheek. He caressed the younger’s cheek while a small smile cracked open.
“I missed you. I missed you so much..” Now it was Minho who pulled in and kissed him. It was a sloppy kiss but enough for Onew to sneak his hand into Minho’s shirt and caress his stomach, making the other shiver.
Lust and possessive completely took over Onew as he marked Minho’s neck. He stared at the others neck as if it were an impressive artwork he made.
Onew took off his shirt as Minho unbuttoned his. Onew latched onto him, creating love on him, kissing every aspect on him as Minho’s face was red.
“I’m scared Jinki. I cant…oh god.” Onew smiled at him, kissing his forehead. “Just look at me and everything will be ok.”
“Do you trust me? Do you want this to happen?” Onew asked. “Yes. Fuck yes. Do it.”
And that’s what triggered the other to slowly take off the other’s clothes off them his. Onew traveled to the other’s thigh and entered the other with one finger. Minho groaned loudly as he held onto the other’s hair.
“O-oh god..” “Trust me.”
As Onew added another finger, Minho was pushing himself into the other, quiet moans escaping from his mouth. His eyes fluttered open as small tears covered his vision. It hurt but he felt pleasure. Onew made it all better. The moans of Minho made Onew hard. He felt himself throb by the gentle moans.
After sticking another finger and stretching him whole, he placed himself against the other’s entrance, slowly pushing in as he groaned. The two felt butterflies in their stomachs. Onew finally slid in and rubbing circles on Minho’s waist. Minho whined as he grabbed onto Onew’s shoulders.
“I’m going to move.” “Fuck do it!”
Onew began to move as he held onto Minho’s waist, pleasuring the both of them like never before. Minho’s moans were music to his eyes. “Let me heat your moans baby…”
Onew thrusted around the other as they felt a mixture of pleasure and pain. The pain of walking away from each other. The whole ordeal that brought them back together. And boy Onew did not waste any second of it. The other yelled out his names multiple times, Onew kept on thrusting into the other with intense speed.
“I-I’m gonna come-“ “Come with me.” As they both released, they laid back down onto the bed, Minho breathing slowly while
Planted soft kisses.
“You did good. I love you.” Minho smiled at Onew, soon turning into giggles. Onew found it cute.
“How are we going to recover from this? You still have your engagement ring on…” Minho sighed. Onew frowned, looking at the ring on his finger. Onew grabbed Minho’s finger and slid another ring from his pocket.
“What?” “I was supposed to propose to her because my mom wanted me to…but I think I already found someone I want to spend the rest of my life with.”
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I can read your smile - Choi Minho SHINee Fanfic - Chapter 13 - Strawberry buttons
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Chapter 13 - Strawberry buttons
word count: 2.9k words
~third person POV~
"So, we're all going to the party on Saturday, right?" Jude spoke excitedly and looked insistently at Lydia and Crystal. It was the second day of Uni, and their small group was eating lunch together in the cafeteria.
Crystal lazily took an apple out of her bag and began eating it, not wanting to respond.
"That damn apple again." Lydia rolled her eyes. "I swear to God, if you don't start eating real meals I'm gonna-"
Just as she started speaking, she got interrupted by a bear hug from behind, which startled her.
"Hey." Jinki kissed her cheek, and she became a blushing mess.
They've been dating ever since Taemin's birthday, and even if it was hard for Lydia to get over her past and overcome her trauma regarding men, she gave him a chance, and she's been very happy since.
"Hi." She smiled. "What's up?"
"We figured we'll eat with you." Jinki sat down next to Lydia, and Taemin followed soon after, and sat down in front of Crystal, next to Jude. Key also sat down next to Jude, on her other side. They've been dating since Taemin's birthday as well, albeit not so openly.
Then, a tray with food appeared out of nowhere in front of Crystal, and Minho stood down next to her with his own tray.
"Eat." He instructed her, and she looked at him dumbfounded.
"Thank you, Minho." Lydia smiled satisfied. "We've been trying to force food down her throat for years, and she wouldn't listen."
"Yea, she only listens to you apparently." Jude chuckled.
"Oh, shut up." Crystal rolled her eyes.
"So, why were you so excited?" Key smiled, asking his girlfriend.
"The party on Saturday. I was just asking the girls if we're all going."
"Oh, I really want to go too!" Taemin smiled.
"Jude, we have plans on Saturday though." Key frowned, and then Jude finally remembered and face-palmed herself.
"Oh, that's right! Nevermind, then!" She smiled and watched Key, who was smiling happily.
"I hate parties, so I'm not going." Lydia shrugged.
"Crystal, Jinki, Minho, are you coming with me?" Taemin asked, hopeful.
"I have football practice for our next game both Saturday evening and Sunday morning..." Minho shook his head.
"I have plans with Lydia." Jinki hugged her side, and she raised a brow and mouthed a 'We do?' to which Jinki simply smirked.
"Crystal, you're my last hope." Taemin pleaded.
"I don't know, I've never been to one of these parties before." She shrugged. Parties weren't exactly her cup of tea. She had low alcohol tolerance, not many friends, and she'd rather watch a movie or something instead of going out to dance with strangers.
"So why not come with me? Maybe you'll find yourself a boyfriend or something-" Taemin started, when Jude elbowed his side.
"I'm not really a hook-up kind of girl anymore." Crystal shrugged.
"Anymore?" Key asked, amused.
"Don't tell me you used to sleep around, because I will never ever believe you." Jude gasped.
"This is not the type of conversation to have at lunch, in Uni." Crystal waved her hand around, trying to dismiss this talk.
After she got kicked out of the orphanage, she used to seek any kind of love or validation from others that she could get, and more often than not, that validation would come in the form of sex, so she would offer her body to almost anyone who wanted it. Sex was the only thing that made her feel a little bit less lonely, it was the only time people gave her any attention, and she was thriving on it, until she realised it was self-destructive. Ever since then, she decided she will no longer sleep with just anyone, or offer her body away just for a few minutes of fake love. She wanted to have a deeper connection with someone before having sex with them, so she hasn't had sex in... years.
"True." Lydia nodded, in her 'Just drop it' way, so they all went back to the main topic of discussion: the party on Saturday.
"Anyway, you have to come with me. Pleeaseee?" Taemin asked again, and Crystal sighed.
"Okay. Why not? Should be fun." She finally gave in with a chuckle, after Taemin did his cute little pout. How could she not?
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The weekend came by quick enough, and Taemin was hanging out at Minho's place, waiting for Crystal to be ready.
She decided to wear the dress Minho gifted her, with the cute strawberry buttons, and she didn't exaggerate with the make-up. Just a bit of red on her cheeks and lips, and she was ready to go and dance the night away with Taemin and whoever other of his friends decided to come to the party.
"Some ground rules for your first party from your senior." Minho started up before Crystal and Taemin headed out. "Be careful. Don't get drunk. Don't accept drinks from anyone except Taemin. Not even from whatever 'bar' they've improvised. Unless you see the bottle being unsealed right in front of you, you don't take it. You pour everything yourself. Don't exaggerate on drinks. No drugs. What else?" He stopped for a moment and started rubbing his chin, thinking of more tips they needed to know.
"Come on, Minho, we are not kids. We'll be fine." Taemin brushed him off, to which Minho frowned.
"No. I want you two to be safe, and I expect you to watch over Crystal tonight, okay?"
"If you're so worried you should just come yourself." Taemin protested.
"You know I can't. I have practice tomorrow morning at 7:30."
"Minho, thank you for your concern, but we'll be okay." Crystal tried to assure him. "Taemin and I will stick together."
"You better."
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2 hours into the party, Crystal was standing with her back against the living room wall, watching amused how Taemin was starting to get drunk during some random drinking game one of his friends forced him to take part in.
He would stumble sometimes, or say something stupid, which made her laugh to no end. She even filmed some of it, so she can have a memory of this moment forever and show Jude and Lydia in Uni on Monday.
"Hey there." A good-looking, tall and muscular guy approached her, and pressed his back against the wall as well. "Are you a first year? I've never seen you before."
"No." Crystal chuckled. "3rd year. What about you?"
"Woah, a bit older than me, I see." He smiled mischievously and handed her his hand. "Name's Jun. I'm a second year."
"Jun. Noted." She chuckled and shook his hand. "I'm Crystal."
"Such a pretty name! You know, that sounds a lot like my next girlfriend's name."
"Oh, is that so?" Crystal raised an eyebrow. She found his pick-up line kinda corny, but she indulged him either way. Maybe it was good to meet other people. Maybe Taemin was right, and she would find the love of her life at this party, and she would forget all about Minho.
"I hope it is." He winked. "Hey, can I get you anything to drink? Your cup's empty." He pointed to the red cup in her hand. Some cheap-tasting beer used to be in it 20 minutes ago, but she sipped on it enough to finish it while watching Taemin do stupid shit.
She found it ironic how Minho asked Taemin to take care of her, but she was the only sober-enough one between them two. Still, Minho did have a few great points tonight, especially not accepting drinks from strangers.
"Oh, no, I'm good, thanks. Gotta not get too drunk." She chuckled.
"You do you. I'm gonna grab some beer, but do stay here. Don't run away." He raised a finger in the air as if to make sure she'll stay put and went quickly in the kitchen.
"Not gonna go anywhere, no worries." She joked back and smiled, and as soon as the guy turned around, she sighed.
Why was she still thinking about Minho?
Jun returned quickly enough and continued the conversation with her eagerly.
"So, 3rd year Crystal, did you come here with your boyfriend?" He pointed to Taemin, who she's been watching closely.
"No. With my kid." She joked. "He needs an adult to take care of him."
Taemin was now held upside down by two guys she couldn't recognise, and was drinking beer that way, which proved her point further.
"I see. I was worried for a second that you're taken."
"What if I were?" She laughed.
"I'd be very disappointed." He placed a hand on his heart and mimicked heartache. "So, he's just a friend from your class who brought you to the party and abandoned you."
"Looks like it."
"I'm the same. My friend also brought me here, and now she's hooking up with that girl in the corner." He pointed to the sofa in the corner of the room, where one of Crystal's classmates that she thought was called Yura was hungrily kissing some other girl she didn't know.
"At least they're having fun."
"Indeed." Jun raised his can before taking a first sip. "This beer's shit. Now I see why you didn't want any."
"I think your friend is in my class. Is her name Yura?" Crystal tried to keep the conversation flowing, even though she was finding it difficult to actually be interested in the guy.
"Yes! So, you're a business major. I see, smart one!"
"What are you studying?"
"That's less important." He waved his hand around. "What's more important, though, is that you're looking at the next football captain, once the current one retires." He hit his chest with his fist two times and boasted proudly.
Once the current one retires.
Right, it's Minho's last year.
Crystal smiled bitterly.
"Are you in the team?"
"Not yet, but I'll be after next week! I just have to pass their tests, should be easy enough!"
"Oh, good luck! I hope you'll get in!" She smiled, but her mind was elsewhere.
"So, would it be bad if I leaned in and kiss you?" He asked, and leaned in, but Crystal moved away, shocked by the guy's boldness.
She was at a frat party of sorts, yes, but still. So randomly?
"Sorry, that took me by surprise." She chuckled nervously, then saw Taemin approach them with a curious look.
"I see you've made a friend while I was gone." He laughed and stumbled on his feet, and looked drunk.
"Taemin, you should definitely stop drinking." Crystal scolded him.
"And miss out on the fun?! No way, bro!"
Jun's friend, Yura, also approached the trio. Crystal never spoke to her, but they both recognised each other.
"Jun! I didn't know you knew Taemin and Crystal!" She spoke happily and greeted them. Even though Crystal never spoke to her before, she seemed friendly. Taemin just nodded absent-mindedly.
"I just met them both. I'm kinda interested in one of them, though." Jun spoke and looked at Crystal, who just smiled politely in return.
He seemed nice enough. Maybe they'd trade numbers and see they get along and she would really get over Minho this time.
God, why am I thinking about him again?
"I'm gonna head back to my place with my date. The girl's been waiting for me for some time. Do y'all want something to drink before I go?"
"You bet I do!" Jun exclaimed, Taemin nodded as well and told her he wants some wine, and Crystal, noting that Yura was a classmate and that Taemin also accepted a drink from her, decided to accept as well.
She came back with three drinks and handed it to them, then left the party with her date.
Kai arrived at the party, definitely invited by Taemin, and after he said hi to Crystal, he stole Taemin away, leaving her alone with Jun once again.
She sipped on the drink, some kind of alcohol with punch which tasted awful, and after two gulps, she felt like she had enough for the night.
Jun kept talking about something, but Crystal found it hard to focus.
Am I already drunk? But I only had one beer and a few sips of this drink.
She couldn't understand what was happening, and Jun's words started to mix up in her head. Her vision was getting blurry, and all the lights coming from the big disco ball in the middle of the room were tiring and were making her more confused, giving her a big headache.
Jun grabbed her hand and started dragging her away from the living room, up the stairs. Although reluctant, Crystal didn't question it at first, because nothing made sense anymore, but she was starting to panic when her legs stopped cooperating, and she fell on the stairs, scraping her knees. Instead of comforting her, or acting like a decent person, Jun grabbed her arm tightly again and forced her to stand up, muttering up some curse words and telling her to hurry the fuck up.
At this point, Crystal started to cry, but Jun didn't seem to show any compassion. He opened one of the rooms upstairs and shoved her inside, throwing her on the bed and jumping on top of her.
She protested and squirmed under him, but he was just too strong, and she couldn't move away.
"Stop it already!" He shouted, and she cried harder. "It's just going to be more difficult for you if you keep this up."
"Please let go!" She tried speaking through her tears, but he didn't care.
He pressed his mouth against her neck and sucked on it, continuing to move his mouth down her body, and she felt disgusting.
Channelling her whole force, she reached the lamp on the nightstand with her right hand and managed to grab it and smack Jun's head with it, taking him by surprise. She shoved him away from her and tried to run away, but he came to his senses too quickly.
"No!" Crystal screamed when Jun grabbed a handful of her hair with one hand, and the hem of her dress with the other, and pulled her back towards him, some of the strawberry buttons flying on the floor.
"Fucking bitch." He muttered, blood running down his face from the cut in his forehead Crystal caused with the lamp and forced her to look at him, before slapping her left cheek as hard as he could.
Crystal fell down from the impact, and he made her lay down on her stomach on the bed, pressing his body against her. He pushed her head against the pillows, his hand moving up her legs and raising the dress enough to expose her ass.
"Let me go!" She tried again, but her screams were muffled between the pillows, and it was so hard to move when her body was intoxicated like this.
She must've been drugged. That was the only logical explanation for how she was feeling.
"Look at you, wearing a thong like a whore." He spoke, looking at the thin panties. He grabbed the hem of them and started dragging them down her legs, exposing her core. He hit her ass hard and grabbed it, and squeezed it, all the while she was pleading with him to let her go and tried to wiggle out of his grasp, with no success.
Then, he started unzipping his pants, continuing to throw more derogatory insults her way, along the lines of 'slut', 'whore', or 'stupid, worthless cunt', telling her how much she wants it since she wore this short dress and thongs, and how she flirted with him the whole night, leading him on, so what was she expecting?
Crystal felt humiliated and stupid, and she wished she listened more to Minho, and didn't accept that damn drink from her classmate. She cried harder and struggled under him, but it was way too easy for him to overpower her.
"Oh, shut up already!" He shouted annoyed. "You've been teasing me the whole night! It's your fault!"
"Please, no..."
"Just wait, it will feel good. I'm sure a whore like you can take it."
After squirming against him for a while with no apparent success, she lost all hope and started thinking of the worst.
She was going to get raped, and she just had to endure it, because there was nothing else she could do. She's going to protect herself and get in the same headspace she used when her foster parents or Mrs. Lewis would hit her. Jun was not doing anything to her, he just used her body, so she would just separate her mind from her body, and she would be okay.
It will be okay.
Everything will be fine.
She told herself over and over, when the door suddenly opened, and Taemin and Kai busted in the room. Kai threw Jun away from her and hit his face two times, before Jun cursed them both and ran out of the room in a hurry, probably trying to evade all the implications of what he was caught doing.
Taemin rushed towards Crystal and helped her sit up on the bed and rearrange her clothes. She slowly pulled her panties back up, and she felt around the fabric of the dress, at her chest, but it was ruined. The buttons have been ripped off, and the dress was hanging on her body awkwardly, showing her cleavage, so Kai took his jacket off and gave it to her to cover up.
Since Taemin was still too wasted, they decided that Kai would be the one to take Crystal home, so he helped her into a taxi, then into the elevator, and knocked on the door.
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Chapter 12 | Chapter 14
#shinee#choi minho#fanfiction#kim kibum#minho#taemin#key#lee taemin#shinee masterlist#shawol#shinee taemin#shinee minho#onew shinee#shinee onew#shinee key#shinee jonghyun#shinee angst#shinee fluff#shinee fanfic#shinee fanfiction#rapeawareness#shinee smut#kpop smut
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Grey Suit First Impression
It’s worth mentioning that when I first watched the mv I was barely conscious, so my opinion on it could change later, but like I said, it’s a lovely song, I just wish he had used his lower register more often on it. I also *love* the lyrics, they’re so creative and expressive, but also sad. Well done bunny leader.
Ooh Morning Star starts like some epic 80’s band. Now I’m getting a leeeeettle bit of Coldplay; some Bittersweet Symphony. I really like this instrumental! His voice feels awfully soft for this kind of song, but it does give it some kind of melancholy. Ooh, really nice end!
Oooooh Hurdle has a FUN start! It’s so funky! Oh hell yeah, this is gonna be a great mv! This is even more 80’s than the first one, very synthy with a splash of Blooming Day? I *love* him experimenting on a song style like this! Omg yes, he’s killing this song! Oooh what is happening with this??? I *think* I hear a sample, but I can’t tell?? That song was SUCH a fun listen, and you wouldn’t necessarily expect this sound from him, which is FANTASTIC! Fave so far.
Hmm…curious start on Decanting. It feels like a slow coffee shop jam. I love that he’s going a little lower. Very slow, cool piano. Ooh! Interesting sound effects on the chorus?? If this is the ‘sensual’ one I’m very curious about the lyrics… It has a prominent ‘longing’ kind of feeling. OOH! Electric guitar! English! Show off sweetie! Daaamn I *love* the band sound throughout this album. Hang on, must read the lyrics. [Intermission.] OH MY GOD!!! Suho going mature and sexy, hell yes! This is his Drown and I love it! Good for you sweetie!
Okie doke, Bear Hug. Ohhh it’s softer than I was expecting. I love the husky tone at the beginning here. Striiiings…Ohhhh yes!!! Beautiful belt! He is SINGING here, wow! Oh this is beautiful. I love that he’s not staying higher here, it’s deep and warm. He’s not even going higher on the chorus yet, he’s just doing these soaring, stable notes. This is probably the most *suiting* to his voice YET! I hear a voice like his or Jinki’s and I think “classical” vocalist; and this song is just right for that. Wonderful.
Moment. What curious plucking at the beginning…I don’t mean to be a cliche, but this song SOUNDS underwater, without having a muffled instrumental…does that make sense? I’m enjoying it a lot though. This and Grey Suit are definitely the most ‘Suho’ tracks. GOD more strings, beautiful! The melody is so smooth yet…dark? This song has a lot of his versatility on it; after that lift into the high note he goes low again. It’s a little better than Grey Suit and Morning Star though, because even though he’s up high he’s not being drowned out by the music this time.
Overall this was a WONDERFUL sophomore effort! Suho choosing to do a band sound for this album was a pleasant chance to appreciate music on its own again; guitars, piano, strings. Beautiful. I wanted Morning Star and/or Bear Hug to be my favorites, and while I *love* Bear Hug, I suspect my favorites will be either Decanting, or Hurdle. Decanting had an awesome slow vibe already, and I’m also a sucker for when adult idols are allowed to express adult lyrics. And Hurdle is such an outlier, both on the album and for his voice, that I love the uniqueness. Plus the sound is so 80’s radio synth, and that’s my jam.
Overall, great job Junmyeon! We’re so glad you’re back. ❤️
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new blinger anon here!! i just discovered a drama ost by jjong, thinking wow that sure sounds like my best friend... and that indeed is my best friend!! :))))) ahh his voice is so charming, isnt it. like jjong's is one of the handsomest voice i've ever heard, if it makes sense?? like a lot of singer's voice are beautiful but jjong's voiceis both beautifl and handsome!! also have you read that onew interview where the interviewer is saying that his voice is orange? it was baffling to me because onew's is soft baby blue to me,like morning sky! i got curious, what do you think shinee member's voice colors are?i think jjong's is the reddish-orange, kibum is neon green, minho is earth tones and sometimes dusty pink! and taemin is white. taemin's is one of the whitest voice i have ever heard tbh, maybe beacuse jjong, onew , and kibum all taught him how to sing? (you know. RGB -> white). anyway tell me what you think and sorry for rambling!
(oh and the thank you is for loving jonghyun long enough for me to get to know him! i believe people live as long as love is poured for them, and when i think of the way you guys love him, i'm happy, i'm not sad anymore ^^)
OH OH OH anddd i watched this video of jjong being askked girls generation or twenty one and he said f(x)! i've been watching some of their videos i really like rumpumpum danger and 4 walls! his taste.. their songs are so addicting. do you listen to them too ( i think i saw you reblogging a gifset but im not sure if it's you) ? please tell me what songs you like if you do.. thank you again!!
hello baby blinger ♡
ah this message got me in the heart a little, i can't lie. god. so sweet. thank you for loving him too. same, it always makes me happy to see so much love for him all the time.
and yes, i totally get you when you say he has a handsome voice! he really does. it makes sense.
as for shinee's voice colours hm.
just off the top of my head, jinki's is like an olive green. key, something bright. neon, like you said, but i can't picture a particular colour. jonghyun's, peachy. taemin, yes white, same, that's a perfect way to describe it. minho, a midnight blue almost purple.
ahhhhh yes, i love f(x). they are my girls whomst i adore and i've even seen them live twice. shinee love them too. f(x)'s biggest fans and supporters tbh.
some of my absolute fave songs by them are: airplane, love, mr. boogie, dracula, sweet witches, rude love, ice cream, red light, lollipop (ft. shinee) & shadow.
also, all their title tracks are good.
but there are tons more that i really like too. honestly you can't go wrong with their discography imo. super experimental and fun!
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Part 3 after like
A week or 3
Kuro: Let the rest of my day be quiet thank you
Literally anyone: hey Kuro
Kuro: see there is no god
Hyde: GIVE US SOME MONEY
Gear: did enjoy the 200 years?
Kuro: no I wish
Lily: and I said I'm young but I lied I'm 300+
Misono: SILENCE
Hyde: HELLOOO MY BOYFRIEND'S A BITCH
Licht: everyone get out of my way I just want to sit here and feed Neko san
Tetsu: I don't know what my body is for other then just taking my head room to room
Misono: when will I get big and strong?
Kuro: I didn't drink water the entire time
Tsubaki: no in fact we're gonna frame you for murder and you're gonna go to jail for 30 years!
Kuro: well then let's just not see each other for 200 years and it doesn't matter at all
Sakuya to Mahiru: hey do you want me to kill that guy for you?
Kuro: they don't even need to look at you for long they'll just be like "hahaha hahaha hey look at that high waisted man he got feminine hips" and I'm like "no! that's the thing I'm sensitive about!"
Youtarou: you ever seen a ghost?
Hugh: thank you for asking well you know how I'm filled with rage?
Kuro: which was kind of nice cuz I don't keep in touch with people so that's my bit for the year
Tetsu: I zone out constantly have you ever zoned out for a few minutes? I've been zoned out since 2014
Kuro: you sit on the floor with your back perfectly straight which I hate more then vacuums and then you take deep breaths I DON'T LIKE SITTING UP STRAIGHT ALL RIGHT? IT'S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN
youtarou: sometimes my boyfriend- I have this boyfriend and he'll be like "are you watching the road?" and I'm always like "I am looking through the windshield and I'm not gonna hit anyone but no I'm thinking about dogs"
Inner Kuro: dearest eve could I enquire how your physical form was able to reach this place in such a short duration of time?
Kuro: I wanna go home I don't like this party I'm allergic to people
Mahiru: you're not allergic to people Kuro
Kuro: yes I am
Inner Kuro: do you like socializing?
Kuro: no I don't like socializing
Inner Kuro: do you like people?
Kuro: I don't like people
Inner Kuro: do you like the war?
Kuro: LEAVE ME ALONE!
Izuna: OH NOOOO
Izuna: MY NENTENDOGGGGG
Izuna: I HAVEN'T TAKEN CARE OF HER SINCE 2008
Izuna: PLEASE BE OKAYYYY
Izuna: Please please please pleaseee PLEASEE-
Izuna: she's ok! ehah.. That was a close one! Hehahaha!
Izuna: I almost spiraled Ehah!
Hyde: yes babe the heelys are off this time I promise
Licht: -_-
Hyde: please come back to bed
Licht: *comes back to bed*
Hyde: I FUCKIN LIED
Licht: you fucking r-
Hyde: THE SWAG NEVER STOPS
Licht: you have five seconds before I kick you off this bed and murder you
Shuuhei: what are you up to?
Izuna: nothing big just practicing my time traveling so-
Shuuhei: I'm sorry did you say time traveling?
Izuna: IN FACT the love of your life is gonna walk through that door!
Izuna: in 3,2,1-
Ildio walks in: hey sorry have you seen my eve?
Shuuhui: the love of my life is a man? AND A VAMPIRE?
Izuna: oh have we not gotten to that part yet?
Cappuccino: wait what the fu- wait- what are you doing in my room? What do you want!?
Ildio: *silently staring at him at the edge of the of his bed*
Cappuccino: WHAT DO YOU WANT!?
Ildio: I want waffle fries
Hyde: Ruhroh!
Ildio: zoinks!
Lily: jinkies!
Freya: jeepers!
Kuro: FU-
~we'll be right back~
Touma: then you're a normal cat aren't you?
Kuro: that's true
Touma: a heterosexual cat
Kuro: a what😀?
Misono: if you press that button it'll take one year off your life
Lily: *starts pressing it*
Misono: but you'll get a hundred- thousand dollar- .....
Lily: *still pressing it*
Misono: ..... L-
Lily: *pressing it as fast as he can*
Misono: LILY NO STOP-
Lily: *pressing it even faster*
Misono: NO-
Mahiru: I'm gonna let God fix it
Mahiru: because if I fix it
Mahiru: I'm going to jail!
Shuuhei: I used to be a sprinkles guy when I was younger so this is nice
Mikuni: you look like a sprinkles guy
Shuuhei: the fuck is that supposed to mean?
Mikuni: I'M JUST SAYING YOU LOOK LIKE A SPRINKLES GUY-
Mitsuki: why is there so many romance animes on MY account?
Lily:.......LET ME DEAL WITH WITH MY DEPRESSION IN MY OWN WAY-
Hyde: could it beeee...... You fell in love?!
Ildio: ...!
Hyde: oh my tails swinging maybe I'm in love~!
Ildio: .....
Hyde: Il-Il-Ildio I-Il- wait- HUH!? *running to Ildio*
Ildio: *walking off*
Hyde: ARE YOU SERIOUS!? YOU?!!!?? WHO'S NEVER HAD A SIGNIFICANT OTHER SINCE THE BEGINNING OF NEVER! WOW! YOU REALLY HAVE CHANGED!
Ildio: let's get back with the others-
Hyde: wait who is ittt!?
Inner Kuro: well what do you have there Kuro?
Kuro: it's mental illness just insult me and let me go homeeee
Inner Kuro: well explain it
Kuro: WELL IT'S TRAUMA AND BOTTLED UP EMOTIONS I CALL IT MENTAL ILLNESS
Misono: why are you calling your therapist at 3 am!? He told you not to do that!
Mahiru: Misono.......You do know I'm a literal teenager trying to stop a war right?
Kuro: this is the perfect moon for a werewolf to come out
Gear: ... I'm gay
Mahiru about Kuro: you never know what the homosexual is about
Mahiru: he may appear normal
Mahiru with Kuro in his arms: and it may be too late when you discovered he is mentally ill-
Hyde: fuck C3
Ildio: yeah fuck C3
Later
Ildio: guess who I hooked up with last night
Hyde: who?
Ildio: Shuuhei Tsuyuki
Hyde: W H A T
Ildio: you said fuck C3- ....
Ildio: you didn't mean literally-....
Hyde: NO I DIDN'T MEAN LITERALLY-
Ildio: ・///~///・
Tsurugi: p.o.v you never thought you'd live this long and now you're just gonna keep on going out of spite
Tsurugi: "to spite who?" might ask
Tsurugi: TO SPITE GOD
Shuuhei: did I get anything out of this experience? No it was completely and totally uneventful
Izuna: he kissed a guy!
Shuuhei: no I didn't!
Izuna: yes you did!
Shuuhei: DIDN'T
Izuna: didddd
Shuuhei: DID NOT
Izuna: did, did, did, did, did did did diddd
Freya: ahem I can break this tie
Freya: he totally did *looking at Ildio and Shuuhei*
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request! was there ever a post/story abt miya and mark meeting for the first time n jonghyun is like 😁😁😁 I know you said they met in 2014? AHA I was stalking ur masterlist cause I love your writing <3
oh my gosh thank you so much 🥺🥺🥺 i never actually wrote how they met, did i? weeeell we have jonghyun to thank! we all need a little mischievous jjong in our lives rn sooo hope you enjoy! 🥰💖
italic conversations are spoken in english
WARNING: jonghyun (if you’re still a little sensitive about him, please don’t read this. i completely understand. it took me a while before i could even say his name out loud again)
“Jonghyun oppa,” Yoonmi looked around worriedly, “I’m pretty sure we’re supposed to be talking about Taemin oppa’s album, not camping out in your artist lounge.”
“Relax, Yoonmi,” the older told her. “No one’s going to scold you. Besides, have trust in your oppa, and eat this SHINee cupcake.”
Yoonmi could only laugh at the insistent look on his face. Jonghyun had snuck her away from the conference room while Taemin went to the bathroom. He could get in trouble for that, so the least she could do was eat the cupcake he bought for her.
“You know,” Jonghyun told her, “I can introduce you to people around your age. As much as I love you, I’m literally eleven years older than you.”
“I don’t mind,” she smiled at him. “Besides, I have my friends from JYP, remember? The two trainees? And Jinki oppa already introduced me to one of the SM trainees. Donghyuck oppa is my friend now.”
“Yes, but how about some more SM friends?” Jonghyun trailed off as he spotted someone and called him over. When the boy approached, Jonghyun spoke again. “Taeyong-ah, this is BTS’s Miya. Yoonmi, this is Taeyong. Now, where are mini shinki?”
“They’re in school right now, hyung,” the trainee who she assumed was Taeyong told the elder after giving a bow to Yoonmi who stood up and bowed back in greeting. “Mark is in the training room, though.”
“Call him over, would you?”
“Yes, hyung.”
“Oppa,” she tugged on Jonghyun’s sleeve while slumping down in her seat. “I can’t talk to people out of nowhere! You have to give me a warning before making me meet people! Meeting Heechul sunbae and Donghyuck oppa already made me freaked out enough.”
“Consider this a warning,” Jonghyun laughed and patted her head. “You’re about to meet Lee Mark, one of the most hardworking trainees I know. He’s still a little older than you, but still younger then Jungkook.”
“Oh my god.”
Because she buried her face in her hands, she didn’t see the boy walk into the artist lounge and approach them.
“You were calling for me, hyung?”
She froze a little at the new voice. She felt Jonghyun wrap and arm around her shoulder.
“I have someone I want you to meet, Mark,” he began while pulling her up a little. “This is BTS’s Miya. Yoonmi, this is Mark. He’s part of the SM Rookies.”
Mark immediately bowed once he processed that the girl in front of him was a debuted idol. She felt her cheeks flush as she bowed back.
“It’s nice to meet you, Miya sunbaenim,” he told her.
“Oh, uh,” she began, her mind buffering a little bit. “You, too, Mark-ssi. Please, don’t call me sunbaenim. I’m fine with just Miya or Yoonmi even.”
“Oh, okay.”
There was a small silence between them where Yoonmi chewed lightly on her lip. Jonghyun looked back and forth between the two of them with a smile. He nudged Yoonmi with his elbow and mouthed to say something.
“I,” she began with a little bit of hesitation, “I’m not really good with talking to new people, I’m sorry.”
Mark tilted his head a little, scratching the back of his neck. “Would speaking English be better for you?”
“You speak English?” she gasped.
“I’m from Vancouver,” he chuckled awkwardly. “I’m guessing you’re not from America?”
“I grew up in England,” she smiled, “but I kinda switched back and forth between places, so my accent’s messed up.”
“I think it sounds cool.”
“Thank you.”
Jonghyun sensed another silence coming, so he stood up and made Mark sit across from Yoonmi. She looked up at the SHINee boy with slightly panicked eyes. He gave her a face saying to stay seated before dusting off his hands.
“I’m going to go call Taemin so we can have our discussion here with snacks,” Jonghyun began. “Mark, I’m trusting you to keep my kid company.”
With that, the older walked out the door. She turned to the Canadian in front of her. He didn’t look that much older than her.
“How old are you?” she asked. “I hope you don’t mind me asking. Jonghyun oppa says I need to make friends with more people nearer to my age, so he introduced me to you.”
“No problem at all,” he reassured her. “I’m sixteen if we’re talking Korean age. 1999. That’s two years from you, if I’m correct?”
“That’s right,” she nodded. “How’d you know?”
“I’m a fan,” he flushed. “Most of us trainees are fans, actually. SHINee sunbaenim showed us a few videos of you guys’ performances, and I guess your music and skills kinda just resonated with us.”
“That’s... a big honor. Thank you!”
“It’s well deserved recognition,” Mark shrugged. “Wait, so you really don’t have friends around your age?”
She shook her head sheepishly. ���Just three, but two of them, we don’t get to meet up often because idol schedules, and they’re training in JYP. The third is Donghyuck oppa, like, from here. Our friendship is a little new. Other than them, it’s my members, a trainee at the company, a few older JYP trainees, and the SHINee oppas.”
“Woah... You know, I can introduce you to a few of the younger trainees here. I think you might get along well with Jisung.”
She tilted her head curiously.
“He’s our second youngest at the moment,” Mark explained with a fond smile. “Oh! I should introduce you to Hannah! She’s from England, too!”
This got her interest. Another person from England, Donghyuck had mentioned to her before as well. Before she knew it, she and Mark were sucked into a long conversation mostly about more people, being a foreigner, and different trainee stories. She only noticed Jonghyun left them alone when her manager called to say he was at the front of the building. Mark brought her to her car with a promise that they’d hang out another time. Once settled, she pulled out her phone and saw a message from Jonghyun.
우리 선생님 오빠 🌕: hope you had fun with your new friend today! we can talk about taemin’s album next week ❤️
me: thank you oppa ❤️
#yoonmi.shinee#yoonmi.markmi#bts 8th member#bts female member#bts female addition#miya#yoonmi#kim yoonmi
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hi alina! who do you think is the prettiest in shinee and why is it all of them👀? also I hope you're having a great day💖
IT IS ALL OF THEM! i already answered one shinee so i'll talk about all of them... wow this turned out very long but i guess i just had a lot to say?
first off jinki! i didn't really start paying attention to him until recently but he's very good looking.. 😳 strong arms i find it very cool he just does wood work thats a real cool hand craft. we love a multi talented man. love his smile too, the eye smile!!!! and he has a very comforting presence to me, i do love his lame jokes as well 🥺🥺 he takes great care of shinee and everyone around him! you can really see it in how people interact with him 🥺
okay now jjong... motherfucker his energy... he goes on stage does his sexy little (sometimes a little homoerotic which is cool very much respect thats the vibe) dances and that's amazing and you just CAN'T look away. then THE EMOTION AND FRAGILITY AND CERTAIN KIND OF OPENESS HE CAN PUT INTO HIS WORK AND PERFORMANCE! his writing is just out of this world and not only can he do a real good pop song a cool little banger he can also do the most vulnerable and beautiful and sincere shit out there in the industry. like having that kind of mind is just extremely sexy to me. obviously this goes for all of the artists that have been influential and a source of comfort and security and acceptance growing up but i simply feel so lucky and grateful to have witnessed his work. to have existed at the same time as him. it's still hard to talk about how influential he and his art has been for me but i genuinely think i would not be the person i am if he hadn't been part of my life. i love all parts of him and i wish that i'll be able to talk about him openly in the future because he was such a wonderful human and i think everyone should know it.
kibum!! my beloved!! he's one of those idols i wish i could like have a conversation with!! i would love to hear what he thinks about so many things. and from what i have seen of him he seems incredibly emotionally intelligent. his fashion sense is really good i really admire that. also how he's literally designed clothes? made art that made it to a shinee album cover? is there anything this man can't do? while he was in the army i missed him so much, just him on amazing saturday every week, he posting his instagram posts, having lives, being with the rest of shinee. he's always so supportive of all of his members and friends and colleagues in the industry and it's wonderful to see.
minho... he is full of love. i want to tell him that he is loved. the way you cannot help but smile when you see him and love him. there is just something about him i CANNOT describe, i have no words for it. he is also so beautiful!!! his smile makes me feel warm inside. he keeps posting on instagram at 5.25 TELL ME THAT ISN'T THE MOST ADORABLE THING YOU'VE EVER HEARD!!! all these small things 🥺 getting gifts for his members, coming straight from being discharged to taemins back room at a music show!! just to name a few recent things... also how he is with children ❣️ it's so adorable its so cute and the kids also LOVE him like you can really tell a lot from a person from that. if he ever has children he will make a great dad and i'll support him 100%. i also have to say that he's so underappreciated as a singer just listen to i'm home. there's so much affection i have for this man.
oh taemin oh my god i miss him so bad. obviously we have many years of age difference but it has felt like i've grown up with him. the beauty he puts into everything he does is so incredible!!! it's so beautiful how he inspires people too like which idol isn't inspired by him? he's so hard working i can't believe it. i don't think he's that popular and loved for nothing. he's come so far from not even having his voice recorded on replay to having one of the most successful and long solo careers (obviously while being incredibly popular in shinee too). even how in the recent years he's started writing his own lyrics which just makes me so proud. something else that just fjdudolsheheh makes me feel feelings is how he always keeps his art very genderless and wants to break the gender roles and expectations. he's truly been, might i say, paving the way, for (especially sm emts) solo artists and especially idols focused in dancing... i am so incredibly proud of him and i admire him and his hard work and love for what he does. i miss him already and i hope that he's doing well and having fun. i do also worry for him a little, he works so much and now he went straight from promotions to the army like pls take a holiday 😖 he's worked so hard, non stop, since he was a child and come so far, he really deserves to take a moment to rest. i miss this silly little man i miss his lives i miss seeing him say weird things i miss seeing him performing and i'm so thankful that he shares his art with us. he deserves every bit of his success and achievements and above all, happiness.
this answer got a little long i just felt like talking about shinee a little <3 thank u sm alex for sending me this ask thinking about shinee was very nice ❣️💓
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