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ggukkiedae · 8 days

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notes: hannah tries her best to send taeyong off to the navy. (dialogue written in italics are spoken in english)

setting: jeju international airport, 240415

wc: 1,175

content warning: taeyong’s enlistment

“You good, Hans?”

Mark’s voice pulled Hannah back down to earth. As soon as he sat down next to her, she leaned into his side and glanced at Donghyuck, who stood a few steps away on the phone with Taeyong. She was the last of the three of them who’d be on the phone with him since they decided to go by age.

She groaned while pulling her hat down by the visor. Next to her, Mark was shuffling in his seat until he had his arm around her, lightly patting her shoulder.

“This isn’t fair,” she ran her hand down her face. “Is it so hard to say no to even just one event so we could have all come home yesterday?”

She could feel the 99-liner squeeze her shoulder, “You know how it is, Hans. Hyung knows, too.”

“We tried so hard,” she slumps further into his side, “and we don’t even get a glimpse of him in real life before he leaves!”

The two of them could only sit in silence after that. The three 127 maknaes had taken it upon themselves to rearrange their schedule in order to reach their leader’s send off, but they were beat.

That’s how they found themselves in Jeju.

The stress of trying to make it in time was something she didn’t think she’d ever go through. Months ago when their leader first told them he was enlisting, she thought she’d be right there with the rest of 127 (and maybe all of NCT) to send their leader off.

She didn’t expect to look at their managers’ itinerary only to find they wouldn’t even be in Korea on the day of.

“Hyung wants to know why his princess is pouting.”

“I’m not pouting,” Hannah looked up to glare at Donghyuck until she realized who was on the small screen looking at her. “Oppa!”

The older 00-liner snickered while handing her the phone and placing the bluetooth headphones over her ears. In her excitement to stand up, she elbowed Mark in the ribs.

“I gotta take this,” she jogged over to the isolated corner for a semblance of privacy then looked at the smiling man on the screen. “Boss! How are you? Are the oppas treating you okay? Did you get my present? Have you met any other people you’re entering with?”

“Calm down, Haeeunie,” Taeyong chuckled, “breathe. I’m alright, missing you kids. Everyone’s treating me the same, I haven’t really met anyone yet, and what present?”

A grin made its way to her face, “I snuck something into your backpack last week when I helped you pack some stuff.”

“I’m looking forward to it,” he smiled at her.

Seeing him smile pulled at something in her chest. She squeezed her eyes shut, slipping her sunglasses on. She did not want to cry in front of Taeyong, but it felt impossible to do. She went for the second best option: not letting him see.

“Hey,” Taeyong held his phone closer to his face so she could only see one of his eyes on the screen, “I want to see your face before I go.”

That did it. A tear escaped.

“Oh,” she sighed while taking off her hat and moving her sunglasses up her head to hold her hair back, “I hate that we’re not there with you!”

He gave her a sad smile once he held his phone at a normal angle again, “Don’t worry about it. We know how hard you three worked to get here, and I love you for it. You did everything you could, and that’s what matters, alright?”

“Alright,” her voice came out as a whisper. “I’m really sorry, Oppa.”

“Nothing to be sorry about, Haeeunie,” he reassured her. “I promise. And you know I don’t take my promises lightly, especially not with you.”

She bit her lip, nodding instead of talking. Talking would just make her cry harder. But Taeyong wasn’t done talking.

“You know what?” His tone brightened, “I’m going to make you another promise right now. After basic training, when I get my phone back, you’ll be the first person I call after my mom and my sister. Sound good?”

“Sounds great,” to her luck, her voice didn’t shake, “and I’ll have Hyuck and Markie with me.”

“Good, good,” Taeyong nodded.

Hannah smiled, “And you bet I’ll drop any schedule I have then and there and drag those two with me so we can talk to you.”

“Unfortunately, I don’t expect any less.”

“Unfortunately?”

“As your leader,” he shrugged with a mischievous smirk, “but, as one of your big brothers, I say have at it, Boss Lady.”

Laughs slipped past her lips, in time with his. “You better look out, oppa, because I’m planning on doing something to anger the company for not having the balls to reschedule or say no to one event.”

He grinned at her, “Can’t wait for you to tell me all about it. Don’t give your oppas too much grief.”

She was about to retort when a muffled voice caught Taeyong’s attention. His frown told her all she needed to know.

“How much time you got there?” she asked him.

“Not a lot,” he admitted, “but I’m gonna tell you what I need you to hear right now before I leave, okay?”

“Okay.”

“First of all,” he began, “it’s not your fault, okay? We can put the blame on the weather. Second, I miss you, and I’m going to miss you, but this’ll pass and either you’ll be able to visit me or I can go on leave. Watch over the boys, you know most of our brain cells rest in you. But also don’t forget to allow them to take care of you. I love you, Haeeunie, a lot.”

“I love you, too, Oppa,” she smiled at him, wiping away the tears that were starting to fall. “You stay safe. Don’t get sick, don’t get hurt.”

“I’ll try my best,” he nodded, “now go and get the other two with you so I can say bye to all of you!”

With a nod, she walked back to the two boys with her, sitting on Donghyuck’s lap and throwing her legs over Mark’s. She handed the phone to Mark, who turned the bluetooth off.

“You kids take care of each other,” Taeyong began with a smile. “I’ll see you when I see you. It won’t be too long.”

The three 127 maknaes said their goodbyes and watched as Taeyong clicked out of the call. They sat in silence for a few seconds, staring at the black screen.

That was it.

That was them sending their leader off. That was the first time they were sending off one of their big brothers, and this was how it ended.

“This isn’t fair,” she muttered, leaning her head on Donghyuck’s shoulder.

Her twin flame sighed, “It really isn’t.”

“It’ll be okay,” Mark gave her knee a squeeze. “Hyung knows we love him and that we’d do anything to be with him right know. He’ll be okay.”

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#hannah.drabble #i will hate sm forever for what they did #i cried just thinking about how frustrated and upset mark and hyuck might have been #but anyway i miss taeyong already #i really hope he'll stay safe and unhurt #and i hope he thrives #i know he will #hannah #lee hannah #nct female member #nct female addition #nct 127 female member #nct 127 female addition #nct 127 10th member #nct 127 11th member #nct 27th member

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ggukkiedae · 10 days

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appreciation for the boy group girlies>>>> they're so well loved bc we deserve more love in this world frfr i hope this helped your heart 😭

BUT HEY YOURE FILIPINO BAT NGAYON KO LANG NALAMAN??? or maybe nasabi mo na dati and i just forgot kasi ilang taon ako nawala sa tumblr akskdkd

and thanks but we arent always sweet... these are the nice moments i took AHAHAHAHAHA tbf my friends and i can get pretty chaotic more than we are sweet like between us there's... well... i cant describe it AHAHAHHAHA

yoonmi, hannah, seri, and ari as me and my friends

conversation snippets of the girls with their members based on me and my friends (of course altered to fit the girls' contexts and some translated from tagalog to english)

content warning: one curse word

yoonmi: *getting up to sleep after a group dinner, hugs everyone*

jungkook: hold up. where's my hug?

yoonmi: you... you were the first one i hugged

jungkook: i don't think so. give me a hug

kun: ten? ten, get up. hannah's visiting

ten: *wakes up, smiles at hannah and hugs her* hannah, you're here!

kun: wow so hannah gets a smile and i get a "fuck you"?

hannah: love you, kun baba

kun: at least someone in this room loves me

soobin: *watching something on his phone*

seri: *enters the room behind him*

soobin: hi, lily!

seri: hey, opp— wait, how'd you know it was me?

soobin: i could smell you when you walked in. flowery, you know?

seri: huh... okay then

jake: the night is still young sunghoon. and so is ari

ari: you know im only a year younger than you guys, right?

jake: *shrugs* feels like three

ari: it's just one year— you know what? okay, fine, sure

jimin: *walking away with taehyung* wait!

taehyung: what?

jimin: *turns back, jogs to yoonmi*

yoonmi: oppa?

jimin: just almost forgot *kisses her cheek then looks at jungkook* make sure she eats

mark: hans, i think you need water

hannah: i'm good, mark, i'm not drunk yet

jaemin: no, hyung. she needs water. get her some?

mark: on it!

hannah: i don't need it!

jaemin: sure, little na *takes away her cocktail*

yeonjun: awww!

seri: hmm?

yeonjun: your lockscreen is the team! that's so cute!

seri: of course! i love you guys

yeonjun: why are you so cute?

ari: *manages to calm down after crying during her ment*

jay: and i want to say ari, never change, okay? i know i don't serious talk you often, but know that i love you, and i'm proud of how much you've grown

ari: *cries even harder than before* oppa why would you do this to me? and in front of so many people?

the rest of enha: 🤣🤣🤣

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#yoonmi.rb #tbh most of these moments are from my big brother/big sister type friends #the ones closer to my age are the chaotic ones #there's this one friend ive had since i was 16 and he was 17 #everytime we see each other we're arguing #it's our dynamic i swear we... 🤮🤢love each other🤢🤮#once a bunch of us went to a cafe and stayed there till 5am #we got work done!!!#mostly...#sorry for rambling i really love my friends alskskf #one16core 🐺#cai 🐺

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ggukkiedae · 10 days

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i see you've seen the news 😬 (im sorry 😭)

BTS MIYA and NCT MARK have officially broken up

9:30PM || April 1, 2024

Earlier today, we were met with the news of Kpop's favorite couple officially breaking up. BTS MIYA and NCT MARK broke the news themselves through instagram posts this morning that they have been broken up for a few days.

While most thought this was a cruel April Fool's Day joke, many fans on both ends and outside ARMYs and NCTZENs began speculating.

However, BigHit Music and SM Entertainment both released official statements saying that the two artists parted ways for real.

Both companies as well as both artists ask for fans to respect their decisions and to refrain from sending negative comments and messages to either parties or their respective fans.

Many netizens express their sadness towards the couple's break up.

We wish MIYA and MARK well as they continue their promotions and prepare for their respective upcoming tours.

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#yoonmi.rb #unfortunately i am being for real #rip markmi #dont worry! they're still friends!#(-ish for now but it gets better!)#IM SORRY #cai 🐺#one16core 🐺

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ggukkiedae · 11 days

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yoonmi, hannah, seri, and ari as me and my friends

conversation snippets of the girls with their members based on me and my friends (of course altered to fit the girls' contexts and some translated from tagalog to english)

content warning: one curse word

yoonmi: *getting up to sleep after a group dinner, hugs everyone*

jungkook: hold up. where's my hug?

yoonmi: you... you were the first one i hugged

jungkook: i don't think so. give me a hug

kun: ten? ten, get up. hannah's visiting

ten: *wakes up, smiles at hannah and hugs her* hannah, you're here!

kun: wow so hannah gets a smile and i get a "fuck you"?

hannah: love you, kun baba

kun: at least someone in this room loves me

soobin: *watching something on his phone*

seri: *enters the room behind him*

soobin: hi, lily!

seri: hey, opp— wait, how'd you know it was me?

soobin: i could smell you when you walked in. flowery, you know?

seri: huh... okay then

jake: the night is still young sunghoon. and so is ari

ari: you know im only a year younger than you guys, right?

jake: *shrugs* feels like three

ari: it's just one year— you know what? okay, fine, sure

jimin: *walking away with taehyung* wait!

taehyung: what?

jimin: *turns back, jogs to yoonmi*

yoonmi: oppa?

jimin: just almost forgot *kisses her cheek then looks at jungkook* make sure she eats

mark: hans, i think you need water

hannah: i'm good, mark, i'm not drunk yet

jaemin: no, hyung. she needs water. get her some?

mark: on it!

hannah: i don't need it!

jaemin: sure, little na *takes away her cocktail*

yeonjun: awww!

seri: hmm?

yeonjun: your lockscreen is the team! that's so cute!

seri: of course! i love you guys

yeonjun: why are you so cute?

ari: *manages to calm down after crying during her ment*

jay: and i want to say ari, never change, okay? i know i don't serious talk you often, but know that i love you, and i'm proud of how much you've grown

ari: *cries even harder than before* oppa why would you do this to me? and in front of so many people?

the rest of enha: 🤣🤣🤣

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ggukkiedae · 12 days

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actually, sabihin mo wala kang time and you have other things to do. you’re taking a break, graduated ka na. whatever she’s doing is bs

i'll try pero feel ko baka nga ako pa yung masisi kasi parang super ingrained sa family namin na kailangan mong tulungan yung pamilya mo lalo na pag matanda sila 🤧 which idk if they get the boundaries of that

anyway try ko ngayon tignan natin kung mapapagalitan ako

#c.speaks #but thank you i needed the validation #diba? hindi dapat ganun diba?#😭

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ggukkiedae · 13 days

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NCT 127 : THE LOST BOYS

Episode 1: Mark tells how he became a K-pop idol. Haechan talks about his supportive mother. Hannah talks about what made her who she is today.

content warning: subtle indication of hannah’s abusive dad

(dialogues written in italics are spoken in english. this only includes hannah’s parts, not the whole documentary. some lines are either taken directly from the boys on the docu or altered slightly)

in the beginning there’s a clip of her sitting after mark

then a clip of her doing a deep breath after mark’s “okay, i’m ready”

after mark trying to answer what does neo culture technology mean, it shows her

she snorts

HANNAH: “You really wanna know?”

when discussing 2018 it shows her after doyoung who discussed the albums they release

HANNAH: “It was a whole new vibe from what i was used to with dream”

after haechan talking about how covid affected them, she was shown

HANNAH: “It felt like everything stopped. I remember hearing the news, looking at Mark and Hyuck, and just wondering about what would happen”

in the la airport clip, it shows jaehyun helping her push a baggage cart while greeting the people cheering for them before cutting to hannah in an interview

HANNAH: “It was honestly really strange to experience that again”

NCT 127 WILL SPEAK OF THEIR CHILDHOODS FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER.

HANNAH: “The start of this, all of this, goes way back to childhood”

NCT 127 RECLAIM THEIR LOST CHILDHOODS THROUGH PERFORMANCE ART

a clip of her walking is shown amidst the montage

NCT 127, WHO DEBUTED EIGHT YEARS AGO, REFLECT ON THEIR PRESENT THROUGH THE TEN MEMBERS’ PASTS AND DREAMS

CHAPTER 1 “EVERY [CHILD] HAD ADVENTURES TO TELL” - FROM THE NOVEL PETER PAN

‘NEO CITY - The Link’ CONCERT REHEARSAL

through the montage while johnny, yuta, and haechan spoke, there are clips of the group rehearsing with her smiling at the members and hyping them up

TAEYONG: "But…"

after the clip of mark looking tired there’s a clip of hannah walking to the side and closing her eyes like she was struggling to keep them open

JAEHYUN: "Mark, Haechan, and Hannah must be having a hard time"

‘AY-YO’ MUSIC VIDEO SHOOT

there are clips focused on her, haechan, and mark in the midst of filming

JUNGWOO: "Mark, Haechan, and Hannah shift between NCT Dream and 127"

JOHNNY: "The three of them have a lot on their schedule. I can see that they’re struggling to keep up with it. But I can see that they want to do it. I’m proud of them."

after the shot of haechan sitting on the floor, it shows hannah and taeyong, the leader’s back to the camera while hannah nods and says something to him

he pulls her to him, letting her close her eyes and lean her weight against him

MARK’S STORY

after johnny, jungwoo, and doyoung speak about mark working hard, it’s her

HANNAH: "I don’t think I’ve ever seen anybody spend more time perfecting what he learned and what he wants to do than Mark does"

after mark goes through the doors towards the end of his part, he looks up and straight into the camera and hannah’s voice is heard “I look up to Mark.”

cut to her in the interview

HANNAH: “I’ve never told him this, but the way he gives everything thrown at him no matter what unit or task he gets, he gives his everything every single time. He works really hard, and that’s something I admire about him… I really hope he doesn’t watch this.”

HAECHAN’S STORY

after taeil talking about haechan being affectionate, it shows a clip of haechan pulling hannah next to him on he couch

HANNAH: "From the very first second we met, he just knew how to make me feel better. He’s the type of person who can lift your mood and make you feel better, all while being someone you can rely on"

after mark, doyoung, yuta, taeyong, and johnny spoke about haechan towards the end of his part, it showed her

HANNAH: “Hyuck… he’ll always do well. He’s naturally smart, gifted, kind, and I couldn’t be happier to call him my twin flame. I believe in him, and he’ll always have me in his corner cheering him on and supporting him.”

after he talks about to what he wants in his future, a door appears

it zooms into the door then shows real life haechan

he lies back down where he previously was

haechan closes his eyes and turns to his left

once the scene cuts mid-turn, it shows hannah in his place turning to her left, pulling a blanket up to her chin

HANNAH’S STORY

there’s a close up of footsteps, making hannah stir in her sleep

her eyebrows knit together and she mumbles “go away. please.”

it cuts to her in her interview

HANNAH: "Becoming a trainee was probably one of the best things that ever happened to me. I remember wishing I could fly away and escape to somewhere I could be happy."

clips of her laughing with her members appeared while she continued to speak

HANNAH: "I got that. Funnily enough, I did struggle a bit with the opportunity I was given. I just wasn’t used to the environment I was suddenly placed in"

JOHNNY: "I’m pretty sure Hannah was terrified of me when we first met" *laughs*

it shows clips:

hannah tucking herself to johnny’s side

johnny resting his arm around her or messing around with her by carrying her in his arms like she were a baby

JOHNNY: "But it was the first time I really felt that instinct of “I have to look after this kid”. She’s practically been my kid since then"

TAEIL: "So many people thought she was cold at first, but Hannah is actually a very loving person"

JUNGWOO: "As a trainee, I always thought she was intimidating"

there are clips shown:

her distributing their takeout

her helping Doyoung with his mic pack

a mini compilation of her standing next to Jungwoo in his first few appearances as part of 127

JUNGWOO: "But being added into NCT, and to 127 specifically, would have been a lot harder for me to adjust to if I didn’t have her with me."

TAEYONG: "It’s interesting because, while Mark and Haechan have always seemed like kids to me, Haeeun, our Hannah, always had an air of maturity to her"

there are clips played while taeyong continued speaking:

her giving comments while monitoring their dance

her seriously watching their performance director explain things

her cooking for the members

TAEYONG: "When she first joined us, she almost seemed to adapt the parent role she has in Dream to us." *laughs* "It was a whole two years before we got her to promise to act more like a maknae, and it only happened when she was an adult"

it cut back to the black room where footsteps echoed instead of a ticking clock

hannah curled into herself

a young voice speaks, but only like he was yelling from the distance “are you okay? what made you like this?”

there’s a close up of hannah’s eyes opening

she jolted upwards, but the scene cuts mid-jolt to show a young girl in her place sitting up in panic, a big white cloth with shadows showing a room as her background

“i don’t like to remember my childhood. at least, not the parts back in my house in england.”

the sound of a door opening made little hannah turn in fear, but she relaxed when a female figure entered the room

the shadow interacted with the young girl’s shadow, stroking the younger’s hair in a calming manner

“but the parts i do like to remember, it was my mom. she treated me with all the love she had, and made sure i had the chance to do what i love”

the camera zoomed in on the girl’s shadow then back out to show her in a gymnastics leotard and sweats

“as soon as i could run, mom signed me up for gymnastics. i went almost every day because i loved being able to do such big movements like that. i entered cheerleading programs for kids as well, learning to be a flyer. then, i came across the studio beside our gym and saw people dancing”

first, the girl did a few cartwheels

the next moment, she picked up pompoms and did a few cheer poses

she then put on a jacket and “walked”

her shadow came in contact with the shadow of a dance studio building, and she stopped

the shadows shifted to look like the girl was standing in front of a window while shadows inside danced

“i decided to add dance to my usual activities. i did all this just to stay out of the house”

it showed the girl doing a quick open style dance before the shadows went crazy

she looked scared

then the shadows stopped in the form of a house and there was silence

she “walked” forward, and the house zoomed in until the front door opened

she froze upon the sight of the shadows of her parents fighting

“the house was either completely silent or really loud. only the extremes. my father wasn’t the best person, but he used to promise me he’d protect me from getting hurt. i trusted him wholeheartedly. that didn’t last forever.”

“i didn’t know for how long it was going on, but his real personality eventually reached me”

it showed the shadows, the father looking like he was angry while the mother looked like she was trying to calm him down

the shadow of the father pushed the shadow of the mother down then turned to the little girl

his shadow got bigger as if he was walking closer to her, footsteps echoing as the only sound until his shadow covered the whole screen, engulfing her own shadow and making the screen go black

“we moved away as soon as we could after that, and mom legally left him, but we didn’t have the proper means to earn anymore.”

the screen was black as she said that before it cut to the shadow of golden gate bridge

the young girl was now hand in hand with an actual woman as they met up with another shadow

“we moved to san francisco to stay with mom’s sister since she offered to help us. i didn’t want to burden my mom since i felt she was healing"

"so i learned to do things on my own. at ten years old i started taking myself to my classes, cooking myself food, doing chores, and whatnot”

the scene cut to show the young girl doing whatever hannah was saying in her narration before the scene changed to the young girl dancing

“i was twelve when i realized i wanted to help earn money for mom. i did it in the best way i could think of as a kid. dancing on the streets”

a close up of a shadow of a man walked towards her, bending down to talk to her shadow

“a man approached me. he asked for directions to a hotel. in my minimal knowledge of korean, i brought him there, trying to keep up with his conversation.”

as the young girl walked with the shadow, it slowly zoomed out to reveal taeyong playing the part of this man

“then, he gave me the chance to audition to be an idol. i knew being an idol could earn well enough to help mom live the life she deserves, so i accepted”

the camera zooms in to the little girl’s hand shaking taeyong’s hand

it zooms out now to hannah dressed in simple shorts and a sweater with the background now pink

“it was hard, you know? mastering korean, learning vocals and rap, and mastering dance while focusing on trying to earn that way."

"not to mention, it was hard to trust people after someone who is supposed to love you and your mom endlessly broke your trust”

hannah sat on the floor and leaned against the pink background

she looked up as a shadow appeared on the side

it zoomed in to the shadow then zoomed out to reveal johnny smiling at her

“but youngho oppa found me. he became my friend, encouraged me, supported me, helped me, and took care of me.”

johnny held his hand out for her

she took it and let him pull her up

then the pink background fell to the ground, showing the rest of 127 waiting for her

“he opened my world to enjoying life as performer rather than just focusing on practicality and introduced me to the people who i’d eventually learn to fully trust with my life and my love alongside my mom”

johnny pulled her over to the other 127 members, where haechan immediately attached himself to her in a hug and the others showed her affection in different ways as well

JAEHYUN: “I think ever since debut, Hannah has only ever glowed brighter.”

DOYOUNG: “She didn’t realize it, but she was made to be taken care of.”

there are clips playing:

jungwoo feeding her

johnny tying her hair up for her

jaehyun throwing her over his shoulder while they laughed

DOYOUNG: “I’m really glad she let us in enough to help her see that she doesn’t have to be so grown up all the time.”

HAECHAN: “Our Haeeunie has so much on her plate, but she’s realizing she doesn’t have to be alone.”

there are clips shown:

mark helping her in the recording studio

doyoung taking plastic bags from her

haechan pulling her closer to him in the midst of a crowded airport

HAECHAN: “I’m making sure she’s never going to have to feel like she has to do everything on her own and that she’ll never feel the hurt of broken promises ever again. We all are.”

MARK: “She’s my little sister, you know? We’ve been through practically everything together. Dream, 127, U, SuperM, hell even variety shows!”

clips are shown:

young her and mark on set for chewing gum

her and mark on tour with 127

them filming in dubai for jopping

various split-second cuts of her and mark on variety shows they were sent on together

MARK: “I’ve seen how much she’s grown, and it makes me pretty happy to witness her allowing herself to live her youth freely. If anything, she’s gonna have to stick with me forever, because I love having her as my little sister. It just wouldn’t be the same without her... Please don't show this to her.”

it cuts back to the 127 members surrounding hannah, smiles on their faces as they walk away

HANNAH: "It's a little strange. You can say I arrived in 127 ready to mother the members and take care of everyone and myself. Instead, they took care of me and taught me to be a kid again. I'm in my early twenties, and they still treat me like I'm a young teen. It's nice to know I can trust my life and my self in their hands, though."

hannah looks back and makes eye contact with the little boy who initially asked her what made her that way in the beginning

the little boy nodded at her then took the hand of the little girl next to him

the little girl waved at hannah telling her “you don’t have to grow up yet. you’re not on your own”

hannah waved back as the little boy and little girl walked towards a door

mark called out to her, making her look at him holding his hand out to her. she took his hand and looked back at the kids

they went through the door and into a cartoon world as mark’s narration about his dream when he was younger started, like the little cartoon boy was telling the little cartoon girl a story

while he was narrating, the two cartoon kids grew into adults

cartoon mark wrote:

WHAT IS NCT 127'S DREAM GOAL?

cartoon hannah touched the writing

HANNAH: “To live a life and a career that we’ll be proud of for a long time. Just act our age and do the best we can with each other by our sides”

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ggukkiedae · 13 days

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What do you use to write your fics? Do you work on it on tumblr or something else?

HI OMG THIS WAS IN MY ASKBOX FOR SO LONG I THOUGHT I ANSWERED IT ALREADY IM SO SORRY!!!

i work on my fics in many places! ms word, gdocs, or just my phone's notes app actually. sometimes i even jot stuff down on paper (which i don't recommend unless you have the patience to type it after). i don't really write directly on tumblr because last time i did that i lost a whole 3k worth of writing 😭 anyway, i hope this helps you! 💕

#c.speaks

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ggukkiedae · 13 days

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hi sorry about putting this out here but i just needed to let it out

my aunt is taking her masters in the same course i just reveived my bachelor's degree in and suddenly here she is having me do her case studies? like what? you chose to pursue further education beyond a bachelor's degree. i didn't. why am i doing your cases? how are you gonna learn if i do your cases???

sorry i just genuinely dont understand. like i get you have a job, so maybe i could kinda read and give my opinion or maybe i could have answered a question or two, but when i asked what she needed from me, she just listed literally all of the tasks. all of it. everything from intro to references.

#c.speaks #and she didn't even bother asking me if im free #she asked my mom #then when my mom said i had time #that's when she emailed me her cases #this isnt even the first time this happened #like hello? i graduated already #leave me be with case studies that aren't even centered on the specification of my job

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ggukkiedae · 15 days

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I REBLOGGED THIS ON MY STORAGE BLOG ALAMSMDKD OOPS

— nine people i'd like to get to know better ❣️

tagged by: @lix-ables one of my fav creators on here!! ily and just so you know i would Also like to get to know you better <3

last song: sugarcoat (kiss of life NATTY solo)

favourite colour: dark blue, I love it a lot it’s a calm color and somehow reminds me of rainy nights

currently watching: i'm not a person who watches much, so right now I’m watching stray kids content videos

spicy/savoury/sweet: this is hard! Because I love all three 😭 but I’ll take a mix of spicy and savory

relationship status: currently single!

current obsession: sherlock cover by stray kids, hyunjins silky hair

tagging: @cgnab @bbyquokka @jinnie-ret I don’t even know 9 ppl (not forcing!)

#love u ate lexa!#i had a dumdum moment #i only use this to rb stuff so i dont lose them in my likes 😭#my nose just started bleeding alajsjak im gonna say that's due to embarrassment and the heat

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ggukkiedae · 16 days

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honestly, cia, if anything, pwede mo siyang tangalin sa lahat ng storyline mo as if he never even existed kasi i follow other people that don’t even include him or mention him. of course, choice mo, pero gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na ang daming tao that feels uncomfortable seeing him or mentioning him. kaya mo yan ‘te!!

thank you sobra! naguiguilty ako at first kasi tao din naman siya pero di talaga ako mapakali pag nakikita ko siya parang may something sa ilalim ng skin ko na gusto kong itanggal kasi sobrang... di ko maexplain basta same yung feeling na yun sa feeling na mag isang maglakad sa gabi

but for my writing i decided na i'm gonna delete stuff na ive already written centering him with hannah that's unimportant, but i dont know if i have the time to rewrite the smaller involvements and mentions due to the amount ive already written, so things may remain unchanged

but everything i write from now on will avoid him. he may exist in hannah's universe but i'm not gonna allude to him at all.

#c.speaks #changing my canon #hannah was now named by kun #but im still gonna try and find a way to edit my old stuff to remove him #it may take a while since i am starting work soon alsjdjfkf

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ggukkiedae · 17 days

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pairing: lead singer!taehyun x guitarist!reader (but it's not mentioned)

warning/s: club setting, drinking

wc: 801

notes from cia: something from my drafts! ngl this was very loosely based on something similar i've experienced

The amount of people in the bar was making you feel a lot more uncomfortable than you’d hoped. It certainly didn’t help that multiple different people who you didn’t really know were offering you drinks or pulling you to dance. You loved Yunjin with all your heart, but the parties she threw tended to have way too many things happening at once.

The only reason you even agreed to go was to get your mind off of Taehyun. While you two were in a band together for a year, you and Taehyun never really became the closest of pairs, but that didn’t stop you from developing the slightest crush on him.

He was friendly, and some of your friends would even say he did some things with you that he wouldn’t normally do. Those were the statements that made you wonder if, maybe now that you left the band, absence did indeed make the heart fonder.

Whenever you’d visit rehearsal, he’d walk up to you, talk to you, and really try to keep your conversation running for as long as he could. It almost gave you hope, but you didn’t want to waste your time overthinking over something that could be nothing anyway.

That’s how you found yourself in one of Yunjin’s parties the night before Taehyun’s birthday.

As stealthily as you could, you slipped away from the main crowd of people, stretching your hand out to grab your cup from your table so you could find a quieter place to enjoy your drink, before accidentally backing into someone.

“I’m so sorry!”

“Where are you going?” The familiar voice made you turn and look up quicker. The very person you were trying not to think about was standing right there, and you couldn’t keep the stupidly pleased smile on your face from growing.

Taehyun was looking down at you, an amused smile of his own gracing his cheeks. Choosing to roll your eyes rather than give him a response, you checked your phone. 12:14AM.

“Oh my god,” you wrapped your arms around his waist, “happy birthday! You should get another drink to celebrate!”

He laughed and hugged you back, “Is that how it is? I’m pretty sure the bar is closed, so that isn’t something I can do at the moment.”

“Well, boooo. That’s no fun at all.”

You leaned out of the hug, faintly focusing on how, despite one of his hands safely tucking itself away into his pocket, Taehyun lightly skimmed the other down you back before resting it just above the waistband of your skirt.

Your breath hitched slightly when his hand made itself comfortable there. Maybe choosing to wear a crop top wasn’t your best choice for the night. Or it was the best? A million thoughts ran through your head. Did he know what he was doing? Could he feel you hyperfocusing on his hand on your skin? Did he know what this type of hand placement did?

“You know,” you grabbed your drink from the table next to you, trying your best to play it cool despite the fact that he really just kept his hand on your waist, “We still haven’t done that cover you promised me. It’s been, what, over a week?”

“If you include the period we didn’t actually decide on the song yet, I’d say it’s closer to one month.”

You raised your eyebrow at him, “Hey, you’re the one that’s been super busy this past week!”

“Yeah, okay, my bad, my bad,” Taehyun shook his head looking down and chuckled a little before looking back at you. “This week, let’s do it.”

You frowned a little, “I don’t even know if I’m gonna be in the area this week.”

“No problem. Let’s just say we’ll do it the next time we see each other.”

“Fine,” you blew your hair out of you face in a huff before drinking a little, only keeping yourself from finishing the whole glass when his hand tightened its grip on you waist the slightest bit, “but we have to do two covers now since we waited this long.”

“I’m down! Hell, we can even do three to be honest.”

“All I want is two,” you held up your pinkie to him, “pinky promise you won’t forget?”

An amused smile made its way to his lips while he removed his hand from his pocket and intertwined their pinkies, breaking into a small laugh when you sealed the pinky promise by stamping their thumbs together. The childish promise in the grownup environment surrounding you two was something you both found ironic.

“Good,” you smiled, “excuse me, I have to make sure Sunoo isn’t about to pass out on the table.”

With that, you slipped away from him, the spot where his hand rested already turning cold.

#txt #tomorrow x together #tomorrow by together #taehyun #kamg taehyun #taehyun x reader #kang taehyun x reader #txt x reader

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ggukkiedae · 17 days

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unfollowing everyone who supports lucas.

um hi? i dont know what brought this on when i dont think ive written him into my story-form content since 2020 or 2021? but hey im not judging, i understand

i honestly kinda just stayed away from news about him for a while. a few weeks ago when i heard he had a documentary, i tried to watch, but i found it made me uncomfortable seeing him, so i decided then to completely stop watching him or waiting for updates about him and decided not to include him in my writing since others may feel the same way i do

#i also kinda hope no one else will bring him up anymore on my blog #i would appreciate it if we keep my blog an ot6 wayv space #this is kinda why it's taking longer for me to write timeline stuff for hannah too #trying to figure out a way to write without including him #i might actually just not write about her time in superm at all and just mention it in passing tbh #probably deleting this in a bit because even talking about this kinda makes me uncomfortable

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ggukkiedae · 21 days

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hi!!!! i would love to be on your tag lists for your ocs!!!! i’m also a fellow kpop oc creator hehe <3

will ad you right on there bub, thank you so much for reading! and i love that! on this blog we stan the growing kpop additions community 💕

#c.speaks #skzfairies #welcome to my blog!

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ggukkiedae · 22 days

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MANNNNN HONESTLYYYYY PEOPLE NEED TO BUTT OUT OF IDOLS' DATING LIVES SKJGBSKGBKSGBSKJGBS

WHY HAVE THE PEOPLE NOT LEARNT YET TO STAY OUT OF THEIR BUSINESS?!😭😭😭

I feel sorry for idols these days; they're being watched 24/7 at this point for EVERYTHING and can't do anything 🥺

RIGHT? i wanna see idols happily dating and tayler swifting their way to making love songs that make me feel like im in a relationship when i actually am single af 😭 (or taylor swift their heartbreak… not that i have anything similar to that in my files rn)

ANYWAY healthy fan culture = letting our idols experience what many of us may experience as well bc hello??? they’re human too 😭

#c.speaks #I LITERALLY FELT SO UPSET WHEN I READ THE REASON BEHIND THEIR BREAKUP #(but also was that the actual reason because im scared of the internet and fake news im really gullible)

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ggukkiedae · 22 days

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sorry this is so random but LEE JAEWOOK AND KARINA BROKE UP? WITH THE REASON BEING BC OF THE BACKLASH THEY RECEIVED PLUS FEELING SORRY FOR THEIR FANS???? THAT’S SO SAD

#c.speaks #i hope they’re okay :<

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Feel the chemistry | DREAM 8lace | EP.2

Click Below to See the Video

(italic dialogues are spoken in english, bold dialogues are spoken in chinese)

while chenle and mark are walking ahead of them, you can see hannah and jeno in the back, looking over a list on jeno’s phone while pushing the cart

she and jeno move to look at the fruits and vegetables while mark and chenle talked loudly

after jeno told them to be quiet she sighed “there’s no such thing as silence when you put these two together”

there’s a caption saying ‘the introverts are embarrassed’

she looks at jeno

“you watch these two, i’ll go grab the basics and the seasonings real quick” “wait, hannah-yah–”

she walks away before jeno can finish his sentence

it shows her peacefully looking at different bottles then switches back to the three boys with her

they’re conversing about the green onion with the caption ‘the knowledgeable one is missing’

chenle goes off saying “i’ll go ask hannah noona”

mark and jeno are left wondering if there are smaller green onions

back at the house when talking about what the grocery team may buy and renjun asks what if jeno only buys jelly, haechan looks at him

“don’t worry, haeeun will keep them on track”

cut back to the grocery where hannah is holding a few packages and a small bottle in her arm and carefully reading the label of a soy sauce bottle

chenle approaches her “noonaaaa!”

he takes the things she already was sure of from her arm

“thanks, lele. were you looking for something?” “i came to help you, but also, we can’t find any small green onions. it’s just one huge bundle”

hannah just laughs before tucking the soy sauce bottle in her arm then looking towards the side

“can you grab that cooking wine for me?”

chenle reached for the bottle she was pointing to before she nodded

“this will do. also, just get the green onions. better too much than too little”

mark starts calling for them “yo chefs! chef curry! chef oliver!”

cut back to hannah who exchanges looks with chenle then shakes her head

“he catches me watching jamie oliver cooking videos ONE time…”

they walk towards mark who’s laughing

she walks past him straight to jeno, dodging mark's attempt to pinch her cheek while chenle lightly tells him off

jeno looks at her “do you guys need eggs?”

“just the dozen” she looks at jeno gratefully as he carefully places the eggs in the cart “thanks for not being embarrassing at all”

“you love us, hans” “whatever, markie”

she walked ahead with chenle to look at the meat cuts

she picked the best choices of the cuts chenle read from his list while chenle placed them into the cart and told jeno and mark what they were

chenle went off to get peppers and instructed them to get some makgeolli

“is makgeolli haechan’s?” “i don’t know”

hannah looked at them “it’s nana’s, but we should probably get some extra for hyuck”

when jeno said he felt chaotic, she gave him a deadpan look which made him laugh

while chenle was off on his own to get peppers, it cuts back to the three left behind

hannah looks in the cart

“jen?” “mm why?” “can you double check if these are the best of each cut then get the makgeolli? i don’t trust myself. i’m gonna go grab a few snacks”

there’s a cut of her getting bags of different snacks

back at the house when renjun was dancing jisung laughed

“noona would get high blood pressure if she saw you hyung” “she gives me high blood pressure”

back at the grocery, she walks over to jeno and mark to place the snacks in the cart, overhearing their conversation

“chenle, get the green onions please!” “okay, noona!”

she looks over everything in the cart while comparing it to her list while mark goes through the makgeolli

“red ginseng makgeolli?”

she looks up at him

“don’t even think about it” “should i buy this” “i know we call you makgeolli sometimes, but this isn’t it” “i want to see their reaction”

she facepalms while jeno laughs “no, they would yell at you”

she sighs when mark yells out “chef curry!” again then approaches jeno

“who are you calling?” “jaemin, but he’s not answering” “about?” “which makgeolli to get”

she gave him a pointed look before walking back to the area with the makgeolli

chenle follows her after mark jokes about the ginseng makgeolli

after a mark and jeno get the spam and chenle meets up with them to bring the four of them together, it cuts to hannah

she puts two bottles of makgeolli in the cart, one big and one small

mark looks at her “wait what are those?”

“just regular makgeolli,” she told him, “the big one for jaemin to use and the small one is for hyuck and anyone else who wants to drink”

the three boys exchange looks before nodding

jeno fixes them in the cart “i trust hannah”

she smiles before realizing, “oh, but call jaemin still! i need to know if i got the right ml that he needs”

jeno nodded while mark started looking at drinks. she looks in the cart again

while jeno and jaemin are on call, she goes to get paper cups and paper plates then realizes they’re too high up to reach normally without dropping the stuff around them

she grumbled to herself “this is demeaning” while getting on her toes and slowly grabbing the things she needed

mark was smirking at her when she walked back to them

“i saw that” “shut up” “it’s like at home” “mark lee.” “bet you wish you wore heels today, huh?” “i will end you”

mark chuckled while slinging an arm around her shoulder and leading them to follow jeno and chenle

when looking at ramen, jeno asks her “any preference today?” “no, anything is good today”

she checked the list and smiled in satisfaction “everything’s here”

back at the house there’s a conversation about messaging images of the moon and getting into car accidents and workouts

jisung just “i did work out my lower body! hannah noona did her core in the gym with me!”

in the grocery, hannah looked at the three boys while they debated with an ‘are you serious?’ expression

“get the green onions”

jeno laughed and put it in the cart

while the three boys were at the counter, she looked back then at the boys

“i’m gonna go grab some tissue, wipes, and a some apple juice”

after she walks away, chenle goes “it’s like when your mom leaves you in line in the grocery”

she doesn’t see the debate the boys have again and mark putting the green onions back where they were displayed

but it shows her peacefully grabbing apple juice with the caption ‘blissfully unaware’

she gets back, and the items she’s holding are the last to be scanned and bagged

she moved to carry a bag, but jeno took it from her and placed it in the cart

when they walk out of the store, she looks at the sky and smiles while mark exclaims

“hans, look!”

she looks at the sky then looks at the camera “one of the few things mark and i take seriously when we’re together: when the sky looks pretty… wow, it’s getting colder”

she and mark take pictures while jeno and chenle load the car

back at the house when jaemin walks back in, jisung checks his phone

“noona texted! ‘jisung-ah, it’s getting colder, wear a hat if you go outside’ how did she know I’d go outside?”

his phone buzzed

“another message… ‘i gave the staff a beanie to give you’ wait, what?”

the staff handed him a beanie, and he looked at it curiously “how did noona know?”

later on there’s a clip of her parking the car and jeno (who’s filming her) just “look at her trying to look cool while parking” “shut up, samoyed” “yeah, yeah, open the door”

they laugh before she unlocks the doors. jeno gets out, circling the front of the car to open her door for her then going to the back to grab the grocery bags

she looked over the balcony and smiled at jisung

“what do you have there, ji?” “noona, we made the fire turn green!”

she walked towards them, letting jaemin drape an arm over her shoulder while she patted jisung’s head once she arrived

jaemin left them when jisung started showing hannah the pictures he took

back inside the house, there was bickering over green onions

she heard a bit of noise, so she went to check on them then heard jaemin going “we must have green onions!”

she looked confused as she walked in “we do have green onions”

it shows the three boys looking like deer caught in headlights with the caption ‘caught twice in 30 seconds’

haechan comes down and stands right next to hannah

“a little tense there, haeeun” “they didn’t buy the green onions that were already in the cart!”

when jeno holds up the onion saying they have onion, she and jaemin exchange looks before sighing

haechan rubs her shoulders while chuckling, pulling a chair to sit on then having her sit on his lap

“you're lucky i'm not in the mood to make you go back and buy ut yourselves today” she told mark and jeno before turning to jaemin. “i doubled the meat serving you asked for, i feel like 800 grams won’t be enough for us all”

chenle smirked when he noticed she didn't include him in her scolding

after a while of listening to their conversation, she got up and moved towards the door “i’m going to jisung”

mark followed her “wait for me!”

she walked to jisung then heard “jisung, i’ll cross this river for you”

when she turned around, she saw mark preparing to jump over the concrete floor despite jisung’s disapproval

“let him be, ji,” hannah waved her hand and kept walking, “he may get hurt, but it was for you”

“noona!” “what? you know we’d all let ourselves get hurt for you”

“she’s right” mark pitched in before renjun tried calling for them all to come back inside

“huanuo! get jisung and get back inside away from the cold!” “later, ge! we’re gonna spend some time by the fire first!”

she pulled mittens out of her pocket while mark and jisung talked about the ramen then placed them on jisung’s hands once he handed the pot to mark

mark looked at her surprised “since when did you have mittens?”

“i protect my kid” she smiled, letting jisung drape his arms over her shoulders from behind her

she listened actively while mark and jisung exchanged stories of the sky, lightly rubbing his gloved hands so they weren’t cold

mark looks at her after a while then closes his phone “let’s head inside. hannah’s nose is turning red”

“is not!”

jisung and mark laugh while cleaning up

then it fades out and shows preview clips of the next episode

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