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slttygeto · 7 months

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Satoru is convinced that nothing in this world can affect him. He doesn’t really try to hide his emotions even when they are considered to be negative and so if anything, when he starts to notice that a person is annoyed with him, he makes sure to tell them that he does not care and would not change himself for anyone in this world.

That was until you came and flipped his world upside down. Quite literally. Satoru is left breathless by your presence, your charming smile, your personality—he thinks that he’s never met someone as charismatic, as strongly opinionated and when he finally asks you out on a date and you say yes, he’s over the moon.

Satoru falls in love with you and he falls hard. It doesn’t take a genius to notice that you’ve got the man in a chokehold and that he would do anything for you. He can drive two hours to get your favorite dessert, he can also give you more of the blanket when you start shivering in bed at night. What Satoru can’t do, is let you leave him.

“But—I don’t get it, what did I do?” he is confused, heartbroken. This is the first time he’s shown any emotion around you that wasn’t literal infatuation and you can’t find it in you to tell him that you just fell out of love with him.

Please stay.

“You didn’t do anything, toru—“

“Don’t call me that.” He cuts you off sharply. “You don’t get to use that nickname on me when you’re breaking my heart,”

“Sorry, force of habit.” You mumble as you put more clothes in your suitcase.

Why are you packing your things? I still want my bed to smell like you.

“…Why are you leaving me?” he asks again and this time when you sigh in annoyance, Satoru feels unloved. He wants to change himself for you, he cares about what you think of him—what have you done to him?

“I am leaving you because you deserve better.”

“Bullshit. You’re leaving me because you found better.” He spits out venomously and you chuckle bitterly.

Have I been bad? Do I truly deserve this?

“Didn’t you say that there was no one in this world better than you?”

“Whoever has your heart.” He says and you look at him, confused.

“Huh?”

“Whoever has your heart is the only person better than me.”

Satoru watches as you leave and never look back. Days turn into months, and it’s eventually been years since you left him and he can’t seem to pick himself back up. He knows he will never love again, knows that he will never let somebody in ever again and he accepts it.

Gojo Satoru bitterly accepts that he was never meant to be loved.

Maybe in another life.

#moon's works #based on one of arianas songs #off the table to be more specific #wish i could make it a bit longer but im too tired #gojo satoru #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x reader #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x reader #gojo jjk #jjk gojo #jjk gojo satoru #satoru gojo #gojo angst

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blue-rose-soul · 2 months

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For grown up together au: how awkward when Lucifer visits the hotel residents?

On a scale of one to ten? 37.

Charlie's relationship with Lucifer here is the same as canon, and while Alastor's not quite as vitriolic towards Lucifer as in canon, their relationship is still a little shaky. He feels more like Charlie's brother than Lucifer's son, especially with how Lucifer started shutting them both out in his depressive state. A little part of him blames Lucifer for letting Nicaise be murdered. Mainly, he feels like he was an obligation to Lucifer and nothing more.

So, even though Charlie invited Lucifer to the hotel to try and help, the moment he shows up Alastor slams the door in his face. Charlie lets him in a minute later.

I don't think Lucifer and Alastor would really make up at the end of that episode like Charlie and Lucifer do. Charlie had genuine admiration for her dad and was looking for a connection, she was just hurt by how disinterested he seemed in her and her dream. Alastor's happy for Charlie. He really. Really. Is. But, he's not there yet. He might never be.

At the end before Lucifer leaves, Alastor at least offers him a handshake. Lucifer pulls him into a tight hug that has Alastor looking all stiff and uncomfortable while Vaggie and Angel have a chuckle at his expense. Alastor gives it three seconds before shoving Lucifer off and fixing his coat.

#ask #anonymous #Hazbin Hotel #the Devil's Bastard AU #the 'Lucifer takes Alastor home and he grows up together with Charlie' edition #Lucifer Morningstar #Alastor #Charlie Morningstar #Alastor does have *some* good memories of growing up in Hell #and of being raised by Lucifer and Lilith #reconciliation isn't entirely off the table it's just a little more slow going than with his more open-hearted sister #we don't know much about Lilith's personality yet but I like to imagine that in this scenario specifically Alastor really admired her #she was more of a mentor than a mother figure though

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justsalpals · 6 months

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"They made Jim and Izzy more like their actors and its ooc"

be honest with me, did you ever even look at these characters before?

#like I expected Izzy dislikers to not understand because they've always been blind about his character #but JIM? did people watch them slap that glass off the table and think they were just a stoic wall? they're just more comfortable now!#all the scenes of them joking around with olu in s1. they've just found their family.#...yeah I'm not gonna tag this. feels rude to do so when clearly talking about a specific post.#edit: I take it back I'm tagging cuz I'm petty #izzy hands #jim jimenez #our flag means death #ofmd season 2

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sodrippy · 17 days

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idk guys im starting to think that having a good thing going and feeling like im actually living a Life only for it to come crashing down almost like clockwork every year is starting to have some kind of lasting effect on me! not sure how many more times i can be tripped over until i stop knowing how to get back up! well thats not true i will keep getting back up forever until i die because thats the only thing to do, but come on. will it ever get easy.

#this is mostly about my career bc im always ignoring the incredibly specific pattern my personal life seems to follow lol but good god #literally since i started working every single year things get so fucked and i have no control over it #and i know i chose an unreliable kind of field to work in and this specific time/era is esp bad but for fucks sake.#too much to ask for to be on solid ground for more than 18 fucking months i see #and then my parents wonder why my house is still half furnished. or why i dont Meet Someone #girl i dont even know if im gonna be in the same country in six months and youre telling me off about not having a dining table. ok

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bumblingbabooshka · 10 months

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Me reading fics where Tuvok encourages other peoples’ romantic pursuits:

#If Janeway came to Tuvok like 'I have feelings for Chakotay Tuvok and it's tearing me apart' he'd be like 'I understand completely. What you #have to do is completely eradicate those feelings.'#I think if Janeway came to Tuvok (pre that Episode where she gets a Dear John letter) and told him about how much she felt for Chakotay #Tuvok would be like 'hmm.........what about Mark =_=' and it'd send her into a spiral #Given that BOTH Janeway & Tuvok have said in canon that they pretty much consider holosex cheating (this is implied not to be a commonly #held view and I get how others would see it more like consuming porn)#I think Tuvok would 10000% made a comment to Janeway that's like 'wow I just never thought you of all people......well. I suppose that's #humanity for you.' and Janeway would run out of there so fast after being like You're A bso lutely Right Tuvok Tha nk You.#What do you do when your best friend and moral compass doesn't agree with you pursuing a torrid love affair with your first officer?#And when ppl have Tuvok BRING it UP to Janeway?? Specifically to encourage her to go for it?? Could not disagree more #If he's bringing it up ?? In MY mind it's to be like 'cool it with the workplace flirtation. you were on the bridge. Junior officers could #see you.'#and if it was anyone BUT Janeway I think he'd just be like 'I don't need to hear about this....if you don't want to eliminate all your #emotions I don't know what to tell you.'#Bonus: After Janeway gets that dear John letter and Mark's confirmed off the table Tuvok is still unhelpful #'I just don't know what to say to him...!'#'Why not just say you want to be in romantic relationship?'#'It's not that simple!'#Tuvok: (vaguely irritated and losing interest) 'Clearly.'#BUT...bonus for if you're Janeway and no one else....if you come to him with a complaint about your relationship there's a 98% chance he's #going to agree with you and say the other person was being unreasonable #Chakotay & Janeway: -get in argument-#Janeway: WELL. Let's see what Tuvok has to say.#Chakotay: DON'T call Tu-#Tuvok: (before he's even fully in the door) I have to agree with the Captain v_v #this is just my opinion of course...I know why he's used so much - bc he's Janeway's friend and the only high ranking person besides #Chakotay (who she of course is being paired with) who she would consider talking about her romantic life with #so even though Tom/Harry/B'Elanna are much better candidates to fill that role of eager-to-talk-about-romance they can't be used #so basically Tuvok's the only one left and thus is a bit ooc (in my opinion) such is the tragedy of Voyager #I only have such an opinion on this bc to get Tuvok content I must skim through many chakotay/janeway fics to discover he has four lines

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riverbeatsaber · 5 months

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I know that the Imperial system is bad and all but I gotta say. I do really like how it works for sewing

#was watching jan misali's video on the imperial measurement system and thinking.#yes metric system is easier to multiply by 10. but you are not multiplying by 10 when sewing #you are dividing #specifically by two more than once #which gets Real ugly with 10 #but is very nice with 36 and 12 and fractions of an inch #I like being able to divide inches when doing seams instead of having to work in arbitrary numbers of millimeters (too precise)#or numbers of centimeters (not precise enough).#like you got 1'' 5/8'' 1/2'' 3/8'' 1/4'' 1/8''. very directly related to each other. all the precision you need. easy to remember #also easy to standardize for different 'types' of things you're sewing #clothes are 5/8'' or 1/2'' seam. accessories like purses are 1/2'' or 3/8''. quilts are 1/4'' and French seams are 1/8''#and you can remember that and use it when you don't have a pattern to work directly off of #yards and fractional yards are also really nice to work off of when buying fabric. inches turn into fractional yards really really nicely #you can take a 5'4'' measurement for a cloak #which is 64'' just by remembering the multiples of 12 (remember your times tables? i learned those in 3rd grade)#which is 1 and 2/3 yards! very easy to remember and go to the fabric store and buy the right amount of fabric #(though i would round it up to 1 3/4 yards just to be safe)#good Lord 95 percent of this post is in the tags. anyway #my posts #sewing

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mattypattypinky · 5 months

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I really need Mooned to come out I can't wait this long 😍😍😍 look at him urgh i cant wait

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forever-eternal · 7 months

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Do you have any Texas headcannons?

Texas— Gabriel Jones! The Mama’s Boy :3

I have a few!

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-He goes by Gabriel, he’ll answer to ‘Texas’ but he doesn’t like it as much.

-Sometimes he won’t even answer to it, unless its one of the Government humans. They don’t get to call him ‘Gabriel’.

-Maybe you can tell, but he’s a Mama’s AND a Papa’s boy. He loves both of them very very much.

-If you asked him to pick when he was a little boy, he would cry. If you ask him now, he’ll ignore you and go hug his parents instead.

-Speaking of when he was little, it was very easy to make him cry. Very, very easy. Sensitive little boy turns into a sensitive man (who hides his emotions because he doesn’t know how to deal with them anymore).

-For many years, he hid in his Ma’s skirts or Pa’s coats when they went out. He still tries to do it despite being 6-12 inches taller than them.

-They let him hide! They’ll hold him but act like he’s not there to everyone around them.

-He has the most subconscious trauma from Before he was the State of Texas, back when he was the Texas Republic and when he was a colony of Spain.

-Which is part of the reason he hid from strangers and cried easy, he was a little man with big fears and big emotions.

-He is a BIG man, 6’8 with tree trunk limbs and a chest the size of a barrel. Easily 300+ pounds, able to carry everyone in his family with ease.

-He gets it from Georgia.

-Has a Blue Lacey dog. Her name is Buddy, because she’s his little buddy!

-She helps him around his ranch with all his animals and such, which are mostly cared for by his Cities since he’s been in the Statehouse.

-He still goes to check in on the ranch at least four times a week, he just don’t live there all the time anymore.

-He has a bay and white colored Clydesdale horse, his name is Ford.

-He drives a bright red, four-door pick-up truck. No one remembers the brand and it probably shouldn’t work as well as it does.

-They no longer make the truck or the parts used for it, he still gets his hands on replacements anyway. The truck is a little banged up but clean and works like its new.

-He has a Texan flag bumper sticker, and thats it. If someone sticks a new sticker on his truck, he’s out there scraping it off until theres nothing left of it.

-Cities don’t always look like their State’s personification (aka, their parent) but sometimes they are incredibly similar. Houston looks exactly like him, just an inch shorter.

-He does REALLY bad with cold weather. Most Southern States do, but he gets BAD.

-He and all his Cities pack it up and go to the Jones house when it gets too cold. Ma and Pa always have enough rooms for everyone.

-If he’s still freezing because of his State’s temperature, he’s buried in 20 blankets. He may be lying on top of his parents, or in a pile with his Cities in front of the fire place. He may just be dressed warmer than usual.

-His main house is a farmhouse, with several rooms for his Cities to stay in (several still live with him). It’s on a large plot of land he built his ranch on.

-All in all, he tries to act tougher than he is. I love him, I want to throw him out a tenth story window. I want to wrap him in blankets so nothing hurts him.

#welcome to the table #welcome to the table au #family ties au #wttt #wttt texas #wttt headcanons #I love him #I want to throw him off a roof #I want to both hug and punch him ahhgggg #gov and assistant are mentioned :3 #i know nothing about ranches farming or vehicles #They are immortal representations of land so I think I get a pass on accuracy #I also do that ‘headcanon game’ thing if you want more specific headcanons :)

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ereborne · 2 months

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Song of the Day: February 26

“Diamonds in the Mud” by Gerry Cinnamon

#song of the day #another song off that same excellent concept playlist by losersimonriley #there's so many more Scottish bands added to my circulation now it's wonderful #this is a song specifically about Glasgow being his hometown so he uses more of his accent for it which I love #I've been pestering my brothers with accent and slang fun facts for a while now #more or less since the first time somebody had Soap use a particular Scottish saying in their CoD fic and made me go over all !!!!#'innsidh na geòidh as t'fhoghar e' translates to 'the geese will tell it in autumn' and reading that nearly made me explode #because when I was a small child and I asked my uncle too many 'why' questions he told me not to worry about it #that the geese would tell me next fall #amazing to me to find out decades later through Call of Duty fanfiction that that's an actual phrase #preserved for who knows how many generations between the first Scottish folks who must've brought it to Appalachia #and then eventually my Uncle Tommy who decided to use it to turn the aggravation tables around on a child #I'm thinking about that again now not just because it still blows my mind a little bit #(really truly had so firmly accepted it as just my Uncle Tommy trolling me with nonsense. it's such a thing he'd do)#but also because of a specific bit from the end of the song 'it's thirteen degrees and there's folk in the street in the scud'#that's just under 60F (a blissfully warm sunny day in Glasgow it seems) and 'in the scud' means 'naked'#which is also a thing I've almost heard from my family!#my aunts up the mountain and therefore also my father at times would say 'in the scuff' (my aunts with a little tilt to the vowel sound)#there was a sort of connotation of it being a silly or immature or maybe drunken sort of naked. an unimpressive naked at least #like 'Tommy fell into the muddy end of the pond trying to catch that damnfool heron' (this is a true story btw. take that Uncle Tommy)#'when he got back his wife made him take off all his clothin in the yard and hose down first. had to walk into his house in th scuff'#and then all the old ladies cackle about Tommy walkin through his door 'both heads hangin low' and my dad winces a little bit #it's important I share all these memories with my siblings now. most of the family's dead and gone and the boys don't remember #very fun for me to tell the stories now and see Nick do the exact same wince at the slightly mean-spirited dick commentary #just a little family legacy in action. thank you Gerry Cinnamon #(in the spirit of song-of-the-day though I will share my favorite line without the contextual boost of silly ereborne family stories:#'I know a guy who's a lightweight one or two jars and he's buckled #he's the guy that loses keys has to break into his ain house and gets huckled'#ungodly fun to sing and I do know several of this guy. not related to them though. my whole family drinks like fish)

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indstrialomns · 3 months

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did y'all fuck with wdywfm because you genuinely like wdywfm or did you just fuck with wdywfm just because there's noah's pretty ass singing it?

Cause VAN literally has the same industrial influences as wdywfm but i haven't seen all that fuss about wdywfm ever

It makes y'all look dumb af honestly

#bad omens #how many times have i typed wdywfm lol #had to get this off my chest bc i am genuinely fascinated with how tables turn when you switch the attractive male lead singer #with a female vocalist that sounds more suitable for that one specific song #and i don't even like her that much #mia talks bomens

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mhaccunoval · 4 months

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if want why reject!!!

#mhac.txt #sorry. it's just. this is the third time my university's academic services have wanted to hire me for a position #and the third time they've rejected me after interviewing me...#and i thought i had a better shot this time since it was more specific and.#yeah my brain was fried because it was finals week but i thought i articulated well Enough...#i'm not Broken Up about it. i'm just like!!! if you guys* don't like me then why do you keep asking me!!!#(*it's been three different interviewers and i'm sure chosen candidates are actually more suitable but STILL.)#but at least that's off the table. and it's just a matter of waiting on feedback for my internship application...

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captainofthetidesbreath · 2 years

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#Seeing a weirdass take about Chetney not being a team player in a way reminiscent of like classic toxic d&d bros is so weird #It does acknowledge that Travis himself is a generous player but Chetney is selfish and not working with the team #And it's so weird to me because a) Chetney isn't any less cooperative than any other member of the team #(he's actually MORE cooperative than Nott and Caleb were for a very long time)#And b) I feel like it ignores Chetney is actually rather responsive and aware of the others and is eager to work with them when required #Refusing to tell the others he had the money but pays for most of their shit #and going off to scout or capitalize on opportunity but communicating poorly about it #and going off on his own to run dicey personal errands he doesn't want the others entangled in #those aren't like at all similar to things that are selfish or similar to classic toxic d&d table behaviors #So I'm very ????? about the take Chetney isn't a team player in ways reminiscent of specific d&d toxicity (even as Travis remains generous)#Chetney is cagey and defensive but he almost DESPERATELY wants to be part of the group as much as he is wary of them #It's honestly insane imo and overlooks the entire context of Chet and willfully ignores when he is generous; thoughtful; and cooperative #Like Chetney isn't hiding the money for himself because he spends a lot of it for the party. He goes off on his own for the party's uses.#He hasn't done anything multiple other characters haven't done so ???#Why is this take trying to act like Chetney is more selfish or self-centered or toxic or less of a team player than anyone else #Idk idk I might revisit this in more whisper tags when I'm not typing on mobile from bed and discussed this with The Board (friends in DMs)#Critical Role things #CR spoilers #also maybe I think that characters are allowed to be selfish

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cringefailfagcat · 1 year

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sighs kunikida casually typing on her laptop trying to get work done with home except she has dazai hanging off her sucking on tiddy and chuuya on the other hides my face

ada!chuuya and the three of them share an office. this is 90% of what happens in there. yeah....

#also dazai under the table sucking her off while she writes up their reports...#get meowed at #nsft #anon :3 #<- do u want a more specific tag since im p sure ur the same one from the last day or so?#kunichuuzai

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biteapple · 6 months

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got this weird thing always where im always wondering if im a gay man or a bi dude-kinda or a bi girl-a-little-bit or a gay man-also-woman-a-bit, and its like. whenever im like "OKAYY I DONT CAREEEEE MAYBE I DO LIKE GIRLS" .... IMMEDIATELY my thoughts about liking women are gone like. when im trying to appease that. and then im like "hmm maybe i DONT like girls??" the thoughts about liking girls comes back

#and GENUINELY... COSMICALLY... if i really want to date a woman i would love to just allow this for myself. and am trying to #and whenever i try to its like ''yeah nevermind man it wasnt even anything''#so when i do go ''oh okay i guess it was nothing'' the desire to like women comes back #and maybe its a case of ''putting it off the table makes me want it more'' .. but its like.. when i say ''ok im bi'' its gone.#its like hey. come back. what happened i said i liked it. gone. until i accept that its gone. and then its back. chameleon type shit #permanently grass-is-greener type of living... please..#ALSO.... this happens with ''being a little bit of a girl'' because then im like ''ok cool man im a girl now. yup''#but when i put this into action i HATE IT and VEHEMENTLY need to go back immediately #and then when i go back im like ''but what if i WASNT just a guy..... hmmm...''#and its like that bit from courage the cowardly dog where baby muriel wants her mac and cheese 500 different ways #and is never happy when you give it to her #when i MOST think about ''being a girl who is bi'' is when i feel THE MOST like a gay man #& when i think about and put into practice ''being a gay man'' i CANNOT enjoy it due to the ''what ifs''#its like i have to do a schrodinger's sexuality on myself #genuinely really dont mind what my sexuality and gender is as long as im happy and YET.... its like chasing my own tail with myself #its funny because what i do know is that i love masculine terms i love being he/him'd i love being called a man i love my body on t #but... ''what to call this other than blanketly 'transmasc'.. if anything'' and ''who do i wanna fuck about it'' are like going in circles #and NOT to say people need anything more specific than just being transmasc or just saying ''im gay'' or being blanketly queer or anything #and maybe i need to take a page from that if its giving me grief. but ... *gestures vaguely*

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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RIGHT RIGHT like you mentioned people not getting mine despite him being not that complex of a character and? if you’ve ever tried talking to the mine character ai you’ll know what type of out of character he is. and that’s how soo many people in the fandom perceive him. like yoshitaka mine wouldn’t fucking say That

sooo many characters are victims of mischaracterization too… other than the ones we mentioned earlier. like MAJIMA. man i love majima but fanon majima sometimes hurts me.

i aint got the slightest bit how mine is in ai chat but ill believe you since ai’s supposed to be comprised of user-inputed bullshit now innit

#snap chats #and i can believe the bit bout majima. i think.#i mostly just see majima and by extension kiryu actin wack in kazu/maj| stuff yk #so if you mean that Yeah Agree #cant say i see majima content outside of that so idk... i mean y0 stuff seems to do him p well #back to mine tho its crazy how misunderstood he is ☠️#like.. he lays out on the table what hes about.. and yet..#someone said that- in regards to shipping more specifically- people tend to throw people into tropes opposed to what theyre actually like #ive def done that for a bit or a gag here or there but i try not to pass that off as how i think he is as a character #idk. part 95 of I Care Immensely For These Fictional Dudes #its more funny when i see it than anything aftually offensive so

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blujayonthewing · 1 year

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#all our reception tables were dnd character themed but the tables were labeled by animal

Your wedding theme was... your OCs? :P

djhgfgdgf NO it was only the guest tables at the reception and only a little bit I swear 😭 the theme was just sort of general Spring Woodsy Vibes, we did a lot of stuff with leaves and flowers and moss-- the table decor was like this

#... admittedly also they don't look... as nice as they would have if I had been able to do them myself but :') it is what it is #I would like that moss to have looked a little more purposeful just for a start dfghjdg #oh also it's hard to tell in this pic but the tables without lanterns had candles on them too #mostly it just gave us something specific to work from re: figuring out how to decorate the tables #also it was really fun to accumulate little aesthetic objects 😌#also also fun fact the tables with lanterns were our families' tables (the lanterns were in the ceremony and were gifted to our parents)#and justin's dad's table took... everything... off the table... including the place setting picture frame??#and long story short it turns out his gramma just felt like? stealing??? dkjhfdfkg and we had to awkwardly be like #hey the uh. bird whistle that grandma stole is actually personal and sentimental and we want it back...#about me #husband

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