Adult.
I can't just go to ER if my mental health gets worse. My therapist doesn't understand that I will literally lose everything.
No, I have to be an adult, suck it up, and carry on. The world doesn't stop because mental illness is trying to burn me alive from the inside out.
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happy devil’s night to all who celebrate 👹🔥🧻 #detroit #detroitrockcity #devilsnight #billbonds #oct30 (at Detroit, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkWomqnSWAK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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This is the last year video 🎃Freaks 🦇come out at night 👻 🎥Halloween 💀party Sunday , October 30 9pm - 2am Secret location ( Address to ticket holders only ) section Hookah Food Street parking Early arrival suggested Nj top Dj’s More info dm , @zoeswapp_vv to HOST OR B-DAY text VIP to 973-704-7398 , @jaaay_china @topnotch___quan ,@biggfleeeezo_vv #halloweencostume #halloween #halloweenparty #nj #nyc #vv #22 #oct30 #qatar2022 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkV8_8ILG_h/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Ah... Birthday...
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Start Your Work Week Right: 40 Funny Cat Memes For Monday Inspiration (October 30, 2023)
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GREETINGS, dear mutual jude reegis!
i bring you today, the spwinter holiday exchange!! i know you're primarily an artist, but i figured i would let you know in case you wanted to help us spread the word!!
the spwinter holiday exchange is a writing gift exchange held on ao3! it'll be from oct30 to dec30, with the writing period being nov15 to dec30! this gift exchange's sign-ups open on oct30 and close nov10, allowing people just over a week to get their sign-ups in!
our tumblr blog is @spwinter-holiday-exchange where you can find the ao3 collection, the discord server, and more information! you can join the server even if you just plan on spectating! our inbox is open for questions both here and on discord.
❣️❣️❣️
i am absolutely not a writer but i would love to share the news it sounds like a blast!!!! very excited to reap the benefits & read all of the resulting fanfics Immediately like its my job
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oh god I have had that fic prompt in my inbox since oct30 SORRY I didn’t realize it was sitting there so long
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My therapist and I spoke yesterday about how broken heart hurt takes about 8-12 months on average to heal.
I said with the proper hand gesture,
"my feelings and thoughts at this point are like a Yo-Yo."
She nodded.
"There will be multiple feelings. Multiple reactions. Your mind will come up with anything and everything to ease your pain. Let it. And get through it,"
I know she's right. I know everyone is right. Everyone who telling me to focus on myself and be nice to myself and keep myself distracted.
But a broken heart is very much like a broken tooth.
The gap is where the tongue goes. Again and again.
It feels around the hollow space and the gooey softness of the gum that previously supported such sturdy calcium. It does that compulsively.
They say when you're in trouble art reminds you that you're not the only one out there who feels this way. That you're not alone.
True.
Because since two weeks every lost love song and Richard Silken quote seems to have been written about me.
But the truth is,
I'm heartbroken.
Everything still hurts and I still miss him desperately. I miss him all the time.
Last week I made a joke that got my friend laughing and as I laughed with her, a big gaping hole opened up in my chest. As if one could look through it to the other side, as if wind had a way to pass through my body instead of going over my skin-
I knew this was a joke that would make him laugh too and maybe in an era a few weeks ago-
all it would've taken was,
"oye this really funny thing happened today, so i was....."
But that was then.
This is now.
And now is only me, alone
with all of my days waiting for me to come live them and I somehow don't have the heart to tell them that they look less beautiful without you.
~ Oct30
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Java News Roundup: JHipster 8.0, Implicit Classes and Instance Main Methods, Kotlin 1.9.20
#Technology #Tech #Infrastructure #DataArchitecture #DataDriven #DataEngineering https://www.infoq.com/news/2023/11/java-news-roundup-oct30-2023/?utm_campaign=infoq_content&utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_term=Architecture%20%26%20Design
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It's an officially date! 🎭
Oct30, 2023 - 📍 Zorlu + Kirecburnu
Eataly, kibritin ucunda, kirecburnu'nda denize birakilan ufo, aynasizlar: the hottest date i've ever had! 🚨
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oct30 • proverbs 30:1-33
There is a generation that does not respect their parents. They think they are pure, but they are unclean. They are proud, and they destroy the needy. Obviously, not the things you wanna do or be known for.
Tis all for the day!! Have a GREAT one!!!!
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RT @firstenercast: wind generation at lowest levels since Oct30 2022 https://t.co/gU1kv1uxR7
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