dawnbringer pt. 5|| bradley “rooster” bradshaw x metcalf!reader (oc!reader)
part 5 (out of ideal 10) → part 1 → part 2 → part 3 → part 4
pairing : bradley "rooster" bradshaw x female oc metcalf!reader
a/n ⋯ part five! i am so so sorry for the wait! i'm currently on vacation, so there will be a delay for some chapters. however, i think this chapter is pretty satisfying. oc belongs to me, and original story had been MODIFIED to fit a new character.
overview ⋯ elizabeth "sunshine" metcalf, granddaughter of mike "viper" metcalf, has been called back to top gun. she's found out that other graduates are returning too, including bradley. her heart is on fire.
warnings ⋯ TOP GUN MAVERICK SPOILERS. SMUT!. oralf!receiving , swearing, praise, spanking (brief) , public teasing. smut, 18+. minors dni.
wc; 9.3k, not proofread!, condo inspo
WARNING: SMUT! 18+ ONLY. minors dni!
Elizabeth was at a loss for words when her eyes met Rooster’s broad figure. It was almost a nightmare incarnate— who had she pissed off for this to happen? In what world would this be okay? All Elizabeth had wanted tonight was to watch a movie with Natasha. Not the entire squadron.
Rooster’s soft words, those devilish remarks— darlin’— he’d always called her that. She missed it, much to her dismay and attempts at staying angry with him, but he always managed to do the opposite. He’d always managed to rope her back in some way, entangled with the exigence of his heart.
He wore a navy Hawaiian flowered shirt, tangled with the white inked pattern of white fern leaves with an intricate design of dandelion-colored pineapples. His aviators dangled from the center of his chest against the shirt, accompanied by that damn chain. Elizabeth hated that chain— hated the way it moved, hated the way it sparkled, and most certainly hated how it accentuated his collarbones.
His pants were jean cutoffs, something that he normally wore. The washed out denim suited him against the tan of his skin, complemented by the rose undertones from the heat of the sun. His hair looked different though— it wasn’t combed back to its usual undercut perfection— no, a few strands hung loose over his forehead. Messy, out of place. He looked rugged.
Elizabeth had to pull her eyes away, look at something else. Yeah, those stars look really radiant tonight. Was it a waxing gibbous? Full moon perhaps? Maybe it was the moon that was making her face flush red or her palms sweaty. Didn’t the moon do that? Surely it did. She read buzzfeed articles that proved it did. So, they must be true.
Rooster’s hands were still wrapped around her wrists. The touch had gone unnoticed to her by the minute, falling victim to his incalescence.
“Careful,” he’d whisper to her, his chin lowering to look towards her. His height outmatched hers, she liked to think that he liked that. But, who was she to criticize? She didn’t mind having to look up to him to speak to him. Or look at him. “Reach out and touch me like that, I may not act like a gentleman anymore.” He’d let go of her wrists, which she pulled back against her chest, rubbing where his grip had been. She didn’t lose connection with his eyes, however, enamored by the way they were hooded by his lids, lashes feverish as he blinked. “A man has only so much restraint, Sunshine.” Rooster jokes. He laughed. A hearty sound that she relished in too much after only just deciding to forgive him for what he had done.
What he had done.
She totally forgot.
The moment she remembered, she cleared her throat, stepping away from him. The blush that had claimed her cheeks was hot, fervent in its attempt to stay. She touched her face with the back of her palm, surprised at how verbose the sweltering had become. Her grip was still strong on the white-painted door, on the other hand chauffeuring him inside. His eyes didn’t leave her, the same way his body didn’t move from the outside.
“Are you comin’, or what?” She’d challenge, acting as if he hadn’t said the most devilish sentence to her only a moment ago that made her head feel light and legs turn to jelly.
The man before her nearly dipped his head down, a bolstering laugh chortling from his mouth before he inhaled sharply, making his way into the condo. He looked around, taking off his beat up converse and placing them on the mat. He looked towards the battered sandals, Bob’s, and turned to look at Elizabeth.
“What the fuck are these?” He’d chuckle, shaking his head lightly. Elizabeth had turned to shut the door, leaning against it once it was closed.
“Bob’s,” is all she’d say, laughing along with him. She’d move towards the kitchen, catching a glance at Bradley who now stood upright, observing the different parts of the Condo. She internally hoped that it was up to par— not that her and Natasha had made such a mess— but, you know, she was thinking about it.
Bradley’s playful expression dropped when she had mentioned Bob, muttering a small, “Of course they are,” before wandering over to the populated living room. Elizabeth followed him shortly after, grabbing her water bottle from the countertop.
The sage green couches that were covered with an assortment of blankets had been ruined the minute that the other pilots had made their home on them. The perpendicular white couch, a loveseat, had Payback and Fanboy sitting on it, sharing a wool blanket. Hangman and Coyote sat on one end of the couch, closest to the others, followed by Bob, then Phoenix. The end was open for the final two pilots. Of course Elizabeth would have to sit next to Bradley. It wasn’t like he smelled bad—he most certainly didn’t— but it was something that made her go fucking seriously?
“There’s beers in the fridge,” Natasha would call out, but none of the pilots budged. Elizabeth didn’t want to drink today. She was exhausted as is from today’s flight practice, and she could only assume the same for the others.
“Mavrick had me rolling today, so no thank you.” Payback jokes, Fanboy joining him in for a good laugh.
“Seriously, man, first he was over here—” Coyote made a motion with his hand from the right, “Then, he was over here!” His hand made a lightning fast motion to the left side.
“Then Rooster and him have a cockfight in the air.” Hangman added, causing Rooster to turn his head as he stood before the green couch. Elizabeth had taken her place beside Phoenix, looking up to him as he hovered nonchalantly.
“It wasn’t a cockfight—” He’d defend, throwing his hands up. Bradley let his body weight fall onto the couch, the extension of the sofa allowed him to prop his feet up. He sat a few inches from Elizabeth, resisting the urge to close the gap. “It was just…”
The other pilots eagerly awaited for him to call it what it was.
“A cockfight. Yeah.” He shook his head, laughing, and the other pilots joined in. Even Elizabeth, who felt proud to know the real reason why they were dueling it out in the F-A/18’s.
The Lieutenants continued to make jokes amongst each other, Rooster and Hangman being the comedic geniuses. At one point, the two of them got up and did a mixture of dances, rocking each other back and forth, which earned a cordial laugh from Elizabeth.
It was moment’s like these that Elizabeth truly embraced. When Phoenix and her would look at each other, cracking up about the weirdness of the men, when they sang their own sea-shanties; all of it created an atmosphere that she became dependent on. It was a family all on their own, born from the academy. She felt that at this moment in her life, she had peaked, but there was still so much left to do. She would look at Rooster as he sat down beside her, closer this time, and he looked at her.
The movie hadn’t even started yet.
“Here you go,” Elizabeth would hear Phoenix say beside her, nudging her shoulder with her own. Phoenix held a blanket in her hand made of the softest cotton material she’d ever felt. It was huge, grey, and fluffy. Liz took it gratefully, offering her a smile in return. She’d throw the ends of the blanket over herself, but it was far too big to just keep it on her own. Liz grabbed the remaining fabric on the floor, and threw it over Bradley’s legs.
He was surprised, but fixed it to his liking. They offered each other an awkward glance before Liz broke away to turn towards Natasha.
Phoenix would take the moment while she held Elizabeth’s eyes to look towards the man that sat next to her closest friend. Her eyes flashed towards Rooster. Quickly, without hesitation, Liz shook her head. “No. No. Don’t look at me like that.” Liz would shove Phoenix’s shoulder and the pilot merely laughed, shrugging.
“Hey, I’m just saying.” Phoenix remarked before putting her hands up in defense, turning away from Liz to talk to Bob. They talked about random attributes of the movie as it began, but Elizabeth wasn’t paying attention.
In fact, she wasn’t paying any attention to the movie at all.
While Liz’s knees were against her chest, loosely, they leaned against Phoenix’s body; the direction that she was sitting. Her back was curved away from Rooster, afraid that if she got any closer to him she wouldn’t be acting like herself.
His legs were stretched out on the extended part of the furniture, arm draped over the couch where his fingers were just an inch away from Elizabeth’s bright red hair. It was still wet from a shower, he assumed, but it glinted in the light. So shiny. He wanted to touch it.
Such carnal infractions made him feel arbitrary when it came to her. It was so different when he talked to other women— he found himself wooing them, impressing them with his musical talents, swooping them off their feet for the night. It was easier to talk to them, easier to impress them. They would stare at him with awe when he said he was a Top Gun pilot; asking him if he went to war and shit. He hated those comments. Obviously, he went to war. He’s on fucking active duty— what would be the point of joining the Navy in the first place if he had no desire to go into combat? What was the point of his grueling process and entanglement with the administration if it had all been for a simple ‘oh, actually…I don’t want to go to war…’ it didn’t make sense to Bradley, but he supposed he just wanted to get laid. Simply put, he didn’t have to put any effort in to manage to get women to fawn over him.
But not her.
No, anyone but Elizabeth Metcalf seemed to play into his desires. He thought at one point she did, but he had been too nervous to ever act on it. At the academy, they were attached at the hip. Domesticity is something that he craved; the little things piled up. He liked following her around, watching her methodically plan her day, fix her landing gear, ramble on and on about her Naval Architecture officer and why he was an asshole. He’d only remember the way her lips would move, how when she was angry her nostrils would flare, or how her eyebrows always scrunched together. The little things.
But he managed to ruin it. She thought that he was selfish, so he convinced himself of that very fact. He was simply a selfish monster who only thought for himself and the personal gratification from flight missions. He died for praise, for the looks of approval— so be it. If he were selfish in his flying, then he may be selfish in other ways too.
He lowered his hand.
Selfishly. His fingers curled into the tips of her hair, swirling the redness around his hand. It was softer than he had imagined it to be. Fascinated by the length and the way it waved like the ocean, his eyes would be entranced. Similar to being under a spell, he’d imagine.
Elizabeth wasn’t blind either.
The movie had been going on for 15 minutes. She hadn’t paid a single morsel of attention to it, but what she had been paying attention to was Bradley’s body that still refused to touch hers. She could feel the heat coming from him, a blazing inferno that was kept deep inside a metal cage. A beast upon a flame, begging to be unleashed. It was selfish for her to want to lean against him.
But the process of forgiving had to start somewhere, didn’t it?
Liz almost jumped out of her seat when she felt her hair being tugged, but not too tightly, from behind her. She’d turn to look at what it was, shocked to the almighty that it was Bradley who had a fistful of her hair in his hand, stroking it with his thumb. She couldn’t see his face, but if she did, all he would see is the red blush homing itself against her cheeks.
She’d turn back to the movie with a huff, putting her hand against her mouth to hide her expressive face. Liz couldn’t have Bradley knowing that he affected her— no, no, no, that would only inflate his ego. She can’t be doing that. At times, she’d think he was more egotistical than Hangman ever was.
Speaking of, the other pilots were completely enraptured by the movie. Good. That made Elizabeth less nervous. Payback and Fanboy were making comments to each other, mainly of Payback asking ‘who’s that?’ and Fanboy answering him with an annoyed, yet dutiful answer.
A few times throughout, Elizabeth would hiss in pain as Bradley pulled a strand of her hair too hard. She’d flash him an angry look, whipping her head around, but would put her attention back on the movie. That only lasted a few minutes.
It wasn’t that she didn’t like movies. She loved movies, in fact. But it was just him. Bradley. Rooster. Fucking whatever. He drove her insane.
But never insane enough to drive her away. It always ended that way between them. Somehow either party wants more from the other, desperately finding their ways back. A never ending cycle.
Bradley’s hand unwrapped itself from her hair, shaking it lightly to get rid of it all. It stuck to him, similar to a magnet.
God, if he weren’t selfish before he would be now.
His hand, acting upon his heinous desires, unraveled itself from her hair and settled at his side…just for a moment. Bradley contemplated. Intensely. He had done much more to any other girl without hesitation, but he’d always managed to miss the shot.
If he wanted something, he would prefer to take it.
Don’t think, just do.
And he did, with pleasure.
Elizabeth was watching the movie. She was watching and sucking up every ounce of information from it. Most certainly. Freddy Kreuger didn’t terrify her as much as he did when she was a kid, but that was alright.
Bob jumped here and there, screaming at the horrific scarings. Everyone proceeded to laugh at him, but she didn’t feel a vibration from the man at her side. She couldn’t look at him though. Nope.
Liz thought it was cute that Bob reacted so honestly. His character was all about being self-assured in being…unsure. She admired him for that trait— as well as his handy skills when it came to the plane's operating systems. She’d admit she liked him for a lot of different traits; his ability to make her laugh, to actually listen about science here and there— oh.
Oh.
Elizabeth was pulled out of her fanatical trance thinking about her back-seatter when a warming palm scathed her thigh. Her thigh. Covered by the blanket, she was confused for a moment when the large had flexed, squeezing her muscled flesh between its grip. She’d almost panic, about to stand, but she followed the hand, the arm, up to the eyes of the beholder. To nothing of her surprise, she’d stare knowingly into his hazel eyes.
“Bradley,” she’d whisper, quietly, only loud enough for him to hear. But his eyes weren’t on her, rather the movie. They didn’t move, didn’t falter from the way Freddy Krueger flexed his knived hands. Fine. Elizabeth would do the same then. She shifted, bringing her arms beneath her breasts and crossing them over one another.
She’d tried to move her leg away from him, attempting to get out of his grip, but he only held on tighter. His fingers imprinted on her skin, tips of them digging inward. Elizabeth swallowed a lump in her throat, pulling the blanket above her chest, leveling with her collarbones.
Bradley’s grip stayed like that, unmoving but compelling. Elizabeth would return to watching the movie along with everyone else. They were chatting amongst each other, the same as it was 10 minutes ago. The same it was a minute ago when Bradley put his hand over her thigh. Jesus Christ. Was she just going to let him? Just allow that. This.
Him.
The short answer was yes. The long answer was…she couldn’t facilitate it now. She was too nervous, too hyper focused on the way his thumb began to swirl in circles across her skin. His rough, calloused hand began to tingle against her, a soft shiver crawling up her spine in response.
“Ah!” Bob shouted again, abruptly, scaring just about everyone. Fits of laughter came out of the pilots after a following second, shoving each other and mimicking Bob’s little shout.
“Bob, how in the hell are you still afraid of this movie?” Fanboy would ask in disbelief. Eyes shifted towards Bob, anticipating a response.
“I’m not scared! Just…off guard.” He’d scratch the back of his neck, visibly embarrassed.
“Give him a break,” Elizabeth would say, waving her hand. “It’s kind of cute anyways, you know, sensibility wouldn’t kill a guy.” Phoenix held her hand up for a high-five, which Elizabeth slapped, a loud clap following. That was a good ass high-five. It was also a good ass retort, shutting up the side mimics from Hangman and Coyote, and returning their attention back to the movie. Bob smiled to himself, too, uttering things to Natasha that she couldn’t hear. What wasn’t a good ass response was the way that Rooster’s hand had traveled to the inner part of her thigh, and pulled. Elizabeth was pulled toward the man, the space between them seamlessly disappearing instantaneously.
She’d yelp quietly as her side collided with his, the aggressive action making her wonder. He didn’t look down at her as he did it, but his jaw flexed. He huffed and exhaled, his nostrils flaring like a bull’s. It dawned on her.
Bradley was jealous.
When Elizabeth made that connection, she chuckled quietly which most certainly made him turn his head. She’d shake her head, looking back to the movie, unaware of his burning gaze thwarting into the depth of her skull.
Bradley’s hand squeezed again, attemptedly out of anger, but Elizabeth paid no mind to him. If he was going to act like a child, she’d let him, but not play into it. The movie was turning good now, as they were about 45 minutes in. It’s not like she hasn’t seen it before, so she wasn’t on the edge of her seat like Bob had been. Or maybe he was always like that, she wasn’t sure.
His thumb began to trace in circles on her skin, making her shift. She wouldn’t hide it anymore. Fuck it. Elizabeth turned her body to curl towards his, her legs that were once resting against Phoenix’s now against Bradley’s lap. His hand stayed firm against her, his knuckles inverting to swish across her flesh, too, making her want to purr like a kitten.
Elizabeth’s head moved to rest on his shoulder, the soft navy fabric of his luau shirt riveting against her chin. Her arms would cross over her chest, comfortably, as she took a deep breath in. She missed this. She missed him, and his warmth.
But that only lasted a moment before his hand began to wander. While it was meandering around her inner thigh, he didn’t go past her middle-section, but he began to get curious. He began to wonder how far he could truly go, how far he could push past that fucking barrier of being “friends”. That title made him fucking sick, it always had. Blistering desire curdled in his chest, a beckoning call to reimburse into what he truly wanted: her.
His fingers got too close to the hottest part of her body, teasing fingertips continuing a pattern of a ‘circle’— even if it was more of a random pattern— but inching closer, and closer. While Elizabeth’s body burned with an aching pain of ‘yes’, she closed her legs around his hand, squeezing him in place. His movements froze, but his pinky finger kept its entrancing dance of genuity.
Elizabeth shifted again; this time, out of the pure tingle between her legs. His hand was so close. She could feel the burn pulsating from the veins that encroached him, just like he could feel her, too. She often wondered what he thought about her, how he really felt. For sure she felt something different. Some atmospherical shift the moment he walked in through that door and their energies had changed. For the better or worst, Elizabeth wouldn’t know. She didn’t want to take that gander yet, not while his hand was thrust between her thighs.
Bradley didn’t move, except for his pinky, but Elizabeth was fine with that. At least for the moment. It was a lot to take in— him, this, the whole fucking moment. She thought that she was going to burst, fabricate into a different multiverse all together with the pressure of his thumb increasing on her skin. She felt ashamed loving every bit of it; knowing especially that he had fucked her over in the past. A huff of frustrated air left her as she shifted again, this time disappointed that there was no friction between them.
Liz felt Bradley’s chest vibrate with a chuckle and it pissed her off. How fucking dare he think himself to be so cocky—
Her eyebrows narrowed, and she pulled away from him. Body shifting back towards Natasha angrily, she didn’t look back to see his expression. Accomplished and prideful, she was her own independent woman now. She didn’t need his touch. That blasphemous chuckle only assumed as much.
Bradley, safe to say, was pissed. His hand was still laden between her legs, loosely at this point, but he’d pull her legs to swing back over towards him. Much stronger than she was, he didn’t have an issue doing so.
Shocked, Elizabeth covered her mouth from the alluded gasp that came from her. Angered, she looked up into Bradley’s hazel eyes with malice, pinching his shoulder with her manicured nails. He hissed in response, squeezing her inner thigh in return. A gasp wanted to leave her mouth at the pleasure. What the fuck was wrong with her—! They were supposed to be watching a movie and now all she can think about is what he can do with those big, large—
“It wasn’t bad,” came a voice from the pilots: it was Fanboy. Elizabeth and Bradley, eyes locked with one another, turned their heads toward the crowd of them. Shit. Had any of them been paying attention? Elizabeth gnawed at the inside of her cheek. She tore her legs away from Bradley, for real this time, and faced forward to act as if she had been paying any attention to the movie whatsoever. She took his hand away from her then, too.
“What do you mean, ‘it wasn’t bad,’? Nightmare on Elm Street is a classic!” Payback hollered back, becoming increasingly defensive.
“Yeah, yeah. Fine. It was good except for Bob screaming every damn time Kreuger came on the screen.” Fanboy relented in agreement, but turned his solemn expression into a playful one as he and Payback looked toward Bob.
“Dude, seriously, we have got to have you watch more horror movies.” Coyote spoke, followed by a laugh from Hangman. Bob’s face flushed with red-hot embarrassment, and he turned his head to face Phoenix, ignoring their snarky comments.
“I’ve got an idea,” Natasha said, eyebrows lifting as she nodded towards Bob. “How about ice cream? There’s a mom and pops place down the street.” The pilots nodded in agreement, a few disagreements breaking out about whether or not rocky road ice cream was better, or simply just cookie dough. Bob joined in talking about mint chocolate chip, and Elizabeth couldn’t help but laugh.
Bradley didn’t miss that laugh. That angelic sound.
They began to stand. All of them, besides Sunshine and Rooster. Elizabeth would, eventually, throw the blanket from her lap towards Bradley, who began to fold it.
Elizabeth would stretch, her thumbs coming towards the muscles in the back of her hips to stretch while the others gathered in the kitchen, leaning against the wooden cabinets that were accented with turquoise shelvings.
A wall with an arch-way had separated them, in the kitchen, from Elizabeth and Bradley. She’d wait at the end of the couch, her black-tee riled up around her waist, hands keeping it there. Her hair, golden auburn, had dried now. It was a weird shape because of the way her head was leaning against Bradley for the most part, but oh well. She had to keep it in a bun anyway for work.
“We should talk,” Liz spoke quietly, aiming to avoid attention from those in the kitchen. Bradley began to stand, placing the blanket atop one of the couch cushions, neatly folded. “About everything.” Forgiveness, maybe. She’d broken that boundary of needs versus desire the moment she let him touch her beneath that blanket. Albeit, she is no fool nor a condemner of self-hatred, but merely just a human who has desires too.
Bradley felt his heart drop into his stomach at her words. “Yes ma’am.” He would say, a cool aura encompassing him. Even if he felt like he was going to shit his pants at her words, he’d play off a cool facade. The least he’d want to do is to stay calm, and not act like a fucking animal who wanted to wrap his hand around her—
“Are you guys comin’?” Natasha would holler from the kitchen.
“Not tonight. I have to sort shit out with Rooster.” Elizabeth called back, not bothering to turn away from him.
His eyes didn’t leave hers as he stood at his full height now. His navy white-flower printed flannel glowered in the dim lighting. Broad, large shoulders stared back at her. Most of the time, she’d forget just how large he truly was. How much larger than she was.
“‘Bout damn time.” Payback hooted.
“Don’t get too loud, lovebirds, you know when you’re—” Hangman's irritating voice got caught off by a harsh slap over his mouth from Phoenix.
“We’ll be back in an hour!” She’d call, beginning to shoo them out. Elizabeth could hear her corralling them through the door, the ring of the shackle signifying they had gone. Not only that, but the quiet ambiance that filled the empty halls of the rented home.
It was just the two of them. Alone.
Elizabeth wanted to be kind to him, she really did.
But she never had been known for kindness, only a shining bright smile. An oxymoron on the word “Sunshine,” typical for the Navy.
“Why did you do it, Bradley?” Elizabeth turned away from the cushion of the couch now, index finger raising to press against her lips. “Ground me for all that time. Like a child.” Her words struck like venom. Short, seething, and aimed right for him. She didn’t want to tiptoe around him anymore.
If they were going on this mission, she had to trust him.
And right now, she didn’t know if she could.
At least, not entirely.
She could hear Bradley move. He took heavy steps from behind, approaching her. She’d wave him off, walking through the wooden archways of the kitchen.
He sighed in defeat. “You’re not gonna believe me.”
With those words, Elizabeth would turn aggressively on her socked heel, arms crossed over her chest. She raised a brow at him; him and his long limbs, arms that crossed over one another, muscles flexed in response. She couldn’t stop her eyes from traveling to them.
“Try me,” She’d challenge.
“It was for your safety—”
“Oh, bullshit.” She’d snap back. Well, she supposed that he was right. She didn’t believe him for a second. Her safety. Please, she knew that he didn’t care. If he had cared, he would’ve told her that by now.
Wouldn’t he?
Bradley’s hands were thrown up in both defense and defeat. He smacked them against his legs after leaning against the counter. “I don’t know what you want me to tell you, then.”
“The truth would be nice.” Elizabeth seethed, turning towards the sink, away from him. She could barely look at him right now.
“You’ve got quite the mouth on you today.” Bradley’s abrupt snap back had her freezing in her step. His voice had materialized into pure sin, deep and haughty. Elizabeth could feel the vibration, the cadence of his tone ripple through her, and her cunt.
“You’re avoiding the question, Bradley—”
“I told you, it was for your safety.”
“Since when have you ever gave a shit about my—” Elizabeth turned mid sentence, only to be met with Bradley a foot away from her. “Safety…” She exhaled deeply, the monstrous tone that had taken over her slowly melting away. Yet, she kept her arms crossed and stood up straight. She wouldn’t bend to his will, no matter how intense her arousal began to secrete into the air.
“The moment you hit me in the dick with that pool stick.” The memory flooded back to her. That was years ago during their period at the academy. The bar was a popular place for the eagerly graduating cadets, and Elizabeth and many of the soon-to-be Top Gun graduates spent their time there. Elizabeth knew of Bradley, acquaintances at most, stealing each other’s eyes from afar, but only one mere night changed them. Maybe she had come over her fear, intimidation of him, and he finally mustered up the courage to be around her, albeit whatever it may be, they were attached at the hip the whole night. He loomed around that pool table, talking with Phoenix and Coyote before he was rocked in the most sensitive part of his body. Only a small ‘oops,’ left Elizabeth when she turned around, a mocking smile on her lips. Those rosen lips of hers. He knew then that she was plucked straight from a fantasy.
Liz’s eyes averted his own, a stifled laugh came from her. “It really was an accident—”
“Bullshit.” He mocked her. “You just wanted my attention,” now, now, Bradley was preening. Elizabeth rolled her eyes, putting her hand on his chest to shove him away. Barely budging an inch, she pulled it back.
“Whatever you want to believe, Rooster.” She waved him off, shoving him away this time.
“You still mad at me?”
Elizabeth thought for a moment, her hand tracing the wood of the dining room chairs now, adjacent to the kitchenette. “Yeah.”
Rooster groaned, his head thrown back towards the ceiling. A moment of silence passed before he began to speak, his voice arduous and serious now. It frightened Elizabeth with how obscure his tone became. “What else do you want me to tell you?” Elizabeth shrugged.
“Everything.” That’s what she preferred from him. Blunt honesty.
“Okay.” He pushed himself off the counter and away from the cabinets, coming towards the dining room table. His arms outstretched to hold himself up on the back end support of the hardwood chairs. “Okay.” He’d say it again, as if he were convincing himself to do it.
He took a deep breath. Elizabeth did too, mimicking the action. Was it really that bad? Now she was afraid by the way his demeanor shifted. “All of those planes got shot down. That the dual F/A-18 that was supposed to be you was shot down, and there were no survivors.”
A soft gasp came from her. Elizabeth’s hand went to cover her mouth.
“Lieutenant Briggs and Landry. They’re the ones who took your spot.” Bradley wasn’t looking at her. He couldn’t. Not when it was supposed to be her. “They knew the risks. Warned them again and again. They insisted on going.”
“What kind of fucking mission was this? W-What was the point?” Elizabeth had to ask.
“It was a scouting mission overseas. We were outnumbered—”
“We?” Elizabeth clarified. Bradley nodded. “You said all the planes were shot down.” He nodded again. “So yours…” The man before her nodded one final time before he tapped the table with his knuckles.
“The Admiral spoke to me that day. Told me how dangerous it was.” His eyes were locked on the patterning of the granite. “I told him you weren’t up for it. Told him you weren’t ready.” Bradley’s voice broke. He was struggling to tell the story. “And then you were gone.”
Oh shit.
Maybe Elizabeth was the bad guy here. She never even heard him out that night. She slammed his door and backpedaled back to Natasha without a second thought or guilt pending on her mind.
“I wish you told me sooner.” She quietly said, her voice muddled by emotion.
“I tried—”
“No. You didn’t.” She shook her head, tongue prodding at the inside of her cheek. “You should’ve grabbed me, held me down or something like a fucking dog. Now I feel stupid for—” he interrupted her.
“Liz, no—”
“—acting like I’ve hated you all this time when instead I…”— needed you. She was out of breath. Her hand clutched over her heart, the cage that kept it stable had broken. It feebly beat erratically, the booming echoing through every bleeding corner of her body.
Bradley was in front of her now, only taking a few strides. “Instead what?” His breaths were shallow as he looked down at her. Her jasmine perfume engulfed him, straddling him still before her.
“I…I should’ve…”—told you I needed you. Wanted you. Ached for you. “thanked you. I’ve been so selfish, Bradley, I…I’m sorry.” She couldn’t do it. She couldn’t muster up those words that loomed in her head. Those words that beckoned and itched at the tip of her tongue.
“No, no. Liz don’t.” He’d urge to stop her from falling onto a tangent that he wouldn’t be able to control.
“God, I’ve been so mean to you!” She’d gasp, now rethinking all the times she ignored his calls, his texts, his simple remarks on the bases. Tears pricked at the corner of her eyes, a few stray ones falling down the rift of her cheek. Elizabeth was utterly terrified at the monster that she had created all by herself: she couldn’t blame him now.
“Liz, it’s okay, trust me—” Bradley would remind her, but she turned away his advances. She didn’t move, however, still caught up in the fragmented truth that came so vividly alive in her head.
“I’m a fucking monster, Bradly, how- why would you still w—”
Her breath caught in her throat.
A warm impact embraced her. But it wasn’t a hug.
He had kissed her.
But she, a spark reginited, didn’t think twice about kissing him back. Fervor prevailed between them. She thought that he would break the kiss in a panicked shock, but he didn’t. More than ever had the pair felt alive. Living in the moment, just as one.
The kiss was slow. Movements were lethargic between them, attempting to find a middle ground in what was happening. Or rather, what had happened. Elizabeth’s heart pulsated with desire, the thumping rhythm so loud that she imagined even Bradley could hear it.
—However, the moment of solace shared between them, something so soft and earnest, didn’t last. Bradley’s patience had worn thin. Now that she knew the truth, and beckoned shaking knees and a clenching cunt, he felt his primordial desires extrapolate.
He had separated them, fingers latching onto her chin to make her look up to him. A smirk covered his face, seeing her flushed and dazed expression hastened by lust. He dipped back down, his tongue shoving into her mouth. She didn’t deny him such access.
His grueling, unforgiving muscle searched the corners of her mouth, leaving no area untouched. He had something to prove. But what?
This wasn’t an act of love, but of strenuous passion.
Whatever it was, Elizabeth’s dainty mind corroborated with thick arousal, a haze that patronized the air and gravitated to the sweat that began to seep from her skin. Lost in such a loophole of craving, he elicited a moan from her that came from the back of her throat. She surprised herself at such a noise, unable to believe she made it. Elizabeth didn’t moan just for any guy.
But this was Bradley Bradshaw; the man who wrapped his hands, his huge fucking hands, around her waist, tongue down her throat, making her cunt clench around nothing. She was a spiraling animal now, practically on the tips of her toes to clamp her thighs together to detest such friction.
She wouldn’t submit so eagerly to him, despite what her body demanded of her. Her hands traveled to the brunettes strands of his air; as short as it was, she ran her fingers along his scalp, tugging at the longer parts of his undercut. A grumble wrestled in his throat, the tremor of such a noise making her shift her weight from leg to leg.
Bradley was an attentive lover. He noticed such a shift, an entanglement that he thought she wouldn’t display, yet eagerly addressed it. Against her lips, he’d utter a soft, “Room,” detaching himself from her mouth, he’d move to the crook of her neck, nose jutting against her collarbones.
Dazed and lost, Elizabeth was confused at what he asked. The fur of his mustache tickled her skin, his large nose. Wasn’t he going to fuck her? Here? Arousal was so thick in the air she practically choked on it before she realized what he was really asking of her. With the words, ever so limited, that she managed to cluster together, “There,” she’d point. The room directly to their right.
His nosing assault on her neck paused to look beside them. The hands of the pilot began to wander, the calloused edges caressing her delicate skin. He nodded in acknowledgement, once for understanding, before hinging his hands beneath the crest of her ass and lifting her. She’d squeak, immediately wrapping her hands around his neck before she fell over. Her legs wrapped around his midsection, feeling the jolting tent in his pants.
Elizabeth hummed with impatience, her lips going directly for his jawline and skin beneath his ear. She’d suck and kiss at the skin, a singular nip to remind him to hurry. The burning ache between her legs ran rampant throughout her body. Alive and erratic were her nerves, begging to be touched. She could only imagine the way his hand would curl around the base of her throat, a soft constriction to remind her of what he could do. The thoughts no longer shamed her, but made her cunt pulsate.
Bradley hissed at the contact she made with tongue and skin, his hand coming upward to smack her ass in response. “Behave,” he’d affirm. She’d squeal, her body shifting upward to find any pressure. She was met with his midsection, but nothing came from it.
It was enough time before Bradley threw her down onto the bed, his body coming to hover over hers. He didn’t struggle, or break a sweat from carrying her, such ardent muscle that laid beneath his tan skin. She wanted him more by the second. His arms were placed around her head, one leg between her own.
“Liz,” Bradley would breathe, his voice breaking at the crux. She hummed in response, her eyes closed as she shifted beneath him. “Hey, look at me.” Two of his fingers would direct her chin to look at his hazy eyes. She’d giggle softly, looking at him with the same reflective desire.
“I’m looking at you.” Her hands would come up to cup his face. To keep them staring at each other. “—always am.”
Bradley’s head dropped to her collarbones, breathing deeply against her neck, “Fuck, baby.” He would groan, one so deep within his chest it felt like it was his own beast clawing at his shell of skin. With his remaining convened strength to resist her, he looked up, her hands following him. “You want this?” He’d always been respectful, Elizabeth knew that, but the impending throbbing of her clit distracted her from sentences. Forming sentences, she means.
“Want you,” her breaths were shaky, fingers curling to brush her nails softly across his cheek. “Want you so bad, Bradley.” She’d whine, now becoming radically impatient. He was so close to her, so close to her cunt that she could practically feel his energy transverse towards her. Into her.
The man above her didn’t need any more confirmation than that. His reign of kisses didn’t cease, this time open-mouthed and drawing down the length of her throat. His hips supported him as he hovered above her, hands now running up the underside of her shirt against her soft skin.
He’d squeeze the flesh between his hands, rigid muscle met with his rough palette, a soft groan leaving her mouth. His mouth reached the midpoint of her collarbone, but her shirt got in the way for anything further. His head came upward, back to her mouth, his tongue demanding entry. She obliged and was met with intangible force. Bradley’s teeth scathed her bottom lip, tugging it closer to him, if that was even possible.
He’d tug at the black Top Gun tee that covered her. “Off.” His voice was heavy with arousal. She was glad to know that it boggled him, too. With a little struggle, she’d lower her hands, reversing the fabric over her hands, shifting her hips and upper body to help it come off. When her lower body shifted, it scorched the, now wet, fabric of her athletic shorts, causing her to whine.
Almost over her head, Bradley ripped the rest of it off, still in one piece, but he became restless that she took so much time. She didn’t wear a bra beneath— why would she? She was in the comfort of her own home. But now, Bradley seemed to be, too.
Elizabeth fought the urge to cover her chest with her hands, internally praying, hoping that he’d like the way she looked. Her perky, pink nipples were hardened, sensitive, fending off the cold breaks of air that swooned around them from her air conditioning unit. Bradley looked up and down at her, speechless. His eyes caught on the golden butterfly pendant on her neck, then kept going. Her nerves got antsy, and she was just about to move to shift away—
“Beautiful,” He’d comment, relishing in her presence. Elizabeth’s eyes widened with relief, taking a breath. “You’re beautiful, Elizabeth.” She could feel herself meld into his presence once more, that same feeling of a protected hobble sliding itself into her chest.
She’d whine again, not being able to form words. The female pilot craved him deeply, a never ending cycle of hunger devouring her whole. What she didn’t know was how much he had craved her. This moment, this one right here, he swore he had lived it before in a dream. A fantasy merely reduced to the corners of his mind but as he laid above her, swooning over the perfection of her breasts, he found himself reinventing the meaning of life.
Bradley’s tongue was no short sight. Elizabeth whimpered as his hand firmly cupped one of her breasts, kneading the sensitive flesh between his fingers. His touch was electric, yet also soothing. His mouth latched onto her nipple, sucking and swirling the sensitive bud between his teeth. His hand robustly held the other, massaging it beneath his fingers. That elicited a moan from her, deep and heavy. She was incredibly sensitive when it came to him, apparently. Elizabeth could feel the imprint of his dick rub against her lower stomach, and her hands would travel the length of his chest. Her own hands itched to get beneath his shirt.
“Bradley,” She’d whimper.
“Yes, darlin’?” His words were quick, attentive. He stopped his motion around her nipple, his head lilting to look at her.
“I wanna,” She inhaled, “Wanna touch you.” Elizabeth would do anything to feel the rigidity of his muscular chest beneath her soft fingertips. If he got to touch her in such a manner, it was only fair that she would be able to do the same.
“Anything for you,” his body would come up from hers, the warmth immediately fleeing and her bare chest became cold. His actions moved with haste, however, his Hawaiian shirt that wasn’t button flying off in an instant to God knows where, and the grey undershirt beneath following with it. His chest, huge and bare, laid before Elizabeth.
Her hands acted fast, stretching out to feel his hot skin. He’d watch her explore the lengths of his body, carefully teetering as she came close to his v-line. His eyes would narrow, wanting to see what she’d do. Elizabeth saw the imprint in his pants, and her mouth watered at the sight.
“Let me—” She began to reach her hand beneath the waistband of his pants, the skin much softer, much more sensitive.
Bradley would grip her wrist, shaking his head. “Not tonight,” he’d coo, his voice barely above a lilt. “It’s about you, Sunshine.” At his soft proclamation of words, she’d fold instantly. Her hand, once traversing the depths of his v-line, now grabbed the back of his head to drag him closer to her. The sudden act of aggression had a chuckle boil at the top of Bradley’s throat.
“Needy, aren’t you?” He’d mumble into her skin, resuming his attack on her nipples.
She hissed with pleasure. “Only for you,” she’d managed to say, but not in a tone of playfulness, but a tone of ‘only you, don’t make fun of it.’ but she knew the latter was unlikely.
“My pretty girl.” My. The words stung her so sweetly that she arched against him, thighs now achingly brought back together with his sweet words. If he were going to spoil her, why would she deny such a privilege? To be spoiled by the one and only Bradley Bradshaw: it was a dream come true. A deep fantasy that she wanted to ignore, but ultimately submitted to in the end.
His mouth traveled further down her body, soft kisses pressed against her sternum, then her navel. He paused once he got to the waistband of her shorts. His hazel eyes looked at her for an assuring glance, which she provided wholeheartedly. Elizabeth nodded frantically, shaking her hips.
At her enthusiasm, he smiled cheekily as he took off her shorts, the fabric coming off easily. Beneath, she wore a pair of grey Calvin Klein panties, now ruined to a fault due to her arousal. She looked up from her position, liking the way Bradley looked below her, and turned her head to the side with confusion.
“You’re soaking wet, darlin’, and I’ve barely touched you.” Bradley said against the skin of her navel. His voice sent little shocks of electricity up her spine, causing her to grumble with anticipation. “Talk to me, baby, what do you want?”
No way in hell was he asking her to speak. “Touch me,” was all she could say. The words poked at her tongue, but she liked being difficult.
“Where?” He was being coy, now.
“Here,” Elizabeth’s hand traveled down her own body, sparking her own incentive of desire as she did so. She pulled down the fabric of her panties, revealing her sopping cunt to him. “Make me come,” she’d lapladically order him, her voice lilted with the dreariness of need.
“Yes ma’am.” He’d oblige, just as a gentleman would do.
Bradley didn’t hesitate. The first lap at her drenched, tender flesh surprised her as her eyes had been locked on the way his muscular shoulders flexed beneath her. His body was addicting, and she would become an addict to see him like this.
Chills ran up Elizabeth’s spine as his hot muscle perforated against her, a soft hum coming from her.
Bradley kept going, intensifying his assail. He sucked on her clit, tugging on the hood that grazed the bridge of his teeth. His tongue would saunter, threading against that oh-so-sensitive bud that tingled with elastic electricity that scorched her veins with red hot pleasure. Elizabeth moaned at that— that part of her body had never, ever, been touched nor found by another man. It was safe to say that she was impressed with his skill and attentiveness to her needs.
Whatever nectar secreted from her slit, he perilously lapped up, becoming beggarded by the addictive, sweet taste.
“Fuck,” Elizabeth whined, her back arching against the soft sheets of her bed. Her fingers threaded through his brown hair, tugging harshly whenever he hit a spot that curated such an intense pressure that he had but only one option: keep going.
His tongue continued to swirl and flick, fucking her slowly and deviously without relent. She’d continue to whine more intensely, shifting her hips aggressively. In response, he’d grasp her waist, clutching her in place and holding her steady. The tips of his fingers pierced her skin so aggressively that she was sure he’d leave marks by dawn.
“Be still,” he’d hum against her pussy. She could feel the tips of his teeth against her, and she rocked only once against him. He’d chuckle, noting how impatient she was. He would fix that.
Elizabeth’s back arched with every perfect thrust of his tongue, the hot muscle hitting the spots that made her toes curl, that made her grab onto his hair more tightly. He understood how she taught him to navigate her body. He wanted to know every inch of her.
The pleasure consumed her entirely. Her hands reached to grip his shoulders as her moans and whines became uncontrollable. She was so close; she could feel the pressure building up in her lower stomach, that fleeting feeling that she felt with many men…but with Bradley, it just kept going. She’d beg him if she had to. Get on her knees like a dog for a treat.
“Keep going, Bradley,” she’d whine, her voice caught in her throat. “Please, I’m so close.” Tears prodded at her eyes. This time though, they were out of pure pleasure. Elizabeth was almost confused; she’d never felt so strongly during sex before.
Bradley hummed against her cunt, swirling his tongue more aggressively, purposely flicking upward each opportunity he got to reach that tandem bud that drove her absolutely wild. He kept going, and going, before she felt herself collapse, and release with pressure. Elizabeth’s cunt spasmed, a soft cry leaving her lips, her head slamming against the mattress.
Her body did it autonomously, the pressure instantaneously gone that had been built up for what felt like a millenia.
Bradley’s tongue didn’t stop; he drank up every ounce of her juices, swallowing her like it was the last bit of water he had. He could never get sick of her.
Now that he had a taste, he’d only be craving for more.
Elizabeth’s breaths were rough, inhaling quickly. Bradley pulled himself up over her body, a cool smirk plastered over his face. That feeling, that arousal disappeared that made her dumb. He laughed slowly, looking at her flustered, out of breath expression, pride written across his face.
“Yeah, yeah…” Elizabeth said begrudgingly, smiling back at him herself. She had to admit, his tongue game was pretty strong. “Do you want me to—?” She looked at the bulge in his pants, feeling guilty that she had came, and he…hadn’t.
Wow.
She came.
Wow. No past boyfriend or hookup of hers could ever manage such an achievement like that. It felt so easy with Bradley— so easy to tell him what she wanted. Easy for him to navigate her body. Was it from other women that he gained so much skill? She didn’t want to know.
Satisfied with her exasperated expression, Bradley hopped off of her, his chest glistening with sweat. He left the room, leaving a puzzled expression on her face.
He came back speedily, a wite towel drenched with what she assumed was water in his hand. The man would bend down at the edge of the bed, his arm reaching out to clean her.
“Bradley you don’t have to—” Elizabeth wasn’t accustomed to such mannerisms. Her boyfriends would just pass out after sex, leaving her to have to shower alone. Deal with the mess they made.
“Please, Liz.” He looked at her with that same cheeky smile, “You seem pretty exhausted. Let me.” Asshole. Elizabeth huffed, waving her hand in defeat, allowing him to wipe the warm towel against her languid core. It was endearing, and her heart curdled at the gesture.
When he was done, he threw the rag on the floor, then threw Elizabeth her clothes. The black tee landed on her lap as she sat up. She put it on without hesitation, twisting her wild red hair to the side. Elizabeth didn’t want to put on the same underwear because…ew. Hygiene. So she stood, opening the drawer of the cream-white bureau to put on a new pair. She found a different pair of shorts, too.
When she turned back around, Bradley had put back on his navy tee. She noticed the tail end had been sucked into the waistband of his shorts, so she approached him, mindlessly taking it out. When she looked back up at him, he’d already been looking at her. Her hand came up to caress the side of his cheek, a nonverbal form of communication.
“You surprise me, Bradshaw.” Elizabeth chuckled, watching how his cheek brushed into her palm. “You really do.”
He returned her chuckle with that same cocky expression. “In a good way?”
“Maybe.” She’d shrug. Her hand left his face and went to his own hand, and she laced them together. He looked at her curiously, but she didn’t look back. Elizabeth walked out into the kitchen, letting go of his hand once they reached the dimly lit room.
Perfect timing, no less, as the door burst open with the Lieutenants, cups and cones of ice cream plentiful in their hands.
They hooped and hollered amongst each other, but Elizabeth didn’t feel an ounce of guilt missing out on such an outing.
Natasha’s eyes met hers and widened curiously between her, and Bradley who stood behind her, looming. Elizabeth smiled cheekily, nodding. Natasha gave a thumbs up in the hand free of a cup of coffee ice cream.
When Bob emerged from the crowd alongside Natasha, Elizabeth felt Rooster shift behind her, coming closer to her body. She turned to look at Bradley’s shadow, then back to Bob.
Ah.
This again.
Elizabeth moved from the comfort of Bradley’s heat towards Natasha and Bob. A bright, alleviated smile on her face. They returned it, immediately wrapping her up into their conversation. Out of the blue, Elizabeth beckoned Bob.
“Can I try that?” She looked towards his ice cream in the cup.
He looked startled, face blushing, but agreed. “Sure.” He handed her the cup, to which she put the spoonful of mint chocolate-chip ice cream into her mouth. The cold, creamy texture soothed the wretched soreness of her throat.
She made an imitated moan of pleasure from the sweet treat, then handed it back to Bob. “That’s really good.” Elizabeth sucked on the tip of her finger, getting the last of the ice cream off of her before looking Bob in the eyes. He was clearly shocked. Stunned.
Natasha let out a laugh at his face, and so did Liz. The red head couldn’t resist the urge to look over her shoulder towards Bradley, who joined with Payback and Fanboy.
He was looking at her.
Again. This time, his eyes burned green with jealousy. She smiled at him, tongue poking between her teeth.
Game on.
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lit by the glowing colors of your flesh
[the crushing stones pov of this ficlet by @beastenraged . finally got around to writing it -- it’s what helped me finally break 50k, just before nanowrimo was over. huzzah!)
You fall. Though water -- through Dreams -- through Darkness -- you fall. (It burns. Licking at your arms and legs and at any exposed flesh. The Darkness burns, as hot things tend to do, as Darkness tends to do.)
Your crutches are somewhere below you, or perhaps above -- adrift where you cannot reach them. Open-cuffed as they are, once you let go of the handles they're hopelessly lost in the storm that surrounds you as you plummet down, down, down, down. . . it's all rather annoying, more than scary. (Scary is Vexen standing over you, dispassionately, with a scalpel in hand, a Sorcerer by his side, reciting his actions to be recorded. Or perhaps that's terror. You're not sure yet.)
The place you are in swirls and shifts and changes as you fall. Streaks of red and purple and blue and green and black all blending together, like some odd kalaedescope, like when you're in a car and the scenery rushes by too fast to be seen. Rushing by almost nauseatingly fast. There is danger in this place, you know. You know this. You can feel it in your metal bones, in the firing of all of those golden circuits making your nerves, in the way your hair raises on end and your stomach churns and your teeth ache for want of biting something. There is danger in this place.
There are creatures here -- you'd call them Nightmares, but you're not sure if that's what they are. They're very dark, yes, red eyes and fangs and claws -- but your brother is not a Nightmare, is a spirit, and his eyes are red and his fingers are clawed, so you cannot be sure. (Perhaps he is simply sitting on the edge of becoming a Nightmare, rather than the Spirit he is? Riku's teeth are quite sharp, and his past as Baldr is so very Dark and bloody and painful at the end, the kind of sickening madness of the mind that makes things as hazy as a storm in every cell and mind tilting and twisting sideways and swimming like the heat-haze of summer. No way to tell.)
Regardless. There are creatures here. And other parts of this place -- this dreamlike place, where things are so deep and so dark and so quiet and just off the slightest bit, like the calm before a psychotic episode descends upon you and you are spent fighting off hallucinations. There are parts of this place that are like liquid, that you fall through, and there are parts of this place that are much more solid, enough that you would surely be broken should you land on them.
You avoid both dangers as best you can. It's a bit difficult when you're falling so fast everything is a blur, and the Dream Eaters are sometimes very small and easy to miss, but -- well. You are a god -- a Reginae -- and your Karma makes its way through your body. You grasp onto it, that luck it holds, that magic that is the toss of dice or a coin standing on its side or the breath before you look down to see what your result is for a random drawing. You grab onto it and feel all that you've endured, feel all the kind and gentle and good things you have done, and that is enough for your purposes. Your Karma is good, and it is this goodness that allows you to grab your luck and hold it as tightly as you can. You use your luck and guide yourself safely down, past all the Dream Eaters snapping and snarling, past all the pieces of this dream that look like they would break even your steel bones should you land on them.
You land. . . softly. Gently. Down on the floor of wherever this place is.
In front of someone. They're almost identical to you -- almost. Their hair is not nearly so long, only falling down some inches past the shoulders and not down to the hips like yours does. There, too, is another difference -- both legs bearing weight, no crutches in sight. The face, too, is subtly different -- more fat on the cheeks, eyes that slant slightly less upwards, no glowing stripes of bioluminescence or teeth poking out from under the corners of their lips. Eyes a darker shade of blue, indigo, compared to your own electric blue. A thousand little differences that makes this other person *almost* identical to you but just quite not.
And, most notably, scars. A deep purple color, stretched and somewhat faded. Burn scars -- old ones. You can tell. (You know what burn scars look like -- your caterpillar's little brother had had those burn scars on his wrists ever since he'd tripped into the dying embers of a campfire so many years ago in your youth. Burn scars are not too dissimilar to other burn scars, no matter the cause of the burns.)
A replica. Like you. Or -- perhaps not. You look a bit more, tilting your head from where you're laying down. (Not like you could stand, anyways. Your hip throbs in a dull ache, the scarring pulling at your skin just a bit. And, besides -- your back hurts.) You don't. . . you're not sure if this person is a Replica. A replica, maybe, but not a Replica. There seems to be an entirely organic body, there. You don't. . . there's nothing that even hints at the cybernetic parts of the other person's body that they would have, if they were a Replica like you are. (You'd know. You've studied Xion, and yourself in the mirror, enough to know what the subtle tells are.)
"Ahh. . . " They sigh, as they squat down to be closer to you. Indigo eyes still looking at you. "Who are you?"
What an interesting question. You sit up -- wince, at further pulling at your scars and your skin, at further ache in your back. It's not the most pleasant of feelings, but chronic pain rarely is. At least your jaw seems to be aching less. "Replica Model 13-B." You answer, unwavering in your confidence. That is what your name is, after all. (That is what you are to others. A Replica. You. . . will not speak of divinity or godhood yet. Not to this stranger.)
They sit back on their heels, this other person. Watching you. Considering. Indigo eyes shifting to red.
They watch you. You watch them. The time stretches on, molasses slow and never-ending -- or perhaps that's only on your end. You're well aware of how odd your perception of time can be. (Whether it's ADHD carried over from your caterpillar, or dyscalculia, or both, or some other thing that causes this to manifest for you.)
A sudden shift in the energy of the space around you is all the warning you get.
The other replica stands. Eyes still that glowing, haunting scarlet. It's a blink of the eye and yet the span of many minutes -- spine stretching out into a long, long scaled tail, with elegant fins and spines that glint silver and iridescent sheen. Growing bigger until they -- she -- is massive, an eye the size of your body. Ribcage splitting open, bones and organs and visera exposed for all the world to see, dripping a green green blood that is too different from your own magenta blood (or the blue your blood should be). Many, many spots of light upon her side and her arms and her throat, all little dots of bioluminescence, all glowing a not-quite-bright white-blue.
Jaws stretch open, sider than humans mouths are supposed to. (But neither of you are human.) A second inner jaw opens, like that of an eel. She reaches forwards with a clawed hand --
You know what she is now.
Kin.
Her glowing flesh and monstrous inhumanity plain to see are proof enough.
"Big sister!" You shriek, and if it is loud, well -- if has been some time since you have met kin. (All the rest of your older siblings are sleeping, still -- is it a crime to be so overjoyed at meeting an older sister who is awake?)
She pauses. Does not move. Just the waving of her hair in this almost-underwater place, all of it so much longer now. Just the waving of fins in the nonexistent breeze, like a fish or an eel -- probably an eel, she does resemble them -- staying in place in a pool.
"Big sister?" You repeat. Just in case. Can she hear you? Did you speak too loudly, or too shrilly, before?
She twitches. "Nibling?"
Claws move forwards. Scoop you up, so that they're holding you in the palm of a hand. They're very pretty claws -- mostly the color of fingernails, which is the color of keratin, which is to say they're a pale color, not quite see through in the parts where they've grown out from the nail bed. Tinted greenish, though -- probably like her blood.
You let out a sigh, and curl up there where you lay. Nestled safely in your big sister's hand. It is very warm, and soft. She could crush you, easily, with the simple action of curling the hand into a fist, but you know that she won't. She's your big sister, after all. She wouldn't do that. Siblings don't kill siblings for no reason. (Not unless they're a bad sibling, and -- well. You'd like to hope that your big sister is a better sibling than Riku's big sister Hoder. Hoder was not a good big sister, you think.)
For a while, you doze. You can't fall asleep -- not really, not with the way your hip and your back still aches. Not with the way your stomach still howls at you, grinding and grinding and grinding away at nothing, because you haven't eaten anything in. . . a long while. (You'd like to eat, but. . . well. You don't want to throw up. You've gotten more familiar with the feeling than you'd like, and it's far from pleasant.)
"Excuse me." Floats a voice, through the air. Familiar, you think. You know this voice. It's. . .
Hmm. You were thinking something. You were thinking something, weren't you? Weren't you? You can't remember, but you are laying here curled up and comfy, and even if your back and your hip hurts (you don't know why, though) you can at least try to rest.
"Can you put my friend down?" The voice says, and you blink. Lean up, one hand rubbing at your eyes to get rid of some of the bleariness. It's. . .
Oh! It's Yozora! Your bodyguard! He's here! He's -- of course he's here, he's your *bodyguard*. Oh, you probably scared him. Getting to here instead of. . . wherever you were before. If he's separate from you and not by your side then that means you got separated from him somehow. He's. . . probably not happy about that. Oops. (Maybe he'll be mad at you for it? But -- he doesn't seem like the kind of person to get mad about it. You think. It was an accident, you're pretty sure, so hopefully he doesn't get upset. Hopefully.)
Anyways. "No!" You say, leaning forwards to look down at him. Wow, you're really high up. Better grab onto your big sister's fingers so you don't fall. "This is my big sister!" You chirp the latter sentence out -- you have! A big sister! And she is very big and eel-like and has bioluminescent marks like you do! And she's very pretty and warm! She's great!
Yozora. . . looks up. And up. And up. "I. . . see." He sounds very much like he does *not* see, but it's not his fault. Yozora's never quite understood how you find kin, even for all his trying. It might be a Reginae thing -- might be part of your divinity, searching for kin -- or it might be a you thing, but either way, he at least tries.
"Do you mind coming down?" He asks you, looking up at you with that concerned slight tilt to his head, eyebrows furrowed just so, the slightest bit. Gotta remain looking stoic, you guess. Maybe something that came from his time in the military (that. . . is still technically ongoing, it's just that he's guarding you now instead of actively going out and fighting in Quadratum) . Maybe it's something that's just a Yozora thing. Who knows.
It's very polite of him to ask, you decide. What are you going to do? Are you going to go down? Are you going to stay up here in your big sister's hands? Many options, many choices, many decisions to make.
In the end. . . probably best to join Yozora down there. There are places you're both meant to be, you're sure. Probably. "Can you put me down?" You ask, looking up at your big sister. "Don't drop."
Your big sister sets you down, next to Yozora. Leaning you just so, so that you can put all of your weight on him and on your good leg, and none on your bad leg. Very kind of her. Very nice.
"Thank you." Yozora says, voice being just that bit soft, like it always does whenever he's all grateful and kind and appreciative. (You don't know how you know that, but you *do* know it. It's good to know. Maybe.) "I am Yozora." He introduces.
You feel like he's supposed to give a longer introduction, but maybe it's because this place is so odd -- and so informal, as well -- that he forgoes it. Most people only introduce themselves with their first names, anyways, so it makes sense.
You look around some. At the colors. At all the muted colors, and the Darkness dancing around. It's very pretty. "You live in a nice place," you say to your big sister. All the pretty colors and all the pretty Dream Eaters flitting around somewhere on the edges of your sight. (You can feel them. You could probably reach out with your own Darkness or Light, trap them and consume them. But you won't. It would be rude to eat your big sister's friends.)
There's not a lot of light here, actually. Just the glow from the few bioluminescent plants, and the dots on your big sister's flesh -- whitish blueish green -- and the stripes on your own cheeks and throat -- whitish blue and whitish gold. It's a nice effect, to be honest. Very much something that could be used as art inspiration.
"I appreciate that," your big sister says, sounding incredibly grateful. "It can be easy to forget the beauty when spending too much time in a Dream."
Hmm. That makes sense, you think. You get used to places if you're there for too long -- the same way you get used to a taste if you eat it every day, or a sound if you hear it on repeat for too long. White noise, but in a visual way.
Yozora coughs, then. Clears his throat. "About that." You turn to look at him -- his face has turned serious again. "Could you possibly guide us back to the Waking Realm?"
Oh, is that where this is? Somewhere in dreams? That. . . would explain a lot. And why he sounds so hurried.
"Why?" Your big sister asks. "Do you have somewhere to go? What if I want company?" She snaps her jaws shut, a clacking noise made. Winds her tail around you, like a net almost. Fins spreading wide. (They're very pretty, colored that pale silver with that iridescence and gossamer sheen. Like your hair does, when hit with the light.)
Yozora doesn't blink, of course. This is nothing to him -- should be, at least, if you can remember the stories he's shared correctly. Gigas are more a threat, and big displays like this aren't too scary.
With that in mind, you don't really feel like watching either of them too closely. Instead, you reach out -- press your hands against one of your big sister's fins. It's smooth, almost -- a bit bumps from the occasional change of scale or the like. . . texture it has. (You don't really know how to describe it as anything *but* the word 'texture'.) Still, though -- very pretty. Glimmering in the light, tinted blueish from your sister's luminescence and a little bit that's goldish-orangeish from your own luminescence.
"This place is not meant for someone like us." Yozora continues, as if he hadn't noticed you reaching out. Or your sister's show of threat. "Surely you do not want to put your. . . younger sibling in more danger?" There's a brief pause, but you can tell Yozora doesn't meant anything bad by it. Just trying to figure out the right words to use. Like he often does, in situations like these where you're not really anywhere familiar.
Your big sister considers, visibly. Cracks her jaw open -- stretching it open wide, wide, wide, all of those needle-sharp teeth on display, light from her throat catching on the ridged roof of her mouth. You copy the behavior -- your own motion cracking your entire face open with the way your mouth opens and stretches. When you close your jaw, it's a clacking noise to accompany the action -- like to break bone. That's what your teeth are made for, of course. Your teeth and your jaw adjusted, to match that of a spotted hyena, for bone-breaking strength.
"Fine." Big sister says, after a bit of deciding. "But I'll take you my way."
She grins, then -- wide, just as wide as her jaw had stretched open, and those teeth are all on display again. She reaches out with hands much bigger than you and Yozora both and scoops the two of you up. You're depostied on her back -- you scrabble at her scales, digging in enough to stay anchored but not enough to hurt. You're not sure how Yozora manages to hold on, but he does. (It's neat to see that the scales continue much further up your sister's back than her front, you think -- weird how the scales do that though. Maybe because of the split-open and bleeding ribcage?)
"Just hold on tight." Your sister tells you and Yozora both, before there is motion, and you are rushing through the waves and waters of this deep, deep Dream.
(Around you, colors blur again. You don't need to grab onto your Karma anymore, though. Big sister will keep you safe.)
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