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layraket · 1 month

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Bear and Tiger are into something i cant deny it anymore

#OUGHHH LESBIANS #LIKE THEY KNOW WHAT THEY DID WITH PUTTING “50 WAYS TO LEAVE YOUR LOVER” IN THAT SCENE #now im sad uhhhh #been rewatching sweet tooth in english this time theres a lot that i missed #i talk #sweet tooth netflix #sweet tooth show #sweet tooth spoilers

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onthejadedjournal · 12 days

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Also what do u think abt him 😋 I'm curious

bro I'm responding on my other phone because am playing GENSHI.N RIGHT NOW!!!! if I had my meme folder here why I oughta .......!!!!!!! hi sir.....

#brooo bro never in a million years would I think to myself yow boyfriend.xml is kinda 😧😧😧 NO. NO #hey. see here. alright. okay. you should know by now I am horribly unimmunized to men who smile so deranged this this this uhhh this uhhh #jade you're bitchless have a good day #I DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHINGWITH HIM BUT HHHRRR RHRRR WAOW #I don't even know what mod this is I just saw this from a pokep.asta artist I follow......#ALSO PS 😭😭😭 THE USER U SENT ME 😭😭 ONE OF THE POKEP.ASTA PERDITION ARTISTS 😭😭MY BRAIN 😭😭😭😭#WAKER DONT DO THISSSSSSS #I almost forgot to answer your question what the fuck #uhhhh he. I like his ummmm smile (derranged) uhhhh #I like his red sleeves uhhh lawd #help me #I HAVE NO WORDS HIS FACE JUST SURPRISED ME IN AN ATTRACTED KINDA WAY ....? (??) (???) HELP...IM SO SAD #I WOULD ASK HIM OUT MAYBEE #don't listen to this tag post I may have been still affected by the alcohol /jjj JSHHFHDHDHSHJSJSS

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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brother was talking to me about how if you almost die from an extreme-temperature-related incident then your body is just forever fucked towards that temperature and that's why i think kiryu and saejima are weak to ice. i dont know why aoki isn't like that too but ignore that statistic everything else tracks.

#snap chats #i already made this post highkey but im making it again cause i didnt know this was an actual real thing ☠️#my brother learned this when he started to work for target. because apparently that's a thing they tell you frame one #'snap how did this topic even come up' i am LITERALLY so glad you asked :) the cold has almost claimed me twice #am i exaggerating Maybe but its my fucked up body temperature now listen #when i was younger i got locked out of my house for like. three hours since i was a latchkey kid #and my dad wasn't supposed to come home with my siblings (from their after school events) for Three Hours #and it had snowed outside and Was Cold Yeah and i couldn't get in cause i forgot my key like a weiner #and yeah. was really cold :) my dad was real cross with me when he found me shivering in the shed LOL #he made me hot cocoa tho so its ok. second incident's just funny No I Talk About It Evvery Other Week #and im p sure i talked bout the first incident too but yeah that time after the con when i was at my sister's #like i cannot stress how cold it was because It Was Late November and the cold still existed #and my sister's heater just. Didnt Work but yeah. i wont go into detail cause i share this story every five seconds #POINT IS i've always had a hard time with the cold- like i'm cold nearly all the time even if the room is 90 degrees #i wont be COLD cold but i'll be colder than i like #anyways can't believe i'm weak to ice this is so sad. i love winter..#aoki isn't weak to ice cause uhhhh /aoki/ didnt almost die in the cold 🥴 masato did 🥴#imagine changing your identity so well that you just remove your past elemental weakness. fucked up.#alright bye

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htylmg · 1 year

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oh tsats the book you could have been………

#tsats #the sun and the star #tsats crit #anti tsats #no hazel no reyna no fucking plot #i’ve talked abt this extensively but still. sigh #goodbye goodbye goodbye you were bigger than the whole sky etc #it’s been a few weeks now and honestly im more sad than angry #this book had so so much potential but it just threw it all away and for what. for what #it’s so much harder when you grow up w rick’s writing and just see the state that this universe is in now……#and can some of y’all stop being so quick to label every criticism as homophobia??#im queer myself and it’s just a shitty book no getting past it #i was actually really pumped for the queer rep but the weird pretentious wattpad-esque writing just… threw me off severely #im not saying the rrverse was fantastic at queer rep before but this book smashed any further ideas to pieces to do uhhhh absolutely nothing #im just… sick of it lol #🐋.txt

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im-still-a-robot · 5 months

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M. It was impossible to make their name look good 😔

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- Main outfit based off the orginal skin for them (minus capelet). I might do a better design at a later point but I am out of outfit brain power atm

- They like nicer clothes (like sweaters and button ups) but are often annoyed by the lack of mobility

- Mask only comes off when alone or with people they trust. Their headscarf, on the other hand, is used to protect their hair, so they might take it off in public, but usually only briefly, to adjust it.

- The Moofia was important to them. Even after its effective dissolution, cows were very dear to them. Also cow axe :]

- Prone to annoyance and nervousness in equal measure. An asshole on bad days and tricky bastard on good ones.

Thats mostly it. I am going to be thinking about them for weeks to come <3

Diamond (the fox!) belongs to @twodragonsinatrenchcoat

I genuinely don't remember who the child was- feel free to tell me if you know :]

#crazy coconuts #my art #hbsmp #hbsmp!m #m #hb #unhappy with the composition but quite happy with how each drawing turned out #which is definitely the better of the two options #uhhhh.#yeah adding them to the list of characters that need a better outfit (calliope im sorry)#still. it fits them for now #also the delicate art of trying to make them compelling while also balancing hb (and not remembering half of it)#they are silly and animated. works good for the style and i like thinking of them as a bit of a trickster #i still want to draw them as a furry #uhh what else #idk honestly. in going through a bunch of recent stuff while making this i cannot believe how much of hb i missed #just in being so stuck in my head about everything. sorry guys. yall are all really cool #mostly ;)#but still. very happy to see a bit more love on hb. was always kinda sad to me that it got exploded immediately afterwards #i also really like how the main one came out. kinda want to post it by itself just because. again. hate the composition #idk idk. cheers. have fun. do whatever you want forever. i have tomatoes to go roast. o7

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habitscapes · 1 year

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ive never been a big ffan of headcanoning a "big" gender change for canon characters (ie making a canonically female character trans male or something) UNTIL. until. i saw strong sad. that fucking thing is so transgender it actually radiates off of her. you know how people accidentally make really obviously autistic characters? the brother chaps did that but with being so fucking transgender. i dont know how they did it. strong sad is the most transgender thing ive ever seen in my entire life

#im being like 99% serious #strong sad is so trans it actually astounds me whenever i remember theyre still canonically male #like nuh uh. ive decided that thing is transgender now #i should have a tag for this. uhhhh #randy rancid rambles #sure #homestar runner #strong sad

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floral-hex · 5 months

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hi it’s my birthday tomorrow

#had to redo this since someone left a comment that bummed me out a lot #well… didn’t HAVE to but I didn’t like seeing the notification #guess I could have just deleted their comment… shit… didn’t think about that #hey uhhhh please don’t be mean to me about my birthday. I’m just a sad lil guy 🥺#I already dislike my birthday. I hate feeling older. like I’m wasting my life.#it’s already usually an afterthought since it’s Christmas Eve #but with my mom’s surgery it’s even more of an afterthought and I’m so stressed and I have to take care of my bros and I’m just not great 😬#like… what do I even want to do tomorrow?#I’d love to just sleep in and eat junk and maybe go see a movie #but I have to go drive 40 minutes to see my mom and if I try to cut the visit short I’ll just feel guilty #so… I guess I’m spending my birthday watching my mom shake and cry in pain 🤷🏻‍♂️#which can be okay! I mean not okay but I can 100%… well… 85% live with that. it’s okay. it’s just a day.#but fuck does it hurt when people just ignore it or downplay it or make jokes about my birthday this year #people don’t have to care about my birthday. strangers online don’t have to care. it’s whatever.#and I’m not even mad at anyone in particular. I just… yeah.. I just can’t take negative jokes about it right now.#I’m trying not to be specific! I don’t want to be mean! nobody is being mean to me! it’s okay!#im just a sensitive baby that just wants people to be nice to him for the next 24 hours #…. I’m sad!#I think I’ll just be mean to everyone tomorrow #…. lol like I could do that. pfffttt I’ll bend over backwards for my family and I’ll be glad to do it. mostly.#it’ll be okay #days are 24 hours. I’m sure I can squeeze some good stuff in between the bad. that’s life babyyyy #and I love you and I appreciate you to no one in particular and I’m sorry I’m so sensitive #my mutuals are great #you’re all great. unless you aren’t. but we won’t talk about that.#ok you can ignore this #text

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synthshenanigans · 9 months

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I am so normal about this upload yea I'm perfectly fine rn yep

#chonny jash #now i gotta stay up till 6am for uploads gah #anyway about the video:#1. songs like this always make me sad but i mean at least its upbeat?#2. WHA BROS DANCING AND ROCKIN THE FITS WHAT #this dude can pull off multiple outfits & hair styles and i cant even do ONE what tf #Discovering my Gender with Chonny Jash #i am so worried he was gonna fall off the chair tho #3. i thought it was just me or the last vid but his accent is more obvious in these which is cool #cos he's not playing a character he's himself #3. uhhhh suck my balls #4. these songs make me feel bad but also like CJ I've been here for about 9 months and love even the shit like the mario album #im stuck here for AWHILE and im gonna like the music no matter what not even I can make myself leave #im trapped hel p #i still feel bad tho #is that a parasocial thing? i hope not #im too much of a baby lol #okay moss is shutting up now #KJ don't know how to shut his damn mouth

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nukkibunni · 6 months

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ashley gives me "luanne when she rolled around in the grass of hanks lawn and laughed like a child without even thinking how she looked as a twenty-something year old girl because she never experienced simple childish innocent joy or pleasure in life after growing up in abuse and poverty much to the heartbreaking silent onlookers that are her family. their eyes and mouths agape speak the unspoken." vibes and now nearly crying lol if you get it you get it

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this scene btw, if anyone watches for ref, skip to 2:33 sobs

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welcometohale · 7 months

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I’m sitting in class. Participation is 15% of my grade. The professor talks for a few minutes, pauses for effect. Or was it a pause for comments? The professor continues speaking. Longer this time. Another pause. What was the question? Look away. Don’t make eye contact. Participation is 20% of my grade.

The lectures are easy. It’s a free willing discussion. If you have something to say about a topic you say it in between professor tangents. It sparks a new tangent. A classmate has something to say. Their words are well put together and knowledgeable. They knew this topic before taking the class. This is something they’ve thought about before. I don’t know anything about the topic. I’ve never thought about this. I won’t think about it again after the final. What do I know about? What do I think about? What lecture could I attend and be able to make comments like that?

There's pages flipping, turning to a Romantic poem I’ve never read. I don’t know the page number. No one says it out loud because they know. They mention something about the piece that I don’t notice, even though I read it. Are we reading the same pieces? Participation is 50% of my grade.

A classmate told me in private that they hated this class. Or that they hated the professor. Why are their comments so knowledgeable? How do they seem to know every scrap of information you can only get from internet backrooms and first edition copies of books? How does it all stay in their head?

Someone makes a comment, someone else laughs. An inside joke only to those who have a familiarity with the topic you can only get from studying it in leisure. Because you enjoy it. The professor enjoys the subject, why else would you teach it at a college level? My classmates seem to enjoy it, at least the ones who aren’t actively skipping class all the time. What do I do in my leisure time? What niche am I so knowledgeable about I can talk for hours and impress someone with?

My psychiatrist says it’s not ADHD. She has it, and she would know if I had it. I forgot to tell her all of my symptoms. She prescribes Zoloft. She asks if I’ve ever considered autism. I tell my mom. She’s quiet on the phone call. I know she’s thinking it’s her fault and she worries someone will think she’s a bad parent for not noticing. She wonders how my dad will react. I tell her not to mention it.

Nothing I know a lot about is impressive. None of it can make a classroom discussion more interesting. I can’t speak in a way that people understand. I stumble, I forget to say things, I don’t know how to say it, I don’t speak up. I get notes from the professor. ‘I enjoy what you have to say. I wish you would speak up in class more. Tell me how to help you. You must participate.’ I have conversations with friends and roommates. ‘Why are you so quiet? You have to participate. I participate in my classes all the time. You’re going to fail the class. Why is it so hard for you to speak up.’

I don’t have answers to these questions. I never have. I’ve been called shy. They ignore me when I say I can’t physically speak up. They tell me I just have to get over it. I have to force myself to do things. I have to get used to it. They ignore me when I tell them my body just won’t do the things that I have to.

Participation is 100% of my grade.

#uhhhh heres this i guess #wow taking poetry and non fiction classes is really having some sort of effect on me #anyway yea i made myself sad in my class so i spent the last twenty minutes of class writing this #now im gonna go pick up my prescription and take a nap #hale vents #hale writes

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weenhands · 7 months

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ummmm...venting *sigh*

#okay so uhhhh #i was doing dishes #and yesterday i kinda told myself i wanna give up trying to be happier again #or at all #because its making my brain go absolutely fucking insane trying to understand why. Im like this at least for ghe past 6 years #i kinda realized today first off im not sad. im not. rlly depressed or anything but ofc sometimes but in General No i am not sad.#i am just. here. and not in an empty way (but ofc i have my episodes sometimes)#i am vibing.#so like im fine right. but i ask myself after i go thru a massive mental cycle of questioning whats going on in my life #“my life is so. empty why is it so empty im bored its quiet nothing is happening”....#and yeah nothing is happening and. its not sometbing wrong im doing. im not focusing too much on this. im not living life wrong.#its not a routine or a way of life i need to adapt #i think i just had a sudden realization that my life is just so quiet #these past few years have been so quiet and its cuz of me going thru this transitional period and also going from hs to uni #highschool in general i had so many friends and lots of classes. i had robin 2 minutes away. now shes 1 hour away #uni i dont talk to anyone. i hsve like one class per day. workload is harder and i have no friends and worse social anxiety #im also coming back from thr pandemic #so not only is it because of massive changes in everyday life that cause my life to be more. silent #but its also that alot of the stuff i was going thru snd fixating on since grade 11 #stripped me of my hobbies and everyday pleasures #my favorite youtubers and writing poetry everyday. fuck i used to draw so often #the movies and tv shows id watch. everything all of that is gone because i was. Tending to this one extremely sad and heartbreaking goal #which i dnt wanna discuss #butnim glad its over now.#so now im left in this new period of my lifr where im an adult and life is more empty and less.....On the run. and i lost everything #outside of me that made me happy #so maybe i do go thru depressive episodes and stuff but in a general sense. these r why my life is rhe way that it is i thought i was doing #something wrong for so long but im not #i used to wake up at 6am everyday. now i wake up later most days...#i think i just need to ask myself. do i lean into this silence or change it. Whatever.

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skeletalheartattack · 1 year

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I went on your blog to see which fictional men you were getting your boobs big for and I immediately saw Zarbon. Very valid

everyday i play back every episode of DBZ with him in it in hopes hes angled a specific way to look at me through the screen and see. like hi sir yeah 🤗✨

honestly im a sucker for a lot of fictional dudes. i just tend to talk about Zarbon alot because he's the whole reason i'm gay the way i am. though i have made a list showing off a lot of other key dudes id get my boobs big for. <- normal thing to say. i should know. im the one who said it. normal normal.

#ask #greeneyre #there's definitely a lot more i could fit on this list but.#i feel if i added more id have to redo the sorting or id end up with a number thats not fun for formatting.#and im sure some characters i have likings for that arent on this list would have some folks be like ''huh? him??''#with dingodile i kinda wish there was a good official render of one of his first few designs #namely the one closest to crash bash's model.#i think crash bash has the best version of dingodile in terms of shapes and proportions #plus i like his sounds from crash bash the best :) i like his laugh #that isnt to say i dont like his current design or anything though!!! love him through and through #these arent in any specific ranking or order btw #i have zarbon and his beast form seperate only to ensure i didnt have one in the spotlight more than the other #you cant have zarbon without his monster form. youre ignoring his true beauty if you do.#i think theres definitely a pattern among all the ones shown here (and ones ive neglected to mention on this chart)#or. namely like a few different patterns atleast.#idk who else id point out as one thats not listed here. atleast a normal one that fits among these #oh uhhhh. white haired main dude from jojo part 5. and the guitarist from part 4.#akira otoishi and leone abbacchio #wouldve loved to have fit them both but then id need like. two more slots to make it 32 #fuuuck now im a little sad i didnt list those two #if i had to list a character thats probably weird for this list itd be a character from the banjo kazooie series.#not clanker. i love his design but not in that way. clankers a girls best friend.#anyway ive been wanting to post this list for a while but. hadnt had the best opprotunity until now #thank you for the ask :) my heart lights up any time someone agrees with me on Zarbon #i could hyperfixate on him for hours. my mutuals know sadly.

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felsicveins · 2 years

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It hadn’t gone so poorly at first. They were able to get into the building fine, just a small group of 8 including Leo. Donatello had gone over what they would need to do a thousand times. Leo knew all of the structural beams immediately. They were able to set the charges and exfiltrate without any suspicion. They even got so far as to detonate the charges and destroy the portal.

However, something unexpected happened.

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mjvnivsbrvtvs · 1 year

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hey what's up everyone it's been a hot minute. one might even say it's been over a year! things are good, I left this account on a melodramatic downward spiral of despair and tbqh it's like. whatever, you know!

anyway, I always meant to come back to update this space, so this is me doing that. I'm in other places now! you can send me a message/ask off anon over at @erceldounes if you want to know where.

take care everyone! have a good day, eat good food, etc!

#the thing that made me leave had more to do with a crisis of self confidence than anything else #if you can't trust what you make then goddamn #and that was just the last straw on top of the cancer thing and everything else #but its like. man. looking back? whomst cares.#im always going to be kind of sad that this place stopped feeling like a place where i could talk tho bc it holds #YEARS of my life and it stopped feeling like a place i could sit in #but hey! that's how life is! i am somewhat reluctant to leave it once again and i may revisit it in the future but im having a good time #elsewhere etc #uhhhh. don't ask for my new account if you hate cassius. i know that was my brand for a minute but i'd suck his dick now

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soft-spooks · 1 year

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Whats the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay, so long and goodnight

#i started listeninf to old mcr songs and got sad hiiiiii #im feeling better now cause monty and i watched a couple episodes of dp but like. still had 2 draw smth #its like. exposure therapy .#if i simply just do the things that i used 2 do w redacted but without her eventually they will not make me sad anymore #<< dont mind me im ok im just beinf overdramaticccccc . also want 2 be hugged.#mine #🔪#uhhhh i should probably tag it right #tw self harm #implied. but. still #🐟 mac

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palms-upturned · 2 years

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#meg talks #jsgsjd i’m… sad #work friends are going to a spooky thing tonight #it sounds fun but 1) im broke and don’t get paid until tomorrow morning #2) my fibro is flaring up so bad 💀 it hurts to walk #and since my boss might go too im like uhhhh 😬 i don’t know if i rlly want her to see me using a rollator… cjdgxhch #she’s a very cool lady fwiw and it’s not like i think she would cause trouble #but it’s a little. scary. u know. ksgsdjxb like hoo boy the last thing i need is to risk my job and therefor my insurance 💀#one friend was v sweet and offered to pay the entrance fee for me but sjshdjdh well #even if i did take the rollator i don’t think i’d be up to it #my whole everything hurts even when i’m just lying in bed 😔#tbh i never got invited out more than like once in a blue moon until now #most of my friends don’t live anywhere near me skhsdjcjcj #but somehow it feels even lonelier now that i do have friends who invite me to things #bc i can’t go…#whether it’s bc of a flareup or bc of money or just bc nobody masks anymore so it’s a risk i don’t want to take #idk disabled ppl talk often abt the loneliness/isolation that comes w being disabled #and i always used to be like ‘’wow i’m abled but i can relate’’#and now since my diagnosis i’m like. oh. 🤡#right. forgot how it’s not actually considered normal to be friendless and rarely leave ur house due to fatigue #anyway. yeah. sorry for the influx of personal posts it’s just v anxiety inducing and exhausting to be living alone for the first time #hitting walls that didn’t used to be there before and having Realizashuns about my body…#and then still having to do those. damn dishes.

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