Shuffled playlist tag game

Rules: you can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put a playlist on shuffle, list the first 10 songs and then tag people :)

Aight, I was tagged by the lovely @crickets-lovely-place so this is for her specifically. I the playlist I chose is the one that I've spent the most time curating, it's called Rule of 3 and the concept is simple, I choose three kpop songs that are Thematic in some way (usually the title itself but it could be a specific lyric, the songs sound or smth else)

It's not the most accurate to what I listen to generally cuz there are songs on here that I don't just listen to otherwise, but again, I've spent a lot of time on this playlist of currently 164 songs.

1. El Dorado by EXO - This song is grouped with Wonderland by Ateez and Atlantis by SHINee. It's such a good song an absolute bop! 8/10

2. Good Lil Boy by Ateez - Grouped with Pretty Boys by the Pentagon Rap Unit and Big Boy by T.O.P (formerly of Big Bang). This song honestly needs to be listened by everyone, it's one of the best Ateez b-sides 9/10

3. Red Moon by KARD - Grouped with Not by the Moon by GOT7 and Luna by Oneus. Red Moon goes incredibly hard, KARD consistently goes hard and because of BM's time growing up in Brazil their songs have some great Latin influences and Red Moon is no exception 11/10

4. Spider by Hoshi (SVT) - This song actually recently lost its place in playlist, cuz it had been paired with Venom by Stray Kids and Pink Venom by Blackpink, but it's been replaced by Sweet Venom by Enhypen. I just haven't removed it yet, cuz it's so good. I'm hoping to find it a new home. Spider is so good, and his performance video is a Much Watch. Ugh he's so good! 9/10

5. Good Love by KARD - Grouped with Like by BTS and After Like by IVE. Ooooh a second KARD song, Lets go! Good Love is a really fun chill summer time vibe, again with nice Latin influences, KARD only has Like 6 minialbums, everyone should listen to their whole discography but I digress. 8/10

6. 100 by NCT 127 - Grouped with 100 by SuperM and 100 Ways by Jackson Wang. One of NCT's least stupid songs, it does start out referencing a 1000cc engine tho so it's still stupid. God I love NCT. 100 is a pretty good gateway song to NCT tho. 7/10

7. DDU-DU DDU-DU by Black Pink - Grouped with God's Menu by Stray Kids and Doom Du Doom by P1Harmony. No intro needed, everyone knows DDU-DU DDU-DU it's an instant classic, a true banger YG give BP more comebacks 10/10

8. CALL by Stray Kids - Grouped with Don't Call Me by SHINee and Call Me by BTOB. This song is so lovely, Stray Kids are so good! They DO NOT MISS. A chill lovely vibe. My heart yearns 9/10

9. Doorbell Ringing by xikers - Paired with Thats a No No by Itzy, I need a third "Dont kill my vibe" song still 😫. MY BOYS! Xikers is just over a year old at time of post, and i love them! They are gonna be at the top of the industry for 5th gen. As of their third mini-album this is a top 5 xikers song! It's legit so good! It does not kill the vibe, it IS the vibe! 12/10

10. Jopping by SuperM - Grouped with Horololo by EXO-CBX and Sorry, Sorry by Super Junior. WHEN WE JUMPING AND POPPING WE JOPPING!!! BROS This song is IT (it being the very beginning of my descent into the madness that is stanning NCT) But fr this is an absolute banger, you will be jopoing by the end of the song, I have no notes, everyone needs to hear this song STAT! 100/10

I'm gonna tag @plaid-n-converse @emperor-xerneas and @freelancerofthetriforcekeyblade

In My Arms Ravn x reader

(Credit to owner for the gif)

Part 2 of Dear Daylilies, can be read as a stand alone but would make more sense if you read Dear Daylilies first. 

I’m a sucker for angst but I wanted to throw in a little fluff as well and I loved Dear Daylilies so I felt a need to write a follow up to it. 

This one is based on the English translation of Oneus’ In my arms

Hope you like it! Not gonna lie, this one almost made me cry more than Dear Daylilies. 

I’ll give you a hug when you’re having a difficult day 

I know you are hurting because I left. I know you had things to tell me that went unsaid, it’s okay. You don’t have to dwell in the past. I wish I could embrace you and hold you close to tell you that the time I had with you was perfect. Unfortunately I can’t embrace you so the light of the moon will have to do. I will have the moon embrace you in light and safety every night, all so that you won’t feel lonely. I’m watching over you and I am always with you even if you can’t really tell, I’ll always be there for you.

When you are sad, I’ll whisper songs to your ears

Seeing the river of tears running down your cheeks hurts for I can’t comfort you. I wish I could tell you that ‘I love you’, always have and always will. If only time wasn’t so cruel. As my words will go unheard no matter how loud I shout them I let the wind play you a melody of comfort and harmony in hope that you will feel my presence and hear what I want to say. Hear the melody of the song I want to whisper into your ear as we hold each other close. Like you used to do for me when I was feeling down. My love, I am here please don’t shed too many tears.

You don’t have to worry, you can rely on me

I might have been human, I might have been fragile compared to you but I wish you knew how strong I really was. How strong I still am as I sit here on the moon, watching over you. I wish you would have told me your feelings, I wish you would have let me share the burden of your fate. You shouldn’t have to deal with it alone. Darling, I will always listen when you need to talk. The moon and I will always shine for you, the wind will carry your words over to me so that I can be there for you. I wish you would have relied on me so that you wouldn’t have been so lonely even when I was still with you. But don’t worry Love, you can still rely on me even as I am in the sky.

In my arms

You always said that as long as I was in your arms I was safe. As you promised to not let anything hurt me. In your arms I found comfort. Even if you are bound to be cold, I have never felt a heart burn with such a warm fire. Your love was warmer than any fire or any human could be. I know that it must have been awful holding me in your arms as I slowly withered away like the daylilies in your garden but I hope you know that it was heaven for me. Of course I wish to spend eternity with you but if I had to leave in any way, I would always wish to spend my last moments in your arms. In your arms I found peace. I found love. I found out that love can hurt more than anything but I also found that it can be beautiful. In your arms, I found the after life without pain. Just as you promised, “in my arms, no harm will come to you”.

I will always understand your feelings 

I understand your pain. I understand your hurt. Your anger. Your malice. Your yearning. I understand it all but I cannot tell you that. I understand the pain of us parting, I understand the hurting you are feeling of seeing the memories of us replaying over and over as the ghosts of us haunt your home in every corner. The anger you must feel towards fate, towards life, towards love, towards yourself and towards me. Your malice towards humans. Your yearning of meeting me again, of changing what happened, of changing who you were born to be or who I was born to be. I understand. I share your pain from where I am. I hold nothing against you, my dear Ravn. If you wish to scream that you hate me, I shall listen and ask the wind to carry my words of love back to you. My dear Ravn, the moon and I forgive you so I hope you can forgive me for leaving so quickly and that you can forgive the moon for still shining.

It’s okay if you move on (It’s okay if you rely on me - actual lyrics but I changed it)

Many years have passed. Many tears have been shed. I see you bathing in the moonlight once again. I see you reminiscing rather than repressing the memories. I am glad that you have once again begun caring for the garden as I feel a piece of my soul residing with the daylilies as it yearns for your touch, for your love. My dear Ravn, I feel your conflict. You are ready. I know you will always love me. I know you will never leave behind, no you will always hold me in your heart. I know. But it is time for you to move on. I see the way you look at the world outside your palace. I see how your eyes light up for someone else now. I also see the fear, the pain, the regret, the worry as it all floods your eyes when you look at them. It’s okay for you to move on. It’s okay for you to love again. Ravn my dear, follow your heart and be happy even if it isn’t me who makes you happy anymore. I want you to move on. The past is the past, do not forget but move on from it. 

I love your smile

Your smile was the first thing I noticed. So bright and kind. The legends say that a vampire is a cold and cruel creature but as I saw your smile, I knew the legends were wrong. Clearly they had never seen your smile. Not even the sun could compare to your smile. For many years I was the reason for all of your smiles. Now, a memory of me can bring out your smile. Most of your smiles nowadays are for your new love. Even if it hurts to see the love of my life with someone else I am okay as long as you are happy. If they can make you happy, make you smile. Then I couldn’t be anything but okay. Now that I see you smiling, now that I hear you laughing I can finally move on myself. I can finally rest, knowing you aren’t lonely. I know you have someone who you can share your burdens with. Someone who can be with you forever. In my arms you were happy, but the sadness in your eyes was always there as well as you were all too aware of what the future held for us. But in their arms, you are happy and you have no worries. Dear Ravn, I love you. I love your smile. I know that the moon will always keep you company and remind you of the time we had together. I must go on now, promise me that you will smile for me every now and again because I love you and your smile. To Ravn’s new lover, make him happy for me please. Take care of him. I wish you all the best as you spend eternity together.