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DEVASTATED. bunch of my tags on that texty post got cut off . meaning it doesnt have ALL of what i said
#not gonna adjust it bc it works as is#and tbh . maybe for the better#look . ik the 'i love being a hater' stuff is more common now and i think its GOOD ppl are allowing themselves to dislike stuff#bc thats good!!! self expression is GOOD#but i myself dont wanna do that Personally!#just not my style of things#but id be lying if i said there. ARENT things i go -_- at#and i didnt get fully into that in those tags! just briefly alluded#but also the idea of pissing off more. strict osc members is daunting#i DO have more Stubborn and Angry ideas but those are ONLY unveiled in private#or when i dont think itll possibly piss people off#mostly bc of like. subjectivity and personal stuff! not many peoples business yknow :)#and also i generally just try to curate an environment thatll make people MORE happy#or if itll be upsetting its bc its artistic . you know how it is#im getting off track. hopefully this post makes sense!#(also i CAN tell what the tags were originally abt if asked if so desired but otherwise.#it stays between me and my friends who are kind and listen to me ramble :D)
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JAEHYUN | 2BADDIES TEASER 1
#nctinc#jaehyunnet#jaehyun#mine*works#3rd pic did Not want to cooperate#the amount of adjustment layers &masks i used....#all i rly did here was some cropping to make the composition more interesting but i think im gonna make my own teasers for all of them#bc i want smth more Fun
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Ooh for Toad Peach AU how did the first meeting go with the officials of the Beanbean Kingdom? Ohh maybe more on Peach and Peasley's becoming friends. Does he help her feel a little more confident in her true form? Gimme all of the dynamics hehe
idk why i thought i dreamed this ask but i forgot you sent it 😭 here ya go!
the beanbean and mushroom kingdoms have an extremely close relationship that’s rather old, and as such the births of both heirs were highly celebrated by both families.
here, peasley is roughly 1 year older than peach, and the betrothal between the two was set up very early so the two do not remember their first meeting as they were infants at the time. but still, they visited peach many times before her debutante.
peach’s parents died in a horrific incident i still haven’t detailed when she was around 3-4, which did result in queen bean reaching out more often as peach grew older to offer additional guidance and support :]
but back to peasley and peach, they were thick as thieves and peasley introduced her to fencing! toadsworth wasn’t a fan at first but eventually relented (whatever endears her to peasley, plus any experience with a weapon could come in handy if the mushroom kingdom were to ever leave the peacful era). she’s quite adept in both forms, but prefers to fence in human form. it isn’t something she practices often in current day but it’s something she treasures the memories of alongside trying his bean pillow and learning about beanbean allies and his travels :]
though, as they got older, the two became more aware of their betrothal and what would follow, but things weren’t clicking so they decided to experiment a little (read: they kissed and neither of them liked it. sad!) but neither have brought up calling anything off as both are quite fine with something contractual if it came down to it (but peach would call it off if peasley asked)
at peach’s debutante, they danced together first as a show of the kingdom relationship, and when the first attack/kidnapping happens, the beanbean kingdom offered aid and refuge (little fungitown)
re: her appearance and peasley—she initially meets the beanbean family in toad form, but as she got older this became rarer as experience (and her self image) became priority. peasley makes sure to praise her toad form’s beauty when he sees it, and when mario does come into the picture is of the firm opinion alongside daisy that he does not deserve her if he doesn’t like her true form. on most days she agrees with him
as for superstar saga, he still arrives to the mushroom kingdom ahead of time and toadiko volunteers to take peach’s place instead of birdo (the effect is later undone before peach arrives in the beanbean kingdom)
post superstar saga, the two meet (peach crownless) to discuss their love interests, and their betrothal is officially called off. consequent meetings with the beanbean kingdom are held in her toad form :]
#gari’s asks#nintendo#smb#toad peach au#princess peach#prince peasley#ty key ily 🩵#oh my god i hate tumblr no i did not click on that notification i was working on a draft 😭#for clarification: mario and luigi know about her toad form by superstar saga#i’m not sure if peach ever publicizes their relationship but they are more explicit/open after superstar saga#but overall peasley is a treasured confidant before daisy enters the picture#and i imagine that peasley would give her gifts from other kingdoms since between her preparations and toadsworth she never left the castle#so peach has a healthy love of travel#i feel like peach wouldn’t have wanted to call off the betrothal first and foremost bc of how much she loves queen bean#like she knows that it wouldn’t change but still#also after the debutante and the bowser thing that’s the only thing saving her from a marriage plot working#kind of. you know what i mean#peasley visited a few times after her debutante but he did not meet mario or luigi until superstar saga#(they weren’t isekai’d yet or mario was away or sick)#half wrote this off the seat of my pants but it is mainly based of what i wrote about their relationship in my notes#i did write that she was gonna get married at like. age 23-25 but im still figuring out the timeline so rn superstar saga happens when shes#a lot later than that i think. i don’t want everything to be so compressed but if i want everything to fit in a certain timeline i need#to do some adjustments on timeframe and/or maybe make peach younger when smb happens#peasley and daisy have a lighthearted rivalry 👍🏽
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cough. here's a little super short fic i wrote bc i make those too. be sure to check out the silly extra details i added in the tags!
@get-rammed
Monty lets out a heavy sigh, sitting on the much too small couch in his room, his handler close by his side, messing around with wires in the open compartment on his arm. Something went wrong with his claws again, and management is convinced that it’s the programming or the wiring that’s the problem, sicking his handler on the problem again and again. Monty doesn’t think it’s either of those things.
He huffs again and drops his head onto his free hand, boredom clawing at his... shell. His handler bumps with a small clank.
“Sit still, you big baby. I’ll be done in a minute.”
He rolls his eyes. “I’ve never been one to sit still, sweets.”
“Yeah, well, you’re gonna today.”
He rolls his eyes again, resisting the urge to let out another huff. He knows fusing over this is only gonna make it take longer. That and… he can see the bags under his handler’s eyes. It’s late. Far later than any other employee stays, except those working the graveyard shift. It seems like even the other animatronic handlers have gone home for the day. He can tell that they’re tired, but they never bring it up to him. They probably don’t want to worry him, all things considered, but that just makes Monty even more anxious. They look half asleep already, so Monty decides to occupy them with the most meaningless conversation he can muster.
“Hey, so, like…” Monty trails off, rolling his free hand at the wrist. “I barely saw any, uh, human staff around today, even though it was super fuckin’ busy. Why’s that?”
His handler stops, blinking for a second. “Oh, it’s, uh, Labor Day. It’s like a national holiday about unions or something, and people usually get the day off.”
Monty raises a brow. “Why didn’t you get the day off?”
They snort. “You don’t get the day off, so I don’t get the day off.”
Monty hums. “... That’s pretty shitty for us then, huh?”
They laugh, patting his arm. “Yeah. It is. Hey, I just finished up re-wiring everything. Give me a test and see if everything works right?”
Monty obliges, clenching his fists and spinning them around at the wrist. He mimics plenty of movements he makes while playing on stage, and nothing stutters, nothing stalls, or makes any weird noises. His internal diagnostics show no issues, either. All seems well, so he leans back and gives a smug, shit-eating smile. One that’s familiar.
“All’s workin’,” he replies, keeping up his smile when he sees the weight lifted off his handler by the news. They don’t like being comforted. Not directly, anyway.
“Great,” they sigh, slouching into a more relaxed position. They close up the compartment on Monty’s arm, giving it one last, solid pat.
“You good to recharge and everything?” They ask, packing up their small tool bag and tossing it in some random corner of the room. They barely put it away anymore, but management hasn’t caught on yet. Or maybe his handler just doesn’t care that they’re supposed to put it away. Either is possible. “Do you want me to lay with you?”
Monty thinks as they bustle around the room, turning down the lights and doing a cursory glance at his recharge station. He does want them to lay with him. He always does. But Monty sees the exhaustion in their shoulders and feels some kind of misplaced guilt. They’re this tired because he’s a Glamrock now, not just a side attraction. He became more of a handful. He broke more. He needed them more at all hours of the day. They’re his handler. He’s tired, and he’s not even human.
“Naw,” he says, tilting his head and smiling. “I’m good.”
“Alrighty then,” his handler puts on a brave smile, grabbing their oversized Monty jacket and slinging it over their shoulders. Before, Monty would’ve teased them about being such a simp, how they don’t need his merch because they already wear his face all day, or how they could literally just zip up their uniform, but he lets it go for tonight.
“Se you tomorrow, big guy.”
Monty doesn’t comment on how today is already tomorrow.
“Goodnight, cher.”
His handler leaves, muttering about how they’ll probably need to catch a bus because they “don’t think they can drive like this,” and Monty wants nothing more than to invite them back. To give them the whole couch and let them sleep. But for all the crazy hours Fazbear Entertainment expects of them, they’re not allowed to stay overnight. No one is allowed to stay overnight, except for the night shift workers, who all had to sign crazy amounts of paperwork, and they both know it.
So, instead, Monty watches them make their way to the entrance. He watches as they struggle with their ID until the heavy metal doors rise, and they can slip out the door. He strains his eyes to see them disappear into the dark until the metal doors obscure them from view and hopes for all it’s worth that tomorrow will be easier.
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please ignore any silly typos im p sure i got them all but its super late. i wanna post this tho so im posting it. i may or may not repost this later but like. as a better version lmao ram pls tell me if monty is OOC i was punching AIR trying to write this guy 😭 i thought i knew him well and then BAM no the fuck i dont
#i was gonna write smthn for the were-beings au first but i constantly get hung up on the concept of monty/anon having a bittersweet period#when theyre still adjusting to monty becoming a glamrock and neither of them are having a good time but dont wanna worry the other#^as the virus begin to take hold it'll that it’s not his fault they're in this situation#and Anon doesn't have the right to make him feel guilty (\they\ don't make Monty feel guilty but its best if he grows to hate them)#Fazbear Entertainment does not allow talk of unions on the premises#Monty huffs a lot bc that’s how real gators complain#i visit a rescue in my state every year and there’s always one guy that’s got a lot to say. usually morris#Anon broke Monty’s swearing filter but made him promise to never swear while he's working or else they’ll BOTH be in big trouble#i also thought way too hard about how the handlers get in/out of the building after it locks down but tbh they probably use an alt entrance#i love making up fake lore i find it fufilling#fnaf#fnaf security breach#montgomery gator#self insert#security breach monty#security breach#i rlly only ever post at the most god awful times huh#I POST BC I WANT TO NOT TO PLEASE TUMBLR#my post
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just realized both theo and matthias's playlists are over a hundred songs long now... that's six hours for each playlist 😁
#river dipping#playlist#theodore core#matthias core#echthroi#anything after high tension house on their playlists are unsorted songs that i might delete eventually#bc i'm iffy on some lyrics/the sound of the song so the number might drop eventually but wow. hey ykw i think i might really like my ocs#ANYWAY!! noticed this just now because i'm working on a new mattodore edit FINALLY!!!!#and i was listening to music and had to pause what i was doing to add some songs to their playlists#i need to go through and really listen to each playlist's songs and adjust the sort order for listen-ability for sure#i've been adding sweeter sounding music to matthias's playlist lately... which. there's a Tone in his playlist that doesn't fit w/ that#theo's playlist is pretty solid atm tho#anyway... this was really just an excuse to say i'm editing jkndhkjfn#i'm gonna get back to it#it's not like. an intense edit or anything i should be done in like an hour or maybe two? unless a series of unfortunate events occur#🤷
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some previews of what im working on currently... 👀
#kind of limited with how it looks bc im working with redbubble bc i dont have money#for like an independently funded thing#but one day i want to !!!!#but either way im working my best with what i got#i think these look rlly good#im gonna adjust some things before launch btw so dont worry#art product#product design#artists on tumblr
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FINALLY finally got a JOB OFFER after applying to jobs nearly every day for like two months and in general job hunting since june and it's a full time job doing something i actually like i cannot Believe it like this does not feel real. and yet my single dumb bitch braincell is in the back of my mind like. how do i do a 30 day birthday countdown for hyunjin in these conditions
#carly.txt#cryingksdfgdf#part of why i've been so busy WITHOUT a full time job is bc#i've been trying to find ways to make moneysfgsdff#but i ialso started classes again and this one i have now is so much work. what a time to be alive#would love to say you'll see me more once the comeback hits but we'll see how everything goes as i adjust#my first day is prob gonna be the 1st so!!!#omg i just realized if i have work at 9 i cannot stay up until 7 am giffing music shows. devastating actually#WE'LL SEE WE'LL SEE#just wanted to update everyone i feel like i haven't been here properly in forever#miss u </3
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there's a ffic in my head. oouuuag. its Cookin
#domestic little character study of The Bg3 Gang after the everything. in this specific playthrough#tav. grieving karlach and also devastated that astarion can't be out in the sun anymore#more than anything i love Aftermath fics. like who are you once the danger passes#the good and bad things that happen to people when they're no longer constantly in survival mode#it takes a lot longer to actually feel safe. and tavelle has been spearheading this group and still feels so responsible for them#takes her a long time to adjust to not being able to have tabs on anyone and she is SO fucked up about karlach#who tf is astarion when he's de-tadpoled and still spawn. he got to be out in th e sun but not anymore. that's sooo sad#tav can and will trawl thru every enchanter store on the planet until she finds someone who can make like a#sunlight protected item for him#very important for this fic that a) astarion doesn't know that that's what she's up to and#b) is worried about her bc she is clearly up to something and it's also like. visibly upsetting her and#c) when she does finally come up with something she crashes into the room to the degree that he thinks she's being chased or some shit#also this tav is 100% not going to stop adventuring for better or for worse. by adventuring i mean. mercenary work#she's throwing herself into fights still. bc she doesn't know what to do with herself And Specifically to rack up enough money to get#that sun shield thing for astarion#and he will have Words for her abt that#also have an extremely silly idea about the enchanter. very obvious silly idea abt who it is. im gonna name him.. tumas pol
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have my first wedding dress fitting today and therapy tomorrow and i couldn't tell you which i'm dreading more
#I'm already Sad and tonight is gonna be a mess of like#feeling bad bc I'll be alone bc Kelsey's at work and i dont have friends other than work friends#they're like 'please limit your party to 5-6!'#im not close to my older sister and my mom's dead#its my grandma's dress and she's doing...okay but definitely declining#so I'm just gonna be some hairy lesbian with acne by herself in this bridal shop for like.......... conventionally attractive Girly Girls#plus ive put on weight recently and i'm still Adjusting to not being a skinny 22yrold anymore lmao#and trying on/seeing myself in dress clothing has always been an awful trigger for me#like looking at myself in anything other than a tshirt and jeans just makes my skin crawl i look so ugly#i also don't know like.......... anything about weddings or wedding dresses or tailors#and i don't have anyone to ask#except reddit lmao#anyway IDK i guess the therapy will be much needed after this LMAO
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at its core spy x family is rlly just a story about two adults trying to do right by a child and doing so not just as a means towards smthng but bc they recognize that there is nothing more natural and nothing more right. even at the expense of their individual goals. even when the world that they experienced growing up never did right by them as children.
#spy x family#this is making me imsane#bc what is it telling us#its telling us that these arent the most well adjusted ppl#theyre stunted by war and grief and poverty#and they made it their life's work so that at least even a handful of children will never have to experience that again#they know what the war and grief and poverty and all that pain could do to a child#they looked at all those things in the eye and said#not anymore#wow actually#im gonna fucking cry. y
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fuuuck i miss techno
#i can honestly never really tell how much is my own grief and how much is the grief i absorb from other people bc of my hyperempathy#but fuck if it doesn’t all hurt the same#there’s like so many nice positive and sentimental things i could say about the server and the community and how good this vid was#but it’s kind of all smearing together into me crying about techno again#all the feelings are just kind of bundled up together in this mess of tears#i’m grateful#dunno what else to say#great work tommy i love that kid so much i can’t wait to see what he does next#personal#cw grief#fuck it i’m just gonna keep talking here#grief is like confusing and complicated but the more i grieve the more simple it feels#like it seems obvious but like. it’s just so upsetting that someone so wonderful isn’t around to be wonderful anymore#like that’s all#obviously that’s why grief hurts like obviously but idk i overthink things and the feelings are so all consuming it’s hard to word it well#it’s so debilitating i just think about how bad i feel and i think less about the simplicity of why#techno was an amazing person and now he’s gone and that’s awful#loved ones are little beacons of light yknow. and when one is gone you can tell because everything is dimmer without them#and your eyes can adjust but every once in a while you’ll remember the light that used to be there and it’s like you never adjusted at all#it’s all dim again#i miss him cause he’s gone. it’s different to missing him when he was still alive maybe that’s why saying it in such simple terms feels odd#i am sad because someone good is gone and can no longer be good#his legacy is and his memory is. and that helps#but he’s…. finite now. does that make sense?#obviously we’re all finite like mortality but you don’t think about it because it’s an awful thing to think about#as a creator i admired i was always looking forward to something new. and now there can never be anything new again#it’s obvious but i don’t think about it in such simple terms. because it’s awful to think about#but probably important in terms of like processing and all that#i continue to love him despite that he’s gone#but it’s different and i can’t deny that i can’t pretend it’s not
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I LOVE CHARACTER DESIGN ‼️
#wanted to adjust Tomato’s design bc she looks similar to Cherrynose (her character is similar to Cherrynose too but shhh it’s okay)#I created her before I created Cherrynose#as a woman villain liker I just like making characters that are a#also woman villain likers#I don’t know what I want her facial structure to look like yet but I’m working on it lmao#tomato#wing prints#Jutlin’s characters#cats#also the scribbles in the corner are her actual design#think I’m gonna revert back to her former coloration…the new idea is too similar to Cherrynose
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imagining a character takes up knitting or crocheting to deal with Stuff™️ is something that can be sooo personal
#Willys No.1 projection tactic since 2014 <3#like hello angry little man youre going to make a scarf or socks and call down a little it works i swear#genuinely an insane amount of tweets from 2014+ where i decided every character i loved HAD to take up a hobby and honestly i was so right#you are normal and well adjusted but me and my plethora of angry men have scarves and yarn so whos the winner here huh#anyway projecting on my angry guy of the year rn boy we are gonna get you some DPNS immedietly#he gets sock knitting bc thats what im currently doing thats how this works#is it really obvious i miss tweeting my everythough and having people to talk to by how active ive been lately?
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Rain got pushed to tomorrow night.
Pros: I can finish harvesting my local sites!
Cons: I have to finish harvesting my local sites.
#ra speaks#personal#field work#idk if it’s just bc I’m not in the Field Work™ mindset/physically adjusted bc I don’t have a lot of field work#compared to last year/the year before but like. jfc I’m wiped out by working 4-6 hours.#I remember when I would work 14 hour days in a row and feel fine.#this? I feel like I got hit by a truck. like I’m getting my period or getting sick. but I’m just physically exhausted.#it’s probably The Pain which. has been getting worse. (I can barely do the phys. therapy stretches for my tendon so.#that’s gonna snap on me one day and Gd willing it’s not while I’m doing work)#ughhh why is it tiring to be in pain. it’s not fair. I can handle the pain! I can’t handle the sleepy!
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i am having multiple students not improving or struggling at school and i am doing my best but my best isnt enough
#d speaks#it always boils down to VOCABULARULY#and like. im trying to adjust things for specific kids and specific needs but that isnt FEASIBLE when youre teaching 30+ kids a week#i cant take it anymore i cant i need out of here#delete later#not me on the verge of a nervous breakdown at work#bc if they think im not good enough ill get fired and then what. im the one paying the rent and bills and half the time the food#and our house is basically falling apart#and i cant stand that either i would like to live in one place for once in my life that isnt crumbling#okay im gonna shut up now
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what if i got home from work and immediately had to do stuff for the house/my dad till 1 am then went to sleep so hard i didn’t dream then went back to work huh. what if that happened
#personal#i got six hours last night and that was the most i have gotten in several days#i mean my fault but it’s mostly like i’m gonna cut into my sleep time to have any free time#but anyway 10+ hour shifts 5+ hours cleaning/ helping my dad then sleep then immediately back at work#i was talking to my mom how bad life is yesterday and she was like but ur so skinny 😍#i did chew her out but we worked it out and i did admit the weight loss has made me feel better during all of this#but probably not great that i’m enjoying it you know? but anyway#but the lady who’s coming to live with us to help with dad came yesterday night so!#she was helping him when i woke up and left for work#definitely will be an adjustment to live with a stranger and god pleae please#let my parents keep the house normal enough for a human being#and i’m gonna have to actually make sure the house is clean bc that’s not fair to her#anyway will be a big adjustment but if i can sleep that’d be so fucking nice#i already cried at work but maybe i leave early? i wont i have 4/6 occurances just from calling out for my dad#but also hehe. one drops off in 9 days maybe i don’t give a shit#but also if i’m gonna get an occurrence might as well get a full day#many thoughts probably will stay the whole day#i told my mom when this is all settled i’m taking a vacation and not doing a single responsible thing#i hope she can take a vacation soon too#but yeah second we have this settled im not working for 2 weeks not even joking
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