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queermentaldisaster · 1 month

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I feel like Soap or Gaz would happen to reveal something about themselves to a group of close friends that just makes everything awkward and slightly changes the whole dynamic, just enough so it feels...icky. And weird. So they stick with the people who truly understand them, even if it hurts that the others don't really wanna interact with them anymore, because it just gets awkward.

#call of duty #john soap mactavish #call of duty mw2 #soap mw2 #soap mactavish #call of duty soap #kyle garrick #kyle gaz garrick cod #kyle gaz garrick #kyle garrick call of duty #gaz call of duty #nope totally not projecting #go away #this is none of your business if im mildly suffering #fuck you #elo rambles

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corrodedbisexual · 1 year

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For a rather long while, Steve mostly keeps to himself just how truly unhinged he feels about Eddie. Because surely Eddie would totally freak out if he knew.

Of course, Steve would often pay him nice compliments, normal ones, things like "you are so gorgeous, you know?", and that alone is enough for Eddie to turn a pretty shade of pink, hiding his grin behind a strand of hair or tucking it into his elbow briefly before saying, "oh shut up," grabbing Steve and kissing him senseless. Not really understanding how much Steve means it. How difficult it is to just look at Eddie a normal amount and not stare like a creep for hours, cataloguing every inch of that face in his brain.

But one day when they smoke up on Eddie's porch Steve gets a little too high, maybe it's the skipped dinner, or maybe he shouldn't have had that beer beforehand, but his self-control just flies right out of the window. To make matters worse, the setting sun hits Eddie's face just right, and Steve can't stop gawking at the literal nature's masterpiece that is his fucking boyfriend.

He leans closer, taking Eddie's face between his hands, just staring until Eddie, slightly concerned, asks him if he's alright. And the words just spill out of Steve. A little slurred, voice full of naked awe, eyes roaming over every inch of his boyfriend's face.

"So fucking beautiful. Like, what the hell, Eddie. Who allowed you to look like this? Do you even know what you're doing to me? Why are your eyes so big like that? For me to drown in them? And your lips. Holy shit, your lips, Eds. Just. Your whole fucking face, actually. What the fuck."

Eddie stares back in shock, progressively getting redder and redder, giggling madly and trying to duck and hide his face except Steve doesn't let him, squeezing his cheeks.

"Jesus, Stevie. You're high as a kite right now."

"Nah," Steve replies with a dopey smile. "I mean. Yeah. Totally." He grins. "But I always feel like that. Looking at you. Can't get enough. So pretty. Your eyes look like chocolate, you know? I kinda wanna lick them. To see if they taste like like chocolate."

"Sweetheart, I love you, but please don't lick my eyeballs."

"But I wanna," Steve pouts, turning Eddie into an absolute giggling mess.

"And they called me freak," he sighs, shaking his head and drawing Steve in for a kiss.

It makes Steve happy because Eddie's lips are his favorite candy. Although it makes him a little sad because he can't look at Eddie's face properly this up close. If Eddie notices that Steve's eyes are open throughout the kiss, he doesn't comment on it.

The kissing doesn't exactly shut Steve up, he keeps muttering utter nonsense whenever they come up for a breath. But judging by the enthusiasm with which Eddie keeps devouring his lips, his words do the opposite of freaking Eddie out.

#this is... i don't know what this is #totally not me projecting anything nope not at all #steddie #fanfic #steddie fic #misha-bawlins fanfic

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salsasolutions · 1 year

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Art dump! (feat. Sugary spire!!)💥💥💥💥

#pizza tower #pizza tower fanart #sugary spire #sugary spire pizzano #sugary spire pizzelle #pizza tower peppino #antonblast #smiles I’m so totally normal about sugary spire #ALSO TRANS RIGHTS!!!! I was gunna post the first image on trans visibility day but I got really busy with other drawings and forgor #trans #pizzelles flags are the trans fem and lesbian flags and pizzanos got the genderfluid flag!#totally not me project my gender on the funny guy nope not me

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ghoulishautism · 2 months

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On the topic of ghost ageing again, I decided that the "ageing" we see in TUE is a ghost emotion thing-

Like you know how sometimes trauma and/or stress can age you beyond your physical self? Yeah- they only look the way they do because the stuff with Dan Phantom made them "feel" way older-

At least thats my copium for a concept that otherwise makes zero sense even within the logic of 'aliens' or 'monsters' or whatever Elmer wants to call them today

#danny phantom #also totally not me projecting nope nah #headcanons #Still cannot get over how Johnny looks like he should be in his 40s or 50s while Ember just got fat #This was meant to be a 10 year gap

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kiukiu1270 · 2 months

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Fully finished 15 Nikolai AU Character sheet + Headcannons!!!

Nikolai is a Piano player and I will not accept him playing any other instrument other than that. His cannon design even looks like a Piano how much more piano-y can a character get?? He is those self-taught pianist. The type that only knows chords and those weird numbered sheets music you get in those church songs lol (Fyodor taught him to read sheet music later on ;3)

Also pianist of 10 years writing over here, The tenor clef page is based on personal experiences.

It took me so long to figure out his sexuality, It was between Gay, Pan, Achillean but I settled with Omnisexual

“Omnisexual refers to someone who is romantically, emotionally, or sexually attracted to persons of all genders and orientations”Basically, All is good. But of course he does have some (a lot) of Internalised Homophobia and Religious Trauma (Haven’t fully figured it out yet in my head but I’m working on it)

Figure skating ehhhhhhh (for personal reasons) Realistically it is near impossible to do a Hydroblade self taught and pretty much figure skating isn’t a hobby that you can just buy a pair of skates (1000usd per pair) (he stole those with his ability ofc) but you can’t just teach yourself through YouTube videos (based on…. Experience….) (you Will Hurt yourself) but I meannnn He has an magical portal opening ability, he got plot armour. (And I like figure skating)

Random Trivia

Cavetown coded, Star coded, Neurodivergent, Enfp, likes cardistry (like magicians you get it), has the biggest crush on Fyodor (if it wasn’t obviously enough lol), likes Pigeons (yk street rats) (I love pigeons, they deserve more love), (Personally I think cannon adult Nikolai is more white Dove coded tho), Loves theatre and the stage (based on irl Mykola), Irl Mykola was queer, Loves Tchaikovsky (me too) (Tchaikovsky was also queer btw (he was very gay)), likes Mykola Lysenko (carol of the bells original composer) (ayy father of Ukrainian classical music and him share the same name!!) (I love researching about Ukrainian culture while making this)(Ukraine is so beautiful, I wish we could’ve had the chance to visit it in its beautiful light and glory before yk…) (Making this was very emotional) (Don’t forget to support Support Ukraine guys) 🌻🇺🇦🫶

Btw here are some songs that I listened to while drawing him!!!

(Definitely listens to Tchaikovsky’s 1812 overture to fw Fyodor lol)

(Btw go watch my 15 Fyolai Astronomy mini Animatic on my page)

(This is Home will always have a special place in my heart)

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purpleterror91 · 2 years

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Here’s some dt17 art I drew back in May

#disney #darkwing duck #ducktales #drake mallard #launchpad mcquack #drakepad #my art #that first drawing is totally not me projecting onto dw haha nope

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stromuprisahat · 7 months

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Sasha killing a legendary isenulf and wearing its pelt as a cape

I mean... yeah, it would paint a lovely picture, considering his usual black-on-black attire, BUT!!!

I raise you:

Second Army spies getting their hands on isenulf puppies, Grisha taming young abandoned isenulf, who was "freed" after losing their master... if I am to believe they're anything like wolves and have personalities of their own, getting rid of them once they lose their closest human shouldn't make them happy at all.

“They are returned to the wild, but they will never be accepted by any pack.” And what was a wolf without a pack? The isenulf were not meant to live alone.

Crooked Kingdom- Chapter 15

I can accept the difference between ordinary wolves and insenulf are too great to mingle, but what are their own social structures supposed to be? What is the bond between insenulf and human? Do they not breed or form any bonds among themselves when they're part of drüskelle?

All we know about them looks like another part of worldbuilding made more for ✨aesthetics✨, than functional piece of information. Just the fact they're supposed to be immune to Heartrender powers... like... do they lack internal organs? Are they not mammals? Is their skin physics-repellent since we're supposed to believe Grisha powers work that way?!

But if we're to work with what we have, I'd prefer Grisha fancier befriending abandoned social creature, giving it new home and turning anti-Grisha weapon against its creators.

#reply #Grishaverse #grishanalyticritical #isenulf #The Darkling #drüskelle #Grisha #What if/AU/...#CK Chapter 15 #books #quotes #Leigh Bardugo #Am I projecting?#*looks at her found and aggressive babies*#Nope!#Not at all!#But I'd totally stick to my pet/annoy them into acceptance strategy.

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dewdrops-whammy-bar · 1 hour

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Dew's Tattoos

My headcanon about Dewdrop and his tattoos! Warning for mention of needles, extremely unsanitary tattoo practice, and some elemental transition related body horror.

Dew has a bunch of stick-and-poke tattoos. He started doing them when he was still a water ghoul, using the end of a broken guitar string and a pen he’d chewed open. They were tiny at first- little stars, frowny faces with x-ed out eyes, and a Satanic cross, all on his upper thighs. They all faded in months, so Dew just tattooed new designs over them. His tools got a little better, he was using a sewing pin sterilized with a lighter and some calligraphy ink he’d stolen from the library. He slowly started to get better, his lines got steadier, and he even started sketching up designs rather than freehanding them.

Then his elemental transition happened. The process was excruciating- his body had to remake itself from the ground up. His fins necrotized and fell off and his coral-like horns grew brittle and crumbled away. His gills stung and itched as they sealed shut. He wanted this, had always felt off regarding his element of water, but he almost thought it wasn’t worth it. He kept telling himself it would be over soon but it just kept going.

It took six months for the transformation to be complete. When Dew was finally able to look in the mirror, he saw himself. It was freeing. The only thing he missed from his old body was the tattoos. Somewhere through the process of growing new flesh, the ink had disappeared. He mourned them- they were symbols of his growth and something that made his body uniquely his.

Dew started tattooing himself again, this time with slightly better tools. He used some sterile needles he’d swiped from the infirmary and managed to get his hands on some real tattoo ink. His designs started on his thighs, but moved to his arms, stomach, hips, and lower down his legs. His packmates watched him grow more comfortable in his new form as ink spread across his body.

However, Aether was horrified when Dew described his process the first time. He then gave him an hour-long lecture on sterilization and infections. Dew pointed out that it was very unlikely for ghouls to get wound infections while Topside but Aether insisted that Dew take the proper precautions when tattooing himself in the future, including doing it in the infirmary where it was cleaner. Dew agreed and ordered some proper equipment.

After a while, Aether let Dew tattoo something onto him- his favorite constellation, Ursa Major, in white ink on his wrist. Once healed, it became Dew’s favorite spot to kiss. He’ll never admit it to anyone, but the sight of his own art- even just a simple design- on his mate’s body makes him ridiculously happy. When Aether got top surgery, Dew tattooed more constellations along the scars. He also tattooed his own scars with flame designs.

He’s got some tattoos that are professionally done (mostly on his back, where he can’t reach) that he got on tour, but most of them are done himself.

#Totally not projecting here #*hides my self-done stick and poke tattoos* no projection here nope #nameless ghouls #dewdrop ghoul #the band ghost #ghoul headcanons #wham writing #aether ghoul #dewther #transmasc aether #transmasc dewdrop #tattoo headcanons

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mizukisdaycare · 7 months

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who up being tiny akito’s biggest advocate (me. i am)

#mizu talks *:･ﾟ✧#totally not copium for my 30k lost #tootally didn’t spend almost everything for akito nope not me #prsk agere #project sekai agere

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whenthehammerissquare · 8 months

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Thinking about how all Copia wanted as a Cardinal was to be respected. He told himself that if he was in power, he wouldn't let others be belittled for their eccentricities and encourage everyone to be as genuine as possible. Even after he became Terzo's replacement, he stayed true to himself, hoping this would be the first step to reforming that harmful mindset. But as Nihil's health declined and Sister Imperator insinuated that he could be the next to ascend to papacy, Copia changed little bits about himself to be a more desirable candidate. He wanted that power to do good and figured a little bit of change wouldn't hurt if that meant he could help others.

After he became Papa, however, the pressure of adhering to the precedent his predecessors set was far more powerful than he could have imagined. Primo had and unmatched pious devotion to the Clergy and the Ghost project in general. Secondo had an intimidating stage presence that could suck the air out of the room with a single glance. Terzo was an expert at engaging the crowd, drawing in an audience like no Papa ever had before. Copia felt as if he was lacking. Many saw him as a great performer, yes, but under qualified, with no niche other than being the "weird" one. He was the first Papa to not be of the Emeritus bloodline, according to Nihil anyway. Nearly everyone else knew that Copia was a bastard. A son whose father never accepted him, because doing so would mean accepting his failures as a partner. Once Nihil was dead, however, Copia (endorsed by Sister, of course) had no issue airing out Nihil's dirty laundry. He embraced being an Emeritus, but as he did so, he felt aspects of himself fall away.

A new name. A new wardrobe. A new face.

What happened to the Cardinal? What happened to the self-made man who managed to ascend the ranks of the Ministry without any blood ties? What happened to the man that could prove that even someone as awkward as he was could have a measure of authority? Was he even himself anymore? Was this new power he wielded making him forget why he even wanted it in the first place? Was his goal of acceptance being consumed by blind ambition?

This realization made him desperately cling to anything that connected him to his past. Juice boxes. Video games. Tricycle rides around the Ministry. Anything he could do that would have gotten him criticized for being childish. He was still the same Copia, right?

#the band ghost #ghost headcanons #he is my little meow meow im sorry #totally not projecting here nope #anyway im sort of writing a fic about this #cardinal copia #papa emeritus iv #ghost band #headcanon #copia #angst #copia angst

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lovestruckficto · 11 months

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We all talk abt P03 being touch-starved but what if Y/N is touch-starved too. I think they should help each other out with that.

#im totally not projecting here nope not at all #p03 x reader #inscryption #p03 #affectionate loving y/n is nice but like #need a y/n that is just as shy abt this as p03 #good shit i tell u

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queermentaldisaster · 2 months

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Soap, when he was younger, had a hard time deciding what he wanted for dinner. His ma would cook a bunch of food and Soap just couldn't choose anything. By the time he figured out what he wanted, the food was either cold or all gone, and he felt like a burden asking his ma to make more, so he'd just go hungry.

This continues into his adult life, and when he starts relying more on takeout on leaves, he often can't decide on something until his brain deems it 'too late' and he just goes hungry.

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von-karmas-a-bitch · 7 months

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hi last time i scoured court records dot net for all the official gay lawyer content i could find i somehow missed the maya page of the fanbook but i found it today and. height difference franmaya where they're both short queens but maya is an even shorter queen CANON

(for the americans and fellow brits who use both metric and imperial depending on the situation, 154cm is about 5ft and 162cm is about 5'3.5" which i have been losing my mind about for months bc that is my exact height i AM franziska von karma)

#i have known for so long that franziska is my height and have been dying to know maya's height #all i had before was her referring to herself as vertically challenged in professor layton vs phoenix wright #(which btw makes her the only other character to be referred to as vertically challenged. besides franziska in turnabout remniscence)#(so first of all. made for each other. but second of all i compared 13yo franziska's investigations overworld sprite to bratworth's)#(and then compared adult franziska's to edgeworth's. and taking the heels into account franziska has probably grown...)#(...about an inch or so. since she was 13. which is yet another thing she has in common with yours truly. holy shit)#i have been dying to know. what their height difference is. hoping that maya was shorter but only by a little bit.#and i was right. they are exactly as i envisioned #franziska looks tall next to maya but is actually a short queen #5'3'' energy is real and me and franzi both have it #technically she is closer to 5'4'' like she's just under it she's actually 5'3.7'' roughly but. i rounded it down to a multiple of 5 #totally biased here nope #but. let me have this ok #i deserve a little projection as a treat #they also remind me. of my first relationship #im still besties with that first gf #and like franziska and maya we were and still are basically the same person in different fonts #with me the franziska being the more jaded and cynical one with bigger daddy issues #and they the maya being more ''but i stay silly :3'' and having bigger mummy issues #and the height difference is. you guessed it. about the same. although i think the exie is slightly shorter than maya instructions unclear #and despite me appearing more prickly on the inside and them seemingly being small and nonthreatening #while secretly being a powder keg ready to explode at a moment's notice #bc all that rage is kept internal 99% of the time #and them being the one that could like. keep me in line when i was being a bitch #like that moment in trials and tribulations where one glare from maya had franziska actually praising larry's artwork #like i cannot stress enough how much franmaya happened in real life and it was my first relationship #they mean the world to me they are the ship of all time im obsessed #franmaya #maya fey #franziska von karma

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if-loki-was-a-fox · 7 months

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c!Ranboo would love taking care of roly polies

He'd keep their terrarium damp enough so carefully, even when he accidentally burns themself sometimes, and they just sits there with their head on their arms staring at the little guys for ages, and he doodles them in the margins of his memory books, and they go out collecting dead leaves and sticks for them, and whenever one is having babies he gets so excited and tells Techno and Tubbo and Philza all about it, keeping them updated the whole time, and—

#totally not projecting. nope #rambling about blorbos #dsmp ranboo #ranboo #cranboo

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writebackatya · 1 year

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I like to think that if Gandra Dee met Louie, her nickname for him would’ve been “Nepo Nephew”

That is all

#also Louie would totally try to get in on the Gizmocloud project she would immediately Google Louie Inc. and go ‘…Nope!’#ducktales headcanons #ducktales 2017 #gandra dee #louie duck #ducktales

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soulsilversprings · 9 months

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@kohakhearts tagged me to share 9 lines from a WIP - thanks for the tag! Leaving right where we left off with my palletshipping WIP "(he can never be honest about) how he feels" - at this rate I'll probably end up posting the entire thing in segments through fic challenges haha. (But hey, i'm not complaining!)

Back upstairs from waffles, pen in hand, Gary began his postcard-writing effort anew.

He started deliberately – slow strokes and even breaths, so that the ink wouldn’t smudge. So that he could pause between every few words, making sure he was still on the right track. Not too cheesy, not too indifferent. Just right.

At first, every word screeched and halted against the next – a delicate struggle between cliche and stuffy, between period and comma, between crossing the word out and weaving it into a less cringeworthy sentence.

On one such instance, he went to cross out a mistake, and his pen wobbled as Ash's voice sounded:

“He can never be honest about how he feels…”

Arceus, he wanted to be honest. But just admitting his feelings to himself had been a humongous step. So writing… whatever this was? That was on a whole other level.

Tagging (but no pressure): @gaycey-sketchit, @maybenow22, @deamsgirl, and @biocharlie. Anyone else who sees this and wants to join in, feel free!!

#i think technically this is 11 lines but who's counting lol #also totally not projecting my struggles as a writer onto this fic. nope #palletshipping #shigesato #ash x gary #gary x ash #wip #wip tag

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