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turtleinsoup · 6 months
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based on this: https://www.tumblr.com/carnival-phantasm/731016312565956608/this-should-have-been-in-kingdom-hearts?source=share
(inspired by @nonbayanary :D <3)
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kotias · 3 months
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WIP Ask Game
The rules:
Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous.
Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as your have WIPs.
Thanks for tagging me, @gaiaseyes451 !
... I have a lot, and will categorise by fandom. THANKS, GAIA.
Dragon Ball (Z/GT/Super)
Wish of the Oozaru
Amber Lily
Attached
A Saiyan's definition of Love
Eyeshield 21
Tanabata
Avatar
Mirrors
Supernatural
My Cover, My Shield
Inuyasha
Ookami no koinu
One Piece
Himawari
Cooking up trouble
Communion
Hitsuyo
Pirate King
Swapped
Give me your hand
Bleeding Love
Tsubaki
Dreams
Good Omens
In Spite of Heaven and Hell
Lost Memories Still Cast Love (with @daneecastle )
We Are In Our Eden (with @daneecastle )
Down the Path of Sin (with @daneecastle )
Sense of Persuasion
Starved For Your Touch
The art and science of asking questions
Vein of Love
Sheltered Scars
The Unfortunate Door (for @daneecastle )
Smut prompts
My Arum Lily
...
Let's tag 30 people now.
@daneecastle @thescholarlystrumpet @cheeseplants @rhosmeinir @feiandart @saucysmutpigeon @gingerhaole @quona @aidaran-alha @hakunahistata @lauramoon1987 @vavoom-sorted-art @gahellhimself-blog @mintounette @nonbayanary @dbzsenpai @rykundsz-art @yumchxa @aolihui @jorongbak @amartbee @julia-shephard @imgomis @where-does-the-heart-lie @lirhyapetitpain @inpolariis @toboldlymuppet @astharoshe @hgatoart @saurgazing-arts
Good counting everybody!
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fandonnavyce · 2 months
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What's going on??????
Can anyone explain to me why Destiel is trending in the year of our lord 2024 on a random day in the first week of March?
What is happening?
@ash-nonbayanary @astraeasilvers I know we bond over HiruSena and ES21 so spn is way out of the left field for us but do you guys know what's up??????????
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atticuos · 7 months
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I wanna know 7 things that made you happy these past few days! Then tag 7 of your favourite people here! (tagged by @yee-boii)
Haven’t done a tag game in so long :’) thank you keysmash129 ❤️
1. Got news that 2 of my aunts and 1 of my cousins are coming to visit at the end of November and staying with us until Christmas :’) haven’t seen my cousin in more than a decade (last time I talked to her face to face we were teens I’m so excited to get to know her again :))
2. Charlie and the 10minutes long voice messages he sends me while he plays tlou2 (one day imma sit next to you and cackle and blow your ears out as you play i promise)
3. My brother and the way he folds into himself and flops onto me to get attention and cuddles
4. Titan and his replies :’)
5. This fic I’m writing rn is giving me so much serotonin, it’s a genuine joy every time I open the doc
6. My latest little craft project, haven’t been this excited to work on something in a while
7. It’s raining right now and the thunder is so loud and deep I can feel the echo in the cavity of my chest and the petrichor is going to my brain in the best way possible
Ive been away from this app for so long I don’t know anyone anymore but alright
TAGGING: @trancowboy @katskioki @ash-nonbayanary @itslyrastar @minggchoww @slashfilled-mind @casianh
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astraeawritingarchive · 2 months
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@fandonnavyce @nonbayanary
A few weeks ago, I woke up in the middle of the night, and when I woke up again in the morning, I found my notepad app open, and these two prompts written down 💀
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Why have I done this
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astraeasilvers · 7 months
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People you'd like to get to know better
Tagged by @plantainboat
Last Song: SUNG JIN-WOO RAP | "SOLO" | RUSTAGE ft. anoravt
Favourite Colours: Green, Blue, Purple. Especially green-ish blues
Currently Watching: I Got a Cheat Skill in Another World and Became Unrivaled in The Real World, Too [it's a really good anime]
Last Movie: Fear Street (re-binge watched the trilogy)
Currently Reading: Eyeshield 21
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet... AND SALTY! I've been mucnhign on some Sweet and Salty Kettlecorn
Last Thing I Googled: I use Duckduckgo/Firefox... But I looked up a sims 4 mod I needed to update LOL
Current Obsession: Writing Eyeshield 21 fics (as you've undoubtedly noticed)
Currently Working On: My four (yes... four) fics!
Lightspeed Heartbeat
Arpeggio 21: The Devil’s Chorus
Beyond the Veil and into the Dark
In Your Company
I tag my fellow HiruSena dorks, @ash-nonbayanary @ayumifantasy91 and @livannasalinger (if you want to, of course!)
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nullified-king · 1 year
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Most of you probably don't know, but I have a non-shitpost, original work Tumblr. But since I've been struggling with my writing, I've decided to try a different kind of story in the meantime. A Fanfic! It's my first real fanfiction I've ever written. It has no name yet, but I will soon be posting it on AO3. Its a HiruSena (Hiruma x Sena from anime & manga Eyeshield 21) ship fic crossed with the anime world of Initial D. I hope you all enjoy! Thank you for sticking around!
Thanks to @nonbayanary for inspiring this insanity! I've had so much fun with it!
Follow my Writing Tumblr for updates! @astraeasilvers
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nonbayanary · 3 months
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sneaking in some fic-writing while i'm working in the office
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nonbayanary · 1 year
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author’s log
Here are my thoughts as I write the HiruSena fic titled, “The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known.”
Archive of Our Own  ●   Fanfiction.Net
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[check out the author’s log below the cut!]
Note: This post will be updated continuously, until the fic ends. So buckle up y’all, it’s gonna be a longass fuckin’ ride!
[Log 1]:  Fic Length
This fic actually wasn’t meant to be this long. Originally, I just planned on having three long chapters, with twenty-one parts. 
But then I got attached to these specific portrayals of Hiruma and Sena, and now I can’t let them go without putting these rat bastards (*affectionate*) under a microscope and giving their trauma an in-depth analysis. 
So uhhhh sorry y’all, now this story is divided into Acts 1 to 4, with (hopefully only) 69 parts for each one. 
4 Acts bcs in Japanese culture, “4″ is the number symbolizing death
And 69 parts each bcs EYYYYY 69 lmaoooo
[Log 2]:  Fic’s Manifestation Properties (part 1)
I think this fic has some powers of manifestation??? Like I know it sounds stupid, but hear me out ok
So when I wrote in Ch.2, part xi. that Hiruma used to get panic attacks, it hit me: “Shit, doesn’t this mean I gotta portray an actual panic attack? I gotta do right by the readers!”
And I was like, “Ah, fuck me in the ass and call me Satan. Even if I’ve read about panic attacks for years, I’ve never actually had any before. So how do I write them?”
And then BAM! At home, I start undergoing even worse domestic abuse and psychological torture from my father. 
BAM! I begin to have actual panic attacks. 
BAM! I start having panic attacks so often, that sometimes, I have as many as three consecutive attacks in an hour. 
At one time, it was so bad at home that my attacks were daily. 
But every night, that’s when my panic attacks hit the hardest. Because my father always came home at night. My attacks would knock me unconscious. Like, really knock me out cold, yo. Because this was the only way my brain could help me cope when my father and I were in the same vicinity.
And when I was in the absolute gutter, I would wake up in the midst of a panic attack. And then, when I realized my father was still inside the house, an attack would knock me out again. I would continue to wake up and get knocked out until I was sure he was gone. 
Past Me, before domestic abuse was bad: “Oh no, how do I write panic attacks? I’ve never had any before!”
Present Me, dead-eyed: “Oh, honey.” 
At least I now have a lotta content on panic attacks, though!!! EYYYY I’m taking my wins where I can get ‘em lmaooo
[Log 3]:  Fic’s Manifestation Properties (part 2)
So I’ve got further proof that this fic has some powers of manifestation
Past Me, panicked: “Oh no! Sena has a cat named Pitt in canon! But I don’t know how to write about cats! My family only owns dogs!”
And then BAM! The neighborhood stray cat gets killed by family’s dogs, leaving one kitten orphaned at my house.
BAM! My sibling and I pity the orphaned kitten so much that we adopt it, and start raising it as the sole house cat. 
BAM! Days later I realize: “Well, I guess I now know how cats behave. Wait — OHMYGOD, I can write about cats now!”
Like I am not saying the neighborhood cat’s death had a use, okay. That’s not what I’m saying. I loved that cat, and I grieved her. I wept for her, especially when her kitten called out for her at night. 
I’m just saying that when I start thinking, “Oh no, how do I write this?” 
Some coincidental shit happens
BONUS: Please don’t worry about the orphaned kitten. I’m taking care of her now! Her name is “King Eris” (because I thought she was male at first. The revelation of my mistake only came to me when, months later, I noticed she had a lack of a dick.) She loves headpats, playing, sunbathing on the roof, sleeping on my lap, torture, and murder. (The last two parts are about cockroaches. She plays with them in such a gruesome manner that the poor insects’ deaths are slow and painful.)
[Log 4]:  Literary Works that Inspired the Fic’s Creation: AFTG series
This fic is based on Nora Sakavic’s trilogy, “All For The Game” series. 
It’s a GAY novel series about sports, mafia, and a shitton of childhood trauma. 
It’s really worth the read if you love soul-crushing trauma from different kinds of childhood abuse, and the hope that stems from surviving your circumstances, and choosing each day to continue living anyway. 
This book is my go-to for references on school sports, sports training, healing, and a fuckton of traumatized, lovable kids. 
Because in this fic, that’s what Hiruma and Sena are, essentially: traumatized, lovable kids.
Sena’s mother Mihae is loosely based on one of AFTG’s badass characters: Renee Walker. 
The “Yes or No” moments of consent between Hiruma and Sena are actually inspired by the main couple in the AFTG series, Neil Josten and Andrew Minyard. 
[Log 5]:  Literary Works that Inspired the Fic’s Creation: TLT series
This fic is also based on Tamsyn Muir’s tetralogy, “The Locked Tomb” series. 
It’s about lesbian necromancers in space. It’s got a lot of religious symbolism (Christian), and it sometimes borders on the blasphemic, which I love. After all, my fic’s got a lotta blasphemy in it.
There is SO MUCH love and devotion in The Locked Tomb series, which is why I use it as a reference. 
The fic is, after all, tagged as “Homoerotic Devotion” (or at least, in AO3. In FF.Net, I have no such luck.) There are wholeass bucketloads of devotion in The Locked Tomb, and a lot of them are sure as hell homoerotic. 
[Log 6]:  Literary Works that Inspired the Fic’s Creation: TGCF series smut fics
I’ll be honest, y’all. This fic would not have existed if not for the smuttiest fics out there, about a god being reverently fucked by his worshipper. 
Let’s give a round of applause for the smut fics of Mò Xiāng Tóng Xiù’s webnovel series, “Heaven Official’s Blessing!”
Heaven Official’s Blessing is also called, “Tian Guan Ci Fu,” or  [天官赐福]. The English fandom just calls it “TGCF” for short.
Lemme quote someone for a quick second here, to summarize the story. 
“At its core, TGCF is a story about a fallen god and his last believer; it's a story about devotion, love, loss, longing, fate and destiny, and the meaning of ‘forever’ and ‘to believe'. sure, there are other things: friendship, loyalty, the price of power etc.”
So like, taking the love and devotion of the main couple, and put it in an equation where you add a very creative fandom. BAM! The result is a myriad of smut fics full of praise kinks, god kinks, and body worship. 
Of course, a lot of TGCF fics are inspired by Hozier’s songs as well.
So like, it got me thinking: “Damn, HiruSena doesn’t have that.”
And then my thought process gradually shifted to, “Well, why can’t the HiruSena fandom have that? I guess if I wanna see that shit, then I gotta make it.”
And thus, with the vision in mind of a HiruSena story, inspired by Hozier, homoerotic devotion, and a lotta god-worshipper dynamic going on, this fic was born.
[Log 7]:  Hozier Song Lyrics
One of the recent trends in the fandoms I’ve traversed so far is this: Fics inspired by Hozier lyrics.
Lemme quote a review of Hozier’s music for a hot second, ok
“Each of [Hozier’s] songs are modern versions of traditional folklore that contain stories of love, tragedy, and hope, while also conveying strong political messages. Hozier has a way of delineating life's problems and purpose with beautiful poetry and turning it into songs that resonate with a piece of our soul.”
Like, Hozier’s lyrics are good. Like, really well-written. Even if you’re not a fan of his music—which I genuinely respect, don’t worry—you’ll find that when you read the lyrics of his songs, they really are “chef’s kiss” kinda good. 
Hozier's such a good fit for HiruSena, considering the ongoing Devil theme that Hiruma's trying to portray. Since Hozier songs have a common theme of devotion in them, it makes us all wonder: "What if it's the guy called The Devil who shows devotion in another?" There's so much to explore in that! 
How can a person as broken as The Devil, love someone who is just as broken? How can these two people find heaven in each other? There's so much symbolism, so much potential!
So it kinda got me stumped that I didn’t see any English HiruSena fics with Hozier songs in them. I told my sibling, and they just stared at me and asked, “Well, why don’t you write one, then?”
And BAM! Here we are. 
I hope that somewhere out there, more HiruSena Hozier fics exist. Even if they’re not in English, just knowing they exist would be absolutely lovely. 
And I suppose, if no other HiruSena Hozier fics have been written before this one, then I hope this fic inspires other writers to make more. 
[Log 8]:  Questions
This fic explores the following questions:
"What if it's the guy called The Devil who shows devotion in another?"
"How will Hiruma act when he's being tender with someone?"
"What if Hiruma knows jackshit about romance? What if he's just as awkward, or possibly even more awkward than Sena when he bares his true vulnerable self?"
“Why was Kurita so insistent on playing Amefuto, even back in middle school?”
[Answered in CH. 1]: “Why would Sena join a team when Hiruma recruited him through underhanded means?”
“Why does Hiruma act like an asshole all the time, when it seems as if there's no reason to do so?”
"What does it take for Mamori to go apeshit?"
"Will Sena use the knife his godmother Yoshiko gave him? What is his breaking point? Will the knife remain unused forever? What is the one thing that will drive Sena over the edge?"
Y’all can disregard this particular log tbh. I just put it here so I can keep track of all the questions I want the fic to answer. 
Also LMAO, me saying, “This fic explores the following questions,” as if it’s a goddamn thesis hhhhhh
[Log 9]:  Dedication
I honestly hope that I can reach out to people with similar trauma thru this fic. 
One of the things that helped me persevere through my hardships was: "Character A got through this! Maybe I can too!" And that's what I'm trying to do to in this fic too. 
Whether HiruSena romance scenes dominate, or whether the Hozier lyrics or the memes are more memorable, the true core of this fic is trauma.
This fic is for everyone out there who survived abuse, the people who hold wreckages inside their chests instead of hearts. 
This fic is for the people who clung to Sena's character and loved him, purely because they too were getting bullied. 
This fic is for the people who flinch, for the people who wished they were as powerful as Canon Hiruma. 
This fic is for the people who wake up, and have to talk themselves into getting up from bed each day, instead of giving up. 
This fic is for each and every warrior out there, who has to live normally even after the world did its best to break them.
This fic is for all you survivors out there. 
[Log 10]:  Hiruma crying in Chapter 2
So like, on one hand, I’m glad Hiruma’s released all his years of pent-up grief through crying. Because keeping that all inside is unhealthy and damaging
And it’s actually quite heartbreaking that the thing that actually does manage to set him off is a video of his mother cradling him close to her, when he was but an infant 
But like
Let’s be real with each other for a hot second, okay
Hiruma just fucking cried to the “I want to see my little boy! Here he comes!” vine LMAOOOO
[Log 11]:  The Backstory & Trauma of Kobayakawa Shuuma (Sena’s Dad)
Shuuma’s trauma is actually based on my own trauma, or one aspect of it at least
And that’s trauma caused by having a verbally and emotionally abusive mother.
So don’t worry about the accuracy of trauma representation here, bros, bcs some parts are based on a trueass story.
[Stay tuned, bcs there are definitely a lot more logs to come!]
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nonbayanary · 1 year
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THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!
Hi, Ash (nonbayanary) here!
From the bottom of my heart, thank you all so much for your encouragement and support. You were all very kind to me when I had to stop writing due to several issues IRL.
Though the domestic abuse I’m undergoing is far from over, I’d like you to all know that because of all your support, I’m coming out of these trials as a survivor. (whump sena vibes eyyy *finger guns*) All your kind words give me courage to pick myself up and continue fighting, and also to continue writing.
I’m very very happy to say that THE FIC ISNT IN HIATUS ANYMORE!!! Chapter 3 of the fic is now officially IN THE WORKS / UNDER CONSTRUCTION! It might take a few months to write, but you’re all definitely getting a new dose of HiruSena in the new chapter soon! 
So as a gift to all of you, I’ll be posting sreenshots of teaser drafts on spoilers of the fic’s future chapters. Please take note that this is far, far into the future chapters. (Sorry guys, I unknowingly made this some sort of semi-slowburn??? So it’s gonna take a longass time before they get together hhhhhh gdi)
There will be four teasers, all in all. These teasers are a glimpse into Sena and Hiruma’s relationship as they grow closer in the future chapters. These will be posted every other day. 
Please just bear in mind that these are drafts. So these scenes may be subject to changes, or may be deleted, or rewritten entirely. It’s still too soon to say. 
Regardless, I’m still very ecstatic to show yall these spoilers! I hope you all enjoy the glimpse into HiruSena’s homoerotic devotion! 
Here’s the FIRST TEASER!
And thank you especially to @cypher-queen, @livannasalinger, and @ayumifantasy91. I AM GIVING YOU GUYS THE BIGGEST KURITA BEARHUGS!!!! Yall are the MVPs!!! Seriously, thank you. So much. <3
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nonbayanary · 1 year
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not me waiting for that sweet, sweet 69 lmaooo
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nonbayanary · 1 year
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The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known - MEME Masterpost
Hi HiruSena simps! Here’s a list of all the memes used in the HiruSena fic titled, “The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known.” The links below will lead you to the original memes, for further context.
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ACT I.
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SENA:  Ah fuck, I can’t believe you’ve done this  (vine)
ii.
HIRUMA:  The absolute madman!
HIRUMA:  All according to keikaku
iii.
SENA:  By Talos, this can’t be happening
iv.
HIRUMA:  Not today, Satan.
KURITA:  He needs some milk!  (vine)
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HIRUMA: Ah shit, here we go again  (video)
HIRUMA:  [chuckles] I’m in danger  (video)
HIRUMA:  Now, we don’t have time to unpack all of that  (gif)
vi.
TEMPORARY PLAYER:  Press [F] to pay respects.
KURITA:  Stop. Get some help.  (video)
KURITA:  Face god and walk backwards into hell.  (tweet)
vii.
SENA:  Consuming five different forms of media at once to prevent a thought from occurring  (image)
SENA:  Copium
SENA:  Don’t try it, demon!  (image)
HIRUMA:  Wouldn’t you like to know, weather boy  (vine)
SENA: There are two kinds of people
MIHAE:  God is dead and soon we will follow!  (image)
viii.
MAMORI:  None pizza left beef
MAMORI & HIRUMA:  Freeshavacadoo  (vine)
MAMORI:  Do you accept constructive criticism?
SENA:  Not without crying  (image)
SENA:  I do not currently possess the ability to can  (image)
SENA:  Galaxy brain!
KURITA:  Hoe don’t do it. Ohmygod.  (vine)
KURITA: You better watch out, you better watch out!  (vine)
ix.
CERBERUS:  Edgelord
MUSASHI:  Kung pow penis
x.
MAMORI:  Had it not been for the laws of this land, [she] would have slaughtered [Hiruma].
HIRUMA:  I protecc, I attacc, but most importantly, I watch my family’s bacc
HIRUMA:  Modern problems require modern solutions
HIRUMA:   In this world, it’s milk or be milked
SENA:  No thoughts, head empty
SENA:  Play dumb! Not THAT dumb!  (video)
xi.
SENA:  I’ve connected the two dots
HIRUMA:  You didn’t connect shit
SENA:  I’ve connected them
HIRUMA:  Naruto Run
HIRUMA:  Rickroll song
HIRUMA:  Due to personal reasons, I will be passing away.  
HIRUMA:  No thoughts, head empty
SENA:  Would you like to stay for dinner?
MIHAE:  Would you like to stay forever?  (video)
MIHAE:  [softly]  I’ll kill you.  (video)
HIRUMA:  Kill me and live with the memory. Then tell the stars that you won.
HIRUMA:  Well, well, well... If it isn’t the consequences of my own actions.
SHUUMA:  Pointing Spiderman meme
MIHAE:   Surprised Pikachu meme
MIHAE:  Let me see what you have
(Toddler) SENA:  A knife!
MIHAE:  NO!  (vine)
YOSHIKO:  You’re sick?
MIHAE:  Yeah. Do you think I could get some chicken noodle soup?
YOSHIKO:  Oh, just fucking shut up and die slowly, okay?
MIHAE:  Okay.  (vine)
SHUUMA:  Smack cam!
YOSHIKO:  Bitch I hope the fuck you do! You’ll be a dead son of a bitch, I’ll tell you that!  (vine)
(Toddler) HIRUMA:  Monkey in the car!
YOSHIKO:  Monkey in the car!
(Toddler) HIRUMA:  Fuck off!   (vine)
YOSHIKO:  I’ve only had [Ichii] for a day and a half. But if anything happened to him, I would kill everyone in this room, and then myself.
YOSHIKO:  Mother trucker, dude. That hurt like a butt cheek on a stick.   (vine)
MIHAE:  Everyday, we stray further from god.
YUUYA:  I want to see my little boy!
YOSHIKO:  Here he comes!  (vine)
That scene where Hiruma jumps out of Sena’s window  (video)
Thug Life sunglasses
HIRUMA:  *T-poses*
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Note: This masterpost updates with every chapter posted. Please tell me if any links are broken, or if I missed any memes from the fic! Thank you, and I hope y’all enjoyed the memes!
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nonbayanary · 4 months
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If i didnt work a goddamned 9 to 6 job, i'd make fanart for every single HiruSena fic out there
Alas
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nonbayanary · 3 months
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When i'm in a temper, the only thing that constantly improves my mood is the ES21 Tagalog Dub
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nonbayanary · 5 months
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God gave me chronic pain and morale-crushing responsibilities bcs bitch knew if he didn't nerf me, I'd churn out SO MUCH HiruSena art and fics like there's no tomorrow
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nonbayanary · 6 months
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Will I be able to finish my fic?
For context, I am a Filipino. Tensions are rising between my country, the Philippines, and China, because China's coast guard continues to enroach on our waters.
It's a long political affair, but long story short, I am afraid war is coming.
And if it comes, will I survive to write my fic?
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