As a commissioner, I love seeing how artists interpret and stylize my characters, but as an artist, I often agonize over if I should try to match the style of the provided reference or lean into my own style.

I think Otta would be very likely to hit on Packpatty instead of Mayjack

Okay Girlies I need you all to answer this one question for me. I haven't played through Karamelle or Novus yet and I've only seen and heard snippets of Dasein so I don't know all that much ahout him. Reblog/tag why y'all want to fuck him- I mean marry him (or just something you really like about him)

People who are more proficient in the Martyn Lore than I am, I have a Question: Okay, so. Martyn has said in response to an ask that the characters retain all their memories, including c!Martyn having his memories from evo. However, in evo, Martyn knew Grian joined the watchers, wheras during lastlife, he didn't seem to know about the connection between Grian and the watchers and was confused by why they had so much interest in him. Do we have a working explanation for why c!Martyn seems unaware of the connection there when, lore-wise, he has all his memories from evo?

It's so hard being a CSM manga reader fan and going into an anime store and it's all just Season 1 CSM merch < Guy who's favorite characters are all in part 2

ughhh i cant sleep :(

Camp Western is really fun so far, but the mama paint you help out in one of the quests seems to have gotten a new wig...?

this utena fic is the most upsetting thing i've ever written i'm genuinely unsure if i should even post it anywhere

the hardest part about commissioning others is thinking of what to commission or am i just insane

suddenly feeling dead inside and just wanna read good fanfic or something. feel free 2 give me kazumaji or minedai recs if you think i’d like em

I'm having one of those "I wish I could just be part of the Astral Express crew" moments

guilty gear fans i have a question. why are yall trying to fuck a key

Hmm. Okay, one last word on the drama, sorry again, I'd also very much love to just put it all behind us. But the person I'm suspecting is blaming me for shittalking to my followers, so just in case anyone who follows me is sending them mean shit, let's not do that??? There's no point in it, even if you suspect someone, even if it's the same person i suspect, don't just accuse folks with no evidence. You can keep your distance from someone you consider suspicious (blocking is your friend), but don't stir the pot further. I want this to be over with already.

having self control sucks. i want to be very blunt with people but then i stop and think "wow. this is not how people talk. i need to relax"

Im so fucking tired of allistic people man...

They always present like 2 choices for you and go on for days about how they understand either choice, they won't judge you no matter what you pick and how they'll be fine regardless then act all disappointed and whiney when you make that choice and they didn't get the answer they wanted.

I'm sorry, how was I supposed to know that was the wrong choice™️. If you wanted me to do something why didn't you say it. I don't care about all your little social shit, be honest with me. I didn't choose based on your wants when I don't know what you want. I made the "selfish" choice despite everyone around me saying they supported my decision and totally understood. Then I'm the bad guy. For making a choice. That I was assured over and over again that I wasn't going to be judged for.... I'm so tired of this... I'm so tired of allistic people setting these fucking landmines for me. Like they enjoy my suffering. I always get fucking burned in these situations. I can either just do what I think they want with varying response or I can be honest and unmask and do what I think is best for me then they all collectively sigh and look away like Im the disappointment...

If it's not truly safe, don't fucking tell me I'm safe. If I truely won't be judged, don't judge me. If I can't safely unmask, don't tell me to be myself and make my own choices. Even allistic people who had no fucking skin in this game judged me. I chose the option that was best for me and now I'm the villain. Again. Fuck allistic people man, fuck those wishy-washy judgey ass people.

I got mad about how genuinely pretentious and condescending people on here about things that honestly don't even matter that much and so I went oh I know and I went to a mutual in law's blog because I KNOW they have the exact same views as me on them but they articulate them so much better and bam I got like six posts in a row of excellent compassionate measured responses to the very mean-spirited and meaninglessly cruel culture on here surrounding 'anti-intellectualism' and also calling people virgins in a derogatory way. like thanks! gotta jet