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Thinking about how last time when I saw my brother, we played the OP card game or whatever,,, and I was still learning the game so i wasn't very good, i lost 2 games with the E/nel leader deck,,,,, and during the 3rd game my brother said "E/nel won't take you to the E/ndless V/earth with him if you keep losing" and while he was just bantering and trash talking- it was legit upsetting to me 😭😭😭 I was like "That's the meanest thing you could say to me, don't say that" 😭😭😭😭 I ended up winning that 3rd game thankfully, and i was like going on about how he was wrong for saying that, and how E/nel would in fact, take me to the moon with him ansjkzskzk but my brother was just like "I had to say it to motivate you to win" like okay bitch,,, it worked yes- but still!! rude!! 😭
:(sorry for cont!nu!ng my rambles about th!s s!tuat!on, ! just cant th!nk about anyth!ng else anymore):
:(! do want to see them !mprove and be near them !n a sense, but more !n a way where ! w!sh they wouldnt want to hurt me? wh!ch ! assume k!nda goes aga!nst the concept of k!smes!s):
:(also, !n general ! really desp!se act!ng !n an aggress!ve manner, mostly due to caste-related h!story? !m just afra!d ! could turn to a m!ndless cull!ng mach!ne...):
:(also, tbh ! doubt the v!olet meant th!s !n a romant!c way. what they d!d d!d at least not feel n!ce...):
:(though aga!n, ! have no k!smet!c knowledge. so maybe !m just overly self-doubt!ng aga!n?):
:(sorry to be such a bother w!th th!s):
You’re Perfectly Okay! This definitely doesn’t sound like a Kismesis Moment… I hope you can Stay Safe :(