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hwanchaesong · 2 years

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“Heartworm”

Ex!Haechan X Reader X Bf!Renjun

Synopsis: Things that can't be done in the past have been done in the present.

genre & warnings: angst, fluff, suggestive, university au, mentions of alcohol, break-up, cursing, literally shows heartbreak

word count: 2.9k

“Wake up, sleepyhead.”

You groaned and stirred around the mattress when you felt a finger booping your nose continuously, swatting the hand away and resuming your beauty sleep.

"Back off." you warned the perpetrator.

Renjun deadpanned and grabbed your arm, forcefully pulling you away from dreamland.

"I'm not going away until you're fully awake." he insisted, eagerly dragging your body down the bed.

"Alright, alright!" you grumbled, sitting up and shooting the man a glare, to which he responded with his own.

"You've been sleeping for twelve hours now." he stated, putting his hands on his hips.

You raised an eyebrow, haphazardly throwing the blankets to show your annoyance and standing from up the bed, "And so?"

The corner of his lips lifted up a little, approaching you and cupping your cheeks, "And so you shall get ready because you only have an hour before my friend's birthday party."

Oh crap. You totally forgot about that.

Today is one of his bestfriend's birthday, more specifically, a guy named Zhong Chenle.

Renjun had always talked about his circle of friends that he met during his elementary years. He has been with them for a decade and is really closely knitted with each other.

They treat each other like family, he said.

That is why you wanted to meet them in person, involve yourself in your boyfriend's life like he does to you.

"That slipped off my mind." you admitted, smiling a bit in his hold, making you look like a dumpling. Renjun internally screamed with how adorable you are.

"You're getting old." he teased, releasing you and pushing in the bathroom.

"I'll give you thirty minutes to get ready, I'll wait for you downstairs." he exclaimed, finality in his voice that left you no choice but to oblige.

"Yes sir."

Few minutes later and your clacking heels grabbed Renjun's attention, his head craning just to see you walking down the stairs like a princess.

His princess.

Your gorgeous velvet black dress covered enough skin but still looked incredibly sexy on you. The hair and make-up are just chef's kiss in his eyes as well.

He clicked his tongue, gnashing his teeth and looking at the other way before his sight returned to you, "Looks like I'll be a bodyguard for tonight's party, huh?"

You giggled at his antics. Acting was never his forte but hey, his effort makes up for it.

"Oh please." you linked arms with him, tugging him outside to start your journey in the restaurant, "You look dashing as hell, I might have to punch some ladies if they tried flirting with you."

When you arrived at the restaurant, your jaw dropped.

You knew that Chenle is rich, based on Renjun's stories, but this is on another level.

The restaurant was huge, elegant and the aura of it all is expensive as fuck. You sure are thanking your lucky stars for making you prepare for this event, or else you would've looked like a beggar in this place.

Entering the building, you think that this is not from earth anymore.

Marbled floors, ivory statues, fresh flowers, red silky carpets that you'll likely see in award shows and the damned crystal chandelier in the middle of the wooden ceiling, right where a large staircase awaits you to ascend upon.

You took a big gulp, your nerves getting the best of you that you boyfriend noticed.

He held your hand and lightly squeezed it, giving you a reassuring smile, "Don't think too much, I'm pretty sure that they'll like you."

If you think that the surprise is over, it's not.

"Hey Renjun! Over here!"

The voice that called your boyfriend's name is eerily familiar.

Turning to look at the source, a big mistake on your part, your whole body froze.

Lee Donghyuck, or also known as Haechan.

You made eye contact with him and all the memories buried at the back of your mind came rushing back like a bunch of tidal waves.

Haechan was your greatest secret yet he was also the best oath that you took.

You both dated back in highschool but it was kept as strictly confidential, mainly because of your status back then.

He was an all-rounder. Intelligent, funny, great at sports, can sing and dance, handsome. Basically a popular boy that everyone adored.

And you were an average girl, nothing special and definitely unknown.

The main reason why you were baffled when he asked you out on a date. Telling you that he's serious about you and it's not a bet or anything.

"I see something in you, I don't know what it is but.. I really do see something in you."

That was his words when he admitted that he wanted you to be officially his.

"Let's not tell anyone about this."

Those were your words when you feared that people would judge you for dating him.

Haechan was perfectly imperfect.

Always joking around and throwing savage declarations but he makes up for it by showing you endless affection and words of affirmation.

If you're gonna guess where it all fell apart, it may be the fact that keeping the relationship private took a toll on the two of you.

The constant meet-ups without anyone seeing you, not being able to talk with each other in your school's hallways, and many more difficulties that ultimately led to a blooming future's demise.

There were some regrets, yes.

There were those times where you were tempted to contact him and rebuild what you've had, but in the end, nothing really worked out.

It took a while to move on from him, and now you're content with your current boyfriend.

"Are your brain cells still working?"

You were snapped out of your memory lane visit when a hand was wildly waved in front of your face.

"Uh, yes." you blinked, straightening your posture and bravely introducing yourself to all of them.

"Goodevening, I am Y/N, Renjun's girlfriend. Nice meeting all of you."

All men whistled and said their own greetings at you, except one.

"So you are the infamous lady that turned our punk into a cinnamon roll." if you're not mistaken, the one who said that statement was Jaemin.

You cleared your throat, doing your best to converse normally despite the burning stare that your ex is giving you, "I guess I'm well known here." you say, playfully side eyeing your boyfriend.

"Don't believe what they say." he sneered at his friends halfheartedly, putting an arm around your shoulders at the same time, an action that made ones eyes squint.

"They are professional liars."

A series of hollers and cackles resonated on the table, foods and drinks are being consumed, gossips and jokes thrown out. Everything was going well and you are able to block the presence of your ex out for at least an hour now.

That was until Mark pointed out that Haechan was being unusually quiet.

"Aren't you gonna kiss and hug Renjun?"

"Yeah, earlier you said that you'll reprimand his significant other for stealing him away from you." Jeno interjected.

The man only chuckled in response, raising his glass of whiskey, "She seems nice and besides," he glanced at you subtly, shivers running down your spine, "I think I'll pass since they look so happy and inlove."

You can clearly discern the insinuation in his sentence, but the others seem to not take note of it, passing it off as him approving of you as his friend's partner.

Renjun opened his mouth, about to speak, but was interrupted when his phone rang.

"Oops, wait a minute. I gotta take this." he excused himself, but not before giving you a quick peck on the cheek.

A public display of affection that either made the boys gag or coo yet Haechan's expression remained stoic. Something that is uncanny and you couldn't help the thought that maybe..

Maybe he still hasn't moved on from you.

Ten minutes later, Renjun returned with an apologetic look on his face, turning to Chenle and suddenly acting all cute.

"I'm sorry, me and Y/N are going to go home now. I will definitely make it up to you, I swear!" he held his pinky up as a sign of promise, an action that made the younger male guffaw. Dismissing him and saying that he doesn't mind at all.

Jisung inquired when you began to stand up, getting ready to leave, "What's the sudden rush though?"

Renjun smiled at you sweetly, placing a comforting hand on the small of your back, "Y/N's mother called me, asking if we'll go to her parents' house by tomorrow to celebrate their wedding anniversary."

"Her parents know you?" Haechan questioned out of nowhere, surprising everyone with the belligerent tone that he used.

"Yeah." Renjun nonchalantly answered, "Of course they do, I'm her boyfriend after all."

"Right." Haechan nodded his head, giving the both of you a somber smile, "Have a safe trip."

No one dared to address the weird atmosphere, choosing to just go with the flow and wave each other goodbye. Wishing Chenle a great birthday once more before leaving.

"Haechan is really out of it tonight." the man beside you mumbled while walking in the parking lot, brows knitted in concern.

You badly wanted to tell him why but you couldn't. You don't want to risk ruining their friendship.

You have been selfish in the past, and now you want to be a better person for your current loved one.

Sometimes, things have to be kept in the dark to protect the remaining light.

"Maybe he had a tough day?" you tried to gave an answer, albeit useless.

"I'll talk to him m- Oh fuck me." Renjun cursed, fishing for the car key in his pockets, "I think I left the car key in there."

You tapped his back, flashing him a reassuring smile, "Go back in there and retrieve it then, I'm fine here."

"You sure?"

You scrunched your nose and ran your hand on his hair, destroying the neat style yet the messy strands made him look like a model under the dim orange hues from the light posts, "I am, I won't go anywhere. When you come back, I'll still be here."

"Okay, if you say so." this time, he kissed you fully on the lips, basking in his softness and warmth, and when he pulled away, giddiness is now running on your veins.

"Be back, baby." he whispered before hurriedly running inside, a laugh erupting from your mouth at his cheesiness.

You opened your own phone, scrolling through social media to pass some time, and a minute later, you heard footsteps trudging towards you.

"That's fast." you remarked, grinning and looking up.

You felt the spinning of the world slow down, the beating of your own heart is drumming in your ears.

It wasn't Renjun who appeared, it was Haechan and you felt like hiding. Heck, you'll even thank the deities if they let you get swallowed down in the earth's core right now.

"Do you need something?" you cautiously asked. He did not say anything, only lifting his hand out to show the car key that Renjun had left.

"I'll take that. Thank you for bringing it back." you made the mistake of walking towards him.

Reaching out for the keys, he instantly brought his arm down that had you losing your balance, and voila!

You landed on him, he caught you with so much ease. Something that he had always done three years ago.

Registering the position you're in, you began to scramble around, "Haechan, this is wrong I-"

"I have missed you so much, and now you come back and I see you with my friend." he murmured, and you don't have it in you to look at him in the eye.

He helped you stand up on your feet again, your head facing downwards because you know that he is scrutinizing every detail of you.

"Glad that you finally found someone that you can proudly show to the world." he stated, and that made you widen your eyes.

No. It's not like that. You are proud of him as well, gosh, if only you could turn back time then you would've professed to the whole universe how much you loved him back then.

How important he was, how you wished that you could've built a family with him in the future.

"You.." your words trailed off, struggling to find the correct words to say to him, "You were my everything. I'm sorry, I wasn't strong enough to handle my insecurities before."

"And you could've just told me that, you know that I'll protect you." he replied, and you couldn't say anything anymore because it's true.

He was the one who pursued the relationship. The one who gave the assurance and commitment, and you did nothing but wallow in overthinking and self-pity thinking that you don't deserve someone so perfect like him.

He let out a loud sigh, gazing up at the dark skies filled with stars.

You peered at him, at his gorgeous side profile.

His caramel skin that you have always adored, his moles that you used to trace like a constellation, sharp jawline, tall nose, plump lips.. you did missed him as well.

Although you did, you had also missed the chance to stay with him.

"All people are considered the 'right one' for you, it's just a matter of deciding whether they will be right for you or not."

He directly met your eyes, chocolate orbs drowning you in sorrow that you literally felt your throat constrict and heart swell in agony, "It hurts, knowing that you can do the things to him that I had hoped you'd do to me...."

He watched you breakdown in front of him, and he badly wanted to hug you. To tell you that it's okay, but he won't.

Years on end, he suffered like this too.

He can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't do the hobbies that he used to do.

Happiness was a feeling that he had lost when you were gone in his life.

Did you cry yourself to sleep too?

Have you been in a deep hole of shit and pain too?

All the queries he had were answered when he saw you with Renjun tonight.

You had moved forward with your life with a man that you'll marry someday, a man that you're so sure of that you went your way to introduce him to your parents and relatives.

While he was there, stuck in one place and waiting for you.

It's like he was stabbed a million times, every aspect of him is bleeding and he somehow has to stop it with a poor excuse for a bandage or gauze, or whatever is in there left for him to use.

"But you never did."

He finished his sentence, shutting his eyes and taking a deep breath to keep himself from crying.

"I'm sorry, Donghyuck."

Silence.

Realization hits and he's ready to let you go.

"Let's fight for each other in another life." he finished, tossing you the car keys that you fumbled around to catch.

"Haechan? Why are you here?" it was Renjun's voice.

In an instant, the said man's demeanor changed, from broken into a cheerful and goofy one.

"Renjunieee~" he wailed, clinging onto your boyfriend, "I gave Y/N the keys because I saw it on the table."

"That's why I can't find it there. Thanks bud." Renjun smiled and tried to detach himself, ultimately failing especially when Haechan whined.

"Come on! Don't I deserve a reward?! One kiss is enough!"

"No! Go away!"

You snickered a bit at the adorable scene.

When Renjun has finally been set free from hell he called 'Lee Haechan's hug', he opened the passenger seat for you to enter, him sitting on the driver's seat afterwards.

As you drove away, you heard Haechan shout, "Careful on the road!" while his arms flutter like a maniac.

You did see it though, on the rear-view mirror, the way his smile fell, wiping away his face aggressively and turning on his heels with slumped shoulders.

Back at home, Renjun lay down on his side of the bed, coaxing you to come into his arms, which you did comply.

"Did that pudu say something to you?" he mumbles against your hair.

"Why do you ask?" you replied, snuggling closer to his chest.

He explained that you looked a bit gloomy after your encounter with his friend. You only giggled and kissed him, muttering that nothing happened and you're just tired.

"Tired?" he spoke indistinctly, a shriek elicited out of your mouth when he positioned you under him, situating himself in between your legs.

"Too bad we have plans for a workout, like.. maybe two hours?" he teased as your arms flew on his neck.

"You mean you wanted to play because you won't be able to once we're in my parents' house." you retorted, making him smirk at your feisty attitude.

A loud gasp, followed by a moan was ripped out of you when Renjun sucked on a sensitive spot on your neck.

"Is that a challenge? If so, I'll accept it."

A long night ahead of you awaits.

Forget him. No matter how many times your mind unconsciously drifts back to Haechan, you are always grounded into reality by Renjun and his pleasurable ministrations.

It wasn't the closure you needed although it's enough to melt some of your worries away.

For now, enjoy the moment.

Live in the present not in the past.

In this situation, what's important is that you have a loving boyfriend named Huang Renjun.

Forever you'll guarantee that you'll never make the same mistakes again.

You won't hurt him, you'll safeguard and love him to no end until your last breath.

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3raaaachachacha · 10 months

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8:29 pm

Huang Renjun x female reader / 582 words / angst / fluff

Warnings: none

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It wasn’t like you to miss his calls or ignore his texts. The only time you would do that was when something terrible happened and you completely shut down. He walked over to your apartment, getting buzzed in by security, and taking the elevator up. He tapped his foot lightly, impatient from how slow it was moving.

Finally, the door dinged and he moved towards your apartment, knocking a few times softly, “Y/N, open up.”

He waited patiently, knocking a few more times before trying the knob, realizing it was unlock. He hated that you sometimes left your apartment unlocked. Who knew who could be watching? Creeps were everywhere. He entered, locking the door behind him.

He turned the corner to find you sitting on your bed, head down, starting lifelessly onto your bed. You weren’t crying, you weren’t hurt, at least physically. What was wrong?

“Hey,” Renjun slowly moved to sit next to you on the soft bed, “What happened?” His hand moved to your cheek to caress it realizing a single tear fell.

“Who hurt you? I’ll kick his ass, you know I will!” He exclaimed, watching you carefully to see if you’d react. Nothing. It was like you shut your battery off. The only way he could tell you were alive was that you were breathing softly. It broke his heart seeing you like this. No smile. You had the most beautiful smile. No twinkle in your eyes. They would always sparkle with happiness. No energy. Even though you could be a lot at times, it always made him feel better after a long day.

“Y/N,” He trailed off, before moving closer and wrapping his arms around your shoulders. Your eyes widened slightly at the sudden touch. He pulled you closer into him as your head fell to his chest, hearing the sound of his beating heart. Tears began to spill over slowly as you came back to reality.

You gripped onto his shirt, scared he would leave you. The tears streamed down your cheeks as small sad whimpers left your lips. Finally, a sound from you. The sound pulled at his heart strings, but he was happy to know you were back. The Y/N he loved was back. She over came the darkness trying to consume her.

“It’s okay, I’m here,” Renjun shushed as he ran his fingers through your hair, doing his best to sooth your pain.

“Don’t leave me, please,” Was all your could muster out due to the pain in your chest. You clenched onto his shirt even tighter, not wanting to think of the only person you cared for leaving you.

He smiled down at your small frame before pressing a soft kiss to your head, “Don’t worry, I’ll never leave you. Not even if you begged me to,” He rested his head a top of yours, pulling you into his lap as he laid backwards, allowing the two of you to comfortably rest.

“You need to get some rest. It looks like it’s been a hard day. Come on, let’s take a nap. We can talk about it once you calm down a bit,” He suggested, hearing you sniffle a bit before nodding your head.

You calmed yourself to subdue your cries, moving slightly to get comfortable. You rested your head against Renjun’s chest, listening to his heart beat again, the one thing that could calm your nerves, no matter how terrible the situation was.

You were thankful. You at least had him.

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