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hurts to wear clothes or take a shower im going cavemode
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My gift to @tragediegh for Rote Winterfest Gift-exchange !
My beloved @vilyar was a life saviour for lending me his drawing tablet and computer when mine broke and for helping me sketch some of the harder parts ❤️ Thank you
#cicidedraws#fitzloved#fitzchivalry farseer#the fool#beloved the fool#the farseer trilogy#The rules for lovers song ruled hard and was a good inspiration for this#also With you by Cujo Moon damn#HUGE THANK YOU TO MY BELOVED VILYAR#This would have been ruined without you my sun#I've been sick for so long so I was only able to do this so late and then my drawing table broke and i lost my nerve but there he was#my sun my star my Al who gave me his computer and drawing tablet and everything worked well!#So thank you#This will be us this year#Anyways Tragediegh YOU ARE WELCOME TO JOIN OUR AURORA BOREALIS EXPEDITION#I will send you HD versions of these two#I dont know what to say other than that I hope you like this and get the most amazing year!#Also yall I am trying to learn how to do snow#I ALSO LEARNED NEW SHADOWING TECHNIQUE and I kinda like it!
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i made a rough timeline for the clone^2 au, just for my own convenience sake when dating things. some things might be out of order from the episode date, and thats also for my convenience.
September 3rd: Danny, age 14, has the accident in the lab that turns him liminal
September 10th: Danny is discharged from the hospital and given two weeks leave from school
September 24th: his sick leave ends, and Danny returns to school
October 14th: Danny sneaks into his parents' basement and releases the ghosts they have trapped in cages. Official birth of the vigilante, Phantom
November 27th: Danny fights Pariah Dark, and wins
December 24th: the Ghost Writer torments Danny
February 12th: Danny's 15th birthday
March 3rd: its been six months since Danny's accident
March 7th: Danny fights his evil future self
May 8th: Danny meets Ellie [age 15] and they become twins
December 14th: Danny finds out from his parents that he's a clone
February 12th: Danny's 16th birthday
Early-Mid April: Danny meets Damian [age 6] :)
Mid-Late April: Damian runs off for the first time, damages Danny's hands the first time
May: Damian runs off two more times in the span of three weeks, he damages Danny's hands both times.
Early June: Damian runs off one more time, damages Danny's hands again, resulting in permanent nerve damage.
Mid-Late June: Damian finally gives up on the League coming to get him and joins the Fenton Family.
July: Damian finally coaxes Danny into letting him come along with him on patrol: Wraith is born.
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#this only focuses on the earlier parts of the au because those are most important imo. figuring out when danny's accident was. when he#became phantom. when he met damian. etc. is all pretty important stuff and helps me figure out ages beyond '10 year gap'#not super important stuff to much anyone else i think but its nice to have it written down as reference#i usually put danny's accident as happening at the beginning of the school year. tis convenient that way#me: hmmm when do i make danny find out he's a clone. beginning of the school year makes the most sense right???#me:....or.... i could ruin his christmas again :)#thought about increasing the amount of times damian runs off but... thats a LOT of time he's run off and i didnt want to go overboard#same thing with danny's hands. thought about hurting him more frequently but honestly taking a blade to the hand is already damaging enough#on its own. catch a blade with his hands four times would be enough to cause permanent nerve damage and also he would have learned his#lesson if it happened more frequently.#so damian runs off 4 times in the span of essentially 2 months#and four times danny catches his blade. three times he got cut. one time he needed stitches#anyways thats the timeline for now. made totally for convenience sake and no other reason#totally dont look at my google docs there’s nothing there but half forgotten wips and cfau master doc
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i know ppl got social anxiety and i get it but also i have very very bad hearing + audio processing disorders and you need to speak up or im going to ask you what huh about 4 times in a row
#this was especially difficult when i worked at starbucks#like i promise you its fine how you order so long as i can actually hear you and so many people mumble and speak fast#and then theres the demon of discord calls ruining audio so i literally never know what people are saying#and then i just hate when people say oh nevermind like no tell me oh my god i just cant hear you#in fact its worse when ppl just brush it off and give up cuz of anxiety like no dude just say it im not asking huh cuz im judging you#im asking over and over cuz i literally cannot!!! fucking!!!! hear!!!#many things getting on my nerves these days cuz i think the red death is approaching#but bad hearing + audio processing = i cannot hear jackshit#skeletal chatter
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why is there so much hate on poppy 😭 god forbid a woman do anything
#poppy is literally my favourite character i might have an unhealthy crush on her#AND I GO ON TIKTOK AND WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE HER GUYS#‘she ruined the songs’#‘branch deserves better’#‘the her and viva subplot in trolls shouldve been erased’#‘poppy never learns the lesson she’s just so annoying to branch’#‘poppy gets on my nerves so bad hope she dies in the next movie’#WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS#‘i pretend trolls world tour doesn’t exist bc it doesn’t go with the trollsverse at all it’s the worst trolls movie ever’#WHY ARE YOU HATING ON THE LESBIAN TROLLS MOCIE#POPPYS CHARACTER DEVELOPMEMT IS SO COMPLEX SND SO INTRESTING SHES LOVABLE AND WITH HOW SHE WAS RAISED OBVIOUSLY SHE WOUKD HAVE A HARD TIME#COMPREHENDING THE ABILITY TO HELP IN OTHER WAYS!!!!! THE WAY THAT BEING QUEEN HAS BEEN HARD ON HER AND HER DEVEKOPEMT OF BEING A GOOD QUEEN#IS LITETALLY THE BEST THING EVER WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU#plus why would you want to get rid of the poppy lore#like king peppy gets more fucking terrible in each movie you can’t look me in the eye and say you weren’t excited to see how badly he could#fuck up now#he’s powering himself up every mocie to become the ultimate villain in the last trolls movie guys#trust me. im right#i love poppy so much why is everyone being so mean to her#that’s very lesbophobic actuallg#trolls#poppy#laz.exe
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ancient enemy.
I BEAT ABS RAD! after a year on and off of trials and tribulations, I have completed every Hollow Knight achievement. in celebration, drew my moth sona defeating radiance :)
#radiance#it should not have taken this long to complete p5#i killed her so many times in the hall of Gods#but the real thing ruined my nerves everytime#finally done with that!#hollow knight#hollow knight art#digital art
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legs & lessons in perseverance | march '23
#so.#i fell into the fireplace lol#- thats the concise summary. but ive just been unwell health wise recently. i think ms is just harrowing to deal with#because you can go for so long symptom free and then one day you wake up and everything is wrong#your body feels wrong.#i remember being constantly angry at my body as though its a separate entity. especially when i was like 17/18.#because everytime i had a bad ms relapse i would literally breakdown in angry tears like- at my body. i was good to you. im meditating#im eating healthy. im exercising. ive been good to you.#but then suddenly you cant see or youre shaking uncontrollably or your limbs are numb#or my new favourite one: a couple of weeks ago i woke up at 4 am in a cold sweat. the inside of my thigh was burning#i dont mean like. exercise burning. i mean like struck a hot iron rod burning. it was obv nerve pain but that didnt stave off the panic#so i messaged my neurologist and hes like 'yeah its fine. wanna inject yourself?'#anyway. so recently i was helping my friend get his place houseparty ready and we were cleaning out the fire place#and my legs just gave out 😍#and i got so angry and humiliated i kind of just wanted to go to bed and not wake up tbh#which is what i usually do but like. i was angry. angry. scorpio angry as lidya would say. so i had a nap in his bed#and when i woke up i felt slightly better and for once i thought 'im not going to let my body ruin this day for me'#and i just dragged him to the markets with me. and i still had the tremors but we bought more greens than either of us needed#and we laughed and walked and he carried me to the car at the end of the trip and it was one of the best days ive had in a long while tbh#and it feels impossible but sometimes all u need is to brush the ash from ur knees and hide the scruffs with stockings &maybe youll be ok#💚#tw chronic illness#/ multiple sclerosis
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I love my job. I love my job so much.
But please for the love of god, be fucking NICE to retail associates. It is not our fault we’re understaffed and it’s certainly not fair of you to holler at me and treat me like crap because I was working with another customer and you had to wait your turn.
#caboose rant#I’m shaking I’m so mad rn#like seriously I was having a great day and you gotta go and fucking ruin it because I’m alone and can’t help you?#and then you dare scoff in my face and have a nerve to be offended that my coworker went and took her LUNCH??#that oh yeah is mandated by state law she take??#might delete later idk someone give me a hug
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Hey everyone back on another episode of why the fuck is my mother like this?
#ok rant time#i was thinking about enjoying a movie since i haven't in a long time and she was sleeping#i turned off the lights and sat down to watch it but she woke up and got into the room asking why I'm in the dark multiple times in an-#-aggressive way and turned on the lights#she then started asking 'what are you hiding from me you would only be in the dark if you're hiding something'#she ruined the whole mood and my night and then fucked off to sleep again#i can't enjoy a movie or really anything anymore cause she's glued to my fucking hip#if i smile at my phone she asks what I'm doing if I'm texting with my phone she asks who I'm talking to if I'm laughing she asks what I'm-#-laughing about if I'm watching something she asks what I'm watching if i woke before here she asks what i did and what i ate before she-#-woke up#stop just fucking stop i don't want to see your stupid fucking face anymore shut up get away from me I'm a fucking adult leave me alone#I'd be happy with her being annoying if she wasn't a terrible fucking human but she is i fucking hate this so much just shut up shut up#i fucking hate this house so much i want to burn it down with me in it#why the hell do i have to live with her constantly annoying me venting to me taking out her anger on me but my siblings can have their own-#-lives outside of this#this isn't fucking fair i never fucking asked for this any of this why why the hell is it always me that has to suffer#why the fuck is it me that got bullied and hit by my eldest brother for years but then i got threatened to be kicked out of the house by my-#-mother i was a fucking child why the fuck do she always side with anyone else that isn't me then has the fucking nerve to demand i treat-#-her like a friend she will fucking never be my friend i won't forget what she did and what she does she will never be my fucking friend
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when baizhu’s leaked kit is insane but you don’t like baizhu
#chatter spell#he was an easy skip in my mind#and now THIS#no#i’ll hold onto collei and yaoyao for dendro support#i don’t need the sus doctor#well#alhaitham was also insane when he was leaked#and then they nerved him#so i’m hoping#ruin this one please hoyo#don’t make me do sth i’ll regret#genshin leaks
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is there a way to block one single post without necessarily blocking the whole person
#every time the 'actually Kar/lach's endings are good because it's realistic or whatever' post shows up on my dash#my nerves ruin my whole day#and like it's fiction. death of the author and all that shit.#not the hill I want to fight people on#it's just that I immediately want to throw up and stop functioning#jesus fucking christ is it my actual trigger or something#and if so why would it fucking be#sigh#anyway really curious how I see people say 'it's a good representation of being in a relationship with a terminally ill person!'#and then I see people say 'I have a heart condition and I did not need a fantasy game to remind me of rEaLiTy'#anyway regardless of that point even#it's the glaring gaps in her quest content that make it all so much worse#but ooooh apparently giving the sweetest character of the cast who has ALREADY been through shit on par with everyone else#(look me in the eyes and tell me her backstory without the looming death wasn't already on par with Asta/rion)#is cool and realistic and the unfairness is the point--#how about you fuck all the way off#'the character kicked around by life dies in the end' is the worst trope#ask Arcadia Bay if it's still standing in my playthrough#anyway to Aver/nus we go#I am censoring all the names 'cause I don't want to start a fight#have your opinions just gods I wish I didn't have to look at them#purely for my own selfish sanity
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You know what’s really weird about Ted Lasso is that we’re supposed to believe that any genuine Mancunian would actively support and choose City over Man United. Like I get that it’s not the point of the show and City have been the “dominant” team for a minute but like really?
#also why is jamie playing without shin guards?#like there are just so many little things every now and again#it just gets on my nerves#ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers#tv show: ted lasso#this is what i get for being a football fan#also why on earth would you let the clearly injured guy back on the pitch?#like it's a career ruining move#but they got guardiola on the show
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【please do not repost!】
entrusted with hope // a hollow heart
inspired/my take on the achievements
#キミガシネ#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#yttd#dooblenauts#artists on tumblr#my art#this took so fucking long to post (':#the internet on my computer just REFUSES to work today and its getting on my nerves#and that ruined my whole mood so now i hate how this looks (':#i hated how the darker one looked cause it looks dumb#idk how else to do it. i wanted to do the black bg but black on black is not a good idea and you wouldnt be able to see the shadow stuff#and the light one looked better as a sketch lmao#maybe ill just go back to bed
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I’m so tired of my body hurting all the time.
#mine#personal#sciatic nerve pain#not to mention how much anxiety it gives me#from dysmorphia to health anxiety#and there’s numbness in my left side of my lower body which just ruins so many things for me
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me, wistfully: i know it's not going to happen but what if charlie just died in this episode and it's about the band now
#honestly i think my issue is that charlie seems like kind of a dirtbag when she first shows up#but she's actually way too moral and Right about everything to not get on my nerves#so: ruby ruin(s) is my new dirtbag woman now i want her to have everything her heart desires#poker face live blog#also i fucking hate that the band who is stuck working retail and going through Poor Struggles#are Hack Has-Beens Who Don't Deserve Anything#and the kid who went to Juilliard#was REAL METAL and the BEST and HOW DARE
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i really don't want to be in an argument with a girl i've known since elementary school and brownies - who i'd literally get in arguments with over who could 'date' justin if britney/justin broke up way back in 2000-2001!! we loved them both. she claims brit (she totally said some shit i will not repeat and brought britney's kids into the convo after saying all that - justifying that she has kids herself now, and like saying in the same hypocritical thing oh leave jessica and her son out of this when i literally said NOTHING about their child, i just don't really 'get' jessica defending justin when he did her dirty too but that's another conversation!)
so now, fast forward a bunch of time - she's fighting so hard for him it's sickening, and f it - she can have him married or not. i'm team britney, not that there are 'sides' or whatever. god i'm so glad i saw the light. yikes. big yikes.
#nostalgia#celebrities#britney spears#anti justin timberlake#revelations#childhood#she won't let me vent about this without her 2 cents backing up justin like wtf?#leave it alone i dont wanna argue with you and ruin our friendship over this shit its not that important but i ain't backing down don't#don't slander my queen to prop up your douche bag of noodles and lies forever or the rest of your life!#you're awesome otuside of that just focus on that shit#then she had the NERVE to say britney was never victimized#sure jan she's been the media punching bag since 2000 and only got worse in 2002 onward so dellusional#she bought his side hook line sinker#what a farce that is!
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