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the-words-we-sung · 1 month
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Thoughts and pictures - S3E1
So after digesting my first watch a little bit, I'm starting my rewatch of this season and I'll share a few thoughts and reactions (and screenshots) because I can't keep it all to myself 😱
I was happy that we dived directly into the (sort of) trial and confrontation between Wilhelm, Simon and August. I do wonder how much time passed between the speech and this scene though. It sets the tone for the entire season for Wilhelm: he's gonna be alone, with no support whatsoever from his parents. He enters the room alone, his parents arrive after him and his mother doesn't even look at him... Simon arrives with his mother and August with his stepdad. But Wilhelm has to deal with the situation alone (aka how to get incredibly mad at Kristina barely 5min into the season 😤)
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Simon looks so pretty and so sad. (And how did Omar manage to look even younger this season??) He wants to be done with this whole thing. Also I checked but 1.2 millions kronor is not as much as I thought it would be (it's apparently around 107 000€, which is not bad, but I was expecting more)
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I see what you did there Simon 😏 (Can someone gif this scene and put it in parallel with Wilhelm seeing Simon's room for the first time and saying "cozy" in season 1? :p)
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The boys coming back to the meeting: very smooth. Nobody knows what you were doing. Nop. Not at all. (We can see Linda kinda smirking when Simon sits back whereas Kristina looks like she just ate a very sour lemon). Wilhelm arranging his hair and Simon smiling at him: they might be in the middle of an important meeting and at the Palace but they're still 2 teenage boys in love (and I love them for that 💜)
Rickard looked and sounded like such an idiot in the previous seasons that I didn't expect him to actually be competent! But I guess we were mostly seeing him through August's eyes... I know Rickard said he was the best lawyer in the country but I have to admit that I thought he was just bragging ^^' Also: August is such an asshole. Did he really need to rile up Wilhelm like that? He's got quite the confidence to attack him and tell him how he just fuck things up on his own, in front of everyone like that, including the queen. Who, again, is not defending her son!! She tells them to shut up but she says nothing to August for talking like that to her son 😠
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(They look like they've been called to the principal office). Kristina doesn't look at them immediately, she looks at Erik's picture on her desk first. Then she looks at August. And then finally at Wilhelm. She is so awful to him this season... Right from the start. And then she breaks down crying for Erik.
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While Wilhelm holds her. I wasn't expecting to see her grieve so much this season. We didn't see that at all in season 2. Is it because she repressed all of her emotions too much? I hate that she breaks down like that just after Wilhelm publicly coming out. How can she not be there for him. I get that it must be hard to lose a son, but she still has a very alive one, who needs her.
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Kristina is not getting redeemed in this season but Linda kinda is! I was super happy to see her get in mama bear's mode at the trial ^^ It was about time!! But here: I'm sorry Linda but it's not your son's role to keep you updated about what's going on in your house! You're the mother! Stop putting everything on this kid's shoulders!! Maybe he never tells you but do you ever ask??
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Simon being truly angry at Sara is so good. I am so happy so he's able to feel that way and to not feel like he has to repress it, to forgive her, to help her. She did something truly bad and he's allowed to be mad. Also look at his angry lil' face 💜
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In things that made me laugh: Wilhelm's reaction and face to learning that Simon is grounded all semester xD He was talking all smoothly/flirty and then his tone changes so dramatically when he realizes he won't be able to get his boyfriend in his bed very soon! Horny boy is horny (and frustrated :p)
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This faaaaaace ☹
I'm happy to see that Simon still has Ayub and Rosh here to support him. I wish they would have told him that replying to comments online was a bad idea though. You know the saying kids: don't feed the trolls!!
Wilhelm looks like such a normal teenager when he gets back to his room. First time we see him so carefree. It breaks my heart to know that on the other side Simon is so unwell already.
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Wilhelm waking up happy and smiling. And being just a teenager (for the first time in a very long time): thinking about his boyfriend, redrawing the heart on his hand. It's such teenager things!! My boy just wants to have a normal life... (And then he's immediately reminded that he's actually not just a regular teenager with Farima's text).
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Simon's worried face when he asks about Wilhelm's initiation. You can see he's truly horrified at the idea that he might have gone through what's been described in the article.
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And then it starts: the piling up of everything on Wilhelm's shoulders. First his mother looking really unwell and breaking down (even though she hasn't been said to be officially ill yet), and now the negative impact of his speech on the school... Which Vincent takes great pleasure in reminding him about.
This first episode is really good at setting things in motion. We see already the beginning of what's gonna go down during this season: Simon not feeling well, dealing with online hatred, struggling with his new place next to Wilhelm in the spotlight. And Wilhelm trying to finally live a carefree life at school with his boyfriend now that he's officially out but slowly getting crushed under the pressure of his role as Crown Prince and the increasingly obvious lack of support from his parents.
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celluloidbroomcloset · 6 months
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Alrighty, now let's talk about Ed's clothing and armor. Because...woooo boy. (Previous posts here and here.)
Ed has comparatively fewer changes in costume than Stede, but he's no less defined, protected, and imprisoned by his clothes. The Blackbeard persona he's cultivated in Season 1 is already imprisoning him before he ever steps onto the Revenge. He's more eager than Stede to shed the persona; he's the one who suggests switching clothes and thereby becoming each other. And Ed looks far more comfortable and joyful in the frilly clothing than Stede does in the leather.
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By Season 2, Ed has fully submerged himself in all that his leathers represent, painting on a beard until his grows in, darkening his eyes, strapping on multiple guns to turn himself into the monstrous image of Blackbeard from Stede's storybook. He's discarded any attempt to dress finely, and apparently destroyed most of Stede's clothes. It is very much, as the crew say, not who Ed actually is, but his clothing wraps around him like a protective shell while at the same time trapping him in the spiral into madness and despair. Having been deemed unlovable in his own eyes, he's doing his damnedest to make himself unloved. (Side note: I think this is why the "I have love for you, Edward" and Ed shooting Izzy are so closely tied together - the offer of love is far too late, and Ed and Izzy are inextricably linked by the toxicity of Blackbeard. Ed will kill any love anyone has for him, including in death.)
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The entire arc of this season is Ed progressively shedding Blackbeard. When he's in the gravy basket, he still sees himself in his leathers, but they're incomplete - he wears a simple shirt, his leather trousers, and has lost his boots. The kohl around his eyes and all the other trappings of his madness are starting to wash away. The way he sees himself is not really as Blackbeard the Monster, but he does see monstrous aspects that still cling to him. Even before he sees Stede again, he's admitting that Blackbeard is not who he really is.
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Ed still wears his leathers when he goes to Annie and Mary's and Stede offers love to him again, and this is really important. Ed's put the trappings back on - he's still armoring himself as Blackbeard, the persona that he believes makes him unlovable. And Stede sits beside him and offers him love with his whole heart. He's not repelled by Blackbeard and he doesn't find Ed disgusting. When he says "I love everything about you," he's starting the process of helping Ed heal. Ed has done the absolute worst he could do, bringing up the darkest, most violent self-hatred he can muster, and Stede is still there.
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The next shift is to the "cat boy" outfit, which in itself is an attempt for the crew to shift their view of Ed. This outfit and his later fisherman clothes are similar, and are part of the process of Ed removing himself from Blackbeard. But the fisherman outfit is something Ed chooses, while the "cat boy" outfit is part of his probation to make the crew feel safe around him again. This is where Stede and Ed's movement begins to converge - Stede in his "fine things" and Ed as dressed down as he'll ever be. And again, this brings up one of Ed's own uncertainties - that without Blackbeard, he's not enough for Stede. It's an uncertainty that won't be completely put to rest until several episodes later, but here is the beginning of it: their second kiss in the moonlight, with Stede fully desiring Ed as much as he ever did. Stripped of Blackbeard, Ed is enough.
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(The later shift to Calypso's Birthday, when Ed does put his leathers back on, is the next big move, but I've got a lot to say about that and will do that in another post.)
I think it's notable that Stede and Ed don't have identical arcs, yet do have similar issues with the putting on and taking off of personas. Both of them are afraid that they themselves aren't going to be enough for the other - that their relationship is based on the circumstances under which they came to know and fall in love with each other, and that therefore growth and change is impossible.
But we only see a deepening of their connection as a result of change. As Buttons tells Ed, "To love the sea as she must be loved requires change." Ed denies it ("people don't change"), but Buttons's transformation proves him wrong. Buttons has found a way to love the sea as she must be loved. Ed has to allow himself to change to love Stede as he must be loved.
He does.
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empresskadia · 2 months
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I need to go to bed but the Spartan content be thriving in my thoughts tonight, it's John being a shithead with his partner and them having an inside joke that has his partner laughing themselves to tears, he's just so proud of himself, and Alice-130 sweeping her partner up in a tank with sunglasses on her helmet, no explanation given.
And Naomi star-gazing with her partners and they both have hot cocoa-
It's sleepy time
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howlingmists · 7 months
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When you think about it armandiel is the happy ending version of nickstat.
Like Lestat, Armand turns his mortal lover who suffers from mental health problems.
Like Nickstat it negatively impacts Daniel's and Armand's romance
Both Daniel and Nicki go insane.
Both Lestat and Armand leave them in the care of someone else and never look back on it.
The only difference is the outcome. Nicki succame to his madness, Daniel survived his.
Because Daniel survived he got to reunite with Armand and they got to have their happy ending.
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beloved-sketchxoxo · 5 months
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Guys I have such amazing au idea and I want to make a fanfic or make a comic out of it (highly unlikely tho).
But here’s the thing I have no idea how to write characters expect for Tubbo and maybe some other characters.
So I probably have to read some character analysis or watch them lol, wish me luck boys o7
Also I’ll probably make a post about it sometime if I have a story or idea planned out
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knizuu · 9 months
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So if Sonic games are getting rebooted/remade
Can Team Hooligan finally appear in Sonic Heroes, like the original plan? SAME WITH OTHER GAMES AND THEIR CONCEPTS
I think bringing old ideas back would be cool ^ ^
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problematicmpdg · 1 year
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Men be like “I can fix her” I want to be consumed in her poison
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Daniel Cain is a Wham! bitch and he plays it in the kitchen while he makes breakfast and dances around in a stupid little apron to it and Herbert fucking HATES it!! Wham! is banned from the basement.
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bovaque · 2 years
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The urge to buy back your childhood bit by bit and do it right this time
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the-words-we-sung · 1 month
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Thoughts and pictures - S3E2
Here we go for the rewatch of S3E2 (sorry in advance, it might get long ^^')
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The new rules at Hillerska are pretty dumb and way too severe. And this phone policy is so stupid: how are these 2 horny boys supposed to survive? :p
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So on one hand, online hate is about Simon not being good enough for Wilhelm, and on the other hand, it's about Wilhelm who should not have said anything in his speech because he's betraying the school. Though Wilhelm is not reading the online comments like Simon, and the attacks are less personal and vicious. Seeing Simon read through everything was so painful, I just wanted to go kick the ass of everyone who dared be a bully so this lil' muffin.
Gosh the third years are over the top: "three years here and we get nothing", just because they can't have a proper graduation and all the parties and stupid stuff they wanted to do before graduating? I guess that it's frustrating but compared to the real issues that are being raised about the school, it sounds very very superficial... August is way more reasonable than Vincent about it: the issue is not that they won't have a graduation (even if they don't have the party, they will still graduate high school) but that the school might close, thus sending them all to other schools before the end of the term. Vincent is an idiot.
"Why can't she call me?". Episode 2 and Wilhelm is already heartbroken because of his mother.
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Farima doesn't believe Wilhelm about his initiation, look at her face! But it strikes me that her main concern if he did go through this awful initiation is that it would look bad for the Royal Court to keep him here, and not at all about his well being and how traumatizing it would have been!! The adults in this show are the worst... And nobody cares about Wilhelm (except Simon) 💔
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"He's such an attention whore". Another ass that needs to be kicked!! How dare they talk about him like that?
Simon keeps being bullied and Wilhelm pressured: if they close the school, it'll be his fault. Why is everyone so mean and terrible to them?
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The Felice interview makes me so mad!! And it reminds me of the interaction between August, Simon and Wilhelm back in season 1 when August tells them how nice it is that rowing bring students together, with no regard for their ethnicity, background, etc. Which made Simon super mad too. I love the switch from Felice in the office with her strained smile to her angrily throwing punches during gym class. Excellent cinematic!
Micke and Sara: I'm still so surprised to see him act so well.
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This freaking blonde girl from the choir: I hate her 😡 She was the one slut shaming Felice in season 2. Now she's complaining about the point of training for a song if they're not sure they'll be performing. You're annoying and mean. I don't like you 😤
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But Simon's face when Wilhelm joins the choir 💜💜
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I love this little scene so much: they are just so cute and in love. Like you can feel how much they love each other: they're literally glued together, kissing and then just keeping their faces so so close to each other while talking. It just feels so true to life, when you love someone so much that you just want to stay as close as you can, just touching each other in any way you can, never letting go. Also I just love how Simon loves Wilhelm. How clingy he can be.
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So the scene between Nils and August: we know that they were victims of this awful initiation but I'm realizing now that we don't know if they ended up being beaten up and made fun of because they got an erection? I've seen several posts of people discussing that August could be queer because he had a reaction to the porno (which I don't agree with, I don't think that it can be taken as an indicator of someone's sexual orientation). But we don't know if he had a reaction, do we? Or am I misunderstanding/missing something?
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Wilhelm is so angry with August. Yeah his reaction in the library can be seen as a little over the top ("don't talk to him!") but I understand his anger. And okay, the way we go from the fight to both of them sitting silently in Boris' office is comedy gold :p I'm almost frustrated that the fight was so short though, I wanted Wilhelm to get some good punches in!! These mediation talks: I'm not sure how I feel about them. On one hand I get that the Court wants them to get along, but on the other, August did something truly awful and traumatizing to Wilhelm. So if he doesn't want to talk to him, to see him or to have anything to do with him anymore, well, it's his right! He shouldn't be forced to interact with him like that. Also I was a bit disappointed by Boris this season: he was so good during season 2 but I find him a bit underwhelming this season...
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"I can be your revolution". Please can we get the song again in the last episode? The full version for a happy Wilmon who are a revolution together? Pretty please?
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Simon giggling while reading the messages about his video is the cutest thing ever. And it's a tragedy that it was one of the only giggle we got from him this season 😫
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Wilhelm is wearing a purple jumper when he listens to Simon's song. It's rare to see him wear purple, isn't it?
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Linda still annoys me a bit this season. Like in this scene: no, don't ask your son, who's been betrayed so hard by his sister, to still care about her right now. He's angry at her, and rightfully so (I love love love that they let him be truly angry at her). She should understand that.
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Rosh and Stella: yes please, I ship it! (Yeah I don't like Frederika so I'm all for a new potential love interest for Stella :p)
Also after 2 seasons where we regularly saw guys peeing outside, it's the girls' turn!! I don't know why but it made me laugh ^^
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The conversation about their summer plans: this scene is so awkward!! And the tent scene that follows is just terrible 😭 Also hear me out: maybe unpopular opinion but I think Simon overreacted. Maybe from his point of view what Wilhelm is gonna do during summer is not working (because it's not the kind of job that him, Ayub and Rosh will have) but it's still working. Taking classes to become Prince/King is not gonna be a walk in the park, it's gonna be work for Wilhelm. It's terrible because I understand where Simon is coming from during their fight: telling Wilhelm that he never had to work to afford anything, that he's so incredibly privileged, it's so hard to be with someone who's from such a higher social status and be easily pissed off when they don't seem to realize it (what do you mean it sounds like I'm talking from experience.. 😅). Side eyeing Wilhelm hard with the shushing though. Don't talk to Simon like that >< (I would have stormed out if I had been Simon!) And yeah throwing the line about the settlement money was not nice (I've seen people being angry about it) but he's mad and got yelled at while he thought he was just trying to relate to and hang out with Simon's friends. So I understand throwing a mean comment there (I would have done the same 😣)
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The "is it my fault?" breaks my heart. And so again: the crushing weight on Wilhelm's shoulders... His mother is unwell so he has to be strong, to be ready to take over, and on top of it, he has to keep it to himself.
Gosh season 3 is just things piling up on Wilhelm and Simon. Different things but still crushing them, slowly but surely...
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butchfalin · 5 months
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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just-spacetrash · 3 months
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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot
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cemeterything · 4 months
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are we still doing this because i have a late submission
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catskullery · 4 months
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bixels · 2 months
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There's no such thing as overpreparing for love.
Happy (late) Rarijack Valentine's.
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