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yellobb · 9 months

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I just want to lie down and cuddle with my mom, but she hasn’t been sleeping well and she has work in the morning. I just want to be held

#m rambles #god I’m emotional tonight #I think the move is finally starting to get to me #I’m a fucking wreck right now #my heart aches so badly #why can’t I have more time?#I’m not ready to go yet #I feel just like I did when I turned 18 #that grief of lost childhood #but now it’s just the grief of losing a home #and I know I can always come back home #hell I’ll definitely be home for thanksgiving if not earlier #my family isn’t going anywhere #my childhood home will still be standing in the two months when I come back to visit #just like how I didn’t actually lose anything when 11:59pm became 12am on my 18th birthday #but god everything hurts #I don’t remember feeling like this when I went to college and that would technically have been my first big move #so I just gotta try to remind myself that I’ll be okay #that I’ll have to wait even less time to see my family again than I did when I left for school every year #and hope it dulls the pain

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 months

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Daddy, don't go.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #jiang fengmian #Scenes that are tragic but still made me laugh: JFM wrapping the boys *right back up* after finding out it was YZY who tied them up.#I know he did it because he understands the severity of what's going on in lotus pier & the need to protect his children.#But it also comes off as 'Oh your mother said so? Yeah I'm not overruling her. Listen to your mother kids. I gotta go.'#You guys ever think about how the last time Jiang Cheng saw his parents alive it was them both pushing him away one last time?#I do!!! I sure do!!! Now you can too! Welcome to my sad little club. The refreshments are all saltwater.#And the subtle difference in who the parting is intended for. YZY meant to leave WWX with JC as a protector. JFM wants them both safe.#The reveal that Zidian responds to JFM aches so badly.#The fact the weapon she literally lashes out with also reveals her heart is so poetic.#I sure hope they can reconcile their feelings. I hope it all works out.#This is the last of the math boat jokes. Back to labeling the boats properly after this.

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 29 days

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“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡

#i miss the car era alex so badly 🥺#god help me i’ve been comfort watching 2023 shows to comfort myself today bc i’m stuck in bed with the worst period pain #but all it’s done is made me nearly cry over that video of alex with the little toy car and miss them all so much my heart aches 😭😭#i wish i had a time machine so i could go back and relive my show all over again #they’re just… absolute magic 💗💗💗#also #can we please talk about alex’s fluffy little lion mane of hair during the car tour??#i know it gets a lot of love but imo still not nearly as much as it deserves #i mean #just look at him?? 🥺#okay i need to stop now before i reduce myself to tears again #i’m too emotionally fragile for this today 😩#alex turner #arctic monkeys #the car era #alex gifs #my gifs #lulu posts

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wikitpowers · 5 months

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blackstairs is such an amazing ship idc what anyone says (still mind-blowing that someone can dislike them fr wtf)

i'm a SUCKER for friends-to-lovers (more like parabatai-to-lovers in this case, but u know what i mean...) and i love that trope so badly and it fit them so well ahhhh

and the slow burn and mutual pining just made their relationship even more intense and interesting (not to mention the forbidden romance hello?!?)

every single scene of theirs is immaculate idfc

artists: @oblivionsdream, @ella_j.osse, @gatovtina + @polarts_

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papermachedragons · 10 months

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You write one "drunk" kiss scene between Merlin and Gwaine and then from then on -- even a year and more later -- every time you read a fic from any fandom with a drunk kiss in it, you end up thinking about that Merwaine fic and you start to ache so desperately to return to it

#im telling you i cant read drunk people kissing in fics without getting swarmed with thoughts of my merwaine fic #where they have one (1) sort of drunk kiss #and my heart just aches and aches and i want to return to it and finish it and post it so badly #writer #writing #writing fanfic #fanfic writing #fic writing #merwaine #mergwaine #merlin #bbc merlin #merlin fic #bbc merlin fic #dragons talk

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lloydfrontera · 1 year

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'live up to your name' au where og knight of blood and iron javier gets "killed" in the middle of the plot but instead of dying he's transported to modern south korea, waking up in a random alleyway with no injuries whatsoever. and because he's a protagonist no matter what universe he is in, despite being deeply disoriented and confused when he sees a group of thugs harassing a guy he steps in and chases them off with no problem and barely any mention of cutting off limbs. and then after making sure the guy is okay he very sheepishly asks him if he could please help him because he was lost and had no idea of where he was or how he got there

and kim suho who just saw a gorgeous but obviously foreign stranger in awesome cosplay chase off his would be muggers with what looked like a real ass sword and is currently high and smitten in "oh thank god i didn't get my week's work salary stolen" endorphins and is about to have the weirdest week of his life innocently says "yes of course"

#i talk a lot <3 #tged #the greatest estate developer #og javier asrahan #kim suho #listen i just need javier to be the fish out of water in modern south korea so badly my heart aches for it #of course as time goes on suho goes from believing javier is just a very in-character cosplayer to thinking he just found someone #having a very bad mental breakdown lol #but the guy Did save him and he thinks it would be a shitty move on his part to leave him to his own devices when he's clearly not well #so despite this being more than what he signed up for he decides to keep trying help him even if his help does switch from trying to locate #his hotel and maybe a group of friends if they're lucky to trying to corral him into going to a hospital or a police station where they can #find who this guy really is and why the fuck does he believe he's javier asrahan protagonist of his latest favorite novel #of course that all goes out of the window when by pure chance and a healthy dose of bad luck suho almost gets run over by dear truck-kun #and when javier shields him with his own body they find themselves back in lorasia. in the middle of the plot. the very tragic #very action filled very dangerous plot #still figuring out the later details but it would definitely involve a couple more switches between universes #and the subsequent adapting to a different world than your own shenanigans

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le010n11 · 1 year

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Green is a primary color in many models of color space, and a secondary in all others. It is most often used to represent nature, healing, health, youth.

Neymarjr X Genesis Grimes.

#here I'm doing it again #ok I'm sad #i said i would stop #i lied #i miss him so much #him missing this season makes my heart aches badly #everything reminds me of him #everything literally #it's painful #but he will come back stronger #i have faith #neymar #neymessi #psg #neymar jr #le010n11 #web weaving

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zoepumpkinhead · 3 months

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othello passed away yesterday.

he was my very best and i love him so so much and I am missing him so badly.

he was a very good boy, sweet and cuddly, and a goober. I am so happy I got to live with him and have so many good memories with him but I wish I didn't have to live in a world without him.

#animal death #i wish he was still here #my heart aches so badly and ive been crying for two days #he was so kind to me and sweet and loving

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ryanthel0ser · 1 year

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I caught up on the IDW comics

y'all were not exaggerating about these oh my god

#sonic idw #sonic the hedgehog #sth #like frontiers made me cry but these made me CRY #the metal virus and now Surge and Kit??? im in shambles #surge and kit #metal virus #i want to give Kit a hug so badly my heart aches for them #AND WHISPER #I LOVE HER SO MUCH I WOULD DIE FOR HER #whisper the wolf

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flohuman · 2 months

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🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭

#Niaquqqqq ....#My heart... Aches so badly for Her.#I miss Holding her... I miss Fighting her... I miss her Brusies... I miss her voice... I miss her Stunning eyes...

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lucyvaleheart · 2 months

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oouhgh. i. i think if i do not receive physical affection right now i will simply die

#my heart aches so badly for what i cannot have #one day I'll forget you but today is not that day #one day I'll have the strength to stop looking #one day it won't hurt so bad that you don't want me #one day

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wixterirox · 2 years

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billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy billy

#i love him so much #my heart literally aches #i want to hug him so badly #i want everyone except neil to give him a hug #i want him to go to therapy and heal #i want him to form meaningful relationship and apologize #i want him to realize he can be so much better #i just want him to feel loved #ugh this little fictional character owns my heart

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katierosefun · 2 years

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you know when you watch a show or read a book or whatever and you envy the characters so much so much because you wish you had that family or that group of friends because there really isn’t a lonelier feeling than seeing that, huh

#caroline talks #anyways what a lovely evening i am feeling so okay right now #watching navillera right now and i'm getting all choked up about mr. sim's family #they are imperfect and flawed but i envy all the kids of the family #for being middle-aged and married and basically not alone #and at least getting to see their parents grow that old and even if there are health problems #they are at an age where they can actually handle it #i watch tomorrow (2022) and my heart aches at the trio because god how i want that #i watch beyond evil and my heart aches because i wonder if i'll ever have someone see me for real #and not run in the other direction #i remember when i was little i read so many books all the time #and there are still books where you can tell i'd cried all over them #because at some point there was a lonely little kid who was crying because she was so lonely #and wanted so badly for the characters to drag her into their world #but OH boy oh boy i am feeling SO NORMAL

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immult · 4 months

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the way i haven't made a single post about ruidus/reiloras despite not being able to shut up about it for the past weeks. that's how you just knoooow the Imogen thoughts are lethal tonight </3

#me spamming imogearne to escape the mogen feels.#immult speaking tag #c3e83 #babygirl you fuck me up so badly this episode my heart is aching for u.

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squishied · 5 months

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sometimes its so hard

#it’s ridiculous in all honesty #i have amazing friens ; people who stayed up late until they passed to talk to me #but i still wish i wasn’t here ; these memories of people gnaw at me so hard #and i am so drunk even though they all me to stop and just sleep #but my dreams are haunted by the people that make #christmases and birthdays are haunted by memories of the people that hurt me #and i feel suffocated #suffocated to the point that i don’t know i can if i could stay in this world for much longer #but that’s siuch a horrifying and intense subject to speak to anybody #i. could never tell any of my beloveds and break their heart #and i know it’d break their hearts to leave them but im not sure how many more of these memories i can cope with anymore #a little sister ; a best friend ; hauntingly aching and violent past relationships ; memories of assault and abuse and manipulation and #gaslighting and so much mor #how could anybody keep living with it? i am so lonely #surrounded by those who love me but too many walls ; too much trauma to say any of it out loud #oh how badly i need a hug right now #my beloved friends and boyfriend and little brother i would leave behind me #oh god ; oh god how it aches and hurt. ; the people who hurt me and backstabbed me

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phantovia · 10 months

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no but deadass, lyney is so pretty that it's completely unfair????? AND LYNETTE. i've been seeing these leak vids of his skills going around yt and discord, and OML THEY LOOK ABSOLUTELY AMAZING + other synonyms because i'm bren-ded at the moment. (no spoils in case you don't want 'em)

and YES you can say it! march 7th is so pretty and even though i have yet to start hsr, i can admire the work of hyv. i've heard they're much more generous in hsr than genshin.

(all moots receive a hug, so. here ya go)

you’re so real for that!! it’s actually insane how unique fontaine characters’ designs are <3 i’m going to literally have to restrain myself or i’ll end up pulling him 😭😭 lynette as well!! she’s so pretty. i really hope we can get her from an event, i’ve seen spoilers as well dw 🫶🏼 it’s fine if you share them here but i just won’t post the ask publicly! 🩵

i love march!! i do play hsr a bit, not as much as genshin though. i am, however, caught up in the storyline & people have mixed opinions on march from what i’ve seen 🥲 it is true though, they are much more generous than genshin.

(yay a hug!! i gladly accept, hehe. 🫂💙)

#. . . ꒰ა { answered: mutual! }#the teaser left me in shambles; i’m not completely recovered from it yet 🗣️#lyney literally has no right to be so pretty 🚶🏻‍♀️ i’ve seen a lot of theories on him and leaks on his gameplay too!!#my heart is going to ache so badly when 4.0 comes out and i won’t be able to pull him ☹️ my silly magician.. i’m sorry!!

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