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kimuramasaya · 4 months

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2023 kpop recap!

tagged by my beloveds @dongkwan and @woodziecup ♡

Groups You Started Stanning?

peak time really ruled the first half of the year and brought me vanner, sevenus, bae173, and ghost9. the second half of the year started my jpop era and was dominated by ini and jo1

New Ult Biases?

since the horrible year of 2022 (my shiho 😔), I wouldn't really consider anyone an ult bias anymore. the biases who come closest are probably jinan, hyseung, and wonseo

Idol(s) Who Got The Most Of Your Simping?

jinan, hyesung, and wonseo definitely had the most of my attention for the first half of the year! since I entered my jpop era, it's been masaya no contest

Most Streamed Group(s)

end of the year music stats say my top groups were svt, exo, my baedoongies, ini, and the konys

Most Streamed Soloist(s)?

baekhyun is far and away my most listened to soloist since I am still obsessed with all of his solo releases, but I also listened to a lot of woodz, kang daniel, bi, jinan, and yedam

Top K-Pop Song(s) Of This Year (Opinion Or Streaming, You Choose)

my most listened to song of the year was driving slowly. other 2023 kpop songs I looped a lot included by you (tnx), tbh (vanner), let me in (exo), wonderland (trsr), idubilu (svt), our miracle (jinyoung), and i (zb1), good enough (xh), and groovy (vity). for jpop, drop and hana by ini made it into my top 5 most played songs for the year, and venus by jo1 rewired my brain

Top Debut This Year

sevenus even though they don't really count as a new debut. I'm so bad at knowing when groups debuted, but looking at a list of 2023 group debuts, the ones I've enjoyed are bxb, bonedo, limelight, and the zebis

Choreographies You Learned

I don't make it a point to learn choreo, but I can typically pick up the chorus choreo after watching it a few times. vity's groovy, vanner's performer, and ini's hana are ones that I do dance along with in the car

Albums/Merchandise You Bought

far too much 😭 I think I bought over 20 albums over the course of the year and joined waay too many vanner group orders for pobs (if any vvs are looking for us based GOs for the upcoming comeback lmk! mare and me have a really good vanner gom on ig). I also got several ini pcs and the vanner sg which have not arrived yet

New Kpop Mutuals You Made?

I'm sure there are several, but the ones I can think of off the top of my head are @mizugucci, @zhaolusi, and @hohowonho! of my existing mutuals, I also finally got to meet mare and kass in person this year!

I am probably the last person to do this since I have been back in my gamer girl era after getting a ps5, but I'll tag @xiaojuun @lunetual @dreamaze @blahblahblahcollapse @hwichanis + the new mutuals I mentioned above!

#as always feel free to ignore the tag if you like #now to work on my top tracks of 2023 list #r.txt #tagged in

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formulateez-replies · 10 months

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hello! this is cher/cherrie from formulateez !

ʚ get to know me ɞ

twenty. she/her. filo. kpop + formula racing enthusiast. us based (est).

i first got introduced to k-pop back in 2010-2011 when my neighbor showed me shinee's lucifer and ring ding dong. i didn't really start liking k-pop as a whole until around the second half of 2015!

my ult groups are currently ateez, enhypen, xg, nct dream, le sserafim, newjeans, and txt. (can you tell that i'm a hybe stan...)

i also really like (g)i-dle, &team, astro, aespa, boynextdoor, bts, day6, dreamcatcher, exo, fifty fifty, fromis_9, got the beat/girls on top, got7, history, ikon, infinite, itzy, ive, kard, knk, loona, monsta x (+ wonho), nct (as a whole, i'm just more of an nct dream stan), nmixx, nu'est, onlyoneof, p1harmony, pentagon, pristin, red velvet, seventeen, sf9, shinee, sistar, stayc, stray kids, the boyz, teen top, triples, twice, and vixx. (this is in alphabetical order, not in the order of which i like them. a good portion of those groups are my old ults or disbanded groups. i've have a lot of ult groups throughout the years.)

my fav f1 drivers are cl16, ln4, op81, and mv1.

i have only been into formula 1 since dec '22. i'm still learning a lot about the sport and the drivers as well!

my fav f2 drivers are al12, jd14, dh1, and ob8.

i have only been into f2 for a few months, it's the same case as f1, i'm still learning a lot about formula racing and its drivers as a whole!

my fav f3 drivers are pa1, db2, and sm14.

i also support hamda alqubaisi, bianca bustamante, and chloe chong!

i also used to be in a heavy emo phase (i never actually left it) and so i do enjoy a lot of emo/rock/metal music!

i'm not into much anime anymore but i'll occasionally rewatch some of my favorites or i'll end up watching newer shows with my boyfriend. the animes that i've enjoyed watching in the past are soul eater, black butler, haikyuu!!, ouran high school host club, and free! my current favorites are cyberpunk: edgerunners and chainsaw man!

i also have a side hobby of gaming! i wouldn't necessarily call myself a gamer since i don't play that many games. you'll usually find me on minecraft, the sims 4, roblox, or destiny 2! i also occasionally will play fortnite with friends (i'm just not good at pvp games so i tend to not play them that much; UNLESS it's arsenal on roblox. i kick ass lowkey in that game.)

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i'm, technically, very new to tumblr. the last time i was active on tumblr was back in 2017-2018. a lot of the information stated above was learned from other blogs such as:

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ncteez

(this post and my navigation is also very inspired by these two blogs since i had no clue how to format either of these </3 they're also super friendly, really great writers, and deserve the follow <3)

the dividers used are from cafekitsune!

the photos of seonghwa, aki, and charles were all found on pinterest but they've been in my camera roll for a little bit so i don't recall who they belong to.

click HERE to return to my writing blog!

#about me #meet the writer #pinned post #formulateez

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kuniistar · 2 years

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～ ABOUT THE GAMER ࣪. meet CINNA ! !

× eighteen. african-american. libra-scorpio cusp. infp-t. busy, broke, student. bisexual w a pref for pretty boys. she / they pronouns - please alternate. gendered terms okay! nicknames r also cool!! do not call me bestie, sis, or misuse aave in my presence.

× scara’s #1 lover. we r married and have crazy bomb sex, leave my man alone. i write a lot abt him but i have diversity . . sometimes. also blade’s #1 . . and kafka’s . . and himeko’s . . and shenhe’s.

× super shy & forgetful . . but i’m v friendly so don’t be scared to talk to me ! ! i am very busy (and did i mention shy??) so hmu first !

× my likes // ( solange, the weeknd, men i trust, nct, alina baraz, childish gambino, kali uchis, tame impala, yukika, enhypen, beyoncé, new jeans, rini, frank ocean, joji, lana del rey, mariah the scientist, exo, red velvet, ariana grande, daniel caesar, mac demarco, cigarettes after sex, sade, ari lennox . . . etc ) // ( the color pink, bell bottoms, coquette/softcore fashion, writing, autumn, true crime, stuffed animals, getting high, napping, shifting, horror! . . . etc ) // ( little women [ kor. drama ], alice in borderland, the glory, chilling adventures of sabrina, it [ 2017 ], how to get away with murder, money heist, stranger things, girl from nowhere, the promised neverland [ only szn 1 & the manga ], death note, soul eater, assassination classroom, akame ga kill, jujutsu kaisen, attack on titan, tokyo ghoul, tokyo revengers, fruits basket, great pretender, sam & colby, stephanie soo/rotten mango . . . etc ) // avid honkai star rail enjoyer

× eastern time, activity varies. writing is spontaneous.

× to navigate my blog, check here!

× feel free to ask anything, i’m pretty open!

× moots, ask for disc!

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moonkyos · 2 years

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☾ about me ☾

name: megan or meg, either is fine (i'm okay with nicknames/pet names too!)

pronouns: she/her

age: 24 (born march 21st 2000, birthday twins with anton <3)

zodiac sign: aries (libra moon & virgo rising)

location/timezone: england / gmt

height: 5'1" (yes i'm tiny)

mbti: infp-t

other random facts

i've been into kpop since may 2015

i'm autistic and have anxiety so i'm not the best at initiating conversations with new people, but i'm always down to make friends so please don't hesitate to come talk to me!

my favourite colours are purple, black, grey/silver, red, pink, green and blue

i've been a gamer since i was a little kid

i love alternative/rock music

i've always wanted piercings and tattoos but currently don't have any

i love animals! especially dogs, wolves, foxes and elephants

my favourite seasons are spring and autumn

i like the sound of rain but hate thunder and lightning

i'm always cold so i'm usually wearing an oversized hoodie and also wrapped up in blankets

who are my ults?

enhypen - jake

nct - mark

riize - wonbin & anton

txt - yeonjun

&team - maki

who do i stan?

a.c.e - wow

ampers&one - mackiah & siyun

astro - sanha

ateez - san

boynextdoor - leehan

cravity - woobin

day6 - young k

evnne - keita

exo - chanyeol

got7 - jinyoung

ikon - bobby

itzy - chaeryeong

le sserafim - kazuha, yunjin & chaewon (having a hard time choosing between them)

monsta x - jooheon & changkyun

newjeans - minji

one pact - jay chang

pentagon - kino

p1harmony - keeho

pow - yorch & hong

samuel (soloist)

seventeen - woozi

shinee - key

stray kids - felix

taeyeon (soloist)

the boyz - sunwoo & eric

the rose - woosung

toz - takuto

twice - momo & jihyo

tws - dohoon

zerobaseone - ricky

82major - yechan

others i casually listen to: ab6ix, ciipher, bts, everglow, f(x), girls generation, illit, ive, kep1er, leehi, lucente, mamamoo, mcnd, nomad, nu'est, oneus, onf, red velvet, seori, sf9, treasure, vav, vixx, xdinary heroes, xikers, 8turn

if you have any questions or want to know more about me, feel free to ask!

#about me

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creamcreme25 · 1 year

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Hello Everyone!!

Cream Here!!!

Keeping My Age Private For Personal Reasons, Sagittarius, ENFP, Any Pronouns, Gamer (RPG And Rhythm), Has Autism.

Things I Love

Anime: Blue Lock, Chainsaw Man, Spy X Family, My Hero Academia, Demon Slayer, Haikyuu!!, Attack On Titan, Tomo-chan Is A Girl, Hunter X Hunter, The Seven Deadly Sins, Dropkick On My Devil!, Non Non Biyori, Jujutsu Kaisen, Bungou Stray Dogs, Tokyo Revengers, Fairy Tail, Toilet-bound Hanako-kun, Hetalia, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure.

K-Pop: BTS, BLACKPINK, TWICE, SEVENTEEN, TXT, NCT, ENHYPEN, ATEEZ, Stray Kids, ITZY, EXO, Red Velvet, TREASURE, LE SSERAFIM, IVE, Kep1er, NewJeans, CLASS:y, aespa, NMIXX.

Games: Genshin Impact, Ensemble Stars, A3!, Honkai Star Rail.

Others: Hololive, ItsFunneh And The Krew.

PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF YOU ARE A:

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You Can Chat Me Anytime If You Want To Ask Questions~~~

Have A Good Day Everyone!!

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arsenal-has-me-depressed · 2 years

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2021 was my downfall of albums. and its all favourites fault 🙃

i love etsy 🥰🥰

i have fanmade pcs of exo. theyre gamer girls. (i just bought the complete set but i have baekhyun and sehun already)

I have gorgeous Polaroids from etsy i want to get a joy Polaroid but i can’t find a pretty one

#answerd

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shaalk · 3 years

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Gamer

Type: Oneshot + Bonus

Characters: Baekhyun X Reader

Genre: Idol AU, Smut

Warnings: Strip tease, masturbation, use of sex toy, choking, nipple play, use of degrading names, dirty talk, creampie

Status: Completed

Summary: Everyone knows how much Baekhyun enjoys gaming. That is the only thing he does whenever he has free time. But when he decides to do just that on a rare day that both of us are free, i’ll do just about anything to get his attention.

Words: 2444

Tags: @blahblahblah-boo @kkpoptrashhh @wooya1224 @realllllrica @insta1010 @geniusloey @thegreatandi @cupreoussyzygy @maijinki @bbhbeth @iamtoksik @bobohumyonlyboo @kayannainsworth15

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I sigh in annoyance as I watch Baekhyun start a new game on his Playstation console. He has been at it for the past 5 hours, only getting up twice to go to the toilet and to get refreshments. I have been trying get his attention all morning but he hasn’t blinked my way at all.

I understand that he wants to use his rare off day from Exo’s group activities to catch up on his games but I really thought we would be able to spend some time with each other.

I know Baekhyun won’t want step out of the apartment and I am fine with that, he is well known for being a homebody after all. I just want to spend an hour cuddling with my boyfriend, which is proving to be a huge feat right now.

“Baekhyunnnnn,” I whine, my patience wearing thin.

I only receive a hum in response, his eyes not even leaving the TV for a second.

I saunter over to my boyfriend and sit down right beside him, leaving no space between us. I lay my head on Baekhyun’s shoulder and stroke his inner thigh higher and higher up, thinking and hoping I will elicit a reaction out of him. I even go as far as leaving butterfly kisses on his nape and yet, the man never gives me any attention.

It is my last straw already. I am going to have to bring out the big guns. I am going to make sure that Baekhyun’s eyes will only be on me. I am determined to make him forget about his stupid game, even if it is for just a while.

I get off the couch and tiptoe to my room. I don’t even know why I am doing that when Baekhyun hasn't even looked at me since we woke up in the morning.

First, I strip down to nothing and throw on a pink crop top that has the word ‘slut’ written across the centre. I then slip on a pair of boy shorts with the phrase ‘spank me’ across my ass. I give myself a once-over in the mirror and when I am satisfied with how I look, I drop to my knees to grab the black box from underneath my bed.

It is where I stash all my sex toys that I have no choice but to turn to when Baekhyun is away on his long tours. The said male has no idea I have them and he is in for a real treat.

I grab the pale, beige dildo and then haphazardly shove the box back under the bed. I hide the toy behind me and then skip out to join my boyfriend who has just started a new game.

I stand at the end of the couch just waiting for Baekhyun to take notice of me. I purposely clear my throat loudly. He glances at me for just a second before his eyes are glued on the TV again.

I roll my eyes in response.

Showtime!

I strut to the coffee table in front of Baekhyun and stick the dildo onto it with the help of the suction cup at the end.

My boyfriend's eyes are still unmoving. He has no idea the things I have in store for him.

“Baek-ah, isn’t it warm?”

I pull my hair into a messy bun over my head and start fanning myself with my hands.

Still no reaction.

I inwardly groan. I have no choice but to pull my top off. I pretend to wipe the sweat on my nape with it and then throw it onto the couch beside Baekhyun.

His eyes dart up to give me attention for a bit, and then he goes back to concentrating on his game.

At least he paid attention for more than a second this time.

I sway my hips and turn around to give him a view of my clothed ass, purposely arching my back so that it looks perkier (if he is even looking). I know he is when he inhales sharply.

I smirk in victory, knowing I have almost gotten Baekhyun where I want him.

I fall onto my knees so that I am facing my dildo directly. I tilt myself so that Baekhyun can perfectly see me sucking it. I discreetly glance over my shoulder to see my boyfriend’s attention shifting between the TV and I.

I smirk at Baekhyun wickedly and wrap my grip around the dildo as I would his cock. I gather my saliva and spit on the head of the dildo. I let my saliva drip down the length of it and then give it kitten licks.

I confidently stare at my boyfriend through half-lidded eyes and indulge in the way his adam’s apple bobbles in his throat.

Hook, line and sinker.

I get back up on my feet to rid myself of my underwear. I then sink back down and angle myself so that Baekhyun can get a view of my ass and me sucking the dildo.

I grin at him sweetly and then guide my attention back to the toy in front of me. I lean forward, arching my back and perking my butt up. From this angle, Baekhyun has the perfect view of my ass and my spread pussy.

I giggle under breath when I hear a throaty groan from behind me.

I place my lips around the dildo and go down on it, making sure to make slurping noises to let Baekhyun know what he is missing out on. I bob my head a few times to ensure that it is wet enough then I stand up and kneel on the coffee table facing my boyfriend.

I glide the tip of the dildo across the length of my pussy and slowly sit down on it, sighing as it fills me up. I manage to sit on it fully in one motion due to how wet I am.

Baekhyun is focusing on me a lot more at this point but his eyes still dart to the TV at intervals, obviously not wanting to lose his game.

I begin lifting myself up and sinking back down on my dildo, just like when I ride Baekhyun. I go the extra mile to play with my tits too. I first pinch my nipples to harden the nubs, then I squeeze my breasts together.

“Yes, Baek, fuck me harder!” I let out moans that sound like they came straight out of a porno.

I bite the side of my lip as I watch the tent in Baekhyun’s pants grow, already imagining him railing me.

My brows furrow and I throw my head back, feeling utterly stretched. It is my favourite dildo for a reason.

Finally, after hours of waiting, I hear the background music from the TV come to a pause. Baekhyun throws the controller on the ground and stands.

I swallow when my boyfriend pulls off his t-shirt. He has been working out a lot recently and it can clearly be seen from how sculpted the muscles on his arms and abdomen have become.

He shimmies out of his boxers as well and I involuntarily lick my lips as soon as his cock comes to view. There is already precum spilling out of the tip.

His length bounces as he comes towards me. My eyes automatically find his through my eyelashes while I continue riding my dildo.

Baekhyun pulls the rubber band holding my locks together, letting my glorious mass of hair spill. He pushes the strands of hair that have fallen over my chest behind my shoulders so that he can get a full view of my naked body.

He licks his lips as he wraps his right hand around my throat. I hiss when I feel the coolness of his rings touch my skin. Baekhyun pulls me up until the dildo is totally out of my tight snatch and then he carries me and throws me onto the couch.

I squeal with a winning smile when my back comes into contact with the cushions.

“What a show you put on for me, baby girl,” Baekhyun growls through gritted teeth before slapping the side of my thigh.

He leans down for a kiss and my hands immediately wrap themselves around his shoulders, wanting him closer to me. The tip of his dick hits my clit, making the both of us moan into the already messy kiss.

Baekhyun breaks the kiss to leave me a hickey on the side of my neck. His fingers toy with my already perky nipples, just pulling at them and rolling them between his pretty fingertips.

Once the male is satisfied with the mark he has created on my nape, he puts some distance between us so he can drag my body down the couch until I am laid flat on my back while my legs are hanging in the air.

My boyfriend spreads my legs even wider and then lets them rest on each of his shoulders. He pumps his rod to get it harder, if it is even possible, and then glides the tip against my drenched slit. I shudder and my hips jerk forward, already anticipating his grand entrance into me.

Baekhyun has a bruising grip on my waist with one hand while his other one pushes his meat into me. My mouth hangs open and my eyes shut tightly as soon as I feel his intrusion into my tight walls.

Because of the dildo, I am already stretched out quite a fair bit. But not enough for him to fully fit in me. He is longer and thicker than the toy after all.

Baekhyun grunts every time he manages to get a little more of his length into me. He is going slow to accommodate me but I don’t want that. I want him deep in me and I want him to go hard and fast. I want him to ruin me, so I clench his member to get his attention.

His eyes immediately fly open to meet mine when he feels the sudden pressure.

“Harder?”

I nod with a shy smile making Baekhyun chuckle huskily.

I have no time to prepare because Baekhyun pulls all the way out until only his tip is inside me and then he slams his hips forward, hitting my sweet spot head on.

“Oh!”

I flail for a bit and then immediately grab onto his shoulders for support as he ruts into me over and over again. I watch with my bottom lip trapped between my teeth as the sweat trickles down the side of my boyfriend’s face, making him look so fucking ethereal.

I lick my lips unknowingly because of how hot Baekhyun looks when he is concentrating. He grins at me devilishly, knowing how whipped I am for him.

I purposely contract my pussy, making Baekhyun yelp. His routined thrusts become uneven since his focus is disrupted. I giggle breathlessly when the look of betrayal spreads across my his face.

As if to punish me, he suddenly pulls out, making me whine at the loss of his meat. My hole throbs in protest at the sudden emptiness.

Baekhyun pulls me up and makes me stand in front of the coffee table. He then positions me so that my ass is being served to him. My hands are flat on the table for support while the dildo is right in front of my face.

I moan with need when Baekhyun re-enters me. I make an effort to bend down further to take the dildo into my mouth.

Baekhyun realigns himself a little, probably so that he can get a peek of me taking his cock as well as the dildo at the same time, through the reflection in the TV.

He smacks my ass making me scream and jerk forward in surprise.

“Such a fucking slut!”

To prove his point, I grind my hips back into Baekhyun’s every time he thrusts into me. His balls slapping against my clit is making everything better.

Baekhyun must be really aroused by the view of me taking 2 cocks at the same time because I feel him twitch inside me, a tell-tale sign that he is going to ejaculate soon.

He grabs both my arms in one hand and pulls me so that I am upright with my back bowed painfully. His other hand slithers around my waist and finds its way to my clit.

My boyfriend hugs me even closer to him, leaving no space between us. I feel his sturdy chest and hard pecs brush against my back at every thrust.

Baekhyun’s tongue darts out to meet the shell of my ear. I shudder when he blows a breath of cold air onto the spot he licked.

“So sexy, my whore, so fucking sexy,” he whispers roughly into my ear.

I grip Baekhyun’s forearm, my nails piercing into his skin as I feel myself getting closer and closer to my high.

My boyfriend grunts as my pussy tightens around him, my walls pulsating because they are trying to milk all the cum out of him.

“Baek, Baek!” I scream out while his fingers rub me faster.

My stomach tightens and soon I am releasing around Baekhyun‘s length.

“I’m cumming,” I yell as my body starts convulsing from reaching my climax.

“Yes, princess, cream on this dick!”

Baekhyun lets out a string of curses as my warmth encompasses him. His fingers don’t leave my bundle of nerves alone. I start squirming in his grip as I ride out my extended orgasm, which is bordering on overstimulation.

After one last hard thrust, Baekhyun lets out a feral “fuck yes” under his breath and releases his thick load into my tight cunt.

I hum in content as I feel his warmth coat my walls. He slowly thrusts into me a few more times to ride out his orgasm and then comes to a complete stop.

Baekhyun lets go of my arms and I immediately fall forward, legs jelly from the hard fucking I have just gone through. Thankfully the male holds onto my waist to support me or I would have fallen flat on my face.

My boyfriend falls back onto the couch, tired as well. I slowly settle myself on the ground, my back against the coffee table so that I am facing Baekhyun.

His gaze travels down the length of my sweaty body to my messy opening to take in the view of our mixed cum dribbling out of my pussy.

He bites his lip and makes eye contact with me.

“Good fuck, baby girl.”

A/N: Let me know what you think. Please leave a comment! :)

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#exosnet #exowritersnet #kwritersworldnet #ksmutclub #bbh-net #exo #exo fanfiction #exo scenarios #exo smut #exo fic #baekhyun #baekhyun fanfiction #baekhyun scenarios #baekhyun smut #baekhyun fic

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marshmallow-phd · 4 years

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Nine Little Letters

Genre: College AU, Fake Dating AU, To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before AU

Inspired By: This graphic made by @rcse-tvler

Pairing: EXO x Reader

Summary: Just when you thought life was done shoving you down, it got much, much worse. After finding out that your latest crush was already in a relationship, you did what you always did when emotions ran high: you wrote a letter. Signed and sealed, you put it away with the eight other letters you’d written to past one-sided loves, never to be seen again. That is, until a mix up accidentally sends those letters out to their respective recipients and you find yourself in the middle of one confusing web of love. With fake relationships, insecurities, and revelations swirling around, things are bound to get a little messy.

Part: 1 I 2 I 3 I 4 I 5 I 6 I 7 I 8 I 9 I 10 I 11

The second letter you ever wrote was perhaps the most embarrassing of them all.

During the summer of your thirteenth year, Baekhyun had gone away to a summer camp that had lasted for over a month. Bored to tears due to the missing antics, you spent more time with your other friend, Yeonhee, though - as much as you loved her - her presence didn’t have the same level of comfort as Baekhyun’s did. You weren’t sure what the reason was, but there always seemed to be this invisible barrier between you and Yeonhee. You couldn’t get quite as close to her. There was so much relief the day that Baekhyun came back. But something else was there, too. Something that had been growing throughout the absence.

At first, you thought your heart was beating fast because you ran to the park where Baekhyun told you to meet him. You were excited - elated - to have your best friend back. When you saw him lying on the teeter-totter, you stopped. His skin was sun-kissed, hair a bit longer and tousled. You’d never realized how… handsome he was before. Your face was smiling before you knew it.

You liked him. That had to explain why you missed him so much, right? As soon as Baekhyun saw that you’d arrived, he lit up, jumping off the playground equipment and running towards you. He pulled you into a quick hug then stepped back, ruffling your hair.

“I missed you.”

“I missed you, too.”

“Come on.” He grabbed your hand and started pulling you away from the teeter-tatter. “Let’s go down to the creek!”

You followed him without hesitation, loving the feeling of his hand in yours. Later that night, you tossed and turned, unable to sleep because of this new information. At thirteen, you were a bit smarter than you were at ten, so you decided to put some feelers out. You would see if there was any chance that he felt the same way. The two of you were close, after all. The chance had to be there, didn’t it?

The answer was no. And you received that answer almost immediately. The next day Baekhyun went on and on about this girl he had met at camp. He talked about how funny she was and cute and playful. And beautiful. He wouldn’t stop talking about how pretty he found her. She was at a summer camp, for Pete’s sake, but somehow still managed to be soft and delicate and everything Baekhyun liked in girls. It felt like an uppercut punch to the jaw. You could be soft and delicate. You wore skirts and boots and cardigans. Your room was pastel colors! What was the difference between you and this girl he rambled on about?

Flashing back to Jongin and how much better you felt after writing him the letter, you sat down at the table while your parents were away at work and tried to see if it had the same effect.

Dear Baekhyun,

How are you? I guess that’s an awkward thing to ask given how I always know how you are. You always tell me, whether you’re happy or sad or simply indifferent. You tell me everything. And I’ve always loved that, the fact that we could tell each other whatever we’re thinking. But lately, you’ve been telling me too much and I’ve been keeping quiet. You tell me so much about this girl you met at camp and how much you like her and what the two of you talked about on the phone last night and how you’ve made plans to meet up next week. You go on and on about her without seeing the hurt in my eyes. I stay silent because of that hurt. Because while you were away, I realized something. I realized that I like you. As more than just my best friend. I find myself wishing that you were talking about me that way. What does this girl have that I don’t, anyway? She sounds a lot like me. I even wondered at one point if you were secretly talking about me until you mentioned meeting up with her. You seem so happy, though. So, I wonder, should I say anything or should I just go on being just your friend? I guess I'll make the decision at the end of this letter. If I send it out or if I keep it hidden in my drawer. Do I come out and say it or do I risk forever thinking “What if?” Only time will really tell. Either way, I hope you’re happy. That’s most important.

Love,

(y/n)

In the end, you decided not to mail it. Though you never met the girl from summer camp, Baekhyun ended up “dating” her for the fall semester of school - if it could be counted since they lived in different cities. He always went to see her, but she never made the same effort. That was why they broke up, according to Baekhyun. Though he never came to see you in the same light as far as you were aware, you found that you were able to move on, to see him once again simply as your friend. Perhaps the two of you were soulmates in the platonic way. You were thankful to your past self for not mailing out that letter. Where would your friendship be if you had sent it? Would there even still be a friendship?

“Okay, I know you’re not a professional or anything, but you’re even worse today. What’s going on?”

You blinked, coming out of your head just in time to watch your character crumple to the ground, dead. Great.

You weren’t the best at video games, but you found them fun and Sehun didn’t mind if you weren’t as good as him. He definitely carried the two of you in the team rounds.

“Nothing, I just have a lot on my mind.” Both the truth and a lie. You were mildly distracted at the moment. It was a small amount of connected things. Seeing Junmyeon with a girlfriend had conjured up some old insecurities. While you were fairly sure that you were over him, you were circling around your lack of love life - and lack of dating history. As in zero. Zip. A big old goose egg. Of course, when that happened, you tended to retreat into your books and movies. Which rom-coms you were going to binge tonight was currently at the forefront of your mind, held up by everything else.

“So, obviously, it’s not nothing,” Sehun pointed out over the headset. Touché.

“Okay, it’s not nothing, but it's not something you’d be interested in anyway.”

“Try me.”

You paused. “I was thinking about how I’ve never had a boyfriend, so I was going to watch romantic comedies tonight.”

Silence.

Well, not total silence since the video game was still on in the background, but there was no response from your partner. “Sehun?”

“Yeah, you’re right. I’m not that interested. But I also don’t see how watching movies about romance is a direct response to not having a boyfriend.”

You sighed as your character re-spawned and you continued with the game, covering Sehun from any surprise attacks as you inched closer to enemy territory. “They make me feel better.”

He took a pause to kill an enemy soldier before replying, “I still don’t get it. How can watching fake couples get together make you feel better? If you want a boyfriend, why don’t you go out and get one? It’s not like there isn’t a whole campus full of single guys.”

You scoffed. Yeah, right. Like it was that simple. There wasn’t a store or a catalogue that you could flip through and go “Oh, I’d like that one!” and have a boyfriend ready and raring to go. Although… someone should get on that revolutionary idea. It could be worth millions.

Part of you wanted to respond with “Fine, do you want to date me?” but you bit your tongue, knowing that you didn’t mean it. There had once been a time that you had thought about Sehun in that way. The two of you rarely saw each other in person. For a good year and a half, the two of you had been simple online buddies until you realized you lived in the same city. You’d invited Sehun along to outings with Baekhyun and Yeonhee, but they didn’t click very well, so it didn’t happen too often. After the first time you met Sehun, you thought he was cute. Que the letter.

Dear Sehun.

I know you try to hide it, but you’re actually very sweet. And I know that you let me win sometimes. And you help me every chance you get. I like you because of that. Also, I never thought you would be cute. Is that bad? Do you think you could like me back? We could be that gamer couple. Those who play together, stay together, right?

Love,

(y/n).

It was the cringiest of all your letters. Short, uninteresting, bland. After you wrote it, you realized quickly that those were the only reasons you liked him: his face and he was nice to you. Were your standards really that low? His letter always stayed at the bottom of the pile, hardly ever revisited. That was when you realized it was hard to truly like someone you didn’t know all that well. You still considered him a friend and could confide in him, but he didn’t make your comfortable triangle a square.

“Hey, (y/n)!” Baekhyun burst into your room with no warning. You jumped, letting out a rare curse into the headset.

“Baekhyun, what are you doing here?” On Saturdays he was usually busy giving piano lessons.

“And on that note, I’m out.” Sehun clicked off without a real goodbye. You shook your head. Boys.

You turned off your console and swiveled around in your chair. Baekhyun was seated at your vanity which made you nervous. He knew better than to go peeking into your things, but that hardly stopped him. And while he was aware of the letters’ existence, he was neither aware of his own nor where they were located.

“My pupil for the day canceled on me. They’re sick. I was bored so I came over. As per usual.” Looking over his shoulder at your mirror, he plucked off one of the pictures you had wedged into the frame. “Heard from your long-distance boyfriend lately?”

“Hardy, har-har.” You snatched the picture from him and replaced it. “He’s not my boyfriend and you know it.”

Zhang Yixing was your pen pal from high school. After seeing a flyer on one of the bulletin boards in the hallway, you jumped at the chance to communicate with someone from another country without really thinking about it. The partners were all chosen at random and you considered yourself quite lucky. The person you exchanged letters with was sweet and funny and really read what you wrote to him, always replying to your words before going into his own story. While life got in the way and the two of you weren’t able to exchange letters at the frequency you once had, you still received a surprise every so often.

And yes, before anyone asks, he was one of the nine. One look at his dimpled smile and charming eyes and anyone would be hooked. You’d giggled like crazy when you opened the letter junior year and his photo fell out. He’d wanted to show you the countryside school he’d volunteered at and the kids he’d helped. As cute as those children were, he was all you could look at. So, naturally, there was one letter you never sent. It didn’t make sense to send it. He was in an entirely different country. So, you used his letter as camouflage, keeping it on top at all times to hide the others underneath.

“And no, by the way. I haven’t gotten a letter for a little bit.”

“Too busy volunteering?” Baekhyun quipped.

“You could take a page out of his book, you know.”

“I do give back! I give free lessons all the time!”

Okay… that was true. Baekhyun did have a soft heart for kids that wanted to learn to play the piano but whose parents couldn't afford to pay for lessons. About twice a month on Sundays, he went to a local church and taught a class for anyone who wanted to join. It was actually kind of sweet. You’d gone a few times and he could be pretty adorable with the kids.

“Alright,” you said. “What do you want to do?”

“I don’t know.” Baekhyun pursed his lips and tapped a finger against his chin. His eyes slowly made their way around your room. He would smile when his eyes landed on pictures of the two of you or little souvenirs from your various adventures. Your room was like a scrapbook for the world to view. You enjoyed being surrounded by memories, like reading a book based on your life. “I’m kind of hungry.”

“Okay,” you laughed. “For what?”

He turned away from you, mostly still listening, but obviously distracted by something. “Let’s go to a grill.”

That suggestion sent sparks off in your brain. Your stomach, which had been neutral up until now, was roaring for the sizzling meat and spicy side dishes. In fact, you’d been distracted at the thought of a Korean grill that you didn’t notice Baekhyun’s hand twitching on the forbidden drawer. Before your brain could process what he was doing, the drawer was open. Baekhyun pulled the entire stack of letters out.

“Wow, you actually do keep all of these!”

“What the hell are you doing!” You bounced on him, tackling him down to the floor as you wrestled the envelopes from him. Once you finally pulled them free, you smacked his arm with the stack. “You jerk! You know those are private!”

He actually had the audacity to pout. “I just wanted to see!”

“They’re not for you to see!”

“Come on, (y/n),” Baekhyun sat up when you moved off him. You kept the envelopes close to your chest in case he tried for them again. “I thought I was your best friend.”

“Don’t you dare try to guilt trip me,” you snapped. “I have a right to my privacy. These aren’t meant for anyone else but me.”

“Fine.” He threw his hands up in defeat. “But you might want to find a better hiding spot. Let’s go eat.” He left your room, smiling to himself.

Grumbling to yourself, you placed the envelopes on your vanity. Later, you would find a better place to put them. For now, though, you draped a shirt over the stack so they were mostly covered.

You forgot about the letters for the most part by the time the two of you made it to the restaurant. Baekhyun had his moments where he didn’t think things through or he acted purely on impulse, but you could forgive those happenings. At least, when he was paying for dinner. On the way to the grill, you called Yeonhee to join.

“So, there’s this girl in my World Music three-oh-four class,” Baekhyun said right after shoving a stuffed sesame leaf into his mouth. “She’s really cute. And plays the cello. Her fingers are so nimble and small.”

“So, you going to ask her out?” you teased.

Baekhyun took some time to chew his food before answering. “Yeah. Actually, I think I might.”

“Does she seem interested in you?” Yeonhee asked. She was always the more practical one out of the three of you. She saw things in black and white. She either chose door number one or door number two. It was a philosophy she used in every aspect of her life. That realism rounded your little triangle out. Baekhyun was the carefree, never-knew-what-he-was-going-to-do-next type, you were the slightly anxiety-ridden, romantic daydreamer, and Yeonhee was the down-to-earth, rational one.

“Yeah, I think so.”

“Okay. Then do it.” Yeonhee pulled her long, dark brown hair back into a scrunchy to keep it out of her face. To her, that was the end of it.

Baekhyun sent you a look, but he shrugged. “Alright. I’ll see her on Monday, so I’ll ask her to coffee then.”

Your phone vibrated against the table. Normally you would have ignored it, but given the lull in conversation, you checked to see the notification. It was a text from your mom.

I’m doing laundry. It looks like you have a full hamper. Do you want me to take some?

You smiled. You loved getting out of laundry. Yeah! Thank you!

Okay! A second text came through. Do you want me to take this shirt on the vanity, too?

Shirt? What- Panic swept through you. No! That’s okay! It’s clean.

Okay! Love you!

Love you, too!

Phew. That was close.

The rest of dinner was spent talking about classes and professors and new movies coming out. The three of you bounced from subject to subject, spending a good hour and half at the table slowly devouring the different meat courses. Multiple groups came and went while you sat there and enjoyed this time with your two best friends. When it was time to go home, Yeonhee volunteered to take you home since it was more on her way than Baekhyun’s. Once there, she parked in your driveway. Rounding the car, you bent down to tell her goodnight. A second or two later, Kyungsoo pulled into his parents’ driveway. He got out of his own car, eyes down on his phone. Noticing the two of you next door, he froze. There was an awkward tension as the exes made eye contact while you stood there like an unneeded third wheel on a bike. Finally, Kyungsoo broke the contact and went inside.

“Have you talked to him lately?” you asked.

Yeonhee shook her head. “Not at all. What’s the point? I ended it. Going back and opening the wound makes no sense.”

“Yeah, that’s understandable. I’ll, um, I’ll talk to you later.”

“Yeah, see ya.”

You straightened up and headed inside.

Yeonhee and Kyungsoo were a tragic story, at least in your eyes.

Kyungsoo was your next-door neighbor for your entire life though the two of you didn’t interact very often. He ran in different circles and seemed annoyed by Baekhyun most of the time - a pattern you were not blind to. But Yeonhee always took the time to talk to him if you happened to be in the front yard and crossed paths. Oblivious to what was going on while they conversed, you stood by, studying your neighbor.

He was handsome and sweet when he wasn’t frowning. In fact, his smile was quite stunning. And he was smart and, though rare, cracked jokes that had you in stitches. You found yourself admiring him. Imagine your shock when you discovered that he was dating one of your best friends. You were devastated. The strength of the feeling took you by surprise. But you’d managed to keep it together in front of both of them. Only when you were alone were you finally able to let it out. That night you’d locked yourself in your room, tears flowing in an unending stream. At some point, you were sitting down at your vanity, pencil flying across the page without you having to think it through.

Dear Kyungsoo,

What am I even feeling right now? How am I feeling like this? You were always just my neighbor, the boy next door. Occasionally kind, helpful. I never even suspected that you liked Yeonhee or that she liked you back. I was completely left out, blind to what was happening in front of me. Mostly because I couldn’t see past myself. You were nothing like how I’d thought in our younger years. You are so much more. Amazing feels like too simple a word but that’s all I can conjure up. I’ve been so in awe that I couldn't completely understand what it was that I was feeling inside. But now… I feel like my heart has shattered. I had come to look forward to talking to you in between our yards. I never suspected you were coming out for Yeonhee. You chose her over me. I’m sure in your eyes, I was never even one of the selections. But why? Am I really that invisible?

You are a wonderful person. I’m not sure if there are enough adjectives in the world to describe how I see you. You’re like a portrait in the Louvre, unable for me to touch. You’re out of reach. And now that you’re with Yeonhee, you always will be. I know that you’ll treat her well. You’ll keep her hand warm with your own like I wish you could with mine. When she’s tired, she’ll rest her head on your shoulder. I hope you’re a comforting pillow. You seem like that kind of person. A comfort, a stronghold. I wish you could have been mine.

Love,

(y/n).

They dated for two years before Yeonhee inexplicably ended the relationship. You knew she would have a very logical, analyzed reasoning for why she abruptly broke it off, though she never told you or anyone. However, you were surprised with how angry you were at her. How could she do that to someone like Kyungsoo, who had never treated her badly even for a moment? Your sympathy lied with him, but you had to show support for your friend. She wanted to move on, so you pretended to understand. She didn’t come around very often anymore in case of situations like tonight where she might accidentally run into or see him.

Up in your bedroom, you took a deep breath. Because it still hurt after all this time. You still longed to be the one he looked at, the one he wanted to see. Out of all your letters, his was the one that never worked. His was sealed up tight, but the feelings didn’t go away. They held on tight like a rock climber without a rope. You could distract yourself with other crushes, give in to fleeting feelings for others. And it would work for a little while. But in your weak moments, those feelings never failed to come back. Tonight was a reminder of that.

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glaciem-draco · 3 years

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Get to know me ~ ❄

I’m older than 21 (so I will post stuff and talk about my music and shows, you should not follow me if you aren’t)

Love KPOP! (various groups and soloists, we’d be here all day)

... but I also like some pop artists (mostly soloists)

I watch dramas (kdramas, cdramas, thai dramas etc.)

A gamer (fave genre are RPGs)

That’s about it, I think, I’d be happy to answer any questions if someone has them ^^ Always looking for mutuals too :D

Music groups and soloists that I like:

2NE1 SNSD/Girls’ Generation The Boyz Aespa TXT Limelight A.C.E Seventeen TVXQ Infinite Billlie BOYNEXTDOOR KARD KISSOFLIFE NCT RIIZE IVE ITZY EXO TWS Jeff Satur Barcode Tinnasit Be:First Mazzel Girls2 The Rampage from Exile smngg tblngg Kara (OT6) (G)i-dle (OT6) F(X) (OT5) SHINee (OT5) BoA Chungha Woodz Bibi Seo Soojin Kim Junsu (Xia) Kim Jaejoong

#get to know me #kpop #multistan #multi #pop #video games #dramas #shows #thoughts ///

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la-luna-es-hermosa · 4 years

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EXO Reaction to a Filipino Idol

Note: Bruh I think I have overdone this reaction. This reaction is made from a request by an anon! I am so excited to finally receive an ask! But yes I did make this reaction extra special because of my hiatus. Sorry for not being active anymore because I have been addicted to osu and other rhythm games (Arcaea and Superstar SM). I have also been in a new fandom (in my profile picture) I know I gotta stay loyal for my boy Jongin but I just can’t. For this blog, I will still accept requests, still active, but I will be more active in @kuwurapikaaa ! If you want hunter x hunter, the arcana, jjba and A3! content, check that blog up too! I am finishing drafts there as well - MeiQI

Junmyeon

You guys met at one of the designer parties he attends to. Despite being in the same industry, you guys haven’t really faced each other. He was probably too busy tending to his members.

In that moment, he finally had enough courage or time to actually talk to you. He really liked how you guys shared many struggles, from trainee days and even today. “I really understood your struggles back then. Adjusting to a new country and lifestyle is really hard.” He said to you as he patted your shoulders.

Junmyeon would give out flowers every promotion you had. Even if your group didn’t win, you always get a bouquet from him. Your members started assuming that he has a liking on you.

Your family started to notice his actions as well. “Are you sure that Junmyeon isn’t courting you?” Your concerned father asked. He loves his unica hija (lit. unique daughter, in context: only daughter) too much to just let her go with a mere guy. He has to know more about Junmyeon before letting his child date him.

It seemed like everyone around you are just beating around the bush because of his actions around you. But all that was worth it as he went to your parents and asked them if he can court you. “Mr. and Mrs. (Surname), I like your daughter (Name). Can I court her?” He asked them. - The parents did not even question it since Suho is such a sweetheart

Junmyeon also started exploring more about the Philippines, knowing that his beautiful girlfriend is from the country. He would firstly look up at pieces of art made by Filipino artists (with the likes of Fernando Amorsolo and Juan Luna), it would be a bonus if you’re interested in art as well. Most of your conversations would end up being about you guy’s cultures and how the painters showed the message they want to put out there.

He would also end up being really curious about the language as well. I can see him trying to learning the language just for you. “Sobrang mahal kita, ikaw ang aking mundo” He says with a cute bashful smile. It still sounded different because of his Korean accent. You found it quite endearing that he will go through all this lengths to impress you and show how much he loves you.

Minseok

For Xiumin... hmm... it’s hard because I can’t really picture Xiumin with a Filipino girl or a foreigner in general. It’s not that he doesn’t like Foreigners, but I am very unsure about it. Like Kyungsoo, he is really into girls that are more traditional.

Like everyone else, Minseok would be really interested in your culture. The delicious food, the language you spoke. He would always listen to the way your voice shifted when you speak to him and to your parents. “Ma okay lang ako... nag-iingat naman po kami ni Minseok.” You spoke to your worried mother over the phone.

Although I can see him trying to actually learn Tagalog just for you. He would learn it in secret until he was fluent enough to tell you that “(Y/N) ikaw lamang ang aking mamahalin” and write you a whole essay on why he loves you just in Tagalog.

In music shows, like Junmyeon, he will send you lots of flowers because that is exactly where you guys met at. Every time your group had a comeback that was around the same time as his, he will always look at you and got the courage to sneak in his phone number.

Minseok texts you a lot, telling you if you got his flowers or if your parents approved of him. - Of course your parents approved of him, even saying that you grew up too fast as you now have a boyfriend.

You guys haven’t had the time to be together due to his military enlistement, but as soon as he can hold his phone again, you were the one of the first people he messaged. “Sorry I haven’t talked to you” He said.

But out of all the EXO members, he gave you the sweetest confession at a park at night. “I want to say that I enjoy your company and I am thinking about my future with you.” He said to you as his hands cupped your face.

Yixing

I remember the time he said PhiliPENIS, this man right here lol. Anyway, jokes aside I think Yixing would be really interested in your culture. It is a bonus point that both of you are foreigners and are in the same industry. Like Suho, Yixing met you in one of those luxury parties hosted by fashion labels.

You immediately caught his eyes, the look you were wearing really suited you. The colors were beautiful, just like you. When the cameras aren’t rolling, this is where he would move. He would DM you via instagram and that is where you guys will start to talk. It went from simple “how are you?”, to the more complicated topics. You were his home, the place he would go to if he’s stress.

It would definitely be a bonus if you like doing music. You would be singing many of his demos so that he can really see if he did a great job. His source of inspiration is you as he stays late at night to compose something for him.

Even if you’re an idol, your relationship would still be long distance as he is in China and you’re in Korea, promoting with your group. (With some sneaky flights to China), “I miss you Yixing...” You smiled at him as you looked at the screen, Yixing is working hard in the studio.

“I miss you too... I wish I can hug you.” He said to you, his eyes somber as he looked at the screen of his phone, seated at his studio, working on a new song. Every time you guys kissed, hugged or touched each other, it felt more electrifying as you have never met him often.

Since he had always been a dancer, I can see him trying to learn Cariñosa (I had a dream like this aaaa), he would be really curious at the many dances the Philippines offered.

(Note: I have to cut the reaction for Yixing because I might get political and I don’t wanna get in jail anytime soon lol)

Baekhyun

I feel Baekhyun would be a bit more safer with a Filipino girl (given what happened to his ex-girlfriend). I can see him being with one as he was the one who came up with the Phixo name in the first place.

He would protect you so much to the point that he will not reveal you guys are together. With what happened to Taeyeon and to think that you are a Filipino idol, which means you are certainly the pride of your country. He would rather reveal you at the right time. (When will that be at this rate)

You met him at a music show while promoting his solo stuff. He really enjoyed your group’s performance as well. You became immediately his favorite member for your talent and eye-catching looks. He knew you already since debut and thought you were really pretty, but it took to another level when he saw you personally.

His jaw dropped at your looks, you were unique unlike any other idols. With his social skills, he didn’t hesitate to talk to you backstage and that is where you guys really took off.

I can see you and him are variety idols. - Reminds me of Heechul and Momo. You guys would always come up with the stupidest jokes. Bonus points if you are a gamer as well. You guys would always fight at the latest RPG games out there. “I beat your ass!” You said to him while laughing at his loss in the game.

Baekhyun would also sing songs for you (like Kyungsoo and Chanyeol). He would sing all your favorite songs in Tagalog just for you!!!! I am fangirling in the inside as I imagine Baekhyun singing songs to make you sleep aaaa He would also try to explore your culture as he would try out your favorite food as well.

“Wow this thing tastes delicious!” Baekhyun remarked as he poured the soup over the rice. A smile formed in your face as he eagerly ate the food. You looked at him, lovingly observing him. You were glad he really enjoyed the food you made.

In later years, when he finally think that you will be the one that he truly wants to be with forever, he will choose to settle in the Philippines as the media and paparazzi there is not as crazy as the ones in Korea.

Chanyeol

For Chanyeol, I think you guys met through MC-ing, You guys were partnered up to MC a music show. Since your cute bickering in the music show aired on TV, your fans started shipping the two of you. It ended up with you guys talking more to each other backstage. Recommending songs and telling your problems to each other were the most topics of you guys’ conversations.

He ends up giving his number as you guys message each other more and more often. He was the first one to fall for you. Falling for the first time your eyes laid on his. You fell for him in no time, enjoying his company.

Because of you, he would listen to Filipino music. Particularly, I can see Chanyeol liking old Filipino bands such as Silent Sanctuary, Eraserheads, Parokya Ni Edgar, and Orange & Lemons. He would always sing their songs to you every time you guys meet. You guys would even have Karaoke nights where you just sing songs. “I heard Filipinos are good singers.” He told you as he handed out the mic.

You laughed as you started singing. - Obviously you would be a good singer as you debuted in an idol group and is a known kontesera (a woman who participated in many singing contests). He was charmed by how captivating your voice was.

You became the topic of many songs by Chanyeol. Your eyes, your loving words, your everything. - He loved every single part of it. Hell he can even dedicate a whole album just for how much he loves you and how you are an important part of his life.

You went to the Philippines to have your vacation. As you were enjoying your family’s company, suddenly you heard a familiar voice. You stood up from your couch and looked down at the window. “(Name)! This one’s for you!” Your eyes widened as you saw that it was Chanyeol.

Chanyeol started strumming his guitar. The view looked amazing, the stars twinkled, he looked ethereal as he looked up to meet your eyes.Your parents peeked with you as their heard his voice. “Uso pa ba ang harana?” He started singing the song with his low voice. He was singing Harana by Parokya Ni Edgar.

Kyungsoo

People would be rather shocked as Kyungsoo is the type of guy to date a traditional Korean girl. But I can also see him truly appreciating a Filipina girl. He firstly found you quite weird because he

It was you who made the first move. Your group is promoting your comeback at the same time EXO was. You hesitantly sneaked your phone number into his sandwich. You watched him open it, as you thought he was going to throw the paper away, he didn’t. He kept it in his pocket and went along.

With his sweet voice, like Chanyeol, he always sang many Tagalog songs with you. (I remember the time when they sang ‘Hawak Kamay’ in the dream concert). Your parents would’ve approved of him quite fast, being such a good, well mannered man. He is the dream son-in-law for every parent

Kyungsoo had always been so protective of you because of you being Filipino, you had a lot of supporters since rookie days. Your kababayan would be really dismayed if there was bad news about you. He wouldn’t like you to lose your career. (Even more if you’re supporting your family)

“After boiling the tamarind, what comes next?” Kyungsoo asked you as he was chopping the spareribs in the battered cutting board. He always does this. He makes random food from your childhood. One day it was adobo, the other day it was caldereta, now it’s sinigang na baboy.

You smiled at him as you spoke a reply, “The ribs.” You clung to him as you wrapped your hands underneath his apron. Wrapping him in a tight embrace.

Jongin

In the Filipino side of the fandom, affectionately called “Phixos” by Baekhyun, Jongin has been called a Filipino. It was because of his looks (his charming eyes, his tanned skin) and his frequent visits to Cebu. Some fans even jokingly say that Jongin would settle with a Filipino girl or along those lines.

It wouldn’t be a shock for the Filipino fandom that Jongin chose a Filipino girl. It would be something that they would even celebrate, the fact that Jongin dated a kababayan. (Fellow Filipino)

You guys met in a photoshoot of a local magazine. He was impressed with your modeling skills, despite you being a rookie in it. Of course, you were intimidated with him as he is the Gucci ambassador. Right after the rather sexy photoshoot, you guys gave each other numbers. You guys started DM-ing each other via Instagram.

Jongin would be just as interested in learning Tagalog than English. In your very long conversations, he would always talk to you in Taglish (Tagalog and English) so that you are more comfortable talking to him. Rather than him talking in long paragraphs of Korean text. He finds it amazing that you speak more than two languages.

Your leader would joke about you being awake at ungodly hours listening to Jongin’s honey voice as he tries to sing when you can’t sleep. Or sometimes it would be his heavily accented English or Filipino. You wouldn’t say anything, but everyone already knows. As soon as your magazine gets through publication, everyone would start shipping you guys together. Searching the deepest depths of the internet for ship-able moments for the two of you.

“I’ve been to Cebu two times last year.” He said to you, smiling as he showed some polaroids from his Cebu trip. Your handsome boyfriend was seated on the couch. You were just chilling in your own apartment.

“You’ve been to Cebu two times in one year?! I haven’t even been to that place ever!” Your eyes were wide with shock, you almost dropped the popcorn you were munching on. How can someone travel twice to a foreign country? - You thought to yourself.

Sehun

It was love at first sight for the maknae. As soon as he saw you passing by on a music show, he cannot take his eyes off you, following all of your available SNS. His eyes were glued at you as he sneaked his number on an Inkigayo sandwich. He was also your secret fanboy, cheering and supporting you while you perform. Sehun always congratulates you on every comeback/release, messaging you on Kakaotalk on how are you doing that time or saying that he’s happy for you.

As soon as you received his number, you cannot imagine that out of all people, it was Sehun from EXO who gave you his phone number. It was like a dream come true. After emptying out your schedule, you immediately called Sehun. - From there, you guys started talking and having feelings developed.

He started being more curious about Filipino culture all because of you. He started researching it in his free time. - I can see Sehun date a foreigner, so I think the culture is not really a hurdle for him.

Surprisingly, you were the one who made the first move. Not Sehun. You confessed to him very confidently. But since the cultural difference, he hasn’t met your parents. As soon as your schedules were empty, you guys went to the Philippines to find your parents and introduce him to them.

Sehun was standing nervously in front of your house’s gate. It was his first time visiting your family. He was shaking to the point that he cannot even move. You looked at him in the eye and asked him, “Is anything wrong?” you asked as you pat his shoulders, calming him down.

“No, nothing.” He said as he shook his head as he held the bouquet tightly in his hands. Then you saw your mother that opened the gate. - They were more than glad that they get to meet your precious Sehun.

“Why didn’t you tell me that your boyfriend is this gwapo?” Your mom asked you as you laughed. Then, you entered the house with huge smiles on your faces.

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xiuhunsoo · 3 years

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tagged by @myeonplane!! thank you dear <3 Rules: answer the questions and tag people you’d like to get to know better.

What do you prefer to be called name-wise? Anna :)

When is your birthday? 7th May

Where do you live? Got a flat in a bigger city but I’ve been staying at home with my dad most of the year which is more rural lmao

Three things you are doing right now. Watching Let’s Plays on youtube, chatting with friends and trying to motivate myself to do my Dutch homework lol

Four fandoms that have piqued your interest? The Witcher, Avatar the last Airbender, EXO and Harry Potter

How has the pandemic been treating you? Kind of became a gamer girl and have been more social because of my gamer discord server actually? And I’ve discovered cupcake baking for me lol Other than that I’ve been missing my irl friends a lot and going for coffee and to restaurants :/ My sleeping schedule is far more messed up without any daily structure and even grocery shopping makes me anxious so that’s fun

A song you can’t stop listening to right now? Butterfly Effect by EXO and Work It by NCT

How old are you? 27 but apparently I still look 17

School, university, occupation, other? Still stuck in student hell and I want out but my stupid ass sucks at doing certain assignments and life is a bitch one day I’ll hopefully find some translator work

Do you prefer heat or cold? Cold, I hate sweating and not being able to cool down for a longer period of time

Name one fact others may not know about you. I used to be able to ride a unicycle lol

Are you shy? Not really, it’s more my anxiety that fucks things up for me

Pronouns? she/her

Biggest pet peeves? Slow drivers and drivers that don’t know how to use their turn signals

What is your favourite “dere” type? I don’t really care for that lol also not weeb enough to know anything besides yandere tbh

Rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be. Guess I should feel more grateful but overall I feel it’s mostly a solid 5

What’s your main blog? This one

List your side blogs and what they’re used for. Don’t have a ‘side blog’ more of my old blog which I have been using mostly for The Witcher and AtlA lately :D

Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends? Don’t get surprised about my sleep schedule and insomnia I guess? Also I make bad puns :D And I will pay for stuff if you want to or not >:( And if we can meet up irl I will bake!!!!

tagging @dongslchengs @soocculents @xiu-bee and @xiuxiuflake

#tagged

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tittiez · 3 years

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I was tagged by @yutaphoria to do this hehe 💖

Name/Nickname: Daphne and Daph :)

Gender: gamer girl

Star sign: Aqua sun leo moon Pisces rising

Height: 5’7

Birthday: Feb 7th!!!! Soon!!!!

Favorite bands: nct, onewe, golden child, sf9, exo, gwsn, loona, dreamcatcher, txt, and enhypen

Favorite solo artists: sunmi, taemin, rina sawayama, lady Gaga, and Britney Spears

Song stuck in my head: Telephone by lady Gaga and Beyoncé ❤️

Last movie: I think it was win a date with tad Hamilton!

Last show: the promised neverland

When I created this blog: No clue babes!

Last thing I googled: “miranda hart” ajdjakska

Other blogs: none!

Do I get asks: sometimes and I love them

Why I chose this url: boobies!!!!

Lucky number: 7

Instruments: none but I do still have a clay ocarina I got from Hawai’i like 10 years ago and I want to play drums

What I’m wearing: leggings and my worm college shirt 😐

Dream trip: DISNEYLAND TOKYO!!!!! I am not a Disney adult However I do really want to visit all of the parks 😋

Favorite food: I love a good pork bun and also I like milk chocolate covered almonds

Nationality: american

Favorite song: my oh my by Aqua ❤️

Top 3 fictional universes: I’m just going to go off of aesthetic not like... plot bc id probably die in some of these but pushing daisies, a series of unfortunate events (the Netflix one 😻), and um zenon girl of the 21st century :)

I tag whoever wants to do it!!!

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yahos-remade · 4 years

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2, 6, 20, & 24?

exo: the most ive gotten into “stanning” them is rbing a bunch of baekhyun gamer gifs n missing xiumin’s short ass but they have a legendary discography i cannot lie. uhm i think kai is kind of overrrated as a dancer...hes not bad but like. hes not anything amazing yk... thats all i got i just miss exo-m n exo-cbx 😔

got7 answered here !

girls generation: i never really got into them but i feel like theyre one of those groups where even if youve never heard of them, youve heard at least one song from them they were just that iconic. one of my best friends from middle school was actually a really big fan n always played their music when we hung out so now i hear a 10 second snippet from gee on weekly idol n get instant nostalgia

day6: continuing my kband simp moment but the fucking range that they have. the fucking RANGE. i feel like every few days i rediscover another song that i somehow missed or slept on, their discography is endlessly creative and they constantly surprise me w/ all the different elements they incorporate into their tracks. entropy was and will always be THAT album. i didnt stfu abt it so much that my dad got it for me for hanukkah LMAO. ik i dont post abt them as much as other kbands now but theyre still one of my absolute fav artists of all time

send me numbers for thots n opinions

#ty for sending these hehe <33 #favors #ask

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kweebtrash · 5 years

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About Me

PLEASE READ: As of NOV 2022

Personal:

28/USA/Afro-Carribean

BLM, FTP, ACAB

Sagittarius sun, scorpio moon, taurus rising (i know, im sorry)

I speak english and spanish (kinda poorly but i understand everything)

Taken/Queer/They/Them

insert stereotypical im a “weeb, nerd, gamer, metalhead” shit here

i’m no longer writing kpop fanfics but i am writing other stories on my main tumblr @sad--succubus

if we used to talk on here and you’d like to reconnect, please still message me on either blog. i will answer either way. i’ve been away for a long time but i’d like to find the friends i used to talk to.

K-pop:

2nd Gen Kpop stan

Girl Groups (some i know the members, some i just like the music): 2ne1, f(x), Girls Generation, CLC, Red Velvet, G-idle, EXID, Mamamoo, 4Minute, Wondergirls, Sistar, Blackpink

Boy Groups (some i know the members, some i just like the music) Pentagon, NCT 127, Monsta X, Stray Kids, Ateez, WayV, Seventeen, ACE, Victon, BAP, Got7, Big Bang, EXO, SuJu, Shinee, Block B, iKon, Winner, VIXX,

Co-Ed KARD, Triple H, Troublemaker

Solos Jessi, DPRLive, DPRIan, Jooyoung, G-Dragon, Taeyang, Hyuna, Dawn, Gray, Dean, Bloo, Woodz, Jay Park, Zico, Mino, Bobby, Holland, Sik-k, Huta, Flowsik, Ravi, Crush, Giriboy, Sunmi, Hyolyn, Hwasa

Ults (Girl): #1-Hwasa, #2-Hyuna, #3-Jessi, #4-Irene

Ults (Boys): (Past #1) Taeyang, (Past #2) Yoongi, Current #1- Johnny Suh, Current #2- Yang Hongseok

Some Other Biases: Mark Tuan (Got7), Mingi (Ateez), Mingyu (SVT), Irene (Red Velvet), LE (EXID), Youngguk (BAP), Seungwoo (Victon), Kun (WayV), Eunhyuk (SuJu), Hyungwon (MX), Felix (SKZ), Sehun (Exo), B.M & Jiwoo (KARD), BK (ACE), Taeil (Block B), Leo (VIXX)

Who I Write For:

Pentagon:

Hui

Edawn

Hongseok

Kino

Yuto

Nct/Wayv:

Johnny

Jaehyun

Yuta

Taeil

Kun

Lucas

Other Possible Groups (that i've thought about but havent really started anything)

Seventeen:

Mingyu

Wonwoo *

Red Velvet:

Irene

Joy

Mamamoo:

Hwasa *

Solos:

Monster Woo

Christian Yu

DPRLive

Jessi

Hyuna*

Sik-k

*Have written or featured in stories already

What I Write:

Smut, Angst, sporadic fluff, Full length series, one-shots, drabbles

Exploring & explaining kinks/BDSM, queer/POC issues, POC characters, reader inserts/ambiguous reader (but please assume that my stories are made specifically for people of color), mental health issues, suicide/death, (light) substance abuse (not addiction really), partying, some sexual assault

Warnings and features (what the goods for the sex scene are) are written above the story

I have OCs in 2 of my series and i occasionally add characterization to (ambiguous) reader fics.

For ambiguous reader fics i still try and stay away from descriptive words (for hair, skin, body shape, etc) as much as possible

i do write mostly for afab people (in sexual situations, of which all of my stories have). Sometimes i write sex scenes from the male perspective

I use mostly she pronouns in stories and sometimes they/them (still for afab person)

i have written a single chapter of idolxidol (explicit sex and kissing) and write mentions of it (like exes and relationships a/o experiences) but its not my forte or specific thing i go for. I dont normally ship the members of a group. (Exceptions are JohnJae and Johnta, but again not my forte or first thing i go for)

I dont take requests anymore (because it takes me forever to complete one and i need to be in the right mood & headspace.)

i don’t rp/erp

#me

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