i think me saying i’m in love with my fp is a correct statement. my love for him is so intense and complex that any usual idea of love disintegrates. my love for him is my comfort, i feel complete with the way i can love him. my love for him is consuming but i need to be consumed, i need to love him in order to survive. i love loving him. my love destroys any amatonormative idea of love. my love is the opposite of romantic. the way i love him feels like self love. like he is within me because he creates so much happiness in my life and so much meaning to my existence. my love for him means that i am constantly thinking of him and i never get tired of it. i never get tired of my love for him because he, unlike everyone else, is not exhausting, he makes me feel more energetic. while everyone else makes me feel drained, he helps me feel whole again. i love him to unmeasurable amounts. i love him indescribably but i try and describe it because even thinking or talking about my love is enough to make me smile. he makes me smile every day. my love for him gives me a safe place to be. my safe place is my love for him because i know that he experiences my love. i also know that he loves me too and that is all i need in life. he makes me feel so secure in our friendship and in myself that he is a powerful force in my life. my love for him warms me when i am cold, regulates my emotions when i’m overwhelmed and helps me get through my day. i am so thankful that he has allowed me to love him and know him.

I love my partner more than I can express with words.

Love in it’s quintessential form does not even begin to form the sentence.

Love greater than the cosmos, more memorable than the gods?

No that’s still too weak… it lacks the pizazz and spirit I’m looking for

Maybe…

Maybe one day I’ll have words to describe how strong I feel. How I’ll never leave them, no matter what, good and bad days will happen.

They will still have me, even if they split on me, they will have me back always. I am theirs good days and bad, happy or sad, mad, etc. They will never lose me

some more beth updates: she met my mom for the first time and had a chat with her & they got on quite well and agreed to try and coincide more to help my recovery ^_^ and I also went hiking with Beth (and a larger group). her husband was there but I just block him out of my memory/attention lol... Her sons are really sweet and I think we get on pretty well. I held hands with one of them while walking around the mountain but he didn't answer me when I talked to him (it's fine ... he's 3 lol)

i love him so much he could tattoo something on me to show he owns me and id get heart eyes

harder better faster strong world

local cuisine 🤌

“what’s wrong, talk to me”

“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”

“we’ll work it out together”

don’t talk to me if u didn’t rp as flame princess as a kid

Watcher, sitter and observer

+ FP and NSH

next time i see my fp i will literally worship him. next time he speaks to me i will beg him to still love me. i will make him love me again. i will do everything he wants me to. i will be perfect for him. i won’t be me, i’ll be an easier to digest person. i’ll be everything he wants me to be

Gahhhh I just want us to live together

beth update: monday 20 & Tuesday 21 I was avoiding her physically and emotionally and on Tuesday she confronted me and asked why I was mad at her and if she'd done something wrong that she was sorry. She said something like "You used to hug me 20 times a day and now you won't even look at me" and I felt so guilty because I realised I was being incredibly stupid so I apologized and promised I'd try and communicate better with her.

questionable influence..

personal opinion: just like with everything else, ram and zen complement each other, including internet humor

the balance is preserved

I'm so glad to have xem in my life and I hope we can see you one day. You truly have made us the happiest person on Earth ~ 🗝️ Denji

THE POST U TAGGED ME IN OMG AHHHHHHHHH— AND IM FIRST PLZ IM CRYING /POS

am giving u so many hugs rn thank youuuuuuu ahhhhhhh <33333333

I WUV YOU SO DO MY HEADMATES!!!

You're first because ❤️❤️🫶❤️❤️!