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accepting the best presenter nta 2023
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sparfloxacin · 2 months
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I’ve been thinking about doing a list of something like ”olli/allu things I can’t believe have actually happened” but there are so many things it almost feels too overwhelming to do 😂😭
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grymmdark · 8 months
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i hate smy stupid tinyass fuckin wrists how the rest of my arms buff as shit but my wrists so tiny and weak i cant draw for like 5 minutes before they give up. like literally the difference in muscle is comical you can see it i fucking hate this.
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babsaros · 3 months
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went to a real dispensary and got real weed like a big kid today
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gatheringkeepsakes · 4 months
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horrors/horrors being turned into banality/banality being the real horror is such a fascinating dance to me, don't make me explain, round and round they go.
#ok ok I will try. take some horrifying horrible monster that haunts a village and torments the people. It feeds on dreams and nightmares.#pretty scary!#now - for the sequel you COULD make it buffer and more cruel and whatever. Or add more of them or something. Easy-peasy.#but the real next step of horror would be...to see its limbs and legs wrapped in cellophane and sold at the butcher's and no one comments.#oh oh I know: think of the Destroyer in Borderlands 1. Ancient creature guarding the mysterious vault and only appearing every 100 years#now adding more and more vaults and creatures...it's okay (looking at you Borderlands 3) but the real horror?#that was seeing its eye harvested and used as a weapon in the Pre-Sequel. The real horror is no longer this strange bizarre creature#but the act of sacrilege that is reducing it to its parts as a tool#BUT THEN if you have a banal setting - then the horror lies in the banality gaining its own life.#working in a storage job and being sent to retrieve something and realising the storage rooms never end and realising you've never left#the internet as a hivemind. years and years of living in an apartment complex and hearing steps and noises -#until you realise you've never SEEN any of your neighbours. and you start to pay attention and the only signs of life are the house itself.#the fly-realising-it-is-sitting-in-the-venus-fly-trap-ness of it all#and the jaws are closing around you.#the horror of the untamable being tamable vs the horror of the tamable taming you.#is this something? am I saying something?
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autistic-shaiapouf · 4 months
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I’m living vicariously through you currently!!! It seems like so much fun !
You're so sweet!! I am having a BLAST out here, meeting other cosplayers has been so so fun, having that connection for a second feels incredible, and so does looking at all the merch, looking at all the vocaloid stuff and suddenly feeling very in place (as opposed to out of place lmao) with all my interests. I'm still here for a 3rd day tomorrow too 💖
Obligatory post of some of the things I've gotten so far:
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The miku album still has me REELING, 14 year old me would be losing his mind having a physical copy of a miku album, also went wild finding those pics on the bottom right, I have no idea what purpose they serve but I saw chimera ants and started grabbing 💖
I met another cosplayer dressed as the same character as me!! They gave me butterfly stickers and I put them on my con badge, I put one on my hand and that's gonna be the first sticker I put on my laptop! I still have some prepwork for my outfit tomorrow but I'm excited to go as my own character and rep bug furries bc no one talks about us 😭 the days have all been pretty long but they're all enjoyable and I'm so glad I braved driving 3 1/2 hours to get to this, I'm having so much fun and I'm glad that's so evident in how I've been talking about this 💖💖💖
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thedevotionaltour · 9 months
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cognitive distortion brain euaaaauuuughhh!!!!!!!!!
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bravevolunteer · 9 months
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breaking my silence. i really do not like the idea of the sister location warehouse being underneath the afton house
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cas-theghostking · 1 year
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i have a ninjago au where it's basically just lloyd trying to summon the rest of his dad's spirt from the cured realm and accidentally catching morro instead and accidentally tethering their souls together till morro can find a new host.
It's called unhappy hauntings.
Enjoy!
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motleyfam · 1 year
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🌿 & 💞
🌿how does creating make you feel?
When it's going well, it feels like I'm finding the story vs. telling it. Like, going on a journey with the characters and listening and watching them, and it's genuinely exciting to see what they do next.
When it's going terribly, it feels like the biggest curse known to man and I wish I'd never attempted this stupid hobby so I never had to feel the indescribable (ha) frustration over stupid shit (like how to make two characters cross the fucking room, which once no joke got me stuck on a fic for 3+ months)
💞what’s the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language
Definitely the character interactions. I don't necessarily picture things in my head as I write, but I do hear them, so dialogue and having distinct voices for each character are most important to me.
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#have been an anxious lil piece of shit since my mother walked past/then in my room bc she smelled something-#this was yesterday btw .. first thing she said was 'u dont vape do u?' and i was like 'no' *queue john mulaney voice: like a liar*#ok well technically only on occasion like if i dont have w**d#anyway she steps into my room and starts fuckin sniffing around and goes 'it smells like .. weed 😐' and just looked at me and guys ..#i am the WORST but my mothers brother aka my gay uncle got kicked out when they were younger bc he smoked too and my mother has grown to#not be fond of it since . so BASICALLY i lightly gaslit her and was like 'mom. seriously ? 🙄'#bc we joke about it on occasion like she went to denver and came back with a fuckin pot that says 'a little pot from colorado' meant for#weed and in my head im like 😭 bro i could actually use this 😭#so thats how we joke but obviously for me its genuinely funny bc of the irony but anyway .#my anxiety was so high after that bc i literally had my pen on me and i just left the situation and started petting my dog and filled up my#waterbottle trying to think of what the fuck i was going to do next but that was literally the end of that#(at least for now but i dont even want to jinx it)#to be proactive tho bc newsflash i do smoke! i got smart as shit and wrapped my smell proof combo bag to make it look like a gift for my#my friends when i go back to school so she wont think anything of it#and then put my pen old battery and vape in a box hidden away so i can still access them if i need but god DAMN#i was def just being stupid tho bc i forget when im at home i cant be so lax and rip the shit out of my pen with my door closed and no fan#anymore like 😐 u dumb fuck i was smarter at 16 with this shit#anyway. its definitely on me and im just mad at myself for it and hope it doesnt come up again/that she isnt overly paranoid with me like i#am with myself rn#also just for some more background my mom and i have never been super close but im really close with my dad but i love with my mom ? so#after this semester not just bc of this situation but i might be like. ive never had a room at dads and id like to at least for summer#and go from there. they just moved and its so cozy and id love to make my room mine over there for once even if it means moving in for abit#but the one thing that would absolutely break my heart is that my dog lives with my mom and its not like i couldnt still see her but i feel#like id feel guilty/like im abandoning her or something :'(#idk if anyone read this far pls lmk ur thoughts#oh and i work right by my moms so its not like i couldnt still visit her but it would break my heart#kylas thoughts#drugs /
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cutemeat · 2 years
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talkin abt how they should give mac smth to hide again YES exactly
#no this is how jealous den kicking in the door can win#cuz its liiiike#again mac sneaking around this guy....#dennis is pissed cuz of the principle of the thing (so he says) of like 'im ur roommate HOW do u think u can hide a whole Person from me?!#like mac is insulting his intelligence somehow is his logic right#but again its rlly for like... some shady business frank is doing#that frank is having mac do only cuz he knows uh. mac will take less money for more work LOL#but mac is also so bad at keeping shit like this under wraps so he acts so suspiciously#charlie is like 'ok why do u care so much?' and THIS IS WHERE HES PEELING THE EGG RIGHT#so anyway theres a scene towards the end allright we have sorta the culmination of it all#dennis KNOWS mac has the guy in the room so hes like okok im gonna confront him#but he goes back n forth in his room for like 2 hours (it doesnt feel like 2 hours to him it feels like 15 mins)#so actually by the time he kicks in the door mac is in bed the guy is Gone JKNEFKGJN#SO WHEN DENNIS KICKS IN THE DOOR N SHATTERS HIS FOOT#IS WHEN CHARLIE FINALLY GETS THE EGG PEELED#like bonus points charlie dee n frank are all there cuz dee thinks this is funny n mac just wanted frank to explain what was going on#n charlie is there cuz frank is there LOL#the rest of em leave the room its just mac n den. den is so fuckin embarrassed as he should be#but hes not gonna say shit cuz thats a short to his pride absolutely Not#so he says smth thats like... subtextually an apology. but not on the surface#anyway point in case its so fuckin obvious den was just jealous so mac kisses him . n dennis makes some dumb 'oh#face#n its like allright ok cut 2 credits#idk there it is thats my pitch
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shakestheclown · 2 years
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and are the normies discovering kate bush because of stranger things in the room with us right now
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broke-on-books · 2 years
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I'm a fucking disaster send tweet
Also btw guys I got my drivers license
#the craziest thing about this web site is that i never publically embarrass myself here#like i have the emotional intensity of a nuclear bomb and the self control of a hand grenade#ive been going off VERY publically since i was eight years old and its really only gotten worse#it probably hit its peak in middle school but still i just-#i cant even get fucking angry or frustrated at myself without fucking crying! and everyone asking me if im okay like no! im not okay!#i screwed up something i have in my ability to do well because i got in my own damn head or whatever no im not okay#its just like the worst part is that my mind doesnt care if i did good on what i was supposed to do it only sees that i could have done bet#ter. its literally like i got my drivers license! i got a 92 on my test! i got the desired results there! but yet im still fucking crying#because i knew and possessed the skills to get those scores (and better!) in me and i had in fact done better and shown that i had those#skills in the past BUT instead they gave them to me out of pity because they knew i could do better#so then i have to be the person sitting there crying when i did perfectly fine but really i fucking hate myself because i know i didnt#actually do perfectly fine!!! i did fucking dogshit instead compared to how i could have done how i KNOW i could have done#its just annoying because like. i am a very cheerful and positive person and am actually one of the more stable people i know. i have an#amazing relationship with my family i do well easily in school and i dont get involved in bad things or generally make bad decisions#however every few months i have a very public breakdown over something incredibly stupid because i get wrapped around the axel in my head#everyone i know from distant acquaintances to complete strangers have seen me fucking cry because i just cant stop it#im supposed to be celebrating right now and picking where we're going to go out to dinner tonight but instead im not because im fucking#crying in my room because i passed my drivers test#what the hell is wrong with me i swear to god#also shoutout to neurodivergent people with chemical imbalances and stuff in their brains because mine works how its supposed to and its#absolutely fucking hell on my life. like hot damn idk how you guys do it absolute fucking props i respect you all SO much genuinely#anyways i need to get my shit together before anyone else tries to talk with me or else ill start crying again#highkey considering not posting this but if i dont ill lose any and all catharsis i could possibly get so like sorry guys#blah#ignore this
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