"Did --" There was a moment's pause, a faint hitch in his breath as the first of the cuffs were ratcheted into place around his wrist, his gaze shifting between her movements and her face. "Did you know that it is .. technically against the Bureau's code of conduct to use officially, bureau issued restraints for ... " A soft attempt to clear his throat interrupts his thoughts. "For anything other than their intended purpose?" His words were a little more breathy than usual, fingers flexing outwards and relaxing slowly as she snapped the second cuff around his other wrist. "I mean -- I -- I ... won't tell if you won't."
sometimes i hate being a mom just because of ALLLLL the judgement from EVERYONE. CONSTANTLY. it doesn’t matter what i do, what i say, or how i do it - someone’s always got something negative to say and has to make me feel like a shit mom. moms already have enough mom guilt and don’t need the rest of the population along with her own family making her feel like she’s doing a bad job. the only thing that does is feed into her mom guilt/anxiety/insecurities and has her overthinking instead of focusing on being happy with her child. women can literally never be enough and it’s so sad.
It is our job to give our children the best life possible. Now, I don’t mean they need the best materialistically. They need love. They need support. They need understanding.
They need to feel loved. Give them a hug. Tell them you love them. Watch them dance around the living room 100x. Make them feel validated & valued. Show affection. Make a connection over something they love. Take time to…
I've had a really nasty cold all through the half term holiday, and Jon has had to do some software release work overnight twice 😱 so although he took time off to help, he's been exhausted. My amazing Mum came to the rescue and took the children to soft play with one of their aunties and 2 of their cousins, then they had a sleepover. (Pic from Mum showing them super excited 😍 - apparently she heard giggling for a while before they settled down!) The break has massively helped me to feel human again and get my voice back! 🙌 And more importantly, my lovely children had a blast for a couple of days that could otherwise have been pretty boring and frustrating for them. Every time I get any kind of illness, even a cold, I think about how much I took for granted the ability to just BE sick, without worrying about anyone else. My children are now old enough that they CAN play together, but they still want to play with me, and I felt so guilty earlier in the week when I was telling them I didn't feel up to joining in. Parent guilt is awful! So hooray for grandparents! Sadly my germiness meant we had to cancel a trip to see the other grandparents earlier in the week, which I'm gutted about. Roll on warmer weather, and hopefully a reduction in germs! . #grandparents #grandmatotherescue #grandma #grandparenting #parentguilt #parentingguilt #momguilt #mumguilt #parentingsos #parentingstruggles #momstruggles #mumstruggles #honestmom #honestmum #honestparent #honestmotherhood #honestparenthood #grateful #gratitude #thankful https://www.instagram.com/p/Coxr31QMcrh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
This weekend I had the biggest, best full-circle moment with my son, Levi.
When I was a kid and my parents split up, there was a period where I didn’t see my dad at all. I don’t remember this time because I was between two and three years old. My big brothers remember a time when my parents lived together. I don’t. My memory only lets me go back to a point where I was probably about four. At…
Been feeling real Sad lately because I feel like Pip doesn't want to play with me. Then tonight I asked her to work and she was so happy! And we did a few things.
THE REST OF THIS IS JUST MOMGUILT(TM)
We've falling down on conditioning since her season and my being overwhelmed at work and it's really showing in some conditioning loss. Her bad appetite meant I was holding out on training goodies until after dinner, which meant sometimes we never got to train at all...
I'm trying to remember that she's also been ILL and we've been doing the vet weekly for the past two months. Only this past week were her liver values normal again. We still don't know what the problem is. She may have a liver shunt. May require intervention or may not. We just have to see. At least the supportive meds are helping, and it doesn't seem to be GvHD.
All her hair means she tuckers out fast in the increasingly heat and we don't get much walking in since she's superstitious about our neighborhood. So I'm feeling terrible that I squandered her conditioning that we worked hard on. And she seems less peppy than she was earlier in the year, which makes me panic that something is wrong. M keeps telling me it's just the heat (both temperature and hormonal), and that makes sense, but I spiral ANYWAY!!!
I started a new, easier job though and I'm already doing better. I was so exhausted and wrung out all the time. Insane how my mental capacity has increased already. Now I can spend it on conditioning my hairy, lazy dog...
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i guarantee you if my mother had children today she'd be like #momguilt when you forget to feed your children and they end up eating spoiled food and getting sick
So, this week, I was totally feeling the ‘working too much’ blues – guilt over feeling like I had been spending way too much of my time on work stuff, while simultaneously feeling like I had been slacking on the home front. 😅 (𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯.)
It was then I decided I was going to try to get out of my guilt ridden funk and take a 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 guilt-free afternoon off!
I took the girls to our local library’s “Crafty Tuesday” crafts class. They had a great time doing a quick craft and checking out some library books... and you’ll never guess what happened?
𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦! 😅 My whole work life hadn’t imploded in my 2 hour absence, and I was able to take a much needed mental break as I enjoyed some quality time with my kids!
It was a great reminder that, although I think we all struggle with the mom guilt that is associated with being a working mom, it’s also OK to hit pause sometimes and focus on what needs attention without beating ourselves up about it!
What are some things you do when you start feeling the mom guilt creep in?
Hey mama. Do you ever have those days when you feel down in the dumps? You know, one of those days when you start thinking that you are, maybe FAILING as a mom… when you want to send the whole world packing? Yes, hello mom guilt…
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