Felt very zappy at the Nintendo shoot at DragonCon 2023 - cosplayed Yunaka with Emblem Marth (gotta have Perceptive).

I am really sad. Even though I try my best to be happy and optimistic, I can’t help but feel like I am breaking more and more each day. I have been finding myself wanting to give up on everything more and more each day. What’s the point in trying so hard when I’m crying myself to sleep every night? This isn’t what happiness is supposed to feel like. They say “only you can create your own happiness” or something like that. Well I have been trying damn hard and somehow I continue to feel myself spiraling back into a deep depression. On the other hand, even though I know giving up is easy, depression fucking hurts. It hurts so much and crawling out of it is one of the most difficult things I have ever done. If I allow this depression to completely consume me, I don’t think I’ll make it back out a second time. Why the fuck does life have to be this difficult….?

GRRL SNAR: a fem!sasunaru fanmix

usually when I make fanmixes I do them pronoun and gender blind (bc who cares right?) but for SNS MONTH 2023: Day 27 FEM!SNS I have concocted a very special narusasu fanmix: GIRL VERSION!!! in which all songs have female vocalists and no mentions of dudes.* listen to sasuke and naruto's full epic journey, from angsty childhood to fanfiction happily ever after... as beautiful wonans *there is one 'boy' that slipped in... I didn't catch it... but I'm allowing it because Baby One More Time is irrefutably about snar

tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

omg did you hear?? the waa is using new business ads!!

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So I heard that Tumblr is slowly being abandoned (they seem to be laying off a majority of their staff and keeping a skeleton crew) and we might be nearing the end of this webbed site. I don't think it's currently worth panicking over, but I'm definitely going to start making that neocities website.

I'll make a post soon about other places where you can find me. Unfortunately, I've spent quite some time these last couple years getting rid of a majority of my social media because most platforms were bad for my mental health. I do not plan on going back to these platforms, so if tumblr goes down, I'm going to be only on non social media.

Maybe if one of the new social medias being created, actually take off (like bluesky or pillowfort or whatever else these days) I might join, but if not I might be entirely on personal websites, patreon (I will start posting regularly like a blog and make more free posts), some old websites I deleted but not because I hated them (such as ko-fi, which I deleted due to inactivity) and possibly furaffinity. I'm still on the fence about furaffinity. I might also finally start using my toyhouse but that is an oc sharing website and not much of an art sharing website.

I really do hope Tumblr doesn't go down, this is my one social media and if it does go down I am going to lose nearly all of my audience. I can make do by creating a personal blog and using whatever I have left in terms of "can post my art there and people can find me", and it won't discourage me from making my personal projects. I can make do, and I will make do, but I don't really want to make do.

Anyways, that's all I have to say right now, I'll make a post later once I set up some alternative sites to find me at, but for now I want to give the heads up that if I'm gone, you're not gonna find me on twitter, Instagram, or whatever third option there is. I'm likely going to just make do, be offline more, and likely just become active on the discord servers I'm on.

this image has been haunting me since reboot camp dropped and only now have I decided to do something about it

yeah there are a bunch of tiny issues with this. but. I do not feel like fixing them....

I know the web versions of peoples blogs have fallen by the wayside thanks to tumblr wanting very badly to be Just Another App (why) but I'm curious: do you put effort into the web version of your blog (if you have it which I think has not been a given for some time now), and do you visit others?

(and if the answer is the last one, before you click, that's when you can go to your blog at your url-dot-tumblr-dot-com instead of just tumblr-dot-com/your url - only answer that last one if this is the first you've heard of it please and not if I just explained it weird at the start)

Set 4 of chapter 3, volume 4 of the Tokyo Babylon manga. 9th chapter overall.

Cleaning/typesetting done by me, official Dark Horse translation used.

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I HAVE FIVE PAGES. LEFT. TO DRAW.

The princess gives a piggyback ride to a kid, to interract and just give a positiv image to the people. The boys sees this, sees its fun, and gives the princess a piggyback ride.

Now what would happen next?

Also hoi! Smoll fun night thought!

Also glad you liked my last message. I felt i had to quickly get it out cus you giving up your time for silly stuff like this, is truly amazing

Instant surprise! /neg

But that's because the Princess isn't and shouldn't be treated and handled so casually. Especially knowing how King and Queen Emily are with you? Letting you outside the palace for this publicity event took them a good while to agree on. Even then, many guards are up and ready to make the boys back tf up from you because of that unwarranted action. Only for you to tell them to stand down and that it's okay as you're unharmed anyway!

prelude to tragedy (this one is very much inspired by that scene in one 18, just in a different perspective :D)

looking into drawing tablets once more ...

If you see me going long periods without tumblr activity that is usually because I'm on a bunch of long shifts (I was on nights this week) and in tend to scroll twt during that time because I'm not as potentially invested in the content +/- nsfw artists on my dash nice and I, for a brief period of time, forget about tumblr. And the the twt timeline becomes genuinely awful because I've been using it and it's stupid algorithm tries to push too much shit at me and then I remember my beloved tumblr dash is safe and good and nice and I retreat here

tags again. ignore me 🥸