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Love is blind live reunion review:
Netflix needs to take a BIG L and they deserve to get dragged all over social media.
⢠love Brett and Tiffany, they look so happy. They needed more screen time in this reunion and they only got asked one or two questions.
⢠Kwame and Chelsea are still together. Umm I did like that kwame apologised to Chelsea and her family. Iâm glad that they bought up the pool scene but they should of bought up kwame and Micahâs conversation at Chelseaâs birthday. At least he took accountability
⢠The best part of this reunion were Zack and Bliss calling irina out. Zack to Irina â if weâre real, you went on this show to get famousâ â ď¸â ď¸â ď¸â ď¸â ď¸â ď¸â ď¸â ď¸ he told the truth. I love that Bliss and zack always defend each other and that they took the high road by forgiving irina.
⢠When Irina was starting to âcryâ and the audience was laughing đđ¤Łâ ď¸â ď¸. Her and Micah should have called Andrew.
⢠Irinaâs apology was something. Like pick a struggle Irina. Iâm not even surprised that she started using mental health as an excuse of treating people horribly. I will give credit where itâs due to Vanessa for calling her out as well. I will also give irina credit for showing up at the reunion. The fact that she even dmâd bliss to say she dodged a bullet, seriously she has no shame.
⢠loved Blissâs response to irina. She just classy and her face when irina was saying how she loved bliss and Zack relationship lol
⢠The energy that Vanessa had for Paul and marshall should have gone Micah and Jackie. She had so much grace for them then the men
â˘The only person that called micah out was Zack and to be quiet honest the mvp of this reunion because Nick and Vanessa are horrible hosts.
⢠Vanessa was so annoying. She asked Paul what he meant about the nurturing comment. He explains himself and I understood on what he was saying but she kept going at him repeatedly just SHUT UP!! Vanessaâs bias was showing
⢠Iâm glad that Zack came to Paulâs defence. Zack was about say what micah had said in the car regarding Paul and Vanessa cuts him off ,REALLY!!! đ
⢠The fact that Micahâs friends especially Shelby wasnât even called out is a joke.
⢠Jackie and Josh đ¤Ą.Jackie was on social media talking about how she has all this receipts and that she will bring them at the reunion. Well she didnât even show up. Vanessa was not asking the questions that need to be answered at all. Just playing bestieâs with Jackie. Marshall facial expression killed me đ
⢠Jackieâs excuse regarding the ring girl please, itâs all bullshit. How sad must you be to still keep the ring a year later. When Josh was talking I didnât care.
â˘When Vanessa said to Marshall if he had considered Jackieâ s feelings Iâm like REALLY!! what about his feelings they werenât considered as well. There was no follow up regarding text messages and Jackie being homophobic but Marshall apologised regarding him saying that Jackie had a strong jawline. Vanessa didnât care she already chose a side.
⢠Vanessa asking the cast when they are going to have a baby was unnecessary, awkward and mind your business.They only been married for a year. Then she was talking about her ovaries, please just SHUT UP nobody cares.
⢠I donât who the idiot was that thought that showing Bartiste in this reunion was good idea because it wasnât. Lauren and Cameron would of been better option.
⢠I liked the clips of 3 married couples hanging around together. It was lovely to see. Zack singing to Bliss đđđ Bliss loves it, they are so in love.
Cut truth or drink from 3 married couples (YouTube) was more entertaining than the reunion and that says a lot.
Nick and Vanessa cannot host another reunion, they are terrible. Love is blind Brazil have a better hosts and reunions. Lots of questions not asked and they should of let the audience ask questions. Micah and Jackie should have been held accountable for their behaviour, not given them a free pass. Itâs funny that Zack was the only one that called out Micah but not the hosts of this show đ¤Śđ˝ââď¸.
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Hi again! How are you doing? Can you a scenario with Undertaker, Edward, Ciel and Sebastian with a s/o who is scared to love because in their life, they only see relationships that end up with both people end up hurt and they're afraid to be in one? Keep up your work! You're doing amazing! :)
Hello! Iâm good, hope you are too! And of course, (though Iâm sorry, I kind of forgot about the tsundere-ish bit until the end) enjoy!
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Undertaker
Undertaker had known for a while now that you loved him, and he loved you back. It took quite a bit of courage for him to even approach you to confess his feelings, even though he already knew you returned them, for fear of rejection. He had trust issues from various things that had happened to him throughout his long life and he also knew how short a human life was compared to his own, how quickly you could be ripped out of his arms by so little with him able to do nothing but watch. In the end, he decided to just go for it anyway, to tell you. And he felt like his chest had imploded when you rejected his advances.
Sadness radiated from you as you quietly told him you werenât interested, then walked slowly away to his small kitchen where you put the kettle on for tea. He didnât mention it again.
He worried over your reaction until he almost felt sick, worried that heâd upset you, that you would now want nothing more to do with him and that he had ruined this little piece of happiness heâd managed to scrape out of eternity. Heâd never imagined your rejection came out of fear as well.
The mortician had been different since that day, try though he had to remain the same, and you too worked yourself up until you were fighting back tears as you tried to tell him that it wasnât his fault, it was all down to you. He watched you spiral rapidly downwards for all of a few seconds before he realised where this was going, then did the only thing he could think of in that moment. Undertaker shoved his bangs to the side so you could see his eyes then kissed you, hard, for all of a few moments. It was enough to shock you out of your impending panic and with your chest still heaving, he gently told you that he was scared to love as well, scared to lose you. But if you were both scared of the same thing, you would could work through it together.
âI think,â you whispered, âI think I would like that.â The mortician offered you a small smile.
âI think I would too.â
Edward Midford
Edward had slowly come to the realisation that he loved you. He enjoyed your company, felt happier when you were there and was filled with an undeniable sadness when you left again. You had been walking through the streets of London together, talking animatedly about everything and nothing all at once. This was something you often did together, each taking comfort in the otherâs presence and enjoying the escape from real life that your shared walks offered. This particular day though, you had not even made it halfway round your usual route before a friend came rushing up to you, needing your assistance for one thing or another, and youâd had to leave. You looked sad though, glancing over your shoulder at Edward as your friend chatted away, wishing you were still with him instead.
That led the knight to where he was now, wandering around one of Londonâs great parks and contemplating hi relationship with you. He was never one to beat around the bushes with regards to his personal feelings on any matter, least of all one where somebody elseâs emotions were involved and they could potentially get hurt. As such, he decided that he would tell you everything as soon as he saw you again, which would be tomorrowâs usual morning walk.
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Your heart leapt into your throat as soon as Edward asked if he could court you. You had both dreamed of and dreaded this moment for as long as you had held feelings for the man, which started to come about almost as soon as you met him. You swallowed once before politely declining his advances, the next few minutes of the walk continuing in silence. Upset as Edward was, he absolutely respected your decision. But he was sure you felt something for him, so he could help but ask you why. When he saw how that made you even more agitated, he immediately backtracked, apologising profusely and swearing never to bring it up again. Which in turn made you feel worse, because now you had inadvertently upset the man you loved even more.
That was how you ended up telling him, right there in the middle of your walk, that you would love nothing more than for him to court you, but you were too scared to say yes. You explained all of the relationships that you had seen go wrong and that you didnât want you and him to become yet another one. He told you then that heâd seen much of the same as you, with friends and even some families, but he was still willing to give this a try if you were. After all; he loved you.
Ciel Phantomhive
Ciel too came to the realisation that he loved you slowly. There was no one moment where it just hit him, but more like he gradually came to the conclusion that he wanted to be with you for as long as he possibly could. He didnât know if you returned his feelings or not, so he decided to wait a while before telling you, firstly to see how you behaved around him and try to decide whether your feelings for him went further than a strong bond of friendship, and secondly for him to get his courage up.
You were having tea in one of the Phantomhive manorâs many drawing rooms, Sebastian having left at Cielâs request some time ago and no doubt going about his duties around the estate. This was the moment then; it was time to ask if you would allow him to court you. Of course, when you graciously and elegantly declined his request with an apology on your lips a light frown across your brow, he had no idea that in truth, your heart was breaking just as much as his. You loved him, you truly did, but you dared not admit it for the fear of any relationship ending in tears just as you had seen with those of your friends. Outwardly, Ciel took this rejection in a calm and collected manner, offering you his own apology, but it left a gaping hole in his chest in which there had been the hope for something more with you.
You each tried to continue like you had before, but with Cielâs sadness and your fear, in the end you felt like he deserved the true explanation of why you refused. The moment you told the earl, a spark of joy lit up within him once more. Maybe, just maybe, there was still a chance that you would give this relationship a go, if the pair of you went slowly enough and if there was a solemn promise that your friendship would remain unchanged if and when your romantic partnership came to an end.Â
Sebastian Micaelis
Sebastian could help but admit that he was a little surprised at his own feelings when he came to realise what they were. He was a demon after all; demons werenât supposed to acquire romantic attachments for anyone, let alone a human of all beings. Any humanâs lifetime was a blink of an eye compared to Sebastianâs and the thought did give him pause when it came to you, though only for a moment. He could at least enjoy a romantic partnership with you while it lasted, and surely some time spent with you in this way was better than none at all.
The demon was sure you felt the same way about him. Identifying the emotions of others when they were so clearly displayed in their every action was simple, it was dealing with oneâs own thoughts and feelings that was the difficult part. Sebastian was visiting you at your house when he told you how he felt about you, a cup of your perfect tea in one hand but the drink long forgotten. He saw the panic rise in your features as soon as the words left his lips, but he asked anyway if you felt the same. He was again surprised at the bleak sadness that filled him when you said you did not. He was sure he could sense conflict in you, but he dared not comment on it lest he push you away entirely. A friendship was better than you not being in his life at all, he decided, and he was determined for your current friendship to remain the way it was.Â
Sebastian carried on after that as if nothing had happened, simply hoping to maintain some sort of friendship with you after his impromptu confession. You, on the other hand, simply grew more concerned as the days passed by. You wanted to say you loved him back, because it was the truth, but you were scared that everything would go wrong as you had seen so many times before. Eventually, with trembling hands and a total lack of the courage you really wished you had, you told him everything. Sebastian was quietly overjoyed that you returned his feelings, though his only words to you were ones of comfort. He told you that he understood your fear and that it was perfectly normal even, but asked if you would give things a try anyway. For both your sakes, just in case things could really work out. It was hesitantly, if not with an air of excitement, that you agreed.
Ronald Knox
Ronald was well known amongst other reapers for being someone who moved very quickly between partners. He knew this about himself as well, it was just the way he was. That was why he was so surprised to find he was actually interested in you in the context of a long term relationship. You were interested in him too, though you didnât expect him to feel the same way. On top of that, even in the unlikely event that he did feel the same way about you, you knew you would be too afraid of getting hurt and having any potential relationship end badly to try anything with him.
You felt a deep, aching sorrow in your chest when the one almost impossible scenario that you spent your time both dreaming and worrying about started to play out right in front of you. Ronald didnât ask you out in a big room filled with lots of people, instead asking if he could walk with you after you both clocked off from work. The hurt was displayed clearly on the reaperâs face, much as he tried to hide it then brush it off entirely when you went to apologise. You felt awful when he made an excuse and went on his way not a few moments later, but what was worse was that when you went into work the next morning, a massive fire had broken out in the early hours somewhere in the centre of London and the night crew hadnât been able to collect all of the souls. Which left you being paired up with Ronald to finish the job.
You each tried carrying on like nothing had happened the previous day, but found it was very difficult. Things changed though when you tripped over a charred piece of wooden beam and would have fallen straight through the fragile floor and down a storey to the ground below had Ronald not caught you.
âGuess you fell for me after all, huh?â He said this with a small yet sad grin, but the look quickly turned to a teasing smirk when your gaze dropped off to one side. âYou did as well!â You grumbled something unintelligible as you still refused to look at him. âYou know, youâre so pretty when youâre upset.â The reaperâs eyes were practically glowing with mirth and he knew full well you didnât mean your next words.
âOh, shut up!â
William T. Spears
William couldnât really believe that he was about to do this. He always did his utmost to remain stoic and emotionless, void of attachments and only at work long enough to do his job and then go home. But then, along came you. He found quite quickly that he couldnât keep his mind off of you,the way you acted and how you always seemed pleased to see him when nobody else was.
This was it, then. You tended to stay late and end up leaving around the same time he did, meaning you would both end up walking together until you left dispatchâs confines and went home your separate ways. You were coming out of your office at the same time as he was making his way down the corridor on this particular evening, and you gave the reaper a broad smile as he paused a minute to wait for you. He was collected as ever on the outside, even if internally his every nerve felt like it was on fire. Neither of you spoke as you headed towards the main exit from the office building, keeping pace with each other as though it was the most natural thing in the world.
William waited until you were outside to finally tell you how he felt, the soft and quiet confession feeling entirely foreign on his tongue. His apprehension steadily raised as the seconds went past until you finally answered, expression sorrowful yet decided. You looked up at him as you declined his offer, sadness settling in your chest as his characteristically stiff posture remained unchanged and he stared straight ahead.
âAlright, then. I apologise for having wasted your time.â With that, he was gone, long strides taking him away from you far too quickly. It was a decision made just as quickly that had you running after him, calling his name and asking him to wait. You were almost surprised to find that he did indeed stop and turn to face you.
âI - Iâm sorry,â you attempted to explain yourself, âitâs just that I only ever see relationships end badly, and I just... donât want it to be the same with you. You matter too much to me.â The reaper paused, an unexpected warmth settling in his chest at your words.
âWould you be willing to try?â William asked you cautiously, wondering if he could bear it if your answer was no. That worry dissipated, though, as he watched your lips curve up into a small smile.
âI think I would.â
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Bubble Bath
AO3 link, it has all the translations here; word challenge: bubbles
You'd been walking for the past three days. You had no idea where you were, but you knew you didn't speak the native language. You came across a small run down village and let out a small sigh of relief when you came to the village's marketplace. It was empty except for the woman behind the counter who glared at you as you entered the building.
"Hi. Do you speak English? Can you tell me where I am?" You asked as you walked up to the counter.
"Nu ar trebui sÄ fii aici." The woman replied.
You frowned slightly. "I'm sorry, I don't understand what you're saying. Do you have a phone I can use?" You asked making gestures towards the lady to indicate that you wanted to use a phone.
The woman rounded the corner and pushed you back outside. "PleacÄ imediat Či nu te mai ĂŽntoarce niciodatÄ." She said before shutting the door and locking it.
You sighed. You began walking throughout the village hoping to find someone who could help you. The villagers watching you as you passed by them. "Does anybody here speak English? Please? I need help." You called out at them, but they ignored you, some even going back into their houses.
"You're not from around here, are you?" A voice asked from behind you causing you to jump as you spun around to face them. "Name's Heisenberg. Sorry for the scare." He said as he extended his hand, you shook it.
"No, I'm not. I was, um, kidnapped and brought here, but I escaped. Do you know exactly where around here is?" You asked, gesturing at the village.
Heisenberg nodded his head. "I do. You're in Romania." He replied. You scratched your head. What were you doing in Romania? "It's, uh, getting late. Come along, I'll take you to my sister's place, she'll take great care of you and from the looks of it, you need someone to take care of you." He said and you frowned at his words but followed him nonetheless.
The walk to Heisenberg's destination was wearing you out or maybe your three-day trek was finally catching up to you, either way, you got so tired that Heisenberg had to end up carrying you on his back. The relaxing sound of his heartbeat was surprisingly enough to lull you into a nice sleep for the rest of the journey. When you came to you found yourself laying on a chaise lounge in a gigantic room. You went to sit up, but a voice made you pause.
"Dear, if you must sleep more then do so. If not, then I'll have my handmaiden run you a bath so you can clean up." The voice said. You looked around to locate in a found a figure sitting in a chair in the far corner of the room, the voice's eyes were staring at you, they almost looked like honey. You stared at the figure but didn't say anything. "I see. I'll have her run you a bath immediately then I will help you. Until then rest, floarea mea mica." The voice said as it stood up and exited the room.
You let out a small breath and you slowly let yourself fall back onto the lounge. It was much bigger than any other chaise lounge that you'd seen. And you had noticed that the person that once sat in the chair was a bit tall, you couldn't even make an estimated guess on their height because of how dark the room was. It wasn't long before they had returned and were walking over to where you sat.
Whoa. She's tall. Who is she?
The voice chuckled. "I am Lady Dimitrescu, my idiot brother, Heisenberg, brought you here. And yes, my dear, I am quite tall, I'm 9'6". Now, is your curiosity piqued enough or do you have other inquiries? The bath won't stay hot for long so we shall walk and talk." Lady Dimitrescu said before picking you up into her arms. You let out a small yelp when she did it. "Hmm, you're quite adorable, I think I might keep you, floarea mea mica." She'd said that to you not too long ago, what did it mean?
"What does floarea mea mica mean, Lady Dimitrescu?" You asked as she entered the bathroom and shut the door. The bathroom was almost as tall and wide as the room you'd just been in. It was like some of these rooms were made specifically for her.
"It means my little flower in Romania. Do you like it?" Lady Dimitrescu asked as she helped you undress. You were too tired to protest her help, but you also remembered that she'd said that she would help you before she left the room. "EČti fascinant, micuČÄ." You looked at her with squinted eyes. "Hmm, sorry, I said you're fascinating, little one." She finished undressing you before she put you in the tub, you could help but let out a small moan at how good the hot water felt on your skin.
You sank deeper into the tub that could easily fit 10 people in there, comfortably too. You looked over at Lady Dimitrescu who had a small smile on her face. "Do you have any bubbles?" You asked. You hadn't taken a bubble bath since you were a kid. She nodded her head and grabbed a bottle that read MuČeČel Či LavandÄ.
"It's chamomile and lavender. It's such a divine smell, I hope you don't mind it for it's the only baie cu spumÄ that I have on hand. I will send someone out first thing in the morning to get you one that is more to your liking fragrance-wise." Lady Dimitrescu said before she poured a generous amount into the tub. She swirled the water around with her hand to create the bubbles.
You smiled and giggled at them. "Thank you, Lady Dimitrescu." Lady Dimitrescu hummed before grabbing two more bottles, one said Čampon pentru pÄr and the other bottle reading Balsam de pÄr. You could only assume those to be hair shampoo and hair conditioner. "You're going to wash my hair?" You asked.
"Of course dear. My dear brother told me that you'd been kidnapped, I'm so sorry that happened, floarea mea mica." Lady Dimitrescu said as she lathered the shampoo into your hair. "What is your name, little one?" Lady Dimitrescu asked.
You hummed at how good her fingers felt in your hair, scratching at your scalp. "It's Y/N, Lady Dimitrescu." You replied.
"What a lovely name, floarea mea mica. It fits you wonderfully." Lady Dimitrescu said. The two of you sat in silence while she washed your hair. After a while the water was all dirty and the bubbles were disappearing. "Your hair is all clean, Iubirea mea." Lady Dimitrescu pressed a kiss to the top of your head before letting the water in the tub out. "Now, draga mea, I'm going to run you another bath and when you're done, meet me back in the room we came from. Is that clear?" Lady Dimitrescu stood up from the stool she was sitting on. You nodded your head as she drew you another bath, adding the bubbles in again. "Fascinant, floarea mea micÄ. I will see you soon." And with that she left you alone in the bathroom and the giant tub.
You felt sad watching her go but you knew that she probably had other things to attend to. You would have to inquire about where exactly you were in Romania when you met back with Lady Dimitrescu in the room. Until then, you let yourself let out a small sigh of bliss as the water and the bubbles began to fill the tub. Â You could use to life here with Lady Dimitrescu, if she allowed you to stay with her, that is. You'd have to ask her about that too, but enough thinking, it's time for some much needed relaxation.
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I admire your work so much!! Can I request a zuko x reader where they recently just got into an arranged marriage and zuko is very cold and closed off even though the reader tries really hard to make him warm up to her. So she finally gives up and accepts her sad fate. But she does something that reminds him of his mom and he realized heâs been a jerk this whole time but realizes heâll have to work hard to gain her love and trust back because he notices that sheâs been acting a lot different T.T
Omg you admire my work!? I'm- 𼺠Thank you so much, it really means a lot! I really liked this idea and I'm already saying this: omg the angst! Also, yes, I named your friend Lee because we all know it's a very common Fire Nation name and I couldn't think of anything else. Hope you like it!
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Failed Expectations (Zuko x Fem!Reader)
Warnings: None.
Genre: Angst.
Fandom: Avatar, The Last Airbender.
Summary: See request.
Word Count: 1225
part 2
Life in the Fire Nation had been hard during the last years, but it seemed to be even harder inside the palace. You felt so out of place there and even though you were happy that Fire Lord Ozai was gone, being married to his son wasnât perfect either. He wasnât a bad person, everyone could see that, but for some reason, he was very distant with you. Well, distant was an understatement, he barely talked to you and whenever he did, he was always cold. It had been a little over a month since your marriage, so you were still hopeful that things could change, but at the same time, you were tired of the situation. Still, you always tried to exchange conversations with him, hoping he would eventually warm up to you, but it seemed to be useless.Â
With every passing day, you convinced yourself that it just wasnât worth it, no matter how much you wanted it to work. In the first week, everything was a little awkward, but you thought it was only because youâd just met. However, during the second week, you realized that he didnât really like you. You were both at some sort of party and, of course, you were together, but you barely even talked to each other, and at the end of the night, he informed you that all your belongings had been moved from the guest room to your new permanent room. You thought it was weird how heâd worded that phrase, but you didnât pay much attention since you were sure you two would share a room, but you were wrong. The new room was beautiful, but the fact that he didnât want you near him made you feel a little sad. Of course, you understood, you were complete strangers even though you were married, so you didnât say anything about it.
The last two weeks were the same, you shared a few words with each other and you were by his side most of the time pretending to be a happy couple, but it was all fake. You wanted to be happy with him and you wanted to feel welcomed, but it just wasnât the case. Loving him seemed distant for you, maybe youâd never do, but you wanted to at least be friends with him, and he had a completely different mindset. Once you understood that, it seemed logical to be realistic and acknowledge that probably things would never be the way you wanted to, you had to accept that; and so you did. You started to become a little more distant and less cheerful than usual and at first, he didnât really notice, but after a few days, he realized you were acting differently. He didnât think much of it, though, and things remained that way since then.Â
Zuko had a meeting that morning and one of your friends told you that they were going to visit you, so you were almost done getting ready when one of the guards told you that your friend had arrived. During your time at the palace, youâd had enough time to wander around, and the minute you saw the turtle duck pond, you fell in love with it, so thatâs where you and your visitor were meeting. The minute you saw them you wrapped your arms around their neck and then you both sat on the ground. You talked for a few minutes, trying to catch up after what felt like an eternity and having breakfast when suddenly he asked how were things were with your husband.
âItâs a bit complicated,â you stated. Your friend looked at you a bit confused so you kept talking. âI swear, Iâve tried everything to make him like me, but he just seems to hate me. I donât know, I miss my friends and my family and I donât feel very welcomed here, you know?â
âHave you told him how you feel?â
âNo, Lee. Of course, I havenât.â You said almost in a whisper. âWe havenât talked much but I already feel that we wonât be happy together,â you said with sadness in your voice while letting out a sigh. âI thought that maybe we could at least be close friends but he clearly doesnât want that. If I could go back in time, I wouldâve begged my family to break the engagement and stop me from marrying him,â you admitted with tears in your eyes. You didnât want to feel like that, but you couldnât help it.Â
You wiped the tears out of your face and realized there was some bread left, so you got closer to the fountain and started feeding the turtle ducks. Your friend joined you and a few moments later, it was time for them to leave. You said goodbye and you were surprised when you saw Zuko a few meters away from you. What you didnât know though, was that heâd been there for quite a while already. He wasnât spying on you, but he couldnât help it when he heard you two talking about him, so he stayed.Â
When he heard what you said, he just couldnât believe it, and he realized that he hadnât been treating you well. There was no real explanation for his behavior, but he knew it wasnât right. Additionally, the moment he truly became aware of his mistake was when he saw you feeding the turtle ducks and you reminded him of Ursa. He hated himself for making you feel so bad, and he couldnât help but think that he was acting the same way his father probably acted towards his mother. He was repeating the past, the same past he always tried to run away from. You said goodbye to your friend and suddenly he saw you approaching him and remembered why he was looking for you in the first place.
âDid you hear anything?â You asked worriedly.
âNo, I didnât, (Y/N). I was looking for you and got here just now,â he lied.
âDid something happen?â Your voice was calm but at the same time very monotone and he could tell heâd messed up.
âYeah, well, nothing bad but I came here to tell you that weâre having lunch with our guests from the Earth Kingdom in a few hours.â He was a bit nervous and if youâd had been paying attention to him, you wouldâve realized.
âOh, okay. Is there something else you wanted to say?â
âNo, thatâs all, (Y/N).â It was a bit weird hearing your name coming out of his mouth, especially since your interactions with him were practically nonexistent and he rarely said your name, but you didnât really care anymore.
âThen Iâll just go. Iâll meet you later by your room if you want to,â and you started walking away but he stopped you, grabbing your hand. âWhat?â You asked, very confused, and even tired of everything. âDo you need anything else?â
âNo, I donât⌠But maybe-.â
âThen, if you donât mind, Iâll be waiting in my room until lunch, Your Majesty,â you interrupted him. You quickly turned around and started walking towards your room, not giving him any time to stop you again. He stood there for a while, thinking about everything that had led to that moment and realized that, maybe, he had already lost you.
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Hi! I literally just finished writing this but I didn't want to wait to post it since I haven't been posting that much lately. School is a bit stressful right now, so probably I'll start updating more frequently in the weekends, but I'll try to post things mid-week. Hope everyone has a good day/night!
-Mica
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Spark (Male Fire Elemental, pt. 1)
When graduate student Simone Price inherits her deceased grandmotherâs house, she hopes to mend bridges that were long burned prior to the sudden passing by way of fond memories. But she soon learns two important truths. One, the cause behind those severed connections is still around. Two, the childhood fables her grandmother told her are more rooted in reality than imaginative fantasy.
Female Human (POV) x Male Monster [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4]
âItâs...charming, you know? Really rustic.â Mica carefully chooses her words and attempts a cheerful smile. When she fails, she settles on tucking a loose microbraid behind her deep brown ear. âRight, Mason?â
Mason hefts the large, black garbage bag full of cleaning tools off the ground, gives the old house a once-over from top to bottom, then snorts. Loudly. Mica swiftly elbows her twin in the ribs for âbeing rudeâ, but even I canât stop my nose from scrunching up in displeasure.Â
She can dress up her opinion with as many euphemisms as she wants. But the truth is plain as day: Nanaâs place has gone to the dogs.Â
The two storyâs once brilliant white paint is a dingy, chipping mess that reveals the underlying dark decay. The windows, always transparent enough to see through when the curtains were drawn back, are caked with grime and rust. And the front door, a deep, beautiful burgundy my mind can still picture, has dulled into a paler shade of red. I wouldnât be surprised if Nanaâs little garden in the backyard has been choked by weeds and overrun with wild plants.
It saddens me to see the current state of her home compared to when my visits were more common. That was before Dad suddenly severed all contact with Nana ten years ago, when I was only thirteen.
A warm weight settles onto my shoulder, fending off the morningâs autumnal chill. Mica wears a sympathetic smile.
âAre you alright, Simone?â
Iâll never be able to thank Mica and Mason enough for sacrificing part of their Thanksgiving break to help me out. But I can try by remaining as positive as possible.Â
âI will be,â I say. âOnce Nanaâs place starts looking like it used to.â
âItâs your house now,â Mason says, adjusting his grip on the garbage bag. Oddly enough, his words sound sad. âYou sure you donât want to do anything different with it?â
It came as a shock when Nanaâs last will and testament bequeathed the entirety of her property and assets to me. Dad did all he could to contest the document, but his attempts failed. Iâll never forget the haunted look in his dark eyes when I asked him why he disagreed with my newfound inheritance.
âThat place isnât a home, baby. Not with what itâs got locked inside of it.â
I later refused to budge on the matter, even when he begged me to. After that, Dad told me to do as I wished, but to be careful and stay vigilant. I didnât understand what he meant then and I still donât. But I hope, with some hard work and lots of love, Nanaâs house will be whole again. Then with time, Dad will come to visit and remember the good times before his motherâs passing.
âEarth to Simone,â Mason says. âDid you hear me?â
âYeah, and Iâm sure.â I fish out the front door key from my coat pocket and smile. âLetâs get to work.â
We hang our coats in the entryway. Once the buckets, brooms, and mops are divvied up among us, Mason works on doling out the cleaning solution. We then decide on who gets what area. Mason is quick to claim the upstairs, citing the possibility of rotten wood weakening the floor.
âIâd rather fall to the first floor and get hurt than see it happen to you two,â he says in an obstinate tone. âEspecially since you two might end up worse off.â
âAlways the gentleman,â Mica mutters, rolling her light brown eyes. âIâll take the kitchen and dining room. Might be worth it to see what condition your Nanaâs cookware is in.â
âGood idea,â I say. âJust be sure to yell if you find anything interesting.â
âWill do!â She grabs her broom, bucket, and mop,then leaves the foyer.
âGuess that leaves me with the living room and fireplace,â I say.
Mason replies with a hum I canât discern, which is weird since Mica and I are fluent in Mason-ese. Always have been since we were little kids.
âSomething up?â I ask.
His neutral expression doesnât reveal a thing and that worries me. Heâs always had a tell or two, even when heâs tried to hide something from me. Instead of talking, he just ties back his dreadlocks, grabs his share of the cleaning supplies, and walks towards the stairs.
âCall me if you need anything.â
I follow his old sneakers until they vanish from my line of sight. That was weird. But thereâs no point in digging to figure out whatâs going on. Heâll tell me when he feels like it.
After locking the front door and grabbing a broom, my feet guide me down the main hallway towards the living room. And my heart nearly breaks at the sight. Just about everything is covered in a thin layer of dust and cobwebs, including Nanaâs knitting basket and needles. The floor and rug are worst off and Iâm somewhat scared to tackle the fireplace. But if I donât, no one else besides Mica and Mason will. Especially not anyone in town.
After asking for directions and mentioning our reasons for being here, nearly everyone bid us a swift farewell, claiming they had something to do. Only a few upfront people told us to leave the estate alone and head back home, claiming that a witch once lived there.
My grip on the broom handle tightens to the point of pain.
Nana was many things; a huge sun tea addict, an amazing storyteller, and a wonderful knitter. She may have used Black folk magic to help me with my childhood night terrors, but she wasnât aâ
âOw!â
A thick wooden splinter peers up at me from my index finger alongside a bead of blood. This is why I told Mason we shouldâve packed the plastic brooms instead. I lean the broom against the brick mantle, swiftly remove the sliver, and flick it into the dead fireplace.
The piled ash sparks with light and heat, singeing the cobwebs.Â
âWhat in theâŚâ
âSimone!â
âGah!â I wait until my racing pulse calms a bit then respond. âYeah?â
âI found your Nanaâs bundt cake pan,â Mica yells out, âbut I canât tell if itâs still usable.â
âIâll be there in a moment!â
I look back at the fireplace. Nothing but cold ash. I shake my head and make my way to the kitchen, trying to recall where Mason keeps the mini first-aid kit in his pickup truck.
Midday sneaks up on us, warming the chilly house a few more degrees. Mica decides itâs the perfect time to break for lunch and Mason agrees.
âWe passed by a burger joint on the main road,â Mica says, wiping off her hands. âWanna give it a try?â
Even with the tempting prospect of a patty melt, my mind keeps drifting back to the fireplace. And what I think I witnessed.
âSure, but do you guys mind going without me? I want to get more cleaning in before the dayâs out.â
âSeriously?â Mason is quick to call out my attempt at an excuse. âWeâve been at it for four hours.â
Before Mica can chastise him for being, well, himself, I think up a compromise.
âWhat if I took an extended break instead? I wonât touch a broom, mop, or bucket while you guys are out and Iâll eat with you once you get back. Sounds good?â
âSounds perfect!â Mica chirps up. She grabs Mason by his forearm and starts hauling him towards the foyer before he can object. âWeâll be back soon. A patty melt with onions and a small fry?â
âAnd a bottled water too, please!â
The front door slams shut, the sound echoing until the truckâs engine revs up. I let out a heavy sigh and plop down onto the couch, uncaring of the weak cushioning.
âFinally. I thought theyâd never leave.â
I stop myself from launching off the sofa, but my feet still slip on the area rug. My ass slams onto the floor with a hard thud and a deep chuckle follows soon after.
âYouâre not very graceful, are you?â
âWhoâ!â
A large, bright flame emerges from the ash piled in the fireplace. It twists and curls in random patterns until it settles into the distinctive outline of a humanoid face. It grins. I scramble away and slam into the opposite wall.
âWhatâs this?â it says. âA descendant of Abigail, afraid of me?â
No shit. Who in their right mind wouldnât be? But, as the barely-calm-and-reasonable part of my brain points out, I wonât get any answers if I let my tongue turn into lead.
âWho are you? How do you know Nana?â
The flameâŚfaceâŚcreature remains silent far longer than need be. Its eyes narrow.
âDonât mock me, girl. You know very well who I am. Or did you forget Abigailâs tales all too quickly?â
The creatureâs words slowly begin to make sense, as much as my mind begs them not to. Nana used to tell me all kinds of stories when I was little. But sheâd always retell my favorite whenever I asked: the story of a fearless Black girl who trapped an evil flame spirit, thereby saving the town she lived in.
âOh my god. That story was about you?â
âCruel, isnât it? Conditioning a child to believe a lie through a simple fable. All whilst I could hear and see everything. Abigail was always a manipulative, abusive wench.â
Hot, white anger floods my body, wrenching me to my feet.Â
âLike hell,â I hiss, stalking towards the fireplace.
The creature peers up at me, stunned and silent. Good.
âNana would never harm anyone. But she sure as hell didnât take shit from anybody. Ever. What did you do?â
The story always characterized the fire spirit as evil, but never gave a reason. So why not ask the source?
âWell?!â
âSimone?â
My gaze snaps up. Mason stares at me with brows furrowed with concern and confusion. My rage dissipates into nothing, leaving me drained.
âYou alright?â he asks.
I glance down at the fireplace. The creatureâs vanished. Leaving me to look like an utter fool.
âUh, yeah! I was justâŚre-enacting a scene from my favorite drama! Nothing else to do while waiting for you guys to get back, right?â
Masonâs eyes narrow, the simple action screaming âbullshitâ. âNot even looking at your phone?â
I jam my hand inside my back jeans pocket and pull out my smartphone. Surprisingly, thereâs service.
âNot enough bars,â I lie.
Mason doesnât look convinced in the slightest, but thankfully, he lets my horrible excuse slide. He holds up a large, white paper bag stained with grease. The scent wafting from the inside makes my empty stomach clench with anticipation.
âMica and I will be in the dining room. Be sure to come and eat while the foodâs hot.â
He walks off, the wooden floor creaking underneath his every step. With a heavy sigh, I start to follow.
âPerhaps you are more like Abigail than I first believed: utterly stubborn and foolishly brave.â
I stop moving. If the creatureâs words were meant to insult me, they fail. Pride wells up in me and it takes all my willpower to not smile. It somehow notices and scoffs.
âTo answer your earlier questions, past humans have called me a fire elemental. And one gave me the name Ignis.â
The creature...Ignis begins to recede back into the ash pile, but my mouth opens before it can vanish.
âWait.â
He does, to my surprise.
âYou werenât awake before we arrived, right? Which means something made you come around.â
I carefully recall Nanaâs story, then all of the related events leading up until now. My eyes widen.
âIt was my blood on the splinter. Thatâs what woke you up. Because Iâm of her bloodline.â
Ignis continues to sink further into the ash, but says one last thing.
âYou have a sharp mind as well. How interestingâŚâ
The fireplace goes dark, but I stand before it, staring.
I get it now. I understand why Dad severed contact with Nana ten years ago and never wanted me to inherit this place. Why Nana told me those childhood fables and willed her home to me.
But Dadâs still wrong. This house will be a home. But first, I have to finish what Nana started.
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10x09: Squeeze - First Thoughts
Hey Everyone! How did you all like 10x09? I loved it! Thought it was fabulous. As per usual, today Iâll just give you some broad, first thoughts. Tomorrow Iâll do details and TTD. After that, I have some predictions. My peeps and I have been discussing what the spoilers told us all week and I have lots of connections to make. So, stay tuned.
***As always, spoilers abound for 10x09 below. Donât click the âRead Moreâ until youâve watched! Youâve been warned!***
The first thing that caught my eye was a weird thing Daryl did with a walker hand. A walker grabs Kellyâs leg and is trying to pull her down off the rock and Jerry steps in and cuts the walkerâs arm off. Then Daryl asks if he can have the arm.Â
ThenâŚit just disappears. I actually re-wound that scene because I thought I missed something. Itâs a right hand, btw. (Bethâs cast was on her right hand.) But from what I could tell, Daryl was carrying the walker arm/hand and a flashlight. The next shot (like 2 seconds later) both are gone and heâs carrying a torch. Iâm thinking maybe he used the hand to prop up the flashlight so others behind him had light to see by or something. But again, we donât see what he does with it. Or where/when the torches get lit. So, itâs weird. But thereâs a tie to Beth and the fact that it just disappeared. And perhaps the light has something to do with it as well.
There are lots of bathroom references in this episode. Some are gross. Can I just sayâŚthe whole Alpha/Negan thing is extremely cringe-worthy. *shudders* But even before that, he goes to talk to her when sheâs at the latrine. He even makes a butt joke. Then she threatens to cut off his balls and kicks him into the latrine. Ewww.
I didnât think much about it during that scene, but then Jerry makes a bathroom reference as well (but much less gross). Heâs having a hard time crawling through the tiny passages in the cave and Aaron asks if heâs okay. He says something like, âIâm just a 6â2â dude who used to have a hard time fitting in airplane bathrooms. Why wouldnât everything be alright?â When he said that, it occurred to me how many bathroom references they have in this episode. And we donât actually see any toilet paper or anything, but the verbal references are there.
For those who donât remember, weâve seen a subtle bathroom motif around these kinds of scenes. Weird, I know, but itâs there. Back in S4, when Rick escapes the Claimer house, he does so through a window in the bathroom. Before that, when Carl is exploring the pudding house and loses his shoe, we have a walker that comes out of the bathroom and tries to get him. Carl shoots it in the headâsame place Beth is shotâand the walker jumps back up again. So once again, this motif is there and very entangled with Beth symbolism.
I definitely felt there were callbacks to Coda in Daryl and Carolâs conversation. Carol says she doesnât want to just kill Alpha. She wants to torture her and make her beg for forgiveness and THEN kill her.Â
It reminded me of Daryl killing Dawn after Beth was shot. And the way Daryl just kind of stares at his hands and nods, I think he must have been thinking of that. And I remember Norman talking about that moment in an interview. He said Daryl might have gone into full murder-mode, killing everyone in the hallway, if Carol hadnât put her hand on his arm right then and stopped them. Only after she does that does he drop his gun and look down at Beth and cry. So during the scene in this episode, after Carol says that about Alpha, Daryl replies, âIf Iâd been through what youâve been through, Iâd probably feel the same way. Unless you stopped me.â That simply has to be a reference to Coda.
UmâŚthere are long stretches of this episode where the group is literally crawling through dark tunnels. Daryl is always out ahead with a light, so they are crawling through the darkness and toward the light. Thereâs even a part where Carol starts to have a claustrophobic fit and Daryl says, âcome toward my light.â Carol says, âI canât.â Which is very telling about her state of mind. Though eventually, she does get through.
Iâll talk more about this Daryl-is-the-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel theme later in the week. I think itâs very important.
At one point, Jerry gets stuck and some walkers are behind him, gnawing on his feet. They donât actually bite him because they donât get through his boots, but the camera focused on his shoes several times. So foot/shoe reference. Again, more on that in my details post tomorrow.
Letâs talk about the spoilers themselves. Â Iâm feeling very suspicious about the bird cage spoilers. Itâs one of those things that was weirdly specific and not really emphasized in the episode.Â
We definitely get a clear shot of the bird cage, but the camera just pans over it. Thereâs no actual mention of canaries or even that this is a mine. Maybe weâre supposed to glean that from the cage and the dynamite, but honestly, it might have all just been put there by the Whisperers. So I feel like this is one of those times itâs kind of apparent these spoilers might have been reported by AMC itself, and they want us to understand certain details that arenât actually referenced in the episode.
There were other things that visually reminded me of Beth stuff. The episode did feel a lot like Consumed to me. When Carol fell and Daryl came to get her, it reminded me of Beth falling down the elevator shaft. And given the explosion when the mine caved in, itâs obvious why they would think Connie and Magna are dead. I mean, it was a pretty big explosion. If theyâd been at the mouth of the exit when it happened, Iâm sure theyâd have both died. Only because they ran back in a little ways to fight Whisperers did they survive. Thereâs probably something symbolic in that.
And this may sound really morbid, but even the way the debris and dust exploded kind of reminded me of the way the blood exploded from Bethâs head. So, Iâm definitely feeling the parallels here.
We do see Connie and Magna very briefly. For me, itâs obvious that theyâre showing us that they survived the blast. After it happens, we get a half-second shot of them turning around inside and then rocks sort of fall over the camera. So itâs like theyâre watching their escape route disappear, but we donât actually see any debris falling on them. So itâs obvious to me that theyâre alive, but just trapped. And of course they could technically still die via walker, Whisperer, or just no food/water. It was emphasized several times that the group is very low on food and water, so that was a real concern for them. But the short of it is that we do see that they are okay inside.
I loved it when Daryl and Carol talked about not always telling each other everything. It came from the fact that Daryl told everyone Carol was claustrophobic and she was genuinely surprised he knew that about her. I think this is them acknowledging that they donât talk about everything to one another, but also that, even though they donât, the other one still knows.
So, I think itâs a way of pointing out that Daryl has never talked to anyone about Beth. Carol has also never talked to anyone about Lizzie and Mica (that we know of) or about Henry. Or about Sam. And it occurs to me that we know, via Henry, that she talked to Zeke about Ed and how abusive he was, but weâve never been told that she talked to him about her lost children. To be fair, Daryl never talked to anyone about Denise, either, or anyone else heâs lost. But I think the emphasis here is also that the two of them (Daryl and Carol), because theyâre so similar, can look at one another and know what the other one isnât saying.
Maybe it seems fairly obvious on the surface. I mean, for anyone who looked at Daryl digging Deniseâs grave, and stopping mid-shovelful to drink hard liquor, itâs obvious that this man is in an immense deal of pain. But the point is, even when he doesnât tell her stuff, Carol still knows him well enough to understand what heâs going through, and vice versa.
Itâs why she gave him Bethâs knife and wouldnât let him go off on his own much during Them. And now the tables are turned. Just because Carol doesnât talk to him about stuff, Daryl still looks at her and knows sheâs not right in the head. Once again, the problem is that they donât know how to heal each other. Carol isnât responding to Daryl any more than he responded to her in Them or Twice as Far. At one point in this episode, he even says (and I paraphrase) âI want to be there for you, but I donât know what else to do.â
I also think this may be a tongue-in-cheek way of the writers telling us to read between the lines. Itâs almost kind of the âwhat cannot be seenâ theme, except itâs âwhat is not being spoken.âÂ
The last thing Iâll say is that the final scene with Daryl and Carol is very sad. I donât think spoilers mentioned this but Daryl actually breaks down and starts crying. Like, a lot. Iâm sure there will be drama in the fandom over this scene. The Carylers will, of course, say itâs because heâs in love with Carol and sheâs being destructive. Others will say itâs because heâs in love with Connie.
Honestly, I think it was a little of both. (I mean both because of Carol and Connie, not because heâs in love with either of them.) My first impression was that he was just crying because Carol was crying. He points an accusatory finger at her first, so heâs obviously angry and blaming her. But when someone you know well breaks down, it always kind of makes you break down too, and I think thereâs an element of that in it. Like, itâs just a sad situation and heâs sort of sympathizing with her.
But I also think itâs because Carolâs break down him to face the idea that Connie might be dead. Before she started crying and telling him to say it was her fault, he was sort of in his determined, Iâm-gonna-figure-this-out Daryl mode. I think it made him stop and realize that Carol thinks Connie is dead and she might well be (from his point of view) so he cried because of that too.
Again, just a very sad, poignant scene. Iâll stop there for now. Details coming tomorrow. Overall, I really thought this was a great episode. What did you think?Â
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BEASTARS MINI-STORY #5: âEverybody Play the Game pt. 5â (FIN) by JCL
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Haru, Legosi and the 701s are standing on the street outside of Yanni's, with Yanni himself talking to them with a nervous look.
TEXT BOX: We were asked to leave after that, despite the fact that we didn't start the fight. We were also asked not to come back.
In the background we see that Mizuchi, Melissa and Mica are still stuck between the door and the wall, while two repairmen are working on unscrewing the hinges. Â
TEXT BOX: We didn't really protest much, for we had already been there for quite a bit, and after all that, we just felt tired of playing games.
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Later, we see that the group are now travelling by tram-train. There are not many other travelers in the wagon, so they have proceeded to take up six seats alongside the windows. Through the city we can see the city pass by.
MIGUNO: "Damn that was intense...!"
Durham gives Legosi an impressed look.
DURHAM: "Yeah, when you turned up, I swear one of those girls must've pissed themselves! Man, even I was scared by the threatening aura you were giving off!"
Legosi looks like he does not see that as a good thing.
LEGOSI: "...!"
The coyote then looks down at Haru (who is sitting between Collot and Legosi) and makes a boxing motion into the air.
DURHAM: "And you, you slapped the fur outta that girl's face!"
HARU: "Yeah, well, I didn't like what she was saying..."
Collot, who is sitting next to Haru, gives her an approving little pat on the back, which almost makes her fall forward.
COLLOT: "You were totes badass, babe."
She sweat drops at this, while Legosi, who is sitting on Haru's other side, gives the sheep hound a look of disapproval.
LEGOSI: "Oi, you're gonna make fall out of her seat."
Voss, who is sitting next to Collot, follows up with his own impressed words.
VOSS: "I was aroused!"
Jack shakes his head at Voss inappropriate behavior.
JACK: "Class Voss, class...!"
HARU: "M-hm..."
The boys quiet down and look at Haru sideways from their seats. They notice that she is looking kind of depressed. Legosi watches her with a concerned expression.
LEGOSI: "Haru, are you alright?"
Haru's right ear twitches a little.
HARU: "Yes... Well, not really. It's just... One would think I'd be happier to hand it to those girls. I mean, hitting her felt really-really good. But now I just feel bad about it."
MIGUNO: "Why? They were the ones who started trippin'!"
HARU: "Yes... But just so you know, she was right about something: I did sleep around when was in Cherryton, and I did break a lot of relationships."
This seems to surprise the 701s a bit. Legosi stare at Haru as she continues to talk.
HARU: "I couldn't help but to think of that thing about karma, where it comes back to bite you at the most unexpected of times. Feels like that fits in pretty well here. After all, I was the succubus of the gardening club, who devoured young males and then spit them back out by choice... Sounds like a solid case of cause and consequence to me."
Jack blinks. He looks regretful for bringing up karma, now that it appears to be a source of sadness for Haru.
LEGOSI: "You were more than that!"
Legosi stands up, surprising the group. He looks upset.
LEGOSI: "If they really would have loved each other, they would have stayed with them or at least talked their problems out. Blaming you rather than their own issues is not right! It's petty!"
Haru blinks and gives Legosi a patient look.
HARU: "Legosi... That's not how it works. The first thing a girl thinks of when she finds out that her boyfriend is messing around is herself. She asks: 'what did I do wrong' or 'what makes this girl better than me'?"
The tram then passes through a tunnel; the city outside disappears. It goes darker in the tram, the remaining light coming from the electric lights above the walkway. A shadow goes over Haru's face. Â
HARU: "That's why it's easier to imagine this 'other girl' being the one at fault, because an external problem is always easier to deal with. It can be pushed around. It doesn't make you question yourself. It's never your fault if there's a villain to deal with."
Legosi looks upset by this, cause it seems like Haru is trying to justify her mistreatment.
LEGOSI: "That doesn't make it right!"
HARU: "There are many things that aren't right Legosi, but they happen anyway! High school bullies ruining a pleasant evening for shit that happened years ago isn't right, but it happened didn't it, because of ME!"
Legosi and the boys look surprised by this outburst. Haru then looks sad.
HARU: "I never deliberately broke a relationship or or sought boyfriends out... I always figured that I was not half as bad as them or their girlfriends for being more angry at me than at them. But, maybe it would have been better if I had rejected them. I never imagined that someone would still be so angry because of me... She was unnecessarily rude to you, and I can't help but to feel that it was my fault that she was like that. I don't care what those girls think about me, but I don't like it when others take the brunt for it. Especially people whose only crime was to be nice to me."
The tram comes out of the tunnel. We see the city through the windows again, and the tram is now lighter. Haru gives the 701s an apologetic look.
HARU: "I'm sorry about getting you thrown out and barred."
She then meets their looks, looking like she is expecting them to see her in a different light after what she has told them.
JACK: "You have nothing to feel sorry about. You stood up for us back there."
Haru gives off an uncertain expression.
HARU: "That... It was nothing."
JACK: "It was more than you think!"
DURHAM: "Yeah, no herbivore has ever done that for us before."
Haru shakes her head though, unable to take the compliment.
HARU: "But I caused a scene and got you barred!"
Jack waves this off.
JACK: "Eh, that's not a big loss. I mean the atmosphere was just not up to par anymore and board games are pretty square anyways. We should just go to the arcade next time."
Collot interjects at this though, giving Haru and excited expression.
COLLOT: "No, bowling! We gotta go bowling!"
VOSS: "Not before we see something at Biorama. I vote for that new dinosaur-film! What do you think Haru-chan?"
Haru looks increasingly surprised as the 701s all suggest places where to go next time.
MIGUNO: "Karoake bar! We haven't been there in like forever!"
DURHAM: "Mini-golf!"
Haru and Legosi stare at the the guys as they argue about where they all should go next time they meet.
HARU: (They're already talking about where they want to go with us next time?)
Legosi sits down next to Haru again. The two smile warmly at the boys.
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Skipping ahead for a bit, we see that the tram has stopped at the train station. Haru and Legosi is stepping off, having reached their destination. The 701s all wave their goodbyes to Haru.
COLLOT: "Hope to see you again soon!"
VOSS: "Remember to show me how to do that ear-trick next time!"
DURHAM: "Take care of that big lug in the meantime, or else he'll get into trouble!"
Haru laughs, while Legosi look a little bothered by being called 'lug.'
HARU: "It's a promise!"
Jack gives her a kind smile.
JACK: "Take care of yourself till we meet again."
Haru smiles back, though she also has a bit of a concerned look as she gives Jack a reply.
HARU: "As long as you promise to do the same."
Haru and Legosi go out, with the door soon closing behind them, and the tram proceeds to go. Suddenly, they hear a banging noise coming from behind them. They turn and see that the 701s are banging against the window and waving and saying goodbye excitedly. Legosi and Haru smile and wave back as the train passes and eventually disappears out of sight.
As they proceed to walk through the train station, walking down the steps towards the exit, Legosi turns to Haru.
LEGOSI: "So what do you think?"
HARU: "Well I understand why you're thorn. They're all so nice."
She hugs the Danny-doll a little tighter, thinking back to how Jack helped her get it.
HARU: "Though if I had to make a choice, I think like you: Jack should be your best man. Not that the others couldn't do a great job, but you two have the longest history."
LEGOSI: "I know. It's just that I hate the idea to make people feel less for selecting just one of them...!"
HARU: "They're still gonna be your groomsmen. And who knows, maybe Miguno and his band could lend their services at the reception. What kind of music do they play?"
LEGOSI: "Alternative Punk Rock."
Haru gets a disdainful look.
HARU: "Yikes... I wonder what kind of wedding march that might lead to... What about the stag party?"
Legosi stops as he reaches the end of the stairs. He gets a disdainful expression.
LEGOSI: "I dunno if I'd even like one..."
HARU: "Oh come on, its your right. Surely one of the guys could organize something for you?"
Legosi, noticing that the shoe on his right foot is untied, kneels down and begins to tie it.
LEGOSI: "Well, I suppose... Though I have to ask them about being my groomsmen first. I mean they don't even know we're engaged. But before any of that, we should probably tell our families."
Haru walks down and joins Legosi at the end of the stairs, looking him excitedly.
HARU: "Such as when we meet your grandfather?"
With his shoe tied, Legosi stands up.
LEGOSI: "Feels like a good time for that."
Haru stares up Legosi. He meets her look and blinks.
LEGOSI: "What?"
HARU: "Can I... Try something?"
LEGOSI: "Try what?"
Looking around, she then beckons him with a finger, gesturing him to come down to her level.
HARU: "Come down here."
Legosi crouches down. Haru then gets close and whispers something into his ear. Legosi's eyes widen at whatever she just said.
LEGOSI: "Are you-"
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DURHAM: "-KIDDING?!"
We see the 701s as they continue to travel by tram. Durham and the others are giving off incredulous looks directed at Collot, who has put his hands behind his head in a relaxed pose.
COLLOT: "Yeah... I mean if they're anything like Haru, dating herbivores mustn't be that bad. You see, she made me realize something tonight:"
He raises a clenched fist and showcases a dramatic, convicted pose.
COLLOT: "As long as a girl is nice, has a pretty face, a fine rack and decent butt, it doesn't matter what species they are... They should all have an equal right to some COLLOT!"
Jack looks like he cannot even compute what he has just heard.
JACK: "I... I don't know if that is open-minded or just new levels of objectification."
DURHAM: "Yeah, it sounds more like it was your dick who learned a lesson tonight."
Collot gives off a jovial laugh.
COLLOT: "Heh!"
DURHAM: "Although... I can understand it better now. I mean I am still a little mind-boggled as to how it works, but now I at least understand the attraction. She's quite exciting, that one..!"
Collot nods.
COLLOT: "She's a little firecracker, that's for sure."
MIGUNO: "But still perfectly pleasant, like you said Jack."
VOSS: "And hot. A little small for me though..."
Jack gets a contemplative expression.
JACK: "..."
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We enter a short flashback, where we see Haru talking to Jack back at Yanni's.
FLASHBACK-HARU: "When I am with him, I feel neither scared or sad."
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JACK: "Yeah, I like her."
Miguno nods.
MIGUNO: "Same for me."
Voss crosses his arms.
VOSS: "If Legosi makes her cry, I'll kick his ass."
Durham mimics the fennec's gesture.
DURHAM: "And I'll join you."
Collot, sporting a goofy grin, leans his chin in his hand.
COLLOT: "I like her personality AND her cinnamon buns!"
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We see a crowd of people from a bird's eye point of view in the street, staring up at something with weirded out looks.
HARU: "I got to admit... Voss was right."
LEGOSI: "M-hm...!"
We then see what it is all about: Legosi is walking through the street while Haru is sitting on his shoulder in the same manner that Voss usually does with Collot. Haru looks like she is really enjoying herself, while Legosi looks uncomfortable.
HARU: "This is pretty damn awesome!"
LEGOSI: (I feel like a rookie father carrying his kid on his shoulder!)
THE END... FOR NOW
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Festival of Love AU Part 1
Chapter 1 - Thursday morning
Lucas was desperate. It would be a long weekend and it was hot outside. He didnât want to pack too much. The bag should be as light as possible, at least they had to get everything by walking to their campsite.
He stood in front of his open wardrobe and stared at his clothes for almost 15 minutes. Why did he have so many clothes? He had already put his trousers out. Three shorts that he had already changed once. It was hard. He knew he wouldnât come to shower much, but also that his clothes were probably dirty by the end of the weekend, depending on how much they escalated.
Arthur had come up with the idea that they could all go to a festival together. The guys had been thrilled and through Basile the girls had also heard about the plan and were immediately thrilled. And now they went with almost twenty people to a music festival. They were already shopping. Many many beer cans had landed in the car, two pavilions were bought, tents, canned food and actually hardly anything healthy. Letâs see what the girls would bring. The smokerâs heart was also taken care of. And everything else they could buy on the spot in a small shop in the area.
But what the hell was Lucas supposed to take with him in clothes? Was it really important to him what he was wearing? He just wanted to spend a nice weekend with his friends. He didnât know half the people. A few older boys came along, friends of Emmaâs boyfriend and a few mates of Arthur, but they didnât really have much to do with them.
Annoyed, he threw the trousers back into the cupboard and grabbed two older ones, which were allowed to get dirty easily. He did the same with the T-shirts, simply reaching into the bottom of the stack and pulling out the first three shirts. He was planning to buy a T-shirt st the festival anyway. And of course the swimming shorts had to be there. Arthur had enthusiastically reported that there would be a lake where you could swim and the weather would be really bombastic.
He stuffed everything in his bag with the rest of his stuff and sat next to it. He was to be picked up in half an hour. With the car it was not three hours to the campground. They had been distributed to the cars, because not all of them had a driverâs license yet. They had divided by districts and Lucas was supposed to ride with Alex, at least someone he knew.
The groceries had already been split between the cars and cool bags. Everyone had to carry his package.
He grabbed his sunglasses and stepped out of his room, ready to start the weekend.
âAhhh, let me look at you,â Mika shouted from the kitchen as he heard Lucaâs room door and hurried into the hall. He stopped in amazement. âLucas! Youâre going to a festival! You really want to wear that,â he asked with his eyebrow raised.
Lucas looked down at himself. He was wearing short jeans and a dark blue T-shirt. âWhatâs wrong with my outfitâ he asked hesitantly.
âNothingâ was Mikaâs simple answer. âIt simply is not right. Where are the colours? The lust for life and music? Why is my dear friend so sad?â and without waiting for another word, Mika reached for Lucaâs bag, fished out his clothes and disappeared into his room. Lucas stayed bewildered. What had just happened? Why couldnât he dress the way he was comfortable? Why did one have to show off? Rolling his eyes, he went after Mika and when he entered the room, a yellow tank top flew towards him, âTry this on, it should actually fit, but trying goes over studyingâ.
Lucas looked at the shirt in horror. âIâm not putting that on!â
âNow donât act like that or should I help you undress? No problem,â he turned to him and Lucas gave in. âAll right, but just because I try this on, I wonât take it with me.â âThatâs only fair. I just want to see how it looks on you.â
âHappy?â Lucas wasnât feeling great. At most he wore such tops for sports, but Mika shone at him. âOh my God! You look⌠well really Lucas, you look hot! I didnât even know you had muscles in your upper armsâ he shouted laughing and pinched Lucas in his biceps. âAnd the shirt fits so well to your pants. Please do us both the favor and take it with you and put it on!â Beaten Lucas let his head hang. âAll right, Iâll take it with me, but I canât promise Iâll wear it.â A ray spread over Micaâs face. âPerfect. And you take this with you, too,â and he handed Lucas a dark blue shirt with a rainbow flag on it. âReally Mika? Are you serious?â âHey, the flag stands for so much! Joy of life, tolerance, peace and of course it serves as a good identification mark,â and he winked at Lucas. âApropos,â he went to his bedside table and rummaged through it. With an even bigger grin he came back and stuffed a handful of condoms in Lucasâ bag, âjust in case.â he sad with a huge grin on his face. âMika, Iâm not planning on doing anything on the weekend and when should I use all these condoms at all? We are only there until Monday morning!â He inevitably had to laugh.
âYou never know whatâs waiting for you or whoâs expecting you there.â Was Mikaâs simple reply.
Lucas took the T-shirt from his hand and stuffed it into his bag with the yellow shirt he tried on. He put on his own shirt again and was happy to feel the safe, comfortable fabric and colour on his body. âAnd now itâs enough! I donât want to attract too much attention!
"Just one more! Please, please, pleaseâ Mika begged with dog eyes. âWhat is it?â Lucas wanted to sound more annoyed than he actually did. Seeing Mika in such a good mood was just too contagious. Mika stood in front of his chest of drawers and with a âTadaaaaaaa!â he turned around and held up mirrored sunglasses in the shape of a heart. âWow,â Lucas was missing the words. âTake it and wear it with pride!â, Mika solemnly handed him the glasses and Lucas had to confess, the glasses looked very cool after all.
âOkay, this one is great,â Lucas admitted and Mikaâs smile didnât fit into his face anymore.
Lucas hadnât paid any attention to the time anymore and got a little jumpy when the door opened and Manon came in and revealed that Alex was there to pick them up.
âOhhh, you two, I wish you a lot of fun! Manon, watch out for my little butterfly and Lucas, donât do anything I wouldnât do,â and with a wink he pushed them out the door, âWeâll see you guys on Monday!â
Laughing and a little excited, they went down the stairs. Emma and Alex stood outside and waited. Kisses here, kisses there and Alex took the bags off and stowed them expertly in the trunk.
âManon, Lucas, you have to squeeze a little in the back seat, decide who wants to sit in the middle,â Emma sat relaxed in the passenger seat and started playing the music until she found a song she liked.
Both Lucas and Manon looked into the car. On the back seat sat a tall young man, his hair tousled and yet stylish. He had his head leaned against the window and his eyes closed. How could he sleep with the music?
âMay I introduce Eliott. He fell asleep as soon as we started. Iâd like to have such peace and quiet,â they heard Alex say from the trunk.
Manon looked at Lucas. âIâm sitting in the middle, you probably want to get some sleep or have a look at the landscape,â she grinned at him.
Sure. He had shouldered his neck pillow, let her slide into the middle and then made himself comfortable next to her. It was tight and warm on the back seat, and he looked enviously forward, where Emma was stretching on the front seat.
The ride dragged on like rubber. Emma had considered to play the music of the less or not at all known artists, which were going to perform at the festival, during the drive so that one wouldnât miss any jewel. And damn, there were weird sounds. A couple of bands sounded pretty good and for others Lucas didnât understand that someone actually paid money to see or hear them.
The country roared past them. Lucas enjoyed the view. Like the calm before the storm he absorbed the environment, lost himself in the green of the meadows and trees, in the blue of the lakes and rivers they passed and let the light of the sun shine on his face. He closed his eyes and in front of his inner eye the sunspots danced up and down and he had to smile. He was about to lean back and make himself comfortable with his neck pillow, when a quiet strange sound interrupted the silence of the car, which had settled over everyone after about half the distance, only the music could still be heard.
âAlex, can you turn the music up a little bit? I love this band!â Eliott had apparently recovered.
Alex grinned in the rear view mirror and turned up the music. Next to Lucas he felt Manon moving and suddenly he heard it. Eliott really had to be a fan of this band. Curious, Lucas turned his head to the side to convince himself that he had not misheard. Watching Eliott sitting happily in his seat, slightly bent forward, his head rocking to the music and gesticulating with his hands, singing along, Lucas had to grin. It came as a surprise and the whole car was suddenly charged with energy. Manon and Emma also started bobbing slightly in time and joined in the refrain and soon the car was filled with crooked sounds and cheerfulness.
And Lucas? Lucas bounced his foot slightly, he was unable to do more. He couldnât take his eyes off Eliott as he sat there beaming, his eyes closed and living the music he apparently really loved. Fascinated, he stared at him, watching his hair swaying with every movement, his hands painting imaginary images in the air as he moved them to the music. But Lucas kept looking back at that face. Eliott looked so peaceful, so absolutely alive in that moment, and every time the sun grazed his face, it was as if he was shining, but perhaps it was his general smile that made him shine.
After the song was over, Eliott came to rest again, still smiling, he opened his eyes and looked around, and his gaze remained with Lucas, who was still staring at him, and even though that was hardly possible, Eliott began to smile even more than before and grey eyes met blue eyes and Lucas knew he was lost.
Suddenly it darkened around Lucas. Manon leaned slightly forward and stretched out her hand to Eliott. âHello. Iâm Manon. Itâs nice that youâre with us now, the ride seems to be getting pretty lively after all.â
Eliott laughed briefly, then took her hand and while he greeted Manon and introduced himself, he leaned a little forward to catch Lucaâs gaze: âNice to meet you. Iâm Eliott.â And there it was again. That radiant smile that made the sun look dark in comparison and that made Lucas feel slightly dizzy.
With a light smile on his lips, Lucas nodded to Eliott and turned his face back to the window. He wasnât able to withstand that look any longer. It was as if Eliott were looking directly into his soul and recognized his deepest desires, hopes and fears.
Manon was already chattering happily and Eliott was distracted and devoted his attention to Manon, but he let his gaze wander to Lucas from time to time. Lucas stared out of the window, but hardly noticed the landscape. He was too busy not looking at Eliott all the time. He felt the other personâs gaze on him. Curious eyes that briefly watched him before concentrating on Manon again. Lucas took advantage of these moments and watched from the corner of his eye as Eliott sat gesticulating and told Manon about some band.
He was so full of energy and enthusiasm and Lucas had to smile automatically.
Yes, he was definitely lost.
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michael/indsay/ryan in a fahc setting?
I love the thought of the three of them meeting one another pre-FAHC?
Ryan and Michael get hired by the same crew and realize theyâre not as stupid as the other idiots theyâre working with and they gain genuine respect for one another. Surprise everyone when they both end up with the Fakes and get along immediately, (Everyone surprised that Michaelâs got no problem with the Vagabond when he was super suspicious of everyone else for a while after joining the crew.)
Lindsay and Ryan meeting when theyâre working on opposite sides on a job. Lindsay manages to thwart Ryan at every turn through sheer chaos and by the end of things heâs soured on his bosses.
Itâs clear theyâre kind of hoping/donât care if the job gets him killed - which heâs going to address with them at a later date â but in the meantime he is both impressed and bewildered at how the hell she keeps doing it.
Lindsay holding him at gunpoint for Dramatic Plot Purposes while her crew whisks the guy he was supposed to kill away, or maybe she manages to kill the guy he was sent to kill first and wanted to let him know itâs not personal, you know? Just business and she likes his style or wants to make sure sheâs not making an enemy out of him.
Michael and Lindsay meet who even knows how, just that Michael is like âOh, fuck, itâs you,â when Geoffâs introducing him to the crew.
Everything grinds to a halt because one, no one talks like that to Lindsay and lives (for long, anyway) because she doesnât stand for that shit, and also, if he has a problem with her heâs not going to be sticking around, right?
But Lindsay is goddamned delighted to see him and everyone is like ??? at the two of them because Lindsay is pestering the fuck out of him and heâs scowly and snappish but both of them are totes fine with things???
OR.
Maybe they meet when Michaelâs at a bar and thereâs this good looking guy with a dumb man bun at the bar who keeps glancing his way, and itâs not like Michaelâs got anything else planned so why the fuck not head over to see what happens with that?
Lindsayâs at a club somewhere with friends. Meg had to leave early because reasons, and Barbaraâs getting drinks. Micaâs dancing and thereâs some asshole harassing some poor girl at the bar, but just as Lindsayâs headed over there to deal with the guy, some hot as hell guy steps in and scares the bejeesus out of the asshole and sheâs like OH??? and then flirting and the like, and she is charmed because heâs so sweet and shy and awkward as fuck.
Michael and Lindsay once again meet who the hell even knows how, and the crew is absolutely convinced theyâre going to murder one another at some point, but then it comes out that the two of them have been married for a while by the time Michael gets recruited and everyone is ??? because Michael and Lindsay.
Either way, Ryan has no idea Michael and Lindsay know each other and Michael and Lindsay donât realize the other one knows Ryan. (For Plot Reasons.)
Ryan and Michael have this on and off again Thing, and so do Ryan and Lindsay. Ryanâs always got this thought in the back of his head that maybe in another life he and Michael could be something serious when heâs with Michael, and when heâs with Lindsay heâs got the same though swimming around in his head.
But.
Heâs hung up about his career path and thinks they could do better than with someone like him. Itâs always a good time, fun with either one of them, but heâs all Drama about it, so itâs a casual no strings kind of thing he has going with them.
And then!
And then the three of them end up with the Fakes and Michael and Lindsay have never met the Vagabond, just know dorky, awkward, Ryan with the man bun and so on.
They donât even know that Ryan is the Vagabond because the moment he joins the crew and sees them there heâs like OH SHIT.
Because look, these two people he used to hook up with every so often, that he has the warm fuzzies for and is all Drama about, are married.
To each other.
And while he is happy for them and the whatnot, thereâs a little (lot) of heartbreak going for him there.
Also, the fact that he totally hooked up with both of them (separately) in the past and dear God, talk about awkward? (Especially since Michael wouldnât be bothered by it, and Lindsay would be like âOH?â and then tease both of them and ask about sekrit gossips and the like to fuck with them.)
SO.
Vagabond mask and face paint the whole time, he tries not to talk around them as often as possible because they know what his voice sounds like, okay. (Heâs aware heâs a human disaster, okay. Knows his whole Vagabond 24/7 thing around them will fall apart eventually, but heâs past the point of no return  on that one. Is waiting for the train wreck to happen where they realize heâs their old booty call and the whatnot and surprised that it hasnât happened yet.)
The thing is, heâs (mostly) normal with the others when Michael and Lindsay arenât around.
Laughs and jokes with them and so on, and Michael and Lindsay start to wonder if the Vagabond has a problem with the two of them. Because Gavin fucking adores the guy and Jeremy is always talking about his Battle Buddy.
Everyone fucking loves the guy, but he barely gives them the time of day.
And to complicate matters even further, Ryan ends up in a friends with benefits relationship with Gavin and Jeremy for a while. This casual thing because they live dangerous lives and theyâre all attractive people and itâs just kind of fun?
But Ryan realizes Gavin and Jeremy have this whole ridiculously sweet Thing for each other theyâre both godawful at dealing with?
Gavin doesnât think Jeremy would ever be interested in someone like him (whatever the fuck that means) seriously, and Jeremyâs thinking the same thing, right? Both of them head over heels for one another and convinced the most theyâre ever going have is this ongoing relationship â which is great, Ryan, really!
But look.
Ryan is the one they go to when theyâve had too much to drink and are feeling vulnerable about things. Tell him things they should be telling one another but canât work up the courage to do so, so Ryan plays matchmaker for the two of them, and steps back when Gavin and Jeremy finally realize how gone for each other they are.
(There are still times the three of them go off somewhere together after a rough job or one too many close calls and come back looking better for it, so yeah.)
Meanwhile, Michael and Lindsay are going a little batty trying to figure out what the hell is going on with those three idiots?
Realize itâs a friends with benefits thing early on, which is fine so long as it doesnât fuck the crew up.
It doesnât, of course, BUT THEN.
Gavin and Jeremy realize they have FEELINGS for one another and get together and apparently the Vagabond was playing matchmaker???
Seems super happy for the two of them, but Michael and Lindsay are waiting for the other shoe to drop, for the Vagabond to be upset by it, but that never happens.
The three of them are still BFFs, but also there are those times when the three of them go off together and everyone expects them to reveal theyâre in a relationship together but that never happens, which.
Okay, also fine, just real damn confusing sometimes.
And then thereâs a Situation in which Ryan ends up having to go to ground at one of the crewâs safe houses and as luck (Plot Reasons) would have it, Michael and Lindsay are also there.
Just the three of them in this ramshackle little house somewhere to wait things out.
Ryanâs hurt (Plot Reasons) in such a way that the skull mask has to come off. Not really all there at the time to really appreciate the way Michael and Lindsay and both like !!! because wtf, the Vagabond is that dumbass Ryan???
And, look. The two of them have maybe been watching for Ryanâs reaction to Gavin and Jeremy getting together because theyâre still curious as fuck as to why the Vagabond wonât give the two of them the time of day outside of work. (Also, have you seen the man? Like, obvs not without his mask, but heâs got a great body and also ~mysterious and such.)
But now his mask is off and theyâve had to clean the face paint off to get at the cuts on his face and whatnot.
Lindsay is just staring at him like holy shit, Michael is scowling at him, âOh, fuck you, Ryan,â because he thought the stupid fuck was dead or something.
And Ryan, stupid pining idiot that he is â loopy on painkillers/blood loss/Plot Reasons, Ryan  - says with this sad little smile âI really wish you would,âand passes out.
(Look, he remembers their past trysts FONDLY, and much as he likes Gavin and Jeremy or any other partners heâs had since then, the Jonesâ get him.)
Michael and Lindsay figure shit out while Ryanâs unconscious. Talk about how the hell they both know who he is and why. The fact theyâve been puzzling out the mystery of the Vagabond and his avoidance with them and so on.
Also, the Thing he has with Gavin and Jeremy, so, you know. He probably isnât looking to see if heâd be a good fit with the two of them so thatâs fine. (Really.)
And when Ryan wakes up again later heâs like SHIT because now they know about him, have probably figured everything out and is trying to figure out what happens now?
What happens now is that they give him shit for hiding behind his mask and so on, but thatâs about it for that bit of ridiculousness on his part.
He doesnât remember what he said before he passed out, which is honestly a good thing for him, and when things go back to normal for the crew he stops wearing his mask and face paint around Michael and Lindsay.
Starts talking to them and is less of a human disaster around them. (A little.)
And thatâs good, great even, except for the bit where he falls even more in love with them. But heâs still happy for them and just pines from ~afar.
Various shenanigans in which thereâs another close call for the crew.
Gavin or Jeremy this time, and while theyâre doing the âoh thank God youâre not deadâ face-touch-staring-into-one-anotherâs eyes thing Ryan is like, âGet a room you two.â
Jeremy rolls his eyes glances over because that is an amazing idea, but also, âGet fucked, Ryan!â as Gavin fails to stifle his laughter and Jeremy himself is cracking up.
Ryan shaking his head as those two idiots go off for the life-affirming sexy times and â unaware of what he said that one time in the safe house - âWish I could.â
Michael and Lindsay are there to hear him, of course. And Lindsay asks why Ryan isnât going with Gavin and Jeremy because the three of them and their Thing?
Ryan being all confused before realizing what she means, and then tells her that it really is just a friends with benefits thing he has with Gavin and Jeremy, you know? The whole bit where he loves them but isnât in love with them and so on
Unbeknownst to Ryan, he seals his fate with that because after this Michael and Lindsay start plotting, right?
Have Serious Discussions about bringing Ryan into their relationship if heâs interested now that they know heâs not in a relationship with Gavin and Jeremy, okay.
Because they also remember their past ~trysts with Ryan fondly, and now that theyâve gotten to know him better realize they could absolutely be something good, the three of them.
Woo the fuck out of him, even though it takes the longest damn time before he realizes whatâs going on. That all those times they went out for dinner or a movie. Impromptu races or off on jobs with just the three of them, that kind of thing were goddamned dates.
And heâs like conflicted because heâs really enjoyed spending time with them, but theyâre also happily married and he doesnât want to ruin that. (Also doesnât want it to be a friends with benefits things, something casual because he couldnât handle it now, having a taste of what they could have been and having to give it up.)
Some moment where Michael and Lindsay realize theyâre not all on the same page and sit Ryan down to let him know they are absolutely wooing the fuck out of him so like, okay. Stop thinking they just want to spice up their sex life or whatever and Ryan being ??? and !!! when he looks over at Lindsay and sheâs looking at him like heâs an idiot, but also an adorable idiot.
FEELS and ALL the talking and Ryan finally realizing he gets to have this, them, and kind of loving how much effort theyâre going to to âwoo the fuck out of himâ and returning the favor because Michael and Lindsay are more than worth it, okay?
Happily ever afters for everyone and the whatnot.
(Also, Geoff and Jack being The Most Tired about their stupid kids who canât not be Drama with their relationships and Trevor and Alfredo on the sidelines with fucking popcorn or something, idk.)
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Saving Lucifer
Author:Â Anna
Title:Â Saving Lucifer
Pairing:Â Gabriel/Reader, brother!Lucifer/Gabriel
Character/s:Â Gabriel, Castiel, unnamed demons, Lucifer
Word Count:Â 2, 485 words
Warnings/Tags: PTSD, Lulu not being very sneaky, angry Lulu, brotherly Lulu, this caused me tears, I use Maccas references because I was tired when I wrote this....
Summary: Set during 'Saving Loki', Lucifer could not imagine the sort of pain Gabriel was forced to experience, but during his time sneaking around your home and observing the two of you, he had formed some kind of idea. If he wasn't so impressed with the way you were handling it, he was sure there would be a massacre. Afterall, anyone who dares to harm his brother deserves the worst kind of death.
Notes: So....because I'm a dork, I anonymously messaged thewhiterabbit42 about writing a fic where Lucifer gets pissed and destroys everything in a rage because #brotherlylove but it came out NOTHING LIKE I WANTED IT TO. Anyway, hope you enjoy it in any case because I'm just procrastinating writing the official Part 3 of this series hereby dubbed 'Saving Grace' but I'm hoping it'll be out soon.
Also, someone requested a fic about Gabe and the reader's life prior to McFuckFace's and was wondering if anyone else was interested? If I get enough interest in it, then I'll write it either before or after Saving Grace...I have thought about adding a french maid outfit into it because elyshakate is a bitch who gives me so many ideas. Love you but God I hate you babe.
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Saving Lucifer
 To say Lucifer was pissed would be an understatement. Looking over his sleeping brother as he twitches and twists in silent terror, clearly his dreams haunting him.
He shouldnât be dreaming at all. Heâs an archangel, sleeping was a human custom that Lucifer never saw the benefit of. But for the past three nights that he has silently observed his terrified brother, it was evident that he was exhausted by the smallest of tasks to the point where he required multiple nights plus a good six to eight hours of sleep overnight. Not that it helped with anything, every moment of every day he was terrified.
His girlfriend was patient, possibly more patient than he would have been. If he had been the one to take care of him, he would have ripped out those blasted stitches from his mouth the moment he saw him. But you? You appeared to be calm, although the rants to muttered to yourself when you thought no one was around suggested otherwise. You approached him with certainty and never stopped speaking, words soft and reassuring. The one time you properly freaked him out, you adjusted quickly. You hid all the sharps that were freaking him out and didnât even talk about removing his stitches, even though he knew you were dying to. He didnât need to listen in to the conversations you held with yourself to know that.
The thing that shocked him was the amount of space you gave him. You allowed him to dictate the space he needed when he needed to alone, pretty much everything. You got him to shower without touching him, encouraging him to do things like stand by the window in the sun or watch the TV. He had taken a liking to âScooby Do, Where Are You?â Lucifer had found, which amused him greatly.
You never touched him, which was shocking. Humans were such tactile creatures, with very few exceptions. He figured that you would have treated him with moreâŚ.hands on measures than what you currently were undertaking. Donât get him wrong, he knew that you were desperate to be able to at the very least touch his hand. The few rare moments you snuck into Gabrielâs room during particularly bad nightmares during his naps and overnight to stroke his hair and kiss his forehead as you leave to calm him down enough to sleep left him feelingâŚ.comfortable with him in your care.
Not that anyone, no matter how long they tortured him for, would be able to make him confess that.
The thing that got him about you, however, was that no matter how much you wanted to, you didnât contact those damned Winchester brothers and their pet angel. You were tempted, by his Father you were tempted. But you never went through with it, never getting past typing the first word or first three numbers of their cells before you quickly deleted it and the idea from your mind.
He had come to respect you for that.
He supposed he could leave. The past three days have beenâŚeventful, but he knew he could trust you with the care of his broken but slowly repairing brother.
But he couldnât.
Not if there was a slim chance that his brother needed him.
So those three days turned into three weeks, three months. He found that you quickly found ways to help Gabriel cope, knocking softly on all the doors until you heard a faint grunt instead of shouting out that you were home, humming and quietly singing to yourself whenever he was in the room in an effort to keep him calm, setting up silent alarms to inform you if he was having an âattackâ, as you called it, so you could go and talk to him.
Sometimes it would be about your day, others comforting and encouraging him, and others it was the memories of your relationship before this all happened. Funny stories that made him laugh, sad ones that made him close to tears (no, not a single one fell and if anyone saw that, they were lying and were going to be tortured for the rest of eternity). If Lucifer felt guilt over the âdeathâ of his brother back in that stupid hotel filled with the Pagans, after hearing Y/Nâs account of the event? For the first time in his life, Lucifer felt guilty and horror over his actions.
He began to respect you, even though you were human. Out of all the apes he had encountered, you were definitely fast becoming his favourite. Clearly, you loved his brother and were good for â and to â him.
When your first major breakthrough occurred, he nearly jumped for joy. Gabriel had broken some unimportant item and when you released that perhaps a garden would be a good idea for him, you struck a deal. Very cunningly too, he thought, even if it wasnât your intention.
The stitches were out and Gabriel got to go outside. He laughed lightly when you lost him only to find him plastered all over the cake display unit like a three-year-old.
Only Gabriel.
He still didnât speak, but the garden looked amazing and Lucifer was impressed how much it helped his brother. He had always loved nature, and this was a fantastic way to bring him back to the present when the past caught up to him.
Lucifer didnât, however, truly lose it until he saw his brotherâs wings.
Decaying, broken, revolting, pus-filled wings that were not even a tenth of what they once were. Luciferâs wings had been dying since the day he fell, and slowly becoming more and more hellish, but Gabrielâs? After a few months Earth time in Hell? Were way worse.
He didnât stay to see the grooming process, he very quickly found the demons responsible for that particular part of Gabrielâs torture and proceeded to very slowly, very painfully, kill all six of them. Not one let him know the ringleader of this entire event, but as long as the six of them paid for nearly killing his brother with their antics, he truly didnât care.
When the boys came to visit, he nearly lost his mind with how far back Gabriel retreated. Y/N handled the situation with grace and care, keeping calm as she instructed the boys on what to do. The look on Castielâs face confirmed what Lucifer already knew, he had no idea Gabriel was back.
You managed to calm Gabriel with ease, something that Lucifer was always incredibly amazed at. Even when Gabriel was small, once he was worked up in any way, shape or form, he was incredibly difficult to calm down.
When you found him in your room, the both of you were slightly surprised, but you did well to hide it and went in to talk to him about random things about your childhood, several things you had spoken to him about before but Lucifer gathered that you had only had a tiny existence on this earth in comparison to the two archangels in the room so you probably ran out of stories quick.
What surprised Lucifer most of all was how, eventually, Gabriel had moved to be next to you, carefully avoiding all the shattered glass and ceramics so his legs are millimeters from touching yours. Your voice falters before stopping as he grabs your hand, squeezing it gently, and Luciferâs eyes widened slightly in disbelief at the first contact he had witnessed where Gabriel initiated it himself without prompting. When he got up to clean the mess he had created, Luciferâs attention drew to you.
Your exterior looked calm as always, but your eyes showed your mind running and racing, planning ahead, trying to figure out a way to introduce Gabriel to Cassie and the boys without a freakout.
So, when you woke up from a nightmare that night, he wasnât surprised. Lucifer still didnât see the benefit of sleeping, especially when the two people he has observed sleeping were seemingly being tortured as they did so.
He knew your routine by now. He would be a liar if he said he didnât find it curious the way you automatically went through your checklist. Breathe deep, meditate, wash your face, have a drink, sleep. He did it alongside with you numerous times to see the benefit but never figured it out. When you looked around your bathroomâs bench confused, trying to find your glass, he wasnât amused. Not in the slightest.
After all, a sleep-deprived you is not a funny you.
When it clicked and you decided to go down to the kitchen to get a new cup, Lucifer decided to go see how his brother was faring.
He wasnât in his room.
Panic rises in him as he quickly looks around the second floor of the house. Gabriel had âran awayâ early after his stitches were removed, but you found him with ease (in fact, you didnât even panic. Just stood up, walked out to the car and returned twenty minutes later with a shivering Gabriel), and since then if Lucifer couldnât find him immediately, his stomach would drop.
He rushes downstairs with such speed that when he grinds to a halt, he slides across the wooden floor right past the living room and into the kitchen where you are standing, staring at the faint glow emitting from the garden room.
The both of you walk in slowly and the grin on your face when you saw the messy and unidentifiable structure constructed of pillows, blankets and fairy lights caused Lucifer to calm down.
When you got down on your knees and crawled into the opening, Lucifer followed in suit. There is where he found his brother, sleeping softly for the first time since Lucifer had seen him sleep, in a nest of cushions and blankets from around the house, breathing evenly and softly. You kneel by him, hands moving to play with his hair, almost with minds of their own, before thinking better of it and resting in your lap. Lucifer wasnât even sure you were aware of this, you did it often. He figured it was your body remembering the way you used to be able to act around him, prior to McChicken Fried Fuck as you so lovingly call his creation. Humans werenât awfully creative, but they are amusing.
When Gabrielâs eyes suddenly opened and locked onto yours, you muttered an apology and quickly made way to exit when Gabriel opened his mouth to protest.
âStay. Please.â
If Lucifer had a heart, it would be broken.
He knew that Gabriel had been talking for a few days now, hearing you get excited whenever you marked his progress out loud when you were beginning to think that he was never going to get better. But he never expected his voice to be soâŚ. broken.
Gone was confident, sarcastic, joking Gabriel and in his stead was someone Lucifer didnât know. Even his begging tone that was hinted in his voice as he asks you to stay was foreign. Lucifer truly didnât know how to feel.
When Gabriel told you he loved you, Lucifer decided it was enough feelings for him for one day and left the two of you in the glowing blanket heap. After all, the two of you probably deserved some alone time. And McChicken Fried Fuck wasnât going to torture himself.
~~~
Gabriel was having another nightmare.
This was a regular occurrence, and he wasnât quite ready to move into the same bed as you even though the two of you often slept in the mass of blankets and pillows in the garden room. Perhaps it was too personal to Gabriel or reminded him too much of what life was before all ofâŚ.this.
You were forced to leave the house for a hunt, rogue angels had found out that Gabriel was, in fact, alive and wanted to use the remainder of his grace to create more angels. Lucifer was too weak to fight, and if his brother had faith in you then he did too. Besides. If the angels got hold of two weakened archangels, who knows the havoc theyâd create? Lucifer loved his brothers and sisters, but heâd be the first to admit that the majority of them were dumb as rocks.
So, with you on protection detail, that left him in the reassurance aisle, something he hadnât done in a long, long time.
Lucifer sets forward, cooing in Enochian, pulling forward a long-forgotten lullaby he used to sing to his brother. He could see it slowly calming Gabriel down until his breathing evened. Lucifer felt a rare smile grace his lips. He was going to be alright.
âI know youâre there.â Gabrielâs once-confident voice rings through his head.
âIâm not surprised. How long?â He responds quietly, projecting his voice softly into Gabrielâs mind. He doesnât even wince.
âSince I showed Y/N my wings. You werenât so quiet when you left. Youâre not as sneaky as you once were, Lulu.â The teasing ton is there faintly, but there. Lucifer smiles.
âI blame old age.â He could hear his brotherâs laughter as his shoulders shake in amusement. âWhy didnât you tell Y/N?â
âI didnât want to lose you or her.â He admits. âI thought if I told her that I would have had to have given one of you up.â Lucifer hums as he moves to stand. âStay?â His voice is desperate as it calls out to him. âPlease?â
For the first time since they were fledglings, Lucifer pulls Gabriel into his lap, wings forming to cover the two of them in a safe, enclosed space, away from the world. Gabriel sniffles as he gets comfortable in his brotherâs lap. âMissed you, Luce.â
âMissed you too.â
Since the Fall, Lucifer refused to let his guard down. But, he felt comfortable doing so now, body calm and relaxed. He was safe. He feltâŚ.he didnât know what he felt it was a new sensation, as if his body was being pulled down into the mattress but in a comforting way?
âDrowsiness, Lulu, youâre falling asleep.â Gabriel gently informs him. Lucifer hums as he slowly begins to fall. âThank you.â
âFor what?â
âFor saving me too.â
âThank you.â
âFor what?â
âFor letting me be your brother again.â
~~~
When you walk in the room the next morning to find two sleeping archangels, you didnât even blink. You knew Lucifer was near, or at least some form of angel. Weird little things like food when you hadnât been shopping or the TV suddenly turning onto a show Gabriel would like whenever he was in too much of a state to work the remote clued you in. So, when this scene greets your eyes, you simply smile and shut the door.
Best to leave your archangel and his guardian alone to sleep for a while longer.
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by popular demand (aka @warricrbcrn suggested it and i told her to) iâm going to answer all of these questions. answers under the cut.
abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally
answered
aegerine: my muse's opinion of the supernatural
he has respect for the spirits of his ancestors, obviously, but thatâs really it
agate: how my muse calms down
answered
blue lace agate: my muse's favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)
verbal communication is really the only way he communicates (he rarely writes letters and doesnât have much experience with sign or anything else) so i guess that.
fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly
heâs a big brave boi. heâs not stupidly brave, but still incredibly so. he isnât fearless either, but heâll jump into a fight no problem if need be.
moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself
answered
amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonest
answered
amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into
... a wolf.
ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is
considering all of the events in his life, unlucky. not that he believes in luck, but anyway.
angel aura quartz: my muse's opinion of LGBT+ issues
not really something he has experience with. i donât know that LGBT+ issues were really a thing for orcs of his time; they existed, iâm sure, but considering the way that a lot of orc culture works and how intolerable a lot of it is in general, gay, trans, and other orcs of similar identities and sexualities were probably closeted and thus Durotan probably has no idea about any of it. thatâs not to say he wouldnât support them; he feels everyone has the right to a happy life. everyone. (willing to make a longer post on this later)
apache tears: a sadness headcanon
he just vanishes and stops talking when heâs sad. heâll just sit there. you have to make sure he even survives to the point where heâll break into emotion again, be it negative or positive, because heâll just sit in the same spot and stare at the ground for fucking hours.
apatite: a headcanon about my muse's intuition
itâs saved his life so many times, its ridiculous. his gut-feeling is his best friend, but it seems to clash a lot with his reasoning, especially around Gulâdanâs time of power.
apophyllite: my muse's religious/spiritual beliefs
what religion would you call the orcs? they worship their ancestors, itâs not like thereâs any god at play there.
aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed
his home. sitting around their big communal fireplace in the center of their village with his family.
biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing with
being dead. lol
bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large
Durotan just feels like heâs another orc chieftain doing his job. he doesnât understand why so many people think heâs so special, outside of standing up to Gulâdan.
calcite: my muse's social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)
he likes people, but anymore than the orcs in his clan and he feels a little overwhelmed. he really only had one good friend that he talks to consistently, and thatâs Orgrim, but as far as chieftain-y things his social skills are decent. heâll tread water until he physically canât handle it anymore, which is incredibly rare.
carnelian: an art-related headcanon
Durotan actually has some artistic talent. he can kinda sketch landscapes and people, if he tries.
celestite: how my muse deals with anxiety
not healthily, lmao. he bottles it up until it explodes into one giant mass of anxiety, which means heâll go sulk for a few hours if possible. if it isnât, he gets REALLY irritable REALLY quickly.
chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been
the morning he discovered Gaânarâs body, the morning after Garad had died and Durotan had been named chieftain. the grief, the anxiety, and the overall reality of it overwhelmed him until he was physically trembling. he spent that night weeping in his motherâs arms.
chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships
itâs hard for him to do, but if there comes a point where he has to cut ties with someone, heâll dropâem like they aint shit. no questions asked.
charoite: who my muse looks up to
answered
chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon
he doesnât have any, lol.
copper: how I think my muse will end up when they're older
heâd be an awesome, wise old chieftain tbh. heâd know alllllll the Frostwolf secrets to teach the kiddos. heâd be heavily grieved by the clan, had he died of old age.
coral: how my muse views the natural world
itâs incredibly precious to him. watching Draenor die was one of the hardest things heâs ever done.
diamond: a sex headcanon
[ SWEATS ]
dolomite: a sleep headcanon
Durotan is a light sleeper, and he either lays on his side or his back. he is often kept up at night by bouts of night terrors and general insomnia, so heâll stare at the ceiling of the tent until itâs early enough for him to leave and roam around camp without being questioned
emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words
touches and gestures. arm around your shoulders, a hug, a pat on the arm, that thing people do where they rest their hand on your lower back, hand on your shoulder... the works.
fluorite: what my muse's room looks like
itâs relatively neat, i imagine Draka kicks any mess in their tent back into shape. having two sloppy older brothers kinda made him wanna be organized considering there was a time where all five of them lived in a tent together and, from personal experience, sharing sleeping spaces with your siblings fucking sucks
fossil: what my muse's dream job is
he really doesnât have any quarrel with being chieftain. he doesnt know what else heâd do, honestly.
galena: what it's like to be in a relationship with my muse
lots of playful bickering and play fighting, but he also will show regularly how sincerely and how much he cares, whether in words or gestures is up to him.
garnet: what my muse's perfect partner would be
DRAKA.
gold: my muse's financial situation
i donât know how financially dependent Frostwolves are. pretty sure they just hunt, make, or gather everything they need. heâs doing fine.
hematite: how squeamish my muse is
heâs witnessed graphic cannibalism, stabbed a numerous amount of people and gutted and/or beheaded just as many, and has literally bathed his entire face in blood. he doesnât care. the only thing thatâs ever succeeded in making him puke that wasnât caused by sickness was the combined stench of several hundred decaying bodies, sweaty gross B.O. bodies, and piss and fecal matter when he already felt incredibly put off by his situation. and he puked ONCE.
hiddenite: how much of an "inner child" my muse has
jesus, heâs such a man-child. heâd be wrestling in the mud with Orgrim well into his 40â˛s, knowing him.
iolite: my muse's drinking habits
Durotan doesnt drink often but when he does he gets fucked UP. waiting for the day he wakes up in bed next to Blackhand or something tbh.
jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner
NEVER. hes loyal as fuck. plus Draka would flog him
jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent
the dad who tries to be cool and hip and relatable w his kid bc he loves him but just embarrasses Goâel
kyanite: an anger headcanon
he screams into Stormfangâs pelt, sometimes. as if killing the poor fucking thing wasnât enough.
lapis lazuli: where 'home' is to my muse
anywhere that his family is. they are his home as much as Frostfire is.
lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse
all kinds of people, honestly. heâs a charismatic and fair leader thatâs well-loved by his clan, people like that.
malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up
he thought that he and Orgrim would be the clanâs mightiest hunters. he hadnât a care in the world about being chieftain.
mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait
he thinks he doesnât have a good enough hold on his temper. heâs constantly afraid of snapping and killing someone without meaning to.
moonstone: my muse's opinions on outer space
he thinks the idea of it is cool as shit, even if all heâs ever seen are the moon and stars from the ground. he thinks itâs beautiful.
mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down
heâs always tried to bring them up, and he usually succeeds. Durotan has never been a pessimist, and heâs always been able to inspire and invigorate the Frostwolves at their lowest points.
nebula stone: how good my muse's memory is
very sharp and keen. he can remember things that were said or happened years ago like it was yesterday.
obsidian: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be
probably wrath or pride. Durotanâs temper and lack of self control when upset has always been one of his greatest downfalls, and the Frostwolves are kinda known for being incredibly proud of their heritage and who they are. i feel like heâs a closer match to wrath, just because heâs a bit more humble than, say, Garad.
opal: how creative my muse is
heâs moderately creative. heâs not really an artist or a creator, but he enjoys and appreciates creativity and the arts and would rather delight in othersâ ideas instead of wrack his brain for his own.
pearl: a mental health headcanon
anxiety and stress are eating away at his psyche 3/4 of the time, but heâll be damned before he admits that to anyone. his PTSD gives him a lot of hell, too. heâll wake up in a cold sweat right out of a nightmare about his father or one of his brothers or Stormfang, and heâs even had ones concerning that whole cannibalism Nokrar situatuon, but instead itâs the whole clan lying there gutted and eaten, wolves and all. he doesnât really have flashbacks, unless something REALLY fucked up is going on and it somehow pertains to one of those things. he feels neverending guilt about his entire life in general and not having been able to do more for the people heâs lost. itâs not healthy, at all, and occasionally heâll open up about it to someone he trusts. usually doesnât happen all that often, though.
petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street
âWHOâS WALLET IS THISâ
pyrite: a physical health headcanon
i donât think that heâs as ripped as everyone seems to think he is? I mean yea heâs buff and strong and huge but i donât think heâs got a perfect six-pack or anything. a very toned dad bod, if you will
quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them
as an authority figure, or a friend. or an enemy. depends on who âpeopleâ is.
rhodonite: if my muse prefers elegance or convenience
CONVENIENCE.
rubellite: if my muse has any 'triggers' that inspire painful memories
Gaânar and Fenris, honestly. he avoids mentioning them in conversation like the plague. the names themselves ARE painful memories.
ruby: a happiness headcanon
if heâs smiling with all of his teeth showing, it means heâs fucking ECSTATIC.
sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose
JESUS CHRIST I HATE THESE. heâd take Goâel, Draka, and Orgrim, probably. watching the rest of the clan plummet off a cliff (HIS FUCKING MOTHER BEING A PART OF THEM), heâd NEVER forgive himself.
serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]
DUROTAN? SEDUCE SOMEONE??? H A
silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity
he really doesnât give a damn. whatâs even the difference, in orc culture? everyoneâs got long hair, everyoneâs wearing skirts, everyoneâs kicking ass and taking names... how does it work
tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate
answered
ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is
extremely. he cares about everyone and everything, and doesnât want to hurt people if he doesnât have to.
unakite: what my muse's ideal pet would be
his wolfie, Nightstalker. loves him to bits
verdite: my muse's ethnicity/family history
an unbroken line of Frostwolf chieftains, apparently, and he descended from the nomadic Frostwolf Clan
zebra stone: what gets my muse excited
wolf pups. hunting. Draka. Orgrim. Goâel. Geyah. weaving. horse-play. his clan mates. THERES A LOT.
zoisite: does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?
... yes. he really, truly believes that everything will be okay.
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Thoughts on the 89th Academy Awards
A.k.a. I didnât watch that many movies last year, but I kept a LIST, and now a lot of those on that list are nominated and Iâll do my very best to watch most of them before the Oscars.Â
A quick thought if you canât be bothered to read the long post of me talking about the nominations under the cut: The thing is, with how the Oscars work, movies that a lot of people have seen that are also nominated will likely win a lot. Because the people who vote at the Oscars have never seen everything and people will vote for what they have seen. Sometimes that ends up being something that people thought deserve to win and sometimes not. Thatâs how these types of voting systems work.Â
By which I mean to say that La La Land is going to win a hell of a lot. And I donât doubt that it doesnât deserve it (and I really really want to see it), but some people are going to be upset about that, and say itâs more because of the hype than because it deserves it. As I said, I canât tell the truth of that, since I havenât seen it yet. I bet thereâs going to be some cases of that, but in the Oscars, itâs really common that more than one of the nominees deserve to win equally as much as the rest. Itâs the Oscars. I try not to take it that seriously. What can you do. Â ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ itâs like the anime awards 2016 all over again
On a positive note though, what a diverse year in terms of Oscars nominations! Both in front and behind the camera. Thatâs great. Not fixing the problem, but moving forward. Letâs just hope people keep on celebrating these movies so that even more get made.
Kinda disappointed neither A Monster Calls or Deadpool was nominated for anything, but it is what it is. Deadpool would have been fun though. Biggest surprise is probably that Silence wasnât nominated for more than it was. But there was a lot of great movies coming out last year.Â
But yeah, on the important stuff. Under the cut are almost all of the categories and the few thoughts I have on them as well as predictions and whatever else I come up with. Because Iâve seen so very little. But Iâll try to change that.
First off, Iâll be skipping because Best Documentary Feature, Best Documentary (Short Subject) and Best Short Film (Live Action) because I havenât anything useful to say on them since I usually donât keep up with those. But I hope they all do well and I bet theyâre great.Â
Second, bolded (unless itâs a category title) means Iâve seen it (there are so few, the shame) and cursive means it was on my list I was planning to see. I might end up watching some of the others, but the cursive ones are my priorities because Iâve wanted to see them for a long time.Â
BEST PICTURE
La La Land
Moonlight
Manchester by the Sea
Arrival
Lion
Hidden Figures
Hacksaw Ridge
Hell or High Water
Fences
Also known as that one category people actually care about.Â
And I havenât seen a single one. Which kind of makes me sad. But oh well. Hidden Figures, Arrival and La La Land are the ones on the top of my list that I really need to see. Especially Arrival. And Iâm really happy thereâs a sci-fi movie among the Best Picture nominees. However, I am pretty sure La La Land is going to win this one, judging by what Iâve heard people more invested than me say. I am so glad all of these movies got nominated though, because Iâve heard great things about all of them, and nomination in itself is a great sign.Â
BEST DIRECTOR
Damien Chazelle â La La Land
Barry Jenkins â Moonlight
Kenneth Lonergan â Manchester by the Sea
Denis Villeneuve â Arrival
Mel Gibson â Hacksaw Ridge
Ugh. The thing is, from what Iâve heard, on simply the basis of directing, Mel Gibson did a stellar job here. But I donât want him to win. Because. Ugh. Mel Gibson. If it happens it happens. They are after all supposed to vote on the direction of the movie, and not Mel Gibson as a person. But you know how it is.
Again, Iâm thinking La La Land is going to take this one. Iâm holding a torch for Arrival and Fences though, because Iâve heard such good thing about both of them. Not that I havenât heard good things about La La Land and Iâm sure it deserves all those good things, but just that I feel like I need to hold a torch for someone that isnât the obvious winner. And again, I havenât seen any of them, so, canât really say more than that. They were all on my list of movies to see last year though, so hopefully Iâll manage to get around to them before the gala.
BEST ACTRESS
Emma Stone â La La Land
Natalie Portman â Jackie
Isabelle Huppert â Elle
Meryl Streep â Florence Foster Jenkins
Ruth Negga â Loving
While Iâve heard wonderful things about Ruth Negga in Loving, I think Emma Stone is going take this one. But who knows, Meryl Streep could just descend from the ceiling and sweep it up.
BEST ACTOR
Casey Affleck â Manchester by the Sea
Denzel Washington â Fences
Andrew Garfield â Hacksaw Ridge
Ryan Gosling â La La Land
Viggo Mortensen â Captain Fantastic
While I would love for Viggo Mortensen to get this, because I have a feeling Iâll really like Captain Fantastic, I donât think heâs got a chance. From what Iâve heard, Casey Affleck is one that people are saying who is most likely to win. I have issues with Casey Affleck, but Iâll just refer back to my Gibson discussion above. Would be fun if Denzel Washington won, either for this or director. Iâve heard heâs great. I think this is one of those categories that La La Land is a bit less likely to win, but I think it could, just by the name alone, and that most people have seen it. I have also heard really great things about Andrew Garfield in Hacksaw Ridge, plus he was in Silence. So who knows? This is a tough one.Â
BEST SUPPORTING ACTRESS
Viola Davis â Fences
Michelle Williams â Manchester by the Sea
Naomie Harris â Moonlight
Nicole Kidman â Lion
Octavia Spencer â Hidden Figures
GIVE VIOLA DAVIS AN OSCAR. No okay but Iâve heard stellar things about all of these, but Viola Davis has clearly been at the top of that. Canât say much about anything else, since I havenât seen the movies. Really wanna see Hidden Figures though. Iâll get there.
BEST SUPPORTING ACTOR
Mahershala Ali â Moonlight
Jeff Bridges â Hell or High Water
Dev Patel â Lion
Lucas Hedges â Manchester by the Sea
Michael Shannon â Nocturnal Animals
I literally have nothing to say about this. I know so very little about these movies. Iâve heard both Michael Shannonâs and Mahershala Aliâs names tossed around a lot. But thatâs about it.Â
BEST ADAPTED SCREENPLAY
Moonlight â Barry Jenkins, Tarell McCraney
Arrival â Eric Heisserer
Lion â Luke Davies
Fences â August Wilson
Hidden Figures â Allison Schroeder, Theodore Melfi
Again, I think A Monster Calls was kind of robbed. Oh well. Again, difficult for me to say anything, but I do hope Hidden Figures wins at least SOMETHING.Â
BEST ORIGINAL SCREENPLAY
La La Land â Damien Chazelle
Manchester by the Sea â Kenneth Lonergan
Hell or High Water â Taylor Sheridan
The Lobster â Efthymis Filippou, Yorgos Lanthimos
20th Century Women â Mike Mills
Hey, I have a friend who talked a lot about The Lobster. Fun to see that there. Not a clue what 20th Century Women is, havenât heard of it. Kinda sad Zootopia isnât here, or Moana. Or Kubo. But thatâs what they usually do to animated films. Probably going to be won by La La Land.Â
BEST CINEMATOGRAPHY
Linus Sandgren â La La Land
Bradford Young â Arrival
Greig Fraser â Lion
James Laxton â Moonlight
Rodrigo Prieto â Silence
My guess would be La La Land (original, I know) or Silence. But I honestly have no idea. Arrival Iâve heard great things about (also first African-American to get nominated for Best Cinematography! Thatâs worth celebrating).Â
BEST ANIMATED FEATURE
Zootopia
Moana
Kubo and the Two Strings
The Red Turtle
My Life as a Zucchini
HEY LOOK ITâS A MOVIE IâVE WATCHED. Moana still isnât out here, and I missed Kubo while it was out, but those are two movies I really want to see. My guess would be that Moana wins, surely deservedly so, but Zootopia was just so good. I loved it. I am so glad to see Kubo nominated though, since stop-motion really doesnât get the attention it should, and here we have not one but TWO of them nominated, and even though I have not yet seen Kubo, Iâm pretty sure that Iâll love it, if just for the soundtrack (which I have listened to), alone.
BEST FOREIGN LANGUAGE FILM
Tanna â Australia
Land of Mine â Denmark
Toni Erdmann â Germany
The Salesman â Iran
A Man Called Ove â Sweden
Iâve actually only heard of two movies on this list, so I was considering skipping it, but I just couldnât. Because I adore the book A Man Called Ove is based on, and itâs so funny to me that itâs nominated for not one but TWO Oscars. I canât say much else, other than that out of the two I know, Iâm pretty sure Tony Erdmann will win, but I know very little about the other two so I canât really say that with much conviction.Â
BEST ORIGINAL SONG
âAudition (The Fools Who Dream)â â La La Land
âCity of Starsâ â La La Land
âHow Far Iâll Goâ â Moana
âCanât Stop the Feelingâ â Trolls
âThe Empty Chairâ - Jim: The James Foley Story
As much as I want Moana to win, this is going to go to La La Land. Iâve only heard one of these, and itâs a La La Land song. And from what Iâve heard, Audition is really good as well. Sad that not more Moana songs are on here though.Â
BEST ORIGINAL SCORE
La La Land â Justin Hurwitz
Lion â Dustin OâHalloran and Hauschka
Moonlight â Nicholas Britell
Jackie â Mica Levi
Passengers â Thomas Newman
LA LA LAND IS GOING TO WIN THIS ONE. But honestly, Iâd be fine with everything as long as Passengers donât get close to it. Out of spite.Â
BEST FILM EDITING
La La Land â Tom Cross
Moonlight â Joi McMillon, Nat Sanders
Hacksaw Ridge â John Gilbert
Arrival â Joe Walker
Hell or High Water â Jake Roberts
Iâm going to throw out a wild guess here, and say La La Land, but Iâve heard amazing things about Moonlight, and if La La Land picks up nearly everything else, it would be nice to see it win something. Great to see it keep on getting nominated though, as well as Arrival.Â
BEST VISUAL EFFECT
Deepwater Horizon
The Jungle Book
Rogue One: A Star Wars Story
Doctor Strange
Kubo and the Two Strings
A CATEGORY WHERE IâVE SEEN MORE THAN ONE THING. TRULY A MIRACLE. (I am so predictable.)
I am 95% sure that The Jungle Book are going to take this one. Itâs really great to see a stop-motion movie nominated for this category, and I donât think itâs a loss if it doesnât win, because at least it got acknowledged. Rogue One did some amazing new things with CGI (which I know people like to complain about, but I really canât say that that was anything else than fantastic what theyâve managed to do and how theyâve developed that technology). But however creative and ground-breaking Rogue One was with a few effects, that was the entirety of The Jungle Book. That entire movie, except for the boy, is a special effect. Itâs filmed on a green screen in a studio in Los Angeles, and there were many times I honestly could not tell. And the animals were absolutely fantastic. So yeah, I donât feel that bad giving this to The Jungle Book.Â
BEST COSTUME DESIGN
Allied â Joanna Johnston
Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them â Colleen Atwood
Florence Foster Jenkins â Consolata Boyle
Jackie â Madeline Fontaine
La La Land â Mary Zophres
Iâm just so glad Fantastic Beasts got a nomination, and while I think La La Land will win this one, having a shout-out for the amazing costumes in Fantastic Beasts is very nice.Â
BEST MAKEUP AND HAIRSTYLING
Suicide Squad â Alessandro Bertolazzi
A Man Called Ove â Love Larson and Eva Con Bahr
Star Trek Beyond â S. Anne Carroll and Joel Harlow
Ah yes, the Oscars nominated movie Suicide Squad.
Sigh.
No but I honestly donât know with this one. Iâd prefer if Suicide Squad doesnât get it, for simply personal reasons, but I donât know which of the other two will get it. From what I know the age make up in A Man Called Ove was really great, and I never really thought much about the makeup and hairstyling in Star Trek Beyond, but I donât think I dare to hope that A Man Called Ove would win this one. But who knows?
BEST PRODUCTION DESIGN
Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them â Stuart Craig, James Hambige, Anna Pinnock
Hail, Caesar! â Jess Gonchor, Nancy Haigh
La La Land â David Wasco, Sandy Reynolds-Wasco
Arrival â Patrice Vermette
Passengers â Guy Hendrix Dyas
Probably going to be another La La Land win, but the Fantastic Beasts and Arrival nominations have also made me very happy.Â
BEST SOUND EDITING
Arrival
Deepwater Horizon
Hacksaw Ridge
La La Land
Sully
Iâm just going to have âProbably La La Landâ as my standard answer when I donât know much about these movies. But Sound Editing and Sound Design sometimes surprises me.Â
BEST SOUND MIXING
Arrival
Hacksaw Ridge
La La Land
Rogue One: A Star Wars Story
13 Hours: The Secret Soldiers of Benghazi
GIVE ROGUE ONE AN OSCAR but also probably La La Land.Â
BEST SHORT FILM (ANIMATED)
Pearl
Pear Cider and Cigarettes
Piper
Blind Vaysha
Borrowed Time
I havenât actually heard about any of these except for Piper and Borrowed Time, but Iâm really curious about the other ones. No idea what will win, but Borrowed Time has been on my to watch list for AGES. I should get around to that.Â
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Spark (Male Fire Elemental, pt. 2)
There are two sides to every story. And for many, both are worth hearing. To help her father heal and to better understand Ignis, Simone knows she must learn of the fire elementalâs past. That is, if he chooses to tell her.
Female Human (POV) x Male Monster [Part 1] [Part 3] [Part 4]
TW: self-harm
As a child, I used to scream myself awake at night.
Sweat soaked my pajamas every time and my muscles ached from thrashing around. The only thing that brought me to my senses was the gentle touch of Nanaâs hands.
My lungs always struggled to take in air and there were times when I threw up. But Nana would just draw a warm bath then gently wash my body with lavender soap. And she never let me feel ashamed.
But during the worst nights, I couldnât look at her. Even after sheâd dress me, change my bedsheets, and tuck me back in. I wanted nothing more than for her to leave so I could stay angry at myself. She never did.
âSimone?â
âMm.âÂ
âAre you too old to be my grandbaby?â
Every time sheâd ask that question with a playful tone, Iâd meet her eyes and shake my head.
âThen you arenât too old to hear me tell your favorite story. Are you comfy?â
Iâd nod, only after snuggling further into bed. The act would bring a smile to her face every time.
âReady, Nana.â
And without fail, sheâd spin her tale. Once upon a time, there was a brave, Black girl who lived in a quiet town. It was so quiet that the girl decided she wanted to go on an adventure in the woods. So, she did.
As she explored the forest, the girl found something amazing: fire trapped in an unbreakable glass sphere. But neither were ordinary fire or ordinary glass. The flame was a tricksy spirit and the sphere was its prison, etched with strange symbols. At first, the spirit didnât want anything to do with the girl and told her to leave. But the girl refused and told the spirit that having company was better than being alone. To the girlâs surprise, the spirit agreed.
Years passed, and with time, the girl and the spirit grew close. The girl eventually found a way to shatter the glass sphere and released the spirit. But once he was freed, the spirit didnât leave. Instead, he declared his love for the girl. But the girl couldnât accept because her heart belonged to another. This angered the spirit and he vowed to destroy the quiet town where the girl lived. To save the boy and the town she loved, the girl tricked the spirit and trapped him again using her own blood.
âThe girl later married the boy and lived a happy life, but she still thought about the spirit from time to time.â
âBut he turned bad. So why Nana?â
âBecause before he became the girlâs worst enemy, he was her dearest friend.â
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I can feel Micaâs gaze trail after me as I unload my large, rolling suitcases and from Masonâs pickup. He slams the tailgate home with more force than usual and the bang drowns out her sigh.
âAre you sure about this, Simone?â
Going from âtidying up Nanaâs houseâ in November to âliving there for a week as a test-runâ the next month didnât sit well with her. More so when we found evidence of forced entry in Grandpaâs old den. Just about everything was turned over and rummaged through. And the back-door handle laid mangled in the backyard. The discovery spurred Mason to buy two, top-of-the-line locks and install them while we were still there. I offered to repay him for the locks and new keys, but he refused.
When Dad learned about our discovery, all the color drained from his face. Not surprisingly, he lost his composure when I told him my idea. Mason immediately offered to come along for additional safety as did Mica. Mainly to keep Mason in line and to help ease Dadâs growing worry. Thankfully, after I promised to put his number on speed dial and check in with him daily, he agreed.
I haul the heavier of my suitcases up the front steps and lean it against the door. Once Iâm sure it wonât topple over from its own weight, I grab the second one and give Mica a reassuring smile.
âPositive. I donât want my inheritance to go to waste.â
Mason frowns in return, but Mica quickly intercedes before he can speak.
âIf you need anything, give us a call, okay? The motelâs only ten minutes away.â
âI will,â I say.
But neither twin moves. Or says anything. A long silence follows, one thatâs filled with unvoiced concern.
âIâm serious, you guys. If anything happens, youâll be the first to know. Promise.â
The tension in Micaâs shoulders subsides, but Mason just shakes his head and heads towards the driver side of his truck without saying goodbye. As he closes the door, Mica pinches the bridge of her nose with a gloved hand and lets out a deep breath.
âDonât worry about him,â she says. âHis bad mood will blow over and heâll be back to his normal grumpy self soon.â
âAnything I can do to help?â
Micaâs hand falls away from her face and she stares at me with narrowed eyes.
âWait, he hasnât told you yet?â
âIf you mean the reason heâs been acting weird lately, then no. He hasnât.â
My guess goes unanswered until she stomps her foot against the cold, hard ground.
âThat dumbass!â
âUh, Micaââ
âNo, no, itâs fine!â She waves off my question and gives me a horribly forced smile. âIâll take care of it and text you later!â
Before I can say anything, Mica jogs over to the pickupâs passenger side and climbs inside. She starts tearing into Mason the moment sheâs settled in. But Masonâs stony expression doesnât crack. He just focuses on reversing the truck and driving away.
I shake off the feeling of forced ignorance and head inside. No use in getting frustrated over what I canât change. Not when thereâs something I can. And itâs past the foyer and down the main hallway, disguised as a normal fireplace piled with ash.
I stare at the dark hearth, thinking of how to best announce my presence. Iâm tempted to let my noisy air mattress pump do the job for me, but any sort of pettiness will hinder my goal. So, I pick up a nearby fire iron and knock it against the brick mantle.
A tiny burst of sparks emerges from the ash slowly followed by bright flames that curl upward until they fill the iron hearth. Unlike the sharp grin Ignis first wore when he first appeared, his features are stretched wide into a yawn.
âMorning, sleepyhead,â I say.
Ignis takes his time coming around, his mouth closing with a sharp crackle. When his gaze lifts to meet mine, I give him a smile. His eyes narrow.
âYouâre back.â                   Â
âConsidering how Iâm the rightful owner of this house, yes. I am.â
The bit of flame acting as his mouth stretches into a joyless sneer.
âDoes your newfound ownership extend to me?â
I back away from the fireplace and plop down in the middle of the clean area rug.
âNo, it doesnât. And it never will.â
Ignis falls silent and his mocking smile melts into an unreadable expression. I keep going, not wanting to lose his attention.
âAll I want is to know the truth. Nana told her side of the story as best she could to a young child. And Dad wonât say anything about what he knows. That just leaves your perspective, if youâll let me hear it.â
The outline of his humanoid face wavers then vanishes. Ignis retreats altogether, leaving unlit ash in his wake. That wasâŚunexpected. As much I want to learn what happened between him and Nana, I know itâll take time. Hopefully before Christmas week rolls around. Interfering with my friendsâ holiday break isnât an option and neither is causing Dad further distress. But for now, thereâs plenty to do pass the time.
It doesnât take long to inflate the air mattress and unpack the bedding. Or plug in Nanaâs old portable heater. My clothes stay put inside my suitcase, but I drop off my nighttime essentials in the nearby guest bathroom. Masonâs suspicions about rotten wood weakening the second floor were dead on, so the upstairs is off-limits for now.
With all of that taken care of, I kick off my boots, grab my laptop and the mobile wi-fi hotspot, then settle on the loveseat across from the sofa. The lumpy cushioning keeps me alert while doing some early job searching.
I break for lunch after bookmarking a few promising offers and call up Mica. The twins soon arrive and we head into town for food and groceries. Ignoring the suspicious stares from the other shoppers would be easier if Mason and Mica werenât giving each other the silent treatment. Even the drive back to Nanaâs house is awkward with the air charged with an undercurrent of anger.
Itâs sad to say, but Iâm happier once Iâm left alone again. As the day slowly dwindles into night, I make dinner then tuck myself into bed. The dark fireplace is the last thing I see before drifting away. It soon becomes a common sight.
Ignis remains unseen the next day. And he doesnât appear during following day, either. Worry starts to gnaw at my mind, but I keep busy as best I can.
Clearing Nanaâs garden of weeds and wild plants takes an old pair of gloves, lots of elbow grease, and the better part of the day. But itâs worth the sharp aches and stiff fingers once Iâm able to see usable soil. With careful planning and the right fertilizer, itâll be green again. That is, if I can remember what Nana used to grow.
I drop onto the couch and take a much-needed sip from my bottled water. Glancing at the dark fireplace, my curiosity gets the better of me.
âAny ideas about what plants would grow best in the backyard?â I ask.
Nothing. Not even a hint of cinders. Sighing, I flick some dirt from my cheek and get up.
âAbigail was fond of daylilies.â
I freeze in my tracks. Ignis looks at me with that same unreadable expression.
âAt least,â he says, âthatâs what I heard during the times I was aware.â
My chill-bitten lips stretch into a grin. Itâs not much, but itâs a start.
âThanks! Iâll give them a try.â
Progress is slow but steady after that. Ignis becomes more open to talking, and even though Iâm left leading our conversations, he still provides his own opinions and ideas. He tells me that he likes the sunrise, since the sight reminds him a growing flame. But he prefers the darkest of night as thatâs when he used to shine brightest. When I ask him about any powers he may have, he tells me to be patient. The next day, to curb my excitement, I decide to tackle re-painting Nanaâs front door.
âYou may want to come inside,â he calls out a few hours later through the open front door.
I wipe the back of my hand against my cheek, smearing more burgundy paint onto my skin. My old overalls and sweater are completely wrecked, still stained with streaks of dirt from Nanaâs garden. And a break sounds wonderful, to be honest.
The moment I step inside with the paint can and brush, rain starts pouring down in a steady torrent. My mouth drops open as lightning streaks across the sky.
âBut how did you know?â The forecast didnât predict any showers.â
Ignis snorts, the light of his flame brightening temporarily.
âNature is as unpredictable as she wishes to be, regardless of the instruments humans use to try and quantify her.
âOh?â I say teasingly. âIs that right?â
âYes. And the cool air blowing in told me all I needed to know.â
This is all just another small part about him, but it still leaves me wanting more.
âThink I can learn how to do that?â I ask âOr is it a special elemental thing?â
âPerhaps,â he says. âYouâve shown an aptitude for many things. I wouldnât be surprised if you did the same with this.â
His warm reply sends a pleasant shiver down my spine and it takes all my willpower to keep a straight face. Deciding Iâm done with chores for the day, I give Ignis a quick âthanksâ and head to the bathroom to clean up.
Friday night rolls around with Ignis and I having grown more comfortable with one another. We converse a lot more and he keeps me company as I continue to job search, asking questions about the process. I answer him as best I can, but some of my explanations fall short. He tells me doesnât mind at all and his words send a rush of happiness through my body.
âAre all humans required to sit through an âinterviewâ?â
I hum and close my laptop.
âHonestly, I think it depends on the jobââ
Glass shatters. A heavy weight hits the floor; a rock. It settles against the rug just as a black-sleeved arm shoots through the broken windowpane. It bends up and starts struggling with the window latch. I jump to my feet and back away.
âG-go away! Iâll call the cops!â
More glass shatters and my stomach drops.
We took care of the doors, but overlooked the windowsâ old locks. If the intruder gets in, theyâll see me and then Iâll beâ
âStay calm, Simone.â
A calming heat washes over my shaking body and I remember how to nod my head.
âClose your eyes and trust me.â
Biting back a sob, I huddle against the couch and screw my eyes shut. A blinding, white light pierces through the darkness of my eyelids for a few brief moments. Against the brilliance, thereâs a scream. Then, nothing. Only silence.
âTheyâre gone,â Ignis says in a weak voice. âYou can look now.â
I do. The only sign of the intruder that remains are the shredded tatters of their black sleeve clinging to the broken glass. Ignis is still present, but not as a brightly burning fire. Heâs nothing more than the cinders and sparking in the glowing red fireplace.
âAre you alright?â he asks, his voice straining.
I jump over my fallen laptop and scramble towards him.
âMe? What about you?â
âIt seemsâŚI expended a greater deal of energy than originally planned. Strained too much against my restraints. If the intruder comes again, I wonât be of much help.â
Restraints? My eyes dart around the fireplace and find two identical marks, both glowing a molten red. Two triangles enclosed by two perfect circles. But the marks arenât etchings. In fact, they look just likeâŚ
âBloodstains. Thatâs how Nana sealed you.â
Ignis doesnât reply. And the light from the cinders is growing dim.
âYou wanted to hear my side of things, didnât you? Call for help, and I will tell you.â
âBut Iââ
âPlease, Simone.â
The heavy fear his plea urges me to locate my phone. My thumbs tap against the touch screen and hit the dial button. A low ring fills the living room three times untilâ
âHello? Simone?â
Relief floods by body at the sound of Masonâs groggy voice and I let out a hitched sob. I tell him about the attempted break-in and he immediately comes around. In just a few minutes, he and Mica are inside of his truck, the engine roaring to life in the background. Masonâs voice sound stronger when he speaks again.
âStay on the line. Weâll be there soon, alright?â
I rub at my eyes with the heels of my palms and promise to do so. Then, I turn back to Ignis. The cindersâ light pulses for a moment, then dims.
âThank you,â he whispers.
âPlease donât.â More hot tears scald my cheeks. âYouâre dying. YouâreâŚâ
âAs promised, let me tell you my story.â
The usual steadfast bravado in his voice isnât present. And the cinders are growing dimmer. But I agree all the same.
âMy first memory of humanity is of my captor, binding me to an engraved, glass flask. I had no one but my younger, cocky self to blame. My captor soon sold me for a hefty sum of gold and from there I was exchanged by many hands: philosophers, merchants, nobles, kings. Even Paracelsus possessed me for a moment in time. Each and every one of them never attempted to free me.
âSoon enough, I arrived here in the New World by way of ship. It was a miserable journey crossing the ocean, almost torture. Back on land, my last handler hoarded me, wanting to use my knowledge to become wealthy. But he was discovered conversing with me and deemed a heretic. He ran and unknowingly dropped me in a dense, forested area. I could do nothing but wait and observe. Until one day, a ray of light found me: Abigail.â
Heâs still slowly fading. I swallow down the painful lump building in my throat and dig my nails into my palms.
âYou loved her,â I croak out.
âYes. But before then, I only saw her as a means to an end. I tried to trick her into releasing me, but she was too clever. Instead, she sincerely offered me her friendship. After everything I went through, all the years of powerlessness, I was stunned. A mere slip of a girl offering me something so simple? Out of curiosity, I agreed. I soon forgot about wanting to be set free, but Abigail didnât. Somehow, she found a way to release me from the flask. From that moment on, I already knew my heart belonged to her. But the love she felt for me was only friendship.
âWhen I learned she had fallen in love with your grandfather, my jealousy consumed me. And in my rage, I threatened to burn down the town with him in it. In return, Abigail asked me to meet her inside her home in three daysâ time. Iâm ashamed to say I thought she would come to her senses by then and renounce her love for your grandfather. But instead, she bound me using her own blood. And here I stayed, partially aware of the passing time. Of her husband and her only sonâŚand later, you.â
Heâs only a few glowing cinders at this point. Almost gone. I ignore the sharp pain of my nails cutting through my skin and bite back a sob.
âItâs strange,â he says weakly. âBut I just remembered something from that day.â
âWhat?â
âAbigail was crying as she sealed me away. My anger back then blinded me to that. And now, Iâve made you cry. Please forgive me, Simone.â
Itâs funny. Even as an utter wreck kneeling on the ground, I canât help but wonder. Could Ignis and Nana have reconciled if Ignis had let go of his anger earlier? Would Nana have released him? Would we have met under different circumstances? Iâll never know. But as I unclench my hands, I realize I still have an option left to use.
âSimone?â
This is a huge risk Iâm taking. I donât even know if this will help or make things worse. But his voice is so weak and itâs the only thing I can think of.
âTrust me, okay Ignis?â
âWhat are youââ
I slam my bleeding palms against the sides of the fireplace. Right on top of Nanaâs original seals. A scream pierces my ears and echoes in my blood. A brutal heat engulfs my body, growing in intensity. I shut my eyes to it all, and soon feel myself falling.
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When my eyes open, Iâm not in pain. Even though I should be. Instead, my body is blanketed by a gentle warmth.Â
âThere you are,â a familiar voice whispers.
The well-built man cradling me in his lap looks down at me with ruby-red eyes. His long, thick black curls stand out against his deep russet skin. He smiles down at me, a kind gesture that highlights the slight bump in the bridge of his wide nose. A soothing heat seeps into my hands and sends a pleasant shiver down my spine. Slowly, the blisters covering my palms flatten into normal, healthy skin.Â
âBut howâŚ?â
âYou did mention wanting to learn more about my powers, didnât you? Although that was a rather careless way of doing so.â
It canât be.
âIgnis?â
His smile widens into a mischievous grin.
âIn the flesh,â he says.
My mind canât connect the living flame in the fireplace to the man holding me. Because something is missing. As he examines my hands for more injuries, I slowly lift them and place them against his cheeks. He leans into my touch and I bite my bottom lip to steady myself.
âThis isnât what you really look like, is it?â
He stiffens. I keep holding his gaze and eventually feel the tension in his body seep away. He shakes his head.
âShow me. Please?â
Ignis closes his eyes. And slowly, his human appearance evaporates away. The russet tone of his body gives way to black skin, fissured with what looks like molten lava. But the cracks are organic and follow the natural lines of his large, humanoid body. His real form has no mouth or ears, but two white, hot eyes lacking pupils. And his hands are tipped with sharp claws that lightly ghost across my arms.
âThis,â he says, âis the true me.â
He starts to pull away from my hands, but I coax him down and press a kiss to the smooth, surface of his cheek. Ignis looks at me stunned and I grin.
âWhat? Iâm just saying thank you for taking care of me.â
Ignisâ expression softens into something that makes my heart race. He chuckles then nuzzles against the side of my head.
âI think I should be the one thanking you.â
Iâm content to stay in Ignisâ arms until I fall asleep. But I know that wonât be possible. The familiar hum of an approaching engine is proof of that.
But as long as we have each, weâll face and overcome whatever comes next. Together.
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Spark (Male Fire Elemental, pt. 3)
After a sudden setback, Simone is unsure if her original goal of making her grandmotherâs house a home is doable. But the outcome to a phone call may be the encouragement she needs to keep going. And with Ignis by her side, things start to look up. Â
Female Human (POV) x Male Monster [Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 4]
âWill that be all, officer?â
The cop jots down my partial description of the intruder and pockets her notepad.
âYes, Miss Price, that should do it,â she says. She glances over at Masonâs pickup and frowns. âWhile we canât allow you or your boyfriend back inside, I can bring out some clothes for him.â
Ignis hasnât said a thing since Mica dialed 9-1-1 with my phone. Which makes sense with everything thatâs happened without warning so far. Heâs been handling being in his human form and wrapped in my duvet well enough. I just donât know how he feels about the authorities thinking heâs my boyfriend and we were suddenly âinterruptedâ. The idea still makes my cheeks warm over pleasantly.
âNo, itâs fine,â I say, rubbing my hands over my heavy coat sleeves. âHe can borrow some of my friendâs clothes at the motel. His sister is letting me do the same.â
The officer nods then tells me sheâll call so I can pick up the rest of my things from the station later, after the crime scene has been investigated. God, thatâs what it is now, isnât it? No longer a home and not even a house. The intruder didnât take anything tangible, but what they did was still precious. The sense of security.
âMiss Price?â
I rub at my burning eyes. The cop looks at me with a mix of pity and sadness.
âGet some rest, alright?â
I nod. Then I climb into the backseat of Masonâs truck because thatâs the only thing I can do.
âReady to go?â Mica asks softly.
âYeah.â
The pickup pulls away from the property and coasts down the road. Maybe for my sake; Iâm not sure. All I know is Nanaâs house will never be the same.
A gentle heat ghosts over my skin then intertwines with my fingers. Ignis. I squeeze his hand in thanks until Mason clears his throat and glances at me through the rearview mirror.
âWhat we heard over the phone,â he says, âthat was all true?â
Ignis raises his free hand, being careful of the duvet, and snaps his fingers. A small flame ignites from the action and burns for a few long seconds before dissipating.
âIt is.â
âRight,â Mason sighs, dragging a hand over his face. âOf courseâŚâ
âBeing in that form isnât uncomfortable, is it?â Mica hedges, looking back at us. âWe donât know how people in town will react to what you really look like, so...â
âThis appearance is something I personally made,â Ignis says. âMaintaining it is simple. You have nothing to worry about.â
Mica looks relieved by his answer, but it just leaves me feeling curious.
âMind if I ask how you made this form?â
Ignisâ features soften and his gaze grows distant.
âOne of the many possessors of my flask was a gladiator, raised in the Roman Empire. He suggested my name and was the first human to treat me as an equal; a friend. When he was killed in combat and I was taken away, I chose to use his appearance as the basis for this form. But I never thought Iâd put my it to use.â
Micaâs sputter quickly dispels the nostalgic air.
âI-Iâm sorry, but did you say the Roman Empire? As in Diocletian and Justinian? That Roman Empire?â
âYes,â Ignis says, tilting his head. âIs there an issue?â
âNo! No issue,â she says with a growing grin. âItâs just that, wellâŚâ
Micaâs practically vibrating in her seat. Sheâs always been a huge history nerd and the interest grew until she decided to nurture it in college then graduate school. So it wasnât surprising when she decided to turn her love of history into a degree. I snort, trying to stifle my laugh, but fail.
âYouâre basically a piece of living history,â I say. âIn other words, sheâs saying youâre old.â
Mica shakes her head, probably to the point of making herself dizzy.
âItâs not that your old, Ignis. Itâs just that youâve seen so much! Knowing what you are, if you were around for the gladiator games, then maybe you were around for the founding of the Roman Empire itself.â
She hops in her seat, back straightening. âOh! Or maybe even before then? How long were you in Europe? Were you always in Europe? Were you present during the Hadean Eon?â
âIn English?â Mason groans out.
âWhen Earth was a literal roiling firestorm before rocks were a thing,â Mica says. âAnyway!â
Mica keeps asking Ignis questions and surprisingly, he answers them all in a calm and patient tone. He even chuckles when she goes off on a tangent and attempts to guess what time periods heâs witnessed. Mason soon joins in, reminding Mica that everyone in the truck doesnât speak âfluent geekâ. That leads to the twins falling into a spat that makes Ignis laugh deep from his belly. Itâs an unforgettable sound just like this moment. Seeing the people I love like this is enough to make me happy.
âŚLove, huh? When did Ignis become a part of that special group?
âSimone?â
Ignis gently squeezes my hand while looking down at me with ruby-red eyes. For reasons that are slowly becoming clearer, my cheeks warm over.
âAre you alright?â he asks.
Mica laughs as Mason trips over a complex word before deciding to focus solely on the road. But thereâs a small smile on his face, despite his embarrassment. Thatâs why itâs easy to nod sincerely.
âYeah. Iâm good.â
The rest of the trip to the motel is filled with laughter, grins, and the warmth of Ignisâ hand encasing mine. We pull into the empty, silent parking lot and quickly guide Ignis into the twinsâ hotel room. Or at least, it would be if it didnât have just one bed. Mason heads towards his suitcase with Ignis in tow while Mica plops into a chair beside the heating system. She sighs contentedly, peeling off her thick gloves.
âIs your room nearby?â I ask.
âYup, and with a second bed. Mason and I thought itâd be a good idea just in case...â
Micaâs words trails off, obviously not wanting to bring up the past few hours. She glances over her shoulder and I give her a smile.
âThanks for looking out for me,â I say, then feel my smile falter. âMind doing it again after I call Dad?â
âNot at all! But, uh, how are you going to explainâŚâ
Mica gestures to a confused Ignis holding a small pile of clothes being ushered into the bathroom by Mason. The door closes with a loud creak and a soft click.
âDad knows about Ignis, so lying isnât necessary,â I say, sitting on the foot of Masonâs bed.
âSo Ignis is the reason why your Dad and Nana became estranged?â
I nod. âHe didnât want me to have Nanaâs house in the first place.â My fingers bunch the thin, white blanket beneath me. âWhat if he wonât hear Ignis out? I refuse to leave Ignis by himself, but I donât want to sacrifice my relationship with Dad, eitherâŚâ
The bed dips beside me and a gentle weight nudges my shoulder.
âI donât think itâll come to that,â Mica says. âBut the best way to ensure that is to make sure they hold an honest conversation. Ignis already proved heâs able to do that and your Dad is too. As long as youâre there, theyâll have a reason to reach common ground.â
When I donât reply, Mica nudges my shoulder again.
âYouâll see.â
The bathroom creaks open slowly and she grins wide, expectant. âSpeaking of.â
But itâs Mason who steps out instead, blocking us from seeing the end result inside. My eyebrows knit together at his stiff movements.
âSomething wrong?â I ask.
âMica,â he says, âYouâŚgot money on hand, right?â
âUh, yeah. Why do youââ
A loud rip sounds from inside the bathroom.
ââŚMy apologies,â Ignis says. âThe fit was too tight.â
Laughter bursts from my gut and I end up slipping off the bed and landing on my ass. The painâs not enough to stop me. Micaâs close to tears from cackling so hard. And poor Masonâs left exasperated as he steps back into the bathroom and closes the door.
When we finally calm down and figure out Ignis and Masonâs sleep arrangements, I head out with Mica and my duvet. I collapse in bed with a grin on my face. And in that moment, I know things will work out, one way or another.
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The smell of bacon and hash browns rouses me and makes my stomach grumble. Loudly. I sit up with a groan, uncaring of how Micaâs borrowed sleepshirt falls off my shoulders. I only care when someone clears their throat.
Ignis stares down at me with an amused smirk, still in human form. Wearing clothes that fit his tall, broad frame deliciously. The white shirt hidden underneath his black, leather jacket gives just a hint of the musculature of his torso. And god, his jeans. Not too loose or tight, but just enough to compliment his legs. Probably his ass, too. I canât really tell from this angle, sadly.
âSee something you like?â he asks, his voice a deep rumble.
The sound warms me in places Iâve ignored for the longest of time because of grad school. So having this happen right now with dried, flaking drool on the corner of my mouth and my natural curls being a hot messâŚisnât ideal. At all. I swipe at my mouth with my hand and adjust the sleepshirt as best I can. The old fabric just slips back into place, leaving my shoulders exposed. And open to a soothing heat that flows over my skin.
Ignis rolls one of my curls between his clawed finger and thumb with a teasing smile.
âI must say Simone, you look rather charming like this.â His fingers skim my shoulder, making me shiver. âBut I wonder how youâd look completely debauched.â
Holy fuâ
The room door opens without warning. Iâm left staring at the place Ignis once stood, my mouth wide open and cheeks aflame. He, meanwhile, has somehow taken a seat at the nearby round table with a bag smelling like breakfast neatly set in the center by a bottle of orange juice.
âSimone?â Mica asks, wearing her coat and looking ready for the day. âYou okay?â
Ignis just left me looking like a fool. Again. But in a very different way. I shift around a bit in a horrible attempt to curb my libido and clear my throat.
âY-yeah. Still kind of tired, thatâs all.â
Mica doesnât say a word. She just smiles. Knowingly.
âSince I had to repay Mason for his ruined clothes, I thought itâd be best to get Ignis some much needed clothes.â
âThank you again for your aid, Mica,â the bane of my single existence replies. âYouâre too kind.â
âNot a problem! Do you mind helping Mason load the pickup truck?â She pulls out a brown bag from behind her back. âI still need to eat breakfast.â
âOf course.â
But before he leaves, Ignisâ gaze slides over to me, well over Micaâs head. It pins me in place until he closes the motel room door with a soft click. Mica takes Ignisâ old seat, unwraps her breakfast sandwich, and takes a bite while staring at me.
âSo,â she says, âHow was your wakeup call?â
âMica, what the fuck?â
I wince against the sharp hoarseness of my voice. Mica just wipes her mouth with a thin napkin.
âWhat? I just asked Ignis to wake you up.â She grins mischievously. âI didnât tell him how, though. Whatever he did, that was all him. But by the looks of things, Iâm guessing you enjoyed it?â
Instead of replying, I throw the covers off, jump from the bed, and hurry into the bathroom. I start the shower and end up being sprayed with horrifically cold-ass water. I shriek and hear Mica cackle from the other room.
âDonât think I didnât see you two being sweet in the truck last night!â she yells above the loud spray.
Once Iâm cleaned, clothed, and no longer horny, I go to town on my breakfast sandwich and orange juice. Blessedly, Mica stays quiet until Iâm done.
âWhat time is it?â I ask.
âAlmost ten. I thought itâd be best to get you ready and have Ignis cheer you up before your Dad comes.â
Right. The phone call. During all the silliness and Ignis acting like that, I had almost forgotten. Almost. Mica slides my phone across the table. According to the battery icon in the upper corner, itâs fully charged. She mustâve taken care of that for me last night.
âYou know I got your back, right?â she asks. âSo does Mason and Ignis, too.â
Having the twinsâ support me does make me feel better. But when I imagine Ignis alongside of them, I canât stop the warmth that floods my cheeks. And I donât want to. I take a deep breath, pick it my phone, and dial Dadâs number.
âHello?â
âHey Dad.â
âMorning sweetheart! How are things over there?â
I brace myself then tell him everything. About getting to know Ignis, the attempted robbery, how he saved me and then me him. By the time Iâm done, Dadâs gone completely silent.
Until, âWere you hurt? Are you safe?â
âYeah, Ignis protected me. IâŚI think he almost died doing it.â
Another long silence.
âIâm coming down there.â His tone leaves no room for argument. âStay with Mica and Mason until then, alright?â
I agree and donât mention Ignis again; his voice already sounds tight and on edge. He ends the call and my body releases the tension it was hoarding.
âHow was it?â Mica asks.
âWeâve got about two hours before he arrives at the motel.â
Micaâs mouth twists into a crooked, near frown. But she soon she perks up with a bright smile.
âThen letâs make the most of it. This town has a fun place to check out.â She stands up and holds out her hand towards me. âYou in?â
I realize what sheâs offering: a distraction. Itâs exactly what I need, at least before the shit hits the fan. So I grab her hand and stand up.
âLetâs go.â
We meet Mason and Ignis outside, walking up to them just as they finish up their conversation. A calm one at that. Which is weird since Mason didnât want anything to do with Ignis when they first met.
I explain the situation and the countdown until Dad arrives. Masonâs quick to agree, citing that Mica has extra money to blow (she smacks him for that). But Ignis looks completely out of his element, nothing like how he appeared in the motel room.
âWhat is a âarcadeâ?â
The twins and I grin.
We pull into the Comicadeâs parking lot and head inside. Some of the distrusting looks of the adult customers fall away once Ignis steps into view, turning into curiosity and unashamed appreciation. I ignore the sourness building in my gut, accept the quarters Mica offers me, and make a beeline towards the Tetris machine.
Iâm doing well, fitting the tetrominos in place with only a few incomplete lines at the bottom of the screen. They start piling up after I hear a too many flirty giggles. But they fall silent when a large, too-warm hand slowly glides across my lower back and rests on my hip.
âWhat sort of game is this?â Ignis asks, his hot breath ghosting the shell of my ear.
âT-Tetris. Itâs a tile puzzle.â My voice sounds too strained for my liking.
âI see. Interesting.â
Ignis pulls away and I find myself missing his warmth. To the point that my body leans back to follow after him. But a familiar sound makes me freeze: the âGame Overâ tune. A soft chuckle sends a rush of frustration through me, in both senses of the word.
Thankfully, the rest of our time at the arcade is relatively calm. The twins and I manage to win a large amount of arcade tickets, but hand them off to a group of appreciative kids. At a quarter âtil one, we decide to drive back to the motel. But before Iâm able to follow Mica and Ignis out the door, Mason taps me on the shoulder.
âCan we talk?â
The bags under his eyes are somewhat darker and his expression screams defeat. Itâs hard to look at him like this, which is why I agree. He calls out to Mica and, after a quick warning, tosses his keys at her when she faces him.
âMind going on ahead?â he asks.
They hold a quick, silent conversation and Mica nods, leading Ignis outside. Once theyâre gone, he leads me over to an empty corner of the arcade with stiff steps, his hands stuffed into his coat pockets. Iâm about to ask whatâs wrong, but he holds up a hand and shakes his head.
âIf I donât say this now, I probably never will.â He takes a deep breath and focuses on me. âIâve been seeing you more as a friend for a while now. And thatâs why Iâve been acting like, well, this.â
Mason pauses and gathers his dreadlocks in his hands, just to have something to do; one of his nervous tells. He lets go and they fall down.
âItâs also why Mica got on my case a few days ago. Because I shouldâve said something before someone else did. But Iâm too late.â
He gives me a sad smile then shrugs.
âIgnis may be what he is, but he seems to really care for you. Like you do for him. So as long as youâre happy, Iâm happy too.â
I sniff and rub at my eyes to stop the tears from falling. But they come anyway. I havenât seen this Mason, the gruff but sincere guy Iâve known for the longest, in a while. The Mason I went to when Iâm tackling something Mica may not be able to help with. Iâm so stupidly happy to have him back, that Iâm not surprised when my laughter comes out watery, but light.
âYou dork,â I say. âYou know Iâll always be your friend, right?â
Mason chuckles then wraps me in a hug, rocking me back and forth. Like he used to do when we were kids.
âYeah, I know.â
After splashing my face with cold water in the restroom, we leave the arcade for his truck and climb inside with the others. Mason sits in the driverâs seat while I claim the empty seat behind him. Beside Ignis.
âEverything alright?â Mica asks.
I meet Masonâs gaze in the rearview mirror and smile.
âYeah, weâre good.â
My smartphone starts to vibrate and I pluck it out of from my coat pocket. The screen displays âDadâ in bold, white print. I answer the call with a swipe of my thumb and let Dad know weâre on our way.
Mason drives us back to the motel and I see a familiar, dark blue hatchback in the parking lot. When we park a few spaces away from it, Dad steps out and locks his car. He waves at the twins just as his eyes settle on the backseat. His gaze hardens when he sees Ignis. And in turn, Ignis tenses. But he relaxes when I reach over and twine my fingers with his.
âWeâll be okay,â I tell him. âPromise.â
Ignis squeezes my hand back and looks down at me. He gives me a warm, closed-mouth smile then unlocks the door on his side.
We climb out, Ignis carefully helping me step onto the ground with our hands connected. Dad watches us without saying a word, keeping his eyes trained on Ignis the whole time. To keep the fragile peace, I let go of him to take the lead. As I walk closer, the hard lines of Dadâs face soften and he opens his arms for me. My forehead bumps into the top of his shoulder as his arms squeeze me tightly.
âThank goodness youâre safe,â he breathes against my hair.
He hugs me a bit closer and I almost feel like a little girl again.
âLike I said before, I had help.â
As I step out of Dadâs embrace, Ignis comes to stand beside me with a neutral expression. Even though Ignis is about half a head taller and broader than him, Dad isnât affected by their differences.
âYou must be Ignis,â he says.
Ignis replies with a slow nod that looks too tense to be comfortable. Having them reach common ground is possible; I just have to think and act carefully.
âDad.â I reach out touch his arm. âCan we all talk somewhere in private?â
Thankfully, he agrees. But his distrustful expression makes me gnaw at my bottom lip, even after Mica attempts to run interference by offering the key to her hotel room. Iâm scared what I say wonât matter in the end since Dad has voiced his dislike of Ignis since day one. But I have to try. Because I donât want to choose between two of the most important people to me.
So, I steel myself when Mica leaves the motel room and Dad closes the door. He walks over to the table, takes a seat, and gestures for Ignis to take the remaining chair. That leaves me with the edge of my made bed, where I take off my coat.
âSimone,â Dad says, his voice adamant.
âYes, sir?â
âYou already told me what happened back at the house,â he says, crossing his arms. âBut I want to hear it from him.â
My stomach flips; this isnât what I planned at all. Ignis settles further into his chair and clears his throat.
âThen would you mind,â he begins, âif I told you my full story? Including what led us all here to this moment?â
âGo right ahead.â
Ignis does. He starts at the beginning, with how he was the cause of his own capture. How he was exchanged numerous times over the years for gold. How his one human friend died as a gladiator and how he found himself in early America. Then, how he met Nana.
âAbigail showed fearlessness and compassion when she encountered me in the woods that day,â Ignis says. âEven after all my attempts to scare her away. It was those traits, and her resourcefulness, which made me fall in love with her.â
Dadâs eyes widen at that last statement, but he quickly schools his expression.
âSo what went wrong?â
âMe,â Ignis says, bowing his head. âI let my anger and jealousy overcome me, and became a genuine threat to this town. I threatened to burn it and its inhabitants to the ground because Abigail loved another. She upheld the common good by sealing me away that day. If I were to spend the rest of time trapped there, it would have been a just punishment.â
Ignisâ gaze warms over and he smiles.
âBut Simone arrived and broke down my barriers with patience and understanding. Itâs due to her that I felt like myself, like an equal, even during the last days of my imprisonment. So is it surprising, that when she was in danger, I used every bit of my power to save her?â
Dad rubs his temples and lets out a silent sigh, frowning.
âI will be forever grateful that you saved Simone,â he says. âBut with all due respect, why should I trust you, especially with my daughter? You threatened to incinerate an entire town full of innocent people. All because you didnât get what you want.â
Every part of me is screaming to do something, to get up and defend Ignis, to try and explain our time back at Nanaâs house.
âYouâre right,â Ignis says.
His head is raised and his whole demeanor is completely calm with no trace of rigidness in his body. He meets Dadâs stare head on.
âEven before my capture, I only cared about myself and my own interests. That didnât change while I was trapped in the flask. And as much as I came to care for Abigail, I fell back into my old habits and lashed out for my own personal gain.â
His eyes find mine and he gives me a gentle smile, one that makes my heart pound.
âBut if given the chance, I will prove myself a thousand times over. All for Simone.â
I let out the breath my lungs hold in a quiet rush and take in more air. The action somewhat snaps me out of my daze. Dadâs long sigh clears away the last of it.
âFine,â he says. âIâll give you a chance.â
Dad stands and pushes his chair under the table. He starts heading for the door, but pauses to clap his hand onto Ignisâ shoulder.
âBut if you screw up, I will find a way to extinguish you. Permanently.â
âThereâs no need,â Ignis says. âIf I do waste my opportunity, Iâll gladly do it myself.â
After a tense moment, Dad nods. Then, he turns my way.
âIâll book a room so that when the station calls, you wonât have to collect your things by yourself. And Ignis is coming along too, correct?â
Ignisâ stunned expression falls away. He smiles.
âOf course.â
Satisfied, Dad heads out and closes the door with a soft click. I flop onto my bed, grunting as my back hits the fresh covers.
âSo glad that worked out,â I murmur.
âAs am I,â Ignis says.
I pause. Because his voice sounds much closer than expected. I shimmy up into a slight crunch then prop myself up on my elbows. Heâs standing at the foot of the bed with a teasing smirk stretching his lips. The same one from earlier, in fact. Molten heat pools in my lower belly as his eyes roam over my body.
âYou look like youâve got something planned,â I say with a smirk of my own.
âOnly if you agree to it.â
Before I can answer, my phone buzzes. And I canât stop the laugh that bubbles up because of Micaâs text.
âIntercepted your Dad after he checked in and invited him to lunch with us. Iâll bring back food, youâre welcome, and give me details later.â
I toss my phone onto Micaâs bed and grin up at Ignis.
âSince weâve got time,â I say, shedding my winter boots, âyou should finish what you started.â
His ruby red eyes flash as he removes his leather jacket.
âGladly.â
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