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i feel so bad for nikola tesla like imagine spending years beefing with a guy who has conned the public into believing he's some sort of supergenius when in reality it's his overworked employees developing all of his world-changing inventions and you end up dying broke and starving and alone and then 100 years later another guy cons the public into believing he's some sort of supergenius when in reality it's his overworked employees developing all of his world-changing inventions and he's doing it all IN YOUR NAME. he must be rolling in his grave like a fucking rotisserie chicken
#when penelope scott said ''you promised you'd be tesla but you're just another edison'' she was so right. she gets it#edit: now that this is getting popular i just want to say please don't deify/martyr tesla#yes he was dealt an awful hand but he also had some very bad opinions especially towards the end of his life. like eugenics#he was clearly struggling with untreated mental illness and was also a product of his time so i'm not trying to cancel him or anything lol#but people in the notes saying ''my poor baby boy tesla did nothing wrong'' is weird. you know that's weird right.#daze.txt#100#500#1k#5k#10k#20k#30k#40k#50k#60k#70k#80k#90k#100k#speechless btw. about the 100k notes thing
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Today is going to be a good day!! I am tired, I am recovering, I am fatigued, but that’s ok because I’m in an environment where going slowly is not punished! I can do things as slowly as needed! Is ok!
#if you see me using tumblr as a platform to gentle parent myself mind your business JAUDJJQKKS#Walt talks#anyway reminding myself that progress is progress#and just because it’s done slowly doesn’t make it less successful#it just means I’m being kind to my brain instead of forcing out a progress spree that’ll re-deplete my battery and land me#in a worse burnout#todays mindset: sometimes adult chores need to get done but there’s no legal requirement to speedracer that shit#and it’s actually crucial I teach my brain that slow and steady won’t earn me punishment#sidenote: if I ever have kids I’m going to celebrate and be proud of them no matter how long it took for them to learn how to do a chore#because punishment for lack of effenciency (that children literally cannot control because they’re new at life) lands a mfer where I’m at#mentally right now#which is ‘if I can’t make quick progress for reasons I cannot control I have a 2nd instinct to punish myself emotionally’#‘and now I have to spend adulthood reparenting myself’
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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the way that the iran/israel situation has escalated so fast into potential ww3 is terrifying but its also worth saying that if you care about palestinian lives and holding israel accountable, it's not the time to be muting tags. western media is gonna be doing its best to make iran seem like the aggressor. you'll play a part in upholding the narrative by bearing witness now.
#there are caveats to this of course. preserve your mental health#doomscrolling helps noone and is ultimately a punishment for yourself#but just to keep in mind. i think its important to recognise the significance of whats happening right now#and how fast things might change#palestine
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I had a thought while I was washing dishes (not yet finished) and now I'm making a poll about it bc this is the mental unhealth site, so I feel like this audience won't make me feel too bad
No cop out option on this one. And it's not about WHY you need that long. Serious mess or can't move fast or hot weather or leg broken or adhd or depression fugue. Reason doesn't matter. Only thing the poll wants is how long it would take.
#polls#tumblr polls#cleaning up#mental unhealth#bring it on#I know I'm not the only one living with paths right now
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Prompt 177
Now Dan is no coward. He’s not.
But this stupid child body does have an effect on his reactions to things and honestly it’s a horrible thing that’s too small and too weak for him to use all his abilities. He could barely manage a fireball if he concentrated, yet everything caught fire with a mere outburst! His control was utterly gone, and a tantrum resulted in having to wear a stupid child leash backpack.
It wasn’t like he was really a child, and it wasn’t like he’d get lost or some stupid shit that Danny would insist. Ugh, this isn’t even fair, technically he was older than him yet was stuck in a smaller body that he kept tripping over!
Urgh, he’s even insisting on rewarding ‘good behavior’ and shit- must have talked to Jazz or something- because… Oh. No he wants the constellation bear, give! His star bear now, no takes back and, urgh, stupid baby body!
Well, on the other hand, it’s utterly hilarious how much Danny sputters whenever he calls him Mom, not to mention strangers’ utter befuddlement. He ignores how Danny seems to be trying his best to live up ro the title.
But! As he was saying, he’s no coward! He’s also not an idiot though, and having no control over his powers isn’t exactly a good thing. It’s really not a good thing when there’s a murderous-looking hero that he thinks he might have maimed in the future- which they apparently remember- staring down at him. So, he has to call in the big guns to fix this.
“Mom, there’s a creepy fruitloop staring at me!”
“There’s WHAT?!”
Hah. Take that hero he doesn’t remember the name of.
(Behold the Grumpiest of Babies)
#Dcxdp#Dpxdc#Prompts#dp x marvel#Who is the hero who went back in time to stop the Dan situation? Who knows#Dan who is just a lil guy right now: FOOL you have fallen into my trap#6ft+ Mother Bear Danny who is always down to fight:#I need you to know he is not a tank#He still looks thin and a stick it is just a very tall stick with fangs and claws and enough anger to fight god#and win#Jordan (Dan) is like 8 at most and giving the time traveler the most bloodthirsty smile ever before Danny slams into them at full speed#Someone is going to see the hero get yeeted#Dan is going to throw a fit when Danny reattaches the child leash since he wandered off#Vlad is semi redeemed but not mentally well enough to deal with a child#Especially Dan who knows how to push All of his Buttons and rip him apart emotionally mentally and physically
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Happy New Year⭐
#c наступающим новым годом друзья#может быть в нем все станет лучше#I'm a bit early with this yes but do I absolutely need to post this for my own mental health right now also yes#once again sketches for this were made almost half a year ago#oh the things I keep in my drafts most of which will never see the light of day......#not this one though this one was unavoidable#sebaciel#kuroshitsuji#black butler#our ciel#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#my art
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Haeresis
#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#Machete#art#artists on tumblr#anthro#sighthound#dogs#canine#animals#sorry it's all machete right now#this year has been very slow and uneventful in the art department#haven't gotten much of anything done#maybe it's mental health maybe it's artblock#finally feeling like drawing again and oc stuff is always funniest to make#trying to get back in the groove bear with me
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them’s the breaks, little friend
#Can somebody like. check up on this guy#?#literally is anybody else thinking about this mentally ill animal right now .#myart#rain world#rw hunter#tumblr is probably gonna fuck up the quality on this Majorly but it’s oooook
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tbh its great that bepo is a bear because we can get PDA like this
and noone bats an eye
this could never happen with a pair of human characters. let alone pair of male human characters.
#we could never see killer casually hang off of kidd no matter how much kidd calls him Partner#he's cute so its fine#foolish#i wont pretend that oda snuck them by all of you on purpose#nor will i admit myself into a mental hospital for NOTICING#because how dare i#bepo is not salome. he is not a pet. he is not one of those half-sentient animals on hancock's island#hes a full guy#law has a guy rest his chin on his head and his hand on his shoulders in a half hug#you are looking at it right now#one piece#lawbepo#positive gay rep
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Round and round, In circles we go.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#I re-worked this one so many times and it honestly could have had a few more re-dos#Desperately reminding myself that the point of all this is to create and move on and not obsess over little things#As I also have to recon the fact wwx's hands are untied for one panel as ...uh...its a mental projection. An abstraction of despair#Or that I really should have written 'get caught idiot' for a funnier text line.#Anyways! Don't think about that and instead think about how cute lwj is as he gets his zoomies out around the room.#Even the oldest dog will bounce and wag when playing with their favourite person....#More thoughts on wwx's crisis in tomorrow's upload for I am too sleepy to think right now
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having a very rough night so raph doodles needed to be made
when in need, mash two interests together
#i love him so muhc ghghgh#and uh please stop sending me asks straight up demanding me to draw more /nm#if u've sent me an ask just regarding art before pls dont feel anxious this is about people actually DEMANDING like im some sort of machine#im absent due to my work/mental health situation going up and down#tmnt will ofc always be special interest but right now its in the back row#theres little time for anything but work and meetings and thinking about work and.. well.. monster hunter escapism egsfkhjhh..#but yeah i promise im still here#and i want to draw him when i can#but stress is high right now and drawing takes too much wrist stamina to do often now#i hope u understand#sorry if i worded myself badly im very tired and stresed n its ... oh its 5am great. wellp. goodnight skafklgsjdklfnshh#my art#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#nordidia art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#id in alt text#also one would think my art style is easy on my wrist but#i gorilla grip my pen and when i learned to write as a child i held the pencil jank#and it stuck like that#so its really rough on my hands#sadly
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Rodya has a single seat and that's so sad (not like that stops her from hanging around with other sinners though)
#i'm in a very bad mental space right now and i need some healing#so here i go#warm platonic moment between 2 traumatized dorks just for my heart#rodion limbus company#gregor limbus company#rodion#gregor#limbus company#yep i glued gregor's seat next to rodya's whatcha gonna do about it huh
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Neil on his instagram stories
#neil ellice#I can't do this right now#I'M HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN#he's so beautiful and unreal#that's my man#i can't explain in words what i feel#soap cod#john soap mactavish#soap mactavish#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare
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Sorry for disappearing again, have some more kyman
#kyman#south park#Eric cartman#kyle broflovski#i know i already posted the one on the bottom right but it looks too cute there so…#im sorry for not being active but my mental health is veeeery shitty and social media makes it worse#also im very busy working on commission for another fandom#im reading all your ask and hopefully I will able to answer with more drawing when i can#sorry again i feel awful aaarrgghhhh#I appreciate you guys so much I really do#im sorry im not interacting with any mutual also#ughghhg#aaahhhh#okay now it go#my art
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I need you all to know the ominous shiver that runs through me whenever I get a notification letting me know @ayeforscotland has sent me a message on TikTok because I never know what I'm going to find.
It's either wholesome Stardew memes or the worst fucking thing you've ever seen in your life. There is no in-between.
The fact that I got a notification letting me know he's sent me four things is truly worrying. The fact that I introduced him to the fandom lore about Ms. Scribe today live on stream does not bode well, and I fear I may have earned whatever is coming next.
All right. Deep breath. Here we go.
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