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snarknets · 2 years
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drawing of superstar rockin jay i found loose in my computer files today
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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months
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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made#friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go#bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple#the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula#for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b#concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown#its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a#healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take#more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end#of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me#and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this#project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data#bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i#just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem#bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping#ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and#classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die#my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday#who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio#majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes#b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative#ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week#until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad#who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we#die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him#its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of#sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol#whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated
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turtlesundaes · 2 months
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MARCH FOR RAPH DAY EIGHT AND NINE!!!!
I wrote it this time :>
As soon as the mad dogz entered the main area of the lair Raph grabbed Leo by the shell and took him the the living room.
“Hey! What gives?!” Leo complained
“You know what gives so don’t give Raph that tone.” Raph grumbled as he dropped Leo on their dads chair, luckily or- very unluckily, today was one of those days where he stays in bed all day.
“You know we said to stop throwing yourself at danger.” The snapper huffed as he too sat in front of Leo on the floor.
“But that’s what we do! Isn’t that what heroes are supposed to do?!” Leo nearly screamed. Raph was hitting a nerve, though, he never knew what in specific until it was too late.
“No, heroes are supposed to asses the situation beforehand! Not just run in without a plan, with the super big chance of getting really hurt!” Raph was a hypocrite, Raph knew that. But he knew he was stronger than his brothers, plus, he was never any good at plans anyway. That’s why Leo’s the leader now.
“How would you know??? You’ve never made a good plan in your life! And to mention, I’m the leader now!!! Your supposed to listen to me! It’s like we’re kids all over again! It’s like you still don’t trust me!!!” Leo was standing now, waving his arms all over the place.
Raph didn’t have to stand, being Leo’s height when he sat. Though he was getting riled up he stood up as well.
“How am I supposed to trust you after what you did!? Huh? How am I supposed to trust that you won’t put your life in danger after what you did during the invasion!?” What are you doing Raph-
“We’ll your one to talk! Nobody said anything when you used to do it, even before the invasion!!” Leo retorted without hesitation. It stung but somehow he managed to ignore it long enough.
Raph flinched, he forgot all about that. All those missions where he would throw himself over his brothers, run into falling buildings to cover them.
“That’s because I’m the shield, Leo. I can take it. You on the other hand were bedridden for months!!” Raph’s tone changed slightly. He knew what he was saying was so wrong.
“You think your the only shield here? I’m just as responsible as you! Don’t talk to me until you get that.” And with that Leo walked out, not letting Raph get even one more word in.
Raph just stood there in silence. It felt like hours but we’re just a few minutes. He walked out, headed to his room.
He threw himself into his pillow pile. ‘What’s wrong with me?’ He thought, his tail curling up around him as he cried himself to sleep.
NOW I GET TO TALK ABT MY POV ON THIS !!!
Raph and Leo obviously know what their doing during this but both feel equally guilty, we just see Raph’s POV during it all. Im surprised they didn’t get physical tho as I assume they have before.
My apologies for not doing much with day nine’s prompt tho 😔 I’m just now realizing I wrote a Leo Raph argument.
This is also the first time I post actual writing and not poems b4, I am very new to it so I accept any criticism bc I wanna get gooder !!! I did however didn’t know how to end the one shot so criticism on that specifically is deeply appreciated bc idk if I pulled it off-
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fuzzyhives · 2 months
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hey guys. happy 2 years of goo marcy😁 its goo marcy week (march 4th-8th) i missed the unofficial offfcial day (march 5th) BUT I FINALLY MANAGED TO FINSIH THIS ABSOLUTE MONSTER. i started it all the way back in may last year. i did like about half and got busy and forgot about it. it is so fucking huge andd honestly idk what to do w it 😭 this is the biggest thing ive ever made with pony beads in my whole entire life. who else #goopedup tonight!
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goo marcy au by @marcygoo (grins really widely) i cant believe its been 2 years..... i only found out abt it shortly after the first year but still!!! so crazy i love this horrible awful fucked up messed up slopped up beast ♥️
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airborneice · 10 months
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gonna just d r o p some extremely rough sketches here bc my sketchbook I’ve had on the go since 2020 is almost filled up and once it is I probably won’t go revisiting any of the sketches in it, so I may as well share some of them here
I’m incapable of shutting up abt my art so ramblings under the cut
1-3 - mattie sketches :) the last ones are recent and the 1st is one of the first drawings I did of her, back in 2021. idk I just think it’s important y’all know she’s been on her tide mouse shenanigans since the beginning
4 - I think I drew this back in last march and meant to move it to digital and clean it up there but things got busy and I never did :( they’re based on @randomwords247’s wonderful mermaid designs bc I love them
5 - unrelated to the last one, but while I was working on one of my little mermaid au drawings I tried to think how I’d approach the sequel if I got that far & ended up w. this. something something mermaids having human familiars being frowned upon
6 - I think. this is a drawing of @blaithnne’s pony!lauren that I never finished oops
7 - forgot I had this!! year before last me and @bubblekidaesthetics were planning to cosplay these two at comic con, and I got super hyped and doodled this. we did do this cosplay and it was awesome <3
8 - slightly more recent design stuff for freyja, still based on hilda-fanblog/rhombus’ design ofc but figuring out if I wanted my take on her to change anything like how many legs she has lol. also some pony!mountain king doodles on the next page
9-10- something something centaur au. somewhere in my notes app is a whole list of hilda chars and horse types/colours bc I started researching them and got so carried away. johanna’s supposed to be a bay and hilda was gonna be a shetland I think…? (the hilda one is a lot more recent and I think it shows lol). rip to dee who had to watch me talk abt this au so much and barely actually draw it
anyway tumblr won’t let me add any more pics which is probably a good thing 🤷‍♀️ I hope literally everyone feels better as an artist for seeing what an absolute mess my drawings start out as 😌 now I gotta buy a new sketchbook
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mattybstqrn · 9 hours
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⁰¹² 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐘𝐨𝐫𝐤
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"𝓔𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝓔𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊"
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March 23rd, 2022
Sofia.Freaking.Adams. POSTED!
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Sofia.Freaking.Adams. missing New York 
user plssss come to nyc!!
user YAY SHE POSTED
dojaaaaa forget new york come to la rn ➡ Sofia.Freaking.Adams. 🤔
user come to nyc i wanna meet you so bad  *comment liked by creator*
pepsilover come to la right now. ➡ Sofia.Freaking.Adams. i'll think abt it
user i love you so muchhh fr 
user COME BACK TO NYC 
cocacolaloverrr now i kinda wanna go back ➡ pepsilover come to la
mtndewlover so what're we doing??? ➡ Sofia.Freaking.Adams. idk yet still thinking but i'll let u know  ➡ mtndewlover 👍🏼
user do not come to nyc
user COME TO LAAAAAAA
MattyB.raps can we call?
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Matt sat in his room waiting for Sofia to call her.
Meanwhile, Sofia contemplated on calling him, she wondered why he wanted to call so badly, Chris and Nick had texted the girl telling her to call Matt and she wanted to because she wondered if he was okay, but it was weird, they never told her to call him unless it was something very serious and it usually wasn't, she shrugged her shoulders as looked at her phone and called him anyway, facetime to be specific.
Her phone rung for a second and then stopped signaling that he picked up, "Hey," she greeted as his face popped up on her screen, he was lying down in his bed, but he sat up once she called meanwhile, she comfortably laid in her bed snuggled up in her blanket, "Is everything okay? Chris and Nick kept telling me to call you," he sighed.
"Yeah everything's fine, I told them that I wanted to call you, just to talk and they obviously made a big deal about it," Sofia scoffed but chuckled at his brothers, "Hey, I'm not complaining," she shrugged, "You're not?" he said in a questioning tone, "Why would I be?" she asked him, "I don't know," 
There was a few seconds of silence until Matt spoke up, "So you guys are coming to New York?" she thought about it for a few seconds, "I don't know, I want to, but I can't for too long, I have a job, y'know," she told him.
"Ohhh yeah I almost forgot about that," she nodded in agreement, "I know sometimes I forget too; I keep missing my alarm," she then told him about the other day when her alarm when off and she missed it, she had to rush to get ready and almost forgot her shoes, keys, headphones, phone, and coffee.
"It was a mess," she said once she finished her story, "Sounds like a mess, you should get like an easier job, something you can do from home," he suggested, "Like what? I work at a library, and I love it but working from home sounds nice," she told him as she thought about it for a second, "You could do YouTube like we do?" he questioned, "Brooke actually keeps telling me how she wants to do that maybe I can just do it with her,"
"We could have a family channel, her, me, Khai, Mason... Nate," she added Nate's name with a sigh, the two didn't hate each other like they claimed but they acted like it even though he was secretly starting to grow on her, "You still hate him?" Matt questioned.
"No, we just jokingly say we do, he's actually kind of... like my little brother," she blurted out without realizing, her eyes widened realizing what she had just said, thankfully she wasn't on the phone with Chris because he would've definitely told Nate but with Matt, she could try and convince him not to, "Don't you dare tell him I said that!" she demanded, "Too late, already told him," 
Sofia groaned in annoyance when she received a text from Nate saying.
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Nathan🙄 love you too 😁😁😁
Sofia😑  stfu
Nathan🙄  😁😁😁
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"I hate you," she lied to her best friend with a deadpanned expression, "Sure you do," he said emphasizing his words, rolling her eyes at him as he spoke, "You should go to New York... and then come to La when you're done," he suggested, "Why does everyone want me to go to La so bad?" she asked him, "Nick, Chris, Brooke, you, what's wrong with you guys?" he shrugged in response.
"We miss you," she smiled at him, "I miss you guys too," he smiled back at her, they sat in silence for a few seconds as Sofia contemplated what she should do.
"Fine, we'll go to New York and then we'll come to La," she gave in and Matt was happy she did, "Ordering tickets right now," she told him sitting up and grabbing her laptop, she flipped her camera, and showed him what she was doing which was booking tickets for them, "You think Nate would want to come to la and New York?" she asked, "You know what? I'll just text him," she then texted Nate asking if he'd want to come to La and New York.
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Sofia😑 going to nyc and la tmr you in?
Nathan🙄 why?
Sofia😑 dude yes or no? pick!
Nathan🙄 fine
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"I'm gonna go broke!" she groaned as she pressed the button confirming that she would be buying five plane tickets, "How bout this, you pay for New York tickets, I'll pay for la tickets? that way you don't spend all your money and you can stay with us," he told her, "Thanks Matt," he nodded, "Actually, I'm pretty sure my dad never sold my childhood house, maybe we could just stay there, I don't know but I'll ask him, this trip will be great!" she positively hoped, "Just let me know," he told her.
The two ended their phone call with an "I'll see you soon," Matt was happy that she agreed to go to la and so was she, it had been a month and a half since she saw them and she was very excited to see them again which is why she planned to stay in New York for a few days at least five, after ordering her tickets and hanging up with Matt she went to go question her dad.
"Hey dad," 
"Yes Mija?" he asked from where he sat on the couch with the boys watching a hockey game, "Can we talk in the living room?" he nodded standing up from the couch, "Did you sell the house?" she curiously asked, "No, not yet, I have to go down there and show the house but that won't be for a while, why?" she nodded, "Well, I plan to go to la to go see Matt, Nick, and Chris in a few days and I was just wondering if we could stay there?"
"Yeah, that's fine, just don't break anything, scratch anything, y'know take care of the house, make sure it stays in one shape," he told her, she nodded in assurance, "I'll make sure Nate and Khai don't go crazy, I promise," and with that, he kissed her forehead and she kissed his cheek, and then she went to Brooke's room to bother her and tell her their plans.
"Bitch open the door!" she exclaimed as she tried to open it seeing it was locked, "Ugh you messed me up!" Brooke groaned from the other side of the door, "What the fuck are you doing?" she asked her, "I was making a TikTok," Brooke told her, "Okay relax, don't get your panties in a twist," Sofia said holding her hands up in defense.
"Soooo I talked to Matt and we're going to New York tomorrow and then we're going to la," Sofia told her sister as she sat next to her on her bed, "What? bruh now I have to pack," Brooke groaned falling back onto her pillows, "I know so you better get to it," Sofia clapped her hands together standing up before walking out and back into the living room, "We're going to New York tomorrow so pack your bags!" she told them clapping her hands once again.
Walking back to her room she started throwing random clothes she knew she'd wear in her suitcase for about two weeks or longer? she had almost everything packed except for accessories and shoes, she planned to do that tomorrow before she left, right now of course she wanted to sleep. 
Sleeping is her favorite thing, other than her family, friends, and coffee.
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tumblasha · 7 months
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10.02.2023 - grateful
i feel like this is a word that’s brought up a lot in my writing [1] and today is not any different. this month is so special to me!! let me list some reasons why:
a. reunion month (i saw a college pal today in LA, i will see a high school pal next week in nyc, i will see almost everyone here This Weekend in nyc!)
b. it’s my little brother’s bday at the end of the month! oct 23 if u wanna send david some happy bday thoughts :)
c. learning that my life is flexible! i work remotely!! i can work from wherever!!! [2]
d. end of this week will be my official first completed month of being an Employed Adult with a Big Job renting an Apartment with Roommates who are Nice to me
e. i saw pabllo vittar today! talked to some brazilians!! i met a peruvian-boricua (bori-peruana? idk)!!! glad i wore my ear plugs bc pv was yelling all night (positive)
f. i’m planning to travel internationally next year!! taiwan in march and hopefully perú in june / july [3]
i just love myself, everything, and everyone & i wanted to shout that into a void for more than 280 characters
thank u,
<3 -dc
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[1] if u look up “grateful” or “blessed” on my twt acct you will Find things, esp references to this one mha panel of the main character thinking his life is blessed (he’s surrounded by his friends having dinner) right before they all go into war. the war part is less applicable. (i also journal in my notebook but no one will see that)
[2] been feeling homesick. looking forward to november, going to stay in houston for two weeks LOL
[3] my grandpa (dad’s dad) has been feeling lonely so we wanna say hiii. he deals w lonely-based depression and it’s hitting hard again bc i think my aunt and young cousin moved out :( kinda scared tho bc he and my grandma (dad’s mom) hate hate hate traveling so i forgot if they got their covid vaccines yet (they don’t even like the 3hr car + 2hr plane trip to lima). i’m sure they got at least a first dose, idk abt boosters, but my fam hates masking so i hope they’ll mask up for them :((
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when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers !! :3
okay okay ahh I NEED TO GET THROUGH MY ASKBOX BUT HI!!
be prepared for any rambling bc u are asking abt one of my special interests.
Robbers - The 1975 (i just want to kiss this song on the forehead and write a fic abt it)
Cry Baby - The Neighborhood (not much of a the neighborhood fan but wiped out isnt a bad album. fuck the lead singer though.)
My (F**king) Deer Hunter - Fear Before The March Of Flames (dude... underrated but like v like killer song and not a bad album?? found it on accident trying to find sleep on it's "firework" bc i couldnt remember the band)
Falling Out - Rome Hero Foxes (UNDERRATED BC I FOUND THIS ON BANDCAMP AND IT IS A COOL SONG IMO)
The Summoning - Sleep Token (Ik this is v generic for a sleep token track but its been on rotation and i forgot how much i love the ending-ish section. its literally like a rollercoaster of like feelings idk).
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its... its... its marchm.... its march OFF anon... u can keep calling me march if u want. or rowan.. im not picky.. i have many names.. i keep writing these when im very tired and i get super rambly,, forgive me..
idk i think enemies to lovers is just .. i get too angry... when they're actually enemies.. im the type to REALLY hold a grudge and like. file away every single wrong done to me.. and i cant help but also do that with fictional characters. yeah i swear im healthy... i swear... YOUD DO THAT FOR ME?? and how ... how could i ever repay u.. but actually do whatever u want!! i do Not Like telling ppl what to do LMAO because i hate it when its done to me (i might have a bit of pda autism). if u did hanyagellan fanfic for me i would be eternally grateful and probably Die. but if u didnt i would be perfectly fine :)
i forgot kidd doesnt really appear much til wano .. i read wano ages ago so he is just like . a permanent member in my brain now. i think of him and luffy and law as a trio and then i remember that wait.. it was only luffy and law for the longest time... anyways hes awesome. he definitely has tits to rival zoro. and killer is also awesome.. i love killer. in my head killer is a very nice sweet guy. and then i remember his name is apparently massacre soldier killer. and that kidd and his crew murder innocent people. and its like oh right ... theyre not just.. funny little guys ... they're evil funny little guys... also kidd is SCOTTISH?? imagine him with that accent. wonderful. perfect. it suits him so well.
ive seen t4t frobin and i do Love it. i do.. i also love tjem as just wonderful allies. idk either way theyre lovely
i also read on tcbscans!!! i dont really read the comments all that much (shockingly, because i love to read comments on other platforms) but IM SO GLAD!! UVE HEARD IT!!!
oda has..... a Problem.... looks at mitsutoshi shimabukuro and nobuhiro watsuki. (pedophiles he has supported) anyways yeah it's like . its .. its so disgusting. i loved kyros so much and like . it was ruined!!! it was ruined for me!!! WHY in my favorite arc. i think its valid to count shirahoshi. there is literally no reason to make it so the underage characters are supposed be attractive. they did it with rebecca too,, like she couldve easily just worn leather or something under her armor. but she didnt. shes supposed to be sexy. as a 16 year old. and actually it gets worse later in the story!! so look forward to that!! /s
MORE TONIGHT HELL YEAH!!!! (by the time i finish writing this u will probably have already read the chapters LOL). i actually adore chiffon and lola (i saw u talk abt this so..) and i also think its bc theyre not meant to be attractive. oda can only write women well when theyre not supposed to be sexy (im exaggerating bc nami and robin are well written, its just. theyre not as dynamic and interesting after the time skip). also i Love bege and chiffons weird little baby . he has stubble . wonderful. i love that bege baby talks to him unashamedly. an actually good father in one piece?? its rare but it DOES happen!!
i actually watched the first episode of the live action today!!! and yeah i decided i do NOT like mackenyu's acting as zoro. i dont really blame mackenyu for it bc i assume its an issue with the producers or writers or whatever wanting to make him more badass,, but i kind of cant stand it. he has the cool guy vocal fry.... i hate it... i hate that. i looked up videos of mackenyu in like. regular settings! and he seems like a genuinely cool person!! i think if he could channel his regular energy into zoro more.. it would be perfect . i would say that is the perfect zoro. to be fair though he could relax a bit with the cool guy thing later on in the show and i just don't know it yet bc i only watched episode one (holding out hope that thats what happens). overall . besides my issues with zoro being too cool n serious and monotone.. it was actually really enjoyable!! the kobylu moment where theyre stargazing together?? hello??? hello???? for the record i dont really ship kobylu but i do enjoy the ship.. does that distinction make sense.. i hope it does. and also zoro has freckles. i cant get over that... freckles ... he has freckles.. there r a few choices i didnt like (that i cant remember rn) but it was a fun watch!!!!
I WOULD SHOW U BUT . BUT ITS JUST .. ITS JUST HER HEAD .. I DIDNT DRAW SHOULDERS OR ANYTHING... i just wanted to get down my most basic of ideas .. i swear the moment i draw a fem sanji im happy with.... u will see her.
haha.. so dada.. and . abrina.. am..abro.. abromava.. marina abromavia.. abromavic of him . yeah. so dada and marina abromavic of him . ok but i looked up marina abromavic and!! "rest energy" i know that one!! (thats all i know.. though dada looks familiar)
i love the secret freaks
"[eyebags the size of dinner plates]" is so funny,, i always wanted to move house as a child . just once. i thought it was very cool and trendy when people in my class said they were moving. and also i didnt like my neighborhood (i still dont). i know now that moving is not what i had thought it to be. as a child.
very soon!! (now)
i definitely played games online as a kid but i also like. was on websites i should not have been on (deviantart) as young as 10. my old youtube comments arent that bad to look back on, sometimes theyre kind of funny, but i imagine finding any of my old accounts on any other website would be very upsetting 😭. i dont know if i ever deleted my accounts or if theyre all still out there . for me to come across at any time. (though i doubt i ever will, considering i havent in the 10+ years since)
i also try not to put anything else out there, but sometimes i (stupidly . very stupidly) decide to just. not care that much. i have just accepted that people have probably found photos of me as a child online (not that i remember posting anything from before i was like 15 but. still) and i. just live with the constant assumption that i am being watched. im a very paranoid person sometimes so i know if i stress out about whatever is online about me it will literally turn into an existential crisis
uhh thats all kind of (really) heavy sorry about that!!
tbh with anime... betrayal is always possible. i started an anime called usagi drop a few years ago and then stopped because i. got bored? maybe? and whoops, turns out they have a romantic relationship. thank god i dropped it
i was actually looking up vocaloid stuff yesterday.. learning The History (i was watching kaito x gakupo mmd's) and i found out nyan cat?? was vocaloid?? originally?? and the version that got popular was utauloid?? i used to play 10 hour nyan cat videos on the tv. this was a monumental discovery. i love finding out that niche internet communities are like . the beginning . of a huge internet meme.. its seriously so interesting. plus i recognized a lot of older popular vocaloid songs!! i had no idea it had seeped so much into my life . without me knowing it.
i was kind of tempted to go see kikuo and bo en live!! im kind of?? a bo en fan?? i listened to that song that was in omori before omori was out (i still dont really know what omori is) and i like a few other songs by them but im not really someone who likes musical artists. i just like a few songs,, or one song,, from an artist,, and then nothing else. i do like quite a few of kikuo's songs though!! most of all i was just tempted bc the timing was right and i noticed they were coming to a city nearby. didnt end up going bc i couldnt justify it!! did u have a good time!? also i saw the miku expo experience,, in portland.. where they just got what was visibly just,, a tv. even as someone who is a Beginner vocaloid fan.. that is so disappointing
my aphantasia isnt really that bad and its not something i notice most of the time, so it doesn't really get in the way. i kind of think it might help me in art because i dont get stuck on the blank canvas part, trying to picture what to draw? idk ive heard a lot of ppl talk abt that being a struggle. i just jump right into it since i cant come up with anything most of the time anyways. other times tho i can picture things very clearly.. i think part of the aphantasia is just that i have autism. and adhd. and i cant concentrate well enough to picture things a lot of the time, especially when i actually want to. most of the time the things i successfully picture are involuntary
i dont know why they dont anymore but no!! they dont!! i havent actually tried to look up the reason or if this is a permanent thing. i should.. it might also just be that its not being scanned or its not included in digital files.. idk . any number of things. ok i checked and i found a translation on reddit of the volume 107 sbs, but its not in the tcb scans . so i have to assume its just that they dont have the scans for the sbs, and oda is still doing it consistently?? either way its not easy to find
oda canon skin tones should be IGNORED.. too boring... as for the women. he has literally devolved. nami and robin pre timeskip... come back... please.
i get posts u reblogged from like. the beginning of march.. sometimes.. that feels like ages ago... i actually want to interact with a lot of the things u reblog bc theyre good.. and half of it is stuff i mean to reblog anyways but havent. but i dont wanna spam u. and i definitely would spam u. on accident. but still..
idk if u use tiktok at all (i didnt used to but i have been zoomerpilled or whatever the kids would say ..) but there was an audio that got pretty popular that's like. "you can call me anything! you can even call me dookie! ...... NEVER CALL ME DOOKIE!!" and THAT WAS IVA IN IMPEL DOWN!! anyways watching that scene in impel down as a kid.. was very influential. it probably is why i identified as genderfluid for a bit?? i had never really seen any trans characters before or met any trans people in real life. so when i saw . trans characters. i was like wow... u can do that? thats allowed? it was mindblowing. picture me with big sparkly eyes full of wonder.
"transgenderism is a thrilling character trait" is extremely funny wording. i think he HAS done some research (it shows in his most recent trans characters, my issues with yamato aside) but when he made the newkamas.... yeah.... i dont know if he really thought about what kind of life experiences they would have. as trans people. or whether he was even portraying them well. it really was just "hey this would be a funny character.." and then there they were.
i love all 3 of the fishman princes and actually i am very thankful the other 2 (i can never remember their names... ryuboshi and.. something.. sorry guys..) arent just like . The same character copy and pasted. but i agree!! that moment broke my heart. u poor kids :(. ive never seen d gray man so this was probably (?) my first introduction to noahs ark in . anime,, manga. im rly excited for whenever the scene will be. where everyone boards.. and .. idk .. is led to the dawn of the new world.. or whatever they say is supposed to happen
YEAH I WANT TEENAGE CHOPPER!!! he can still be a wholesome guy but please .. please.. treat him a LITTLE BIT like .. a teenager.. the teenager he is. i love horn point chopper . i wish we could see all his forms a bit more. i also wish for more chopper angst like .. i loved when they fought aokiji right before water 7 because it had a really great chopper moment. he was directing the other crewmates on what to do and it was so high tension and emotional,,, i miss that.
ok i agree zoro getting lost is timeless. i see jokes abt it everywhere and i dont even mind. i didnt like nami's slapstick joke in the beginning but ive kinda become neutral about it. i dont find it funny but i dont dislike it either. brook panties joke is gross ... gross old man. but i thought it was very funny when he asked camie for money because she didnt have any panties. making him from a creep into just a pathetic old guy would be funny imo. actually i do like brook's skull jokes mostly bc theyre so lame. im a fan of jokes so bad theyre good. and now 80% of the time he gets ignored... and i find that funnier. ill laugh at ur jokes brook.. i swear... ill laugh.
literally the whole setting of water 7 was so interesting and cool and . i adored it. the aqua laguna,, part of the city being underwater bc the water level keeps rising. the canals!! the water horses!! its all so fun. i actually do love the frobin moments in enies lobby, and i love kaku, and i love the "i want to live" moment, but other than that i dont have much i found super exciting.. oh and the moment with the merry at the end of it. that broke me . why give me hope and then rip it away from me!! oda always does this. /pos though.
what about,,, sanji except he wears colored contacts sometimes just to confuse the crew. "your eyes were brown yesterday what the fuck happened??"
"[clanging my sanji gavel] order in the court" SANJI GAVEL,,,, THATS FUNNY
"if there’s multiple types of conqueror’s haki it it like..all based on one guy? one original conqueror ?? and who was it…" ough ur so smart for this.. i never considered that..
zoro is Definitely favored with op stuff. i do think he is usually considered second mate so its like... kind of fair imo? but at the same time... yeah... oda could spread the wealth a little. make everyone else have more development rather than just focusing on zoro.
i see ur shanks argument and i counter with all humans are ugly sometimes.. that picture is fantastic though hes really ratting it up
cora and doflamingo are so giant .. and they came from 2 very normal sized parents. maybe its their diet...?? no but.. they were extremely poor for several years... idk one piece is so wild. like what do u mean geko moria is just a regular human. hes not even a different race... he just grew like that.. i think its funny to imagine the evil characters feeling awkward because they dont have a seat and just .. crossing their arms and pretending to be cool. i didnt see that doflamingo post but i looked it up and he really is like a cat. birdcat.. catbird.. sitting right in the middle.
i dont know if i ever have moments where i think "luffy wouldnt do this" because honestly i dont think im very good at character analysis. i really struggle to feel connected to and like i understand people or characters,, maybe its just because i tend to assume theres depth where there might not be. or maybe i just severely underestimate myself LOL. but i do 100000% agree oda should take notes from his own character... like luffy is so non judgemental and. idk. hes so easy to aspire to be like. everyone could benefit from being like luffy or having someone like luffy in their life. i completely agree that he doesnt acknowledge? accept? understand? gender roles. and this is why luffy is genderfluid /hj. but yes i get u!!!
im so glad we have come to a mutual understanding about cannibalism. i am joining u.
THE LUFFY IMAGE.. ok im coming
ok ur headcanons..
i headcanon lesbian sanji . until i see sanuso... and then... i lose all strength in my beliefs .... sanji is a transfem bisexual and she is dating usopp. <- i find it funny that im like that bc i was hardcore like "sanji is a lesbian." "i wont ship usopp with anyone bc of kaya" (i dont like shipping characters when i think theyll end up with another character bc i am very sensitive to disappointment) and i have thrown my beliefs out the window bc i love sanuso so much. also do u have a screenshot or anything of the sbs question bc i dont remember seeing that /gen. i want to see.. i want to see the bisexuality with my own eyes...
i agree zoro is gay. i also have recently been converted to the zoro is transmasc .. train? what . u know what i mean hopefully. i also dont ship zolu bc luffy is hardcore aroace (and if i shipped him with anyone it would be koby as a mostly one sided thing) but they do have a fun relationship and i enjoy seeing zolu content.. tbh im not picky abt shipping most of the time as long as it isnt proship. most ships im just like "i understand the appeal" and dont have many feelings beyond that
lesbian nami is so true. i understand it after rereading.. i see the gay in her.
i think i mentioned t4t frobin earlier in the post but yeah,, even as cishet allies theyre wonderful.. good people. cute couple.
i see straight usopp and i also see bi usopp. no matter what ,,, he likes women for sure. i also saw transmasc usopp and i actually love it.. transmasc usopp.
brook could be anything tbh. i dont really have strong opinions abt his sexuality but i enjoy bisexual brook. its even alliterative!!
chopper is a reindeer... a BI, TRANS reindeer
ok ur too educated and cultured for me... i know zorro and rudolph and pinocchio but i honestly dont know the rest. i live under a rock and dont usually bother to learn about new things (unless its like. current events. or any of my niche interests)
i actually adore rudolph though and yeah when i realized chopper is rudolph . i was very excited. the rudolph the red-nosed reindeer from 1964 is my favorite christmas movie ever. i genuinely adore it. also im pretty sure the person who made that movie is lgbtq and purposefully put lgbtq themes into the movie. i always felt a connection to rudolph bc my child mind thought of him as trans and gay without really realizing that was what i assumed him to be lmao. i dont remember if the lgbtq themes actually involve rudolph himself but thats who i identified with as a kid and i will stick by it. anyways that is why chopper is transmasc and bi in my headcanons haha
uhhh uhhhh.. to end the message..
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OH SHIT OFF ANON!!! do u know how funny it would have been if u came off anon and i was thinking u were a completely different blog somehow. i would have cried
ur reasoning for not liking enemies to lovers is very valid but i laughed thinking about zosan making out or something and ur just standing there like NO…..YOU SHOULD BE ANGRY,.,...KILL!!!
i really doubt i will have the time to write hanyagellan but it sounds so novelty and fun that IDK MAYBE SOMEDAY N FSVNF DC
I HAVE LITERALLY TALKED ABOUT HOW KID LAW AND LUFFY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE MAIN 3 OF THE WORST GENERATION BUT ITS MOSTLY JUST LUFFY AND LAW AND THEN KIDD’S THERE LIKE 🧍”me and you and you and me and you and your friend steve”
i have only really seen fanon killer which yea does not give the murder of innocents vibe but you know what. thats ok sometimes silly happy little guys are just murderers and thats ok- no i literally did not. realize kids crew did that. LMFAO well i like doffy so clearly this isnt gonna change much for me. but scottish kid…thats fuckign PERFECCT …KIDD….KID MY BELOVED
oh yeah oda’s weird pedo tendencies are uhh 100% my least favorite thing about him. the sexualization of the 16 year olds usually makes me have to pause for that day and come back later cause it just ruins it for me. WHAT DO U MEAN IT GETS WORSE 😭😭😭 NOOOOOO
ur absolutely correct btw. abt how his well-written women have to be ugly. dnf,mvcd like yea nami and robin exist but they have been a bit sidelined in terms of development meanwhile the characters that are both sexualized and well written…i can barely pay attention to their writing bc it feels undermined by the intense sexualization. 
bege’s baby is terrible. irs terrible i hate it. but it makes me laugh so hard. although bege doing the baby voice and cooing over his baby was very cute and i DID love that LMAO
RIP MACKENYU ZORO…YOU TRIED I GUESS..yea i think the showrunner was maybe thinking too much about post timeskip zoro while also trying to amplify his coolness and it just came off as. trying way too hard. i think he has a few better moments but also the Too Edgy moments continue so its a mixed bag. though zoro’s characterization seems to be one of the major criticisms ive seen across the board so maybe they’ll lighten him up for season 2. also koby is so perfect in the live action. him and luffy are adorable. i dont ship it either but i can see the vision. they were damn cute ps. they had exactly one f-word pass for season one and they gave it to zoro but like. in the most hilarious throw away line ever. however this means in at least one piece of one piece canon zoro has said fuck.
trades you hanyagellan fanfiction for the transji drawing (im kidding, dont worry abt it!!)
“haha.. so dada.. and . abrina.. am..abro.. abromava.. marina abromavia” luffy trying to pronounce the name of someone he doesnt care about be like
oh yea i definitely have a million accounts on random website that like. i dont even remember. once i tried to see if there was some kind of website or plug in or tool to put in your email address and find any accounts linked to it so i could delete them but i didnt really find what i was looking for which is crazy. like i have a fuckin nico nico douga account from when i used to watch vocaloid videos on there. the website is entirely in japanese. insane
and about the "heavy" internet stuff NO UR GOOD im in a similar boat and i just. choose not to think about it too hard. blissful ignorance
YES YES IVE HEARD OF USAGI DROP. FOR THAT VERY REASON. I THINK WHEN YASHAHIME STARTED AND WE DIDNT KNOW WHO THE MOM OF SESSHOMARU’S CHILDREN WERE EVERYONE WAS LIKE PRAYING IT WASNT RIN INCLUDING ME BUT I REMEMBERED THAT RUMIKO AT ONE POINT MENTIONED LIKING USAGI DROP AND I WAS LIKE. its so jover you guys
“i was actually looking up vocaloid stuff yesterday.. learning The History (i was watching kaito x gakupo mmd's)” KSDNNLKSM
yea!! nyan cat was an utau called momo i think? the nyan cat creator is actually here on tumblr lmao. i found them a couple years ago and was like holy shit… @ prguitarman. also the vocaloid oliver voices puppycat in bee and puppycat! and a vocaloid song actually mde it into a MARVEL MOVIE?? that one fucking sent me. its this one and it isnt even just miku whos the most mainstream its like. so many of them. we’re doing it u guys
yea most of my favs are the classics!! i could link my vocaloid megaplaylist but its. long. i only went bc i was like ‘THIS IS MY ONLY CHANCE TO SEE ANYTHING LIKE A VOCALOID CONCERT IN PERSON KIKUO MIGHT NEVER COME TO THE US AGAIN” and i had to have a friend drive me all the way to chicago for it (I Dont Live In Chicago) but it was worth it. i had one of the most fun times of my life lmao. i was JAMMIN. ive heard about the miku expo thign lmao. i think its bc miku is at coachella this weekend (?) or whatever so they might have taken her hologram tech there instead. LAME! 
my other friends with aphantasia are artists as well so clearly it doesnt stop yall 💪 i do struggle with the blank canvas part lmao. but mostly i think i just find starting to be the hardest part of anything.
i think 90% of what oda says should be ignored LMAO. MY STORY NOW!! half joking. maybe a little more than half. when the live action cast talks about how much they respect him and how cool meeting and talking to him was i almost feel bad bc he seems like a kind and goofy guy a lot of the time, but oof, man really needs to evaluate his biases…
tumblr putting posts from early march on ur dash..
why does it do that. i hate that it does that. sometimes i post things and then purposely bury them with other posts so no one sees. TUMBLR PLEASE JUST SHOW MY SHIT IN ORDER
feel free to spam me i do it to other ppl all the time and i dont care at all lmao
I DONT USE TIKTOK (i did for a couple years in college but not anymore) BUT I . DFJNDKL. I ONLY KIND OF KNEW ABOUT THIS BC MY FRIEND SENT ME A REEL OF IT ON INSTAGRAM BUT I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS PRETTY POPULAR??? THATS SO FUN LMAO I LOVE IVA. THEY DESERVE THE FAME. ivankov being ur trans egg break is so weird to me bc it feels so recent but yea impel down came out in 2008 or 9….and also like. do you think oda knows. what he did. KDNFSJ if they bring sbs back (?) u should just sent in a letter like “oda thank u for showing me ivankov u made me realize i was nonbinary 👍” i wanna see what he says fkjvndkj
just now realizing how funny "transgenderism is a thrilling character trait" is thank you for that HAHA. i think he has done at least a little now (and iva is apparently based not only on dr frankenfurter but also a drag queen he knew irl?) but yea back then he needed. uh. a bit more. funny character was pretty much the extent of it. i mean he treated bon clay fairly well from all the way back in alabasta but sometimes i think about how bon clay’s jacket just says “OKAMA” on the back and it can. sometimes be considered a slur? i mean. would i wear a giant jacket that said fag on the back……yes duh. but like tHATS NOT THE POINT, and not everyone is okay w that!!
i remembered manboshi but not ryuboshi. 2gether we can remember the fishman royal family LMAO. god what was noahs ark supposed to be. i think it was supposed to take all of fishman island to the surface?? maybe. but i feel like it was more plot relevant than that. like poneglyph’s and gold roger were involved somehow. idk man im trusting oda to fit everything in before he ends the dang manga
i forget about the camie scene EVERY SINGLE TIME and EVERY SINGLE TIME i expect him to say panties and when he says money i always LOSE IT especially bc in the dub he sounds like mr krabs in that moment 😭
speaking of the water horses can we talk about how franky’s were named SODOM AND GOMORRAH. KDSFND. i made a comic about it that was probably too niche for most people to understand bc u have to have knowledge of dorian electra and also drag race and also the fact that those two random animal characters were named sodom and gomorrah.
SANJI WEARING COLORED CONTACTS TO FUCK WITH THE CREW XFKDJ. i can see him doing this but only to zoro. to piss him off. usopp’s in on it probably
i need a damn sanji gavel. someone on twitter goes by “ceo of sanji” and everyday i am jealous that i did not think of it first
people (dudebro powerscalers) always talk about whether zoro or sanji is stronger and i know oda has said/implied several times that theyre supposed to be different but equal but i mean. there’s quite a few small hints that zoro is supposed to be stronger. imo. as a sanji fan i must admit this. i mean making him taller by only 1 entire cm post timeskip. oda u were evil for that
“maybe its their diet?” its the crack cocaine - KJDNFSDO no that wouldnt make sense for cora but yea why. why are they so tall. i really think its just the weird way the world works. again i will blame gravity. bc im in the middle of big mom’s backstory rn and shes HUGE but ?? apparently not a giant?? SHE WAS JUST BIG??
tbh im not the best at character analysis either. i just read/watch/consume a lot of it and then parrot what i heard other ppl say to some degree (if it was supported by the text and had evidence and didnt seem . wrong. like i still evaluate it) but im bad about doing it myself. truthfully this probably stemmed from all those vocaloid videos i watched as a kid with insane strorylines that i always had to just go to the comments to have them explained to me. the songs being in japanese did not help 💀
i am not a multishipper bc i commit hard to one thing so i dont like most other sanji ships but sanuso gets a pass bc its very cute. lesbian sanji is beautiful. and yea im a little picky but as long as it isnt proship! go for it!!
i will do you one better and give u a link to the SBS + a translator who looked at the question. 
AND IM THE SAME WAY i dont think its bc im sensitive to disappointment (well. i am actually but. in this case thats not the main reason) but because i like to think of the closest way i can get what i want with it being…realistic. thats the only reason i dont HC every single strawhat as gay in some way cause i was like i know oda would not. but i can meet him halfway. oda hear me out. 50% WE CAN DO 50%
TRANSMASC ZORO HITS SO DIFFERENT I AM WITH YOU THERE. part of it may be one of my closest friends is transmasc and has loved zoro forever so in my heart im like. yes. zoro is trans. for my friend. but also ive read quite a few trans zoro fics (i’d link them but theyre all zosan. Im Sorry) and the twist it puts on his relationship with kuina…is so cool. actually i take it back, just read this summary from neonglaceon on AO3:
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JBSHJDKS IM REALLY NOT THAT CULTURED TRUST ME. if u havent seen the matilda movie…u should its a nostalgic childhood movie for me. its got danny devito…yea. and i only know cyrano de bergerac bc i saw it performed at a local university and goddd it was my first time seeing live theatre and i was. ENTRANCED
YOU KNOW WHAT? YEA. TRANS GAY RUDOLPH. HE’S AN OUTCAST LIKE US OK!! i will take any allegory for someone being an outcast/social pariah and be like “oh so gay allegory? so gay coding?” 
ok but t4t frobin and chopper their little trans son…stop thats so cute
so glad to see u can send images now. i will close off by asking 1. any fav op content creators/artists/blogs?
and give u this image
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aarghghrghrhga i read all your other bllk fics and theyre all!! so! good!!! yes yes i am the last anon youve answered fhnadoif so sorry for sending so many asks nhnhng but! i really do want to tell how good it is! for starters, nagi's! the way his motives changed for why he started playing soccer is very cute. along with that, the 'opposites attract' troupe is good but subtle since they actually are kinda similar in some aspects (like,, idk but in my mind it works and i dont know how to explain,,,) i go by feeling/instinct so my bad if its not understandable. the ot3 is a great idea! would love to read if you write something abt it (esp bc i like poly and have too much love to give!). finally, the deleted scene you put is amazing! i can definitely understand both nagi's and reader's way of thinking with just that scene alone ww they crash but in a good way(?) (also i really liked when nagi called reader boss www 'on it boss' kinda thing ww)
,, forgot to say i really loved the conversation reader had w reo (in nagi's fic) “Don’t string him along. Reject him, or go out with him, but you can’t make him wait to sort out your feelings forever.” ughh that is just so!! i totes get it!!! dont just ghost or pretend nothing happened just answer them truthfully they deserve it for being sincere w their feelings! (ofc there are exceptions,,) also,,, i'm not sure if you accept anons or even if you have any, but i really enjoyed your works! and my bad if its too much or you cant understans ghgnhgn eng isnt my first language and i did go off a long tangent abt your fics
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First of all, thank you so much for your sweet asks! I had such a thrill reading and rereading your kind words on all of my blue lock fics, and I want to properly answer them with my full attention!
I think the opposites attract trope works really well with Nagi! I wanted to craft a reader who can push Nagi, and motivate him to grow! think you're right in that they're similar in the sense that they're both the sort of people who march to the beat of their own drum, and live in a world of their own. Reader thinks they have the world all figured out, and Nagi is content with how his life is. They both challenge each other's understanding of the world!
The ot3 idea would honestly be so fun <3 I would love to add Reo to the mix of their volatile dynamic, considering I did toy with the idea of Reo having an unrequited crush on reader for a while! I scraped it because I wasn't interested in it, ultimately, but I do love the idea of adding a reader to the reonagi dynamic and making them messier and worse... haha.
I'm glad you liked the deleted scene, too! It didn't fit with the direction I wanted the fic to take, but the idea of reader and nagi trying to figure out how feelings work together was very fun!
I also enjoy making nagi call reader boss bc it's so funny haha. He knows who runs the relationship!
I'm glad you liked the conversation reader and reo had over nagi! I think I'm just older now, but there's a certain sort of... maturity? I want to approach relationships with. Reader really did need a friend like Reo to give it to 'em straight, and to help sort out their feelings!
Thank you so much for enjoying my works! By all means, I loved these long asks! It's really sweet of you to send, and to read what you enjoyed about my writing <3 It also helps me to see my works in a new light when I hear what other people noticed/liked about them!
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fowl-leaf · 4 months
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my 2023 summary of art!
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still not consistently posting anywhere, but I like doing these. they're fun there's a lot of things i would've liked to include but had to exclude, due to not being shareable on this account. maybe i'll have more stuff next year!
this is long, so details under the cut
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JANUARY silly lizard oc i generally dont do much single line hatching, so it was nice to fiddle with it this time
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FEBRUARY the wittle scrunkly lizard last time i drew this one, they were an lps shitpost, so its nice to like draw them normally lol
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MARCH herman is running out of time glasses axolotl but make him neon idk
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APRIL fancy calico i honestly dont know whats up with the clothes, i just kinda drew whatever tbh
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MAY yippie!! toontown oc! was playing ttcc w/shard and co, this is the character i ended up making i also got covid around april-march iirc so i was feeling horrid for a while (and the remaining symptoms didnt clear up till like june)
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JUNE an oc i got years ago but didnt have the confidence to draw for a while lmao anyways i like her colors and shape, she's fun
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JULY mandatory artfight posting this was one of the last ones i did! ocs belong to pookapooka and they were so fun to paint
idk if ill be doing artfight again tbh. ive been doing it consistently since sun vs moon but its honestly felt less fun ever since the tiktok invasion`and how ppls behavior has changed, and especially since the whole ownership thing that happened mid fight this year. (not interested in any of the alternatives ive seen either bc they have the same issues, notably worse issues, or are not furry friendly) but tbh that might just be me being disenchanted with online art spaces due to the intensifying shittification of basically everything, fucking rip
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AUGUST ring but hes going to jail (again but for real this time) the staxie monthly prompt was barbie mugshots but i . . . i did this with ring and lumos and promptly forgor to do this with cakes and ale like i was planning to lmfao im actually gonna watch the barbie movie tonight, renting it so i can watch it on the big tv (didnt watch in theaters bc expensive (movie tickets are generally 15-25 bucks in my area (compared to the 5-10 in my aunt's area (renting is cheaper per person)), and they changed the chairs to these weird uncomfy pleather recliners that make my skin crawl to "justify the price raise" + i hate sitting for more than an hour i need water, bathroom, stretch, and snack breaks))
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SEPTEMBER ganache went over the hedge was very busy w/projects so i did little casual art this was inspired by me comparing the over the hedge version of supermarket by ben folds (upbeat & high energy) vs the one by the clash (melancholy + commercial-induced agony) ever since then i cant stop thinking abt how much the lemon demon guy's voice sounds like the fucking clash guy sdjkhfkjsd also over the hedge was one of my favorite movies as a kid and i watched it at least 10 times before we had to return the dvd to netflix. i also regularly played the flash games on the site until i forgot about it after finding out about miniclip + notdoppler from other kids and decided to use those for flash games instead bc more options lol
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OCTOBER dta img for a new oc i got, funny long neck budgie thingy busy w/projects again so little casual art had to use old mini tablet bc previous tablet was completely unusable fucking rip
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NOVEMBER ganache + cactus pony, they want to know if you have any bubblegum. do you? busy w/projects again so little casual art doodle i made in heavypaint (one of the old layerless versions, i bought a lisence for it a while ago.) i got a new tablet on black friday since the mini tablet was horrible + my broken tablet was making me work very slow
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DECEMBER ring in the void (this is lore accurate) or as nic put it, "fucked up twilight sparkle" lol busy w/projects + gifts so little casual art i actually sketched this w/the mini tablet, but didnt finish it up till getting the new tablet
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for reading this far, you get to see amogus.
i would've put amogus whisper on the chart but decided against it since im not done with that one yet lmao
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w4yn31ngm00n · 9 months
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Long sorta rant post abt the irene dimension stuff, sorry :3
i think that the irene dimension's whole "one year=one minute" concept is so cool sometimes, because its not like jess forgot about leap years or anything, she actually calculated that shit ! one second in the irene dimension = ~6.08737 days in the overworld [365.2422 days divided by the 60 seconds it takes for a year to pass], the max amount of leap years possible in the 15 years that everyone was gone wouldve been what, 4, if the year they went in was a leap year ? [meaning that it wouldve had to be before february 29th that they went in if we want it to be 4 extra leap year days. this is also omitting the whole "its not a leap year if its divisible by 100, but it is if its divisible by 400" idea that apparently exists, so lets just pretend this all definitely happened in the odd middle of a century]. thats an extra 3 days if you suppose that the year they went in wasn't a leap year, so supposedly they couldve been in the irene dimension for ~5,478.633 days total, aka EXACTLY 15 years. so if we consider the day they went into the irene dimension as being exactly 15 years in the past from the day they emerged, i think that puts us on a timeline where the day of the war between phoenix drop and scaleswind had to have been [at the earliest] march 1st of a year divisible by 4 ? idk i think its funny if it was exactly 15 years of a gap, like imagine the remaining villagers commemorating the day 15 years ago that their lord and several others disappeared, ONLY FOR HER TO SHOW UP THE EXACT SAME AS SHE WAS THEN. obviously it doesnt have to be exact, just a thought that kinda gives a base for a day of the years that the war and return were on, or at least it could eliminate january and february from the timeline.
separate thought, but not really:
how long was zoey in the irene dimension ??? like she only left once laurance and aphmau left. the time difference between when she appeared and when they left during the episode was about 43 seconds total, so considering each second in the irene dimension being around 6.08737 days long, she could've been in there for at least 261.75691 DAYS. A LITTLE MORE THAN 8 AND A HALF MONTHS. THATS SO LONG ??? LIKE DID DANTE AND THE OTHERS EVER QUESTION HOW LONG SHE WAS GONE ??? like imagine the absolute TERROR from malachi and levin once they realize that their only mother figure left has been gone for that long ?? obviously its not probably exactly that long that she was gone, but still, its a long time for those 2 to be left alone with no parental figure [besides maybe dante] to guide them through leading a dying village. if we think that the return date of aph and the others was on march 1st, the [probably] earliest possible anniversary of their disappearance and the war on phoenix drop, that means zoey probably disappeared to the irene dimension sometime in mid-late june of the year before.
also. that means that since aph said a few days before garroth's return that it had only been a few months since they got out of the irene dimension, zoey was honestly probably in there longer than the extended time that garroth was alone with zane [depending on your definition of "a few"]. damn.
ANYWAYS SORRY THAT WAS LONG BUT I THINK THE LITTLE DETAILS AND IMPLICATIONS OF THE IRENE DIMENSION'S TIME DIFFERENCE IS REALLY INTERESTING also it raises a lot of questions for me abt the nether's sense of time. but thats a whole different thing to get into ==|:-3
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gazeboarcade · 2 years
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answer these questions and tag 20 blogs
@donttelltheelff thank you for tagging me!! <3
name: regan
sign: pisces
height: 5'6
time: 12:18 p.m.
birthday: march 1st
favourite band/artist: queen and the front bottoms
last movie: the firm (1993)
last show: the rehersal, nathan's new show
when i created this blog: good god uhhh.. 2018? idk i have had 3 blogs on here
what i post: hockey stuff, IT content, and general interest stuff
last thing i googled: nathan fielder new show name (i forgot what it was called)
other blogs: @flimflamalert and @juicezoologist
do i get asks: sometimes!!! lotta chain messages and people asking for money... i am not wealthy yall lol
following: a lot. too many. over 1000
average hours of sleep: 7-10
instruments: no : (
what i'm wearing: it's hot in here so a tanktop and black boxers only
dream job: zookeeper but lbr i'm going to school for psych specifically for ppl on the spectrum and i don't wanna go any more into detail on here abt my irl bizz lol
dream trip: to the australia zoo! or maybe to ireland? but mainly that zoo, i wanted to go since i was a kid
nationality: american
favourite song: god uhhhh it rlly changes every day but i've had come on eileen on the brain! but @donttelltheelff reminded me in the prev post about the song jerk by tfb which bangs
last book i read: i guess technically the last book i read was the bible but the last one i finished was a novel lol
three fictional universes i'd live in: derry, maine (pre or post clowning, i'm not picky), middle earth, or uhhh. hm. amity island in jaws.
i... do not know 20 ppl to tag i always blank on this but here's some recents in my notifs! : @dockaspbrak @chirpchangeling @picturesque-score @the-grid @chemicaljacketslut @corneliaskates @beepboopbopblep
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wyllsblade · 16 days
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hey, sorry for disappearing again. 24 has been hitting me like a truck. i havent had time to myself or to write much of anything let alone make gifs :(. that being said though, new wyll set in the morning/early afternoon and new tav (maybe) below the cut ^-^
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idk their deal yet, they're just pretty idk. i downloaded a save file that had a human tav loaded up to a lot of key romance scenes for people that want to get clips and photos and i wanted to see all of the new kiss animations but i didnt want it to be calpurnia for.. reasons ig. idk lol. to ME they give dickhead sword for hire vibes. not really evil or anything just kind of rough around the edges IDK
also got these lys reactions from the post-araj scene with astarion and lemme tell u, when i find him, he is BONES, baby, bc look at herrr :( (also if u couldn't tell yet: i am obsessed w hearts' heads)
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and bc she is my number one son, here's purn <33
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i dont rlly have a definitive say of when i want to start regularly posting again bc i truly dont know, in case u didnt know im the only one in my household with a car and we also live in the middle of bumfuck NOWHERE, so im driving everywhere for everyone almost every single day of the week. im doing mentally/emotionally okay though, i just havent been able to be on tumblr specifically very much (or my pc.) i get done with the run-arounds for the day and i am lucky if i am able to catch wrestling or get a couple of ow games in or w/e. also admittedly it hasn't been just since march, i'd say late october was more like it. the time managment thing is what has gotten worse.
see yall soon, gifs will come at ya whenever i feel like they're not too uggo to post <33
ps. almost forgot abt kasdeya. i should never do That, she might bite me (i'd let her)
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also quick moodboard ft my actual son <3
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cheddar-inq · 2 months
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DUDE GUESS WHAT. I TOTALLY FORGOT TO MENTION THIS EARLIER
WHEN I WAS PLAYING FUNNY HORSE GAME ON ROBLOX TODAY I SAW SOMEONE TALK ABT BAND SO I MENTIONED IM IN BAND AND WE WERE CHATTING
I SAID I WAS IN MARCHING BAND AND THEY SAID "oh so you must be like. super strong right"
AND I SAID "i mean im ok, i play the marimba though :3"
AND FUCKER REPLIED WITH "oh nevermind"
HAHAHDGHA VCACKLING. SOBBING. FUNNY ASS SHIT TBH.
i know i know im not as strong as drumline or any of the winds but. i CAN lift marimbas and play four mallets kind of soooo uhhh idk man !!!! where am i going with this !!!!
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mental-health-advice · 3 months
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Hi It could be my ocd and my ocd hoarding mental ritual or just i can’t remember I feel like it’s it’s both but idk but my auntie leaves my 2 yr old cousin w bad people including her pedophile dad in Las Vegas she used to live with them but not anymore I’m not sure if she recently visited them sometimes she still goes out there and leave her baby there or they both stay over there idk if recently but I worry for the baby and if she’s around other bad people and if he touched her I have called cps but it never works out I believe I called three times my ocd makes me forget things but from what I can remember from my ocd memory ritual or I just can’t remember idk that I did call maybe in March , April , may, June just ended so I maybe didn’t call that month so I’m just gonna say what I think I remember it could be all fake memory idk I called cps hotline at night I told them all abt the situation and concerns
and if they can check in on her I think or welfare check and they asked the location I said I don’t have one and they’re maybe in LA and they couldn’t because they needed an address but gave me an LA cps number and to call them when I do get an address I think because they were Orange County cps hotline not LA but my ocd or me is making me feel like I’m a bad person if I don’t call again to make sure even though I still have no address but I know they live in Rancho Cucamonga for sure or mostly now but my ocd is making me question if they really do and I don’t want to call again and if they couldn’t do it before I don’t think they can now cuz I still don’t have a address but I can’t remember due to my ocd or memory idk but if I haven’t called cps for a lil bit then maybe it’s because my memory before I forgot and randomly remembered and started overthinking about today cuz I check up on her on her moms Instagram . maybe well most definitely I would have been called again if I knew I could help her right now so maybe my memory is correct but my ocd memory ritual makes me forget seconds later so I tend to write , screenshot , record things down and I go over it about 20 times repeating it over n over sometimes even more I tend to forget second later I didn’t screenshot or write notes the call that I think I did and gave details abt what do I do I really don’t want to call but what if I’m wrong and I want her to be safe I tried calling tonight but hotline had me on wait and my sister came so I hung up and I don’t feel like secretly calling in the bathroom or closet
Hey there,
It must be really frustrating for you to not be able to always remember things that you do and so having to take notes or take screen shots of things to help to prompt your memory.
I think that it’s really great that you care so much about your 2-year-old cousin, and especially for if they are not safe with your aunty at all or situations that they may be put in. A 2-year-old cannot fend for themselves like you or I could and so it’s so important that we speak for the younger people and help to keep them safe if we can. Unfortunately, when calling CPS, you do need an address to give them so they are able to conduct an investigation or even do a welfare check. I know that you mentioned that you don’t have their address (which is OK, it’s not uncommon to not know everyone’s address – even if they are family!) but is there a way you could possibly find out? Maybe looking up their surname in the phone book or even trying to look it up on the internet? I know that it won’t be an easy job but it may be an idea on how you could find it.
I also want to let you know and remind you that if you are not able to find their address – it does not make you a bad or horrible person. The simple fact that you care so much about your cousin speaks volumes and unfortunately, there is sometimes only so much that we can do to help. So please don’t be hard on yourself if in the end you can’t do anything, the main thing is that you did try your best!
I really hope that this has helped a bit and please do let us know if we can help to support you in any other way!
I’m thinking of you and hope that you are going OK!
Take care,
Lauren
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