Is that why my boobs keep getting bigger 🤔

Happy Friday everyone I hope you all have a fantastic weekend 😘

My Space pirate 🏴‍☠️ outfit is starting to look so awesome I love this new top I got. I think the only thing I'd really change is the pants. The ears are just a bonus. I love my cute ears, they match my tail 😁

Good morning all my lovelies I hope you all have a fun and/or chill weekend. I've got some self upkeep to do today and cleaning 😘

So this was me before I transitioned and durring my first few months of transitioning. It has been a crazy hardcore freaking ride of emotions hormones and self hatred. *Side note* Holy crap I do have one pose I do all the freaking time omg... anyways! So yeah I started off at 265ish lbs and now I'm down to 228 lbs. I'm so proud of myself on so many levels.

When I first started I had given up on myself. I started gaining weight faster then I ever have and I didn't want to go on. I knew the truth and I wanted to be myself but I was so afraid. I kept holding myself back, I couldn't accept the fact I was trans. I was diagnosed with, I think they used to call it, gender identity disorder, before they changed it to a lot better term (Gender Dysphoria) I spent so long thinking I was broken and I thought if I had a family and did all the "normal Cis dude stuff", all these feelings would go away. They did not, in fact it only made it worse. The more I pushed myself to be what I thought the ideal man was the worse I became. I was killing the girl inside me. The girl I truely am. Then after running out of options and loosing almost everything, I looked at myself and wondered, why not embrace it. I seriously thought I had to fight who I was. Like it was some kind of grand crusade against myself to make me stronger. I didn't know I was becoming this toxic mess of a person.

Here I am though. Seriously the first 6 months was the hardest too. My head felt like a whirlpool of emotions and it was all new to me. The only time I ever cryed before was when I drank too much. Now I see something too sad and it triggers my emotions and I can't help it. I love it though. I love feeling emotions and feeling like I actually care about everything and anything. I love helping people and doing charity just for fun. I look at this abused body and think R'lyeah that's me 😍. I'm finally becoming the woman I was trying so hard to hide. She's free, I'm free, and I feel beautiful for the first time in my life. Thank you all so much. You are all beautiful and I believe in you all.

So many times have I heard haters say well why should I accept you when you couldn't even except yourself. Like, "Bitch! I spent 35 fucking years not accepting myself! I finally do and you think you can cast hate upon me, fuck nugget!?" I honestly don't give a flying fuck if anyone accepts me. The fact that I finally accept myself is absolutely wonderful. I'm so happy I walk around with a pep in my step, music in my heart and and giant middle finger to all the haters.

I did this for me. So I could become healthy, both mentally and physically.

Demons, angels, monsters, intergalactic eldritch horrors, and interdimensional lust creatures with a thousand tentacles. Love is love and you only inhabit this flesh suit once a cycle. Enjoy shit while you can, drink up me hearties yo ho🫡🏴‍☠️

I have been feeling extra cute today 😁

They call me Stharlock, Captain Malina Stharlock, King of the Space Pirates. 😏👉

This was a lot of fun to work on and now... I'm happy.

Everytime one of my fans calls me pretty or beautiful.

I hope all who partakipated in the festivities yesterday had a great day and a great Memorial Day weekend. I hope everyone who is graduating for whatever they might be graduating a happy and celebratory time. Also I love you all. 😍🥰😘❤❤🏴‍☠️🏳️‍⚧️🏳‍🌈

As for me I did a thing and dyed my hair a Neon Green, I'mma do more pictures later today but I hope you all enjoy the new hair colour. Also I am feeling better and hopefully not super dooper depressed anymore.

So I started playing a new MMORPG (new to me) Final Fantasy XIV and I made this cute cat girl and named her after me cuz I'm awesome. I have no idea what I'm doing but it's a lot of fun. I'm only a level 18 Marauder ATM but I'm slowly learning. I think I want to become a Dark Knight but I need to figure out how to unlock that.

Thank you and I love you all. I hope everyone has a great day today 😘😘😘

The Fallen Star of The Stharlock Pirates:

This is my most important tattoo and why I got it on my arm. It's a Fallen Star and it is actually my Jolly Roger / My pirate symbol. The Fallen Star represents that I have fallen from the heavens and I am stuck on Midgard. It looks like a map star except it's missing the top/north point. It also symbolizes that no matter how hard I try I will never make it back home and I'm forever destined to wonder yet never alone because my crew always has my back.

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From the bottom of my heart, I want to express how much I care about each and every one of you. You are all incredible degenerates who bring joy and chaos into my world. 🥰

Whoever said you aren't handsome, pretty, hot beautiful, or gorgeous is not only wrong but they truly don't understand how much beauty each and every one of you Midgardians truly have. Also if it was you saying it to yourself, they're wrong and I'mma crawl into your brain hole and tell them so. You are all amazing, great, and valid. I love you all and wish the best for each and every one of you. 😘