mutuals! i am putting origami hearts into your hands

Baking baby Guinness cupcakes to cope with finishing Life With Althaar on that crazy cliffhanger only to realise there isn't any more yet 😭

feeling solidarity these holidays with everyone not allowed to talk about their partner with the family

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THANK YOU KAZUHA FOR BEING THE LITTLE MUSE THAT IS LIVING RENT FREE IN MY MIND 24/7!!!!

one of the sad things about shifting interests/hyperfixations is that you kind of lose touch with some people who you talked to the most while you were both in the midst of shared interest

but on the other hand there is the beauty of both meeting new people related to your new interest, and if it's a recurring one, then reconnecting with people you knew from it before.

life is an ongoing cycle of this, i think. it's another aspect of meeting new people and falling in and out of touch. some people you may not get back in touch with again. you may have big group servers based on something and then you might lose interest and not speak to most of those people again.

but some people will always stick around in your life, even as your interests change. some you might not hear from for years but one day one of you reaches out and you will still be friends. maybe on the outskirts of your mind, maybe a long term tumblr mutual or someone you see once in a while. maybe an acquaintance, a "oh yeah I think I know a guy who...",

but theyre there.

and that's really meaningful to me.

I NEEED to go back to making art that makes it ABUNDANTLY clear that theres something wrong with my brain BUT NOT in a cool or stylishly interesting way. i need to do it in a way that makes people say "hm." and walk away

ooc: stands here covered in blood holding starbucks in my reusable travel cup

Anyways, I wish people would stop seeing racial bonuses in TES as, like, indicative of the various peoples of Tamriel as a whole when they're 100% just a gameplay thing

Like, sure, they're a hint to the kind of culture they have (especially back when you had attributes and they were different between M/F, hinting at how gender played a role in their culture) but it's a little weird to think that EVERYONE has the exact same capabilities, never mind all the different subcultures/groups that are rolled into the same category (see: Bretons and Reachfolk being lumped into just "Breton" in the data; Skaal living apart from mainland Nords for centuries but still seen virtually the same as Nords etc.) And also the fact that racial bonuses aren't consistent across the games.

It's...literally a gameplay thing lmao. And also the Guide to the Empire is biased as hell, why do people think it's 100% true all the way

So like.... what if I had many ideas for cake decorating? And what if I just bought some stuff to make some cute cupcakes? And this cake idea I have had knocking around in my head? And what if I actually tried?

oh my god who fucking care about bi lesbian discourse

My mental health can't possibly good if an essay on the found family trope gives me such an indescribable feeling of hollowness and yearning

(Previous DCMK-game anon) That was exactly what I was looking for! Thank you so much, you are was so helpful and so kind to take time out of your day to respond! Hope you've been well :) ❤️

[Game ask]

Aww, Anon 🥺 I'm glad I was able to help! I love talking "niche" DetCo content—there's a lot of fun stuff out there that I like bringing more attention to!—so I love asks wondering about that kind of thing. Gives me an excuse to ramble!

Thank you for such a sweet ask!

when the very small amount of people in my life who know i’m a lesbian still talk about me dating guys 😃 like

these past few days i have been uncharacteristically. emotionally open. w my friend and it has me thinking about how truly for all of my life i just did not expect anything from anyone