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bpdohwhatajoy · 21 days

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When bitches criticize you for how you are when you could be so, so much worse

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd memes #I know y’all will fw this one #nah bc I try so fucking hard and bitches still complain #literally die atp #idk how you want someone this severely traumatized to be functional interpersonal #like you’re lucky I’m alive

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ekanatsume · 11 months

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Keeping these here bc istg finding doksoo people is like seeing kdj not sacrificing himself

I dont really ship ship them but like the potential they have as a couple i-

If youre a doksoo person, please lemme know bc like i can n o t for the love of god find people who ship them. I just wanna cry about them like 😭🙏

[ID: Tiktok screenshots of Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint fanart of Han Sooyoung and Kim Dokja overlaid with captions about their relationship. The art featured is by more than one artist, but predominantly by BlackBox. The captions read:

1. han sooyoung once said "me, waiting for someone for decades and decades... you think such a thing is even possible? you crazy fool,"

and then we are told about her endless waiting in kaizenix arc, and how she was fighting her best to stay awake for 13 years in the epilogue, for one person, for someone she thought she never waited for, and then it was revealed that she, again, waited for 4 years for certain someone to wake up from his sleep. she diligently visited him every day during his time in the hospital, making sure he's still alive and well even though his soul has scattered away.

2. orv ebook spoiler?

during kaizenix arc kim dokja wrote a love letter to han sooyoung where he told her "write a'story that's for me andme "alone." little did he know that han sooyoung Would do anything, LITERALLY anything to write a story for him alone. why aren't you by her side when she writes a story for you?

3. kaizenix arc shows how much kim dokja means to han sooyoung. she spent 50 years, literally a lifetime, waiting for him. she hold onto the promise kdj told her, where he said he would find her as soon as possible before they got thrown to kaizenix.

she fought her hardest not to forget him. fighting for 50 years, ALONE. for 50 years, she believed kdj would save her. and she believed kdj would one day read her book to save her. and she never blamed kdj for the 50 years she spent. God. it's a pity we don't talk enough about her struggle in kaizenix.

4. This has to be one of the saddest passages in the entire novel.

I will never shut up about doksoo and their captivating interactions. and how astoundingly excellent Sing Shong's writing is: the emotions, permeated the text, and picturing that particular moment visually came with it naturally.

I was moved to tears by her assumption that it was her fault that he started crying and her quick actions to comfort him because she didn't want to keep seeing him cry

Not to mention how Kim Dokja expressed his emotions, which is as uncommon as him not sacrificing his life for KimCom.

All he wanted was some reassurance; to be told, that he's done the best he could the whole time through

Hsy mghtve comforted him for the wrong reasons, but that completed the job nevertheless.

5. when you realize kim dokja's ■■ is "epilogue" and "eternity" while han sooyoung's ■■ is "neverending story". and towards the end we find out about hsy making a promise to kdj that she will write the epilogue, a story, for kdj until the end of time, for eternity, if that's the only way she could save him…

6. how did you read orv epilogue and think han sooyoung and kim dokja are platonic bc i genuinely thought they were canon after hsy's sacrifices for 13 years, and kdj openly saying he loves her story more than anyone else.

orv theme is basically your story = you

7. the fact that kim dokja had actually fulfilled his promise to read han Sooyoung's "boring" novel that has over 3000 chapters even before they both made promise with each other.. he kept his promise for over than 13 years, without both realizing that fact until hsy regained her memories as tls123, and kdj as od.

8. han sooyoung had seen kim dokja's life at its lowest when she first saw him almost lifeless at the hospital she held his hand, feeling the warmth of the hands that had given up of his life, and she cried. and the first thing. she thought of was how to save him. in mere minutes she decided to damn the whole world for him to live and survive she would never let kim dokja to be in that state ever again, not when she is there for him.

9. the whole twsa is a love letter from han sooyoung to kim dokja. she told him to never give up (ch533), encouraged him to find companions (ch75). described so many disgusting foods as delicious so that he could eat them with ease, and not to mention the whole reason why twsa existed was for him to have a reason to live and survive for another day. she wrote all of this for 13 years, so that he could live BEFORE and AFTER apocalypse. she saved him before anyone else could do it. her love is eternal. End ID]

Thenks to @princess-of-purple-prose I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO ALT TEXT AAAAAA. Thenks for doing this ^^

#orv kdj #orv #kim dokja #han sooyoung #doksoo #orv hsy #i would die for them #literally #oh and i found these on google #tiktok basically #but like you can Google doksoo and find these #istg i cant find anything else #ive like seen all the doksoo things out there atp #: (

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sabh0 · 2 days

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Can we yap about how much these two GENUINELY need each other and can't STAND the fact they know this and despise that it's true!! 😭

More so Dazai than Chuuya, honestly- he's a very needy guy XD

Like they don't need each other to survive - the 4 years apart made it clear, but. They both seem so much more alive and genuine next to each other aughhh

Both know there's no other person that understands them so well, but the fact that *someone* can basically read their thoughts before they even say em is what also scares em sm,,, like yeah i hate you and i hate the fact that you know me so well. And i also hate the fact that i know you so well too,,,

Tho there r times when they REALLY need each other to survive, not metaphorically or anything. Chuuya needs Dazai durning Corruption and Dazai needs Chuuya when uh. Making these stupid plans where he plays a princess who needs a prince on a white horse to save him. Be it Dead Apple or even the Dragon's Head Conflict.

And it makes me go so aughhh bc none of them have to use these tactics that put their lives in the hands of the other, but they still do and aughhh the trust they have for each other makes me throw up

#sab q&a #literally babbling about stuff everyone knows about #but please skk trust means so much to me #like #just compare them with beast skk #in dhc og Chuuya didn't even wait for Dazai #he activated Corruption knwoing the other is right beside him and will stop him eventually #(even if Chuuya said not to do that at the time)#(like Dazai just wont let him die)#but at the same point in time #beast dazai had to convince chuuya to even activate corruption bc chuuya didn't trust him enough #and what he did to convince him??? dazai literally stabbed himself in his leg to show that he won't run away and leave chuuya there #like aughh #beastzai must've left chuuya so many times before that atp this was the only way to make him trust him #dying screaming throwing up #they make me feel so unwell #umm anyway #i also think it's not that 'dazai needs chuuya more' or the other way around #they're equally insane #goodnight

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ilynpilled · 9 months

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why must everything that the text clearly states atp be misconstrued like i really dont get it he has plenty of flaws in that relationship but we, and cersei, know that he was ready to kill robert for just the disrespect of the cheating if cersei said the word. he doesnt concern himself with the personal consequences, he is reckless, detached from a lot of things, and can close his eyes at the future if he doesn’t want to acknowledge it. also the concern over the “shame” and ned type judgement feels so overestimated to me atp. he never regrets aerys, he is mad at how he is perceived (but again, notably doesnt try to rectify it by telling the truth for a lot of complex reasons), but he would never take it back. if he believes its the right thing to do, and is not overdosing on copium trying to juggle vows he cares about, he will do it, reputation be damned. though he has selfish concerns regarding being viewed as good, the internal matters so much more than the external: see weirwood dream: who actually shows up? what makes the fire go out? “it was not him. it was never him”, see the trebuchet fiasco, see the choice in adwd. why shouldnt we take cersei at face value when she implies that if jaime knew about the physical abuse he would have killed him? he loves and cares about cersei to an insane degree, even if he can be selfish toxic and unhealthy too. i really find it very very difficult to imagine that he wouldnt have killed him based on almost every single part of his characterization.

#ik its better to reply than to do this but i dont use my twitter for fandom and i keep seeing this general sentiment over and over again #like it makes him so inconsistent and nonsensical #i don’t understand this whole jaime was never there for cersei prehandloss he was at her disposal for almost everything he would have maimed #a child just bc she asked like what???#u think that wouldnt have shamed him??#he gave up almost everything for her at 15 #and im gonna be real if u r frustrated by jaime burning the letter being framed as this grand triumphant redemptive choice #by people #which i get i dont think its framed like that either #its just as unfair to treat it as the opposite #it is the end of a certain delusion #which is why the joanna dream is the focal point #and #he can divorce himself he has no obligation to die to try save her atp #and remain her sword #i dont see him as the literal devil for that sorry #i feel like some of u feel the need to misconstrue his character to make some of these choices out to be as bad as possible

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emblazons · 3 months

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Y’all still worried about people dying in ST for real and I’m fully convinced we’re not watching the same show

People setting themselves up for a GoT S8 ‘The Long Night’ panic situation all over again—if you know, you know

#max and hopper should have BEEN dead #almost laughably so. like. they should in fact no longer be with us #and YET #duffers literally going out of their way to refute Millie’s more people should die claim #Gaten saying the same because he know it won’t happen #Matt literally rolling his eyes at the insinuation of a Mike death y’all #Finn so confident he’s not dying he makes actual jokes about it to GQ?!?#y’all still worried about someone kicking it in the final season be so astronomically for real #like. the worst that happens is someone ‘dies’ before the every season last episode time skip #and then shows up magically LMAOOO #it’s not even plot armor atp. they come up with new characters to kill JUST so they don’t have to kill their mains nsmsndndnd #the me tag

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sherrymagic · 4 months

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not to be dramatic but i hope Tee will be the last one to get murdered, i want that bitch to see his friends die one by one so when he's the only one left he'll know his turn is coming and all he will be able to do is wait to be slaughtered like he deserves.

#my otp in this series literally is death x everyone #i want all of these boys to die gruesome deaths and i want the killer to get away with it #what did they do to non did they lead him to commit suicide? is that what the preview is implying?#no idea what is happening anymore but i guess i was right about phee being behind the whole killing spree and atp i'm rooting for him 100%#dead friend forever #dff the series #dff spoilers

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analogboii · 18 days

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idk why but it feels like jjk has turned into sharknado with how everyone is just fucking dying. bro where the plot go 😭

#idk if yall remember the enigma that was sharknado #actors were asking to be in it just to be killed off in the dumbest ways #and now we hsve gege killing literally everyone #like there aint a plot at thos point its a 'when' they die instead of if atp #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #sharknado

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fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma · 6 months

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I've been cooking this one up for a while but early 90s (like set between 91 to 92) college au. Mai, Suki, and zuko are goths who does sokka's makeup every chance they get. they would chilling in sokka's dorm, and Mai would be like "someone hand me the white face paint".

the rest of the gaang + azula/ty lee is still in high school. they're doing a HS trip of the college. azula sees zuko and Mai eating lunch. she gets the attention of the tour guide, points at them, and says "I want THEM to tour us." also azula loves calling Mai and zuko, "Gomez and morticia".

she also does not hesitate to call zuko 'koko' in public and she will do it every time she sees him.

when toph is bored, she likes to fuck around with katara's answering machine at the ungodly hours of night. like when all the tv goes off (bc back in those days, the TV literally turned off. like It was just static), she'll call her, knowing she won't answer and just fuck around. katara would like wake up to fifteen messages on the answering message, all from toph. half of them are just her rambling about random ass shit, and the other half is jokes. Gran Gran would be like "your friend surely does talk a lot."

yue comes into town. she ends up going to the college and meets sokka, whom she becomes friends with. she's really heavily impacted katara's sense in fashion and makeup. yue's fashion & makeup is inspired by the 60s and 70s. she wears a lot of flowy dresses, skirts, and shirts. a lot of white, light blue, and other light colors in the blue family. yue teached katara some brown girl makeup hacks bc she knows how hard it is to find makeup for brown skin. she used to take katara shopping too like she was like the big sister she never had 😭

then zhao did some shit and yue & her family had to move.

SO SOKKA HAD A CAMCORDER WHICH WAS HIS DAD'S AND HE USES IT TO RECORD RANDOM SHIT AND DAY TO DAY LIFE 😭. one of the tapes was sokka and zuko trying to bring up their TV up the stairs since they just brought it. suki was recording. sokka's hand slips and the tv goes down the stairs and breaks. it just gasps and a beat of slience 😭.

and POLAROIDS. SO MANY POLAROIDS.

NDJISNDCNUOXSANUAOXSXNOSAUONAXSUUONASXNUO YOU GENIUS YOU INCREDIBLE HUMAN EATING THIS SHOVING IT IN MY MOUTH THROWING UP!!!!

ohhhhhhhh this gives me so many ideas. I could rave about every single one of these. Katara yue Bestiesm yes pls sharing makeup + fashion ideas would be so them. The 90s college vibes in fic are always immaculate and THIS. Sokka would absolutely use a camcorder ohhhhh I can see it. Nothing has ever been more canon than that. Him recording so many little fun aspects of their life and he gives it as a present to the friend group- like a lil memories vhs thingy. ALSO THE POLAROIDSSSS YES YES. omg that’s immediately reminding me of the wonderful @petricorah ‘s All Time art of modern au zukka in a Polaroid. I need more vibes like this I’ll invest actually.

Also thank u for truthing abt Zuko mai and suki gothism bc it’s so important to me. Also that toph and katara anecdote IM ROLLINGGG. SHE WOULD 💀. like she is such A Little Shit and would make Katara’s life hell (also god forbid in a modern modern au someone gives her discord. she’d abuse the /tts command to its full potential.)

Also omg Gomez and morticia so true bc mai is the hot unbothered kick ass goth lady and Zuko just. follows her around. adores n admires. as he should.

oh and I saw this addition and wanted it to be in the same post cuz. it’s just so amazing I’m LAUGHINGGGG

THIS IS SO CANON SO TRUE THEY WOULD DESTROOOOYYY EACH OTHER FOR THOSE YEARBOOK PICTURES. and like. what’s funny is Zuko’s one is kinda canon. Iroh absolutely did his hair in hs bc that boy was an awkward mess and had no time to worry about his appearance.

this is literally giving me life omfg thank u for this

#asks #sofia speaks about herself #atla #princess-irene #<- you’re just gonna get ur own tag cuz atp you’re feeding my hyper fixation and deserve recognition #literally obsessed obseeeeessed w this I’ll die actually #thank u for these asks like I don’t think u understand #had such a shit day this made it 1 million times better #atla hcs

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tarotmantic · 4 months

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really immersing myself in current tennis is like causing me real grief as i am forced to recognise that tennis is not the same as it has been my whole life 🥲🥲🥲🥲 like i grew up on fedal era and we’re truly in the next gen era now,,,,,

#like some of my earliest memories r of watching tennis 😭😭😭#cause my mum is super into tennis #literally me bonding over Nadal with my friend in KINDERGARTEN BABES LIKE IMAGINE #that was 2007 btw #2002 baby moment #tennis #ao24 #australian open 2024 #uhh i mean tangentially lol #atp tennis #rafael nadal #roger federer #guys im actually going to die when Nadal retires #THE PLAYERS R LITERALLY MY AGE NOW #WEIRD AND HURTFUL!!!!#i have not won millions of dollars (yet)

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thegengarprincess · 1 month

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Here to dump some siblings into your inbox <3

The silly’s N siblings of all time,in *MY* inbox 😱🤯?!! More likely than U think :33! look at lil Hank skipping around the place while one of his big brothers just smiles at his antics!!🥰🥰🥺,I bet Edgar B Frank are such good big bros N look out 4 their lil brother (N tease him N affectionately bully him like a generous amount like siblings do-:’3) I’ve said it s million times but these funky lil miis are everything 2 me N I lobe sm it not even *funny* anymore,ty so so much 4 blessing my askbox with these Cat,Ily 4 it 🥹🫶💞💞

#literally one of fave asks 2 recicive actually!! ☺️☺️#would *DIE* 4 their asses atp >:33 #miis in general bring me sm joy ‘especially urs!! 🥹#💞💞💗💗💖💖💘💘💝💝💕💕💓💓 <———— (4 them N 4 U!! X3)#Edgar the bby seal #hank the chicken #frank the flamingo #loveable green guy #käärijä #KCU #✨the great Hotcat Tomodatchi Life saga✨#✨the one n only hotcat37✨#Skrunklys in their natural habit doing skrunkly things :33

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conanssummerchild · 5 months

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being alive is soooo embarrasing like oh no i cant handle loud noises like everyone else can oh nooo

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mymitochondriaforpresident · 1 year

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wilmon the mlm interclass interracial ship of my dreams tbh 💜💜

#the way i wouldn’t have cared as much if simon wasn’t poc #asdfghjklaksjsjsjsjsksks #yeah i said what i said y’all can die mad about it idgaf 😏#young royals #wilmon #prince wilhelm #simon eriksson #edvin ryding #omar rudberg #ELECTRIC CHEMISTRY #🍞💜🍫#they are so amazing i’m throwing up (with the upmost affection)#the only thing white about omar is his sweaters #and that lace thing he wears #even though white suits him it doesn’t mean he’s white so jot that down #*thinks about how simon is played by an actual man of color who is open about the pressures felt with immigrating to Europe™️ so young*#[cries in ATP]#love; your resident (literally) american hen of color #when will the hen of color emojis arrive!!!#🐓🤎🇺🇸🔪#update: god it’s probably interfaith too FUCK !!!!!!#lol ‘god’#can i get an AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHEM 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#wilmon……#i love it #bless

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beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff · 2 months

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can zionists actually get away from me idgaf about your freak idf supporting self, everyone wants you dead and rightly so, terrorism isnt cool, you just look fucking stupid. hope this helps! anyway if you support the idf i hope you live the rest of your life in pain thanks

#i keep getting posts from them on my feed #like i literally do not give a fuck about you #you can burn for all i care because you deserve it atp #aggressive sorry but if you're going to publicly say that an entire nation deserves to die simply because they live there?#youre a freak and you deserve it #free palestine

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memory-of-dust · 19 hours

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A girl is once again in Spain without the S

"Will I ever catch a break or will I continue to be sick for the rest of my life?" - An autobiography

#🪷; rambles #fr though I think it might all be stress related #uni literally broke me the past two years #don't study law kids #you're going to die #legit this subject is inhumane #the sheer amount of pressure they put on you intentionally #I HATE IT #But I want to work in this field so I have to do it #if I at least passed my last exams now I'm at least free of uni #please please please let me have passed #<- still waiting for my results #it's been months atp #probably also why I have health issues now because #i #am #going #INSANE

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motto-chanto-itte · 26 days

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fuckign nanamis death bro 😭😭😭 gege how much do u want me to cry. how much do u want me to hate you

#LITERALLY I JUST WANTED HIM TO BE DEAD ALREADY PLEASE LET HIM GO TO MALAYSIA #he couldve gone so gracefully #but noooo mahito #of course ita/dori had to witness him die too what the actual shit #atp i can hardly believe s2 is real and not some horrifying au #ALSO HE LITERALLY THOUGHT OF HA/IBARA AND SMILED BEFORE HE DIED LIKE OKAY?????#WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME GEGE #I HATE YOU GEGE #anime lb #more like total breakdown lb #jjk spoilers

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echotunes · 9 months

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I have reached the final boss battle of season 1 of ordem paranormal and man I LOVE the visual descriptions of the monsters cellbit does this is so good

#and the sound effects!!#also atp literally anything happens ''everyone roll a sanity test for me please''#they are going to Fucking Die #echo.txt #echo.liveblog #ordemlb

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