You know, there's something about being in an airport that reminds me of being a child of divorced parents who both had full custody...the liminal space of shuttling between two places...everything you are materially attached to confined to a backpack (maybe a suitcase)...making sure you have your chargers/electronics bc dad lives an hour away and there's no way you're getting them back until it's way too late...being way more responsible for yourself than you were ever expecting

best part of this tattoo is how big it makes matthias's head look

hate it when i listen to a song and get an idea for a super cool piece of art that i absolutely do not have the technical skills to draw

i wanna kis (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) it's almost midnight ladies u know what that means .. (yearning hours)

I can't wait to go home and listen to bridge over troubled water

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Song of the Day: December 21

"Ends of the Earth" by Lord Huron

Since I now have a bunch of S-K's music on the laptop I use most often (although I'm missing the rest of their music from my other laptop, LOL), I finally made a playlist in my music library for the S-K songs that I actually want to listen to when I listen to S-K.

I welcome the angsty euphoria of "It's Sleatering Absolute Kinney."

Eleven/Amy/Rory are "I love you to the point of invention" coded in this fic series if y’all even care

Entranced by a new man once again

I think I've learned that my hands are inherently fidgety little creatures, and I also think I might be learning how to deal with that

Huh, what does this auto-thumbnail remind me of-

Oh

in other news i'm getting a lot of writing done b/c classes haven't started yet n i'm literally so bored

tiredof having to play sleuth 3D chess to be sure to avoid people who you learn have covid and don't fucking stay home.

just learn that a fraquaintance has it and is still going to perform, maskless, in a musical. i guess because it's not a level to where she'd have a double. but i hope for the other performers that they at least KNOW, and too bad for the audience i guess.

and the way i learned it was "yeah she's upset that she has to perform like this, sick and with breathing problems" like dude ? maybe there's something a bit more upsetting about this situation ? I didn't say anything because i was still processing it. maybe after i would also not have said anything because i'd fear being the killjoy and i'm a coward (and i'm already #tagged as the one who Masks Too Much)

if she's at choir on tuesday i'm going back home. and sending a mail to choir "oh i don't have the right to mask for security [but other people can come sick -not covid- with a mask and not sing to not miss the weekly rehearsal] but she had covid two days ago and suddenly she's fine ?"

fuck off

Completely forgot I had downloaded the audio to LB's cover of Prince's "1999" and added it to my Spotify local files folder a while back. Was pleasantly surprised when it came on during my shuffle play. Best thing to happen to me today.

i hate the come-down period after doing literally anything fun at all at any point in time. i went to a movie theater on friday and then to a convention on the following weekend, which was incredibly fun! i loved it! but there's always a come-down period, where everything feels awful because i know im going to be stuck in my house again, rotting away like always, unable to do anything outside of these walls for who knows how long. its hard to keep doing things i enjoy if i know that im just going to feel awful afterwards.