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a little update on what i've been doing in the sims lately! don't mind the huge walls of text for once i'm saying things in the post instead of the tags lmao

matthias's scars are very slowly coming along! i really love his left leg scar but can't really show all of it because i'd have to get him naked for that and it also wraps around his leg. um, but it starts at the side of his hip and carves down at an angle before abruptly following a steep line to the back of his calf. it looks gnarly which is exactly what i'm trying to achieve with matthias's scars! i'm also pretty pleased with the scars on his wrists and side, but the scar he has on the back of his right leg is... a little too crunchy? i don't know, it just looks weird. it's kind of hard to get the scars i'm making to look good on matthias's body. especially scars that're smaller or delicate... like the instant loss of quality makes me want to chew on exposed wires. but that's where i've left off on them! his arms and back are where he has the most damage but my god... it's SO difficult trying to get scars to look nice over his biceps and back muscles. also the hair ties i made for him look nice on his wrist <3

theo's apartment is also finally in the works. i've got the base layout finished and a general idea of what all the rooms are for. building and decorating isn't actually that daunting to me, surprisingly—instead, what's actually causing me a lot of grief is the realization that this is too big for theo to really be comfortable in. so, i was thinking, okay, that's fine, just get rid of three of the rooms and scale down the living area. only to pause and take into account the fact that theo's parents pay for this. they're controlling and also very big on appearance so i'm not sure they'd be fine with their son living in a shoebox—i mean, what would people say if word got to them that he doesn't even have a walk-in closet? like... that's the kind of people they are. but i wanted theo to feel comfortable in his apartment so now i'm feeling conflicted on how i want it to look. i'm definitely going to scale down the bedrooms and the living area... but it'll still feel too big to theo. there are just too many corners for him to ever fully let his guard down... which, hm... well, maybe that fits the story more anyway.

this is his general aesthetic for the interior btw... i want it to be brown, cream, and green all throughout the apartment with splashes of orange (this mix between his old dorm and his childhood home but with something new blending it together). i really wanted him to have stained glass windows in his kitchen and bathroom but couldn't find any </3 so sadly that's not happening. and i need to find a nice curio cabinet for his collection of bells... along with bells too lmao. but that's where i'm at so far! i'm seriously going to just sit here in build mode for hours just... trying to figure out how to make this place more comfortable for theo. like it's supposed to be where he feels safe but it's just too much rn.

Speedrunning Dune by watching Dune Part 1 for the first time yesterday and then going to see Dune Part 2 in theaters tonight. LMAO

Cillian truly has never looked bad a day in his life, has he? How is every picture of him even more beautiful than the last? - 🖤

are you sure about that

showed her your documents huh beidou?? Took her back to your ship and showed her your “documents”?? Okayyy. Giggles cutely

‘you don’t seem too happy tho :(’ cunt I’ll bite you

Raeda scene fixed <3

i finally learned the whole “mouse focus” aspect of cinematic dof and it is so apparent in these next few posts i have dhdhd

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im going to burn spike alive

take my hand imagining the fic of the moving, heartwarmingly beautiful postcoital scene that is, say, amidst the vulnerability there's cyril being caught up in undastardly emotions like the building effects of hours of christmas love on display plus just some fun and reminiscing with a henchman (fucking the krampus) which then must transition into noticing other building effects to then be like hmm perhaps i have to go to the rich person's hospital because having some overly intense/persistent pain &/or difficulty here....and because the legend of the krampus is "helpful little guy" (it's not Not. santa sidekick, even) and here especially being really quite affable like would lend that physical aid & escort but also, just maybe, accompany cyril to said hospital. and that is where it can be the krampus who has been hearing a nonzero amount about a rufus who can make discoveries and facilitate this reunion imo in addition to being an audience for it firsthand to be all :o ;o; about the wonders & joys of it all like and as with so many things gay sex made it all possible this year, & now to go inform an xmas show that it's fine actually, just in time for another amazing beautiful reunion. now take my hand imagining the fic entitled "saks nineteenth avenue" like, yes don't maybe Too sexy. Laughs

GAHHH why do i keep seeing posts in the self ship tags that are against being uncomfy with sharing f/os ... theyre usually like chill(?) but last time i saw one that was super aggressive for no reason

ohhhh my god. oh my god. its so cold. wtf.

i was slacking tonight my disappointment is immeasurable

I would kill to find out the date I began to be a psych ward patient for that dumb blonde