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#like yeah I’m here for the romance
margareturtle · 1 month
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All is well nothing’s wrong just thinking about Jocelyn seeing Clary and Ash standing together from behind and just letting out a lil tear bc of what could’ve been but was lost bc of valentine
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really wish my one friend would quit flirting with me. and trying to goad me into hanging out more. and assigning us fictional characters that are oh-so-coincidently either couples or with romantic tension. and then interrupting our gameplay to ask me repeatedly if I think they’re “like us” (which they rarely are…). and matching my icon on discord without asking (again, usually by insinuating a couple connection). and giving me random things I do not want and did not ask to receive (and then forcing me to take them???).
#storyrambles#it’s not creepy. just for context. it’s just irritating because I’ve told this person repeatedly that I’m not interested in romance.#this person is also naturally a huge romantic so it is next to impossible to tell whether it’s actual flirtation or just flirting for fun#flirting for fun is cool. I wouldn’t mind that. but if I do it once this person will take that as an invitation to do it an excessive amoun#but yeah after being given 12 roses out of the blue when I said ‘no don’t buy me flowers’. there’s only so many things that can mean#‘it’s nice to see your face you always cover it!’ …I’m masking. because of covid#I’m narrating a game and suddenly ‘I like hearing your voice I should call you every day so I can hear it for 10 minutes’. …no.#‘you have to take the snack I brought you know it’s rude to refuse a gift’ I have never refused a gift. It is rude. But also I didn’t ask.#‘you know this game is one you can play without talking so we can play more often!’ we already play games once a week for usually 3 hours.#‘but it’s not talking so it’s less social energy’ no. that is not how it works.#sorry for the rant im just. tired.#you know those people who are so pleasant to hang out with and then they try way too hard#and that’s actually what makes things awkward? rather than when they’re just being themselves?#yeah. that’s this friend here.#usually I go along with the bit but when I can never tell when the bit is actually a bit#and you insist on me taking on the ‘girl role’ for most of them#I am not going to play along.#UGH don’t get me started on the ‘you’re cute when you’re flustered’#I wasn’t even flustered. I was trying to do mental math while running on four hours of sleep and he was staring directly at me#it’s uncomfortable.#also. I never want to hear that again. fuck. ‘you’re cute when you’re angry’ ‘you’re cute when you’re upset’ ALL THE FUCKING TIME AS A KID#will I be so cute after I kick you in the nuts? will I?#(for clarity I don’t want to kick him. I want to kick those other people.)#I need a lot of alone time. I really do. I can do 3 hours and then I will be drained for the rest of the day.#‘how did you grow up? did you not talk to your mom for more than 3 hours a day?’#first of all. that’s different?#secondly we actually regularly do separate things without talking to each other. or go in separate rooms to take some time to ourselves#also I don’t have to be on high alert for if I’m going to be flirted with. so.#ugh. I like him as a friend. I really do. I know this all makes it seem like the opposite. I try so hard to be as nice as possible.#but UGHHHHHH
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i think that if they do a whole “hurt the nice guy on the way to ur real love” thing with manny i’ll be a lil disappointed honestly. don’t get me wrong i still love gregory but i just feel like quinta and the team are more creative than that
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rjam9 · 4 months
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there’s lots of world out there
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fuck it. humanizes my over-a-decade old comfort movie. who knew what would spark me out of my mental funk would be the movie i used to watch on repeat as a toddler <3
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battlecriesandroses · 26 days
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so yesterday i experienced my first fictional crush and it’s been downhill from there
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moophinz · 11 months
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#h u h#what does it mean RGG#that is certainly a thing that is going to happen I guess#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#like a dragon#lad8#y8#I will now use the rest of the tags to rant#I REALLY hope this isn’t about to be a romance focused game I detest the majority of romantic media in any capacity#I’m well aware of the fact that the game is apparently going to have a huge plot but personally I’m not a fan of someone trying to#sell me something under the idea it’s heavily linked to romance in someway#yeah I know that this is only a fraction of things to come but this Ichiban/Saeko stuff feels really out of left field#nothing in 7 set that up and I’m sitting here like oh god help I’m so confused#it doesn’t help matters that I also don’t care for lead boy lead girl romances unless someone can ACTUALLY put effort into them and do#a good job crafting the relationship#I have no idea where this is going at all or where it even came from#feels like I’ve been thrown into the middle of point A and point B but I can’t see either of the points like a line that blurs either way#into the distance#and what does Kiryu mean with what he said???#if they throw another lady at him I’m going to roll off a cliff#being honest I don’t feel hyped right now I just feel deeply confused over well literally everything#I’m just soooooooo completely lost 💀💀 I really hope they start connecting the dots eventually#so yeah on a personal level I feel very 😐🤨 about what they’ve shown so far#the America thing is curious but nothing major but the everything else is h u h?#RGG is taking me on a hell of a bumpy road and I keep hitting the roof of the car
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hoedameron · 9 months
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it’s literally soooo funny how you can romance gay women AND a religious leader guy on wylde flowers like these people could NOT be any more different
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crow-in-springtime · 10 months
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Fuck it, depression* time
*(Laertes and Ophelia sibling playlist)
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thrustin-timberlake · 10 months
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reconceptualizing myself as period piece pretty. i’m going nowhere in a jane austen novel but i fit enough of the stereotype for a temptress in a penny dreadful who something horrible happens to. i have big eyes and an unsettling air about me. i would do numbers on Victorian tinder.
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evergardenwall · 2 years
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I don't id as aro (bi grey ace) but figuring out what is friendship and what is romantic is hard and I do the same thing of like imagining what a romantic relationship would be like with friends, especially new friends, like my brain needs to go through scenarios to decide if someone is in the friend or crush box. I think this is one reason why it took me a while to realize I was bi because I just used gender to sort people, if that makes sense
THIS. EXACTLY
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me grabbing eyrie and shaking them by the scruff of the neck to pick one person to be in l*ve with
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designernishiki · 1 year
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hot take (aka headcanon) but I kinda think that nishiki and kiryu’s relationship pre-split wasn’t on both sides platonic/familial or fully romantic; I feel like nishiki had a thing for him (not sure if he fully realized it though) and that he had developed feelings for kiryu over the course of a good long time that were deeply confusing on their own, but even more so considering they would’ve been hard to sort out with what could just be attributed to close friendship or a familial-type bond.
and on the other side of this, kiryu was utterly oblivious and never thought to question what they had as being anything other than a close friendship or familial-type relationship or whatever it was being called out loud (we know kiryu, he’s blunt as hell and takes things at face value– not the best at reading between the lines) hence why the split between them, though both were clearly hurt a ton by it, hit nishiki harder and more acutely– because on top of losing the most important person in his life, which is bad enough, it would’ve crushed any tiny shred of hope he may have had to live out his long-time, perhaps even since-childhood fantasy of being by kiryu’s side forever as his one true confidant, in a more intimate way than as a friend.
#rambling#sad boy hours#this also ties into why I hc nishiki as being gay rather than bi for the most part (though both are absolutely valid and understandable)#won’t get into that here too much but yeah there’s just… a lot of tragic gay angst that can be associated with him and the way he handles m#(or doesn’t handle) their little… breakup and whatnot#and as for kiryu’s side of things. honestly if things went a different way than they did I don’t think something beyond friendship would be#out of the question. it’s just. I don’t think kiryu would’ve ever considered the concept because he’s so clueless#when it comes to relationships and romance and so on and furthermore because of the way he was brought up- which of course wouldn’t really#highlight the idea that falling for a guy (or vice versa) is even a possibility let alone that it’d be applicable to him and someone so#close to him and whatnot. learning about nishiki’s past feelings for him in a hypothetical post-kiwami situation I think would make#him short circuit. and to literally anyone else who knew about nishiki’s actions after the split and all it’d all click and make perfect#sense hearing that. but to kiryu it’d take some fuckin Time to process#I think the past would be in the past by whatever hypothetical future point this is but still its a lot to apply to some of the most#important and fundamental parts of/events of his life. hh. yeah. tack on some guilt if you wanna say kiryu would be with majima at that#point (however you define ‘with’– important part is It’s Not Straight) so the potential there- whatever it was- wasn’t totally nothing like#it would be if he was simply straight and thus it would’ve never been a possible relationship outcome#but. yeah. anyway. sorry I’m. I need to stop I’m going insane I think l#I hope I don’t sound too insane or controversial for this take gahdhshdh have mercy on me#it’s. it’s all just ideas. thoughts. in a game. in minecraft. etc#nishiki#kiryu#yakuza#long post
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phoenixkaptain · 1 year
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Me: “Haha I will write goofy silly queerplatonic quiobi and it will be funny and goofy and not serious at all”
Me: writes goofy silly queerplatonic quiobi but, right as I’m finishing up, I accidentally hit the comically large glass vial of “Emotions” that I kept above the cauldron, and now there are emotions all over my feel-good, gaff of a story
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diluc33rpm · 2 years
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Do you believe in soulmates? (2/2)
oho. oh HO ho. there is no joke this time you do not know what essays you’ve gotten yourself into with this one
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#so. to begin with i kind of fucking hate this whole concept#okay maybe hate is a strong word i can understand the whole whimsy for the “we were meant to meet and love each other in every life” part#it’s cute yeah yeah you can have a little bit as a treat. i’m not the sourpuss shitting on valentine’s day as purely corporate scheming#and it can be nice if it’s platonic as well#but holy fuck the whole “The One” aspect of this oh my GOD it drives me insane#even disregarding how it basically encourages holding romance to a pedestal and the mindset of Your Partner Will Solve All Your Problems#how it puts so much unrealistic pressure on this one person to Be everything you’ve ever wanted and the whole weird relationship as therapy#slash replacement for human connection or a single relationship being otherwise inexplicably superior thing#have you seen the amount of motherfuckers with the “i can fix him” i mean it’s funny as a MEME but god if y’all really thinking like this#i don’t know what to tell you#it feels so fucked up to designate finding this isolated perfect love as your destined purpose#like god knows we’re already way too conditioned to want a romantic relationship by society as is. now you’re saying you gotta??#i’m not saying all sentiment is trite by this or anything i too am a silly little man in love and yeah#sometimes you get to pondering the metaphysical orb of why we’re here. it isn’t wrong to do that#but it feels like the massive amount of expectations we have around love bc of this culture has turned it into more of a Whole Thing#and sometimes what it makes us think of the Whole Thing is FUCKING WRONG#i’m sure someone out there’s phrased this way more eloquently than me i’m just one skeptical arospec bitch. but you start to notice things#this has been your daily drug induced rambling signing off at 10 o clock
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oh-my-wizard-god · 2 years
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trans-ghostboi · 1 month
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I just got the most fucked up vibes from my dad
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