fionna's world being represented by a dandelion makes so much sense ... they're weeds. yet people make wishes through them, changing their whole meaning from something meant to be destroyed to something hopeful.

dandelions are also resilient and it makes sense that something associated with them would. you know. perservere despite the destruction caused by the scarab.

but ultimately i think what REALLY made me tear up over this is that dandelions are really boring plants. when you're a kid you blow on them and make your wish but they're not eyecatching or anything but still, fionna's final wish was for her old world to still exist as it was when she left it (> plain and simple. boring even).

like the moment she realized she would lose her friends, and that her friends might forget each other if the world got its magic back, she immediately decided she didn't want it and I think that ties back to the dandelion metaphor so well... like, do you really need magic to be real to find it everywhere? or can you turn something boring into something magical?

have been super busy lately so doodled some wolfies to destress ^_^

was scrolling thru my gallery and i 4got that on the same page as my Mask X doodle, i sketched out a frame redraw of Aran Ryan and i still lowk really like it !! and along with those i remembered that i had a few even before that of Joe and Macho so i am plopping them along with their respective images here :3

nothing tew special but they're my absolute favorite excuse for scratchy pen hatching and i want a warmup post because i have DOODLES today ! 🩷

will he burn down the kitchen

i am begging on my hands and knees for jon matteson and bryce charles to sing a song together. since i first watched npmd, every single day without fail i have thought about their harmonies together in hatchet town (“if he gets me next i could be three” and “fits the bill, he fits the bill”) literally the sickest harmonies in the entire show, i turn into a little gremlin every time i hear them. their voices sound SO good together it actually makes me a little ill. my favourite song my favourite line my favourite harmonies, their voices blend perfectly and i am so desperate to hear them sing a duet to hear them singing together again pls pls please pls pls pls. pls.

Omg this is gonna sound crazy and underdeveloped as hell but i admit it: I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO’S CRAZY OBSESSED WITH ME TO ENTER MY LIFE! Is that so much to ask? I feel insane for even stating such a thing! Maybe its some sort of midlife crisis. I feel that, as a person with majority capricorn in my chart, i shouldnt want such a crazy person to enter my life and ruin my routine. But dammit I just want the same loyalty i give to others. Just a little bit of unhinged obsession with me, just a tad! I’m begging.. 🧎🏽please feel free to laugh at me as I’m laughing at myself right now for wanting such a dangerous energy in my life. 😭💀💀 I dated a scorpio once and i was lowkey disappointed he wasnt as crazy for me as i was for him. Like, where was the crazy? The passion? The infatuation and monopolization? pls… im so delulu at this point what the hell am I even saying 🤦🏽

PLEASE YOU'RE SO VALID I feel like the constant struggle of people with Capricorn placements (especially Sun/Venus) + Venus-Saturn aspects is finding people that actually reciprocate the loyalty, effort, and energy we give! And not only that, finding people that actually appreciate everything we do for them. Because us Capricorn placements are always doing soooo much shit for others, whether it's behind the scenes or very obvious, and very few people actually notice it 😭 Trust me when I say I have felt your pain so hard on the not reciprocating!! I think my Gem Moon/Sag Mercury makes me not like the obsession thing despite being a Scorpio lmaaaao (I went on a date with an "obsessive" person once and he gave me such an ick I blocked him on everything FLJKDJFDLKFJ), but I totally get what you mean.

You don't sound delusional at all - you are SO valid for wanting a passionate, intense, loving romance where you're catered to and cared for for once!!! I have no doubts that if you're a Capricorn (especially a Capricorn placement woman), you've spent the majority of your life breaking your back showing love and support to others and never feeling that same energy back. I completely get it. I promise you will find your person!! <3 In the meantime, show yourself that love, set those boundaries and don't go above and beyond for a-holes that won't do the same for you!! I LOVE U<3 I'M ROOTING FOR U!!! (also I feel like if you want an obsessed partner, u gotta find like an Aries Venus. Like a Taurus Sun Aries Venus, maybe Pisces Sun Aries Venus - those mfs are the most intense, loyal, dedicated to their partners people alive!! Esp the Taurus Sun Aries Venus... we gotta find u one of them!!! I feel like they'll tick all your boxes omg)

i need everyone to understand how badly i need to both never shut up about lord huron and also gatekeep them forever

i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!

heads up i finally scrambled together enough brain power and caught up with cultivate and i am not going to be normal about it and im going to make it everyone elses problem <33

Worst thing about learning a new language of my own violation though is that its made me a fucking nerd. I just found my friend's flashcards on quizlet and got excited. I get excited to hear some french words in everyday conversation. When my friends are reading a book i have to resist the urge to go WHAT LANGUAGE IS THAT. Im just super excited to consume french and spanish language and phrases and im a fucking nerd about it now

“It's been a long time since i've been me.”- Fernando Pessoa

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okay we have officially entered the Winter Break Is Driving Me Mad zone

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yeah see i'd love to jump on bullying and harassing this new microlabel or identity or whatever but unfortunately i was asexual online around the year 2016 (kinda just sucks the joy out of it)

One thing that goes crazy is those distant screaming calls for help you can hear in the background of off to the races. Like the whole basic premise is this lolita inspired dynamic between this young lonely girl and this much older man where she swears that nobody else in the world would even have her except for him and this in itself is a feat because she’s ‘crass’ and has a ‘broke down life’ etc and the whole thing is entrenched in denial. He loves her in spite of all these things wrong with her, all he asks is that she does what he wants, he’s like an omnipresent figure for her - watches her in the bathroom, getting dressed etc. and the almost hyperbolic way she describes herself smitten with him and how she believes she needs him, she’s nothing without him, the dependency borders on the paternal. It’s not that she’s unable to leave it’s that she believes she has nowhere else to go, he’s made it so she’s so enmeshed that she simply thinks she could not survive without him. he’s ‘saving’ her from herself and she’s in even more debt to him for it (sorry that im misbehaving!!!) and imo she’s almost a parody of herself bc she doubles down on this narrative that’s she’s a seductress and insane and crazy and she needs looking after by this mature older man when in reality she’s so troubled, under constant observation but she twists it so it’s like she’s running away to be caught by him rather than to escape. And in the end her calls for help can barely be heard under the passionate repetition that he’s her one true love

and no matter how many times i shift i still go back to steven somehow