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#like I legit wanted to just go somewhere and dance but do we have that in this city????? no
1-ufo · 28 days
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Perhaps a bit messy of me to go to my favorite restaurant/bar in the mid afternoon and have three drinks and be drunk by 5 pm on a chuesday
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Well
It was an extremely busy day of medical appointments and buying a car and I have been dealing with and worrying about a friend who is in both a horrible manic depressive state and also dancing with the devil with someone else who is equally or possibly in a worse mental state and I am worried and Concerned and watching this happen and feeling helpless to do anything to help without crossing lines and I’m not gonna lie yall it’s been a Lot.
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hi alister. can we have some date headcanons for your ships <3
HI DANI YES U CAN <3 I’ll do the ships that have been the most on my mind lately bc if I did every single ship I shipped this would be impossibly long
Gregstophe: Honestly I don’t imagine them going on legit dates all that often! I think they’re the sort of couple that just… comes together. Gregory certainly loves the idea of a date, the ceremony of it all. It’s a good excuse to dress up and go somewhere nice, but Christophe doesn’t much see the point in it. He prefers privacy. So I think they often go out but they don’t really call it a “date”.
Style: I think Kyle really likes scheduling couples classes for the two of them. Like cooking classes or learning certain ballroom dances… stuff like that. For one, I think they both love learning new stuff. Second, Kyle can show off himself and Stan to other couples in the class. He got himself the perfect guy and wants everyone to know it.
Crenny: I know it’s not super big these days but MAN do I love me some Classic Crenny™️, with the two of them being little delinquents skipping school or just hanging out at like… the in-between hours, if that makes sense. Late at night, on breaks at work, times like that. As such a lot of their dates are just about spending time around each other but I think one of their favorite things to do is having debates about pointless stuff. They’re silly, they can go as long or as short as either one wants, and it helps them get a better idea of each other’s perspective and worldview without being too upsetting.
Clybevin: My new favorite polycule to bounce around in my head <3 Honestly I think they love going to movie premieres and cons together in cosplay! It’s a perfect blend of all their interests. Bebe loves being able to design and coordinate their outfits, Clyde loves being able to look cool and show off, and Kevin loves being able to geek out about stuff. Outside of that, I think they do like just watching movies and shows together as a date activity. Since their houses are all next to one another, it’s a quick walk to whoever is hosting and they cuddle up in the basement and turn something on.
Twole: I don’t talk about it often but I do think Twole is interesting!! I think both Tweek and Christophe would need total destressers, what with both of their general paranoia and demanding jobs. They probably do relaxing but also physical stuff like yoga… maybe not in a class (Tweek’s afraid to mess up in front of everyone and Christophe want a teacher maybe coming and touching him to correct his position) so they have an instructor on YouTube they like and they follow their videos together.
Dip: I’m such a sucker for Damien trying to be a normal human so bad and Pip has SUCH enthusiastic peppy tour guide energy that I think their dates mainly consist of Pip showing Damien around regular places. It’s a little weird to have someone talk about, say, a mall as if they’re in either an advertisement for or documentary all about the concept of malls, but Pip’s quirky like that and Damien enjoys that.
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penname-artist · 2 years
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Cars on the Road - Some Thoughts
Saw a bunch of people leaving their thoughts about the trailer sooo I figured I would do the same, I have some stuff that I want to discuss.
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Easily the first thing that hit me about the series upon the drop of its trailer is the QUALITY. They outdid their first film with a television series, that is insane! They look fluid and smooth, their lighting and reflections are amazing, and they truly spare no detail in making every last one of these characters fluid and expressive. Pixar you animation gods, you’ve done it again. 13/10, I hope these animators did not hurt themselves trying to design this series.
Okay okay now I want to talk about the thing that had me most interested. Can we talk about the GHOST CARS please???
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I will not lie to you, this section of these ghost cars coming to life, and dancing with McQueen in this big room is just, the coolest shit here, I am so psyched for this part of the series. And I’ve got so many questions! Is this Cars haunted mansion, are we going to see elements from the Haunted Mansion ride in Disney put onto this presumed hotel? How did all of these ghost cars come to haunt this place? How did they DIE?
Fanfic wise this could open up a whole new ballgame of things, such as Lightning trying to cope with seeing this after Doc’s passing (if any of you guys have the taste for some strong angst). And on the...*cough* less PG-13 rated side of the spectrum, car possession is now available to be played with as friskily as dared. I’ve already got friends screaming at me not to do it and I legit just might only for shits and giggles. XD
There’s a few things that kinda concern me, too, at least from what we see in the trailer. Here’s just what I’ve asked since I’ve watched it, uh like...like five times-
-Where are so many characters, including and not limited to Mack, Cruz, all the dudes from Rust-eze, all the other racers, and literally anyone from Cars 2??
-Why exactly are Lightning and Mater going on this road trip alone? Is Mack missing because he’s doing something else somewhere? Or Lightning decided that it was going to be a more relaxing and interesting trip if it wasn’t in a trailer the whole time? We know this is Mater’s trip mainly since he’s going to see his sister for her wedding but wouldn’t Lightning want to be the helpful friend and offer a faster ride if they needed it?
(also very important side note, I am so happy that this series is going to be a COMBO and not more Mater’s Tall Tales. Lightning is himself, and he’s being allowed to be kinda open and bubbly and excited to be on this trip with Mater as a team, not just him getting roped into every weird adventure by force and being confused about it. He has a natural desire to actually be here, which is great)
The depiction really reminds me of what they tried to do for Cars 2, but failed at slightly because of the fact that Lightning and Mater were doing separate things and sharing spotlight was getting difficult. But it’s also more than the occasional one-liners that they reduced Mater down to in Cars 3. I hope the balance of the trailer actually does play out into the series, and it’s consistent.
By the way, I combed and combed and combed and at NO POINT did it appear that there was any indicators of the Planes crew being nearby, which has me concerned and rattled. If they aren’t in there after they promised us they would be, I swear to Chrysler I’m gonna make it myself.
(By the way, friends and I are already screaming about the possibility of a season 2 and the chance that rather than going east, they could go west into northern California to an unspecified national park and run into a certain fire and rescue team *intensely waggling eyebrows* We need it so damn bad, Pixar PLEEEEEASE, adopt the late Disneytoon Studio’s orphaned children!!!)
Unorganized additional thoughts:
McQueen having a love of dinosaurs is the fucking cutest thing ever and you cannot tell me otherwise. I will be implementing this into future fics thank you vert much.
Is that monster truck just Cruz? I think that monster truck is just Cruz-
WHY do I have the feeling that the end of this road trip will be met with disaster? We’ve got a clear destination and I have a sinking feeling that when they get there it’s not going to be at all like it was planned.
Okay that’s all we have time for fans and freaks, take care my lovely weirdos, til the morrow, byeeeeee-
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musiingwords · 2 years
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BOB’S BURGERS MOVIE 2022 SENTENCE STARTERS
“they’re a cute couple.”
“maybe. i dunno. don’t worry about it alright.”
“diarrhea’s fine but no sense fearing.”
“so i wanna make this thing legit.”
“it’s gonna revolutionize american pop music.”
“i’m not hiding what i feel about some things on my mind.”
“don’t know what i am without them.”
“it’s gonna be the sunny side up summer of our lives.”
“your face is making me… um sad?”
“it hurts my teeth somehow.”
“i’m scared about how comfortable i am over here.”
“what’d you say?! did you just use the B word?!”
“they’re eating less meat ___”
“oh my god.”
“they’re shaking his head but that’s probably because they have a bug on his face.”
“they’re kidding. you’re kidding right?”
“if i had a nickel.”
“wow that’s such a low amount.”
“that’s what we say about dad.”
“HA! …oh you’re serious.”
“ugh rent.”
“well I’m of two minds and by that i mean drunk.”
“it’s like at any moment the earth can swallow us up.”
“90% of maybes are yeses.”
“so modern we’re hip now”
“hope and grit keeps you out of the you know what.”
“aw i love you too ___.”
“oh hey! i have something for you!”
“this is a fantasy?”
“you take it easy okay?!”
“stop playing.”
“no they were just being nice. see? they left.”
“i don’t know if you’ve notice but i like, wear them a lot.”
“baby’s come out of holes they don’t go into them.”
“honey no.”
“all those in favor of doing this tomorrow morning?”
“you’re just all in your head.”
“did you say ow cause you caught it?”
“my foots stuck that’s not at all terrifying.”
“i tasted death!”
 “crime hole!”
“and don’t go in anymore holes or small crevices.”
“it’s just like, i think it’s against the law for you to have that?”
“you shout that a lot now.”
“maybe we’ll be they’re one phone call?”
“you gotta punch them in the nuts.”
“i hope we did well on that math homework; i was really winging it.”
“alright. emergency kid meeting.”
“here’s the plan, we need to skip school—“
“and i brought all the gear we need, snacks, drinks, nightlight.”
“try to look like alley trash.”
“—-and prove we’re not baby’s and ___ is dumb.”
“but don’t go there.”
“but seriously don’t go there.”
“uh is there a reason you keep saying not to go there?”
“oh! dirt!”
“grab your meat.”
“i’ll keep an eye out for the cops.”
“that’s a law. also a law. they’re both laws.”
“please don’t shout that at me.”
“i miss school. i suddenly want to learn about fractions.”
“here to buy drugs? you don’t buy drugs.”
“ha! ha! ha! it did sound like that didn’t it?”
“hey! hey! they’re just kids!”
“you think that’s bad try being nine!”
“i’m gonna be the one who solves this freakin murder.”
“i’m just a kid, that’s what they say.”
“I’m gonna show them all what i can do.”
“see they’re not cops. cops don’t dance around like that.”
“i had a dream about this.”
“we’re here to tell you the cops have the wrong guy.”
“go catch tadpoles or whatever kids do.”
“oh good looks like you’re taking your annoying conversation somewhere else.”
“they’re not with us. shoo shoo.”
“why can you just be flattered?”
“yup yup. if they come home, you fight them.”
“crap they’re home.”
“i think we can climb down here.”
“___ you go first.”
“oh thank god!”
“let’s uh just run!”
“what? get your head out of your boobs!”
“well it says do not enter so— oh you’re going in.”
“what is this place?”
“also how do we get out of here if they try to kill us?”
“hm. the sea monsters win.”
“we can get ice cream any time you want.”
“we’re just gonna talk about a uh lawsuit i’m in.”
“that’s good. are they less.. homicidal now?”
“what if no one lives up to anyone’s expectations?”
“yeah! we can whisper too!”
“okay nobody wants to solve this crime and everyone is awful.”
“nobody will help us and nobody cares.”
“what are you…. what are you holding?”
“whoa! you’re uh… pointing a speargun at us.”
“ha! now you’re in trouble! our mom and dad are here.”
“but why are you doing all of this?”
“now we need saving.”
“but not the best frame job, right?”
“it’s true what they say; good things happen to good people.”
“and the mole hill turns into mole hell.”
“i don’t know if you have three hour gym body.”
“i’m not that evil but i’m feeling evil today.”
“i cant.”
“how do we get out of this place it’s like a maze!”
“yeah but i’m just gonna say it: this is one of our worst road trips.”
“i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this.”
“we really lost him this time, right?”
“okay now pound for real.”
“this is like the worst rave.”
“this is all my fault.”
“if you’re brave you don’t have to prove you’re brave you just are!”
“you remind me of my mom.”
“glad we could clear that up since we’re dying.”
“wait! don’t you give up!”
“do you wanna divorces before we die? i don’t deserve you.”
“so glad we’re not dead.”
“it’s right where a pee spot would be and it’s the only part that’s wet.”
“okay. you’re too positive right now. maybe take it down a notch.”
“don’t get decapitated and then burned up.”
“if you miss we won’t have a second chance.”
“i’m brave!”
“and super humble!”
“no i’m not ordering takeout.”
“it just feels like my insides are gonna fall out of my bottom hole.”
“i still don’t think he’s grateful enough.”
“it’s fine. it’s not a big deal.”
“—don’t say you’re so proud of me!”
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If I could give a piece of advice to autistics like me, or simply autistics who struggle to navigate the world and wonder if there's any way to make the pressure of Changes in your brain alleviate at all:
Develop an obsession for finding solutions.
(and to autistics who can't: tl;dr ask someone like me to help you, I would be thrilled)
For the record: I used to be incapable of that. It is legit a skill I taught myself over time, mainly from becoming a better critic for my own writings (yes, skills cross-play with the rest of your life).
Situation: I'm a pretty big tea drinker. I don't like metal filters, I drink by the mug because I like to make different teas in a day. I therefore chose paper filters years ago, and have been happily using them ever since.
Problem: the store we go to stopped carrying them.
World-shattering problem: the brand stopped making them altogether.
Result: with only four filters left, I had to hurry to find an alternative that was still qualitative. I found some, ordered a box a couple of days ago, it arrived today... and the bags are HUGE. Size had not been mentioned, and the packaging made them look small and mug-sized. I am not happy. I'm still gonna use them, but my brain has now been looking for better alternatives for a couple of hours because cannot tolerate to not. Have. The. EXACT. Thing I used to have. Especially considering prices. Dunno what happened, but those quadrupled since last I bought a box a few months ago (no, it's not the size that does it, I checked).
Result 2: I know my brain, and I know it's gonna be a bitch about this filter business. It has been. It's driving me insane (and the husband I expect, who received a litany of comments on Discord as I searched/found potential alternatives/other sites to buy from). It just Can't Let Go, because tea, tea is important, I love tea, I NEED an alternative to coffee because it causes me depression, I need a simple alternative because I am not executively functional in the morning, when I have my first tea.
End result: did you know they make glass tube filters now?
My brain fell in love the moment it saw the photo, and has decreed the tube to be The Only Viable Alternative now. It's cheap, resusable, dishwasher safe, I do love glass items, and it's perfect for a single mug and oohhh I wanna see the leaves dance in my mug without getting into my mouth. It's perfect.
A perfect solution that I found because 1. I couldn't let the problem go (I feel like everyone'll understand me on that front <<), 2. I fixated on finding a different site that sells the right filters, 3. I remembered I have a stainless steel filter somewhere that I could try, but first googled its effects on health, 4. I found an article about that (in French) and discovered other available materials, 5. I googled glass filters out of curiosity and tadaaaaa. Which sounds like a lot of steps. But the hyperfixation + need to find a solution ASAP really breezed me through it.
And I know: not everyone is able to do this. To you who aren't able, I want to say: please, ask someone like me to help you find solutions. I LOVE finding solutions. I love the search, I love the dopamine I get from finding something, and I also love to make people happy, which is extra dopamine. Can't guarantee I'll find these solutions if they're country-specific, but you can bet I'll try to help you to the best of my ability because, yes, I believe we ALL deserve some happiness. And some help.
And now I can finally stop procrastinating but my brain really demanded I write this up to conclude this Tea Chapter. Thank you for tuning in, see you next time my routines are disrupted and/or shattered.
Edit: I have now called myself a tealchemist to the husband and understood exactly why the tube thing appeals to me. Alchemists are a big part of Aeyuu('s issues... XD;)
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different anon but i feel like i'll die waiting for a tm x jm collab (yes, i'm dramatic) and lately I've been thinking about kai x jm as well. The three of them have been my fav boys for years and now that jimin is (kind of) free, I can't stop thinking about the possibilities, even though I know I shouldn't get my hopes up, especially because I don't remember the last time we saw a SM artist and a hybe/bighit artist interact 👀 and i'm just speculating, but I find it weird how since bts started to open up a bit, they started mingling publicly with artists under different agencies but not a single one of them from SM, not even invited to the JITB party? ANYWAYS I hope this is just me being paranoid and subconsciously looking for drama, because I need some things to happen and I don't have the time for them to play montagues and capulets
Oh Anon, I do think there is probably at least the undercurrent of legit drama somewhere in all of this, but it’s not quite Montagues and Capulets. It’s BTS being isolationist for the last few years that makes it appear that way.
If you look back at old vids, there was lots of interaction between BTS and SM groups, most notably SHINee IMO. Jonghyun praised them on his radio show, and there are cute vids of baby BTS in their orbit and having cute exchanges. Minho worked with Taehyung, too, and they have some cute moments. One underrated gem is SHINee going HAM over a cover BTS did. SHINee really are those ppl everyone stares at like wtf is wrong with them. BTS are performing an old school Shinwa jam and yeah, they like it too much LOL.
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But you want mingling and interaction and collabs. Realistically, unless private social events are shared publicly, we’re only going to see stuff happen at events. I don’t know the full guest list for the JITB party, but I had wondered if Key might be in Jhope’s orbit for a few reasons. The question will be who might be around when Jimin goes on music shows with Taeyang? It would be cool to see Jimin mingling with everyone.
If you want to see recent instances of Hybe artists interacting with SM artists, then look at TXT and Enhypen. They both have shawols as members and there are lots of recent things. I think Nikki reunited with Key just this past year (he was part of a baby SHINee performance as a kid 🥺).
Back to the matter at hand: will we ever see Jimin with Taemin or Kai in public for work or fun again? It really seems unlikely because when was the last time we saw him with that friend group? Obviously he’s still close friends with Ha Sungwoon and he seems to be the person Jimin does the most with. There’s no reason to think they aren’t all still friends.
Remember the dance video of Kai, Ten and Taemin? How cool would it be to have Jimin in something like that? I just see a bit of a problem with this happening. Black Swan was the last artistic dance Jimin or BTS did. It’s been years. And look at the collab choice. This is dance “lite” - I have no idea if Jimin is interested in pursuing a dance heavy solo career. Hybe’s strategy for BTS still sounds very US top 40 to me. The Taeyang collab certainly has some of that. RM’s Indigo was majorly US top 40. And let’s be real. Although SuperM’s sales were fine and they have loads of US fans, their sound so far doesn’t match that. We can argue till the cows come home about how American culture and presence have influenced the Kpop genre as a whole, but I still wouldn’t describe most SM artists as capturing a contemporary US top 40 sound. I think SM has a signature sound (which it deviates from at times) and that they lean toward timeless or classic or even out-of-time with their music. So I don’t know. I can see why artists from labels like YG are a more natural fit for BTS collabs. There’s also a stronger k hip hop influence there.
So will there ever be something of a collaboration? Who can say? Sigh.
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4/6/24
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Idk If it was you, I stopped my stream around 27 minutes in.
I put my glasses on when I saw the viewer go to 1 just incase it was the girl of my dreams.
It may not have been you. Idk. I question everything I think bc of psychosis when it comes to things that I can't prove factually.
All I know is I made that post about what was public on your fb and you put back up the family reunion photo. The part of me that has accepted the label of crazy or psychotic, is like you had a visual hallucination and it occluded it before the post.
The other part of me is like stop labeling yourself, maybe Elise didn't show up on my stream. I don't know.. but you didn't have a visual hallucination that occluded the family reunion photo and she really is here.
If you're here being how personal my blog is, I can't imagine you aren't in love with me. I mean of course you could be a concerned caring friend but-I mean I talk about hsv2 potentially being a diagnosis, I post almost naked photos, I talked about that dream I had where we made love, etc.
Why would a caring friend who feels bad for me subject herself to reading my personal diary? Especially every single word.
I do think you're here Elise and I'm not asking you to do the things I asked you to do in that post where I wanted direct answers. I understand why you don't want to. Especially if you've been here longer than since February...
I doubt that, but I remember seeing your following go up and down and your link being posted and removed when I was in Andover and Southbury... I chalk that up to visual hallucinations before I got full on psychosis...
But you very well may have been here since like June.
All I know is I believe you've been here since February 2024.
I still question my sanity bc sure my brain could have went you posted that and now you can see the family reunion photo but I'm not really someone who has visual hallucinations enough at this point in time.. that I'm aware of... I see black specks in my vision when I take my glasses off but that very well may be bc I need my glasses...
I did feel like I felt you on my stream, I put on my glasses all awkwardly for a reason but... idk... I can't go off a feeling. I can only go by what I see with my eyes....
I see you put up the family reunion photo within a hour of my post. I want to trust my eyes.
If you're here I know you love me. I hope you go to the Southbury Tango. I'm going to be incredibly awkward. I'll wear my glasses just incase you're here and you do show up.
I got to organize my finances bc of the cost to get in..... and I got to give you at least a week so you can arrange your life.
Tbh I'm considering using my 30$ in kohls cash that expires in like 10 days to buy more boxers. I could get 12 more pairs and 6 pairs of socks for like 160$. I won't need boxers for a long time but I got to make sure I can swing it, bc I'm at 250$ on my creditline and I'm up to 100 on a different one and I got to make high payments for the next 4 months to not accrue any interest.
I also have to determine how much it'll cost me in gas to get to Southbury.... idk if you'd show up and I'd only go once. I may even give you two weeks bc you're a Mom...
It's on meet up, and you have to rsvp I believe. I want to find you Elise. Idk how but I can't just show up places without having intentions like a dance class or a singles event or a hike...
So yea I do believe you're here and I can't wait 2 more years. I'd legit do anything to see you but stalk you or force you to see me.
I hope I'm right that you need to run into me somewhere. I hope that when I register for the Southbury Tango meet up you do too even if you show up in the driveway and step out of your car and I lose my money... it would be worth every penny to be able to look into those beautiful blue eyes again.
Anyways. I'll keep you updated. I don't expect you to go and idk what car you drive. I feel like it was a blue Subaru but idk. I know you told me. My memory is impaired from microsleeping and psychosis....I still remember all our moments though and what you told me about your life.
You'd have to step out of the car if you didn't actually register to attend. I don't know what you drive.... but yea.. I'm going to stop talking now.
Maybe you are just a concerned friend. Somehow I doubt that. Somehow I think you're my soulmate and we are like star crossed lovers..
Except we don't have to be star crossed lovers. We dont need to be kept apart. I meant it when I said, we can be friends first, we don't have to talk about tumblr or Instagram or any of it.
I'd want to build a strong friendship with you and grow into a beautiful relationship. I'd like to watch us grow and get married. Starting at friendship is important. I always valued that. Anyways I love you girl, and I'm sorry if I'm wrong about everything but I think I'm right.
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castle-dominion · 9 months
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6x9 disciple
the s6 3xk episode liveblog
(if you know who he is, I ask you: why is he walking around like this? Why does he act shocked for our benefit?) Sussy hobo /neu I thought the single frame on his face might have been Someone We Know at first, but I'm afraid not. She dead.
*woman hanging dead* RC next scene: We should go somewhere relaxing. You know, where we can just hang. Don’t you think?
KB: Before we plan the honeymoon shouldn’t we set a wedding date first? RC: No. Because the department hasn’t even decided if you can have time off yet. Besides, planning a honeymoon will help us set a date. She gives him an incredulous look. KB: Okay. I can’t wait to hear about this. RC: Well you don’t want to go to Thailand during monsoon season, do you? Or New Zealand in the winter? No. You decide where you want to go, the best time to be there, boom. Lobby for those dates. KB: New Zealand? Castle, are you using our honeymoon as an excuse to go and tour Middle Earth? He clasps his hands together joyfully. RC: I’m game if you are. KB: I was hoping for something more romantic and less … hobbity. RC: Why does everyone always think those two are mutually exclusive? (he’s right. Good food, lots of dancing & music…) KB: And it should be a place where neither one of us have ever been to. RC: Agreed. A perfect spot that will be ours and ours alone. KB: Like Barcelona. RC: That’s where I took Meredith. She backtracks. KB: Okay. Um … Galapagos. I’ve always wanted to go there. RC: Gina. KB: Seriously? RC: Yeah. Part of our whirlwind honeymoon tour. KB: Fine. Swiss Alps. I hear they’re breathtaking. RC: They are. KB: No. RC: Yeah. It’s where Meredith and I used to winter. KB: You know what? I think a better plan would be for you to make a list of places in the world that you have never honeymooned, vacationed, or married any of your other wives. He raises his orange juice glass at her. RC: How hard could it be?
KB: Albania and Finland. That’s all you got left? Finland is pretty af! That's where moomins takes place!
Sunglasses my beloved
Something in her expression says she’s not hopeful but she doesn’t have time to dwell. JE and LP are talking by her car and it looks not case-related. KB: Hey Ryan. (KR walks over) What’s going on with LP: ? KR: Uh, this case just hit a little close to home. RC: Why? What happened? KR: Uh, security guard on the nightshift found out victim hanging from that beam. (he points) We ID’d her as Pam Hodges, 32. RC: Hanging as in, by the neck? KR: Yeah. But what’s really bizarre is the way the victim looks. He pulls back the body bag to show them. PAM HODGES bears a striking resemblance to LP. RC: Whoa. Is that Lanie’s sister? KB is affected, too. KB: (shakes her head) Lanie doesn’t have a sister. Are Pam Hodges and Lanie related? LP: Nope. But they say we all have a twin out there somewhere. I guess this one’s mine. KB: Lanie, we can deal with the preliminaries later. LP waves her off. LP: I was shook up at first, but I’m fine now. (Heck yeah girl. Shaken up of COURSE.) She died between 2 and 4AM. Her neck did not break because the killer rigged the wires so her feet were just off the ground. She probably was strangled to death.
Looks like a guillotine or smth. RC, abt pam's old drug solicitation mugshot: She looks a heck of a lot better now than she did back then. Aside from the being dead part. Dang that IS lanie! I legit thought at first that maybe they doubled acting.
What WAS this new job? NICE PLACE HOLY CRAP discretion is important. They still deserve their privacy! Even if this is a murder!
RC: I love when you get angry. I mean, at other people besides me. KB, who knows her coats: Castle, look at these coats. There’s at least $20 grand here. Sugar daddy? KB: mistress RC: sugar daddy
Ooh camera!
She's been in new york for a long time now... tourist shots aren't much... Ah untraceable money place. Lanie needs her friend <3
Same stuff or same brands too? Who knows that? Love lanie's underwear lol. Very Lanie of her or SHE went out of her way to look like you
intro, 45m left.
What is with the lighting here? Going to be Esposito & his secret money stash.
Miami, also florida. Tampa. Yeah she NEEDS to have a social circle.
RC: An ME investigates the murder of her own doppelganger. It would be a great story if Lanie weren’t living it.
I was so excited to hear abt kelly neiman bc I had heard abt this name online before.
Of course yeah, she trusts him. Remember all the perp nicknames? Why don't they do it in the interview lounge rather than the interrogation box then? & I WOULD suggest recording this!
What private crap is going to be shared? JE: Who’ve you been with in the last six months? Besides me, I mean. I know we’re not exclusive. Very Them of them. But also "you know I only have eyes for you"
The tattoo artist y'all
I love her realization. At first you don't know, but sometimes it Occurs to you.
Someone spiked her drink? Icky icky icky icky. Scary scary.
Lanie selfie? Or not whoops nvm.
All these plastic surgery things.
KN: As a tireless self-promoter, let me offer you one of my pens. She's creepy. A plastic surgeon talking like that... rly weird.
It's goal photos, ppl do that with haircuts all the time bestie
NIGHTCLUB THAT LANIE WENT TO! What company? Oh gregs baker.
Lol castle is hurt by the "amazing potential" comment
Wow it must be evening now. Neiman is still at the office? It's dark out! Florida! Police jackets & stuff Love the dark music.
Gonna also be dead. Yep, floating. Love love love the music. Ryan, physically move him outside Even ryan looks shaken up.
That's creepy.
Lanie works as the ME but ok close enough, she's part of the fam. Love the outfits btw, beckett's jackett, ryan's normal stuff, castle today... Lighting is gross tho. Esposito outfit decent. Why is gates letting esposito work on this case?
Ah another stripper type career! If I were them I'd suggest that MORE cop-related lookalikes die.
Heck yeah speech therapy! I remember the good old days of getting pulled out of school for speech therapy. Haha.
I love love loooove speech patterns & cadence & word choice & all that good stuff. My man would not have the file Right There, he would have had to look for it. I RECOGNIZE THAT-- SWAN SONG THE ROCKUMENTARY ONE! I was right! The rockumentary! Love how they are referencing a non-plot-heavy episode with this! sound-alike too sjfklds that's so creepy I love it! Oh that is fucked up the way he killed him.
Lanie is right. You & me or versions of Ryan & Beckett, they are who I'd look at next. Might not have anything to do with the Relationship tho. It could be that those two were together, or not idrc. (Obv for the plot tho, they needed Lanie bc she's ME tho they could have had perlmutter, & they needed esposito bc rystle already have a vendetta.)
I never make promises. "I have a team on my back."
So they surgeried Pam!Lanie & vocalized Daniel!Javi lmao I would have loved a fenton/siobhan moment with esposito & the neighbour
Her apartment? or her clinic?
OVERNIGHT guest! Ah she has TWO degrees in different martial arts!?
Why do you only have one shot? lmao "I no longer have one"
Yeah man "purely physical between us" & then immediately talks about how pretty beckett is.
It was NOT a coincidence! There is a reasonable explanation! Wow Neiman is good.
I would believe neiman if she didn't say it like that. I like her freckles tho. perfection. She's soooo creepy. Oh she's trying to get a map of beclett's face! For you-know-what!
RC: Can I say something that’ll… probably annoy you? KB: Since when do you ask for permission? RC: Touché
Yeah if she wasn't toying with you I'd believe her.
"told you" *into his cup*
For a sec I thought that red car was theirs
Florida murders! lol they just photoshop a hat on him XD
But why was the dock security guard like that then? In the start? pretending he didn't recognize the girl he himself strung up? Who was he acting for?
Lighting dark again. Ryan addressing the crew. also rly ugly Dan!javi photo
Yeah the money has been my question too.
Partner would make sense.
Dun dun dun 3xk! James gillies moments. Tyson used to leave evidence occasionally. He was not the best back in s3 when he first appeared. He wasn't very good at being a serial killer, that's how he was almost caught the first time. Then he got better ofc.
VINTAGE 3xk, classics... RC: Tyson doesn’t leave evidence. Not unless he wants us to find it. Like that deleted photo. No evidence plus meticulous planning, that’s vintage 3XK. And this case has it in spades. RC: No. You want to know some other 3XK classics? Using people that look like other people. Using a killer to act on his behalf. Beckett, how can you not see it? "You know I prefer 3xk"
were ALL of those files 3xk's?
Ah. It was Dan!javi wasn't it? they also learned not only speech & looks but also signature? Ryan standing behind him physically on his side.
lol her face close-up with the phone & big music
RC: It’s not enough that Jerry Tyson disappeared, he wanted his murders to disappear, too. And it’s not just evidence. It’s his MOs, his victim preferences. All the hundreds of tiny case details that could reveal psychology as to where he is, where he might be going next. It’s all gone. It’s like he’s got a clean slate.
VG: A cruiser just spotted Matthew’s car at the Starburst Motel in Queens. RC: That’s the same motel where we put up Jerry Tyson. (in the bloopers) I remember because that's where he beat the shit out of Ryan
Castle actually stays & listens for once (also have I mentioned the beautiful red with red for Beckett & castle? Good outfits.
Castle *tackles the guy* love it sm. & calls him 3xk too! He prefers 3xk over jerry tyson. (not clipping tho)
VG: How are you, Detective? I love her/them JE: Depends on how things go down with Carl Matthews. lol so true bestie. But this reminds me of ryan saying "I will be once jerry tyson is behind bars" in response to 'are you ok?' in 4x4
Only two people for files? what happened to the prison files? ryan was supposed to do that before he got called away to visit the motel
Carl Matthews: You broke three of my ribs. RC: I’m sorry. I was going for double digits. SDHFAKJLSDFK lil bro said not t oclip tho & he is my voice of reason
CM: Sounds like a lot of sticks and no carrots. it's insane to me that the death penalty even exists, at least at this point in time.
CM: She was a fighter. And the look on her face … she wanted to live so bad. But I stood her on a shipping pallet and then pulled it away. And her feet were just – just off the ground. I remember the toes of her shoes just scuffing the wood. (he demonstrates with his fingers against the table) All panicky and fast at first. And then slower. And then not at all. this is sooooo gross but it's so cool to see him talk
CM: With Daniel I used the reel. So with each click I drew in a quarter inch of line. It got tighter and then lifted him, bit by bit. Every time I hear a click I’m right back with him.
LP: How long do you think it’s going to take before we stop thinking about what he’s done? Until we stop … looking at each other and seeing two dead people?
Matthews admires 3xk's work. I wonder if there is like... a serial killer club or smth. (it's called prison) like that arsonist club in that one episode
"yeah that's right" he says while shaking his head no He could lie & say "dang I was hoping you didn't know where my bank account was" also where is that money coming from???
Lol free wifi
CM: I’ll confess to my kills. No more and no less. I recall every one of them in the clearest detail. All those memories. And to me? I won’t be in a prison cell. (he gestures to his head) I’ll be living here. (pause) I need a good pen and a pad of paper. Ah, several pads, in fact. I actually kind of like this guy, except for the fact that he's gross als ROBERT DUNCAN THE MUSIC OOH
VG: So if you’re going to make that claim, make damn sure you can back it up.
3xk had partners. Maybe all the partners he used before formed a union.
or SHE is the one who taught HIM everything HE knew!
not clipping but lol the way ryan needs to also push open the door
Ew bad muzzle control bad muzzle control
RC: Seems like only yesterday this place was a thriving medical practice. Oh, it was yesterday.
Love the designs tho in the office, so neat
Vewn youtube dot com better luck next time BUT WHO DRAWS THEIR Es LIKE THAT
they just brought the pen home?
TWENTY SIX OTHER UNSOLVED MURDERS?????!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!??! tyson or nieman or their partners like the carl matthews or marcus gates or the partners he used before... or maybe he is just taking other unsolved murders to throw you off hte case
dun dun dun pen
but were ALL of her pens like this? or was it just this one? or is this the one that she tried to give them a while back? what if Castle had opened it up when she first gave it to them?
Screw the captions. Tell me the lyrics in this context. Or at least say "we'll meet again by vera lynn playing" (this song always reminds me of bill cipher lol)
they look SOOO messed up by this
that was a GREAT episode I LOVED it SO MUCH I ALWAYS love 3xk episodes we always need more 3xk fanfiction I'm also really really happy that Ryan who got knocked out by 3xk & castle who got framed by 3xk & esposito+dr parish who got doppleganged by 3xk all have vendettas now, not just ryan & castle from s3. & then also beckett & nieman in the last one but that's over already.
HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE I AM SO EXCITED
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1. What is something in your life that you feel hopeful about right now? I am just so so so SO excited for my trip to Thailand with friends. Since getting employed three years ago this will be my first Legit Break/Vacation, so it feels deserved and not as though I’m ~abandoning ship. Like yeah we have a string of events happening on the days I’m gone but for the first time ever I don’t actually feel guilty about missing them...because at this point, and probably for the first time in my career, I’m actually Tired. I just really need this breather.
Then immediately after Bangkok, my family and I are flying out to Malaysia also for a vacation, so the next two weeks will definitely feel like a breath of fresh air. It’ll suck when I’m back and have to catch up on everything I’ll miss, but at least for those two weeks I’ll remember to stay in the moment.
2. What was the last thing you worried about that turned out better than expected? Last Friday we had an event where it was supposed to be reservation-only for 75 pax, but then none of the motherfuckers who RSVP’d actually showed up and I was on the brink of hyperventilating because we had spent a fuckton’s worth of money for that event nobody arrived at and it was quickly becoming the worst flop of my career thus far – until we made the last-minute call to turn it into a public, free for all event. People poured in, people were dancing, and everyone had fun, and by the end of the night I was able to relax and have a couple of Long Island Iced Teas to finally loosen the fuck up lmao. 
3. Name somewhere you are planning on visiting in the near future? Seoul is definitely the next goal, after Bangkok. But ugh visa stuff is so much work idk when I’ll be able to find the energy to drag my ass to power through the requirements.
4. How often do you go grocery shopping and how much food do you usually get in one go? We usually do it once every two weeks, and we just get the same things every time – so essentials like meat, veggies, eggs, once in a while we’ll get frozen snacks like hotdogs and fries, then instant products like coffee and noodles. We’re not a very snack-y family to begin with so we never get junk food.
5. What is a meal you eat extremely often? Or do your meals & food choices vary a lot? Our meals are varied enough to the point that I can’t say I eat one thing more often than the others...but it’s a different story when we eat out. More or less, 8 out of 10 times we go with Japanese cuisine.
6. When was the last time you felt unable or unwilling to speak your mind to someone? TODAY LOL. My associate's fresh off a breakup and this week she’s been so out of it work-wise that it’s already led to a couple of delays and a handful of mistakes I have had to fix and stuff that she forgets to do. It’s a difficult situation to be in because I can’t exactly call her out given her vulnerable situation, but it also gets unbearable when mistakes are made by the hour. I’ve been telling her to take a leave partly because I want her to take care of herself, but also because I can’t handle any more mistakes that arise purely because of personal issues. I think she thinks I’m only saying it to be nice, but honestly, if you’re going through some shit, please file the leave and look out for yourself. 
7. What was the last thing you changed your mind about? Eh it was me initially wanting to do this work task but ended up delegating to my newest associate so she can learn how to do it herself, since it’ll be her first time doing so.
8. Who was the last friend you saw, and what did you do together? Lui; we attended a listening party that I was happening to manage/run.
9. Who tends to show up in your dreams? Do you ever wonder if you appear in anyone else's dreams? It’s usually just me in bizarre situations. No, I never think about that.
10. What is something you wish you could say to someone who is no longer in your life, or something you wish they could know? I hope Athenna has since come to the realization that she really used to have the tendency to be a shit person with intense anger management issues. I say tendency because she wasn’t always, and she would sometimes go out of her way to do Nice Friend Things for me; but when she was shitty, she really was.
11. Instead of flat earth, what do you think of the simulated earth theory, that we're basically all just a giant computer program or virtual reality? The jokes about us being Sims and it being the reason why we’ll sometimes forget why we walked into a room are funny, but it’s not something I legitimately subscribe to.
12. What worries you most about your future? Being stagnant.
13. What is something you do to feel better when you're scared? Watch BTS or have a quick play session with my dogs.
14. Who do you feel you can count on the most in life? Myself.
15. What makes you trust someone? When was the last time someone broke your trust? If I’ve spent enough time with someone I’ll usually get that a-ha moment where I sort of determine on my own, quietly, that I can trust them. Last time someone broke my trust...hmm. Not a lot of drama in my life recently but the closest incident that matches this is probably when my now-previous associate, Erin, filed her resignation just a week after she said she was very happy and was still very excited to keep learning. Like...what was the point of lying the week before lmao. This incident is more threw-me-off-guard than broke-my-trust, but still.
16. When was the last time you shared a secret with someone, and how did they react? This afternoon. Eh idk how to describe it, they just reacted the way I expected that person to react knowing their personality.
17. Are you more likely to give advice or to ask for it? Give.
18. When was the last time you felt totally lost, figuratively speaking? How about literally? Figuratively, around October 2022. Literally, last April when I had to drive home from Manila with 2% battery on my phone.
19. In what ways are you emotionally strong? In what ways are you emotionally weak? Strong: I’m pretty resilient and I’ve always been adamant and stubborn about proving myself no matter what it takes; this is also because I hate the idea of losing or people looking down on me. 
Weak: I think one mistake, regardless of context or situation, is the end of the world and I will overthink mistakes to death. Criticism also bothers me (internally – although on the outside I can always fake it and make it look like I’m taking it in stride).
20. What is the strangest book you have ever read? How did you find out about it? I don’t even remember the title but anyway it was a boring read.
21. Do you prefer to watch movies or tv alone or with other people? Is there anything you refuse to watch alone? I don’t have a preference on audience size. About things I refuse to watch alone – none.
22. What was the last thing you broke? How about fixed? Last thing I broke was errrr Agi’s diaper? I was figuring out how it worked when I inadvertently ruined the Velcro for it hahaha. Idk the last thing I fixed; I’m not usually able to fix stuff.
23. Is there a sign or symbol that means a lot to you for whatever reason (eg. seeing certain animals or birds, 11:11 or other repeating numbers, syncs, butterflies, hearts in nature, etc)? Just stuff related to BTS - the two doors, 613, 00:00, 7, the color purple.
24. Do you have any personal ghost stories or paranormal experiences? Nope.
25. What do you get complimented on the most? My writing.
26. What is something unusual that you find attractive? Arm hair as long as it’s not excessive. 100% because BTS members are always white-washed and Photoshopped to death that when I see airport or off-stage photos of them with actual normal human HAIR on their bodies I pop as fuck.
27. What time do you tend to eat your first meal of the day? And your last? I have my first and last meal of the day anywhere from 6-7 PM.
28. What was the subject of the last video you watched? Can’t remember...I think it was a snippet of a vlog from one of the vloggers I normally watch.
29. When was the last time you traveled out of town, and where to? We went to Laguna last weekend to visit family.
30. How would you describe your overall aesthetic? Namjooning minus the nature and bicycles.
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hehehehe ur cute. i’m so happy to hear ur day was good :)). i cry at movies too 😔. this is so embarrassing but i legit cried at the end of the sonic movie like the 2020 one … IT WAS JUST A SOFT ENDING OKAY 😔😔😔. I COULDNT HELP IT 😔😔. SAME grocery shopping is smth i always look forward to. i swear the cereal section is the best bc it’s just so bright. like everything else has such bland packaging and then the cereal section is just boom color and happy characters and cute logos like it’s just the best. THEY HAD MY FAVE PASTRYY it’s called spanakopita and it’s soooo yum. it’s a spinach and ricotta blend in this rly flakey pastry it’s so so so good. same i love them all sm. andddd let’s just say the dogs here are definitely city dogs so they’re a lot more immune ….? to odd things …? and to doing odd things ???? and their owners just aren’t even phased it’s so strange 😭
LMFAO ITS TRUE THEYRE LIKE DORITOS 😭😭 yep ik exactly what ur talking about and it’s perfffff. nothing better than some nice collarbones too. they look so delicate and kissable gahhhh. hyunjins make me dizzy. sooooo delicate and longgggg he’s so <333333333. victor 100% unreachable visual who is the blueprint. howl pendragon can come into my life and ruin it rn now pls. talk about perfect man ?? like yes bring him here pls 🙏🏼. LIKE AN ERASER 😭😭 UR LITERALLY RIGHT BC WHY R THEY SO HUGE ?? i love it tho hehe
ohhhh okay yes that makes sense, that’s so cool to think of. all the fast food in america sucks tbh 💔. i’d much rather mcdonalds from another country than whatever we have. every fast food thing here is just … boring. and expensive now so you’re better off just going somewhere else yk ? agreed i don’t customize my orders ever, but i do like to add cold foam to my coffee hehe. it’s just so rich and creamy and delish. and the machines are always “broken” bc they just don’t want to clean it 😭. they’re a pain to clean so i understand but if i want a mcflurry, i want a mcflurry 😠. andddd now i’m craving pandan leaf chicken as well <///3 so smokey and delish grrrr i love food
HYUNJIN DOES FLIRT THROUGH DANCING OMFG. he’s so perfect i actually get frustrated. like i don’t understand how someone can have that many ideal qualities and just exist. how does he live w himself knowing he is the IDEAL MAN ?? IDEK WHAT ID DO W MYSELF. FELIX IS DEFFF ACTING UP. but seeing this confidence on him is so attractive 🤭🤭🤭. i feel like that’s another thing that makes hyunes dancing so attractive bc you can tell he’s so content while doing it and how all of his moves are so articulated GAHHH i could watch him dance all day. imagine dating him and just being able to watch him practice ?? him winking at you in the mirror every now and then ohhhhh i’d pass out
i hope ur sleeping well my pretty 💗💗 kisses 4 uuuuu
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sonic movie??? ive never heard of anyone crying over the sonic movie T_T then again i cant judge because ive never watched it. dw bae, i cry over soft endings too. we have issues and its ok!! tbh i cry over fluff more than i cry over angst. it's just that i get so overwhelmed by the love, that it makes me sob yk? i sound insane, dont i </3 whats ur fave cereal? i love the milo crunch cereal, tastes like milo but make it cereal!!! and i googled spanakopita and omg. . .it looks mouth-watering. gonna attempt to find a place which sells them here. talking abt pastries, 'm going to a cafe with my mum tmr for breakfast, so im looking forward to that!!
anything abt hyunjin makes me dizzy tbh. the recent dancing vids of hyune 😵‍💫 hes out to get me fr fr. management pls make him stop body rolling on stage bcs it makes me sick!! (pls dont i love it when he does) HOWL IS SO PERFFFFFFF. THE MAN! i could talk about the plot of howl's moving castle for hours. i love the plot twist, how howl has been searching for sophie for years. thats true love right there! also jeongin hand pics has been all over my fyp come save me!! save me from this monstrosity.
the american slander 😭cmere bae i'll take u to a mcdonalds 🙏i'll give you all the mcflurrys you want. its always available here <333 now im craving for an oreo mcflurry omg... and pandan leaf chicken zzz
STOP FEEDING INTO MY DELUSIONS, MY LOVE. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING SUCH THOUGHTS INTO MY HEAD? i want hyunjin to give me a private show (not in an nsfw way i swear) he looks so enchanting on stage, i'd love to sit in front of him, alone with him and just watch him dance. he puts so much thought and emotion in his movements, it's amazing how he could do that all while ensuring every move is precise. making it all look easy is also one thing. oh the winks would be the death of me. i feel like he'd cling on u right after too <333 will ask for lil reward kisses after practise <3 did u see the vid of felix lifting his shirt up to make people scream for muddy water? hes in his hot guy and he knows it era. love it for him 🙏
also, today, seungmin and felix went live. i got to watch it and it was so chaotic T_T it was them attempting to make candy but failing at doing so </3 i mean what did we expect from them tbh.
hope ur day is going well, sweet darling. thousand of kisses for u <333!!
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201127 Weverse Magazine ‘BE’ Comeback Interview - Jungkook
Jung Kook: “I hope this feeling never fades” BTS BE comeback interview 2020.11.27
I had a chance to interview BTS before, when they debuted. During that interview, Jung Kook had one small habit; when I met him again a while later, he had corrected it. He makes a conscious effort to change himself. And after seven years, I met Jung Kook again.
You directed the music video for “Life Goes On,” BE’s title song. Jung Kook: I was really eager to direct the music video from the outset. My plan was to organize the synopsis, discuss it with the  music video director I was working with, shoot and edit them, but we were short on time. So I worked on it while sharing ideas with the director. Originally there were a lot of scenes with lip synching in them, but we took some of them out and put in more scenes that conveyed the members’ emotions better. It wasn’t easy to combine scenes, but I think now I know more about how much of everything is needed when shooting a music video.
You had shot the Golden Closet Films and uploaded them to the BTS YouTube channel, and now you shot a music video. Jung Kook: Once we were on location, we had directions for everything we needed to shoot prepared in advance, so I took candid shots of the members here and there with a camera during the shoot. We were filming in a beautiful place so when they asked me to take pictures of them as they wanted to be presented, I did.
What kind of pictures did you take of yourself? Jung Kook: I was just, in them. (laughs) I’m not in the shot for the Golden Closet Films either. I kind of take a back seat. The director had to shoot my parts for the music video, since I couldn’t film myself, so I relaxed a bit. I tried to make the other members look really good when I recorded them. Since this was a BTS music video and not my own, I wanted to show what was happening with every member and the team, not just one individual’s thoughts. Each person who watches the video might feel different, but I wanted to show that we feel what other people feel, that we’re in the same situation.
You get your picture taken a lot, but you don’t pay much attention to the ones you’re in. Jung Kook: I never really liked having my picture taken. (laughs) And I’m usually with the others when we’re working, obviously, but it’s hard to take a camera and take selfies. So I take pictures and videos of the other members every chance I get.
Do you still find it difficult to have your picture taken? Jung Kook: I put my best face forward when it’s for something I have to do, like  for photo books, but it’s still not easy. Videos are okay, though. And even though I’m not nervous at all when I sing in front of tens of thousands of people, if I have to sing or talk in front of a small group, I get super nervous. I never feel that way on stage, but maybe I have a hard time doing things that are a little bit awkward for me.
It seems like you draw a distinction between work you enjoy and work you find difficult. Jung Kook: Work related to music, like recording, composing, writing lyrics, filming music videos and things like that, are all fine. But anything outside of that is probably a challenge for me.
On BE, you each explained your feelings about work in the song “Dis-ease.” You must have experienced a cycle of enjoyable and difficult work over seven years, so how did you get through the hard times? Jung Kook: I actually understand my own problems well, so most of the time it’s okay. I can figure things out one at a time through experience instead of just looking for answers. I’m always growing and my personality changes, depending on my environment. I think I’ve learned to do things I used to find difficult by experiencing it little by little.
Speaking of growth, “Skit” was very memorable. You recorded it the day after “Dynamite” reached number one on the Billboard Hot 100 chart and you, who talked about what you did before you became trainees in “Skit” in your debut album,talked about being first place on the Billboard Hot 100 this time around. Jung Kook: When I was a trainee, I saw the older members rapping and thought, “Wow, they’re so cool!” But now, after having spent everyday together, I’ve forgotten about all that. (laughs) Sometimes I see the lyrics they wrote, see them dancing and hearing the things they say on stage, and think, “Oh, right. That is the kind of person they are. They’re a lot different now.” You know how you don’t feel it when you live with your family, but if you can’t see them for a long time, you miss them. You might even cry. We’re a real family. Like, legit! (laughs)
Your “legit family” (laughs) each put their own songs on BE and came up with units spontaneously. What was it like making the album that way? Jung Kook: We talked with the company over the outline of the album and organized our ideas together. That was our process for making songs. Then we’d listen to them together, and if we thought they weren’t great, we’d go back and work on them some more. The members would get together and say, “Hey, how about so and so do a unit song this time?” or, “What should it be about?” and share a lot of ideas that way.
How did the others respond to your song, “Stay”? Jung Kook: That song was originally meant to be on my mixtape. We planned to put a different song on the album, but after V heard it, he said, “This song that Jung Kook wrote is really good,” and then the other members all listened, said it was better than the other one, and somehow (laughs) “Stay” made it into the album. The message for the other song was also, “Even though we’re far apart, stay just where you are.” I wrote my song with the same theme so I loved that it was included in BE. At first, I wanted to talk about how we’re always together, using the English word “wherever.” I wanted to express how we’re always together no matter where we are, but Namjoon heard that and said “Stay” might be better. I liked his suggestion, so I changed it. He really helped me to organize my thoughts, since I’m not always good at writing everything I want to express.
One might go as far as to say the lyrics sound heartbreaking, but it’s arranged in EDM. Jung Kook: We imagined we were performing for the fans while we made it, jumping up and down with them.
It sounds like you really miss your fans. Jung Kook: This album really hit us in a different way, with this situation being what it is. Because the world is struggling with COVID-19, we have to keep our heads up and convey our messages to our fans.
What can your fans expect from you when you finally meet again? Jung Kook: There’s nothing specific, but when I watched our old performances, my facial expressions were awkward and my dance moves weren’t always perfect. I keep working to improve myself, so I hope   when the fans see me, they think my performance is amazing and that my aura fills the stage.
Are you happy with how you look in your latest work? Jung Kook: I’m not 100% satisfied, no. When we did performances for “Dynamite” recently I kept seeing my imperfections.
Your acting in the intro to your “Dynamite” performance was really impressive. Even in COVID-19 times, you captured a feeling of liveliness and being cool, as though to explain what the song is all about. Jung Kook: Actually, on the first day of filming the music video, I was supposed to film my parts first, but I was so bad that it had to be pushed to the end of the shoot. So,I was a bit more relaxed when the camera rolled.
So that’s what you get when you’re relaxed! (laughs) Jung Kook: Yes, I relaxed, and something went “pop!” and “boom!” inside me, and then I did it however I wanted. (laughs)
It’s fascinating how someone who performs the way you do during stadium tours can feel nervous while filming and yet still do so well in it. Jung Kook: I can be a shy person. When people used to ask me to sing, I couldn’t always do it—like in front of adults or teachers. And I’m still a bit like that. If I start thinking, “Oh, I can’t do this,” then I really end up not being able to do it. Even when I could have done well.
Why do you think that is? Jung Kook: I feel the same way about my dancing and my singing, and I can’t compose a really amazing melody either. I feel like I’m always somewhere in the middle. But then I also think I have my own colors, so I like to quietly, slowly open up to people, and let them know what kind of person I am. Yeah, something like that. (laughs)
But, when you review your songs and performances objectively, you see all of your changes, don’t you? Jung Kook: There’s a lot of change. My voice has changed a lot; I grew taller and my frame and facial structure have changed, too. I could tell how awkward I looked at the beginning, but after a while, I think, “My gestures look better now, but I feel like my dance is too rigid.” And again after a while, “Now my dance is fine and my gestures are good, but I’m making awkward facial expressions.” And later, I say, “Now I got the facial expressions down, but, hmm, there’s no killer move.” (laughs) That’s how I slowly changed. And then my actions, thoughts, dreams, goals, what I value, what I want to do—all these things will change depending on the situation.
You had some changes in BE, too. Throughout “Life Goes On,” you lightly carry your voice and tone throughout the whole song, like they’re flowing. Jung Kook: Right. I think that’s very important. My general feeling was my voice should be woven into the song, rather than bringing out my individual voice. The lyrics say the world stopped, but I can’t keep on being sad, and life continues and flows on. I wanted to mix a little bit of my own colors into that complex, subtle sadness. I listened to how the other members recorded their parts for the song, and I sang while thinking about how I could do it in a way that it would all blend together well. I kept changing my voice exploring how to make it sound better, cleaner. I kept trying new things while I was recording, performing, and practicing.
When you look back after all that change, don’t you feel like you accomplished a lot? Jung Kook: I don’t really pay attention to things that have already happened. I think more about what it is I need right now, so I rarely think, “I got a lot better from how I used to be,” or, “I did a good job.”
You sound insatiable, in a good way. Jung Kook: Yes. This is how I want to keep living, and I hope this feeling never fades.
You’ve found immense success with BTS. What makes you want to keep doing more and keep improving yourself? Jung Kook: I want to show people who I am: how I talk, how I act, how I sing, and so on. And after that, I want to be acknowledged for doing what I like to do, and for people to see what an amazing guy I am. I want to do these things step by step. I want to be appreciated as Jung Kook, as the real me.
What do you think is the source of that energy—the energy to keep proving yourself, even though you’ve already achieved so much with BTS? Jung Kook: I think my heart’s telling me to. BTS was able to climb this high thanks to the group members, the company and our fans. But there’s always the question of whether I could receive that kind of recognition by myself, so I have this feeling of wanting to throw myself at some challenge alone. There’s a lot I want to do, and a lot I want to achieve.
By gradually improving yourself, what kind of person would you ideally want to become? Jung Kook: A person who’s crazy awesome in their field. (laughs) Those kinds of people look cool even when they do something different. I still have a long way to go. I feel like I could be more captivating and draw more out of people by improving any number of things, by trying hard to be confident about my singing, or the way I dance and perform. BTS is way more important and meaningful to me than I am to myself, so I’m not saying I want to do anything alone. But I hope I get to the point where I can perform alone for three or four hours in a venue full of people.
It’s clear that your job, music, is very important to you. Jung Kook: I must never let it go. That’s what I always think. I have to keep it close to me, even if I get bored, or I don’t want to hear it, or it feels like a hassle. I want to keep on making music. It may be a long ways down the road, but I want to prove myself with my music.
You said before that your MBTI is ISFP, so I looked it up. Obviously, MBTI can’t sum up a person perfectly, but it says ISFPs tend to be “curious artists.” Your answer reminds me of that. Jung Kook: That sounds about right. I looked up the personality traits for ISFP too, and it was interesting. (laughs)
Maybe that’s the reason you set your goals so high. You seem like you have high standards and want to keep growing. Jung Kook: It’s like a foggy mountain top. (laughs) I can’t even see it yet.
You’ve been climbing for seven years, staying curious. Is there anything you want to say to the people who have been watching you all this time? Jung Kook: Umm … Well, there are seven of us, and the seven of us keep running ahead. So it’s possible we could get tired, one by one, and drop out, right? But if more people join us, one by one, and run with us, we can support each other and pull each other up if someone falls down. That’s kind of how I feel. There are people who supported us from the beginning who have been watching us the whole time since, and because of them our follower count keeps going up, and they all keep us on track. So the only thing I can say is—thank you. We were nothing special, really (laughs) but they keep on liking us and supporting us, and the best way we can repay them is to give them our all through our music and our performances. They push me to work hard, even on things I find difficult. (laughs) I’m eternally grateful.
Just like in the last line of “Stay.” Jung Kook: “We are together.”
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slytherin doyoung x ravenclaw fem reader
genre: hogwarts au but all different, romance, smut, established relationship (read ‘red’ if you’re into enemies to lovers), fluff
warnings: sexy times (69, bodies connected by slytherin magic idk, little rough, mention of saliva and all that jazz, mention of overstimulation, swallowing, use of magic during sexy times, solo m, solo f, fingering, raw, phone sex, spanking, short istance of subby dy, light bondage dy receiving, dry humping, mention of safe word, borderline sexy times in public), mention of natural events such as thunder, lightning, fire, water, rocks etc lmao, swearing, teasing
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huge thanks to @spookyhyuck​ and @sunflowerforhaechan​ for helping me out with this fic!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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Previously, in Red
“It’s just– it’s unfair. So I– also want to know.”
“You want to own my cock?” he chuckled in the crook of your neck.
“Why do you really have to use such words?!”
“You can do it. You just need to go down on me too.”
“Even if I’m not a slytherin?”
“If you’re in love with your slytherin partner, you don’t need to be one to be tied to them like that.”
“Pants off then. Now.”
Doyoung inhaled once, eyes darting from your face to your hands already trying to unbuckle his belt. 
"Are you-- are you sure about this?" 
Your eyes lit up with mischief, causing the young man to bite his lower lip. "Are you perhaps stuttering now, Kim Doyoung?" 
"I just--you'll legit feel it every time I'll-" 
"So what? Does that make you nervous?" 
You leaned down and cupped his cheek. He let his head fall on the mattress at your gentle push and he closed his eyes when he felt your lips gently kissing his neck. Your fingers started to draw patterns on his collar bones; while the other hand slipped past the restriction of his trousers, touch gentle above his boxers.
Doyoung's breath stopped for a moment before he released it, his cock twitching under your fingertips, so eager to be touched without the layer of fabric of his underwear. 
"I'd love to be able to feel it every time you fucked your fists," you whispered into his open lips, “bet it would make me so wet." 
You dragged the last word out while your hand palmed him and you loved to see him strain his neck to the side, his pulsing artery inviting you to just bite into it. 
And you were about to do it; if Doyoung hadn't of grabbed your wrists and smiled wickedly all of sudden. 
“Alright. But turn around,” he instructed. His fingers intertwined with yours and for a moment it felt fuzzy and warm. But the dying sun and its shadows made him look dangerous instead of aethereal.
“Huh?” you tried to move away but his grip was iron. 
“Turn around? Oh,” You blinked, finally making a sense of his words. 
He smirked again and let go of your arms, sliding his warm hands under your shirt instead until reaching your breasts. Your breath quivered and you straightened your back, letting your head fall as he cupped them, squeezing their softness harshly until you gasped. 
And then he became the one to rise and connect his teeth to your neck after discarding your upper garment with an aggressive pull. 
You closed your eyes - mind imagining just how badly your Ravenclaw bed was going to creak in a moment when the two of you made contact with the ancient bedframe - Doyoung reaching the swell of your breasts with the tip of his tongue.
 You felt your bra slowly descending off your torso as well. Doyoung grabbed it roughly and threw it somewhere in the room as if unable to wait a single moment. Just as roughly, he pulled you down on top of him and pushed your pyjama bottoms off your ass in one fatal swoop. 
"Come here," he murmured, tongue slightly poking out of his mouth; the thought of you sitting on top of that making shivers travel all across your body. Your chest was pressed on his but the fabric of his shirt bothered you too much, so hungry to feel his skin instead. 
So you leaned down and took his tongue inside your mouth, dancing with it and making him taste yours whilst your fingers gathered his top until feeling his abdomen and pecs defined, beneath the shirt. Then you forced it off, ruffling his fluffy dark hair playfully, before finally biting into his neck just as you had been dying to do. He chuckled, his throat moving accordingly to the vibrations of his deep voice but it soon transformed into an airy panting as you moved the biting down across his collarbones; placing wet kisses all across his chest, flicking his nipples and biting on the soft skin of his abs. Doyoung gulped when you reached the most prominent veins of his navel and you smiled, tracing one with the tip of your tongue until reaching the waistband of his boxers. 
"Ah shit, just-," he choked. You froze; keeping your hot breath close to his twitching cock just to make him gasp. 
You didn't go any further though and just smiled, putting on a short show for him, namely taking off your bottoms and underwear before sitting on top of his legs again. 
He admired you from underneath his hooded eyelids, but before you could tease him as you intended to, he flicked his wrist and your body moved the other way accompanied by your high pitched yelp. 
"Doyoung!" You leaned forward to steady yourself, as your ass was already being kneaded by his impatient hands. 
He chuckled once and pulled you by the waist until you could feel his breath between your legs. 
"Be a good girl," he murmured and dove in, the movement of his tongue around your clit making you moan too loudly for the university campus. 
"We need--to soundproof--the room-" you tried to speak with a broken voice as Doyoung spread you out with his hands, fingers pressed into the softness of your ass. 
"You can be silent with my cock inside that mouth." 
Mind clouded as you moved your hips to ride his tongue, you almost forgot about Doyoung's painfully hard cock poking out of his boxers. 
So you leaned down, trying to keep your moans as silent as possible and watched it spring out of the underwear on the lower stomach. Doyoung's hiss didn't go unnoticed by your ears as you pumped it, so you eagerly licked a strip up on it and felt his slight shudder. The you let out a trail of saliva past your lips and you watched it coat his tip. 
"Shit," he breathed on your clit as you pursed your lips on it and when you actually took it inside your wet mouth, hand working the base, his fingers pulled you even lower on his face. 
You moaned as his tongue fucked inside of you quickly, the vibrations of your throat causing him to get even more eager. With your cheeks sucked in to take as much as you could and one hand held steady to work the rest, you bobbed your head quickly, matching his pace. Then you finally took it all in until you felt it inside your throat, making him groan as he moved his hips upwards for more. You gasped for air as you let his cock slide out, glistening with your saliva, and you pumped it with your fist, moaning a second time when you felt Doyoung's fingers stretching you out. 
It was already too much. Your mind was hazy and your muscles aching. And when you felt another finger being added, making you squeeze your thighs together and curl your toes, your own fingers never letting his cock go, you moaned loudly. 
"Shh," He warned you, amused at you getting louder and louder as your orgasm approached. So you leaned down again, forehead resting on his thigh for a moment before starting to resume sucking on his cock again. 
Doyoung's legs twitched imperceptibly at your sudden touch and the movement of his tongue, back on your clit, got too erratic, showing you how close he was himself. 
"Babe, ah--fuck," he mumbled with broken breaths, his fingers digging into your sides, until he thrust inside your mouth a few times uncontrollaby and then went limp moments before you could feel his seed shoot on your tongue. You kept still as much as you could before letting it out, slowly working the length as it sprouted a few times on your breasts as well, descending on your nipples and his abdomen. 
Doyoung groaned a few more times and right after you finished swallowing you arched your back, his mouth sucking on you so needily as if he was still trying to reach his own high. 
Your nails dug into his thighs and your hips started to move on their own on his face, riding his tongue and trying to keep as quiet as possible. 
"Cumming!" you mumbled, mind hazy and muscles aching. 
Doyoung hummed pleased and didn't stop even when you started to uncontrollably shake in his hold, fucking you through your orgasm until you had to beg him to stop. 
__________
“What were you doing when this happened?” 
The man stated in a monotone voice, in full concentration as he was staring at his device connected to Doyoung’s room. He was standing in the middle of it, the only spot without any burnt patches or open flames.
The latter's mind went to last night, the feeling of his cock inside his desperate palm as the image of your mouth roamed his imagination; so he let out a short “heh” before clearing his throat. 
“So I was in bed.” 
“With someone?” The man mumbled. 
“Alone.” Doyoung replied. 
And it wasn’t a lie. He came inside your mouth that day and when he got to his room again all he could think of was cumming inside of it again. 
The man didn't reply for a moment. 
“And you said that it was as if an explosion happened that made your whole room catch fire?” 
“Yep.” Doyoung slid his hands in the sweatpants pockets, fighting the urge to swing back and forth on his heels. 
“Well, the room is not malfunctioning or anything. I just think your emotions were too strong."
The man raised his eyes to stare at Doyoung’s face. “Whatever they were," he added. 
The lack of emotions on the dude’s face was making things even more awkward. 
“Uhm yeah, I think I was having a nightmare or something…” Doyoung scratched the back of his head. 
The man hummed and with one last click, he sighed and twisted his wrist once. Doyoung inhaled relieved to see his burnt walls turn to their original state. He had never experienced a rub so good it made his room burn like hell itself before. 
“Thank you, sir," Doyoung addressed the man that was already walking towards the door. 
“Next time this happens-” The stiff man said, turning around once, feet in the corridor, “-just imagine water or something.” 
“And what if my room gets flooded?”
The man straightened his jacket with a short tug. “Well, just don’t jack off then.” 
With a little smile, Doyoung was ready to see him off and hide under the covers. 
__________
“What do you mean by an explosion?” 
You leaned closer to Doyoung, who was sitting across the table from you in the study room, to hear his whispers better. 
“Like a real ka-boom?” A curious voice asked as well. 
Doyoung and you both turned your heads towards Haechan, standing and resting with his elbows on the desk as close to you as possible. 
“This is a private conversation!” You gently whisper-yelled, pushing Haechan back. 
"I'm just curious to know more about the rooms!” He whined, straightening his back. 
“Well, didn’t you feel it?” Doyoung’s words were directed towards you and you gulped, remembering the sensation you felt the previous night. 
It did feel like an explosion inside your whole body. If that was what your connection was going to feel like in the future, you were surely going to lose your mind with each orgasm. 
“Of course I did! But my room didn’t catch fire.”
Doyoung’s adam apple travelled up and down in his throat. “Lee. Can you please just fuck off for a second?” 
Haechan, face almost touching Doyoung’s one, opened his palms and took a few steps back again. 
“I think,” you waited a moment, eyes darting around as if trying to gather more courage, “it happened because I was doing it too.” 
Doyoung’s jaw fell open and Haechan whistled. 
“Well, shit. If I blow up my room while I think of my cute girlfriend then what’s going to happen when I actually fuck my cute girlfriend?” 
You bit your lower lip, trying to not giggle at his words but it was impossible.
 Doyoung's gaze caressed your face and his expression relaxed into a smile.
“You like that? Me calling you my girlfriend?” He touched your hand and you intertwined your fingers soon after. 
“Uhm, guys, I think you should take this to the bedroom now...” Haechan trailed off, seeing you imperceptibly lean into each other. 
“Maybe we should just not masturbate at the same time,” you whispered. 
“Maybe we should just blow up the entire university.” Doyoung whispered back, before your lips inevitably clashed together making Haechan groan and a few other nosey people in the vicinity look away too. 
__________
It was a sunny day and the grass outside never felt softer as you sat down crossed legged. Doyoung’s hand was still intertwined with yours and you giggled when instead of letting it go as you tugged away, he just pulled you towards himself. 
“I just can’t get enough of you,” his breath caressed your lips. The kiss was slow and soft and you melted in his arms. 
You hummed teasingly then watched as Doyoung indicated towards you and a sandwich gently breezed inside your hand from the basket he carried. 
“Stop boasting your object moving skills,” you smiled before taking a bite. Your knees touched as he sat down as well and he smirked seeing your uniform skirt slide up your thigh a bit. 
“My room still reflects my mood even when I’m outside of it,” he continued as you munched on the food. “Perhaps I should keep the distance.”
“Can’t you just turn it off?” 
Doyoung snickered. “Yeah. I’m on my way to ask the principal to turn off my room because I want to have mad sex and I end up destroying it.” 
You tilted your head to the side as if thinking for a moment. Then you noticed Doyoung’s gaze. 
“What?” 
“That turned you on just now,” he smiled. 
You gulped. “No.”
He sighed knowingly. “Yes.” 
You exchanged a look. 
“Can you feel it?” 
“Can you not?” 
“I thought it was just my feeling. Is this you being horny right now?”
“I think it’s both mixed.” 
“You said that I would only know when you orgasm.” 
“Well, that’s what I thought too.” 
You both stared at each other for a moment as if doomed. 
Then Doyoung’s eyes twinkled and the heat inside of your gut intensified. 
“Doyoung! Stop it.” 
“Hmm, can you resist this though?” he leaned in like a snake trying to catch your lips. 
“We’re outside,” you whispered, placing your hands on his chest. 
“We’re hidden. No one’s looking.” 
The burning sensation inside your gut intensified even more and when you felt completely wet Doyoung exhaled. 
"Oh, I know," he whispered on your lips when you tried to tell him. "I think--," he licked his lower lip, looking at you twitching in front of him. "I can make you cum with only my words." 
You whined closing your eyes and trying to calm your quick breath whilst your hands grabbed fistfuls of his shirt. 
"Please, this is torture."
You squeezed your legs together and Doyoung was quick to slide one hand between them just enough to keep them apart, kneading the soft flesh in the meantime. 
His lips brushed yours and you let go, diving in desperately, sucking on his tongue as if only that alone could make you go over the edge. His hums were deep and rough and you wondered how he managed to keep it together. 
"Hold tight," he ordered and you gasped, unable to breathe for a moment before blinking hard and seeing new trees adorning Doyoung's figure. 
"Wait," you furrowed your eyebrows. He smiled hovering on top of you. The breeze felt different and there were no more screaming students in the background. 
Then you realized. 
"Is this your room?" you tried to look around above his shoulder. 
The green moss under your back was soft to the touch and the campus surely didn't have any waterfalls like the one shining under the setting sun. 
"Doyoung, did you really just transport us in your room as if it was nothing?" 
"Perks of being a Prefect," his soft breath caressed your ear as he outlined it with his lips. 
"I’m a Prefect too but I can't do this!" 
"Then, perks of being a horny Slytherin," he chuckled and you felt his tongue gently drawing patterns on your neck. The breath you took in was sharky and you tightened your hold around his torso, pulling him towards you even more with your legs. 
"Just fuck me already," you whined and Doyoung was quick to unzip his pants, pupils so big that you could see your own reflection in his eyes. 
"I think this is going to be very quick," he grunted, pushing your panties to the side and pressing his tip into your clit. 
You threw your head back and opened your mouth in a soundless moan, choking when he pushed inside slowly. 
"I don't need much either," you managed to speak before you both started to pant in unison. Your fingers got tangled in his luscious hair, wrapping his neck with your arms and lungs filled with his scent. Your mouths were open against each other as if starved and you wondered why it took you so long to fuck again. 
The moans were quick to invade the room and when your body started to shift back and forth under his weight, he grabbed your wrists and pinned them down around your head. 
Doyoung kissed you once and bit on your lower lip, stretching it out as his hips slowed down, making you feel every inch so very well. 
“I can feel the way you like it when I’m like this,” he murmured amused. 
You inhaled deeply as he hit it hard a few times then slowed down again. The waterfall burst in sync and you felt a few drops of water on your skin. 
“And I guess you can also feel the way you’re torturing me right now,” you breathed out, clenching around him as if begging for release.
“Yeah,” he outlined your lips with the tip of his tongue, “and it’s so fun.” 
Your hips moved upwards, needing more and he chuckled once, lifting himself on the knees and lifting one of your legs to his shoulder.
“I think I need some magical words now, baby.” 
You tried to roll your eyes to the side and move your arms but he clicked his tongue and you realized the amount of control he had on you. 
“I can’t believe you’re balls deep inside of me and still have the strength to keep my wrists down with magic.”
“Oh, you want me to lose control?” 
You looked around the room, or better, the dark green forest, and imagined it on fire but your lucid thoughts lost any meaning the moment Doyoung started to move again, the sound of his hips hitting the underside of your thighs becoming too overwhelming. Your spinning head got you whining and moaning his name, again and again, each time louder until he actually lost control and your fingers were free for you to dig them into his chest, palming his stomach and going up to reach his face. He kissed your fingertips leaning down again as you started to twitch in his hold. 
“Shit,” he cursed through his teeth, your approaching orgasm making him unable to distinguish between his one and yours. 
You gasped, lips forming the words and he grunted. “I know, baby, I know.” 
And when it came crashing down on you, it felt so right yet so terrifying that you thought you were about to pass out. 
The waterfall moved its course right above you and you screamed while Doyoung laughed loudly, his hair getting all wet and dripping above you. 
You tried to open your eyes, passing your hands on your face. 
“We’re all wet now!” 
“You were wet way before this,” he chuckled, his cool skin so smooth to the touch that you pulled him down until he was able to rest his face on your chest. 
He wrapped your torso with his arms, caging you under his weight and you sighed relieved, still dizzy from the mind-blowing experience. 
"I can't believe this just happened."
You looked up at the calm waterfall and its pink water that reflected the sunset. A few birds you didn't notice before were chirping. 
“Can you get rid of my clothes without touching me?” you wondered. 
Doyoung chuckled and his breath warmed your bosom. 
“Yes.” 
You gasped. “Who have you been practising with?” 
He lifted his head to rest his chin on you. “It’s second-year magic.” 
“They don’t teach us to undress people.” 
“They teach us to move stuff. I can move it from your body to the floor. Same thing.” 
“Then do it. Wet clothes feel aw-” you tried to complete the sentence but didn’t manage to as you suddenly felt his wet body on yours instead of the fabric. 
“What are we? Like Adam and Eve?” you laughed at the image of you both naked and lying on a patch of moss. 
He kissed your lips slowly. “Perhaps we were. Like in a past life or something.” 
You hummed, pushing his dripping hair back. “So the room it’s better flooded than burnt?” 
“The soil will absorb everything so when I'll turn it back, abracadabra, no water left.” 
“Why are you so smart?” you smiled. 
“Actually, I dropped out of the top 10.” 
Your smile died. 
“What?” 
“You too.” 
“What?!” 
__________
“Oh shit.” 
You were standing in the corridor, one hand on your mouth and eyes wide looking at that month’s academic ranking sheet. 
“How is this possible?” you asked Doyoung who sighed near you. 
"I thought you were aware."
“Well, when was the last time you folks handed in homework?” Haechan stopped by, head shaking like a disappointed parent. You both turned your heads towards him. 
“We’ve been-” you started to speak but drifted off, unsure on how to continue. 
“Busy,” Doyoung concluded with a nod. 
“Oh yeah,” Haechan eyed Doyoung’s bright hickey on the side of the neck. “I can see that. Keep up the good work then,” he patted both of your shoulders. "Also, you have leaves in your hair."
It was your turn to sigh. Doyoung reached the top of your head and retrieved a small leaf. 
“I think we need to schedule our meetings-” you started but Doyoung interrupted you, alarmed. 
“What? No way!”
You crossed your arms on your chest and faced your boyfriend. 
“We’re not going to graduate if we keep fucking all day.” 
And Kim Doyoung actually pouted. “I don’t care.” 
“You’ve been fighting for first place all of this time!” 
“It’s because I was trying to win over you. Now it’s not important, is it? Because you're mine."
You had to close your eyes to gather your shit. 
“Doyoung, our future-” 
“My future is you.” 
“Oh my God, stop being cringy for a second."
He hummed amused and pulled you towards his chest. You reluctantly let him do it and wrapped his torso. He smelled like forest and well - like Doyoung. 
“We can study and fuck,” he murmured in the crook of your neck. 
“What are you? A bunny?” 
“We can study together,” he looked at you as you lifted your gaze on his face. 
“You already know how bad of an idea that is, Doyoung.” 
He rolled his eyes and sighed. 
“Okay. Knowing you, there's already a plan."
You let him go and lifted one finger as you started to announce the rules. “We can meet once a day.” 
“Oh my God," he rubbed his forehead. 
“When we meet, we can fuck only if we’ve already finished our assignments,” you added a second finger. 
Doyoung passed one hand through his hair annoyed. “Alright.” 
“Three. If you try some weird shit while I’m busy, I’ll beat your ass.” 
He smirked. 
“Do you understand?” 
“Yes. You’ll beat my ass. Understood.” 
“You don’t want that,” you warned him.
“I absolutely do not want that,” he kissed your lips once. 
__________
Doyoung turned around and around. 
His bed felt cold and uncomfortable that night and everything he desired was having you warm it up. He thought he loved studying but while working on his homework he realized that he has been in love with you instead all of that time. 
The wall clock ticked slowly until Doyoung groaned and broke it with a twist of his wrist. Then he hated the way it looked on his wall so he sent it flying out of the window. 
With a grunt, he rolled over and tried to find his phone. 
From DY: you up? 
From You: yes, studying. as you should 
From DY: hmmm 
You sighed looking up at the screen for a second more before putting it away.
 Then you suddenly froze, hand in the air and your panties absolutely soaked. 
“Kim Doyoung. I swear I’ll-,” you’ve never called someone as quickly as him at that moment and you hated the way you squeezed your thighs together at the sound of his sleepy voice. 
“Yes?” 
“Doyoung.” 
“Yeah.” 
You exhaled. “I’m mad at you.” 
“Hot,” he chuckled. 
“Stop whatever you’re doing right now.” 
“Hmm, can’t,” he gulped and his shifting on the bed synced with the feeling inside of your stomach. 
“I have a test tomorrow!” 
“I can teach you if you come over,” he murmured. 
“I can teach myself very well if-” 
“If you didn’t have your mind so clouded right now?” 
You started to pant lightly and you closed your eyes. 
“I’m just minding my own business,” he teased you. “Turn off the phone.” 
The grip on your desk went unnoticed to you until you started to lightly shake, the wet sound of his fist working himself paired with his deep and lazy voice too tempting for you to actually put the phone away. 
“Doyoung. We talked about it. Rule number three. I’ll beat your ass.” 
“Come over and do it then.” 
You sighed annoyed and let the silence fill the space for a while. 
“Y/N,” he whispered. “Just a moment. Touch yourself.” 
“You’re going to burn the room,” you tried to joke, ignoring the way your hand slowly descended between your legs. Perhaps he wouldn’t notice. 
But he sighed once and his breath got louder. “Good girl,” he praised you. 
You closed your eyes and bit your lower lip, listening to Doyoung’s sounds and adding some whines of your own to the orchestra. 
“Can’t you really come over? This is driving me insane,” he groaned. 
“If I come over, you’ll keep me occupied all night.” 
Doyoung chuckled once then swore silently as you slid a finger inside of yourself, pumping quickly until the wet sounds reached his ears. 
“I bet it doesn’t feel as good as my fingers.” 
The chair you were sat on fell to the ground with a loud bang as you stood up and leaned on the desk. Your arm was trembling so you bent it, resting on your forearm instead, forehead pressed hard on it as your fingers were indeed too short to give you the pleasure you were seeking. 
“Oh babe, you’re doing such a mess over there,” he had the audacity to snicker but then his voice died in a choke as you started to moan his name like a mantra, over and over. He surely could feel the way the heat growing inside your limbs were making you curl your toes and bite on your own skin. 
“Are you going to cum with me?” you mewled and Doyoung just about lost his mind. His panting filled the phone speaker and as you reached your orgasm, lulled by his swearing, his moans got engulfed by loud thuds. 
“Doyoung?” you tried to reach the phone with a trembling hand but the beep replaced his voice. 
__________
“This is very embarrassing,” he whispered to himself. 
You were both standing in his room, arms crossed on the respective chests and eyes trying to make sense of what you were looking at. 
You ran as quickly as lightning towards the Slytherin rooms, worried out of your own mind, just to see Doyoung sat on a gigantic rock instead of his bed. 
“What happened?” you walked towards him before tripping on the unstable floor. 
“Oh, careful!” he slid down and caught you in his arms before you could get yourself a free rhinoplasty. 
“Are you okay?” you asked him and his red cheeks told you that he was absolutely fine and actually still high as fuck from the mindblowing rub. 
He chuckled. “We’re in a cave!” 
You rolled your eyes and pushed his chest away. “You scared the shit out of me. Rocks started to fall down? What the hell happened?"
He sighed, looking around. “The walls and ceiling started to disintegrate.” 
“This makes absolutely no sense. I don’t believe there’s no other Slytherin with your problems. One can not have control over this. This is so much responsibility. How is this safe for school? I will go and ask-”
“Hey, hey, Y/N, shh,” he cupped your face and smiled. “It’s alright.” 
“It’s not! You burn then you get hit with rocks. And for what? Because you’re horny. I’m worried but I’m also mad!” you replied but him squishing your cheeks didn’t make your discourse aggressive at all. Doyoung smiled again and gave you a peck on your duck lips. 
“At least you’re in my room now.” 
“I’m not! I’m in a cave.” 
“I learned the spell,” he announced and took a step back like one of those muggle magicians with hats full of bunnies. “What bedding colour do we want tonight, Miss?” 
“We? I’m going back to my normal room to study.” 
Doyoung pouted. “Ah, come on. Just sleep with me. What if scary wolves start appearing from the walls this time? Or a tornado? Even worse, your father to beat my ass?”
“You’re insufferable. Also you wouldn’t want my father to see me sleeping with you, would you?” 
He chuckled delightedly as a child and with both wrists and a little wince of effort he turned his room back to normal. 
You inhaled and exhaled deeply as he let himself fall on the bed, patting the side of it for you to join him. 
“I’ve never been as empty as now. That nut almost killed me so I just want to sleep. Please.”
You sighed again and moved towards him. “Okay. But this is the last time.” 
_________
It wasn’t the last time. 
You tried to avoid Doyoung as much as possible for your own sanity and your academic well-being. And his actual survival. But it was impossibile to not bump into his firm chest at every corner. 
“Doyoung! Leave me alone!” you would announce from far away as he would walk down the corridor. “I know you have a test in ten minutes. We don’t have time for this.” 
“Just a single kiss,” he gave you The Eyes. 
Kim Doyoung, the Slytherin Prefect? Scary, intimidating, domineering. 
Kim Doyoung, your boyfriend? Clingy, soft, a complete fool. 
And you adored him. 
His friend laughed and walked away, leaving Doyoung behind to bother you further. 
“A hug?” he tried again as you shook your head. 
“Okay, okay. A handshake,” he smiled and you rolled your eyes amused, extending your hand. 
Doyoung grabbed it and kissed your knuckles slowly, then gently kissed one of your fingertips, his dark eyes not letting your figure go for a moment. Your pupils shook as he would kiss another fingertip, then another, and before you could realize you were in his arms, mouths on each other, his body pressing into yours and pushing you towards the first classroom available. 
“Doyoung. Rule number 2,” your voice was a tiny choked breath. 
“I don’t care.”
“What if someone’s going to see?” you whispered alarmed as he lifted you with a thud on the professor’s desk. 
“Let them watch. Are you up to give them a hot show?” 
“Stop joking! We can be expelled!” 
“You won’t care about that in a second,” he announced, falling on his knees and pushing your panties to the side. 
You inhaled sharply and slid your fingers into his hair, mouth open in a silent moan as Doyoung’s tongue actually made you forget whatever concern you had. 
“Doyoung, I said, you have a test,” you mumbled, fingers gripping his hair and pulling. 
He stood up, hands placed on each side of you and his gaze made you immediately regret your tone. 
“Is this how you talk to me?” he lifted one eyebrow. 
“Is your little Slytherin ego hurt?” you tried to imitate him but failed as he pulled you down from the desk and turned you around. 
“I see that you miss our fights,” he growled inside your ear before bending you over. 
The first slap to your ass made you bite your lower lip. The second made you moan and the third got your panties even wetter than before. 
“If you’re going to whine so much about it then you just deserve to not cum at all.” 
“You are not leaving me here like this now,” you warned him, hearing him fumbling behind you. 
“Hmm, and if I do?” 
“I will edge myself until you burst yourself.” 
“Let’s see,” he took a step back and dusted his jacket, ready to leave. 
You let out a whine of protest. 
"What?" 
You wiggled your butt. "Come on."
Doyoung raked your skirt up again slowly. 
"Come on, what?" 
It was a long and cruel battle and you secretly enjoyed every bit of it. He waited for you to talk again, running his fingers all over your ass as if bored but his thoughts were not hidden to your gut. 
You tried to turn around but his palms pinned you down again with a soft thud. 
You turned your wrists and he let out a surprised chuckle, quick to shield it. 
"Is this a Defense against the dark arts class?" 
You smiled. "Yes. You're the dark arts." 
He hummed and got closer until you felt the fabric of his pants brush against the underside of your nude thighs. And when he raked his hand through your hair you moaned, letting him open your lips with his tongue as you arched your back.
It was a slow and sinful kiss, and you melted into it as he fucked your mouth with his. 
You were both panting when he broke it off and turned you around. Quick to hook your legs around his waist, you kissed again as if for the first time. 
You pushed his hair back and he tugged at your lower lip with his teeth. He ran his tongue along with it and you dove in again, sucking on it. Nails digging and palms pressing on the desk loudly, you begged him without words as he breathed heavily into your neck. 
Shifting and rocking together, murmuring incoherently, you set his room on fire for the second time. 
__________
“I’m calm today. It’s fine,” Doyoung looked at you with wide innocent eyes. 
You were both sitting on his room’s fluffy rug (“Do you like the green? I made it appear only for you”), your books all scattered around you and your nerves thin, expecting your boyfriend to jump on you anytime now. 
The lighting in his room as he was rearranging your guts just days before attracted half of the Slytherin people to the door. Doyoung had some explaining to do as soon as he got back, shirt out of his pants and swollen lips. 
"Are you perhaps going through a rough time?" the gentle Nurse that came to assist eventual injuries asked, timidly entering the smoky room. "You know you can talk to me whenever. Your father and I-," 
"Oh no, Ma'am. I'm doing well actually," Doyoung was quick to interrupt her after dismissing all kids polluting the corridor. 
"This happens when one's mad though."
He chuckled once. "I am definitely not mad. I'm--happy actually," Doyoung explained and coughed a few times, hand swatting around his face. It would take him more than a few wrists turns to make his room look decent again. 
"Doyoung-," 
"Ma'am, I have a girlfriend."
She blinked at him then suddenly blushed. 
"Oh!" she then smiled. "Oh. Well," she took a napkin out of her coat and gently patted her neck. "I know married couples that never managed to change the colour of the lights. Imagine turning it on fire," she laughed slowly and Doyoung hummed, hand resting on the debris of his bed, waiting for her to finally leave. 
"I'll send your father a letter to congratulate myself for the nice couple-,”
"Oh no no no no" he sprinted in front of her, hands on both of her shoulders. "My father would surely appreciate it but he's-uh- currently- hm- out of the country."
Her eyes twinkled with malice. "Then you'll have to be cute with your girlfriend for a while and keep your room intact."
“I swear. I’m cute. Just a calm studying date. Promise,” he actually lifted his pinky and you smiled, wrapping it with yours and touching thumbs. 
Then you sighed turning your computer on. 
“I’m glad. I missed our fluffy moments and I can’t believe the actual Nurse threatened you- Doyoung!” you interrupted yourself as you eyed his hand on your ankle. 
“I’m not doing anything,” he blinked at you. You hummed as a warning. 
“Come on. You would have felt it.” 
You narrowed your eyes at him and resumed your fumbling. He didn't look away though and you could actually see his movements in your peripheral vision. 
"Doyoung."
"What? I'm just getting comfortable."
"Leaning towards me?" 
"Oh, come on. I missed you," he got as close as to touch shoulders with you and place a hand on your thigh. 
"Had no idea Slytherins were so cuddly," you looked at it, worried. 
"Hm? Is this-," he squeezed your leg, "making you feel some type of way?" 
You pursed your lips. "Not at all."
"Not at all you say?" his voice was getting dangerously lower as he started to play with the hem. 
"Doyoung, the studying-," you tried to speak but he placed a single kiss on your jaw, interrupting you. 
"The what?" he murmured. 
You gulped. "We-," 
"Go on," he kissed your neck, stealing a real moan from your chest. 
He chuckled. "So easy."
“Okay, you know what? That’s it. You deserve to be punished,” you announced, grabbing his green Slytherin tie and pulling it towards you. Doyoung exhaled and almost lost his balance, his eyes wide open at your actions. 
“What are you doing?” he stared at your hand. 
You ignored him. “Hmm, let’s see. What safeword should we use?” you wondered, deep in thoughts. 
“Eh? Safeword?” 
“What about ‘green’?” 
“What about it?” 
“Say it when it’s too much, honey,” you explained and got up, starting to walk and dragging your boyfriend by the tie. He followed you quickly towards the bed, almost tripping on his feet, and he let you push him roughly on it. 
It’s not that he didn’t have any strength, but he was so shocked that he couldn’t move a single limb. 
“You know what Ravenclaws are good at?” 
He shook his head. 
“Wit, originality and winning,” you recited, lifting his chin with your nail. 
“You’re also good at sucking cock,” he murmured, the little smile blooming on his lips showing his senses coming back to his body. 
You tsked and slid his tie off his shirt making his hiss at the harsh movement. Then you touched each button on that shirt and they fell to his lap, slowly exposing his collarbones and chest. 
Doyoung kept his eyes on you like two dark fires and you knew he was waiting for you to hesitate for a single moment so he could attack instead. 
“Can I play too or is this a one-sided fight?” he wondered, leaning down on his elbows, his tongue slowly wetting his lips. His bed was a dark green velvet this time and his figure on it made your mouth water. 
“Go ahead,” you replied. 
He hummed lazily and looked at you as if unsure of what to do first. 
Then your buttons popped too. 
All of them and at the same time. 
You closed your eyes briefly at the sound and breathed out shakily. 
“Really? Copying me?” 
Doyoung shrugged and indicated to you that it was your turn. 
So you put on a brave smirk and walked towards him slowly, letting your uniform shirt fall on the ground at his feet. T
hen you climbed on his lap. 
He followed your movements and you were pleased to see the little breaths coming out of his open lips as you leaned down as if to kiss him but twisted your wrists instead. 
His arms moved towards you and unsupported, his back hit the mattress. 
Doyoung chuckled once but the smile disappeared as his tie slowly wrapped his hands like a snake. 
“Babe?” 
“I’ve been honing my skills too,” you explained and got off him right at the same moment his body slid quickly on the sheets until meeting the bed board with a soft thud. 
He groaned once, trying to move his arms but they didn’t budge, tightly secured above his head. 
You giggled and straddled his thighs again, palming his nude stomach in the meantime. 
“Hmm, what should I do with you now?” you wondered. 
Doyoung bit his lower lip and whispered a spell. Your bra slid down your arms and you pouted. 
“Poor baby. With your wrists tied like that you can’t do mental spells? This is all you can do now?” you discarded the item of clothing to the side. "Hmm, not even horny Slytherins can perform magic with tied arms, can they?”
He let his head fall down on the pillow, the annoyed smile adorning his pretty face making you weak in the knees. 
“I don’t need magic to get you begging,” he retorted, his dark gaze adding to the discourse. 
“Alright,” you gave it to him with a shrug. “But what are you going to do when I do this-” you slid your fingers between your legs, “and you can only watch?” you finished right when your fingertips touched your wet clit. 
You inhaled at the sensation and Doyoung swore silently, his arms tugging at the restraints. The moans escaping your lips were little and soft as you went gently on yourself and you didn’t need any Slytherin connection to know what the view of you half-naked on top of Doyoung did to him. 
“Take your skirt off too,” he murmured, eyes trained on your hand hidden by the fabric. 
“Mmm, I don’t think you’re in a position to give orders now,” you replied but did as he suggested, slowly unzipping the skirt on your hip. Then you moved to the side and slid it off your legs. When you tried to get your panties off too, you huffed feeling them move on your thighs by themselves. 
“You’re going to lose all of your strength with your little tricks,” you turned your head to face him. 
“Isn’t this what you wanted? To have me all weak for you to play with me?”
The dying lights in his room were flickering on his skin and with his black strands of hair on the white pillows and his open shirt, he looked like some sort of powerful count. 
No, he didn’t look weak to you at all. 
“Okay, stop playing along now,” you returned on his thighs and sat on his hard cock. 
He bit his lower lip at the sensation and lifted his hip a few times to make you bounce on it. 
“I am not,” he turned his head to the side, teasingly, like a little bird. 
“You’re enjoying yourself right now," you whispered. 
Doyoung took in the sight of you slowly grinding on his pants and breathed out. “Damn right I am. You wanted me to suffer?” 
“Yes.” 
Your fingers softly pressed on his chest as you moved on top of him, his dress pants luscious on your skin. 
"I'm going to cum all over you then leave you like this. What do you think?" 
"Oh, so this is all about revenge."
You didn't reply and closed your eyes, losing yourself in the sensation. Doyoung's abs kept twitching under your fingertips as you tried to reach your high and edging him at the same time. 
You really wondered how long he would last without begging and just imagining his pretty lips forming those pleas just added to the overwhelming sensation inside of you. 
"There's no risk of you destroying this room again and it's also an opportunity for you to learn a lesson," you tried to sound coherent but his dark smirk made you stutter. 
"Yeah," his voice was husky and you gulped. "You look so pretty like this, desperately riding my cock." His eyes danced on your bouncing breasts and for a moment you realized that you were not winning at all. 
You were losing so badly that you didn't have enough strength to keep his hands tied anymore. You fell onto his chest, so close to climax that your head got full of static. Dizzy and whimpering, mouth open on his, breathing his air and rolling your hips, you cried out, legs shaking and muscles twitching, loving the way defeat tasted like. 
__________
Doyoung was sitting in front of you during the Debate class both of your houses shared. It has been weeks since you didn’t actually debate with him and the hours went on very boringly. 
“Since you’ve both been, you know,” Haechan did an obscene gesture with his hands so you lightly slapped them down from the professor’s eyes, “the class lost its spark. Not gonna lie.” 
You smiled a bit and resumed your previous position, chin on the palm of your hand and eyes on Doyoung’s shoulders. 
“He’s saying smart things lately. Nothing to add to it.” 
“He was saying smart things before as well. You were just blinded by hatred. And now you’re blinded by love.” 
You sighed, watching the way the warm rays of sun danced on your boyfriend’s skin. 
Then you straightened your back. 
Haechan blinked at your sudden reaction and waited for you to say something. 
“I have an idea on how to make the class funny again.” Your eyes twinkled with malice and Haechan made a face. 
“Hmm. Sounds like a bad idea.” 
You ignored him and bit your lower lip, eyes piercing Doyoung’s back, not moving even when Haechan waved his hand in front of your face. 
“Are you trying to bewitch him or something?” 
“Or something,” you murmured. 
And to Haechan’s surprise Doyoung actually jolted in his seat. It went unnoticed to others but it was obvious to whom stared. 
And you were staring. 
“What did you do?” Haechan inquiried, eyes darting from you to him and back to you. 
You hummed amused and waited a few more moments. 
Doyoung leaned back in his seat and exhaled. 
“What’s going on?” Haechan whispered again. 
“I’m thinking of him eating me out.” 
“What??” Your friend asked too loudly, making a few people turn around. 
Doyoung also turned and his gaze could have made you get up and run away if you weren’t in class. 
Careful, it was saying but unfortunately it just added to the sensation in both of your bodies, making him close his eyes for a second. 
Then you gasped as well. 
Haechan got the gist of it and clicked his tongue in disapproval. 
“Yall nasty.” 
_________
"Where do you think you're going?" 
Doyoung pressed his palm on the wall behind you, caging you with his arms soon after. 
"Hey, boo," you smiled nonchalantly. 
He narrowed his eyes at you, the hand near your face moving to trace your cheekbone then jaw. It stopped on your lower lip, his thumb dragging it a bit, slowly touching your skin. 
"So you want war," he murmured. “Refusing me, then fucking yourself on me. Now, thinking who knows what dirty things in class just to get me all worked up. What’s up with the rules you made?”
Your throat twitched as you gulped, his palm now hovering over the softness of it. 
The little whine that came out of your lips made Doyoung smirk, but then he straightened his back and took a few steps back. 
Touch me touch me touch me touch me
"Let there be war," he loosened up his tie and turned around, the sound of his shoes clicking on the shiny corridor pavement poignant as your heartbeat. 
__________
It was late and the night was darker than usual. 
You came back from your last exam of the semester and you were fuming. Dizzy and unable to concentrate on the paper, you could only think of Doyoung’s long and slender fingers slowly pumping inside of you.
Fuck. 
You could almost see his annoying smirk, somewhere on campus, getting himself horny just to get you horny too. And when you thought he’d let you rest for the day while untying the knot of your robe, ready to slip under the covers, you felt a weird sensation vibrating through your body. 
Looking down, you noticed your pyjama move as if an invisible wind haunted your room. It gently nudged you towards the door and you tried to resist for a second. Then the sudden burst of heat inside your core made you inhale sharply. 
“Fuck,” you mumbled and grabbed your robe, trying to wear it again to not show the entire campus your thin nightgown. 
“I’m coming, I’m coming!” you whispered to no one, feeling your feet being dragged on the pavement. Like a Russian ballet dancer, you slid across the corridors and hoped no one would see you as you secretly exited the Ravenclaw chambers. 
“Just--a moment!” you whispered again, hands grabbing the side of the door to see if the outside corridor was empty. 
The pull stopped for a second but then it got impatient and you rolled your eyes, letting it move you around the university like a ghost. 
When you noticed the open Slytherin doors you sighed, the sensation inside your guts growing at an alarming speed, almost as quickly as the pull Doyoung applied to your body. 
And when you entered his room, the lecturing you wanted to give your horny boyfriend died in your throat. 
“Woah, Doyoung,” you looked around. 
The young man was resting on the bed, one hand to support his head. “Hi, baby.” 
“It’s beautiful,” you whispered, the moss under your feet caressing your skin as the dark, angry sky, illuminated by lightning, danced on your figure. “But are you perhaps mad?”
At the same moment, a loud thunder made you close your eyes and Doyoung pulled you on the bed. You yelped as you landed on it and he wrapped your body with his arms.
“I just want you on top of me, let's test this fucking room to its fullest capacity,” he whispered. His voice was low and it made your hairs rise. 
“Are you sure you’re not mad?” you tried to ask but he shut you up with his mouth in a deep kiss. You whined and placed your hands on the pillow around his head, tugging lightly at his hair spread on it. Doyoung gathered your silky nightgown on your thighs until reaching the hot skin underneath it and when he slapped your ass you bit his lower lip. 
"Of course I'm mad. I'm so mad at you that I might use that cute idea of the safe word of yours." 
“You’re mad? I should be mad! I barely got the exam right while you were probably rubbing one out!” 
He hummed, pleased. “So we’re both mad. What should we do with all of this energy?” 
You wanted to roll your eyes but he spoke again. “Oh. I think I have an idea.” 
“You could have called. I was floating through the campus almost naked.” Doyoung looked down at the way your nipples poked through your thin nightgown and in a second you were on your side, Doyoung’s hair tickling your neck as his lips kissed your chest. He places warm and soft kissed all over it until reaching the hard nubs. You whined silently and wrapped his head with your arms, fingers slowly gripping his firm shoulders. He was about to slide his hand on your stomach too, dancing on your inner thigh when you opened your eyes and gasped loudly. 
He chuckled. 
"Look up," he whispered. 
At the same moment, new lights burst in the room and the walls disappeared.
You were on a hill, tall grass gently waved as you stood on your feet. Above you, the moon looked huge and the stars flickered like a symphony. The horizon was infinite and you felt grounded yet as if about to fall. 
"What is this?" you giggled. 
Doyoung reached behind his back and you noticed that he was sitting on a white blanket in the middle of the field instead of the bed. A few light brown rabbits hopped around and he gave them a cracker. 
"A date," he replied. 
You laughed again and got closer, slowly descending on your knees in front of him. 
"A date,” you repeated. “I might even kiss you." 
"Bet you will do even more after a glass of this," he finally retrieved the bottle of wine he was looking for. 
"Oh?" you tried to read the label. 
He looked at it too. "Haechan said a dear friend of his made it."
"Haechan has a friend that makes wine?" 
Doyoung thought about it for a moment. "Yeah. He said she has a winery."
"That's so cool. I'd love to have a winery too,” you rested your head on the knees, wrapping them with your arms and watching your boyfriend pour it in two tall chalices. "In my next life."
"Cheers to that."
"You will have a boring desk job,” you sipped on your wine slowly after he handed you the glass. 
"I can just be hot in my next life and bother you."
"You're already doing it in this life-,”
Doyoung ventured on top of you in a deathly hug and your glasses were thrown on the side. 
“I remind you that we’re mad at each other and I still need to do something with that energy,” he chuckled in the crook of your neck. You wanted to reply but his hands reached your sides in a deathly tickling session. 
The echoes of your laughter slowly descended the valley as the moonlight kept you company. 
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General romantic headcanons for pt2. Joseph Joestar, Caesar Zeppeli, Pt4. Jotaro Kujo, and Rohan Kishibe
Heyyy Ms Gurl!! ;)
I was hoping you could write some head-cannons for a few people, more specifically Caesar, Young Joseph, Part 4 Jotaro, and Rohan. I don’t have any theme I want specifically so you can get as creative as you’d like since ik your head cannons are just the absolute best. Thanks once again bestie I’m lovin your account, keep up the great work love <3
OMG YES!!! My first request from my bestie anything for you hehe thanks so much for always being my biggest supporter and giving me the courage to start this blog ILYSM <3 
(To the anon request I got I’ll post it soon!)
𝒞𝒶𝑒𝓈𝒶𝓇 𝒵𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓁𝒾
♡He’s obviously very romantic, despite him being a player I feel like once he finds someone he really likes he’d definitely cherish you.
♡Caesar wouldn’t try to romance you the way he had with other women he’d put so much thought into everything he did for you.
♡I feel like he’s a very observant person if he knew you prefer sunflowers over roses he’d buy them for you all the time just to see you smile or he’d get you a necklace with your favorite colored gem.
♡HE LOVES SLOW DANCING- any opportunity he gets to hold you close and dance he’d take it even if it’s in the middle of a crowd he doesn’t care he just loves you so much.
♡Okay so even if Caesar has a soft spot for you he’d still be stern with you, if you aren’t sleeping right or doing too much work he’d lecture you on the importance of being healthy and getting enough rest.
♡He is so cocky though he acts better than Joseph but he’s just as childish Caesar would go out of his way to show that you’re his to the point where it’s kind of embarrassing.
♡He probably loves cooking and is very good at it because he didn’t really have his dad around so he was forced to learn himself.
♡Long romantic walks in the city are his favorite, Caesar loves to hold you close to him and listen to you talk.
♡In conclusion, he is boyfriend material 110%
𝒥𝑜𝓈𝑒𝓅𝒽 𝒥𝑜𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇
♡Absolute dumbass you’re basically babysitting smh. (But he’s a hot dumbass)
♡He is literally huge and no matter how tall you are he will legit just throw you over his shoulder and carry you EVERYWHERE.
♡He’s so touchy even in public so you better be prepared to be kissed all over your face he doesn’t care who is around hell he’d even do it infront of your parents.
♡He’s used to being the flirty one so if you flirt back… he’s a different person and suddenly super shy.
♡If you aren’t wild he isn’t for you because he 100% loves to do dumb things for fun.
♡ “I’ll do it if you do it”
♡One time you guys got banned from a restaurant…
♡Joseph is literally so immature he’d kiss you in front of Caesar and flip him off because he’s dating the hottest person ever.
♡Even though he’s pretty wild and loud he can be really soft when he’s sad or tired honestly I just picture him coming up to you and putting his head on your lap asking you to run your hands through his hair.
♡He loves hearing praise from you in every way because he looks up to you.
♡Joseph goes to you for advice whenever he can when it comes to anything because he loves hearing your input.
♡GOLDEN RETRIEVER BOY/ HIMBO BYE WE LOVE IT.
𝒥𝑜𝓉𝒶𝓇𝑜 𝒦𝓊𝒿𝑜
♡Part four Jotaro is so mellow unlike his teenage years.
♡He is literally the definition of tough on the outside softie on the inside.
♡Jotaro isn’t good with his words and sometimes gets embarrassed so he shows physical affection quite often because that’s how his mom raised him.
♡Even though he doesn’t often speak sweet nothings to you he shows his love by doing small tasks just to make your life easier or asks you to spend time with him whether it be going out or sitting by him while he works.
♡I know I said he shows physical affection often but this happens ONLY when you guys are alone because he finds PDA awkward but he would hold your hand or waist while walking that’s it though-
♡One time you kissed his cheek in public and he got so red and almost fainted pls save him Y-Y
♡Everyone thinks Jotaro would date someone who’s super cutesy and sweet but hear me out I think he’d love someone who can be chaotic at times as long as you’re serious when you need to be.
♡He is so protective of you and it gets out of hand sometimes +-+
♡ “No thanks Jotaro I think I can walk five minutes to the grocery store alone…”✋😐
♡ “What if someone attacks you? I’m coming too.”
♡Joots does NOT care if you’re a stand user and extremely strong, he just gets paranoid but will respect your boundaries if it bothers you.
♡Being in a relationship with him takes lots of time and effort if you weren’t friends before hand but it’s so worth it he’s very sweet and will go out of his way to make you happy.
♡If you like something that’s sold out he would buy it off someone for 2x the price just to see you smile T-T
♡Your best dates are where you just enjoy each other’s presence and snuggle.
♡If you both are college students you better believe you’re both chugging monsters and eating takeout side by side at 3 AM while finishing your work.
♡Bro pls don’t tease him too much in any situation he’ll just give up at one point and be like :/
♡HOLLY, SUZIE, AND JOSEPH ADORE YOU
𝑅𝑜𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒾𝒷𝑒
♡Listen bro I think Rohan would love a s/o who has a bunch of plants so he can steal them and study them for his manga-
♡ “Rohan did you take my succulents again…”
♡ “No of course not…”
♡ Everyone knows Rohan is like… super rich so definitely be prepared to go on a bunch of trips together so he can get “inspiration” totally not just because he wants to take you somewhere and spend time with you.
♡When he first realized he had feelings for you he avoided you like the plague until it accidentally slipped out when you confronted him.
♡ “Y/N for the last time will you just leave me alone it’s so frustrating because I can’t focus on my work when you’re around and make my feelings grow fonder.”
♡ “… YOU LIKE ME?!”
♡ “NO UH THAT CAME OUT WRONG!!”
♡ “Well, that’s too bad because I also have feelings for you.”
♡ “… wait really?”
♡Rohan isn’t the best with words… at all he’s kind of used to being snooty so honestly just be patient he has good intentions he’s awkward smh.
♡It took the life out of him to tell you he loved you and was like a year into your relationship.
♡ “Even though you’re far too loud I love you I guess.”
♡ The softest moment the two of you shared happened when you had a horrible week so he took you to the most beautiful spot just outside of Moriho which was on top of a mountain that was far above the small town with a perfect view of greenery mixed with lights of the town. You both watched it in silence as the sunset and he held you close under a warm blanket reassuring you in the best way he could.
♡ He draws you when you least expect it, his favorite sketch of you is where you’re dead asleep on the couch while drooling.
♡Even though he won’t outwardly admit it you mean the world to him.
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Death By Bagel
NCT Culinary Student!Mark Lee x Fashion Design Student!Reader Summary: Mark makes a cake cause he's realized he can't lose you to some f-boy. Word Count: 3k+ Warnings: Fluff, childhood au, college au, slowish burn, slight cursing, reallllly fluffy, some broksi-dude action, typos sksksksks, etc.
R E Q U E S T my friend: mark lee, slow burn, friends to lovers
A/N: I wrote a fic that already had like 1k+ word then I LOST IT (i think i deleted it) thus this. It took me 10 years to write this msmsmkskskks. PLEASE TUMBLR IS MESSING WITH ME AND MIXED UP THE ORDER OF SOME OF THE DIALOGUE
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“As a doctor, I don’t think you should be doing that,” Mark says, not even bothering to look at his patient seated rudely on the floor. Oop, he’s lying down now.
Mark huffs and looks up from the clay block he was molding on his tray, “YOU’RE SO UNPROFESSIONAL!”
Mark’s mother nearly spits out her coffee upon hearing the words of his five-year-old son. Her husband snorts, “He got that from you.”
The woman throws a look at the man and was supposed to give a snarky retort, up until the sound of the doorbell ringing. She grins from ear-to-ear and dashes to get the door.
When she comes back to the living room, she’s accompanies by another woman and a tiny version of her.
“Markie! Say hello to your Auntie!” Mark’s mom calls.
Mark from the carpeted floor looks up and blinks, examining the stranger-woman and its human-ling. Mark turns to his father who was sat on the couch and receives a nod of approval almost. Mark purses his lips and waves at the woman.
The woman waves back and then crouches down to the little girl, “Baby, say hello to Mark.”
Unwilling, she shakes her head.
“Aw come on, baby. Don’t be shy. Mark over there is a really sweet boy. I knew him when he was in his mommy’s tummy, just like Mark’s mom knew you when you were in mine. You’re the same age so you’ll get along just fine.”
With the unnecessary explanation that gave no justification to the scene whatsoever out of the way, the girl was fooled into peeping up, “Hi, Mark.”
“Hello,” Mark says, not particularly interested, as his patient was still in the midst of dying in his office. He turned to his stuffed toy called Mr. Lion and attempted to stand him up once more.
At this point, the girl makes her way to Mark.
“We’ll be back in two hours, honey. Keep an eye on the children,” Mrs. Lee tells his husband who had been occupied with TV the entire time.
“Yeah. I got this,” he smiles to his wife then goes back to watching.
The bumble bee clad figure sat down to Mark in blue and watched him play.
Mark ignored her for a few seconds, needing to assert all efforts on standing that dumb toy up. Once successful, Mark turns to her, “Do you play doctors?”
Mark was then met with the same lack on enthusiasm. She hums, “I like playing baker doctor.”
All at once, Mark gasps, “ME TOO!”
It was unbeknownst to the children it was oddly specific and the chance of this happening was pretty slim.
And in a blink of an eye, excited giggles erupt in the room, as if they had been having so much fun before this scene. It was here and there the two would become best friends to the very end.
... so I guess it means the reckoning is upon us.
“MARK LEE I SWEAR TO THE FU--” “WHAT! WHAT!?” Mark laughs.
"YOU ATE MY BAGEL! AGAIN!" I growl in a loud whisper, throwing the wrapper at him and his flat head before he could think to dodge it while he annoyingly laughs.
"I asked if I could have it though!" he says, fully knowing his sins.
I glared at him and say lowly, "I thought you were referring to my notes, bread for brains."
Mark snorts loud enough for our teacher to wake up from his nap. Once the class notices, we all pretend to be doing something productive and Mark plays it off with a cough.
"Mr. Lee." Mr. Kim says sternly, clicking his tongue, blinking his eyes rapidly.
Mark finishes coughing and turns to our seated professor, "Yes sir."
"Don't go to school if you're sick and going to cause a racket with your coughing."
Mark nods firmly and Mr. Kim closes his eyes again, mumbling, "page 65 is due tomorrow."
The entire class grumbles. Mark beside me scoffs and makes a face, "Yeah, yeah, Doyoung."
I turn to him and elbow his side.
"Whatever," Mark shakes his head, "professor bunny-teeth won't hear me."
Once class ended, we both get our things and head out for lunch. We walk to our canteen, fussing over assignments, deciding we should do it together later in our mutually free period.
I groan and narow your eyes at him as we have an argument over how he hasn't finished the essay for English, "That's not the point."
"Yo Mark!" a voice calls from afar. Mark and I turn, looking for the voice, and I spot the dimpled senior, Jung Jaehyun, in a table with the rest of his squad.
I nudge Mark and point at the pale guy seated by the corner.
Mark throws him a smile and waves. I follow closely behind him as he walks over to the table. "We're going to sit with them?" I say in some sort of gasp.
"Yeah." Mark replies simply, not bothering to turn to me, "they're cool."
I knit my brows at that and nod, "Yeah I know. But I'm not cute today."
Mark stops in his tracks and throws me a confused look, "what?"
"I didn't put any make-up on today, also I'm pretty sure there's a visible stain somewhere on my jacket, I just don't remember where."
Mark scrunches his face up again, even more confused. "What? How do you... forget a stai-- that's not the point. Why do you wanna look cute today?" He scoffs and continues lowly, "hardly as if you ever look cute."
I let out an annoyed groan and punch Mark's shoulder. "Like when you panicked when Seulgi came over and asked for notes."
Mark openes his mouth, "That is so not the same! Jaehyun's a fuck bo-"
"Just shut up already," I snap and shove him forward so he'd continue walking. "Let's not keep him waiting," I add and mumble, "also I know. Dong Sicheng however is very cute."
Mark chuckles, "he's dated every girl on the dance team."
"Okay, maybe not that cute."
"Ya, Mark," Jaehyun grins and greets the said person with a high-five and chest bump. He turns to me and speaks my name with a smile. I smile back politely and wave.
I'm about to sit next to Sicheng, but Mark shoves me and so I end up sitting on the other side of the bench table with Jaehyun. I turn to Jaehyun with a small, non-awkward smile and shoot Mark a glare. He seems unbothered though.
"So, you up for a round later?" Jaehyun asks Mark.
Mark talks over me, "you know it, dude."
Jaehyun flashes his dimple smile all the stupid girls fall for. I'm only half falling for it cause I'm only half stupid. He raises his brows, "you bought the dough, right?"
This makes me knit my brows.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. I really did this time," Mark mumbles quickly. "It's my turn anyway."
Jaehyun gives an off look, "that's literally what you said last time bro."
"Yo, no for real. It's in my bag, if you wanna check."
Jaehyun shakes his head when Mark begins to scramble for it, "no, Lee, it's good. We wouldn't want you friend to get dirty."
Is it just me or do you feel slimey all of a sudden?
Jaehyun then gives me a somewhat, somehow sincere smile, "so. I hear you're in fashion design."
I give a soft chuckle, "yeah. That's me."
"I could tell from a mile away. Mark looks horrible next to your getup."
I look down at my sweater and ripped jeans. Mark exclaims in protest, "shut the hell up, Jae."
I give a soft smile at Jaehyun, "don't know where that comes from but thanks I guess."
Jaehyun chuckles, "I'm kidding," he eyes Mark, "I saw your Fashion Design pin on your bag when you sat down."
"Oooohhhh, haha, okay, that makes sense."
"Ya, Jeff," Sicheng calls for Jaehyun, "it's almost time."
Jaehyun turns to his friend and nods. He turns back to me and Mark, "well, it's nice to meet you. Mark won't put a sock in it even if I beg. See you around, fashionista."
He stands and slaps Mark's back, "see ya later, broski."
"Yeah, bruh," Mark replies.
Once it's just Mark and I, I snap at him and blurt out in a whisper yell, "YOU'RE ON BROSKI LEVEL WITH JUNG JAEHYUN?!"
Mark gives me a weird face, "bruh, I think he calls the principal broski, for real."
I smack Mark, making him whine, "you know what I'm talking about, Mark! And what, are you doing drugs?!?"
He shakes his head in confusion, "Wait, what!? Who the hell told you that?"
"Uhhhhh you were talking about dough and showing up later. Sounds like you owe him money for drugs, Mark."
"??? In what universe did we even mention drugs?? Does this," he slaps his face, "look like a face of a drug addict to you?"
"A gullible idiot maybe."
Mark's jaw drops, "oh wow, okay. I'm done with this conversation." He proceeds to stand attempt to walk away. I scoff, "not on my watch bitch."
Like the true idiot that he is, Mark begins to legit run away from me, like a criminal who stole my cookies. It's embarrassing that he, a man much taller than I, could not even outrun me. I suppose I should be grateful, but this just fortifies my thoughts of him being an idiot even more.
But okay... I wasn't actually expecting this... like... Mark and Jaehyun... like... actually baking bread after school with dough Mark premade at home. Also, uh, Jaehyun looks super cute in an apron that I'm having a mental breakdown. And what's new, so does Mark.
"I can't believe you thought I was a drug dealer," Jaehyun says in a soft pout as he rolls out dough on the marble counter of his friggin large kitchen in his friggin large house. Like dang, I knew he was rich, but he's like Rich™ Rich. Rich with a golden diamond encrusted Rolex watch rich that's in a glass display rich-- wtf.
Mark wheezes in his telltale high pitched laugh as he opens a pack of unsweetened chocolate pellets, "she thought dough was some sort of metaphor or something."
"Cute," they say at the same time. Mark turns to Jaehyun in slight surprise and Jaehyun turns to me. I roll my eyes, though I feel my neck burn. I avert my attention to the scene I was sketching on my pad, Jaehyun and Mark baking croissants. I clear my throat, "I'm just making use of the single braincell between us, cause if he doesn't die falling down the stairs, he's gonna pull some idiotic stuff like baking with Jung Jaehyun."
Oddly, it's Mark that reacts to that with a, "hey!"
Jaehyun rubs his chin on his shoulder, "I also can't believe you think so little of me.'
I break a sweat but decide to answer honestly, "... ... ... You have a reputation."
"Of being a fuck boy?"
Mark loudly transfers the chocolates into a metal bowl, making the two of us snap at him. Mark makes a face, "oh gosh, sorry."
Jaehyun sighs, "well. I admit I get around, but that's only because I get dumped every time."
I raise a brow.
Jaehyun purses his lips, "nah, let's not make this weird. The croissants will be flat."
"Dude," Mark turns to him, "that's literally only because you messed up the recipe."
Jaehyun grits his teeth, "no. It's because Kun's a little teacher's pet and sabotaged me so he could get the best grade."
"No, but like Kun is really nice, he helped me with the fold techinique."
Jaehyun scoffs, "He stole me vanilla extract, Mark. Who does that?!"
"No, listen, he's cool, like, for real--"
"No, you listen, he's a little shit and--"
The two begin to bicker like a married couple, and I begin to draw inspiration form the scene to design some random sketches of wedding dresses.
I look back to the two and still can't get over the fact that I learned Jaehyun was a culinary arts major with my best friend, and that I was currently in the Jung's boojie home because I thought Mark was buying drugs from him. Not what I was expecting at all my day to go like, but I'm not mad this is how it went.
"No, no, no, no," Jaehyun says. He turns to me and points, "let's just get an outside opinion. Babe, what's your favorite color?"
"BABE?!" Mark barks.
I take a moment to reply. I blink slowly, "uhh... pink?"
Jaehyun bites his lower lip and claps his flour covered hands, "Right. Pink croissants it is."
Mark shoots him a glare and turns to me, back to Jaehyun, "she has a name."
Jaehyun nods, "yeah, and she wants pink croissants."
Mark makes a face and Jaehyun examines it, chuckling under his breath. "Wah, you two are something, huh."
No one really responds.
We began to always eat lunch with Jaehyun and his friends. It's funny cause I realized Jaehyun, although I still firmly believed he was out to get nasty with every other girl he sees, he was actually just like Mark. A total loser with a love for cooking.
"Hey," Mark says with a snippy tone.
I give him a look and suddenly receive a paper bag to my face. Mark sits on his chair next to me, as per usual. I smell the thing before I realize what it is. It's a freshly baked bagel. I perk up and smile, "Aw, you baked me a bagel?"
Mark raises his upper lip, "no. Jaehyun did."
I knit my brows, "what? Why?"
Mark narrows his brows, "do you, like, like him?"
I give him a look. I take a bite of the bagel, making Mark look at me in disbelief. I answer, "You do know I only hang with him cause you do, right?"
"Then why'd you eat the bagel then?"
"Uh, a number of reasons. 1) it's a bagel, 2) free food, 3) I'm starving, 4) it smells amazingggg."
Mark does a face, "fair. I've been meaning to ask how he does his seasoning for a while now too." He releases a breath, "and anyway, I'm pretty sure he made a bagel cause I told him you liked them. Never talking about you to him anymore though."
I look at him, "why do you talk about me so much to him anyway?"
"Uh because you're amazing," Mark says instinctively.
I feel my heart skip at that. I coo and place my hands on my chest, "wait that's really sweet."
Mark looks at me. His face begin to shift, "too bad it's a lie- haha."
I give him a look and rebut, "jerk."
"Loser."
As quickly as I found out about Jaehyun being Mark's friend, that's about as quickly as I found out he didn't like hanging out with him anymore. It's kind of a shame I never got to go back to his boojie house.
There was this one encounter I had with Jaehyun though... which was a little weird, not gonna lie.
He was waiting for me outside my Tailoring class, smiling and waving when he saw me. I Reluctantly reciprocated and walked over to him.
He releases a breath, "I've been waiting for about 20 minutes for you. I didn't know when your class would end."
I raise my brows, "you could have asked?"
"Well I would need your number for that, and that would have ruined the surprise," he pulled out a brown paper bag, reminiscing the same one Mark chucked at my face.
"I made you two this time," he smiles.
I take a moment to reply, "you don't have to make me bagels, Jaehyun."
He grabs my hand, "yeah, but I want something out of ya," he places the bagels in my hand. He proceeds to lead us off and we begin to walk down the hall.
Truth be told, it's a little scary that his ulterior motive is up in the air. Jaehyun places his hands in his pockets, "I like your dress, by the way."
I smile, "thanks. I made it."
He smiles and nods, "right. That makes sense as to why it suits you well."
I can't help but blush at that, and simultaneously feel conscious when I realize a bunch of girls in my course are looking at me and Jaehyun as we strut down the hall.
"So, what did you want, Jaehyun?"
"Well, I clearly wanted to ask you out."
"..."
"..."
Jaehyun smiles and give a soft laugh, "is it so ground breaking?"
"... Uh..."
He sniggers, "hey, you can say no. I mean I hope you don't but you can." Jaehyun leans in and raises his hands, "I won't like it, but a man should take rejection from a lady well."
I turn to him as he straightens up. I turn to the bagels he made me and bring it back to him. He laughs, "no, I made them for you really. It's not poisoned, in fact it's made with love."
I visibly react to that, which makes Jaehyun wheeze. I can't help but laugh back, "that was hella tacky."
"Worth a shot though," he says. "Good luck with Mark."
I look at him with silence and he chuckles, "ya, you can't fool me."
I'm about to retort but then Jaehyun gets called by one of the frats dudes I identify as Johnny Seo. Jaehyun does a curtsy and clicks his tongue, "see ya later babez."
"You know, I would have said yes if you didn't do stuff like that."
Jaehyun purses his lips, "no you wouldn't."
I shrug, "worth a shot though."
Jaehyun places a hand on his chest, dramatically calling, "Uh, rejection hurts, man."
Yeah, I never went to Jaehyun's boojie house ever again.
Silver lining though was Mark's dorm smelled equally as nice because of all the food he cooks, although it came with a whiff of axe body spray from his roommate, Lucas. It's cool though, he was almost never around for me to smell it in its whole intensity.
"Aite," Mark calls from his side of the dorm. I perk up from the two seater dining table they had and turn to Mark who was covering the cake he was making for his finals.
"Don't, like, peek, okay. I want you to see the cake all at once and give me your honest reaction to it. Please, like, all my lives kinda depend on it."
"How many lives do you have?"
"9, I'm pretty sure."
I stand from my seat, "not you faking your life as a cat, but get it I guess."
Mark raises a hand at me as I walk over, "can you not, I'm high-key panicking right now."
"Over what? You literally made a box of donuts for your midterms and it looked better than Misty Mreme! I'm sure your cake is hot."
"It was in the minifridge for a day. I mean it barely fit cause of all of Lucas' mountain dew."
I groan, "just show me it, Mark Lee!"
Mark whined and dashes over to me, grabbing my shoulders, "okay, but like, don't be mean about it. I swear, I might cry."
I give a sound and fake cough, "it's ugly."
Mark doesn't respond to that particular jab, "I'm serioussss. Please be kind, okay?"
I look at Mark's nervous face and give a soft pout, "Markie, please, not that I think it would be ugly, but I promise you don't have to be nervous about my reaction."
He isn't soothed by that, but he does release a sigh, "okay. So for context, Mr. Moon wanted the cake to be one or two tiers, but I went with one, cause there aint no way I'm going to the other side of the campus to freeze a two tiered cake. Then, the theme was something from your childhood, so, I, uh, thought this was fitting. The exam is 60 percent decoration, 40 percent taste by the way."
Mark gives me a hesitant look, but steps way for me to see it. I then see a heart shaped, medium sized cake in my favorite pastel pink color. By the top there's a little boy on the floor playing with a toy oven set and little girl in a bumble bee dress, holding a stethoscope. At the bottom of the cake, there were jelly letters spelling out, "I like you."
I cup my cheeks at the sight of it and feel my eyes start to well at the sentiment.
Wait... was this really happening?
Mark heaves in and out, "okay, so like when Jaehyun began to like hit on you, that sucked pretty hard because he's known for getting girls and I thought maybe he'd get you too and I got panicky. Anyway, I....... have liked you since we were kids... And... I know you probably don't feel the same way but I have to try, you know.... Yolo."
My feel my tears retract from what I hear. I rub my eyes. I turn to Mark and find his nervous face. "Did you just say yolo in your confession, Mark?"
He looks like he's about to throw up.
I can't help but chuckle and pout, "dude..."
I prolong the moment. Mark gets even more nervous as he repeats softly, "dude..."
"We could have dated in grade school all this time."
It takes a moment to register in his head.
Like, a really long moment.
I sigh, "Mark! I like you too, dummy."
He freezes and blinks. His face begins to burn. He breaks into a soft smile, "nice."
I break into a laugh.
"... Uh... So... Can I like... Kiss you?"
I snort and feel my own cheeks begin to burn, "I think you should refrigerate your cake first."
Mark snaps out of this trance, "oh shoot, you-" I give him a quick peck on the lips.
He is dumbfounded.
I feel butterflies go wild in my stomach.
"I'll wait over there for when you've fixed that."
Mark watches as I walk away, "yooo.... That's not fair though."
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darthkruge · 3 years
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Can I request something where Anakin takes the reader on a date for Valentine’s Day
Anakin Skywalker x Reader ~ Valentine’s Day
Summary: After learning that you’ve never had a romantic Valentine’s Day, Anakin decides to make his first one with you all the more special
Warnings: None <3
Words: 2.1k
A/N: I legit debated writing a Valentine’s Day fic because I’m always sad and lonely on this holiday. But then someone requested it (tysm anon btw) and I had this idea that allowed me to ~project~ so I hope y’all like it!! 
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“What would you like to do for Valentine’s Day, my love?”
Anakin’s honey smooth voice slipped through your ear, synonymous with the way he was languidly tracing patterns up and down your back with his metal hand. You lifted your head from where you were laying on top of him to smile. You leaned forward and pressed a sloppy kiss to his lips, too exhausted to try and do so properly. 
It was a week until Valentine’s Day and you would like to say you’d forgotten. Truly, it’d been on your mind for a while and, because of that, one would think you’d know exactly what you wanted to do.
And, yet, “I have no idea, Ani. Whatever you want will be wonderful, I’m sure”
“No, no, love, come on! There’s got to be something you want to do!”
You fumbled over your words for a second, wracking your brain trying to think of something that might be fun. But your mind was blank, nothing would come out. In all honesty, you didn’t know what to expect on Valentine’s Day. It was always a holiday you dreaded, as you’d never been in a relationship on the day before. You usually just curled up in your room, ate candy all day, and made sure to avoid the balcony, as you’d frequently see happy couples flaunting their love in the streets. 
Now, you were one of those happy couples! And, despite your long-standing hatred for the day, you were itching to celebrate it, to at least have a memory of one good Valentine’s. But you had no clue where to begin or even what to wish for… although you’d been dating Anakin for a bit over nine months now, you were still shy and found it difficult to ask for what you wanted. You always had this residual feeling in the back of your mind that he’d be annoyed with your request and find you too needy. Logically, you knew this was impossible, but that little voice was persistent.
“Anakin, seriously, it’s alright! We can just… watch a holovid and grab dinner or something!”
At this, Anakin sat up, pulling you with him so you were looking directly into his eyes. 
“Y/N, we don’t need to celebrate if you truly don’t want to… but it is our first Valentine’s Day together and I just thought it might be fun to do something to show that!” Anakin said, grasping your hands. He knew you were holding back and he hoped he could get it out of you.
“No, Ani, it’s not that, I want to, I do, I just-” You broke off, unable to put your feelings together. 
Anakin nodded, trying to find a way to help you vocalize your thoughts. “Okay, what have you done in the past for the holiday? Did anything feel special? Because I’m sure I could put something together along those lines, just, of course, much better than whatever any of your old relationships gave you…” 
You rolled your eyes, shaking your head at his antics. “I’ve never exactly… been in this position before” 
Anakin squinted, confused. You sighed in response, fiddling with his fingers to calm yourself. 
“I’ve never had a real Valentine’s Day,” You continued, “And I don’t want to, like, overwhelm you or something. I don’t need a whole celebration or anything, promise! We can just do what we normally do and that’ll be fine.” You said, trying to convince both him and yourself. 
Anakin looked into your eyes before placing a deep kiss on your lips.
“Angel, you’re not going to overwhelm me! And you’ve never had a real Valentine’s Day? Well, I’m going to fix that.” He said proudly
“Ani, you don’t need-”
“-Too late, my love. It’s going to be perfect.” 
You broke into a big smile before leaning in to kiss him once more. He loved it when you smiled into his kisses, he loved the tangible reminder that he made you happy. Cupping your cheek, he deepened the embrace and pulled his arms around your waist as you melted into him. 
When you finally broke away, you opted to rest your head on his chest, liking the grounding feeling his heartbeat gave you. As you drifted to sleep, Anakin’s fingers were running through your hair as his mind already started thinking of ways to create the perfect Valentine’s Day for you. 
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You awoke, smiling as you felt Anakin’s strong arms wrapped around you. Regardless of how many times you started your days beside him, it never failed to make butterflies appear in your stomach. 
“Happy Valentine’s Day, my love.”
You hummed in agreement as Anakin leaned over to press a sloppy kiss on your cheek. 
“Happy Valentine’s Day, Ani.” You said, your happiness coating your words. 
You whined as you felt Anakin start to get out of bed, wanting to stay enveloped in his warmth forever. He just chuckled, leaning to whisper in your ear. 
“We’ll cuddle again soon, don’t worry.” And with a kiss to your cheek, he was up. 
You grinned as you saw Anakin bolt out of the bedroom in a happy skip. If you were honest, you knew you were excited, too. Anakin had a knack for making you feel special; you were looking forward to what he had put together for you.
You started laughing as soon as he came back in the room, almost toppling over from how fast he was trying to get back to you. He was carrying a bouquet of beautiful flowers in one hand and a bag of… something in the other.
He plopped them down on your lap and looked at you expectantly. You tried to hide your blush as you opened the package and realized it was full of all of your favorite treats. Rummaging through, you found candies, cookies, pastries, and basically anything else you’ve ever mentioned was delicious. 
“Ani… when did you have time to get all this?!”
“Well, I asked Obi-Wan to let me know when you were busy this week and then I swung by the market a few times.”
“Thank you,” You said softly, his sweetness almost overwhelming. It seemed like a small gesture but it meant the world to you; Anakin was so busy and the fact that he used his limited time off to do this for you, just because it might make you happy?! That meant everything.
As you pulled out some of your favorite baked goods, your eyes widened. “Where did you even find these?? I’ve searched the markets for them for ages and they’re never there!”
Anakin walked up beside you, pulling an arm around your shoulder. “Well those, my love, are actually made by me.” 
Your head snapped up, hardly believing it. “Kriff, really?! You made them for me?!”
Anakin just nodded before you put the gifts to the side and wrapped your arms around his waist, pulling him down on top of you. He landed with an “oomph!” but soon his laughter was mixing with yours as he pressed quick kisses all over your neck, making you giggle. All the while, you just held him to you, squeezing his body into yours. 
“Now,” Anakin said, breaking the silence. “I set up some of your favorite holovids for us to watch together, so I was thinking you get that started and I’ll grab us some plates and you can try some of the pastries, if you want?”
By now, your cheeks hurt from smiling and you truly didn’t think it was possibly to blush this much. You were overcome with your love for him, with the way he made you feel like the only person in the entire galaxy. Kissing him, you muttered a quick “yes” before getting the holo ready.
Anakin was back in a few minutes, carrying drinks and plates. He passed you some food before settling down beside you. You instinctively moved closer to him, resting against his chest as he pressed a kiss to your hair.
You sat in comfortable silence, enjoying the holovid, food, and each other's company. As per usual, you were constantly touching each other; whether it be leaning on him, your fingers in his hair, his hands playing with yours, your legs intertwined, or soft kisses, the physical affection remained. 
By now, the sun was beginning to set and Anakin pulled you up out of bed once more. You looked at him quizzically, unsure as to what he was doing.
“Come on, love. We’ve got somewhere to be” He said, holding his hand out for you.
Intrigued, you took his hand, allowing him to lead you out of the apartment and onto his speeder bike. He helped you in and you wrapped your arms around his waist from behind, anchoring yourself to him. Anakin smiled as you placed a few kisses and leaned your head against his clothed back. 
He took off, the air whipping through your hair. You watched the traffic around you, giddy at the fast motion of the vehicle. You loved taking rides with him; his recklessness made you feel alive and, yet, his protectiveness allowed you to feel utterly and completely safe. 
You smiled as you started to understand where he was taking you. He parked on the outskirts of Coruscant and helped you out, just as he had so many times before. You ruffled through his hair, already messy from the wind as he chuckled. 
You started climbing up the ladder on the side of the abandoned building. You still remember when Anakin found it for the first time. You’d come to him, sobbing, stressed, and feeling unfathomably trapped. So he took you away. And you drove and drove until the lights and stars blended together and eventually, somehow, ended up here. Ever since, it’s been your spot. 
When you got to the roof of the building, your breath caught in your throat. Looking around, you noticed beautiful string lights and candles illuminating the space. There was soft music playing from the speaker, the same music you danced to for the first time. A table was set up, dinner steaming from the plates and another bouquet of your favorite flowers sitting as the centerpiece. 
“You like it?” He asked.
You turned to him, your eyes sparkling with tears and adoration as you nodded, unable to trust your voice. Anakin’s mouth turned into an amused pout at your reaction as he walked up to you and hugged you, swaying you in his hold.
“I can’t believe you’d do all this for me! It’s too much, Anakin, you didn’t need to!”
“Nonsense,” He said, running a thumb over your cheekbone, “You deserve all of this and so much more.”
You walked forward but were cut off by Anakin bolting in front of you. You froze and giggled, wondering what the kriff had gotten into him. Your giggles turned into laughter as you saw him scrambling to pull out your chair for you but decided to amuse him anyway. 
“For you, my love!” Anakin combined his words with a dramatic wave of his hand, allowing you to sit before pushing your chair in and then running around the table to take his own. 
“What?” Anakin said, your laughter and happiness contagious. 
You reached across the table and took his hand. “Nothing, baby. You’re just really sweet” 
“Thank you!” He said cheekily, quite proud of himself for pulling all this together. 
Your mouth watered as you took in the wonderful food he’d prepared; you were sure Obi-Wan helped him make this happen, too, but opted not to ask. You wanted all the focus to be on Anakin and you. 
As you ate, you made conversation as you normally did. This was an underrated part of your relationship with Anakin that you always reminded yourself to not take for granted. No matter what, you could talk to him about absolutely anything. He made you laugh and comforted you when you cried. You never had to force a conversation around him, the topics flowed naturally, just like your love. 
Once dinner was over, you stood up and walked over to the side of the roof, looking at the sky. Anakin joined you, situating himself next to you as if it was where he was always meant to stand. 
“I truly can’t thank you enough for this, Anakin. I’ve never…” You trailed off, hoping he understood. “I love you so much.” 
Anakin wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you close to him. “And I love you. Forever” 
There you stood, two beautiful flames, side by side. The cold wind whipped around you but, encompassed by each other’s warmth, you never burned out.
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Fall of the House of Hargreeves
So I mentioned a while back in my Superhero Gothic meta that there were a number of parallels between the season one finale of The Umbrella Academy and the Edgar Allen Poe short story The Fall of the House of Usher and that I could probably write a whole meta on that if anyone was interested. Shout out and love to the anon who requested that I do that! 
It’s been a minute since I’ve done one of these long form metas, but I am very excited to get back to writing about two of my favorite things: gothic literature and chaotic superheroes. 
Part I: The Fall of the House of Usher
The Fall of the House of Usher (which I’ll call House of Usher for convenience for the rest of this meta) is a short story by Edgar Allen Poe first published in 1939. It is considered a classic gothic short story, and deals with themes of family, madness, inheritance, and isolation. 
Since it’s in the public domain, I’ll go ahead and link a pdf to the story here. If you aren’t interested in reading, though, or just want a refresher, the story follows an unnamed narrator going to visit his ill friend, a man named Roderick Usher in his isolated (and very spooky) family estate. Upon arrival, he discovers that Roderick’s sister, Madeline Usher, is also ill, and has a tendency to fall into dreamlike trances.
Over the course of the visit, Roderick confesses to the narrator that not only does he believe the house is alive, but that it is connected to the fate of the family which, at this point, only includes Roderick and Madeline. He later comes and tells the narrator that Madeline has died, and enlists his help in order to bury her in the family tomb beneath the house. They do so, but for the next couple of days Roderick is suspiciously...on edge. 
Then, one dark and stormy night, Roderick shows up in the narrator’s room incredibly worked up, and throws open the window, and starts low-key (read: high-key) having a breakdown. The narrator is unsure as to why until he hears ripping and tearing sounds coming from somewhere in the house. These ripping and tearing sounds are revealed to be Madeline whom Roderick and the narrator buried alive whose appearance scares Roderick to death, right before she collapses, also dead from the strain of tearing through the foundations of the house.
The narrator decides this would probably be a good time to leave and is very much right about that because as soon as he leaves, the house (which was already in pretty bad shape) splits in two and collapses into the lake surrounding it. The end.
Part II: Umbrella Academy as Gothic
So, there are probably a couple similarities between House of Usher and The Umbrella Academy season one that stand out right off the bat, but I’d like to start by taking a step back to talk about thematic parallels between the two works. If you’d like to read a very long winded explanation of why I consider The Umbrella Academy to be a modern gothic tale, I have a really long meta about it. 
If not, here’s a quick overview:
Gothic does not have a clearly defined set of requirements as a genre, but its purpose is to explore the contradictions and the failing edifices of convention in a way that is dramatic and often fantastic. 
Gothic fiction plays with reality, but usually in a way that is representative of the characters and story. 
It often situates itself during times of great change, as there is something haunting about the irreversible passage of time, particularly for those that struggle to acknowledge it and hide behind conventions that have grown increasingly irrelevant. 
Poe is considered one of the classic authors of gothic fiction (though the genre significantly predates him), and is decidedly one of the best well-known examples of it. 
The Umbrella Academy is a family drama about former child superheroes dealing with their trauma while trying to prevent an apocalypse that their every move seems to set further in motion. It explores the messy and complicated relationships between siblings who have been abused and pit against each other for years. And yeah, it’s fun with great music and talking gorillas and dance sequences, but the premise is kind of hard for me to read as anything other than gothic.
Part III: Parallels
Like House of Usher, the first season of Umbrella Academy takes place in a massive, largely empty mansion where siblings gather with disastrous consequences. Both works explore a family that is past their prime and disconnected from the present. They also both explore the psychological toll of isolation, the consequences of tyrannical family rules, and why it is a really bad idea to lock your unstable sister in a basement and just leave her there. 
Let’s start with some thematics parallels. Everyone in House of Usher is extremely isolated, and the absence of anything resembling the modern world amongst the house full of relics is part of the horror. All of the siblings in Umbrella Academy are defined by their isolation as well, physically (Luther, Five, and Ben), socially (Vanya, Diego, Klaus, and Allison), and emotionally (legit all of them). It is this isolation that drives the conflict of the story, feeding into every characters’ choices. 
In both House of Usher and Umbrella Academy, the main characters are trapped in this isolated state as a direct result of their familial legacy. In House of Usher, the titular house is a character itself, a manifestations of the obligations Madeline and Roderick hold as members of an aristocratic family that is so far divorced from wealth and status that it keeps them from ever fully moving on and rejoining the real world. In Umbrella Academy, the characters are similarly trapped by their familial legacy, this time in the form of the specter of their abusive father, and the roles he created for them. Like the Usher siblings, the Hargreeves have no way of maintaining the roles their family left out for them – they were never given the tools to function in the real world and it cripples them – but are trapped in them regardless. 
Part IV: The Woman* in White 
*As of the time I am writing this, nothing has been said regarding Vanya’s gender identity being written to match Elliot Page’s. I am using she/her pronouns for Vanya, as that is what has been used for the character thus far. 
Aside from thematic parallels, however, the most direct connection between the short story and series, and in fact the reason I was inspired to write this meta in the first place is the way both of the stories end: with a sister trapped beneath the house clawing her way out to face her brother(s and sister) and creating a disruption of the family legacy so great that the entire estate crumbles.
Madeline Usher is described at this point as wearing a white dress, strained with the injuries she sustained from physically breaking herself out of the basement tomb her brother buried her alive in. Vanya, of course, becomes at this moment the White Violin, and though she has not yet had the epic violin-music-so-powerful-it-changes-the-color-of-her-clothes scene, the principal still stands.
As characters, there are also a couple of noteworthy parallels between Vanya and Madeline. The narrator at one point describes “the illness of the lady Madeline had lone been beyond the help of her doctors. She seemed to care about nothing” (Poe, 27). The reader never knows what illness precisely is the cause of Madeline’s apparent madness, but we see the effects. It dulls her emotional responses to situations and leaves her withdrawn and powerless. Similarly, we learn over the course of the first season of The Umbrella Academy that the medication Reginald Hargreeves prescribed Vanya for her anxiety is actually a power suppressor for her abilities that has much the same effect – because they are strengthened by extreme emotion, the drugs numb Vanya’s emotional responses and deprive her of the ability to access her powers.
Additionally, the final scene of the story story shows Madeline escaping her tomb during a great storm and going to face her brother who put her there, the storm itself being a metaphor for her anguish that tears the house apart. Vanya’s connection to the destruction of the house is a bit more literal, but it is similarly a manifestation of her anguish and trauma. She sees flashbacks of her siblings being distant and rude to her in their childhoods and the anger she feels rips the foundation apart. 
It is not entirely clear in the short story why Roderick buries Madeline alive – there are a lot of theories: he genuinely believed she was dead, he wanted her out of the picture, he himself was succumbing to the madness of the house, etc – but the guilt he feels for doing so manifests as him hearing her scraping her way out for several days preceding her escape. The justification for Vanya’s imprisonment is more clear in text, but the series of flashbacks make it clear that it is not just the imprisonment that has driven her over the edge. It it guilt for her sister, anger at her abusive upbringing that is much more easily directed at her siblings than her father, the newfound emotions experienced by being off her medication for the first time since childhood, Leonard’s manipulations, etc. 
In both cases, amidst a spiral of emotions and experiences folding in on themselves, Vanya and Madeline experience a single, cold moment of clarity that drives them to escape, and it is that moment of clarity that breaks the shadow of the family legacy. They observe the situation as it stands and realize that it is completely unacceptable, and it is the realization that leads everything to crumble. Because gothic literature is focused on the complexities of maintaining that which is out of date, the realization that things must change can break the spell.
Part V: Conclusions 
As per usual, I have no great theories on why this is or what it means. One of the reasons I love gothic literature is that it is rife with meaning that can be more easily felt than deciphered. I welcome any and all interpretations, theories, (politely worded) disagreements, and comments. 
Thanks for taking the time to read; I have a lot of fun doing these. Enjoy spooky season, y’all. 💛
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