Perhaps a bit messy of me to go to my favorite restaurant/bar in the mid afternoon and have three drinks and be drunk by 5 pm on a chuesday

But

Well

It was an extremely busy day of medical appointments and buying a car and I have been dealing with and worrying about a friend who is in both a horrible manic depressive state and also dancing with the devil with someone else who is equally or possibly in a worse mental state and I am worried and Concerned and watching this happen and feeling helpless to do anything to help without crossing lines and I’m not gonna lie yall it’s been a Lot.

May I please request some soft parrlyn please

morning vs night gfs

A local cinema are playing lotr: the two towers and the later this week lotr: return of the king extended editions (I think I missed the screening of the fellowship but oh well) and my best friend and I are going to both!!!! I'm so excited!!!

i have a many roman empires, and all of them revolve around decolonization in some form or another <3

Normal to almost cry when something gets canceled I think (< slash pos. Immense relief)

Me: I am losing my motivation to write. I am so distracted. I can't even remember what these characters sound like... I am doomed.... At least I only have 40 chapters left... :/ If I can get through that I never have to do this again. I am losing my love for this property. I can no longer even remember how they speak or pick out their characteristics. :( I have no interest in Marvel anymore and I never will again :(. It was fun while it lasted....

Me after I have a hot bath and open up my laptop at the kitchen table: THESE BITCHES??? 🥺🥺🥺 THEY'RE GAY???? and they have a lil baby Sylvie and a Thor??? And they love each other and the littles are menaces??? 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🥺🥺 And in every universe these 4 are built to be a happy found family together and that is so special. Let me write about them in all universes... Let me write about them in every situation and configuration. 💚💚💚💚 I hope after this 40 chapters, the new season will come out and I will be so inspired that there will be another 40 more. 💚💚💚💚

i can’t wait till all my exams are over & i can feel like a person again

Baldurs Gate 3 is great because I keep getting into difficult situations since I can't stop myself from just walking on with a party that's either half dead or will be because no one has spells left

i need to draw or i’ll kill [takes a deep breath and recenters myself] my career

Truly my schedule of classes this semester could not be worse for the schedule of how my brain and body work

I gotta say the tags you left on that reblog on why you followed me are by far one of the best collections of tags I've ever gotten. but you've awakened my curiosity. What was the Twitch chat that started this? What did I say???? I'M SO CURIOUS BECAUSE BOY HOWDY I'VE SAID SOME INTERESTING THINGS-

I couldn't remember exactly, so I went back and searched Discord for images I sent and apparently it was just a super tame message.

The thing that made it significant, however, was the fact that I had never heard the Diggy Diggy Hole song before this year... despite having watched minecraft youtube videos since 2012. Somehow I missed that. A month or two ago I mentioned something from a different Impulse stream about diggy diggy and my friend @bibliobasilisk forced me to watch several iterations of the song (which I'm grateful for. It's a bop. As you would know).

So anyway I sent that screenshot to her like "hey look someone in chat said this" because i thought it was hilarious and then I was like "also I recognise their name from tumblr. unrelatedly". And then she was like "ah swedish tumblr, just looked them up" and then, being half swedish myself, I got hella excited:

And then I proceeded to scroll on your tumblr for like 20 minutes before unpausing the Impulse vod to continue watching. And I've been following you ever since then.

So a combination of me recognising your name, and my friend sussing out that you're Swedish (and the fact that diggy diggy is still relatively new to me) and bam. I'm here now.

Also in looking for that screenshot, it turns out that I screenshotted a second message of yours from a different stream:

Because Hermitgang my beloved

i think one of the girls in my graphics class may be trans NOT to assume anyones gender ever but like she is very clearly like obviously presenting as very feminine like almost anyone would assume she is a girl like i would say she "passes" or whatever as a girl yk? but my prof was talking to me and was pointing out stuff abt her work as an example and kept saying he and him and i didnt even realize until later what was going on like i thought maybe he was talking abt someone else or smth or that maybe I had assumed her pronouns wrong and he knew from canvas or smth bc i never had even considered that she was maybe trans and then later she talked in front of the class abt her project and it wasnt until i heard her voice that was a little lower i was like oh my god the professor was like. straight up purposefully misgendering her i think. like it could not have been an innocent mistake clearly she is presenting as a girl and looks like a girl. and he was misgendering her TO ME and i didnt even realize and just acted like it was normal and she was sitting nearby probably overhearing the whole thing....

we are now officially within 50 hours of the air date of ted lasso season 3 episode 9 “la locker room aux folles” (yes i’m counting). prayer circle for colin hughes starts now and doesn’t stop until isaac mcadoo gives him a hug on my screen. participation is not optional

anybody know if we got alkaloid in *checks watch* less than 20 hours....

I had my last singing lesson today and I honestly feel a bit sad that it’s over. Like, sure, I absolutely don’t want to continue and have never been happy over having a lesson scheduled, not even once, but I’ve been at it twice a week for four months, I got used to it, it’ll feel strange to not have to go again. The relief will probably come flooding in on Thursday when, due to a free period, I can go home an hour early and then not have lessons after, and that will hopefully overpower the melancholy

First day at my new job was great.