Enhypen reaction to you touching yourself when they told you not to?

Sunghoon: *Amused, he'd press his tongue against his cheek before pushing your hand away to rub circles slowly on your clit. Causing you to moan louder*

“Keep acting like this, I’ll be sure to tease you all night..”

Jungwon: *Bends down and spreads your legs, taking a closer look. Slowly rubbing your inner thigh*

"How did I know you were not going to be able to wait for me?"

Jay: *Annoyed, he'd stand by the doorway watching until you notice. Deciding how he's going to punish you*

“No.. Keep going. I didn't say stop."

Heeseung: *Signs loudly, catching your attention. Ready to wrap his fingers around your throat and pound you endlessly, even after a long day of practicing* 

"Did you not hear me the first time? Turn around.."

Jake: *He'd smile finding your desperation cute before going to a serious demeaner. Taking full control*

"Get up and take your clothes off, then get back on the bed. You're in for a long night."

Sunoo: *Cutely yells for you to stop and runs to quickly grab your hand. Holding it up in the air*

"What are you doing?! You promised me! Now you have to be punished. I didn't want to have to do this, but you asked for it."

asshole

What do you mean I have to make the headcanons I wanna see myself what do you mean there's not just a whole part of the fandom that loves the exact same shit as I do what do you mean I have to do this myself-

i exist

it literally fucking sucks that under capitalism there will never be a job that i don’t hate or find exhausting. like literally we are worked to death for barely any pay… it’s so hard to find happiness under these conditions

no all those other post are right wanting to share lewd photos of yourself IS mortifying. Like hey I want to show you an image of myself that by all means I’m praying you find attractive because I want you to be attracted to me but now I’m just supposed to send it? To trust this vain idea that this might actually be a good photo and you might somehow be attracted to me because of it?

still cant believe someone i loved dearly is actively supporting and pushing media that benefits and gives money to a terf hag

Hey Rosy, I’m feeling like I never have before. Things are going well in my life: bought an apartment with family’s help, got a steady job, a steady relationship of over 5 years now. But I don’t feel that way: I’m stressed because the loan tax is basically the monthly wage of one of us, plus bills there’s basically nothing left. My job has been draining me for months now and I feel like I studied for nothing. And the worst of all, and how I’ve never felt, I’m feeling like I need some sort of space from my partner. I’ve imagined my life next to him, want to marry him and seriously be with him forever. But lately I’m feeling like I need space, and I know it’s because stress is getting to me, to the point where I found myself realizing I can’t imagine a single future for my life anymore, not with him nor without him. This happened only once, but it was enough to freak me out. He’s coping with the same problems as me but in his own way. He’s content with his life, happy at his job, and glad as long as we can pay the bills and I’m by his side. How can I be this ungrateful? As I said, he’s coping too, he’s even offered to change jobs to something that pays more but is by shifts, which obviously impacts his (our) quality of life. I don’t like to feel this way. I’m feeling really selfish. Just a vent.

So lets look at this in a different way.

We could look for ways to make your world work better.

But I think we need to look instead at the stress levels.

I think you need to find ways to lower your anxiety about the future, and perhaps some ways to look at the life that you're already living and find what is good in THAT.

Anxiety about money and bills and work can be very draining.

But the thing is, in most cases, once the bills are taken care of or gotten past, the concern disappears.

In the future, you simply won't care about those bills anymore, because they are temporary problems with simple solutions... even if you struggle to find the solution. Once you do, poof. It's gone out of your mind.

So what is really sinking into you is the anxiety and feeling of idk being trapped?

You mention you need some space. That you're unable to find a vision of the future. That might be because you're so wrapped up in the money worries you aren't actually in THE PRESENT.

I hope this isn't sounding glib, but I think you might want to try some self care, and be with yourself in the moment.

Let me make a list of things you might want to try. Maybe not, but if nothing on the list works for you maybe you'll think about things that would fit better.

Make sure you're sleeping well. Honestly. Sleep cures a lot. Not everything, but it helps.

Freaking hydrate. Sounds stupid. Actually helps.

Some form of meditation and/or spirituality. I personally like yoga because I can't keep my mind still otherwise, but like why not go to church or do a mantra or idk read the bible or the tarot whatever works for you.

Keep a list every day of three things you are grateful for or that bring you joy.

Carve out an hour or two in your day where you get to actually be alone to do what you want to do. For me it might be paint or read or write for someone else perhaps it's watching an old favorite show or gardening or laying in the sun. Again. IDK. Depends on what works for you.

Talk to someone. A psychologist. Your boyfriend. Mom. A friend. Share your problems and feelings. Tell them if you just want someone to listen and be sympathetic or if you're looking for advice.

Dance. Sing. Walk. Run. Take a shower. Do something sensory that takes you out of your mind.

Anyway, I am not sure what the problem that you are having is. It sounds like stress. I get stress. But maybe there's something more. Keep an eye on it, and be aware if you might need more than just a vent.

my head hurtssss 😭 I stg if I got covid on Sunday when all the covid-positive residents I interacted with at work were on day ten of covid precautions (the!!! last!!!! day!!!!!) and I followed all the covid precautions (including having to put on those stupid gowns, like, a dozen times) I'm going to lose my mindddd

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The dca fandom is really out for me today. They know I love them too much.

What do you mean I have to make the headcanons I wanna see myself what do you mean there's not just a whole part of the fandom that loves the exact same shit as I do what do you mean I have to do this myself-

(Didn’t take a study pic the last few days but here’s a pic of my old hair color that I really loved)

05th, 06th and 07th of January 2024

I decided to ditch the usual layout because I am mentally very unwell again and in a constant state of “I am not good enough”. I could deal with that but my mental illnesses love to turn that into scary thoughts of like doing things to myself I might regret.

I didn’t do enough this weekend I know that. I’m trying to pick up the pieces right now and get myself together because my time for the thesis is running out. Tomorrow is a new day and I’ll treat it as such, meanwhile constantly supplying my brain with positive motivation.

I also dyed my hair brown for a better chance at job interviews. It’s not ugly, but it still bothers me. I had bright colorful hair since school and it was part of why people recognized me. It feels weird to give something I was so used to for like the past 4-5 years up.

See you tomorrow in hopefully better condition.

(And a meme because I love memes)

Sorry i havent been posting, life

i am just so tired.

so goddamn tired.

Gods , please let him rest

He saw enough shit for today

I was thinking of how, if Ganondorf came into our world and declared he was just gonna destroy everything, how many people would welcome it.