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woeiswo · 22 days

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Later 5his afternoon I was getting dinner ready and a female Phil's BBQ employee holding her wirk visor, knocks 9n my door and is standing in the hall. They say something about did o leave a note about a lost dog a couple doors down.

No.

Nevermind.

If the note was two doors down why are they knocking on mine.

Spooky huh.

Sure would be an Eze kill if they were holding a loaded gun with the safety off.

If they were even allowed to get that close.

Good thing no employees owe the meth man favors huh.

Good thing the meth man doesn't read this huh, nigger.

Good thing noone is "running their mouth" behind my back, to everybody, to be everybody else's best friend huh nigger.

The apartment managers have no problem reminding people about the no smoking laws in the apartment units. They have no problem reminding people of the circuit breakers or people overloading them after maintenance hours for them to fix.

But they don't tell people to pick up after themselves in the common areas that we all have to share. The place is trashed everyday. I didn't do it. If I did I would hear about it. The meth dealer damages the doors to the LOCKED maintenance shed areas and somebody keeps knocking the patio umbrellas over in the common areas. The birds that suddenly started to shit everywhere in the common areas are blackbirds not crows, doves, cockateils, parakeets, or sparrows or swifts. The TENANTS use the patio for their own leisure in their free time, make a mess for the other tenants to find in the morning. And somehow they don't know that. This is what it looks like when i leave and separate myself from others to let you take over the rose garden patio common areas. Patio furniture knocked around like drunks. For that 15-year-old, lived-in look. And the maintenance staff says nothing to the managers about it? They apparently don't see who's doing it, and the night security guard doesn't either. They supposedly have cameras in the underground parking but they didn't catch the theif that stole license plates off my car in there. They see me pick up after somebody else's display of disrespect by leaving a doggie bag of shit for the maintenance staff to pick up by the elevator doors, and all other tenants and their guests to see. Pretty sure somebody is being vigilant of those areas with their own hidden agenda in mind.

Good thing this isn't confirming anything to an enemy reader huh nigger fuck.

Is somebody's reputation at Stake?

Other than mine?

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fcxrcin · 5 years

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@gemmedchild

“It’s great to see you again, Steven.” She needs to do better in checking up on him. Though it looked like he was doing pretty well. It just has been awhile since she’s seen the boy and seeing him gets her smiling, “You seem a lot taller than the last time I’ve seen you!”

#gemmedchild #∞Convo∞#∞Hansol||Steven 002∞#let me know if this doesn't wirk #Work*#they've interacted a few times before #Like...twice or something?

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benka79 · 3 years

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Change of Heart /502 meta

Buddie meta. Eddie Diaz meta. Spoilers

Okay, I watched the episode and there's a lot of interesting takes, and let me tell you something, the Buddie talk isn't over yet...

Check out my thoughts under the cut

The Heart Rescue Scene

Okay, I heard some of you were disappointed about this scene. But let me tell you, it was subtextually perfect.

First of all, the paramedic that takes care of the heart says "the heart comes from a tragedy" but it can change someone's else life, changing it for good, once they land. The pilot smiles, and mentions that that night a miracle will happen.

The new heart that comes from a tragedy is screaming Eddie's past (his dead wife) but also is screaming Bobby's past (the loss of his family). So oth men with tragic pasts. One of them (Bobby) already changed his heart, he has a new family but that doesn't mean he doesn't miss hi original family (remember this tslk? With Eddie)

The other dude that needs to change his heart is Eddie.

But because they're mirroring each other (both having tragic pasts) is because Bobby rescuing the heart represents Eddie.

If you rewatch the scene, Bobby hesitates at first before jumping inside the helicopter. He stares at ghe red light inside of it, and finally goes to the rescue of that new heart. It's exactly what's gonna happen with Eddie. There will be doubts and it's not gonna be easy to recognize he loves Buck romantically and he needs him by his side, but he will do it anyway, he will go into that dangerous adventure and he will rescue his own new heart.

Another thing I want you to keep in mind is, the doctor is happy bc she has the heart, but then she asks if Bobby know how to make a transplant in the dark.

Visual Narrative: when the rope breaks, and it looks like Bobby is gonna fell, but then everything ends fine, it's another representation of Eddie reaching his breaking point.

The Darkness and the Sunlight. And the Buddie talk in the middle

5 days of blackout, 5 days without energy, 5 days with the toxic man Jeffrey outside. The number 5 strikes again, as a reference of change and also season 5.

But the symbolism of them being in the dark, is important because it reinforce the opposite: LIGHT, SUN, ENERGY.

When the doctor says she can't do the transplant without energy, and also whrn Chim is out of batteries in his phone, and also when the kid is about to die because his ARM is out of energy... the helps comes.

The light/energy is related to the woman trapped in her car in the scene from 501. She sees a light, and the light becomes Eddie and Buck.

Well, Buck is the one helping with the generator in the hospital, with the charge of batteries for cellphones. Right?

The meaning of all of this is EDDIE NEEDS TO SEE THE LIGHT, HE NEEDS TO AKNOWLEDGE HIS OWN TRUTH what is deep inside of him, repressed, burried. His true feelings. What he really wants (*coghs* Buck*coughs*) .

Another important symbolism was the neighborhood trying to give that mom energy, the cable wasn't enough. One neighborhood says 'It's all we've got' and the lady replied: 'No, it's not'

Why is this so important? Because it's related to the Buddie talk. It's telling us it's not over, the real words hadn't been said yet.

It's also pointing out GOOD NEIGHBORS WORKING TOGETHER TO SAVE A LIFE, TO HELP PEOPLE. Maybe as a foreshadow, we will see more good neighbors helping in the incoming episode. Maybe helping to find Harry.

Okay, let's jump inside the important thing here.

It's obvious that Eddie's body language was more than clear. Eddie is not comfortable with having Ana in his element.

First of all, Ana brings Christopher because the kid was really worried about his dad. And it's so interesting the whole scene was in the middle of the darkness.

Buck definitely is Christopher’s dad there, the amount of love he shows for him is undeniable.

But then, Eddie DOESN'T INTRODUCE ANA TO RAVI. He is just standing there, frozen. Ana meeting his intimate circle, his wirk, it was something he didn't expected. And it means a lot to him. It means to put a tag of seriousness to his relationship. Something he is not ready to do(he doesn't want to). Then he avoided her, he just shove the problem and vanished.

But the panic in his face when Ravi asks if Ana is his wife it's priceless (the 'not yet' killed me, it also killed Eddie tho LMAO) And Buck, as always, focused on Eddie. He noticed it right away.

The talk between these two happens in the middle of the day. There's light! Sunlight! (On the contrary of Ana's scene) and it also is related with the sunlight energy that saves the kid. (Is the sun representing Buck?)

When they start talking, Buck points out at the shooting but Eddie knows very well what's triggering it: Ana. (OMG i just wrote a fic yesterday and the talk was so so alike, you can find it here if you want)

Eddie avoided Buck's gaze the whole time as he mentioned Shannon and Ana. He says Christopher loves her when Buck implies Eddie should be the one loving her. And then, Buck goes for the line : "Is that enough?" Mirroring the neighbors scene in which one man says that's all they've got.

But we know that's not enough, and we know something huge will happen. Eddie changing his heart.

Buck scolds Eddie because he wants to stick to Ana. And he literally is asking Eddie to be honest with her and with himself.

Gif credit @mymycorrhizae

Buck emphasizes with Ana in the topic unrequited love, maybe as a Foreshadow of this season in which I can speculate Buck will be oblivious about his feelings and Eddie will be pining but not talking about it.

Gif credit @olisgifs

This is a very important line here. Because Buck/Eddie + Christopher, they're already a family. The family that was built slowly in trust and love. And we had Eddie admiting Buck takes Chris to the Zoo the whole time, Buck is Christopher other dad. Buck became his dad naturally and slowly but also, Eddie made it legal. Do you see the war inside of Eddie here? It's his head against his heart.

But, again, that talk isn't over my friends.

And where do I have the proof about the tag: "not really unrequited love season 5? In the following point.

Mirrors and Foreshadows

Okay, let's go with this...

We talked about darkness and how Buck is the sun for Eddie. Right? Time to make some spec now...

Cut throat. Hard to breathe. Hard to speak

Jeffrey Hudson (the toxic masculinity) cut the cop's throat. And the poor guy is not able to use his own words now. Also we know he's out there, and he kidnapped our Harry. But it's also very important Athena words about it: 'He's not a man of one woman'. That contrasts with Eddie.

The kid and his mom. Another mirror was the little kid of 12 years old that can't talk but it's saved because the sunlight energy.

Another scene was Maddie and her baby that almost drown.

Okay, where I'm going with all of this...?

All these scenarios and charavters that can't talk, or can't breath, it could be related to Harry, and what it could be a future trauma post-kidnapping. Maybe he won't be able to talk. It's because two scenes were setting with worried moms, foreshadowing Athena. Together with two mom/kids in risk (Maddie and Jae, that mom and her kid with tracheostomy) are foreshadowing Athen and Harry being in risk.

Now... the "Welcome to the Jungle" scene

Did you find Buck and Eddie there? Because they were there.

Buck was the man with the broken leg they found at first , as a recalling of his biggest accident in which he broke a leg. And the interesting take in all of this was HE COULDN'T SEE (oblivious Buck about his own feelings for Eddie) and HE WAS WORRIED ABOUT IVAN (EDDIE'S MIRROR).

Let's go with Ivan now, he was very very bloody (just like Eddie in 413 and 414) and he had one of his ears like eaten hahahaha. Okay, poor guy, but what I'm trying to say here is EARS=LISTEN, listen to who? HIS OWN HEART!

The alpaca, peaceful animals until they got mad hahaha OMG, this is Eddie.

And Hen saying IGNORE THE ALPACA AND KEEP MOVING. Hello toxic masculinity, Eddie's father voice again.

Yeah, ignore the huge ALPACA and ghe huge elephant in the room and in the streets of LA, asking for attention violently. Keep going. But be careful, maybe they could bit you.

To Conclude:

This episode was a compendium of multiple mirrors and symbolism about tragic past, breaking point situations, and darkness vs light.

It's gonna be a large path for Eddie, and a very difficult one, but at the end, he will find the way, he will be fine, and he will finally change his heart for a new one.

Hope you like this mess. You can read my 5x01 meta here.

Buenos Aires, September 28th 00:44 AM

#buddie #buddie meta #5x02 meta #502 #502 meta #5.02 #spoiler #911 #911 meta #eddie diaz #evan buck buckley #bobby nash #athena grant

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dodiejinx · 4 years

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I feel like I'm the only one that pairs these two. Like to me this is an otp, even though I didn't see them interact in the show I still feel like it could be a ship. Like tgey really started to get to know another while on duty saving lives. They saw the other in a new way that they never did before. One proposal here, a marriage here and bada bing bada boom magic makes four offspring.

Love Heart is the sweetest of the sweetest boys. He is the head nurse at Ponyvilles hospital. Everyone knows him and even the injured foals and fillies love him. He tends to all your needs and comforts you when your down. Whenever there is an unfortunate death,even if he didn't know them very long, he feels sorrow and cries non-stop. He end up feeling guilty, he felt like he could have done something to save them. This makes him ecen more popular especially with the mares, sometimes with stallions. But unfortunately fir his love struck fans, he is completely oblivious to flirting and grand gestures of love. If you were to give him a mountain of roses with teddy bears and love cards with his name, chocolates encrypted with I love you, on Valentine's day, he would say " I hope whoever you love will accept you and good luck to you and your true love." Need I say more.

Wind Heart is a lay back chill kind of gal. Although she isn't really into the medical field, she'd much rather be a Wonderbolt. She is a reserve Wonderbolt, for now at least. Her parents do love and support her, they just aren't to fond of fixing their broken child after her training sessions with her friends. She may not look it, but she is a very powerful flyer and could become number one, she is just very clumsy when it comes down to it. Wind is also afraid of hurting someone if she messes up. So until she can control her strength she practices and practices intil her flight technique is perfect.

Diamond Heart is the most cheerful of her family. Always cracking jokes and pranking her next unsuspecting victim. Laughter is the best medicine, is what she likes to say. She is a school nurse and enjoys making the students of her school feel happy. She is also a huge fangirl and is extremely quirky, which may come off to most as weird but her family and friends know that's just how her head works. She enjoys going to cons and cosplaying her favorite characters.

Silver Heart is the queen of ice. She is very cold hearted and only lets few into her personal life. That being her immediate family and her very few friends. She is the youngest surgeon and is a head doctor in her field of work. Silver is the youngest and has honors in everything she has ever done. Her walks are filled to the brim of awards. Her life revolves around her work and has no time for "fun". Her job is an extremely serious one and she prefers a solitary life. Silver has dated in the past, mares and stallions, she just never made time for them. She doesn't get it, she's explained from the very beginning that her time us mostly spent at wirk and writing reports at home. They get to sensitive and break things off with her. Silver never really "fell in love" with her ex's, and she could care less. Work is her only love, which is very unhealthy, especially at such a young age.

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Hope you guys like my ship pairing and my lovely nextgens. I really had fun doing this and I absolutely loved how this turned out. Hope you have a nice day~.

#mlp #mlp ships #mlp fim #mlp fan art #mlp next gen

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sweatblvvdtears · 6 years

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"Nobody will love you with that kind of dad issues and your family like that. I don't think you will love anyone nor anyone will love you. Sounds impossible with that kind of situations. You won't get love."

I'm translating this all back, she said it in my main language here. Now, this is much closer to the words itself. Those words is still rounding inside my head for 3 days straight. Why each time I get out from this house and somebody will threatened me or said something so negative to me? What did I do to both of you? What did I do wrong? I never even touch your life or talk to you. And suddenly you are like some kind if parasytes comes to me and wanting to talk and then "slapped" my face with this words? *whispers* What the fuck? I barely even know your name you fucker. It's December already, give me a goddamn break will you. I'm tired this year is like a fucking bullshit year to me. The year of lamenting and sadness also rageness also pain and exhaustion. The year I got loss job and get threatened by ex staffs that I called as friends for 3 months straight, the year I got under grounded for 3 month straight and had to stayed at home fully, the year where I cried a lot in my bathroom and bath tub and isolated myself since I lost my job and more of house issues, the year where I walked a lot till my body hurts and especially feets in order to find some job or at least a sympathy to just sit for a while after a long walking to another town to town and rarely ate and loss lots of weight due to stomach ache and too much pressured, because of crying a lot and too much thinking also mental illness issues affected my body system works and none eating anything had caused me to vomited 7 hours ago food that I ate at that time due to too much gas inside my body, dehydrations, working on computer on searching for jobs and forgot to eat after that and sometimes just ate once a day due to focus and none stops wirking, none eating because of doesn't let my father or my mother know about my job loss also my almost emptied pockets when I really needed one from them to help me because I hadn't eat anything when I'm at outside, I didn't even ask once for them to give me few cash or etc, nobody knows. The year where I get ignored the most by people that I thought I can trust or be with but all they gave was ignorance and ignored my feelings and it made me cried for a month and more and I had to get away for a while and made a promises to myself to never send them any message at first or check them or cared much about them anymore because they broke my heart and disappointed me. The year where I had to sit down at home and cleaning also keep on tidying and it makes me feel sick and hurts like fuck and hurts, this year where truth seemed doesn't met the "requirements" of life and it blinded lots of people around me and I got blamed a lot and accused for nothing about and got beaten by my father and they locked me inside this hell void house for months and in the end they knew the truth and know that it wasn't me at all and none ever say sorry / apologize for making me suicidal and sad and rage alone inside a room that they put me into. The year where I thought I found love but it broke me up inside and I needed few months to recovered because of a false love and also it broke me mentally, I sat on the floor a lot and thinking why life treated me so badly nowadays as much as I had in the past life too?

Why huh? @god. You "gifted" me with mental illness(s), the ability to feel too much, the ability to feel this pain and powerful things, and this parents and this life also this scars and this heart too . What is your plans? What do you want me to do? People said god knows what the best for us, but what about ... Me? Banished? Perished? Punished? You want to tested me up? You love being cruel, to me aren't you ... I knew it. Every year I will ask the same thing and talk to you all alone. It's a cruel lonely being for never get any answer. Let alone this self. You leave me alone with this void. Nothing. Every single year. You wanted to shaped me into what? Evil?

#p #.txt #irl #tw #pain #thought #confessions #about #myself

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