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Autistic Eddie Munson Headcannons
- got diagnosed pretty early on
- like around elementary school
- spent most of his time in special ed classes throughout elementary and middle school
- was nonverbal until around 10 years old
- still prefers communicating with noises rather than verbal responses
- like "uhuh" or "mhm"
- still has trouble talking/has speech impediments
- said impediments often show up when he's really stressed out or nervous
- has very loud hands
- loves to rock back and forth or side to side
- has frequent meltdowns
- needs to sleep with a mask over his eyes bc too much visual stimuli will keep him up
- has pretty significant developmental delays
- some days hes a regular ol punk, DND-loving kid that will talk your ear off
- other days hes nonverbal, downright timid, and prefers speaking in simple sentences or one word responses
- when overstimulated often hits himself on the head and shins
- his legs are covered in bruises
- still wets the bed
- Joyce and Hopper wont admit it but man are they protective of Eddie after finding out hes autistic
- loves deep pressure
- doesnt mind sounds as much but very much gets overstimulated by things like fabrics
- dislikes eye contact
- if its hot out please keep this dude indoors
- seriously if he sweats at all its an immediate bad day and a very likely meltdown
- likes to vocally stim
- lots of humming and grunts
- fav stim is to close his eyes and shake his head side to side while humming and flapping his hands (no im not projecting/s)
- takes very shallow breaths so often has to be reminded to actually breathe
- cycles between the same 10 foods since childhood
- his bed has to feel like a hug
- this means big comforters, weighted blankets, and lining all four sides of the bed with whatever soft things he can find
- like pillows, extra blankets that have been bunched up, stuffed animals etc.
- please give him headphones if youre going gorcery shopping or the mall or out to a restaurant
- those three especially are a meltdown waiting to happen
- oral fixation
- can and will cry over just about anything
- and boy is his crying loud
- comfy clothes 24/7 unless going out then its his usual hellfire tshirt and leather jacket look
- loves physical affection (but please warn him beforehand)
- feels like he can unmask the most around Dustin because hes such an enabler (in a good way)
might add more this was so fun =) and feel free to use these as inspo for fics id love to see it
#no i didnt base practically all of these on my own experiences what are you talking about /s#op is autistic#autistic eddie munson#eddie munson autism#stranger things eddie#stranger things eddie munson#st eddie munson#eddie HCs#eddie munson#let me cope in peace
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With the amount of implants and hardware I have holding my skeleton together a person could conclude that I was in a very bad accident. Coincidentally the only accident I've been part of was being born.
This is bad humor but I'm coping.
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Tumblr shadow banned me 😭 😭
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if frostpaw being spayed does circle back around to 'rusty if you become a wild cat you get to keep your balls' TPB moment then can frostpaw go be a kittypet or something
#LET HER LIVE IN PEACE OMFG#and the whole 'riverclan cats are always kidnapped by people becoz they are so pretty' lilke. just let her go be a house cat im begging#whos the guy in TPB is it henry? where smudge is like 'he got his dick chopped off and now he doesnt even hunt birds and just sleeps in the#sun all day' PLEASE let that be frostpaw she has suffered so much xxx#asc spoilers#this is a stupid theory that will not happen but let me cope#thunder spoilers
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I hope we get a scene of Alicent with Aegon's body. If her son is damned to die, if she is damned to spiral into insanity, if she is to lose her life too the grief, let me see her with his body.
let her hold her baby in her arms one more time. let her wipe the blood that poured from his mouth and nose as he died. let her run her fingers over the viscous burns that adorn his skin. let her fix his hair. let her bathe him with a cloth as she had when he was a babe. let her kiss his cheek, his forehead, his hair, his hands. let her lay her head against him, hugging him like she had failed to do for years.
he was her firstborn and yet, her heart was still beating and his was not, she was not yet cold in her grave, no, no her son was cold, her flesh was warm, too warm. he was her baby, her son, the boy she tried so hard to protect, who had loved even when it hurt, who she had stood in front of a dragon for. she loved him, the very bones of him, and now he was dead.
let her lose her mind right there, in that room, still clinging to her body, one that's too cold, too still, too quiet. let her scream out to the gods, damning them, cursing them for taking her eldest son, amongst everything else in her life.
I want her to drive away anyone who tries to take him from her, forcing the silent sisters or whoever would be left to deal with his body at that point. let her curse and spit and claw at anyone who comes too close.
she would stay there for hours, reflecting on her memories of him. maybe she talks to him or hums a lullaby until she finally loses her battle with what remains of her consciousness and sanity, falling still against the table.
she dreams of Aegon, she dreams of the life she wish she could have provided, the life she had tried so hard to give him. a life where he was safe, a life where she had been a better mother, a life where she didn't need to live in and impose fear up on her children. maybe if she had tried hard enough he would still be alive, she'll think as she floats in the space between consciousness and unconsciousness.
she'll wake in plain chambers she only partly recognizes, she'll learn of her sons lackluster and sparsly accompanied burning, she'll learn her son was gone and she was alone. there won't be much of her left to care. she just continues dreaming, dreaming of her dead children and spiraling to madness until her broken heart finally gives out.
[my previous post inspired this, cause all I can think about now is Alicent mourning her son and its gonna put me in an early grave]
#[I know she isn't with him in the book but shhhhhh enoughs already changed let me be delusional]#I don't want to see this happen. my girl need a goddamn break. but if its gonna happen just demolish my heart in one foul swoop#all or nothing#cause if I watch a slow decent into madness I'm going with her#let her break quick and fast for my sake#I haven't read the book (as i've said a trillion times before. I'll get to it eventually) so take this with a grain of salt#I don't think book alicent didn't love her children#I do think the love she held for them and the love show alicent held for them is very different simply due to circumstance#and I don't think show alicent is lasting very long after Aegon's death#i wouldn't be surprised if she died of a broken heart shortly after him#part of me fucking prays for it cause I don't know if I'll be able to cope with her grieving for 2 years#my heart just can't#and she doesn't deserve it#just let her reunite with her children and be at peace#don't make her suffer#let her say goodbye to her baby. give her closure. let her go#I beg#alicent hightower#pro alicent hightower#aegon ii#aegon ii targaryen#aegon targaryen#pro team green#hotd#house of the dragon#its fine. I'm fine. I totally like my emotions.
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You know what I'm just going to start saying everything is Viren's fault.
We don't know where Rayla is? Viren's fault.
We're most likey gonna get Rayllum angst and we have NO idea how things will end up? Viren's fault
Claudia is most likey gonna have a mental breakdown? Viren's freakin fault.
Anything bad happens to Soren? Viren's FAULT.
Failed your math test? Viren's fault.
No motivation? Viren's fault.
Your favorite character dies? Viren's fault.
Your parents are disappointed in you? Viren's fault.
#the dragon prince#the dragon prince season 4#tdp rayllum#tdp claudia#rayla tdp#rayllum#through the moon#the bloodmoon huntress#tdp zym#tdp ezran#tdp viren#its always something with that man sir why dont you stay dead so I can watch Amaya and Janai's wedding in PEACE#tdp callum#yes im crying over Rayla and Callum let me cope#tdp spoilers#tdp aaravos#tdp amaya#tdp janai
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I'm literally about to start a support group even I'm the only one in it. I should not be this upset over a fictional character😭
#stuff#my stuff#i know i sound pitiful rn#i know i sound mentally unstable#i am#let me cope and cry in peace
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Matching bullet scars on the left shoulder
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Matching wedding rings on the left hand
#buddy daddies#kazurei#suwa rei#kurusu kazuki#No I don't take criticism#This is a hitman wedding#Especially if Rei kills Ogino here#Therefore basically announcing that his loyalty lies with kazuki not the organization#Also backs up the parallel of Rei's mentor and the woman he fell in love with - his something to protect#Therefore something to protect = love of your life = Kazuki#Let me cope and clown in peace man
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ougghhghgg ok so the crisis didn't end there, ended up having to go to urgent care to sob out half my life story to a doctor who was actually super kind and helpful and I'm feeling a bit better now, we have a plan in action I am on my way to get some new meds and the despair is less immediate and overwhelming
#dude I was so sure I was gonna get admitted to the hospital lmao. we almost went straight there instead#but I reeeeally didn't wanna be stuck in the psych ward if I didn't have to be#this worked out much better. I got some peace of mind I got a new script I've got follow up appointments for the next 3 weeks let's gooooo#feeling less heavy. still shitty!!! but!!! less 'oh god I'm never gonna be able to fix this oh god' kind of shitty#I'm rambling I'm oversharing I'm sorry ajdgskg I've been HARDCORE dissociated to get through this and I'm finally feeling more present agai#it's been a fucking day man. it's been a whole fucking day and I'm just so relieved to just. NOT be so overwhelmed.#okok I'm sorry I'll shut up I'll shut up but don't be surprised if u see me coping w shitposts later sfjgksh#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#personal cw
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hate when i can’t interact with my silly little media because it’ll trigger my silly little mental disorders
#im going to fucking scream#let me enjoy my special interest in peace for the love of god#hate being responsible this is shit#im begging let me think about literally anything without spiraling#ocd#cant even do my usual bake cus then can’t think cus im too fucking tired#chronic fatigue is a bitch let me have one issue at a time#commandersposts#did build a bit on lego that kinda helped?#wow look at me coping kinda healthy
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(mk12/mk1)Shang tsung x me lady tsung (aka mrstsung)
Took care of the problem for him. So yeah shang won,i became his wife in this shitty timeline and we have our own little island and magic snake cult.
AND NOTHING BAD HAPPENS!!!!!! Ever!
Not me slowly hating liu kang more so mk12/mk1 and not feeling bad one bit bout it. :3
Saved him a fucking bad storymode and a half worth of bullshit.
#my art#mortal kombat#self ship#self shipping#shang tsung#💚heart and soul🐍#shang tsung mortal kombat#mk f/o#antagonist f/o#villain f/o#villain/antagonist f/o#let me have this please!!!!#let me have nice things#let shang tsung have nice things#plz for the love of pizza let shang tsung be at peace on his island and retire and be evil magic sorcerer and be left tf alone#let shang have his magic cult follower monks and shadow priests and let him have backyard death kumates and bbqs ok?!#im coping ok
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me: hmm i feel like writing today!
my brain for some random reason: stfu literally everyone on this godforsaken app hates your writing and does NOT want to read that shit… oh and here’s a writers block while you’re at it!!
me: um… maybe not
#daily inner monologue#like brain pls#let me write in peace#it’s the only way i know how to cope#vi’s vents
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HEXBUGS!! I forgot about those! I had a few a long time ago and I really liked them. (I saw you said you used to really like hexbugs in the tags of a post you reblogged and it reminded me about them haha).
I had the hexbug crab for sure and then one or two other types I can’t remember. I used to watch them walk around for hours haha. Do you remember what kind of hexbugs you used to have?
I DO!! i think i had the two at the top ??
can't remember if the pink one glowed in the dark but i know the black one did :) we didn't have enough money to buy more than like one habitat piece for them so i usually just watched them skitter around tables n stuff
unfortunately my fond memories of them r somewhat tainted bc some kid stole both of them the One day i brought them to school </3 was rly upset abt that . cried a lot GVIEAYV i loved my silly little critters what can i say
#qktalks#skelly-bean#they r very cute little buddies i want that black one back . it was my lil guy . lil creature#i actually used to let both of them run around in their habitat while i did other stuff in my room#and the sound of the vibrations and them hitting the walls of the habitat rly calmed me back then#idk why cuz it's not a very calming sound . but it brought lil me who didn't yet know how to properly cope w anxiety some peace
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**Return to me post, aka fanfic post scroll away if you haven’t read it or do not care to read it**
This entire fic/au keeps rotting my brain especially after the recent thing i published of it even if I have to prioritize a huge fic but it’s all because of fucking EAGLE.
Just the concept of Ryoma and the Getter merging but in a way that isn’t self destructive. That Ryoma escapes his fate by making peace with the reality that the Getter and him are destined to be one but that doesn’t have to lead to a bad future. That it doesn’t have to lead to violence. And Eagle is an incomplete Getter. It’s not entirely Getter One, it’s only the plane that makes up it and other components of its counterparts. The Getter can never form again because Eagle is in Ryoma which causes a paradox-enemies cannot return because not all the pieces of the Getter is in place, even if Ryoma is there-and yet even if Eagle wasn’t originally what it’s supposed to be it’s free. It’s free from the cycle like Ryoma. It can be its own person even if it has to rely on Ryoma accepting it and being okay with sharing his body. It may not be the ideal image of man and machine living alongside each other but it’s a greater outcome than most universes with the Getter overtaking Humanity. One that truly define fate.
*flips table* FUCK
#meg text#getter robo#fanfiction#return to me#rtm#I made the sandwich but the sandwich is so fucking good#it’s a premium order#this narratively was aligning well with what new implied with ryoma but of course canon he could never see this#not that ryoma isn’t allowed to develop he is still interesting being a product of a cycle#but I focus on the angle of him escaping not just to cope but it’s just as intriguing#for him to become self aware to let go and find peace#and the getter alongside him does it as well#M A N#also fun fact Eagle was not fucking planned#a lot of rtm wasn’t planned accordingly but I’ll save it for another time if I feel like rambling more#But the tldr is this came up after chap 4 of wdky when Jaguar and Bear thought Ryoma was Eagle#and I went “wait what if it was LITERAL”#and let me fucking tell you it clears up a lot of earlier things I wrote for this au lol#(Yes in the chapter where ryoma was possessed I didn’t fucking know what that was about)#unintentional foreshadow bby
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my day really turned around and im in such an unexpectedly good mood... my heart is so big i just cant keep it all in !
#🍒#almost as good of a mood as yesterday! which was a very good day!#i was just short of pulling my hair out at work for most of the shift.. but a few moments of peace and goof go far with me...#i am learning how to cope and get shit done while still lettin myself have fun.... the theme of the year for me is BALANCE#there is so much i could say... but i think ill just let my heart glow and go read until i pass out#i am grateful to have what i have... i am grateful to have the people in my life i do... i am beyond happy to love the one i love n show it
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(stands on my soap box) some of you seem to not understand that horror involves being Horrified and sometimes as a result horrible things will occur and it doesn't mean the creator of that horror media is like secretly a murderer sex predator who wants to eat babies they are writing fucking horror
#before u assume the worse this isnt like about valid criticisms of the slasher horror genre ppl love to argue abr like#the racism n misogyny#this is about ppl getting upset if you point out silent hill majorly deals in themes involving child abuse#n calling you a creep if you mention it examining it... when...#the entire first game. is about a man looking for his daughter who is a part of a heavily abused little girl#silent hill 3 is girl who is the result of his daughter and that girl merging into one being#n her dealing w cults and coping w the trauma#and so much of the themeing is ABT THAT and the entire reason silent hill is like that is TIED TO THAT....#just say you only care about silent hill 2 its not that fucking hard#same w ppl just Reading Into fairly innocous shit w some horror media to find a way to say the creator is bad w nothing irl that backs it#let me find catharsis in this mentally ill girl who is tormented by trauma demons in Peace
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