I haven’t drawn Fake Peppino in AGES

For any Fake Peppino lovers out there that I’ve disappointed I’m so sorry- 💀🙇‍♀️

And for anyone WHO HASN’T EVER SEEN me actually draw him I’M EVEN MORE SORRY 🙏🙇‍♀️🙏🙇‍♀️🙏🙇‍♀️

Now I personally don’t want newer viewers seeing my cringe ass Fake pep art but if anyone who does wanna see it- (HEADS UP FOR INTENSE BODY HORROR-) take these few links (I’m sorry I can’t scroll through my entire blog again just take some examples- 🥲):

Here, here, here, here and here.

The first one is my first ever drawing of him, I did not draw him normal- 💀

Anyways….this means have I changed how I draw him? Yes!

Look at the silly goober!! I may draw him just like this for now however…It was fun drawing him like the slimy disaster he was but it’s fine-…It always took a bit of time to draw those 🤷‍♀️

But just for the fun of it, and for old times sake, take a body horror Fake Peppino: (Warning, it looks kinda bad- 💀)

This is the dumbest thing I've ever made…

If i see one more person spread “news” sourced to outlets like f1-insider… please actually pay attention to sources and use critical thought about where it came from. these accounts want their engagement numbers and will share information derived from a fucking reddit comment if they think it’ll earn them a few extra dollars. there’s always an off chance these bullshit tabloids are right, but they almost never are, and a legitimate source will come along if there’s any whisper of truth to it. i just beg of people to simply wait for sources with the slightest bit of credibility to their name before they start sharing information.

Me meeting new people I’m not comfortable with: -keeps a distance but offers a handshake at most-

Them: -pull me into a hug-

Me:

ML writers be like:

“Are you asking me to be your boyfriend?”

What universe did I get sick enough to enter for this to happen

/pos

I'm convinced "great scotts" is some psyop for the trans agenda. Family looks insanely manufactured.

Not to be someone who would probably accidentally join the church of the deep or anything, but I had what I thought was a neat idea for a Lumen Alter.

It was inspired by this particular Lumen image I found while going on Google, and, well.

Basically, here's the thought process:

"Haha, what if Lumen had a childhood buddy that was a Seaborn who isn't into consuming everything that isn't part of We Many. Kind of like Deepcolor or Mizuki, but... a lot more Seaborn-y."

Which then turned into:

"Hm. Maybe if this were the case, Lumen Alter could be like a Summoner—or, or, or... like Kal! A medic who summons a specific unit. Technically also like Skadi Alter, but not a Bard. Just... Lumen with a Seaborn buddy who isn't eating everything, and him still healing people even if he does prioritize his buddy a little."

The name for this hypothetical Alter that only exists in my head is Lumen the Lighthouse. Because ngl, I am a little uncreative, and also because. It's alliterative and pretty. And it sort of fits in a way! Because while I don't have much on the Seaborn buddy - much less a cool name like the First to Talk or the Endspeaker - what Jordi did as a kid by making friends or something with this weird looking thing at the beach is just... be himself, and maybe somehow remind them of who they used to be, so to speak.

...Or something. I just really think Jordi is neat.

The other idea I had that involved Jordi and him finding a Seaborn on the beach as a kid is... well, Secret Church of the Deep Agent Jordi Fontanarrosa, but that way leads to angst. And IS3 is coming closer every day and he doesn't need any more of it.

So, yeah! Just yeeting out some thoughts, haha.

gotta make OC bios for my empty ass toyhouse account

lord help me

best I can do is bullet point list out generic info... and I feel absolutely insane that Im writing about fake people in my head

I have no idea how others can spew so much info, OCs are NOT a special interest at all for me, I feel like Im losing sense of reality when I talk about OCs

me: *does one (1) job application and does a couple of fake ones to please social services*

also me: *depression and anxiety activate* i now regret to inform everyone that i am ready to jump off the highway bridge by my house to see if the pull of the tide of our local lake will pull me out to sea where i will die happy. thank you

So the summer workers have started showing uo at work (generally 16 to 18 year olds) and one of them keeps looking at me intensly and im starting to think he's trying to figure out my age. Might ask him to guess since its really fun to hear what people think (I have legitimately gotten 15 to like 19 most of the time) and im always surprised that people think I look so young because personally I think I look pretty much the same age that I am (if not older sometimes) but idk it might be the dyed hair and wacky hairstyle and my height lol

hello please have some "actually a half-vampire just not aware of it" anton au thoughts

(virgil is human and clueless because I refuse for this to be otherwise)

goldblum figures it out and takes anton aside the second time he's brought in for questioning like "dude, are you okay? you got fake fangs instead of using your real vampire ones, you don't need those, you can just— wait, why are you crying—"

(goldblum's either a vampire himself or, to borrow a thing that's too good not to borrow & because it fits the gleefully-open-minded-about-fringe-shit vibe, he dated a vampire once)

@darkfinch had this LOVELY idea for the vampire intiates to stick together as a community post-canon and to my mind, what makes that better here is if most of 'em turn out to be real vampires to some degree - or Something Else, or just Aware of this shit. they're in it for the fun, for the local community, for the "yeah this is bullshit but some of it's fun bullshit and it's funny to see how bad at it the leader is."

when they manage to corner anton (freaking out quietly in his loft) (his whole world shattered in pieces around him) (goldblum gave him a number to call to answer some questions but the poor guy's petrified) half of them are like "we thought you knew and were just trying to blend in!" and half are like "we were trying to figure out how to tell you!!" and it's just this mess of supportive-but-worried chaos.

...and anton, betrayed, off-kilter, already primed to question the programming of the last year or so has some people to help set him on the right track.

this ALSO sets us up for a thing. :) a thing where maybe goldblum looks the other way (an actual acknowledgement by the still-shitty cops in this shitty cop show of how awful the situation is) or there's a terribly unfortunate powercut and a few of the initiates get to pay virgil a visit.

they admit it to anton while very drunk a year or so later and he laughs so hard he cries <3

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Got so excited about what was in vault 47 I forgot I was listening to a radio play about fallout 4